A luz como a escuridão também cega, é por isso que no final, do túnel, também há desespero. Todos buscam a luz, e acabam morrendo com ela. Felizes? Ou aliviados? Estilhaços foram jogados, estilhaços estes do quebrar da lâmpada que jazia a iluminar incandescente nas salas de estar. Lâmpadas, revestidas com lindas luminárias espelhadas, que refletiam e distorciam todo aquele brilho. Luz essa que cegava o ser. Todo ser vivo segue a luz: os desesperados homens, os insetos, os peixes no profundo mar isento se o brilho do sol. Um exemplo disso é o meu gato que firula a luz de um laser vermelho que comprei por 10 reais em uma venda, num zoológico daqui do centro . A luz da esperança também cega se ela não existir, a música confunde, independente do idioma, as pessoas interpretam a Bíblia de várias formas diferentes, concordo com alguns e não com todos, mas quem sou eu para julgar? Engoli palavras e vomitei dicionários. Traguei cigarros, e em uma gripe, acabei cuspindo catarro coberto por fuligem. Bebi ao coma, e regurgitei até meu suco biliático. E lá estavam elas, voando, dançando em meu estômago, bailando mesmo sem nenhum vento. Engraçado, eu sempre achei que o cigarro ou a bebida fossem matar as minhas borboletas, ou até mesmo a boêmia as fizera cansar, mas pude perceber que elas se mantiveram vivas, mesmo com meus vícios, com meus maus hábitos. Pensei que aceitar desde um simples copo de água a um amor incompreendido, confuso e instável de um desconhecido fosse fatal. Mas não foi. Malditas borboletas que insistem em me deixar surdo com o bater de suas asas, que insistem em me deixar louco, por que não voltam a ser lagartas? Maldito amor que eu julguei merecer, maldita escuridão que me obriga a ser luz quando sou apenas uma lanterna. As suas asas tenho um recado: sou recarregável e ainda não encontrei tomadas. E bom, talvez gostem de dicionários.
In no particular order they all have links if you want to watch. Let me know which you like best. 1. Robert and Aaron (Emmerdale) A lot has happened to Robert and Aaron. They recently got engaged and bought a house. Let’s just hope the Whites don’t ruin it for them. 2. Philip and Lukas (Eyewitness USA Version) Literally, the shortest lived couple but it was incredibly cute and suspenseful unfortunately the series was not picked up for another season. 3. Isak and Even (Skam) So cute. They are incredibly adorable and they definitely belong together 4. Billy and Todd (Coronation Street) Started off as a great friendship and lead to more but it did cause a riff between the couple and Sean 5. Magnus and Alec (Shadowhunters) This couple started off as a flirtation and started with someone being left at the alter. Shadowhunters comes back January 2. 6. James and Henry (A Place Called Home) When the tv show is set they relationship was not to be known. James comes from a wealthy family and Henry is a Doctor. 7. Ben and Paul (Eastenders) Problem the saddest ending to the couple ending but they were incredibly cute with each other when they were both alive 8. Bruno and Pol (Merlí) Started as a secret then Bruno goes to Italy and gets a boyfriend comes back tell the school and starts an affair with Pol and then goes back to Italy 9. Dominic and Issac (Holby City) start on 111a Cute couple that started with a one night stand and became a very interesting couple 10. Drew and Rick (The Night Shift) Rick in the army and Drew is a Doctor. A freak accident, Rick is taking to the hospital where Drew works. Rick ends up losing a limb which causes a breakup and they back together after a heroic feat by Drew. They may be adopted a daughter 11. Finn and Kasim (Emmerdale) Started with Finn saving Kasim life 12. Ian and Mickey (Shameless USA Version) They are one of my favorite couples, however, they have broken up but hopefully, they will be back soon 13. Jude Kincade and Zero “Gideon” (Hit the Floor) My babies. I love them so much. They would literally do anything for each other and they are the Kings. 14. James and John Paul (Hollyoaks) This couple was kind of unexpected and unusual it started as an affair and has had some bumps in the road but as of now they are still strong 15. Elias and Lari (Salatut Elämät) Another sad ending. I loved them so much so I refuse to believe that they over and they started as an affair as well. 16. Paul and Sonny (Days of our Lives) 8/26/2016 My favs they have had some huge hurdles including a husband. I’m not saying that I don’t like Will Horton but I love Paulson better. Hopefully, 2017 will be their year. Honorable Mentions Charlie and Mattheusz (Class) A spinoff of Doctor Who as a much as I like this I enjoy Torchwood a little better which was supposed to come back November 2016 but didn’t. Jake and Simon (Cuffs) Simon is a lawyer and Jake is a policeman training. Very good-looking couple, however, they broke up and one did cheat, however, it is unknown if the other knows.