c:i don't have friends

// I have high functioning Asperger’s Syndrome. I’m not good with social cues. Half of the time, I keep people at arm’s length because I’m afraid that I will say or do something that is inappropriate. I’m not excusing my disorder or my behavior, but I am asking that others understand where I’m coming from when they try and communicate with me. Thank you.

I no longer have the energy to comfort people or run after them when no one seems to care if I’m there or not. No one waits for me. No one wants to be with me at school. I’m left alone, when I don’t run after someone or ask. It’s exhausting. I hate walking down the school floors seeing everybody with friends, and me, being isolated from everyone. I just think it’s useless trying to be good enough because I don’t seem to be. I’m tired. Leave me alone. I don’t want to get my hopes up that someone would love me as much as I love them. I’m alone. And that’s okay. Just don’t try to talk to me. Leave me alone.
—  tired // 18.9.15 - 13:10
Tag game!

                                                                 
I was tagged by @natecchi

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better <<uuhh I may have a shortage of people there :’D

Relationship status: Forever Alone ™ << That’s been my life for the past 19 years so yepp

Lipstick or chapstick: LIPSTICK. Dark and BOLD

Last song I listened to:  uh… I was listening to some song on the Radio but I wasn’t really paying attention… As for a song I actually put on myself: Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie

Last movie I watched: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

Top 3 characters: Newt Scamander, Loki and Sherlock Holmes (BBC)

Top 3 ships: Oh God this one’s a bit difficult… uuhh Gramander, FrostIron, Blackfrost

Alright! Well I guess that’s over! I tag @mamin-thetroll @just-a-crazy-fujoshi @martinicup @unicorn-fucking-wizard also, since I don’t have enough people, you are free to tag yourself!