by me7

fic: time may change me

ok, this is a shameless fluff AU based on this comic about Victor and Yuuri meeting as kids by @aguas-ucia. ENJOY.


time may change me

7 and 11

Victor cries on the plane the whole way home. The air stewardess gives him a sweet. The other passengers give Yakov dirty looks. Victor tries to calm down, he really does, but Yuuri was so cute, and he liked skating so much, and he burst into tears when Victor left and now Victor will never see him again.

“Make that child be quiet,” snaps Lilia in the end. Victor is barely even making noise, he is just sniffling into Yakov’s sleeve.

“If he’s a skater, Vitya, you’ll see him at competitions,” says Yakov gruffly.

“What if he doesn’t compete?” says Victor tearfully.

“Then you’d better just win,” says Yakov. “That way he’ll know who you are anyway.” He cuffs the back of Victor’s head. Victor knows he’s not really serious about it, but it makes him feel better anyway.

_

8 and 12

Victor sees a lady who looks familiar for some reason in the stands, but it’s not until he spots the chubby-faced boy out on the ice that he thinks Yuuri’s mom! and then Yuuri! “Hi!” he yells, waving frantically the minute he’s on the ice. “Hi, Yuuri!”

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So che non è facile stare con me.
So che una come me ispira più schiaffi che carezze.
Ti faccio arrabbiare, ti faccio innervosire e non ho freni.
So che a volte sono insopportabile e che non sempre si ha voglia de litigare per le sciocchezze, cosa che io pur non di proposito faccio spesso.
Sono un disastro su tutta la linea.
Ma io ti amo e tu sei l’unica persona in grado di gestirmi, capace di tenermi testa, capace di farmi incazzare e subito dopo sorridere.
Quindi tienimi così, anche se sono un danno.
Perché tu sei l’unica persona che non voglio perdere.

-conilcuorecolmodamore

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13) I Believe It Is Enough

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11) I’m Sorry and I Was Wrong

10) 5 Kinds of Romanticized Crushes That Will Mess You Up 

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bottom of the list; a playlist for anna ripley

Because everyone’s the hero of their own story [link]. 

1. My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark // Fall Out Boy

A constellation of tears on your lashes
Burn everything you love, then burn the ashes
In the end everything collides
My childhood spat back out the monster that you see

2. All the Rowboats // Regina Spektor

But the most special are the most lonely
God, I pity the violins

3. Castle // Halsey

I’m headed straight for the castle
They wanna make me their queen
And there’s an old man sitting on the throne that’s saying that I probably shouldn’t be so mean

4. Boris // BOY

And you should get out of town too
I said you should get out of town too

5. Easy (Switch Screens) // Son Lux, Lorde

Easy, easy
Pull out the heart
That keeps you feeling alone

6. Yellow Flicker Beat // Lorde

But I got my fingers laced together and I made a little prison
And I’m locking up everyone who ever laid a finger on me

7. Hands and Faces // The Used

I watched you get down on your knees,
in hopes that I would turn around.
So now you’ll find me underground,
where I can’t hear a sound

8. Stop Me // Natalia Kills

Stop me, stop me
You can’t stop me, stop me
Stop me

9. End of the Line // Sleigh Bells

now you talk to yourself
and you wonder why nothing ever changes
how you’re gonna fall so far so fast
who you gonna blame this on

50 Songs INFPs Relate To pt 2

and so back by… semi-popular demand, here is yet another list of 50 songs various INFPs relate to for your viewing/listening pleasure.

1. The Smiths - How Soon Is Now

2. Radiohead - Creep

3. R.E.M - Losing My Religion

4. Kevin Gilbert - Tea For One

5. Carl Espen - Silent Storm

6. Globus - Save Me

7. Two Steps From Hell - Back To The Earth

8. Aviators - Zero

9. Tame Impala - Solitude Is Bliss

10. Norman Greenbaum - Spirit In The Sky

11. Anberlin - Stranger Ways

12. Florence And The Machine - Cosmic Love (Seven Lions Remix)

13. MGMT - All We Ever Wanted Was Everything

14. Lindsey Stirling ft. Lzzy Hale - Shatter Me

15. Soul Asylum - Runway Train

16. Peggy Lee - Is That All There Is?

17. Jah Cure - Mother Earth

18. Rush - Limelight

19. Eddie Vedder - Guaranteed

20. Joni Michell - River

21. Jamiroquai - Canned Heat

22. Buffy Sainte-Marie - Power In The Blood

23. Onuka - Time

24. Alexander Rybak - Roll With The Wind

25. The Hound + The Fox (feat. Taylor Davis) - For the Dancing and the Dreaming (Cover)

26. The xx - VCR

27. Daughter - Human

28. Watsky - Sloppy Seconds

29. Tori Amos - Winter

30. THE HARDKISS - Shadows Of Time

31. Radical Face- The Crooked Kind

32. Avicii - Waiting For Love

33. Peter Gabriel - Washing Of The Water

34. Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros - Home

35. David Grey - Please Forgive Me

36. Cloud Cult - No One Said That It Would Be Easy

37. The Doors - People Are Strange

38. Emmelie de Forest - Only Teardrops

39. The Cure - Pictures Of You

40. Garbage - Not Your Kind Of People

41. Bright Eyes - We Are Nowhere and It’s Now

42. Death Cab For Cutie - Your Heart is an Empty Room

43. The Shins - Sleeping Lessons

44. Ayreon - River Of Time

45. Shawn Colvin- Whole New You

46. Mew - Special

47. John Grant - Glacier

48. Virginia To Vegas - We Are Stars ft Alyssa Reid

49. Midlake - Head Home

50. Owl City - Shooting Star


And they still sound like INFP type songs… but that’s to be expected with a title like this one. Besides I haven’t seen any one else of another type pick this sort of thing up for their types ;)

Maybe I should give them a hand… and start creating playlists for other types… we’ll see.

This is an artwork that toke me about 4 hours. I am pretty proud of it :)

Seven @ me

This artwork had been inspired by a conversation I had long ago!

You can also visit the page of my Oc here @call-me7

25 Things that you might not know about Chris Brown

Chris shared some surprising facts and interesting about himself to Us Weekly

1. I am a neat freak.

2. I listen to Sango and Hippie Sabotage on Pandora.

3. I’m the only singer who has been incarcerated and had a No. 1 record at the same time.

4. I’ve trained in martial arts and boxing.

5. I own 14 Burger Kings.

6. I paint monsters that are mirror images of people’s negative views of me.

7. I was 13 when I got my first tattoo.

8. I don’t bite my tongue.

9. I freestyle all my songs.

10. I love to paint murals, and then I donate most of the profits to charity.

11. I recently went to church for the first time in 15 years and loved it.

12. I am a huge comic book fan.

13. I direct or codirect and edit all my videos.

14. I bought my mom a $1 million dollar house when I was 15 years old.

15. I don’t eat beef or pork.

16. I talk to a pastor twice a week.

17. When I was 6, I witnessed a relative attempt to commit suicide.

18. I’m a man of many emotions.

19. My first car was a Lamborghini.

20. I smile a lot because this world doesn’t allow for people to cry.

21. After creating my clothing line, I made $4 million in the first year.

22. I love dancing with my daughter [Royalty, 15 months].

23. I love to help choose my daughter’s outfits.

24. Success or money never changed who I am as a person.

25. I think the best thing God created was a woman.

Kore dizisi izlemek isteyenlere öneriler:

1-Kill me heal me

2-The master’s sun

3-Gu family book

4-To the beautiful you

5-Falling for innocence

6-Hyde jekyll me

7-Hi school love on

8-My girlfriend a gumiho

9-Sungkyungwan scandal

10-Hello monster

11-King of high school

12-School 2015

13-Good doctor

14-You are beautiful

15-City hunter

114 thoughts I had while watching GM Triangle

what an emotional rollercoaster.

1.     Here it is. In full. Oh my gosh im not breathing

2.     Ok the camera crew and editing skills were taken up a notch this season

3.     I totally approve

4.     Tb to hurricane

5.     Rilaya will never not sail, ok?

6.     Also naomi is me

7.     Stop h8ing riley


8.     Birks 4 lyfe

9.     Maya is such a cutie

10.  Ok but what is going on rn

11.  Im so confused

12.  Why is this girl weeping

13.  Im as lost as maya and riley are rn

14.  Oh holy shit

15.  When the riley and maya “lookalikes” are not just a blonde and a brunette

16.  A step up Disney, congratulations

17.  What the fuck is this shit


18.  Ok why is every girl PMSing

19.  Im sry that’s offensive, but as a girl, I am allowed to say it

20.  God if I get hate for that comment im gonna scream, it was a joke

21.  Moving on

22.  THIS GIRL IS GORGEOUS WHO IS SHe

23.  Also I think I have that sweater

24.  “we are proud middle school survivors” bad move there maya


25.  why is this girl STILL screaming

26.  sage is a fuCKIng queen

27.  when will maya go to a party I want her to go to a party

28.  the intensity

29.  cmon we all know rilaya will always sail

30.  why should the writers ever think we will worry abt them LMAO

31.  the main bop is back aka the theme

32.  when lucas finally steps up good job didn’t see that coming

33.  honestly at this point the writers have lost my trust

34.  ik nothing is actually going to be resolved at the end of this goddamn episode

35.  they get our hopes up ONLY TO DISAPPOINt

36.  I need my inhaler, these children are BEAUTIFUL

37.  HOLD UP

38.  The riarkle moment!!!!!!!!!!!


39.  SOMEONES GETTING HURT.

40.  Holy fuck idk what this means but they r endgame ok?

41.  Riarkle will happen, there’s no way it won’t

42.  Omg the van gogh reference cute

43.  I like this teacher

44.  Ok nvm

45.  No one just talks to maya like that

46.  Maya is like fuck off

47.  But also like sry bud

48.  Riley needs to chill she has no chill

49.  Maya is a savage this identity crisis is crazy

50.  Mr. Jackson probably secretly knows what’s up


51.  Ok but he’s also so clueless to what’s going on too

52.  Here it comes

53.  The clips

54.  It’s hard to react to this after I did my video on youtube

55.  Which I got TONS of hate 4 lmao CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!

56.  Riley is such a good friend

57.  And maya is equally as good so bye haters

58.  Their acting is SO MUCH better

59.  Like DAMN


60.  They are not from Disney bc they are way better than Disney

61.  Zay is such a cutie

62.  I would marry him. And farkle. Not lucas. Fuck lucas

63.  OK ACCURATE


64.  Make a fucking decision kid

65.  We know u like both of them but who do u want to kiss and MARRY

66.  JEsuS

67.  Im gonna kill this kid

68.  Can he be real for a second

69.  WHY cant we hear who farkle would pick

70.  Oh, bc it’d be too obvious

71.  Like then everyone would know RIARKLE is endgame

72.  I mean, everyone already knows that anyways

73.  You know, I want it anyway ok

74.  Oh right, apparently this is about lucas, not farkle

75.  Sry to sidetrack’

76.  Fuck this show

77.  Katy’S BACK

78.  Ok I know people are MAD abt the whole “katy is being portrayed as a bad mom” but listen to me for a sec

79.  I think the whole thing is just making light of the fact that Disney obviously can’t pay for the actress who plays Katy to be in EVERY episode (similarly to how smackle isn’t in every episode) and how maya being over at the matthews’ all the time is what makes it a functional show. So people need to chill and take a joke. Thank u.

80.  Ps katy is a goddess

81.  She is too cute

82.  Also what is going on


83.  Im out

84.  Ok what a cute katy and topanga moment

85.  NO TEENAGER knows who they are. ok TRUE

86.  People who think this is abt maya and lucas BYE bc this is all abt maya and riley

87.  OH MY GOSH

88.  This scene

89.  Im going to cry, maya I love u


90.  Their acting WOWOOWOWOOW

91.  Im breaking

92.  Im BROKEN

93.  Oh my god that line. The art teacher loves her and she loves him and im in tears

94.  The way he just tells her

95.  I knew he knew what was going on this whole time

96.  What a fucking genius this man

97.  IM SCREAMING TOO. and all the other high schoolers are probably like wtf lol y

98.  Why is this happening

99.   RIlaya for life

100.                 bc who cares abt riarkle and lucaya and rucas and smarkle and zaya and what not

101.                 the BENCH

102.                 I am gonna CRY

103.                 I knew it’d have some significance

104.                 FUCK u lucas

105.                 No one wants u here

106.                 It’s all a lie

107.                 We know it’s a lie

108.                 Maybe this time they’ll show who he chooses at the end?

109.                 Maybe ???????????

110.                 Im praying

111.                 Fuck they didn’t

112.                 Im a little bitter

113.                 But more than anything

114.                 I’m ready for upstate

I Want to Mend Your Heart - An Angsty/Comfort Soriel Mix

Just a playlist of two hurting souls in need of each other’s comfort and love

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Track List: 

1. Our Song - The XX 

2. Wake Me - Bleachers 

3. Shark - Oh Wonder 

4. Something About Us - Daft Punk 

5. You Ain’t Alone - Alabama Shakes 

6. Light You Up - Rosie and Me

7. Home - Dustin Tebbutt

8. Nothin On My Mind - Astronomyy

9. Meant To Be - Late Night Alumni 

10. Cavalier (The 1975 Remix) - James Vincent McMorrow 

Trench Coat Angel

Request- Could you maybe write a one-shot (I believe that’s what they are called) with Cas and the reader. And have it be circling around the song “Angel in a Trenchcoat” by Tyler Ward?

A/N- Soo this song is just… WOW… The story instantly hit me once I heard it which for me is pretty crazy. PLUS I really like how this story went! Tell me what you think! x)

Cas x Reader

Word Count- 1830

Warning- Mention of character death~


Last night, under city lights
I was wandering
Across the street, he stared at me
7 feet, a trench coat angel
Through a smoky haze, he looked my way
And said, could I have minute please?
I have got something you need

You were walking down a busy street at night. It was fairly late, yet there was still plenty of people out and about. When it felt like it was a little too crowded you stepped to the edge of the side walk and looked up to the starry sky. You didn’t know how long you looked out but at one point you felt the need to look ahead of you. So you did. In front of you were a few cars that past by but beyond that, on the other side of the street was a man staring at you. For some reason you stared back at him. Not once looking away.

Then he waved at you, and you couldn’t help but smile. You wondered what a man like him would want with you. In your wonder, he crossed the street, and stood there in front of you.

“Hi.” he said, his voice a bit rough and his expression stoic but his eyes seemed gentle. Maybe it was his eyes that shined under the city light.  They were all sorts of blue.

“Hi,” you responded with a smile.

“I know this will sound strange, but… can I take you out for pizza?” he asked nervously.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. “Um… Can I know your name first or- Do you ask everyone out like that?” you tell him jokingly.

“Ah- No. I-” he started, looking for the correct words. He sighed, “My name is Castiel.” he said.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Y/N.” you respond. He smiled, not wanting to give away that he already knew that. “Pizza sounds kind of awesome right about now so I’ll take you up on your offer.”

Though, you accepted his offer, it wasn’t that you were naive or anything. You were raised by your mom, who was a hunter. You were raised to take care of yourself against monster and the like. You figured a human would be easy. Though you yourself weren’t a hunter. You had promised your mother to stay away from hunting as long as you possibly could before she passed away. She believed that there was no such thing as retiring from the life. That it always came to bite you in the ass.

He was a little surprised that you did accept. Surprised that you weren’t as suspicious of people like the Y/N he knew. You were still as confident and beautiful, but you weren’t a hunter and you weren’t… dead.

Don’t be afraid to make mistakes
At least you know you’re livin
The debts and pain, from when you strayed
Well man, all’s forgiven
All’s forgiven

That random day you met Castiel and went out for pizza was the start of it all, or so you thought. The two of you met every so often. You enjoyed each other’s company as the days, months even, went on. It was great.

But-

As the days went on and you two had your fun, Castiel couldn’t help but be reminded of your last day. The last day of the Y/N he knew. After all that’s how he first met you.

You were a stone cold hunter and were affiliated with the Winchesters, so you came when they asked for help in a big supernatural war. The day was just beginning and you already were neck deep in monsters. You were separated from the brothers as the battle went on, killing werewolves and vamps left and right. Eventually you came a cross one too many demons. You weren’t afraid and were definitely not backing down. You killed more than half of them.

That’s when Cas appeared. He helped you fight off the rest of them. He- saved you, in a way.

“Thanks,” you tell him as you continue to fight.

“You’re welcome,” Cas responded, smiting demons as he did.

When you both finished and were able to take a small break from the fighting you turned to look at him. He almost gasped from awe. It was love at first sight for him. You were beautiful, inside and out. He couldn’t help but stare.

“Hey! Eyes up here buddy.” you tell him.

“Ah- No- I was… I was looking at your soul.” he responded.

“Right- Well still.” you say. “So who are you?”

“I am Castiel.” he answered.

“I see. You’re the angel that Dean and Sam talked about.” you pause, “You aren’t as bad as I thought. Definitely better looking.” you pause again, “For the most part.” you add.

He tilted his head, “What did you think I would look like?” he asked.

“Well I don’t know. I’ve never really seen an angel. Never really thought they were real. I mean- look at where we are.” you stopped yourself from saying anything else. “Anyways- you should go help those Winchester boys. I’m pretty sure I got it covered over here.” you say.

“I’m not leaving.” he starts. “There are two of them and two of us. It’s more efficient this way.”

“Yeah- Not sayin I don’t need your help. Just- they’ll need you more than I do.” you explain.

“You just don’t trust me.” he said flatly.

“Yeah well no offense but I hardly ever trust people anyways.” you say as you turn around to leave.

Cas sighed and followed you anyway. You fought more monster and every break you had he’d heal you. He’d talk to you, or at least tried to. It only ever ended with you turning to leave. Except that last time. After fighting a swarm of demons, he healed you, talked, and you turned away. Though, you stopped and turned back to face him. He had worn you down to the point where you actually told him your name. Plus you found yourself enjoying your little talks. Your joy short lived when a demon spawned behind you, impaling you with a knife.

“Y/N!” Cas shouted as he ran over to you. He cradled your body as he tried to heal you.

“Well… that’s… in deep.” you chuckle.

Cas wasn’t sharing your laughter. In fact his expression was dropping by the second. “I- I can’t heal you. Why can’t I heal you?!” he shouted.

You grabbed his hand. “Castiel… it’s alright… This is… the end of… the road for me.” you smile.

“You can’t-” he started.

You brought a finger to his lips with your free hand. “I just… wish we… met sooner… Talked over…. piz…za” you smiled, blood dripping from your lip.

Cas felt the life drain from your body and your soul float up to heaven.

Remembering this- Castiel decided to tell you the truth about himself.

I’ve seen it all, the rise and fall
Ten thousand years of living
From Rome to Spain, Berlin, L.A
People still pretending
You fight your wars, but what’s it for
Trust me, they’re never ending
You better wake up, the end is your beginning

“Hey Castiel! You’re here early. What’s up?” you say cheerfully, letting him into your home.

“I came to… tell you something.” he responds nervously.

You tilt your head, “That doesn’t sound good.” you joked.

“It’s not what you’re thinking. I still very much like you.” he says.

“Oh? Well that’s good to hear.” you smile, “I still very much like you too.”

He smiled, but then shook his head, “I- I came to tell you something about myself that I haven’t told you yet.”

You sat on your couch and patted the seat next to you. “Alright. What is it?” you ask once he sat down.

He stares at you without say a word. You could see how nervous he is and patiently wait for him to say whatever it was he had to say.

“I… I’m an angel.” he confesses.

“An angel? Really?” you question. He nods yes. “Well… Honestly… That was the last thing I expected to hear. Angels aren’t as bad as I thought they’d be. I actually didn’t think angels existed. Definitely better looking than I imagined.” you say.

Castiel smiled, though there was definitely a twinge of sadness in his eyes, which was caused by remembering the future you. “What did you think I would look like?” he inquired.

You thought for a moment, “I’m not sure. I’ve never seen an angel.” you admit. There was a small silence, “What’s it like being an angel?”

“You’re not mad that I hid it from you?” he questioned.

“Hmmm… Not really mad per se but I am a little sad that you didn’t tell me sooner.  I understand why you hid it though. These kinds of thing aren’t very unusual to me since my mom was a hunter.” you tell him. “The point is that you told me now, that’s all that matters isn’t it?”

He smiled. Then he proceeded to tell you about his adventures as an angel and what it was like when he was first born. What it was like to live with the archangels. How everything came to be. Just everything he’s come to see. Everything but one…

Don’t be afraid to make mistakes
At least you know you’re livin
The debts and pain, from when you strayed
Well man, all’s forgiven
All’s forgiven

“There’s another thing I haven’t told you.” he says in a low saddened voice. “I’ve… met you before.” he tells you.

“What are you talking about? I’m pretty sure I would’ve remembered meeting you before.” you say.

He took a shaky breath, “It wasn’t… I met you in the future. You-” he stopped himself.

Looking at his grave expression told you that it wasn’t good. “What happened to me?” you found yourself asking. He didn’t answer. “Am I- Did I die?” Cas opened his mouth to talk but you stopped him. “Actually… Don’t answer that. I rather not know.” you smile, “It makes sense though. Why you’d come find me, that is. I’m happy you told me though.”

Love, it is enough
When it comes to us
Let’s make it right

“I love you.” Castiel said abruptly. You were surprised to say the least, but that didn’t stop you from smiling. Seeing your reaction, “I- I-” he fumbled.

“Castiel-” you start, taking his hand in yours, “I… I love you too.” you confess.

You both stared into each other’s eyes. For a moment, for just a moment, you had the horrifying thought that he didn’t love you. Not the present you, exactly, but the future you. One look into his eyes immediately dissipated that thought.

Love, it is enough
When it comes to us
We’ll make it right

He brought you into a hug. He had, though unwitting, read your thoughts. He wanted to show you that, even though it started with the future you, he had only truly fallen for you in the present. He’d never want to hurt you and didn’t want you to, for a second, doubt his love.

You accepted his hug and returned it. You were happy. You never thought you’d ever have to thank yourself for having such a great guy, much less an angel, in your life now. You would take advantage of this encounter and love him forever if possible.

Love, it is enough
When it comes to us
We’ll make it right

He pulled away, ever so slightly. His face merely an inch away from yours. His breath mixing with yours. Even if you were both to fight it, your lips, like magnets, came together, in a soft kiss. It was slow at first, wanting to relish the moment, but soon that wasn’t enough. You both sought for more. Neither pulling away until you couldn’t bear it anymore and had to pull apart for air.

You both stared at one another, only to end up chuckling. Everything seemed perfect and right. That feeling- would stay with you forever.

Hope you liked it! x)

What I know is true ...however I’m feeling or whatever is happening in my life:

1. I am free

2. I am a child of the one true God

3. I am no longer a slave to sin but I am righteous and holy in the eyes of God,   because of Jesus!

4. Jesus is Lord, he is good and he is powerful above all else 

5. I will live this life as god intended 

6. I will walk with grace and love because God is with me

7. with God all things are possible

8. I will set the captives free with the love of Christ

9. every knee shall bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord

10. I have died of my old life, I will deny myself, pick up my cross and follow Jesus

11. I will not gratify the lusts of the flesh, rather I will keep my eyes on things that are not of this world

12. I am covered by the blood of Jesus, his love is within me and all around me, he sends his angels to walk with me

13. When people look at me - all they will see is Jesus!

No matter the struggles you’re facing, no matter how you feel, no matter how you’ve been treated or what you’ve done - jesus loves you, he has incredible plans for you! Keep your eyes on the truth and don’t look to temporal things of things world as they will all pass away - rather look to Jesus, who will remain your father forever, who will remain King forever and who will remain the one that will always love you forever! 

1. I’m crazy
2. no one can deal with my craziness like I do
3. it’s unfair to put it on you guys
4. I will do that anyway
5. I numbered this post for my amusement
6. rambling, (is this poetry?), at this point I talk to hear my inner voice
~
that rhythmic ramble soothes me
7. orange sounds like a delicious color
8. I have two huge secrets that I keep and I hate it
9. my inner-life is so complex that being around people freaks me out
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I am a caged bird in my own skull
10. I sing, I wish I could be melodic like those pretty people who have music videos
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I want to be beautiful
I see pain on people’s faces that are not beautiful
I want to kiss them
but
I want to kiss the beautiful ones too
11. poetry’s an adrenaline rush
that leaves you high and dry
aching for language
chasing the dragon
12. love’s the answer but what’s the question?