c

Mengetahui aku bisa kehilanganmu kapan saja, adalah salah satu alasan mengapa aku begitu ingin tahu kau ada di mana dan dengan siapa saja sekarang.
 
Kau itu luar biasa, dan aku sadar bahwa ada begitu banyak hati yang ingin menggantikan tempatku di hatimu. Aku bukan bermaksud untuk tidak percaya, hanya saja kehilanganmu aku belum benar-benar siap.

e você me observava como se eu fosse o protótipo da terceira guerra mundial bem ali na sua frente. te fazendo ruir na pólvora dos chineses. enquanto eu explodia pra todo mundo ver.

c.

eu vesti tua alma como se fosse o sol explodindo em limão e mel. e você me deu pássaros e sorrisos em origamis. quando eu disse “desculpa pelos excessos’’ mas te li de novo no dia seguinte.

c.

To every G who loves a C, 

Whenever I see a G writing to a C on this page, my heart always skips a beat. I read the letter carefully, trying to fit the pieces together, trying to twist the specifics so that they could apply to me.

You probably do the same when you see my letters, or the letters of others in my boat. Maybe it’s because I’m looking for them, but sometimes it seems like there are so many Gs and Cs reaching out to each other here, loving and pining and hurting.

My G hasn’t written to me yet, but I hope your C does.

From a C who loves a G