ALSO I’M NOT GOING TO OVERLOOK THE FACT THAT GROG STRONGJAW, SLAYER OF UMBRASYL, WIELDER OF THE EXALTED TITANSTONE KNUCKLES, HERO OF WESTRUUN CANONICALLY AND UNIRONICALLY TOLD VAX’ILDAN THAT HE LOVED HIM OUT LOUD IN A ROOM FULL OF WITNESSES WITHOUT A SINGLE MOMENT OF HESITATION
SILVER SPOON: Part 9 FINALE [Yoongi x Reader; Rom-com, fluff]
A girl who had to work hard every day of her life to rise from nothing, meets a man who was born with and given everything.
A classic tale of what happens when a cold, uptight farm girl meets a playful, rebellious, easy-going city boy that was born with a silver spoon in his mouth.
Summary: Having been born and raised in the country side, you have worked hard your entire life to make it to the big city. You eventually achieved your dream and now you have a wonderful paying job for a large company and you continue putting your 110% into everything you do. However, your perfect plan to climb to success through consistent effort and hard work becomes disarrayed with the arrival of your branch’s new rebellious and easy-going CEO, who never desired the position in the first place and has never truly worked hard a day in his life. Your job is on the line if he can’t be turned into a quality CEO within a year, but he has no intention of changing himself for anyone or letting you boss him around so easily. How will you work your way through this obstacle? Will you succeed in changing him or will he be the one that changes you?
Yoongi x Reader (ft. Jimin & VIXX’s Leo as side characters; some other BTS members show up too lol) Office au Romantic Comedy, Fluff
A/N: Ahh I can’t believe this series has come to an end! Thank you everyone for loving my light-hearted floof series <3
"Oh crap. Holy shit. Crap.“ Yoongi
stumbled around his apartment frantically.
through your alarm again, Sir?” Leo smirked at the doorway as he watched
his master scrambling around, chucking suit after suit out of his closet.
Leo, what should I wear?“ Yoongi hissed.
is why you should’ve listened to Miss Y/N and chosen your clothes
beforehand.” Leo shook his head.
is not helping right now, Leo. I need to look good today.“
rolled his eyes. "I am sure it is not exactly a need, but a want to look
pushed his head out of his closet to glare at Leo. “You really want to get
hit today, huh?”
chuckled. “I would find it quite enjoyable for you to attempt to hit
Y/N is going to kill me if she finds out I overslept again.“
believe that’s too late.” Leo smiled mischievously.
clipped his pants on as he looked up to find Leo holding up his phone.
answer!” he panicked.
Leo smirked and swiped his hand to accept the call.
Hello?“ Your voice echoed. "Don’t tell me you’re still getting
am…“ he huffed as he tried to button his shirt but ended up missing a
hole, so they were misaligned. ”…not.“
exhaled. "You think after two years, you’d be able to do SOMETHING on your
me?“ Yoongi argued. "I’ve been doing just fine.”
many times have I had to call you on my way to work just to make sure you were
every day Miss Y/N.” Leo answered honestly, earning another glare from
giggled. “Thank you Leo. Anyway, just throw something on like you do every
special! How I look is important.“
You chuckled. “Isn’t it just another meeting?”
This is a meeting with ALL of the CEOs in person, especially my arch nemesis, and
I’m heading it! I need to assert my dominance.“
sure we’re all aware of who you are Yoongi. And I’m pretty sure that rivalry is
one-sided on your end.”
distracting me!“ Yoongi complained.
but I called to say that I really liked your turtleneck under your suit look
~” you suggested. “If that’s what you’re wearing today, I’d very much
like a selfie.”
paused and immediately threw off the white button up he was struggling with and
grabbed one of his black turtlenecks.
that’s exactly what I was putting on.“ he stated nonchalantly.
really?” you said half-heartedly.
chuckled, already used to how well you were able to manipulate Yoongi despite
I have to go. Have a good day, love.“ You giggled.
really not coming again today?”
paused. “I love you, Yoongs.”
frowned. “I love you too.”
a sigh, he hurried to finish changing and made his way to the office.
had already been two long years since he dropped you off at that station. The
last time either of you saw each other– in person at least. You both still
made time to webcam, text, and call each other whenever possible. But it was
difficult to romance through the screen and the need to hold you and kiss you
was becoming more and more unbearable for him each day.
promised, you had graduated with the highest honors in your university, even
winning the spot of commencement speaker and making it to the news with your
eloquent and inspiring speech. The nation was astounded by the woman who came
from a humble background and ended up rising to the status of CEO, cultivating
one of the strongest branches in a world-renowned company. To Yoongi’s dismay,
you received a nomination to be a Director of the Board and became one of the
candidates for Chair along with him and one other.
while you accomplished a lot already, you still hadn’t been able to see each
other. The Chairman forbid both of you from attending meetings in person at the
same time, so more or less, one of you would be on webcam during conferences. There
were no traces or connections between you two, other than the fact that you
both had once worked together as boss and secretary. As the Chairman wanted,
you kept your relationship the utmost secret from the world, until you two were
able to stand on your own.
Yoongi had fulfilled his duty just as excellently as you did. Although he woke
up late almost every day, he still made it to work on time. And even without
you and Jimin, he continued to advance the Daegu branch without troubles,
winning many mergers and partnerships with large companies. He even expanded
his own franchise outside of the company, wanting to test his own skills
without the help of his family name and not being restricted to just what was
good for the company. It was a business run by himself, for himself. The Board
of Directors took notice of his progression and seriousness, keeping a close
eye on him for the past two years, since he was, in fact, the rightful heir to
pouted as he made his way to the conference room, nodding slightly to
acknowledge the people bowing deeply as he passed. He really hated how
unnecessary all of these rules were that his grandfather was still instating. You
both had kept your end of the promise already. Why couldn’t you see each other
grumbled as he fixed his suit in front of the conference room. After checking
that he had all his notes and files in hand, he took a deep breath and pushed
the door open. He was ready to do this. But what he saw as soon as he walked
in, he was not prepared for, and it froze him in his spot almost immediately.
grinned as everyone stood up respectfully when Yoongi arrived. Your eyes locked
with each other upon entrance and you saw him freeze in shock. You tried to
fight back your laughter at your successful surprise. You subtly gestured for
him to take his seat at the head of the table and he coughed to compose
Have a seat.“ he stated amiably, but he couldn’t stop beaming brightly.
elbowed you and leaned over to whisper. "Still can’t hide his feelings too
well when it comes to you, huh?”
giggled and shook your head. “I’m afraid not.”
regardless, it’s good to see everyone in the same room again.“ Jimin
it really is.” You glanced over at Yoongi proudly as he organized his
papers in front of him.
everyone here?“ Yoongi looked up and scanned the room.
more person has yet to arrive, Mr. Min.”
I’m sure we can start without him.“ Yoongi stated curtly.
glanced at Jimin and Hoseok curiously.
third person nominated to be the Chair and Yoongi’s sworn arch nemesis.”
Jimin whispered knowingly.
that guy…he’s talked about it with me. But I didn’t think it was this
bad.“ You mentioned.
top of his class too. Mature, wise, handsome.” Hoseok commented.
not as handsome as me.“ Jimin interjected.
rolled his eyes.
can’t seem to remember the man’s name. I don’t think Yoongi ever mentioned it.”
we get started?” Yoongi smirked. “Those who are running late can
catch up in the minutes.”
apologies, Mr. Min.“ A new voice echoed into the room.
groaned, while your eyes widened when a familiarly tall figure entered the
Kim.” Yoongi greeted bitterly. “Nice of you to finally join us.”
figured everyone would need a bit of caffeine for this long meeting.“ The
man grinned, exposing his deeply dimpled cheeks, as he held up two large bags of
point for Mr. Kim.” Hoseok cackled under his breath, causing Jimin to
snicker with him.
The man bowed lightly as he handed you a cup of coffee. "Long time no
grinned and accepted it. “You too… Namjoon.”
Min’s glaring at you, Y/N.“ Jimin whispered, warningly.
that’s his normal face. Don’t worry.” You waved your hand as you continued
to stare at Namjoon.
the seat next to you taken?“ Namjoon questioned.
shook your head. "It’s for you. But be careful sitting down.”
chuckled. “You might have to hold my chair so it doesn’t spin out from
giggled knowingly, and you suddenly heard a loud cough from the front of the
room. You and Namjoon glanced at each other amused then both turned your
attention towards Yoongi.
we get started?“ Yoongi stated through gritted teeth, staring daggers at
bit your lip to fight back your amusement and looked down at your notes to
avoid his lingering eyes.
do it, Mr. Min!” Jimin cheered, earning a scolding nudge from Hoseok.
meeting progressed smoothly. You were extremely impressed by how Yoongi handled
it. He passed out outlines for everyone at the beginning in order to direct the
flow of conversation and to make sure every important topic was discussed
thoroughly. You couldn’t help but smile proudly as you watched him leading the
conference confidently and knowledgeably, like a true CEO.
nudged you. “Stop making those googly eyes, gosh.”
glared at him. “I am not making googly eyes.”
is what your face is telling me you’re thinking: ‘Oh my gosh. He’s so attractive. He’s so dreamy. He’s so manly. He’s
come so far, I’m so proud. I’m in love all over again.’“ he teased.
reached over and pinched Jimin’s cheeks harshly. "And you’re still
annoying, Park Jimin.”
snorted as he continued writing down notes.
Jimin.“ Yoongi called out.
two sat up straight, embarrassed at being caught.
you have anything else you wish to discuss?” Yoongi raised an eyebrow at
smirked. “Why yes, Mr. Min. I have a few things I want to bring up to the
we go.“ Jimin muttered and you kicked him under the table as you took out
your own handouts and charts to show off.
the meeting ended, the CEOs mingled around for a few minutes before making
their way to the complimentary luncheon. Some people approached Yoongi and
Namjoon to speak to them directly and introduce themselves to the possible
Chairs of the company.
though you’re nominated, people don’t believe you’ll take the Chairwoman
position.” Jimin shrugged as he sat on the table nonchalantly. “You
should just take it and get a big laugh at everyone’s face.”
chuckled. “I’d rather not just sit on my butt all day and not do
snorted. “Don’t let your future Gramps hear you say that.”
have you been up to? You seem to have been busy the past year.“ You
changed the subject.
shook his head. "Yes, very busy.”
no.“ You rolled your eyes. "I’m afraid to ask what he was busy
with…or with who more so.”
Jimin huffed. "It’s not bad! Well it was bad at first, but I’ll have you
know that I’m finally in a stable relationship.”
gawked at him. “Are you serious?”
glanced at Hoseok for confirmation.
afraid so.“ Hoseok laughed with a light shrug. "It was a surprise to
my gosh! That’s great! Is it her? Your used-to-be-fake-girlfriend that I knew
you had feelings for??“ You gushed.
That’s exactly the one.” Hoseok shook his head.
did it happen?“ You breathed. "Wow, I missed so much.”
rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. “It’s a pretty long story.”
no matter. The result is what’s important. I can’t believe you’re taken.“
You clapped. "We all have to get together one day with our significant
others. We’ll come to you guys in Seoul for the next meeting!”
perfect.“ Jimin smiled.
congrats to you too, Hoseok. I heard from the grapevine about you and Silver
getting together.” You grabbed Hoseok’s and Jimin’s hands warmly.
“I’m so happy for you two.”
yah, yah.“ Yoongi approached you three, a warning tone in his voice.
rolled your eyes and let go of their hands. The other two chuckled.
this the thanks I get for helping you out, Jimin?”
laughed, “She grabbed me, Mr. Min. I’m innocent. I would never betray you,
but this one is trouble. You have to keep an eye on her.”
shoved Jimin while chuckling.
know she is.“ Yoongi glanced at you endearingly.
shivered and pushed Hoseok to the side. "Okay, let’s go before they jump
each other right here.”
something YOU would do, Jimin.“ Hoseok rolled his eyes.
the situation, Hoseok.” Jimin hissed then bowed to you and Yoongi.
“Please have lots of beautiful children, Mr. & Mrs. Min.”
read the situation!“ Hoseok scolded, shaking Jimin angrily as the other
and Yoongi blushed and smiled at each other. But before either of you could say
anything, another person approached you two.
face immediately turned sour. “Namjoon.”
meeting was handled really well. You have my sincerest compliments.“
glad you think so, but I don’t need your compliments to know I did a good
Min!“ You scolded.
alright, Y/N. This is how we converse.” Namjoon chuckled. “It’s
scowled at his good natured mentality.“Well, why are you two so
You smiled. "Remember the traveler that Tae took in?”
only one who solved your super hard problem that you gave to people who wanted to date you?“ Yoongi eyed Namjoon skeptically.
or less.” You laughed. “That was Namjoon.”
Yoongi stated flatly.
did I not know you worked here?” You turned your attention back to the
tall man, ignoring your boyfriend’s gloomy behavior.
was adapting to the new responsibilities for a while and wanted to focus on my
internal branch affairs before dealing with external ones. So I only went to a handful
of meetings. What about you?! I had no idea you worked here too! When I saw
your speech on the news, I was stunned. Then I knew our paths would cross soon
enough.“ Namjoon grinned.
looked at the two of you with apparent disgust.
shall we go to the complimentary lunch?” Namjoon gestured.
You smiled as you followed him to the door, enjoying taunting Yoongi.
Yoongi called dangerously.
glanced between the two of you and the situation seemed to dawn on him.
“Ahh, I’ll go on ahead then.”
chuckled gratefully and he winked at you before shutting the door behind him.
Min.“ you turned to him and bowed coyly.
CEO Min me.” He growled as he took three strides towards you and slammed
his lips against yours hungrily.
cupped his face as his hands settled onto your waist. It was so wonderful,
finally being able to touch him after so long.
laughed as you broke the kiss, “I missed you too.”
your hand and led you to his chair. Gently, he sat you on his lap as you played
with his hair gently.
can’t believe you were flirting with my arch nemesis.“ He sulked.
snorted. "Why is Namjoon your arch nemesis? Cause of the Chairman
more ways than that.“ Yoongi grumbled.
chuckled and shook your head. "As I said, I’m sure it’s a one-sided
isn’t! That man just doesn’t show his competitiveness outwardly. I can sense
it sounds like you’re good friends then.”
grinned but yielded, "Of course.”
you hear about the transfer papers?“ he hummed. "I figured if my
grandfather was still trying to keep us apart, I had to take matters into my own
I still have to think about it.“ you grinned playfully.
"Why?” he drummed impatiently on
I can’t jump too enthusiastically at the offer, I have to play hard to
your boyfriend…” he answered flatly, as if you were doing the stupidest
thing in the world.
my boss.“ you whispered as you batted your eyelashes at him. "I have
to see how much he wants and values me.”
lips curled up mischievously as he tightened his grip around your waist,
“Shall I show you how much I want you?”
laughed and smacked his chest at his insinuation. “Yoongi.”
eyes twinkled happily at finally having you in his arms and hearing your voice
me.“ he whispered and you inhaled sharply at the suddenness of the
how much I want you.“ he smiled warmly as he leaned his head comfortably
on your chest. "I want to see you every day. I want to show you that I can
make you proud and that I can make you happy.”
if you won’t marry me yet, accept the transfer.” he smirked.
chuckled and rolled your eyes at his ultimatum. “I’m pretty sure this is
abusing your power.”
abusing my love for you.“ he pouted cutely. "I just want you to be
where I can see you, where I can be with you.”
laughed as you squeezed his cheeks. “I was going to accept it anyway. I
just need to act like I was in contemplation. I still have pride in my branch,
you know. It’s like my child.”
grinned then scrunched his face.
I’ll wait then.“
pecked his lips lightly. "Thank you.”
are you staying tonight?“ he questioned.
I was hoping I still had a room at a certain apartment complex.” You
chuckled. “I was hoping you’d say that.”
that day, you found yourself curled up in Yoongi’s couch once again. He lay on
your lap, relaxing while you carded your fingers through his hair.
isn’t a dream, right?“ he exhaled, his eyes still closed.
tugged at his hair causing him to wince and scream in pain.
"Ah! Gosh! Okay!
It’s not a dream. Sheesh. I need all my hair for goodness sake!”
you should stop dye-ing it so often, hm?“ You hummed. "It looks like
you infected Jimin with your habit.”
grinned. “He’s the one that asked me to dye it with him.”
right, what happened between you two? You helped him out or something?“
at first, I asked him for a favor for a week or two, since the influx of work
increased in the Daegu branch. But then, he ended up begging me to have him stay
longer at the branch, due to a woman problem.”
maybe his girlfriend.“
looked like hell, Y/N.” Yoongi snorted. “I don’t exactly know what
happened, but he was so miserable when he first arrived. Then he spontaneously
asked me to take him to where I get my hair dyed because he needed a
Seems like you two do actually get along.“ You giggled.
he’s no longer a threat since he’s taken.” he shrugged. “But it
wasn’t for free, I had to ask Jimin for a favor too.”
a secret.” Yoongi cackled.
why mention it?? You’re so annoying!“ You shook him, but gently, he
grabbed your hands and opened his eyes to look up at you intently.
stared at him questioningly, feeling an odd sort of intensity from his look.
smiled and reached up to stroke your cheek.
in with me.“
heart flipped over inside your chest.
with me here in the city. Once you accept the transfer, I want to move in
blushed. You were ecstatic, truly. You wanted nothing more than to say yes. You
wanted nothing more than to see Yoongi first thing in the morning and last
thing at night, but…
I’m worried about my family. My little sisters, Tae, Jin.“
chuckled lightly. "I told you not to worry about them, didn’t I? I took
care of them while you were away.”
furrowed your brows angrily. “Speaking of which, none of them will tell me
what they’ve been up to! I know you helped my sister cover the rest of her
university tuition because I bribed it out of her! And I heard Jin disappeared
to no one knows where suddenly but he keeps messaging that he’s fine? And Tae? I’ve been getting e-mails but I have
no idea what he’s doing or where?”
lips curled up.
“Hyung?” Tae called as he found
Yoongi sitting on the couch in the middle of the night, the place where you
used to sleep.
Yoongi smiled sadly.
"You miss her, huh?“ Tae
smiled as he sat beside him.
"Yeah, a lot.”
"It’s okay, hyung. This is her
dream. It’s no one’s fault.“ Tae squeezed Yoongi’s hand."She decided
Yoongi glanced at the younger,
“You know, you matured a bit.”
Tae grinned. “When I think of
how hard Y/N has been working for us and for herself, it makes me wonder if
I’ll ever get close to my dream like she has.”
Yoongi stared at Tae, “Do you
still want to go to Seoul, Tae?”
Tae smiled and nodded. “Very
"Good.“ Yoongi’s grin
widened. "Because there’s an opening for a part-time job at one of the top
vet hospitals there, and I’ve already put in a good word for you since I have a
connection in there. And they’d like you to come in for an interview
Tae gasped, his eyes widening.
Yoongi laughed and nodded.
"Oh my gosh, hyung!“ Tae
flung his arms around Yoongi excitedly. "Seriously? I have a chance to be
a vet in Seoul??”
"I wrote you a stunning
recommendation letter and asked your boss at your current hospital to do so
too. It’s all up to you now.“
Tae’s eyes watered happily.
"Thank you, hyung. I don’t how to thank you.”
"While you’re there, would you
like to make some cash on the side?“ Yoongi’s lips curled up.
"Huh?” Tae blinked.
"I want to hire you to keep an
eye on the new business I’m starting up in Seoul.“
Yoongi nodded. “I trust you. Plus
I think you’ll like the place. It won’t be a boring job. You’ll get to meet all
sorts of people, and there’ll be music and performances every day. What do you
"Yes!“ Tae beamed.
"I’ll help you out, hyung. Of course I’ll help!”
felt a tear drop fall onto his face from yours and he sat up from your lap carefully.
he whispered softly, trying to get you to lift your face.
shook your head and cried. "I-I don’t know how to thank you, Yoongi. You
didn’t have to. I have to pay you back for my sister’s tuition and for Tae–”
kissed you and smiled. “They’re my family too. You don’t need to do
sniffled and wiped your tears.
if you do want to do something for me,“ he smirked as he leaned closer to
you. "I could think of a few things I’d like you to do for me.”
chuckled, “Is one of them moving in with you?”
nodded lightly, “But there are a few other things you could do for me right now.”
here then, Min Yoongi.“ You pulled him towards you by gripping his
turtleneck and locked lips with him happily.
was thinking cooking for me,” he grinned cheekily. “Didn’t know you were so dirty
rolled your eyes and tried to shove him away playfully, but he resisted,
climbing over you and kissing you sweetly.
missed you, Farm Girl.“
missed you too, Silver Spoon.”
work hard together from now on, hm?“
grinned. "I don’t know about you, but I’ve been working hard all my
later, Jimin grinned as he scrolled through the news on his phone, as he did
every morning. But today, instead of boring articles about stock markets, and
businesses crashing, pictures of you and Yoongi were scattered throughout every
news site and all over his social media. The headline read “BREAKING NEWS:
DAEGU ROYALTY, MIN YOONGI, DATING DAEGU’S VERY OWN CINDERELLA, Y/N!”. He
chuckled as he scanned through the pictures of you two boldly holding hands on
the street, openly dating, beaming at each other. He plugged one earphone in
and played the news video.
“Women all over the world are gushing
over the news. Folks, it is real! This has never happened before in the history
of the nation. No longer is it just a fairytale, but it’s become reality.
Someone from humble birth – a farm girl from the Daegu countryside to be
exact– has in fact, snatched herself a man of wealth and status. And it isn’t
just recently either, the couple has in fact been together for almost three
years! Talk about a BIG surprise!
While there are mixed opinions about
this unprecedented relationship, there isn’t much to be said about why these
two can’t be together. She certainly has proven herself to be worthy of such a
status and has shown the world that no matter where you come from, you can be
whoever you want to be through hard work. Alternatively, CEO Min Yoongi has
stated that he has never intended to date or marry for wealth, but for
happiness and love.” The reporter spoke.
appeared on the screen, “I have
money already, and I have a steady job so I’ll be gaining more. Why do I need
to marry someone for even more money? I think that’s just ridiculous. There are
more important things in relationships and in life.”
again, the reported appeared and continued,
“When we asked the Chairman, CEO Min’s grandfather, about his opinion on the
matter, he also expressed his support and approval for this relationship. Many
of the wealthy are absolutely shaken up, but for all of us normal folks, it is
a sliver of hope to break down the economic barriers. The couple has accepted
many exclusive interviews and has stated that all of their broadcasting fees
will be donated to an organization. What an inspiration! We’ll be keeping
everyone updated on this truly modern day fairytale so stay tuned.”
snorted. “But I was the Fairy Godmother. Do I not get thanks too?
I know her!“ Jimin’s girlfriend appeared behind the counter, peeking at
yeah. She’s all over the news.”
Look.“ she pointed at a picture on the wall.
eyes widened. "What’s she doing there?”
chuckled, “She owns this coffee franchise. You’ve been going here every
day and you didn’t know about it at all?”
cracked up, incredulously. “That girl is truly unbelievable.”
like something good happened?“ His girlfriend questioned curiously, as she
handed him his usual three cups of coffee.
nodded. "Yes, something wonderful happened.”
beckoned her to come closer. His girlfriend leaned over, believing he was going
to whisper it to her, but instead he kissed her cheek sweetly.
I’m at work!” she huffed and glanced around worriedly.
happened, babe.“ His face softened. "Hope for the future.”
you writing now?“ Yoongi peeked at what you were doing, resting his chin
on your shoulder cutely. "We need to sleep early for our thousandth interview, and the
bed is cold without you.”
be in soon. I just want to finish this bit.“ You grinned. "I’m
sending in a story for publishing.”
telling me?“ Yoongi huffed and he squeezed himself onto your lap.
"Let me read! Is it an autobiography?”
Your lips curled up as you wrapped your arms around his stomach warmly as he
scrolled through your document. "In a way.”
leaned back onto you and covered your hands with his. “What is it
Silver Spoon falling in love with a Farm Girl.“
chuckled as he played with your fingers.
think it was the Farm Girl who fell in love with the Silver Spoon though.”
definitely not.“ You leaned your head against his shoulder. "She had
to work hard to earn a living. She didn’t have much time for love. In the
meantime, he had everything so he was able to flirt and seduce her freely.”
smiled gently. “No…he didn’t have everything. In fact, he actually had
nothing back then.”
You glanced up at him playfully. "So…does he have everything now?”
grinned as he fiddled with the ring on your fourth finger.
he truly has everything now.“
I spoil the ending?” You whispered teasingly.
nodded, his eyes twinkling with unspoken happiness.
giggled and held your left hand up next to his, showing off your matching rings.
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Looks like I found myself a new fanfic to binge read cx I really like how it’s written, I’ve only started reading this, but I’m already really liking it so I thought I should add it to this Fic Rec list ^_^
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SILVER SPOON: Part 1 [Yoongi x Reader; Rom-com, fluff]
A girl who had to work hard every day of her life to
rise from nothing, meets a man who was born with and given everything.
A classic tale
of what happens when a cold, uptight farm girl meets a playful, rebellious, easy-going
city boy that was born with a silver spoon in his mouth.
Summary: Having been born and raised in the country
side, you have worked hard your entire life to make it to the big city. You
eventually achieved your dream and now you have a wonderful paying job for a
large company and you continue putting your 110% into everything you do.
However, your perfect plan to climb to success through consistent effort and
hard work becomes disarrayed with the arrival of your branch’s new rebellious
and easy-going CEO, who never desired the position in the first place and has
never truly worked hard a day in his life. Your job is on the line if he can’t
be turned into a quality CEO within a year, but he has no intention of changing
himself for anyone or letting you boss him around so easily. How will you work
your way through this obstacle? Will you succeed in changing him or will he be
the one that changes you?
Reader (ft. Jimin & VIXX’s Leo as side characters; some other BTS members show up too in a later part) Office au Romantic Comedy, Fluff
A/N: Hi everyone ~ sorry for the week of no story updates :) I’ve been pretty busy (good busy) – I was offered a full time job last week! WOO! So I was scrambling to get all my documents together and stuff and I didn’t have much time to sit down and write x) but anyways, as promised, here’s a light-hearted series that I had been planning to write since a while ago. :3 Enjoy!
always been working to achieve what seemed like a far-fetched dream.
You were born and raised in the country
side of Daegu with your four siblings and several cousins, surrounded by farms
and pastures. But your mind was constantly fascinated with the promising change
of life that came with being in the city. The fast-paced bustling of people,
how lively everything was, how there were so many buildings and stores, and how
everybody had a purpose moving forward. While some people walked just to
stroll, the majority of people in the city were off to work or off to pick up
something before work. Everybody was going somewhere. Everybody was on their
way to be someone.
And you too wanted to be someone.
You didn’t like the slow-paced,
care-free, yet physically labor-intensive lifestyle of the countryside, and you
surely had no intention of staying and taking it over. You wanted to be more than
a farmer. You wanted more out of your life, and tending to animals and the
fields wasn’t going to cut it for you. But unfortunately, having a large family
such as yours meant strained funds. So you worked plenty of jobs to support
yourself through a decent university and eventually, you took the leap and
began interviewing for companies in the city.
You were turned down countless of
times without ever being interviewed and even when you made it through to an
interview, they rejected you without asking you any questions. They took one
look at your lack of connections, where you had grown up, where you had gone to
school, and immediately dismissed you as unfit. But you weren’t going to give
up; you just needed one person to give you a chance, one person to see you past
the first few words of your resume.
And one day, one such person saw
your value – Chairman Min.
You couldn’t believe your ears when
he told you himself that you were hired. From the look of the other board
members at the interview, they were just as astounded by his decision. As if
reading yours and everyone else’s thoughts at the time, he chuckled and
"I like the fire in your eyes,
and how you’ve worked your way here. That shows me you’re determined, used to
hard work, and you’ve got guts to go against the grain.“ the Chairman
grinned. "It’s rare to see that in people nowadays. People always constrict
themselves into believing that there’s just one path to take and one route to
get there, so I like how you stepped out of that mold. I’d love to have someone
like you work for my company. I’m sure you’ll be a valuable asset.”
You stood up frantically and bowed
deeply. “Thank you so much Chairman. I won’t let you down! Truly!”
He chuckled. “I believe you,
Ms. Y/N. Now go show us what you’re made of.”
And you surely did.
You became the heart and soul of the
company’s Daegu branch. Although your education only allowed you to be a
secretary, you took it upon yourself to learn other skills to help out your
co-workers or to fill in for someone as necessary. You were as much a fellow
office worker as you were a secretary. People looked to you reliably and
everyone, including the Chairman himself, knew you were the backbone of the
"Good morning, Y/N.“
You grinned, recognizing the
familiarly sweet greeting of Department Head Park.
"Good morning Mr. Park.”
"I told you to stop calling me
Mr. Park. Sheesh. How many years has it been?“ he chuckled as he handed
you coffee, which you happily accepted.
Jimin was your closest friend in the
office and in terms of work hierarchy he was at the top so you two worked
together often. He was an extremely sociable man and incredibly sweet. But thanks
to one office dinner party, and an unfortunately timed trip to the bathroom on
your part, you discovered the other side of his personality when you caught him
hitting on one of the waitresses. You dragged him outside at the time, thinking
he was drunk out of his mind, but you two ended up conversing candidly the
entire night– from your pasts to your dreams, etc. Naturally afterwards, he
felt comfortable with you and vice versa, so you grew to be close friends. And
it was nice to have someone like that in your workplace, or in general really.
you worked all through your school years to support yourself and your younger
siblings, you sacrificed having a social life. And you couldn’t quite vent out
your frustrations to your family. You didn’t want to burden them, and you also
didn’t want to give them a reason to consider that they were right about the
city life all along.
"But your office fan club might
think weird things if we’re on a first name basis.” You grinned as you
sipped your coffee. “Plus it’s more professional.”
Jimin exhaled. “Always
professional and uptight, Y/N.”
"Yes, always.” he
responded, chuckling. “But I mean, that’s why you’re the Chairman’s
favorite after all.”
You squinted your eyes at him.
"You know you are and you love
it.“ Jimin grinned cheekily.
You rolled your eyes. "Get out
of here, Mr. Park. You have work to do and you’re already a few minutes late to
"I know, I know.“ Jimin
laughed. "You have a meeting with the Chairman later right?”
"Yes, so you have to go to the morning
meetings by yourself today.“
Jimin pouted. "Now who am I
going to flaunt at the meeting to sway the others to do my bidding?”
"HIGHLY inappropriate Mr.
Park.“ You scolded sternly. "Clock in if you don’t want your chances
of being CEO to dissipate.”
"Yes, yes.“ Jimin grinned
and skipped away to clock in.
Sighing, you opened up your
color-coded planner and began sifting through your schedule for the day to
mentally prepare yourself.
my goodness. He’s hott.”
Yoongi smirked as he lifted up his
hood and zipped up his leather jacket nonchalantly. He shifted his bangs over
with a flick of his head, moving it away from his eyes so he could take a
better look at the girls fawning over him.
looking this way! He’s looking this way!”
He nodded slightly to acknowledge
them but continued on his way, feeling triumphant with the sound of their
suppressed squeals. Then he slipped sunglasses over his eyes, hoping no one
"Where did I park this damn car
again?“ he hummed to himself as he inserted in earphones to drown out the
sound of the busy streets and the obnoxious honking of city traffic.
He spun his keys around his finger
as he bobbed his head to a song. Through his music, he heard hurried footsteps
behind him but collectedly continued walking.
"I could’ve sworn Mr. Min was
heading this way!”
"How did he slip out of the
"I told you to bar them!”
"The landlord refused to comply
Yoongi smirked as they scurried away
from his path frantically. It was always so easy to get away from his
"Ah!” he grinned as he
spotted his expensive sports car a good distance away. He shuffled towards it
hurriedly and ended up colliding with someone also in a hurry. Quickly, he
realized it was a woman and helped her up from the ground.
"Whoa lady, gotta watch where
you’re hurrying to.“ he chuckled as he watched her dusting herself off and
adjusting the stiff ribbon on her neck.
"I believe the proper response
would be an apology?” she glanced at him, clearly offended.
"My bad. It was a joke.“
Yoongi lifted his hands up.
"Well it’s fine I guess.”
she replied curtly.
Yoongi furrowed his brow.
She glanced over. “Well what?”
"I think I deserve an apology
"What? You bumped into
"No we bumped into each
other.“ Yoongi crossed his arms. "And I helped you up. I believe the
appropriate response is ‘thank you’.”
The woman exhaled and glanced down
at her watch. “Sorry I’m in a hurry. Thank you and I apologize.
Yoongi shook his head at the
obviously insincere statements, but before he could make his retort, she was
scurrying away, her heels clanking dangerously on the sidewalk.
"Everybody’s always in a hurry
around here.“ he snorted as he jumped into his sparkling, sleek black car.
He pulled his hood down and ruffled his newly dyed pink hair. "Oh well.
Now where should I escape to?”
You huffed as you hurried to the
Chairman’s office building. You were going to be a minute or two off schedule
because of that hoodlum you had bumped into on the street. Luckily, the
elevator was already on the main floor so you quickly boarded one and checked
your reflection to make sure you were presentable. You pursed your lips as you
found your stockings had formed a small rip from your fall and hurriedly made a
note on your phone to sew it together later. The elevator doors opened and you
found the Chairman walking past you, emerging from the adjacent elevator.
"Chairman Min!“ You called
"Ah Y/N! I was worried I had
kept you waiting.” he smiled warmly. “You’re always so early.”
"I’m sorry. I ran into some
unexpected things earlier.“ you bowed and he chuckled.
"No, that’s perfectly normal,
Y/N. You’re right on time. How it should be. Come in.”
You two entered his large office and
his secretary set out tea for the two of you then left the room.
"How’s the company doing?“
he smiled as he took a sip.
"Well. Department Head Park is
doing a great job handling it.” You answered.
"As are you.“ the Chairman
You bowed your head gratefully.
"I’m just doing my job, Chairman.”
"And you’re absolutely
fantastic Y/N. That’s why I’m enlisting your help with a rather personal
matter. And I understand you’re close to Department Head Park to explain the
situation as well.“
You looked at him inquisitively.
"You see,” the Chairman
glanced out of his window forlornly. “I’m getting old Y/N.”
"No you’re not, Chairman!“
You blinked, flustered at the topic.
He laughed, "Why thank you for
that vote of confidence, but I’m afraid my age is increasing regardless of my
youthful appearance, and I really want to retire in a couple of years.”
You nodded understandably.
"With that being said, I
believe I’ve spoken to you about my grandson?“
"A bit. About how he’s
handful.” You smiled slightly, remembering the frustrations of the
Chairman over his rebellious grandchild.
"He’s still a lot to
handle.“ he chuckled. "But he is still the rightful heir to the
company. The board of directors aren’t too keen about him, considering he’s
done nothing much to help the company except act as the handsome face of it.
But I know he has great potential and a good head on his shoulders. I think he
just simply lost his parents too soon and I haven’t really been there for him
as much as I should have. He never had a sense of direction or a guide.”
You remained silent, wondering where
you were going to fit into all of this. As if hearing your thoughts, the
Chairman’s eyes found its way to you and you straightened up, waiting.
"I want you to help him find
direction. I want you to train him to be a great CEO, and a wonderful
Your mouth hung open, a million
questions dangling on the tip of your tongue. Mostly, wondering how exactly you
were supposed to do that. Sensing your hesitancy, the Chairman chuckled.
"Just be yourself Y/N. You’re
so determined and passionate. You’re organized and a natural leader. You’re
professional and on top of everything that needs to be done. I’m instating him
as the Daegu branch’s new CEO, and I want you to work closely with him to show
him how things are done. Keep an eye on him and keep him in line. And I hope
your personality will be a good influence on him.” He exhaled. “But I’m afraid you’re going
to have an incredibly difficult time handling him, so I would double your pay as
compensation, should you agree to help me. It’s a very important matter to me,
and to the Min family. This company has been under our care since the
Your mind was already locked onto
the mention of “double pay”. He could tell your interest was piqued.
"And…“ the Chairman slipped
a black credit card towards you. "Should he force you to buy him things, should
he break anything, or should you have to chase him to across the world to drag
him back to work, this card is linked to his account. I trust you’ll use it
wisely for repayment… and revenge.”
Your eyes widened in surprise and
spotted the Chairman’s eyes twinkling mischievously. You giggled understandably,
and took the card off the table.
"I’d be honored to help you
"Thank you, Y/N. I know I ask a
lot of you. Should you ever feel it to be too overwhelming, you can always back
out from the deal, and I will take over from there.” he smiled warmly. “But I do have to stress and emphasize how important it is for your job as well. Should someone else come into power, I can’t promise to protect you.”
You stood up understandably and bowed. “I’ll
do my best.”
"I know you will.“ he
patted your shoulder encouragingly.
You grabbed your bag and headed for
the door. But he called out, remembering something.
You stopped and turned to face him again.
"I do have one rule about this
His expression turned serious as he
stared at you. You gulped, never seeing the Chairman without a smile before.
"Don’t fall in love with him,
or else there will be consequences.“
You nodded slowly, "You have
nothing to worry about, Chairman. Work is always work for me.”
"See to it that it is.“
Yoongi exhaled as his tall, lean,
broad shouldered bodyguard towered over him.
"Figures you would be the one
to find me in the outskirts of town, Leo.”
The man’s face remained unmoving as
he stood beside Yoongi, waiting.
"Well, have a seat. You’re
scaring people as it is.“
"Yes, sir.” Leo bowed and
obediently sat in front of him.
"Do you want any food?“
"If you want to give me food,
Yoongi groaned. “Leo, are you
hungry or not?”
Leo was about to say something but
his stomach gurgled, doing the answering for him. The seemingly stoic man
finally blushed and casted his eyes downwards, embarrassed.
Yoongi grinned, “Another order
"Yes!“ the server called
"I’m sorry.” Leo bowed his
"Consider it a reward for always
"I never lost you sir.”
"I just thought you should know
your Grandfather has been trying to contact you.” Leo handed him his cell
phone. “You had left this behind in your escape. Then your car is a bit
flashy and obvious so it wasn’t hard to track you on the road.”
Yoongi exhaled. “You didn’t want
to take me back?”
"My job is to just protect you,
Mr. Min.“ Leo glanced at him, as if it was the most obvious answer in the
world. "I have no right to intervene in your life.”
Yoongi laughed loudly. “You’re
always so interesting, Leo.”
"Thank you sir.“
"Well? What did my gramps want
this time? Is he mad about the last photo shoot and interview that I did
without consulting him?” Yoongi smirked.
"No. He told me to say…“
Leo coughed lightly, a dust of pink forming on his cheeks, and reiterated
verbatim. ”'I’m hiring you, you
brat, so get off your lazy ass and get to work like other people your age! I
texted you the address. If you want more details, join me for dinner.’.“
Yoongi chuckled as he continued
munching on his meal. "Work, huh? He doesn’t consider doing photo shoots
and interviews as work?”
"Well you never say anything in
relation to the company.“ Leo responded.
"That was rhetorical, but
thanks.” Yoongi stated flatly.
"What shall I report to him,
sir?“ Leo questioned.
After a minute or two of
contemplation, Yoongi’s lips curled up, "Hm…I guess I can’t turn down a
free dinner. Let’s hear the old man out.”
"What do you mean someone else
is going to be CEO??“ Jimin whined and melted into his seat sluggishly.
You had taken him out for dinner
later that day to break the unfortunate news to him. You knew he was working
his way up to become CEO and had had high hopes that he was going to get that
"It’s nothing on you,
Jimin.” You patted his shoulder. “It’s the Chairman’s grandson so he
got special perks.”
"WHAT?“ Jimin’s eyes
widened and he sprang back to life. "The Chairman’s grandson is going to
be in OUR branch?”
"Oh my goodness.” Jimin
clapped. “That’s fantastic!”
"What?“ You furrowed your
brow, wondering why his mood had completely flipped.
"He’s pretty famous in Daegu
you know. People refer to him as ’D-boy’.”
"Why? Does he do like cool
tricks or something?“
Jimin laughed. "Nah, it’s just
his title really. It’s already crazy for Daegu to be home to the Headquarters of
a big company as opposed to Seoul, but to have their very own 'celebrity’ too?
Everyone hypes him up and he milks it. The public wants him and he doesn’t
mind. He is a chaebol, the next heir to the company after all. He was born into
the height of wealth and never had to work a day in his life. So I’m surprised
he’s agreeing to be CEO. He sounded like he wanted nothing to do with the
company in his interviews.”
"The Chairman himself said he
was a handful.“ You exhaled. "And who knows if he agreed of his own
"Yeah…“ Jimin glanced at
you. "Hopefully you don’t take this offensively, but he seems to be the complete
opposite of you.”
"Why would that be
offensive?“ you chuckled.
"Well regardless, you’re going
to have your work cut out for you.” Jimin smiled, clearly amused.
"Why do you think so?“
"You like to be in control of
all the variables, Y/N.” Jimin chewed and pointed his fork towards you.
“What’re you going to do if someone isn’t predictable and can’t be
controlled by your schedules and time table?”
You chuckled. “Everybody and
everything is predictable in some sense. I haven’t met anyone that I couldn’t
coerce to work.”
"You’re such a
manipulator.“ Jimin teased.
"Am not! I prefer an
You huffed then continued eating.
"Well, I’m looking forward to
it. I think work is going to get a whole lot more interesting if this guy is really
a handful.” Jimin grinned as you rolled your eyes at his excitement.
"I don’t know about that. I mean
how bad could the Chairman’s grandson be?“
"Mr. Min.” Leo stood at
his bedroom door as Yoongi was half-way out of his window, ready to make yet
Yoongi groaned at being caught.
“I’m just going to walk around, okay?”
"Are you going to check out the
company your Grandfather is assigning you to?“
Yoongi furrowed his brows.
"How’d you know?”
"You wrote it on that post-it
note on your desk.“ Leo pointed out nonchalantly.
Yoongi huffed and stepped out of the
window completely, landing on the fire escape. "Yes I am. So don’t bother
following me. I’ll be back soon.”
Leo nodded. “As you wish.”
"Great.“ Yoongi was going
to make his way down when Leo suddenly poked his head out of the window,
causing him to flinch.
"Geez Leo! What?” Yoongi
"Mr. Min.“ Leo handed
Yoongi his cell phone. "You were about to forget this again.”
"Ah…“ Yoongi laughed
nervously and slipped it into his pocket. "Thanks.”
Leo nodded and pushed down the
window with a definitive thud.
Yoongi chuckled and shook his head.
His main bodyguard was really something else. He pulled his mask over his mouth
and flipped his snap-back backwards, hiding his obnoxiously pink hair
underneath. Pushing his hands into his over-sized sweater’s pockets, he made his
way to the company his grandfather had insisted for him to take.
"Y/N.“ One of the office
interns hurriedly called you, out of breath.
"What happened?” You
glanced at her worriedly.
"Someone’s trying to enter the
company and causing a ruckus in the main lobby. They wanted to see who was in
charge here.“ she frowned. "Department Head Park is in a meeting
"I’ll take care of it,
okay?“ You smiled at her reassuringly then flew down the stairs to get to
You walked over to the security
guards blocking off the entrance to the office floors. They relaxed as they
spotted you and gestured towards the man dressed in all black leaning against
the wall arrogantly and clearly irritated. He looked suspicious with a mask covering
half of his face and a hood casting a shadow over what was visible. But you
caught sight that his eyes were sharp and piercing. He was a bit intimidating.
Encouraging yourself, you puffed out
your chest confidently and marched up to him.
"How can I help you?”
He visibly scanned you up and down
then clapped, surprising you.
"You’re the rude lady from the
"Excuse me?” You raised an
He pulled down his mask to reveal
his full face, grinning. “We bumped into each other and you didn’t
apologize properly. Remember?”
"Ah. Did you follow me all the
way here to get an apology?“ You glared skeptically.
He scoffed. "Don’t flatter
yourself lady. I just wanted to tour the company, but these goons won’t let me
through. What kind of place are you running here?”
You exhaled incredulously. “I’m
not sure who you think you are, but there are rules and regulations in the
workplace. First, if you have an appointment, you should have seen the
receptionist over there and they would have contacted whoever you were supposed
to meet with. Second, you can’t come barging into a professional building
dressed like you’re lounging around your house or hollering at chicks on the
The man laughed loudly. “Excuse
me? I’ll have you know these are all expensive brands of clothes. And who are
you to judge my appearance? Your stockings have a hole in it.”
You hurriedly glanced down and bit
your lip. There really was a new rip in your pantyhose. Heat traveled to your
cheeks from embarrassment and anger. You raised your head and gave a
threatening look to the gentleman.
"I’m sorry if I said anything
to offend you, but you have no business here. You’re scaring away our workers
and taking time away from their day. I have to kindly ask you to leave.“
"You’ll regret asking me to
leave and saying all those mean things about me.” he smirked.
"This is my company, sir.
Please leave before I have to get rough.“
"Oh?” the man chuckled.
You blushed and gestured to the
security guards who began approaching the man. He hurriedly scurried to
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Let me make
a call and show you that I really do have the right to be here.“
You furrowed your brow and lifted a
hand to stop the guards.
"What makes you think that’ll
The man glanced over at your badge
as he dialed his phone. “Miss Y/N, is it?”
He raised his hand as he spoke into
his phone, cutting you off mid-sentence. "Hi old man. Still kicking? Well,
I’m at the company you asked me to check out but someone named Y/N is telling
me I shouldn’t be here.”
You glanced around at the growing
crowd in the lobby. Jimin emerged at the front of it, his eyes wide at seeing
you on the scene. He gave you a questioning look and you shrugged. You really
had no idea what was happening.
"Facetime you? Wow. So high
The man swiped at his phone and
handed it to you. You fumbled with it and nearly dropped the phone when the
Chairman’s face appeared on the screen.
"Ch-chairman!” You gasped.
"Hello Y/N.“ he chuckled.
"I see my grandson is already giving you a hard time.”
You gasped and glanced over at the
man in front of you who was grinning triumphantly.
"Oh my goodness…I’m so
sorry…Chairman I didn’t kn–.“
"No, no. That brat should know
better than to dress like that. Let me talk to him.”
You nervously handed the phone back
to its owner.
"YOONGI! How dare you interrupt
their work?!“ the Chairman’s voice roared.
"Well I was just gonna take a
look and not bother anyone but THEY made a big deal of everything.”
"And they should! You look like
a delinquent right now!“
"That’s hurtful gramps.”
The man clutched his chest playfully. “Well I’ve seen enough so I’m gonna
go old man. Thanks for vouching for my awesomeness.”
The man hung up nonchalantly, not
letting his grandfather finish speaking, and extended his arm out to you; his smirk
clearly jeering at you for your grave mistake.
"Now let’s try this again.”
He grabbed your hand forcefully and
"I’m Min Yoongi, the grandson
of the Chairman, the new CEO of this company, and well… your new boss.“
He grinned cheekily.
"Now Miss Y/N, what did you say
about me having no business here?”
These 2.somethings will consist of little drabbles related to the characters in Masquerade II. (Mostly, Red Mask, because he is a complex character and there is still a lot to tell about his story, but the other characters will probably get their own drabbles eventually too ^_^)
Summary: Join Red Mask in this flashback to find out what exactly happened in his past that led him to become the very alluring man we had grown to love so dearly.
Park Jimin ft. other characters
High school au
Some fluff, some smut, a bit of comedy, a bit of angst
A/N: I made this drabble in first person so hopefully it’s not a bit weird. It’ll be told from Jimin’s POV because I wanted you all to get a little bit deeper inside his head and hear his hopefully somewhat relatable inner monologues, so I decided to stray from my usual POV style. Please read it as if you were listening to Jimin telling you this story! Enjoy! ^_^
wasn’t always Red Mask.
Contrary to what I made everyone
believe, I wasn’t always this charming, good looking, attractive, sexy,
incredibly skilled –
JIMIN, please get on with your flashback!”
You get the gist.
I wasn’t always the person that
you’ve all met. In fact, I was pretty much different. I was naive and gullible.
Unconfident and timid.
Back in my younger days, I didn’t
think much about love. Love and relationships, to me, were just some sort of
rite of passage. Everybody would get love. Everybody that was older than me was
in a relationship. And one day soon, it was going to be my turn.
Love to me back then was probably
what most children envisioned. The passion, the romance, the butterflies, the
awkward moments that end up being romantic and cute anyway. The perfect girl
was someone whose hair billowed in nonexistent wind when she walked into the
room, and she would flash you a smile that would stop your world for a few seconds.
And when your eyes locked, you both would know that you two were destined for
Love to me seemed so simple.
Once two people liked each other,
that was that. Happily ever after!
So I fell in “love”
constantly. I use quotation marks because who, at such a young age, could truly
say they were in love with someone they hardly knew? Someone they fantasized
about; someone they saw through a beauty filter; someone who they thought was
I had many, many crushes. And while
I was always a proponent of nice guys being the best choice, it never turned
out that way.
I was just average in all fields. I
didn’t stand out particularly. I was decent looking, but not enough to turn
heads. I still possessed some of my baby fat and I later found that that made
me look more childish than attractive to others. While all the girls were sweet
and friendly to me, I soon realized it was because I was harmless to them.
They didn’t even consider me an
I was always, always friend-zoned.
But I didn’t give up. No, I just
stepped up my game. I found things I was good at– dancing, drawing, singing–
and I tried to use that to my advantage.
You could say Red Mask was born from
the culmination of rejections and excuses that I was given throughout my years.
Every time I heard “I’m sorry I don’t think of you like that” or an
“Oh you’re a great friend Jimin, but I don’t have feelings for you”
or my favorite one, “Oh no. I really like your friend…does he know that
you like me? Can you put in a good word for me?”, I began losing my ideals
and beliefs about love. That foolish yet elusive feeling.
I became frustrated. What was I
lacking? What was not good enough about me? People who I considered less
talented and less good looking than me were getting girlfriends, why was I
asking all the wrong ones out? Why wouldn’t anyone give me a chance??
But then in high school, someone
Let’s call her Temptress.
Because she was seduction personified. She was one of the girls that
bloomed early and filled in her uniform well. She walked with dignified
confidence, with her large chest out and a bright smile. She knew that the boys
went crazy when she smoothed her fingers through her hair, and she would lock
eyes with you if you were staring, just to fluster you. Even the girls
befriended her out of envy.
She was the alpha female of my
And like most of the guys in the
school, I immediately fell for her.
I gave her homework when and if she
forgot it, which was often. I let her copy off my tests just so she would flash
me one of her smiles and nudge me while saying, “Thanks, stud!”. I
literally melted into my seat whenever she called me that.
Eventually, I confessed that I liked
her, expecting to get rejected of course, but I just couldn’t hold my feelings
"I like you!“ I yelled as
I handed her a bouquet of roses.
She smiled sweetly and took the
flowers out of my grip. I perked up expectantly.
"Jimin.” she called as she
cupped my chin with one hand so I could look up at her.
I gulped. “Yes?”
"Have you ever been with a
I, of course, being the honest,
innocent kid I was, shook my head. "Never.”
"So you’ve never…kissed anyone before?“
She traced my lips with her delicate
fingers and my heart was racing faster than an ambulance at this point. No girl
had ever been this close to me, much less touched my face. It was almost always
a light smack on the shoulder as a sign of gratitude or a reflex if they were
laughing at something funny.
"N-n-no.” I stammered foolishly
and then mentally kicked myself for being so uncool.
"Aww…“ she pouted.
She leaned closer to my face, and I
can honestly remember my eyes bulging out of its sockets. I wasn’t prepared.
Yes, I had fantasized kissing girls more often than I’d like to admit, and in
middle school, I embarrassingly tried teaching myself by watching videos and
kissing pillows, but obviously those never prepared me for the real life event.
I panicked as ten thousand plans and
questions ran through my mind.
Should I stick my lips out? Did she
want tongue? What the hell do I even do with my tongue when it’s in there?
(Videos don’t really show us what’s happening in there, you know, for aesthetic
Oh my goodness, did I brush my
teeth? What did I eat for lunch? Oh no, do I have bad breath? What if she hates
it after this? What if I’m TERRIBLE? How should I move my lips? Is it slow?
Fast? What is slow or fast? Should I
just run? What if she’s not even kissing me and I’m freaking myself out? Oh wait,
I should close my eyes. Right, that’s step one.
So I shut my eyes tightly and pursed
my lips out.
And she chuckled.
I felt my cheeks warm up
immediately. Well, chuckling was definitely not what I expected to happen in
this situation. Did I screw up already?
"You’re so cute, Park
The Temptress called me CUTE. I was literally
soaring, having an out of body experience.
"Relax and follow me.” she
Surprisingly, she didn’t back away.
She simply traced my lips again to relax me and I felt my knees buckle with the
sensation. Suddenly, I felt her soft lips against mine, and I pushed forward
eagerly. She pulled back and laughed.
"I told you to follow me.“
she repeated. "I’ll show you how to kiss.”
My heart was beating rapidly. The most
popular and gorgeous girl at my school just KISSED me and she’s KISSING ME
AGAIN. She leaned back in and this time, I closed my eyes slowly, and took in
the full feeling of her lips.
It was steady at first. Like what
little kids do to each other because they were mimicking their parents. Lip to
lip, we stood there for a few seconds not moving, but despite the lack of
action, I still felt my entire being tingling. Then without warning, she parted
my lips with hers and slipped her lips into the space between easily. She
grabbed arms and pulled our bodies flush together. I literally felt like I was
The kiss was a bit…wetter…than I
had imagined it to be. And there were no big fireworks or angels singing or
anything, but damn did it feel good, especially with her breasts squishing into
I was a hormonal teenager (but I
guess that much hasn’t changed about me) and I felt my male instincts being
enflamed. I followed her lead clumsily. Our teeth clashed together a lot because
I really had no idea about the spatial awareness between our lips, or anything
for that matter. I was just so enthused about being kissed by my crush that all
I could think about was keeping my lips on hers forever. Kindly, she didn’t
scold me or make fun of my lack of skill. She just pulled back a bit, adjusting
herself, and kept on kissing me until I found the proper rhythm.
Every time I made a mistake, I would
apologize, but she would hear none of it and just grab my face to go back at it
again. Eventually, I felt comfortable enough to grab her waist, and as if I had
passed the first round boss, she gave me a reward that caused my knees to
buckle immediately. Her tongue snaked into my mouth and slid against mine.
OH. That’s what it did.
"Oh Jimin.“ she cracked up
as I literally gasped for air and stumbled back. I had lost all ability to
breathe with the new sensation. Frankly, everything about the moment was
Here was a beautiful girl kissing
me…a lot. And not to mention that I had had the biggest crush on her for a
year now. I had my first kiss and my first French kiss on the same day with the
hottest girl I had ever seen.
Talk about saving my luck.
"Breathe Jimin. You did
good.” she smiled and patted my back. “Would you like to learn more
things from me?”
My eyes widened. Was that her way of
saying yes? Who was I to turn that offer down?
"Yes, please.“ I squeaked
"Perfect.” She kissed me
deeply and I swear I almost fainted on the spot. “I’ll meet you here, same
Obviously, I showed up bright-eyed
and eager to learn the very next day. Maybe a little too eager because I showed
up an hour early.
But anyway, for an entire two weeks,
we made out constantly after school. Each day, I learned new techniques by
following her lead. And soon, I was pulling her moves out on her and she would
become more aggressive. Until one day, on our third week of us being girlfriend
and boyfriend, she invited me over her house.
Boy, I was REALLY not prepared for
what she had in mind.
Shakily, I rang her doorbell,
holding my books to my chest tightly. When the door swung open, she welcomed me
wearing a thin, satin robe that left nothing to the imagination. My grip
slackened and my books scattered onto the ground as I gulped. Immediately, my hands
flew in front of my face to cover my eyes.
"Wh-wha– I’m sorry! I
shouldn’t have come so early before you got to change!“ I panicked.
Temptress chuckled and pried my
hands away from my face. My eyes respectfully stared above her head, not
wanting to gawk at her clearly exposed body. I had never seen a naked girl in
real life before. Sure, there were magazines and videos…but it was like
watching a movie or reading a book. But this…this was beyond anything I had
imagined, my body was hyperaware of all her curves and I found myself wondering
how soft women actually felt.
I shook my head and turned around,
embarrassed as she bent down to pick up my books. Her cleavage was deep and the
sides of her breasts were peeking out from the thin fabric.
"You’re so cute Jimin.”
she giggled. “Come in. I’ve been waiting for you like this.”
I stepped inside backwards, still
not wanting to rake my eyes over her body, in fear that I would do something
she didn’t like.
"I-I thought we were just going
to do homework and watch TV together.“ I stumbled a little.
"No Jimin.” she chuckled
as she grabbed my shoulders to turn me around. “When a girl invites you
over after making out with you several times, they most likely mean they want
to have sex with you.”
"Yes. Please tell me you’ve at
least HEARD of sex, my innocent little nugget.” she squeezed my cheeks.
"Of course I have…I
just…well… I thought we’d at least…you know love each other before
thinking about that.“
"Oh Jimin.” she shook her
head and threw off her satin robe boldly. “So are you saying you don’t
want to have sex with me?”
I felt my cock twitch as my eyes
were now fully allowed to peruse her body. Nothing compared to seeing a real,
live, lingerie-clad female in front of me.
"Can I?“ I reached my hand
out towards her breasts curiously.
"Please.” She took my hands
and put both of them on each boob.
"Oh my gosh.“ I gasped as
I just cupped them awkwardly; my hand a little stiff, like they would pop if I
pressed too hard. "Now what do I do?”
"Massage them Jimin.“
"Um…okay…” I moved my
hands in small circles.
"Jimin, they’re not going to
break, massage hard.“ she guided
my hands. "Make me feel good.”
I was sure my entire face and neck was
red. Was it out of embarrassment? Out of excitement? I couldn’t exactly
remember the emotion that overwhelmed me at that point. But regardless, I had
never seen, much less touched a real breast before and there I was, massaging
two for the first time. I hadn’t even gotten this far in my research on women.
"Come here, Jimin.” she
whispered, tilting my chin up so she could swipe her tongue across my lip.
I moaned as her lips traveled down
to my neck, as it usually did when our make out sessions escalated
passionately. As a reaction, my hands worked her breast hard. My thumb
accidentally swiped across her nipple through the see-through lacy fabric and I
felt myself harden when she breathed desperately into my neck. Enlightened, I
repeated the motion and found that it had her react in the best way. She nipped
at my neck and brought her hips closer to my erection. So mustering my courage,
I began drawing small circles around her nipples gently. She began grinding
into me, her voice breathy and needy.
"Come with me.“ she
grabbed my hand and led me to her bedroom. "Get on the bed.”
I nodded meekly. I was unprepared,
but there was no way I was going to break this series of events. She wanted me.
She wanted to have sex with me. Something I had only dreamt about. Something I
thought I wouldn’t get to experience until much, much later in life.
I lay on the bed and watched her
shut her door softly. She had a supple ass, round and perky, and her legs were
fairly toned. If I remember correctly, she was an athlete of sorts. My thoughts
stopped short when I watched her hands come up behind her to unclip her bra. My
mouth immediately became dry and there was a fire of need brewing in my lower
region. My pants suddenly felt too restricting.
"Would you like to taste?“
she smirked, probably seeing the way I was gawking at her like a starving
All I could do was nod and she
climbed over me. My eyes were wide with awe as she lowered her breasts in front
of my face. What was I supposed to do?
"Have a taste.” she urged.
"Um…“ I looked around
nervously. "Is like…milk going to come out or something?”
She threw her head back and laughed.
I felt myself press my body further into her bed, ashamed.
"No, Jimin.“ she looked
down at me amused. "But it’s going to make me feel really good.”
"Um so…like…“ I
nervously stuck my tongue out and licked her nipple.
Her body reacted almost
instantaneously. She sighed and her elbows buckled a little. I felt empowered
so I did the same thing.
"Suck on it, please.” she
pleaded and I covered as much of her breast with my mouth. “The other
hand, play with my other one.”
I followed her instructions
obediently, and watched in surprise as those simple actions had her whispering
my name and rolling her hips into mine. What was this magic?
"I’m so wet for you
Jimin.“ she hummed.
I raised an eyebrow. Wet? Did that
mean I was using too much saliva on her boobs? But it didn’t sound like a bad
As if seeing my confusion, she
chuckled and pulled herself out of my mouth.
"I’m wet for you down
there.” she explained.
gulped as she tugged her panties down and rolled over on her back beside me.
"Would you like to feel?“
I nodded, my words still failing me.
"Give me your hand.” I did
so, and she guided my fingers lower and lower…until I felt something sticky
and warm. I flinched a little. What the heck was that?
"That’s how good you made me
feel.“ she smiled. "I’ll show you how to make me scream your name and
beg for more.”
I blinked. Those words flustered me,
but something inside me really wanted to hear her screaming my name and begging
for me, so I moved down so I could see her entrance clearly. It wasn’t as
attractive as I thought it’d be. A valley of pink folds lay in front of my
fingers, and I had no idea what to do about them.
She still held my hand, guiding my
thumb over a certain part of herself and she gently had me rub it. She winced
and moaned, throwing her head back. I panicked, thinking that I was hurting her,
but she gripped my wrist to continue. Worriedly and carefully, I continued as
she writhed under my touch.
"Put a finger inside me.“
I furrowed my brows.
She smiled and grabbed my index
finger, pushing it into one of her holes as I spazzed out at the tightness. Something
was clenching around my finger and I was afraid to go any further inside. Just
how far did this go? It was a weird feeling. My finger felt like they had just
dipped themselves in a narrow jar of thinned out honey.
But she shoved my finger inside and
cried out. My cheeks were flushed because as scared as I was that she was in
pain, her noises were turning me on. My boxers were soaked already just from
how she sounded and looked. She hadn’t even touched me yet. I shivered at the
"Push in and out.“ She
panted, and I began moving my finger in and out of her hole, mesmerized by the
way my finger disappeared and reappeared; by the way she clutched the sheets
and bucked her hips up at the command of my index finger. "Add another.”
"But–“ I protested. There
was no way another finger would fit.
"Do it…please.” she
Did she like pain? I pushed both my
index and middle finger inside her and found her stretching accordingly to the
size, much to my surprise. She yelped loudly.
"Oh my god, Jimin.“
I decided that I very much loved
hearing that phrase, in that manner, in that tone. I smirked and began pushing
in and out of her with my finger.
"Jimin…” she heaved.
“Remember that place where you rubbed your thumb before?”
I nodded as I concentrated on my
fingers staying in the proper hole, maintaining the proper rhythm.
"I need your tongue
I looked at her in disbelief. She
wanted my tongue…where?
"Yes, taste me. Please.“
My ears warmed at her request, but I
couldn’t refuse. I licked my lips nervously. Was it edible? Would I die? Would
I gag? Would she taste okay? I flicked my tongue out and pretended like I was
licking ice cream; my fingers still continuing their motion.
"Mmm…” I hummed. She
didn’t taste bad at all. It was soft. It kind of felt like a small version of
her lips. Her hips began moving wildly as my tongue worked its way again.
"Oh my gosh. Yes. Like
that.“ she moaned and it ignited my confidence. My body took over, wanting
to taste every inch of her nether region, wanting to see how deep my fingers
went. Suddenly, I felt myself being ripped from the steady motion, only to have
her tongue enter my mouth. The thought of her tasting herself was a bit
nauseating, but I shoved that thought away when I felt her unzipping my pants.
"Wh-wha–” I was flustered
and climbed off the bed nervously.
"I need to return the
favor.“ she grinned as she approached me, and pulled down my pants, boxers
and all, in one motion.
I covered my cock timidly. I felt so
exposed. I was worried about what she thought of my body.
"Hands off.” she swatted
them away as she knelt down, and stared at me hungrily.
Was that a good or bad thing?
Then she opened her mouth and dipped
her head down my entire length. I stumbled backwards slightly, but her grip on
my hip steadied me. My eyes rolled back at the wave of pleasure that had just
coursed through my body.
"Oh…oh my…“ I moaned
as she bobbed her head back and forth.
I looked down and felt like I was
about to faint at the sight. For some reason, it was extremely hott. She was on
her knees in front of me, humming happily as she pleasured me expertly. And to
top it off, this wasn’t a dream. It was reality. She was sucking me off and
enjoying it. And when she added her tongue to the mix, my hand instinctively grabbed
her head and slammed myself deeper into her throat. Then I realized what I was
"I’m so sor–”
"Do it again.“ she looked
up at me in pure delight. "I liked it.”
She covered my length again and I
bucked into her, gripping her hair tightly to keep my sanity. I needed more. I
wanted more. This felt so good, it was indescribable. I was addicted. But just
when I thought it was already wonderful enough, she pulled away and stated
something that had me leaking shamefully.
"I need you inside me.“
When I agreed with her using a
subtle nod, she handed me a condom wrapper, "Here. I’m not planning to get
pregnant anytime soon, so I always have some protection on me.”
I nodded understandably and fumbled
to open it with much difficulty. I must’ve looked extremely foolish because she
gently ripped it open for me. With my hands shaking, I took the rubber and
tried to line it with the tip of my cock, but it kept missing. I was growing
anxious by the second.
"Relax.“ she guided my
hands and I was able to roll it down easily.
I took a deep breath. I still
couldn’t wrap my head around the fact that this was all happening.
"Since it’s your first time,
how about I top for now?”
"Top what?“ I tilted my
She looked at me amused. "Lay
on the bed, Jimin.”
I got back into the sea of blankets,
my heart racing incredibly fast. I was dazed and beyond myself. I wanted the
pleasure back, the high that I was climbing to a few minutes ago with her mouth
around my dick. I felt the bed dip a few seconds later and she soon straddled
me. Her warmth was right above my cock and my breathing became labored as she
pushed herself down. I groaned and grabbed her thighs tightly. What was this
feeling of unrivaled pleasure and electricity? My blood rushed downwards and I
was sweating profusely. This had to be illegal.
But I was wrong.
When she started riding me, first
slowly then roughly, THAT was illegal. Embarrassingly though, I finished
quickly, releasing myself before she even built up to her climax. But she
didn’t press further; she slid off of me with a satisfied smile.
"It happens during your first
time. Don’t worry.“ she cuddled beside me after I had thrown the condom
out and plopped onto the bed. I was extremely sleepy and exhausted for some
reason. I hadn’t even done much, but it felt like I had worked out intensely.
"We’ll be doing this a lot more often and you’ll be great.”
She whispered into my ear as I was
lulled into sleep.
And she was true to her word. Every
time we met up, it would end up with our bodies tangled in her bed, sweaty and
panting. She taught me a lot, and I learned a lot about women and my own body
from our sessions. We hardly saw each other in school, but knowing that we had
a set time to meet up afterwards, made it all better. I mean, girlfriends and
boyfriends didn’t HAVE to be attached to each other all day. Although, I did
really want to walk to class holding her hand, flaunting that I, Park Jimin,
was dating the Temptress.
But I soon found that I had been
deluding myself all along.
I decided to search for her during
lunch time one day. I had seen her walk out with one of the popular guys so I
followed her, worried that he would ask her out or something like that. I lost
their track, so I wandered around. They were heading towards the bleachers for
some reason so I perused the area. I was about to give up when I heard a very
familiar moan coming from underneath the bleachers.
Nervously, I journeyed there and
found the popular guy rocking into her roughly while she grinned, her face
painted with pleasure. I stood there in horror. I knew I should’ve ran. I knew
I shouldn’t have stared, but I was floored. What was she doing? Why was she
looking so happy to have someone else inside her? Why?
They both finished and only then did
she notice me.
"Oh. Jimin. Hi!“ She
beamed as she patted down her skirt. She dangerously had no underwear
underneath, but it had given the other man easy access. "Did you want some
to? It’ll be easy to slip inside me now.”
I stared at her, nearing tears.
"Why…what’re you…“ I
couldn’t form any coherent sentences because I was so overwhelmingly upset.
"Oh honey. Did you really think I was your girlfriend?”
she chuckled as she walked over to me.
"But you kissed me and we
had…“ I leaned over to whisper (because I thought it was such a taboo
word at the time). ”…sex.“
"Oh Jimin.” she looked at
me sympathetically. “I felt sorry for you. It was clear you were new to
everything and I wanted to help you out.”
"What? But the sex…you said I
was amazing. It felt amazing!“
"Oh sweetie.” She giggled
as the popular guy approached her, giving her a warm embrace from behind.
“Sex feels amazing even when you don’t love someone. And most of the time,
people don’t do it for love anymore. That’s so old fashioned. And if you wanted
it to be so special, don’t you think you should’ve been more careful about who
you had your first time with?”
She cupped my face gently, and I was
torn between chucking her hand away, having seen her touching another man with
it, and holding onto it tightly, afraid that the only girl who had ever shown
interest in me would disappear.
"You have a lot of potential,
Jimin. I sensed it in you all along. Out of all the guys I taught, your skills
genuinely turned me on. And if you’re looking to learn more in the bedroom, you
know how to reach me. I really think you would be fantastic in bed with more
lessons. But let’s make it clear that this doesn’t mean we’re in a
I hung my head down, mind blown. In
those few minutes, my entire notion of love and sex was shattered. But I
nodded. If there was one thing I understood from everything she said, it was
that she didn’t love me at all.
But I refused to believe that she
didn’t like me.
I remained naive and foolish, and I
continued to go for lessons at her house, doing my best to learn how to please
her, reveling in the way she focused on just me when my fingers or my dick was
inside her. Just for that moment in time, I wanted to believe that she was
attracted to me, that if I could show her just how amazing I was in bed, she
wouldn’t need to go to anyone else. I was determined to make her fall for me,
by being the best of her pupils.
But one day, my plans were foiled.
"Jimin. We have to stop
this.” She smiled warmly. She had asked to see me after school and I
thought we were going to try something new excitedly. But she had actually
called me out to sever whatever it was that we were doing. “I found
someone that I want to keep forever.”
"What?“ I felt the wind
get knocked out of me.
"I have a boyfriend now, and
you’ve honestly learned everything I could teach you and mastered it.” she
grinned as she caressed my cheek. “I am so proud of you.”
In anger, I slapped her hand away
and sprinted from her, ignoring her calling my name. If she had wanted a
boyfriend, why hadn’t she chosen me? If she had wanted to be in a stable
relationship, I was always there, waiting for her. I was infuriated and couldn’t
see which way I was going so I ended up bumping into someone in the middle of
In my rage and pain, only one
thought coursed through me –I wanted to feel someone want me, even if it was
forcefully. The girl looked up at me surprised as I stared at her. She was
pretty. So I grabbed her face and pressed my lips against hers. She struggled a
bit, but soon relaxed and kissed me back.
"Do you want to have sex with
me?“ I breathed desperately against her lips.
Surprisingly, she nodded, blushing
profusely. So I took her to an empty classroom and pleasured her the only way I
knew how. I touched her the way the Temptress enjoyed, finding that it wasn’t
just specific to her; it worked on girls in general. I was prepared with a
condom, and I released my frustrations and desires into this girl, who just
happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. But she had agreed without
questions, so I just let go and did what I wanted until we were both satisfied.
"Wow…that was great…”
the girl heaved as she slipped back into her uniform.
"Yeah. Thanks. I needed to just
get that out of my system.“ I ruffled my hair.
"Thanks for that.“ I
smiled at her.
"Wait…you didn’t have
feelings for me?”
"Oh…no. I’m not even sure who
you are.“ I blinked.
In the next second, I felt a sting
on my cheek, and it didn’t dawn on me until a few seconds after that I had just
"We’ve been in the same class
for years you asshole!” She hissed and ran out of the classroom, leaving
me stunned, but not feeling guilty in the slightest.
It was her fault for making
assumptions, just as it was mine with Temptress.
So with renewed vigor, I
pursued Temptress seriously this time around. My pride and my social standing didn’t matter
anymore as long as it ended with me getting her. I professed my love to her
childishly and boldly. In front of school, in the middle of school,
after school. I showered her with roses, made her lunch, anything that I could
think of to have her look my way.
But she soon had enough.
"I need you to stop this,
Jimin. I will never be with you. You need to get over me and move on.“
Temptress crossed her arms angrily.
"You’re the only girl I ever
wanted to be with. I wanted the person I shared my first time with to be my one
and only. I truly believe that we’re meant to be.” I confessed
"Jimin, whatever you think we
were is only in your head. I was seeing about five other guys while we were
having lessons. And I slept with someone right after you left my house every
single time we had sex.“ she admitted.
I gawked at her, not believing what
I was hearing. I really wasn’t the only one. I never was the only one.
"Jimin. You’re forcing your
ideals and desires on me when you don’t know the first thing about me. And
besides, love hurts. So why bother with it? Sex is enough to keep me happy. I
don’t want anything other than that. It’s too much.”
"But you have a boyfriend?“
She laughed. "Yeah. He’s hott,
fantastic in bed, and rich, but I don’t love him. I do want to keep him as long
as I can though.”
I collapsed on my knees,
As she walked away, I felt my world
crashing down and I wondered if everybody around me was actually the person I
was seeing. Did everyone have a darker side to them? Did everyone feel this
nonchalant about hurting someone else? Did everyone think of love as something
so trivial and unnecessary? Was I not worth loving?
I was filled with doubts and trust
issues. I was terrified of getting hurt again. Day after day, I was traumatized
by past memories and the unknown future, all the times that I had gotten
To make matters worse, the girl that
had turned out to be in the same class as me, had told everyone about how I had
used her. I was permanently labeled as a playboy and gossips ravaged that I
toyed with women’s feelings, that my nice facade had all been an act to get
close enough to use them for their body.
I was isolated, bullied, and looked down upon. The girls that had been so nice to me before distanced themselves and began looking at me with wary eyes constantly, like I had betrayed them, when in truth, it was I that had been betrayed.
And finally, one day, as I stared at
myself in the mirror, it all clicked. A switch was flipped inside me, and I
smirked at my reflection. I had had enough of it all.
"Fine. If it’s a playboy they
see,” I combed my hair up, exposing my forehead. “then a playboy
they’ll get. Park Jimin doesn’t need love. Sex is enough to make me happy.”
I accepted my fate, and became the
bad boy openly. Once I embraced that side of myself, I realized that women fell
and swooned for me. I had the power of seduction at my fingertips all along,
but I had been suppressing it, believing that nice guys were what girls wanted.
Even women thought they wanted good guys, yet they still found themselves
magnetized towards the bad boys for some reason.
No longer was I friend zoned. No
longer was I not seen as an option. No longer did I take a backseat to all the
other guys. No longer did I set myself up to get hurt.
Until of course, I fell in love with
someone just as excellent in bed and just as attractive as I was. And it made me realize that I no longer wanted to live that kind of life and be
that kind of person. So now, here I am with a successful job and a beautiful
girlfriend who I am insanely in love with. And hell, I have the best sex life
Yet, when I received an ominous
letter, I sat in my living room, staring at it in horror; the flood of negative
emotions coming back to me. Three simple words froze time and whisked me back
to the days when I was the most vulnerable, to the days that had started it
all, to the days that had given birth to Red Mask: High School Reunion.
“The bird fights its way out of the egg.
The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world.” – Demian by Hermann Hesse
Jungkook x Reader; (with the rest of the BTS
members here and there)
Fluff, Angst; mentions of violence, death, sexual harassment (briefly), and warfare
War/ Rebellion Au
Summary: The world you had once known is now bare and
rotting with evil. Families were torn, houses were burned, and businesses were
shattered by the Oppressors. In your world, there were only two possibilities –
if you weren’t working with them, you were owned by them. However, a new
faction arises that sings of hope and taking back the world that was once for
the people, calling themselves “The Changers”. Although you tried to
go unnoticed by either of them, out of fear of being killed or captured, you
soon find yourself deep in the middle of the rebellion after an unexpected
A/N:I felt like posting the start of this series today because of all of the events happening in the world recently. I hope you enjoy and take good messages out of this story! Spread love ya’ll and keep fighting and overcoming challenges – big or small — to reach your dreams <3
hadn’t seen the sun in years.
The skies had been painted gray for
a long time now, clouded with smoke from explosions, from fires, from vehicles
monitoring the people’s every move. You pulled your hood to cover your face and
looked down, trying to blend in with the rest of the people going to work to
feed their families and themselves, despite the bleak state of things
As you usually did, you took a
detour to avoid any guards stopping you on their random citizen scans. You
smiled as you looked longingly at the abandoned playground where you had spent
your happy childhood. Had you known then that those days were going to be so
easily taken from you, you would’ve cherished them more in the moment. But you
were young, would you have played differently even if you knew then what you
Your smile faded as the flashback of
memories seeped into your mind. Back to when it all began, back to when your
dreams of your future were ripped away right in front of your very eyes.
It had been a disappointing overturn
of leadership, but what change doesn’t bring about some sort of dissatisfaction
from the masses?
People went about their lives,
believing that things would continue as they were with minor changes here and
our assumptions and neglect only left us vulnerable.
Soon, people who were once our friendly
neighbors stormed into each other’s apartments, ratting out those that the new
leadership deemed “didn’t belong out in the public”. They were
ridiculous standards too. Mostly resounding excuses stating that, “they
weren’t like everyone else”. Yet when you looked around, nobody was like everyone else. At the
time, you didn’t understand. Now, you realized you weren’t supposed to
understand because this…this was hatred of an illogical level. This was
selfish and unreasonable leadership.
A leader for himself, not a leader
for the people.
You thought you were untouchable at
the time. That everyone you heard in the news or read about in the papers was
just “someone else”; that it wouldn’t affect you and your family or
anyone that was close to you. You lived in a bubble, believing that the reality
of things wouldn’t knock on your doorstep.
You had a best friend when you were
little, Jeon Jungkook. And like all childhood friendships, you spent every
moment of the day together. You were neighbors so you were essentially
inseparable. You played at the very sandbox that now was partially singed and
partially compose of rocks and decomposed plants and animals. You squealed and
screamed on the slides and swings to your hearts’ content. You played pretend.
You dreamed up your futures; you pretended to be part of different realities.
Even when you were a bit older, you
stuck together. After the change of leadership, Jungkook kept you close. In
school, he never left your side and he never let you walk home alone. You felt
safe with him around, but at the time, you thought he was overreacting.
But then one day, he disappeared.
It happened overnight. Quiet,
skilled, covered in darkness.
You didn’t know your world had
changed until the morning came.
You were waiting as you usually did
for him to come pick you up at home, but he never came. Easily, you walked next
door and punched the code in, only to fill the complex with your bloodcurdling
scream. Neighbors rushed over, alert, and gasped alongside you as you found
Jungkook’s father sprawled on the floor swimming inside a pool of his own
blood. The adults pulled you back, trying to cover your eyes, but they had
finally been opened, in the worst way possible.
Jungkook?“ you mumbled, your mind on the verge of insanity but too many
hands were holding you from lunging into the gory scene. "WHERE’S
You stopped going to school after
that day. In fact, you stayed inside your room the days following. The only
body discovered in the apartment was Jungkook’s father. He, his older brother,
and mother were nowhere to be found. Everyone knew the police was working with
the Oppressors, so when they claimed that the family had killed the father and
run away with guilt, nobody questioned their judgment. Nobody spoke out. Everyone
knew who the real culprit was. Everyone knew that they were now part of the
victims being taken into custody because the new leader believed they should be
locked out of society and not given rights. It was a small abandoned place, you
had heard through gossip, where they treated upright citizens like criminals,
giving them portioned meals and forcing them to tight schedules and constant
"Y/N. I need you to stay very
quiet and follow me.“ Your mother woke you up in the middle of the night a
few weeks after Jungkook’s disappearance.
You nodded obediently, your heart
racing. The hairs on your skin were on edge and something felt different about
the atmosphere. Your mother tightly held your hand as she led you inside your
closet and pulled open a hidden compartment in the wall. Your eyes widened in
"Honey.” she whispered,
tears filling up in her eyes, and you immediately understood the situation.
Your family was next.
You shook your head violently as she
urged you into the compartment, fit for one.
"We knew this day was going to
come soon. We prayed it wouldn’t happen, but it did.“ she caressed your
face lovingly. "Please be safe, my darling. I believe in your
"Mommy.“ You sobbed and
she kissed your forehead for a prolonged time.
"Whatever you hear, whatever
happens. Stay in here for 2 days.” she handed you your father’s watch and
a folded piece of paper. “And don’t leave until the night covers your
tracks. Go to this address. She’ll take care of you.”
"I love you.“ You
whispered as you wept, and she smiled sadly.
"I love you so much, honey.
Your father loves you too.”
You crawled into the tiny
compartment and hugged your knees to stifle your sobs. Your mother stared at
you one last time before closing the entrance and enveloping you in darkness.
That night, you heard the screams and struggles of your parents, the loud
cracks of gun fire, then an eerie silence as footsteps marched all over the
place where you had once felt safest. You couldn’t cry out of fear of being
found, but your heart was breaking. You felt helpless, frustrated, and numb.
Everyone that you loved was now
You exhaled as you slipped into your
small apartment and looked into the mirror. Years later and you were an empty
shell of what you used to be. You weren’t a captive but you were bound by fear
and anxiety constantly, wondering when the day would come when you too would be
discovered and killed. You had escaped successfully and you were given an
entirely new identity. You changed your hair color and cut it, shedding your
old skin. You were much older now. Your eyes held the despair, frustrations,
and helplessness that you kept deep inside you, but your face was pulled into
an unemotional facade. It was no longer glimmering with dreams and hope, but
was dulled by witnesses of untimely death, irrational oppression, and constant
hatred. You lived through hell and you had grown up in chains of the new
society and its standards. You experienced and witnessed suffering beyond what
children and parents had ever imagined would come to fruition.
At work, in the middle of the
streets, in your own apartment complex, people disappeared for reasons you
couldn’t understand. People were shot based on “discretion”, they
claimed, but it was no secret that it was merely based on the leisure and displays
of dominance for those who had the authority.
Each day was routine. Each day was a
battle. Each day was a covert mission to keep yourself safe. And each day you
prayed for change. Each day you prayed for a better world to come.
But a better world never came.
"Stop right there, woman.“
You froze, your heart thumping
against your chest. Then you suddenly continued on your way down the alley,
hoping the guards weren’t talking to you.
"Hey! Stop right there!”
You felt a rough tug of your arm and you were slammed to the ground easily.
Two grinning cops were hovering over
you, eye-ing your figure.
"Haven’t seen you around here?
Are you new?“
"No.” You stood up
hurriedly and dusted yourself off, feigning confidence. “I’ve lived here
"I’d think I’d remember seeing
someone as beautiful as you.“ One officer caressed your cheek and you
slapped his hand away instinctively.
The officer looked appalled while
the other cackled at your clear rejection.
"You can’t do this to me.”
You stood your ground firmly.
"Oh yes I can.“ he
laughed. "Women are for men’s pleasure. You’re lucky we let you work and
prance around thinking you have freedom and some sort of control.”
Soon, the other cop was behind you,
holding onto your waist.
"If you let us have a little
fun, we’ll let you go.“ He whispered into your ear, and you shoved him
"I’ve done nothing wrong to be
captured!” You argued.
"Well, we can make that true or
false based on your decision.“
The officer in front of you closed
the distance and you felt yourself backed into a wall. Glancing around
hurriedly, you tried to find a way to escape but one direction was back to your
complex and essentially a dead end while the only way out was blocked by the
You placed your hands on the
officer’s chest to keep him from coming closer and you turned your head to
avoid his lips trying to touch yours.
"Get off me!” you yelled,
hoping that someone would hear you.
But who were you kidding? No one
would dare stand up to the officers and put themselves in danger like that.
Everyone put their families and their safety first. And who could blame them?
You were guilty of being a silent witness to the Oppressors too.
"The more you resist, the more
I want to take you.“ He hummed as he grabbed your hands and freely pressed
his body into you.
"Take this then.”
You wriggled and kneed his crotch as
hard as you could. Immediately, he was writhing on the ground, and the other
officer was quick to whip out his gun, aiming at you angrily. You gasped and
closed your eyes, wishing that your death would be a quick and painless one.
But the shot never came.
You heard a loud thud and you opened
your eyes to find the officer sprawled lifelessly on the ground with gun still
in hand. Terrified, you glanced around. You felt a hand on your leg and the
other officer was glaring at you, still in pain from your attack.
"And I’ll also be taking you
A voice was heard just before the
officer’s body flew across your path. You turned to find a tall, lean man
wearing a ski mask beside you. He had kicked the officer with ease and he
pointed a gun with a silencer to make a clean shot. You stared at him in awe.
You weren’t sure whether to be frightened and run away or stay and thank him.
Your body felt that the former was more logical so while the scary
robber-looking man was checking to see if the officers were really dead, you
tried to slip out of the alleyway. However, you were pulled back by your wrist and
pressed against the wall with a hand over your mouth, right before a hoard of
officers passed by nonchalantly.
"That’s three times I saved you
in roughly two minutes, Miss.” the masked man chimed and you shoved his
hand off your mouth.
"Well, thank you Mr. Robber
Mask Man. I appreciate you saving my life but please get off me.“ You
stated defiantly but you were soon silenced by his eyes gazing down at you. At
first it looked at you intently then knowingly and finally, it brightened up.
You furrowed your brows and his lips
curled up happily. Slowly, he pulled off his ski mask and you felt your knees
buckle as he revealed his face.
There, standing in front of you, in
all his muscular, grown-up glory, was your childhood best friend, Jeon
Jungkook. With his signature goofy half-grin, half-smirk, he spoke,
"I finally found you.”
You were in too much shock to really
process anything he said after that, but you let him drag you away from the
bloody scene. All you could do was stare at his back as he did so, wondering if
you had in fact died, and this was your reunion with him in the afterlife.
"I th-thought…I thought you
were…“ you stammered, not able to coherently put all the thoughts
circulating in your mind into a sentence.
"Dead?” he chuckled.
“No, I’m quite alive.”
You smiled. At least his teasing
didn’t change one bit.
"Where are we going?“ you
"Home.” he grinned.
"What? Where’s that?“
"Just be quiet and follow
me.” He hummed as he held onto your hand tightly like he used to as kids.
While you reveled in the reality
that now you weren’t alone in the world, you let him lead you– although let’s
be real, you had no choice in the matter anyway. After a few hills, a few dark
alleyways, and a trip across the sewer, Jungkook finally stopped in front of a
large metal door and knocked three times. Curiously, you watched as a scanner
popped up and he pressed his hand against it.
"I have a survivor with me
too.“ he called out.
The door opened and you stepped into
a clear elevator. You grabbed onto Jungkook nervously since it felt like you
were going to fall down into the abyss with this optical illusion. He laughed
but pulled you closer to ease your nerves. Soon, you were descending and the
darkness was replaced by the images of a large city. Your grip loosened, and
you turned around to marvel at the scene.
"What is this?” you
"It’s the underground city of
the Changers.“ he grinned.
”The Changers? You mean the rebel group that people aren’t sure is
real??“ you pressed your face on the glass in awe.
"Well, we like to keep it that
way so nobody comes looking for us.” he put a hand on your back and guided
you out of the elevator. “I’ll give you a quick tour.”
"Whaaaat?“ you gasped as
you stepped into an office building of sorts. It was bustling with people in
"This is Head Quarters. It’s
where we make weapons and figure out our plans.” he explained as you
explored everything up close, as if you were a kid in your favorite museum.
"What’s this?“ You reached
out towards a large contraption but his hand hurriedly grabbed yours to pull
"Still impulsive I see.”
You grinned, glancing down at his
hand holding yours as he continued walking down a long hallway. When had been
the last time you had the comfort of human contact?
"Where are we going?“
"I have to stop by some place
first. Whenever we save 100 or more survivors and bring them here, the leader
gathers everyone to give them a welcome.”
"Oh! I heard the leader was quite
attractive.“ You grinned excitedly.
"Where’d you hear that?”
he raised an eyebrow.
"Well back in the office, a few
girls swore they witnessed the Changers at work and in the middle of the fight,
they caught a glimpse of the leader’s face and fell in love!“
Jungkook snorted. "What a bunch of bull.”
You shook your head, “You’re
just jealous because he’s probably better looking than you.”
Jungkook stopped in front of a door
and pulled at your cheeks. “You’re still annoying like you used to
You glared at him and rubbed your
cheeks when he let go.
"But I’m glad you’re
alive.“ His expression softened as he stared at you intently.
You blushed and smiled shyly.
"I’m glad you’re alive too.”
"Come on.“ He gestured for
you to follow as he opened the door behind him.
"Where are we?” You looked
around, taking in the dim lighting of the room.
Jungkook walked towards where the
light was, and you heard loud chatter.
"Stay out of trouble,
okay?“ He instructed but you were too busy trying to figure out what kind
of room you were in to reply.
Suddenly, he stepped into the light
and you were snapped out of your thoughts by the sound of thunderous screaming
and applause, as he appeared on stage throwing on his uniform top. Curiously,
you slowly made your way towards the origin of the sounds, which you found to
be behind a curtain now that your eyes were adapting to the dim light. To get a
better view, you pulled the curtain to the side a bit more, and you gasped as
you found Jungkook standing behind a podium, grinning from ear to ear, in front
of thousands of people.
"Hello everyone! Thank you for
taking the time out of your busy day to hear me make the same speech that
Namjoon wrote for me again.”
Everyone laughed as you watched from
behind, trying to make out the situation. Why was he up there? But your
question was soon answered, and your jaw dropped as you heard it echoing loud
"Well, for those who aren’t
aware, I’m Jeon Jungkook…the Leader of The Changers.“
Guys, since I have an idea in my mind, I’m searching for a certain picture (I’ll find it XD), and in the meanwhile, I found this page from ch. 73:
I have noticed only now that Sebastian is reading a Latin poem here. So, I curiously searched for it (also because I studied Latin at high school. Yes, in Italy we still study Latin XD). Well, this excerpt: “ Sunt aliquid Manes: letum non omnia finit, luridaque euictos effugit umbra rogos. Cynthia namque meo uisa est incumbere fulcro, murmur ad extremae nuper humata uiae” is the part that Sebastian read (sorry but I can’t help myself imagining Ono-san reading this XDD)… anyway, this is from Propertius’ “Elegiae”, a collections of love poems, mostly dedicated to Cynthia. This is the seventh elegia from the fourth book, in which the woman is dead, she appears in a dream and re-assures her beloved that their love is everlasting, even in the Underworld. Now, apart from the love side, the part that is interesting is the first one of the sentence: “Sunt aliquid Manes: letum non omnia finit, luridaque euictos effugit umbra rogos”. I don’t know how many of you know Latin, so I hope you would like to help me, but translation is like: “There is something in the spirits of dead people: not everything ends with death: a livid shadow won, escaped the fire”. Now, “rogos” is technically the pyre, and it can be intended like the ritual of burning the corpses, but considering that Yana-san always puts hints and foreshadowings in un, this sentence looked so interesting from the 2CT point of view. The first part seems a reference to the Bizarre Dolls (not everything ends with death), but the second part (a livid shadow won, escaped the fire)… well, what if this is a hint of real!Ciel’s fate? :3 @abybweisse, @midnight-in-town (sweetheart, do you want to know a thing? XD The first word I read was “Manes” and I thought of the mundus manes in Kushiel’s Scion XD) , @thedarkestcrow, @akumadeenglish What do you think?