by loving me

today's video
  • jack, while being "a little drunk": i am just a little drunk. it's not hitting me that hard aha, i am jus a lil drunk aha donut worry aha :D
  • jack, while being "a little drunk": don't trust ANYONE with TWO first names, don't trust anY-
  • jack, while being more than "a little" drunk: *gets questions right* I AM A SMART BOI, I WENT TO COLLEGE TWICE *gets next question wrong* ah fuckk
  • jack, drunk: i failed the world's easiest quiz, i'd like to thank my mom, the academy-

Things i love about (book) Stanley Uris

  • He’s fastidious
  • “A creature of habit and convention”
  • “A patient boy”
  • Thinks that birds talk to each other (they totally do stan)
  • Thinks about phrases like ‘weirdsville’ and ‘Creep City’ because Richie says them
  • When the dead boys come for him in the standpipe he defends himself using his bird-book and shouting out the names of birds (it works)
  • Has an adorably dry sense of humour
  • Makes the suggestion to clean up the blood from Beverly’s bathroom (and then pays for the rags to get cleaned and jokes that it was a laundry date)
  • Was offended when he saw the dead boys (which is way worse than being frightened in his eyes)
  • “could stand to be scared, but he hated being dirty”
  • Was the most successful young accountant in Atlanta
  • Played baseball and “had the reflexes of an angel” according to Eddie (and I honestly don’t disbelieve, cause my boy Stan is an angel)
  • Cant think of anyone else to tell about IT because he only trusts the losers
  • Poor kid had his face washed with snow until it bled, by henry bowers
  • Traded funnybooks for firecrackers (him and Richie are meant to be i stg)
  • He can sing (or sayng according too Richie)
  • “Kookie kookie lend me your bones”
  • Sharp minded
  • When Richie tells him 'i heard somewhere that you killed Christ’ Stan replies totally deadpan with 'i think that was my father?’ COMEBACK KING!!
  • Carries his bird book with him (almost) everywhere
  • Jokes about breaking Eddie’s other arm
  • Saves Eddie and Mike in the sewer using his bird book and telling the giant bird he doesn’t believe in it
  • (He does however believe in phoenix’s)
  • He is the one who cuts the rest of the losers palms because he knows that it wasn’t really gone

My love wasn’t enough for you… and that’s okay…

-I hope you find what you’re looking for.

-m.t.t.

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ღ♡ seuldy for anon     

wendy for seulgi: Since seulgi is the same age as me,she is a type of person who always smile just like a bear smile, she is cute and she has the power to make people close to her.

seulgi for wendy: comfortable anywhere, anytime. “come out” alright!. this kind of friend, we can smile even while doing nothing, a friend you can talk about your worries, i think that is a close friend. Wendy are you watching…? hahah

In finding yourself, you may lose an awful lot. Things you never anticipated that you would lose, this is growth. Let go. Let go of people, things, ideas and old goals. You are strong enough to move forward into who you are supposed to be. Let go of everything, what is meant to stay will stay, and you will find happiness.
— 

let it go by Amy Kennedy

20/11/17

My book! My insta!

‘Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don’t mean shit to me
‘Cause its all just chemicals anyway
Anyway
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what im supposed to say
‘Cause I had nothing for you
I can’t love when I cant even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head
But im addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Thinking a hole in the earth

a quick break during commission work… sometimes i think a lot about Edge, and how deep down, he is a Papyrus - and had to live a life where he can’t afford to think about the what if’s of his world’s code. his front is all the world sees, because that’s all they can see, if he wants to live and protect his brother.

… but still, what happens late at night when it becomes all too much… and he can’t remember a time when he wasn’t like this, because maybe this angry, murderous front is all he really is, not just a way to keep him and his brother from being killed…?