by mostly jensen

Well, this happened! 2,000!

I know a lot of my newer followers are Sebastian fans, so WELCOME! I hope you enjoy everything here. :)

And I want to take this moment to say THANK YOU to the people have been following me pretty much since the beginning. Mostly the Jensen/SPN fans. You guys have stuck with me through the Tom Hiddleston overload, and now the Tom fans are sticking with me through the Sebastian Stan crisis (which I don’t believe will go away… just saying. He’s here like Jensen and Tom. Long haul.)

And to the Karl Urban fans who have stuck with me even though my Karl fascination has waned somewhat.

I love all you guys. 

Tumblr can be such a toxic place, and I’m glad to have found some friends I can escape with, and some followers who like the vibe I give off and the content I post.

Originally posted by desingyouruniverse

My Jensen-Misha photo from jibcon8 this morning. I posted this already from the @fandomnatural account I was livetweeting from but thought I would stick it here too. As soon as I can scan a high res version I will do that too.

Background: All I said was, mostly speaking to Jensen, “Given the events of the finale, could you [JA] just give this guy [MC] a hug?” I added to clarify “Like you just got your best friend back.” I didn’t say anything about expressions or how to stand. I actually had been picturing more just a big ol’ happy smooshy hug w both of them smiling, but what they actually did blew me away. What was interesting was seeing them both silently settle on the pose & expression in almost slow motion, like they were both thinking about it. Jensen kept adjusting his face & head angle. That tragic sad frown appeared kinda like he clicked it on, and he then literally adjusted it twice, like “This frown? This one? No, this one,” and his head also started dropping down, and meanwhile Misha was like slowly tilting his head against Jensen’s (which I also had not asked for) and arranging his face into that incredibly touching mournful/resigned look. Misha kept looking at the camera but in Jensen’s final adjustment he dropped his eyes. (Good lord these guys are pros.)

So every nuance of expression & pose is from Jensen & Misha. I think this is Jensen’s real take on how Dean would look if he got to grab onto Cas again. (and I ended up with this weird certainty in my gut that Jensen had just given me a preview of S13)

  • Should I be studying?: Definitely.
  • Am I?: No.
  • Should I be reading tons of Destiel smut on Ao3 and sacrifice my soul to the gay angel man and the bisexual hunter boy?: Totally not. Like, no. Don't do that.

I’ve watched 11 episodes of 13 Reasons Why but I just want to get a few things out right now:




Tyler is a total perv and I have so little sympathy for him (does that make me a bad person?) I mean he took pictures of girls undressing etc and then posted the picture of Courtney and Hannah in retaliation for Hannah not going out with him? No sympathy for what happened to him.

COURTNEY - I get that coming out can be hard but what she did was UNACCEPTABLE.

Also, I want to punch Ryan for publishing Hannah’s poem. Unbelievably selfish and awful.

The school administration can go fuck itself - sadly, that’s what my secondary school was like: so long as the school’s reputation is protected, then they don’t care.



BRAND NEW Supernatural: The Official Companion Seasons 1-7

Ok, so this is for all of the SPN enthusiasts!  I invested in these official season companion books back in my Mostly-Jensen days, but never used them in the slightest, and they need a new home. Each is in pristine, crisp condition, with no visible wear whatsoever. I bought them new and paid nearly $30 per book (so over $200 all together), and, again, they are still in mint condition. Please check out the listing on eBay if you are interested and reblog this so it can reach as many as possible. They are full of incredibly interesting details and well worth having, or giving as a gift!

PM me if you have questions or want to make an offer. Cheers! 😘

Cuddles and Teddy Bears

Word Count: 1679

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Fluff

A/N: Unbeta’d. Mistakes are mine. Written for @impalaimagining ‘s cheesy pickup line challenge. Prompt was: “I lost my teddy bear, can I cuddle you instead?” 

“Jensen you don’t have to stay with me. Really. I’m OK.” Another wave of dizziness hit you right at that moment and you gripped the handle inside the SUV. Your 5-year-old daughter, Lily, sat between Jensen and you, swinging her legs and humming while Clif drove you home from the hospital.

You’d taken a nasty fall filming a scene. Jensen was supposed to grab you and stop you from falling. Instead, he grabbed you and tickled you, forcing you to launch yourself away. You were attached to bungee cords in the event that he missed, but the cords malfunctioned and you fell several feet flat on your back, neck, and head.

“You’re not OK.” Jensen argued. “And I’m the reason you got hurt on set so the least I can do is stay the night. Plus someone needs to help with Lily. You can’t handle her alone right now. Not with all the pain medication they gave you plus all the pain you’re gonna be in when they wear off.” Damn him. He was right, you hadn’t thought about that. That was the crappy side of being a single parent, you didn’t have anyone to watch her if things went bad.

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D E A N   W I N C H E S T E R

that boy will burn himself alive before letting you catch fire



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Hungover Jensen, post Jib

Jensen opens his eyes and immediately closes them again. His head is pounding, it’s too bright in the hotel room, his entire body aches.

After a couple minutes of stretching and groaning and adjusting his eyes to the sunlight, he fumbles for his phone on the nightstand and ends up with a piece of notebook paper in his hand instead. In terrible handwriting, there are a few random words on the paper like “breakfast,” “crepe options,” and “hamburger meat with onions.” He bunches the paper up and tosses it aside before grabbing his phone and lying back down against the bed.

For some reason his email app is open, and a drafted email is waiting to be sent. It’s addressed to Jim Michaels, with the subject line “Get fuckd.”

In the body of the email is written, “I think I want to quit the show and open a food truck. I have a lot of great ideas for a food truck, and I’m writing up a menu right—”

Jensen deletes the drafted email and scrambles through his sent messages to make sure he didn’t actually email anyone. Thankfully, he didn’t.

He checks his text messages next and finds that the only person he texted yesterday was his wife. Thank fucking god.


I’m wearing the underwear you bought me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The pair I said I’d never wear in a million years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m wearing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Jensen’s eyes widen and his face heats up as he stares at his phone, the words blurring together. He tears the covers away from his lap and looks down at himself. The only thing he’s wearing is a pair of peach-colored boxer briefs that are too big on him.

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Favorite Con Moments [1/]
↳Misha wiping “fairy herpes” (Jensen’s words not mine) on Jensen at JIB 6 [x]

Another Day On The Job

A/N: I just had this Idea in my head and I had to write it. I know I’m not the best at doing one-shots or imagines or whatever you wanna call this, but I made one :) No harm is meant towards Jensen and his family. Feedback is always appreciated. Thank you to bu beta @thorne93.

Characters: Reader x Jensen, Jared.

Warnings: None really.. Fluff.

Wordcount: 2483

Imagine taking care of Jensen when he’s sick.

 *Not my GIF*

Originally posted by thejabberwock

You were truly living the dream. Four months ago you had started to work for the TV show, Supernatural, as Jensen Ackles’ personal assistant, and you loved every second of it. Of course the hours were long and there was a lot of down time, but it was also exciting and busy. Your job was mostly to get Jensen from A to B when he was filming, bring him coffee, keep track of his engagements… that sort of thing, but you loved it. Added bonus was that you got to spend a lot of time with him, which was great considering the ginormous crush you had on the guy.

You had had a few other PS jobs in the past on different shows and one movie, but this was a completely different experience altogether. Everyone was so nice and including, even Jared and Jensen who were the leads of the show made sure to make everyone welcome.

It was a beautiful, sunny morning in Vancouver and you were making your way to Jensen’s trailer to get him up and ready for makeup, a large coffee in one hand and today’s schedule in the other. Waking Jensen up in the morning wasn’t one of your regular tasks, but he had been working until dawn and he had asked you to come wake him up if he didn’t meet you at the coffee stand by 7am. So that’s what you did. You put the clipboard between your legs to free up your hand so you could knock on his door.

“Jensen? Are you up yet?” you said in a loud voice.

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Sunny Spain

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Summary: Jensen decides that his work is getting to much for him to handle so books a spontaneous trip to Spain, where he meets the reader.

Word Count: 2518

Warnings: Reader’s got a shitty past, mostly fluff, porcupine hair!jensen(defo a warning)

A/N-This is my entry for @dancingalone21 Lau’s Summer Escape Challenge - I chose the prompt Barcelona, Spain if you couldn’t already tell by the title. And thank you @salvachester who I can’t freaking tag, for checking my Spanish for me.

It was quite funny actually the green eyed man had been at the bar for at least ten minutes and still no such luck. From afar, you bit your lip, trying to stifle a laugh. He was getting frustrated, that much you could tell.

Getting up from your place on the sandy beach, you dust the sand off your butt and walk over to the bar, where the man was still shouting.

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Jared holding Jensen close to him (with Misha latching on - also Misha & Jared closeness) & platonic/close J2M! Aw. Misha goes for a bit of blue steel, and the usual goofing around.

Leaning towards each other, dancing together, shared looks, smiling, touching, imitating each other.

J2 + Closeness (captions) ~ something I noticed in the EW cover shoot video.

Pumpkins & Promises

(gif credit to the creator)

Pairing: Misha x Reader
Word Count: 1,681
Warnings: Fluff. SO MUCH FLUFF.
A/N: I haven’t written an oneshot in who knows how long but I finally feel like I have my mojo back! This is my entry for my own Fall in Love With Fall Challenge. The picture I chose (it isn’t on the list) is in the fic below the cut. If you want to join the challenge click the link above, there’s still 20 spots left. Hope you guys like it! Anyway, feedback for this is awesome! :)

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With You By My Side - Nine

A/N:  9 of 10. By now y’all know what this story is about. I’m gonna put in some warnings, but if you dont want to get SPOILED, dont read them. If you are easily triggered READ THE WARNINGS. Thanks for all of the amazing feedback, I am honestly baffled by all of you. And thanks to my beta @thorne93. shes the best.

Characters: Jensen x Reader, Jared

Warnings: Vomiting, blood, reader is really sick, language, medical conditions, some fluff if you squint..

Wordcount: 2075

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*not my GIF*

Originally posted by spntrista

Thanksgiving turned into Christmas, Christmas turned into Easter and before you knew it, Jensen was once again wrapping up another season of Supernatural. Your eight months were up, but so far you had barely noticed the illness, your body was a little weaker and you had very little energy, to the point where you needed to nap every day, but other than that you felt fine. You went to the hospital once a month to get an evaluation on how the cancer was spreading, and for some reason it had slowed down a little. It was still aggressive and Dr. Hansen always informed you that it was spreading, making sure you didn’t get your hopes up for anything. The outcome would still be the same, but you had gained a little more time.

“What did the good doctor tell you today?” Jensen asked as he Skyped you during one of his breaks up in Vancouver.

“Nothing we don’t already know. He seems to think that I will start feeling worse soon, and he wanted to put me on a higher dose of cortisone,” you explained. The cortisone was there to help with pain in your joints, the only side effect was that it made your bones more fragile. “He’s still a little shocked that I’m alive I think,” you chuckled.

“Did he say anything about how much time he thinks you have left?”

“No, anything between a couple of months and half a year. He did tell me that once I start to feel sick, it will probably be fast.” That little fact eased your mind a little, the worst thing you could think of was to just lay in a bed and wait for death, you couldn’t imagine a worse fate than that.

You heard a few muffled voices through your computer as Jensen’s eyes started traveling the room he was in. “I’m really sorry babe, but I have to go. I’ll call you later if I get a chance. We’re gonna try and wrap things up tonight so that we can go back home tomorrow.”

“Really?” you said excitedly. “Then you go knock ‘em dead.”

“I love you, (YN),” he said, blowing a kiss your way.

“I love you too, Jay.”

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j&m jib panel tweets (pics by jib staff)

misha proved once again that he is a real friend to j. but seriously doubt the fact that misha shared the incident with j feeling upset, will change attitudes at all (=everybody keep ignoring jensen had depression & continue to treat him like cr**)

other than this, looks like panel was mostly shenanigans