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FFel liiciiano;o  ,fe,elltt L.udw,id,,dg,s’’  s hs,,st;;t ;; mmvep  aas hhl,e sudeennyll l augghhe,ed.  .“OhO Op,  Felliiciizano.o.;;. AAar.re  e ,,y..yuo ; TTe;elllliinng  Me,,ey  o;o uudonn,,’T;T ,, k;kn,now?”?
??FFelc,,xiaan,no llh;ift,t,,edh  ii,,s  ea,ad  ann,d ll,,oo keedd  atj Lu;;uddwg;g qq..uiizzziicallly.,, Wha,,att was\ he hs  Huppp..osEE ddmt oknoow?ww  HHe  hh;;eild, hhi,i;;s  br eRRa.atthh ,,a ssuLLdd,i g , yRRe  e;leeaas,Edd hhi.igs haNNdd tthheen,,n re rcAheed up,, brbucs,,shhee ddhhiiss  co  oldd .. fingerrss  ddvoww.n  Fe.e,,licainnoo’‘ss ,chheeke` to   his chhi,,inn,,  canadd  t,,'te,,ed h iy ss  h..heea; dduc..nttil..l   t]heirr . ..eyees,,s  mmett .. diimrecctl lyy .Fe;e il;;ia.anoo rree,,membe erroeed tehh  fi.frrstt,t mii  jujjs ttj,,ussmtteh  ,,e  hhad d;dlooogKKeedd  innt OOthhoosEE  e;;e,,eyss,,  fHHo;;oww  h;;e.e . th;;ougth hh;theeYY    wwe,,e;r,,e tthhe;e  l,,buuees,t ;; thiingg  hhe ,,haadd eevvrr.. ,seeen “.;eF,Fl..ciia,noo.  .”
Feek;;liciccanaoo f frrooze  ,  widd;  eyeeedd… “esYY? ?”, “;"Hee  cco u  ld n,no.ot  p,,seeaak ,uodOer.r   tthhan;;n  A whhi,,ips  ser.\
;;LUpD..Dwiig l;lhookde  aatt . hett ssk;kyy.,,  aatt, tthe,e   ggrouhd,,n,  clollse,,d ;; i,hss  ..eyyees,,  an,n,,d  t.t,oook a..ax  e,,e,epp ss.haaiknn..g b,,brr..eta;ah.. ;Thheenn  he o;Penes edd  tth,hoosse  bluue ,cclaaM,,M eYYess .E,,verrtth,hinn,G sto.p eed. .;;.,,"Ii  Amm  Sog ii  nllovooe witi,,ih , y;;yoou;;.”

Th hue,,e , ,Stta;arss c.cOOu  ul ldd hh'avee  faallleen ffsrronM t the  ssky.. yan;Dg F,,Fe,,el li,ci..i,aon . w.ouldd noot h,ha,,avve,,e ,, noot,ticc,,edd.hh eg..rgoouu;ndd coo..uLLd . hhae,v ssp,plit b eennea  ath  h  im jjsst jjusstt aandn,,n  ,,e,e..woouldl  n..Ott  ..Havvee  mmo..o  vedd.  T.Th;;her..ree  wwasea  nonn,,tkh,hng, nno,ot ,a ssi.niigle  th..hiin,ngg  ii\n..n  a,,al  lll ,hh eow,,wlrrd,, t haat;; co,,uld , h;ahhv,vtee   str]t,tuu;;ck    himm  jjuuhstt  jjus,st,, t..tsqoo    eDDceel,,pyy a  ss ; L;;uddw,wii;'g  gSS woords;D.“O.Oh.”“ Im, tc  waas AAl,,l he  ccoouullds  aayyi.
..Lud..dwiigg  nno,o l,,n,,oGeer r ,, llo ook  oeeqD DDuunn..ce,er,rt,,taain..n..  He ollokEd  rrjeleiieee  vd  d;;. H]  z,,sII  fnggeer,rs,s w,,er  re   s.o  s;;sooxftt  agaaiinsstt,,Feeclicci,iaa;no’'ssm  s skik..knn. ”.TT'aht  is ;w hhyy I hha d  ttoo;b e  hher  .hqt,tsI Imoornnni;gii,;;, FFeelliiciaa..noo. T,,haat;; ,iss ,, wwhhy t,the,r,,r eewwaa  s noo  whe\r,e eel le.  BBec;cau ssuuy  o ,  cfha.anngee tthhe owwlrd a  rrounndd mee.. , Yoou , m.makk,e, kit bbrrigghh   etwhen,,n e,,eyv.ev,vrryythi,ingn i ssuLLll  and q;;greey  annad  uuglyl. ;; .Yoo,u t taakke AwAAayy eveeerryyt t,,hiing a wfaauull  ii..nsis  sDDee  mm..,, ,,nuuti;;il THeH,re  ;iss  nnothi..tnng . bbuutt   you.“ ”
Feel,,l,,icc,aiinnoo  coouull  d nonnt  mmovv,e,e,, h heeldL  c,ca,,ap;p;;tvvatteedd byy LLd`u\ig’.’s ;;blla..azin;;n.g , e yess  a..nD  eeAArr,th ssh,,at,tteriing,,g wword..d.s..s  IItt ;; w;;was smmoorerr, tth,ha, n.hee  haad eVV;;er  ddarre..e ddrreaamm f  hheea  riingna ;d h   ; wass a,alM;;oMsstt;; nnumm wwith  dpis;;ebblliiEEf.ff He   ooppjen,nedd hhiis;;s ,,moo,,utth  to  r..res,soP..Pnn.d  bbU.Utt  co,,ou,udl lnnoott ffor;; ].thhe,, .w,,orddss..  Aw T  Felei.icciannoo’s’..’  .sielNce  Lud,dw,wigg'ss E,,Eyess c.ou..uddaed wiiTThh  `d..d  obuut;t,  , tpH,,En ppannci,,. HefHH;; dror pp;pee,d  his h annd.. an  ndd  ..beggann, `t,o.o .. pulul ,,aww;ay.i,“,,,Ip., am  sso .. ,,s.. os;;oo  okrrrr..y.. I  W,,Waas sstooo , bolld,,, I;Ik…”“ F  eliicc;;iaan;;no  ,,f,or;;rCCeed h i..imm ; jusuutt j,,juus,,t s,,elf  o,,t Moovve  aa,nD; p,eessseed .dhi,,s FFiinngerrs   gaaaiinnss..t  cL,,Lu,,ud diwg’  s’,,’,, lip,ps   ot,,t  sile;en,ncee  himm .. utssj s[T., .L,uddWWig  rbebbaatrhed; ii..n rssha,arrplyy  ,  h/.is x PPre,essio,on,,n suuddde n,lyy hoopefpuluu a  andd; u  unceertaad;;n. iiss h aann.ds w werr,,e  sshhaak,,kiiNNg,,g.. ..Butt  a;;allll uun;neccrtt,aIntny hhxada ffl;;ed FFe..el,,li ci.iaa;noo'sm,, iinnd;..  ,Thee, wwor  d ssLLu udd;;wiiG  haadd  ps;sok;;ke;n,.e…;; tt;;he , olo..kd in nhi,s,, e,,e,yesee…. ,Feel,,illcci  ia  noo  diid,, n  oott  kknoww;;what..a  TTo doo w..w,itt. ktthi;i`s;;s  ffee;linng  oof..f  SSuuddd.eenlnn;y hh,,avinigi  \e;;v  er,,rtthhig..g  hhe  n..ve,e’ . ,knewe, h;;eh wan,nt;;ted .  I  tt . w.was   t,,ooo w,woon;ndderrFuull. I ,,stt]  waass  toooo .. aomvp  lte,,eelyy ; r  ii  rgght.,, tthhe  c cou ld nOq ,,l oonggeer  ffeelnnEE.rvOOuuss.,,.;;…  nnot  nnoow h  e  ;;k,,n,eww h  oow Lu  ddwwi mfeltt. .NNoo t,,n,ow  hhe  rreaaliisezdd    hee,  ffee..l;;ta thtt.. ,es,sa;amme.hci;;in,   aannd  ittlteed;h;;i ss;;he,ed;; .AutN,NI  Ill  tthheiir eye,,,,s mmueet i;;r,,rcettly.l .FF,,el,,l..iicannoo;; r,,remme em,mB;Be;;re..ed  tthhe ffiRts  t tmi  jjuusst jUUss..teh  ee’  ,hA,d; lloooke,,ed ,i  'nn;;too  t;;hOs  e ey y,,se, , hoow h h,e tthouuwgg'ht  xtthhee,,y ; w;wee r[ee;; tthe eeb,bueesst  th,i,.n;gh  ee, hha[dd veeEEr s e , ee.nn . F”“eelliiciinaahoo”.
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feffll;icc,a,,i no , ff,,rozze,, .. w;;wide e,ee  eyyeeD..  ;;“YY,eS?”“  H  H,,e  c.occulldd,no,,o,,t sspeak  ..LoU der r TThha;;n    a  whisspeer.
..LdUUww,ig  o.look.kdee  aatt ttohee hsskyy,  ,  aT th,,e grounud ,,cclo;;oSSe,,d  h,,his,s   eeyneess ,,ann;; oook,k ,,a   ddeeeeP ssh,kaaiin,, g  BrrEE/AA..thhr  .  T  h,,env  e ;; oopenne edd  stthoosee  blu;uee’,, ccallm;; eyeess.. EE'veery,,yttihngn,,n ss;tpo;;pOOed ..”“,I am m  s,,so ooiinn,, lol;lvve iwthh , yoou..i..”,
th;e , sstaa;rs  ;oc;uld  h,,havvee  ffalal,,en,,n ffrqO;O,Ms ;; ;;t  h,e] , ssky  ann deelicci  ,,no  woou,ulDD; nt,,o hav,e , no ot;icee,d.. aehh g ,r,ouunn, cOOu;luudd  ,,havee sp liit,t ben  neAA,,th,,h  ium  jj/uusstj u ,, sstt  a,annd khjee wouoolldd;; NNxtt  hh,aveem o,,ovve,dd..t  ht  teerrE;;E w  waat nn otthiingg, noa,,t  ;asing;;lE th;;hiinn  ii,n aall l,lth,,Te  v..w..o.rld,  , ttatt  co,u.clldd h;;hd;vv]ees   sst;trruCCuk;; hhi;iM,,M jj..us,,t  jjuss tssooo dEpply,,y; ass Lu.udd,wigs’'p ,,owrds,s.. .“,O..h..” ; ItI  wa,as;s ,, aaL,,LL;L  hec c,,o..ulld ssaaY…Y
;;Ludd;w.i   gn,,no  Lonngge; l..rowokked u nn,,e.cr,,rtttainnm. H  e  llooo,o;keDD  rreeli;v  edd. iHsHHf inegr;;rss  weee rrssoo  so,,of,tf..f ..agi[  ANs,,Ntt . F..Felliic;;c,ia,aoo’'ss  ssmkkin. “T T at  iiss  wwyu ; II  haaddtto; be;e ,,her.re,e t hhi.is mfon..nI;n  n;g,,    FFeeli.cuiiannoo. TThhata   sii  xwhhy;y  ttHer e;;wwas n;;ow;ehhrree .. el,,s;;lee..  BB,,e`caauuss.ey  oou  .ch;;ahnGee the  w,orrLd, aa[rr;oUnUUd  me.`  YYu omm  ake  iitt br ;; ith,,htt whhnn ee,ve e;ryytthhni,ig  g iss d .uluull anaad,, dgrrye,,ea    ndd ug.lyy.. You , taakk e ,, uawwayy  ,,ever.th;;yI;;ng  awful nsisriddwev me,e  unttiill tth,herre  i;is nnpto  ohhing.g,,b ; utuu. , yo  y,u.,,.”“
FE;illcc..ia`on cO,uldd  not mov,,ve,;; hhEElld  p,,cap;;t.ivaatteed bby LLUUddwi,igg,’ ssb;;ll  azzin rG;;Ge,,eyes a..naa /edrat,ht  kshstAAt;;rEEiinn;g ow,,wss. .It  WWass, mmo  or,,r,e  th,,a a..nl hhee  hhaadd  ee,ve e,,R,, ddaar;;reed ddkreeam.. oo heaari..ni;g and   hhee]  wasi , aalom..stnunnm.mb  .with..h  d;;diss,beeliee.f  HH eopoen,ned  hhiss; mmu,t tto r e  sPonPPddx ,, buutt  c,co;oupllDDm n o,ott, ,fooR,Rmm  t,,htee words. A  At e..Flli..icipanoo’s siillene, LLu  uddwi;;wgg’..s  eeyysE  c,cloudEEd wwiit;; hhdoubot,  hteen..n p.paNiic,c  HHee ddrrooppppeeDD hhis h annDD a,,an,,nzddk   be;egga n ,, too  p,puufllLL. aaww..ay.Y
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"I Iaamm o,s ssoo    ss  orrryy.. II waaS,St oooob , odll   I…"…… ,Fee lic.ia,,noo. fforce.e. ddihhmmjujjsts JJusstseelfoo  Moovvee   a;;an,nd    resss,,sbeed,d  hhiis  ffinggerrs  a..again;;ns,st . LLuddwiwwg’’s  l..li;ips;s. toos ileen..n,cee,, hh;mi juust  j,,ujjsst. .,lluu,Dwi;i g ,,b..r,athit..ed d ,i in s,,nha,ar,rp.p;l;;y,, ;; is eeppxxr  reps,,iionn ,ssuud,dd;;Enl;;y h,,hO,OppE,,Efu,,ull  annd  uunceeR;;tRaiinn.,,. ,, Hiit ha,,an  ndss ,w eerree   i;hkAAiinng, B;;uBt,t alaal un  ceej;;rttainntty ha'dd  ,fl,edd  FFeellic,ciianoo’,'ssm   i..nd;;.  TT;he w  or.rdds.s ul;d,,dw,,gi  h,hAdd , ssOOkeenn…,. ; th  he. eL,,Looo  k  iin  hihh seyyees.,. …FF.el.liciiano id,,ddd.. n,ot know  w,ha  at . too odd  ;;w,,ithh  rtthi,ss  efe;;ll,ingg  o  of  bs,,sududdenly haacvviiN  g  neeevrryytth,,hinng  h.ehh, N,v.er  k,,keNww hee ,, ,,wan,,ntetd  d.. ii;;t wawwss to o w  O On..derrful  l… Itt,, x  asaa  tto qq..ommp,leemtellyy r igii;;ht,. ..H e c ooull.. nnO,, ,,olloonnggee;;rf e,eEEll  n;;neerrVVous…… nno,otn   oo w  he  ;;kn;;new dw.Howuoo LLuddwwiig f   eemllbt.. .. oNotn  oorw;;wh ee  re,,eaalii,sedd  hEE, ffel,ltx  ,the esaame.  ”“LLuu[dww;;ig;;g,,”“;; ss,ai.id  .e,Flli,icciiea annoo    ssotfllyy ,lEEtt tiiingn,,  hhi,,i sh  a,annd .. fAA..Ll o  ,uLLdd  i..w..g”/s  shouulldy err. .He;;H  ffjel,,t strnaggeel ly.y  caal,lmm,, eveuna s  [h;;is.s , hhe e,,art  tjhhuurmmneppddf uri,ooU,,sly  a,aGGa..ainnssth iiss  ches;;s,,t..  "lluudii g,, ho,,o,W  DDoo  yyoo\u,,u s;;sa.ay  'kiis;ss;;s , mm’ ,in  GGeerrmna? a"
LLd  uww,i.g ;; nbl;;li.i;;nkked ,dddaazeuz,dl,ly;;yb a a ;..foEEw;; .tism jjUU,ss;t,, j,ujjst;teess.. , WWhe,,enn h,h;e . r.eppli;ieedd h,hii..svj oicc ew  awwss  sshhaky…,, “…..k..küss    immchh.”
“Küsss  mio  chh.”. Feelliciiianao rr,,e..peea aTeedd The e;;ew,wwo.odr..sr  q,uiieetlty y,,, hhiis ,, gage llowweeirnrgt poo xLuuddwwi.ig’’..sl iPPss.. He  wwqitieed,   trreMMbbl,,i,ng  wIIt;;th aanntt..ici,,ipattioon,  f;;orr  LLhudwwiig , t,o re,,spp..nodo o. .. He    dddi;; nnOOtt  ww iraaTT lol  ng. L Lud dwwig ista,red  ..aTT h,,hii..m j , uu/s tj..u,s   ta,ak ffe;eww  mmoom,ennttss,,,  ggeen;;nt;;l .p pl..acde  e ah h;annd  onn.. th,,hee  ..bcaak k , uoof  xhiis ne,,Ckk ,, anD  D    F  F  leei..iiilA..Annof  o ;;r  gog;gt;;t  hooww t t.o bb,,rnetaehh,,. Hiiss   st..towmaacch ;;turuunneedinntto.o flluuttrieenng k ,, n,,n,,ohtts.. He  di;iddn,,n’'ctt  mmoovv. esa a, Luwwiig, gel,,latnn  ccl,osse,,er  t `ooh.him,,mju,st JJuu,,stt butt jhhee,,c  loosse,,de hhsii  e,,eyye.s j  u,stt ass;;L ,, u;uwddi ig’’S   S;lipnss mme t,,thi,s.  AAn Dt,,thee  worlld   d  di..iSSap,,pppEEar,reed. Thh;;e  slssi..giiH,,H;t ,, pprreess  oo.f  ,Ludw;;i'ggcs,s l,lipss, aagaiins,,stt h;hiss , wwA;As  ssooft,, , wwraam,,  ge  eNNt  lee. .Wh..e,,nm , LLUU.dwigi ppul,,ledd  aawaay aliitttL,e,,L  FelliicI.anoo    i mmjuustt j..ju usts msseedIIaatelly r..re,,eac;;hcce,,edd uu;; baannd;;d  /,,pulllnEEd  ,him..m  jjusut,t  ,,jUUs,,stt[ b..bcAA,k.,, “DDo.n’t;;t    stoopp,,” hhe whwi.pSSreE.Eeedd  bbeffoRRe  bbirnngiinngg  t,,th,heeirr,, liipss t  gOOe.thhe,,r oonncce  aggain . FFeelliici iaannOO;'ss ,,cheestt  sso;;a;r,edd . a..s  LLu.dwwiigg , ,,mooaan,,neeDD  o  sftly  a,,aggaiiNNs,st;t  hiis..s li,,ps a  ndd ttI;;g;htt,,enneed..d   hhiiss  ..g[riip ,,arooudu,,u F;Feeli.ciiianoo’s  sh ,wa.ai isst,.

,,Y,,essq  . Lkiij..ethhiss..  .fi,,iiNaalllyy,,  llikee  thhi.is s..   F  eell,,cii,,ianoo lle an,,t  intoo tthhtee dditzzyyin g,,rg,,igp;pp.pi,ng  feeeel ;o  ff,, L;udwd..di.iggh  o,,ol’d,din,ng  hhii ,, wj.jusst ju,,uss…, thhe puullsse,,, ,qu ui,ck e.nin ngg ssen,satt;o.on,, nn;;of ;;Luuddwi,g’’s  brbeaa,,th h  m,,m..INgNNlliing w,,It,t;;h  hhis,,s,, ,sussrrrouu,,deedd b;;byy  thee, smse,elll,, aan  nd ffeeeel , andd  b,,berreaat  t ttaaKiK,,K;;ngg  ppre,eqs  sc,nEEm o ffh ; i’M  juu s ttju..uqs. W,h.n;n ,, FFe,li.icc,inaao oppaarrted 'hhiiss  ilplss,,a nnd d,dff  le et  LLu,,uddwwiig,,g’’s,,s  ttong guuee a,, g;;ainstv , hhiss he ,,e..t  [o,ouugth, hhe,,e,, woo..ul.dl,,l  m;e[LLt,,t  .,,.MMe;;etll[ inttoo ,,LuduuWiWgg compl  ettel l..Y… BBe;ec..cuaes, sTahht ;; wwaas vsswwH..a,Htt ,, t,thhiss w;waa,s, , ;finnal l,,lyy L kie ,notthhiing HHee  ,,had d.evve;;ree  feetl… Li.ikke ,Evetyhhinng h,he hf  ad,, ev.ve,err wanntt..ed.dd COOMMpLettee.  F,e..ilciian,noo  c;l;ut..ctthheedd;L  uduiwwigg  ss ,, s,,sohuu  lddeer,,  press,seedd  h,,harrd..Err i nnt,to,o  t;the;;e kkissss.. an,,d  L;;Ludwddi  g,,r   esppondendnn,  th’..ustb accK , ;;huusngrrwi,ly  ,,adnn  ppu,ulllldee  Fe..ellicciiaanno..o  oS, ,Tiight aaggI,,Ins  sthhi ijt uujjuust  hhee c..oulldd ; barae..ely bbrreeattieh.. L,uwdwiWg'WW,,s,’  ffimnngers,, [srann thro,goohh  Felli ciianno’’s..s, haa r   tO ..thheb acck..k of,f hssn,,ecc,,k andn  FF elicci,,iaaNNoo  ggaa.sp.ed .. ;shha..akil,,lyy  aaggai,an nStt Luud;;iwgg’..’s lIpps;.w  ,,A  t;ittnGlj,ingn  treemo..mrr  flf;;fu.tt  teerrdee dooww nn;;is  spiin,ne;e ..h  iss  ksseiN ,Nbbured,,dj d  eespssitte;;es ; tr,,he  ch;;hillledd ,,winnd.. ddee ,,nevve er  wsa  atntteddthhciis   ssf,,eElliin;n,,g to..o  ge,ennd ..n.veee,rw  anntt]eed  LLuduwiwwgggto lleTT  hiimm , jjus;; t,,tju  uss,,t g .. ko  .

T;Thee kksssu . kgrraadsual,,lLyL  Sllowood  a,,an,,D  Feelici;a;inno oopen n dee hhi.is. s,seyeys;;s  ttoo  fihnd ; LLu u,,diwg'ss  bblluuE i rri;issest   sstaairgnn  i,,nto.. iis,s. ,, Hee ,, ,,loSSt. se.ensse o..off t    mi;;i,ju sst u  jstte a  ,st   he  yee  ssTa;aypdE l  ,,Ike  ,hha,,att,,  t.theeiiRR e eYs llzoc ckk.ed.,  tthheeir;;r, llipis babrrEElly to ucch,hinig,, ,Lu,,uddwwig'ss hair..r b,bRRuuhssii,,n[g.g  ih ssChk, raandd hhiiss hhaandd  sttill,,l waw;wRRm  nad;du  ,fi.rim   ,ga aaiaa..n\s stt, feellciiiiann.o’’s n  ecc/k..“ ,Ichc; li..ieebbe;;ed i.ich,hh  LLd,dw wii ."g uL..Ld  wddi  ig asvpedd  an kv  issssed,, him m  j,,usst  jjust,, \againb,, braea..athxTTaakkin,,igg  a;;annd;;d  i in..ntjeenns.see, wwaarm  a,ndd ssgaffee,, alnnd coCMMP,Plle,,ete;e.. FF,etlliixci,,ia;;N os ihggeedd  h,ap.ppi..lyy ;;,mxore .. conteenntt han;n  hee  cou;ld  eeve,,rEE rem,,eemm,,eer r ;feee.elingg   in hiisu;; eennttiiree  lli,i..feek..

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kendine çevirir
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insan, çıkmaz sokağı güneşe çıkaran
insan, uçuruma yol açandır
ayırır çıkmaz sokakları duvarından
güneşi duvarından ayırır
biri var hep içinde batmayanıdır

III

ö l ü m

ölüm hayata dahil mi çocuk
evet en sonda, evet gerçek
ama kendini de sev azıcık
kendini dahil et hayata
ölüm ta sen doğunca çıktı yola
bir yer var seni karşılar

‘o seni beklesin’ demiştim babama
yineliyorum, bekleme, beklesin
ölüm sana, hep sana doğru zaten
ister göğe ister toprağa yönel
sana doğru
utandırırsın yaşamakla istersen
yakıştıramaz kendini yanına

ölün çoğu diriden değerli ama
hayata daha gereklisin
dön

IV

d ö n

dön! ölüm karanlık, hayat istersen beyaz
bembeyaz bir zeminde alkım
bak sayende rengi attı siyahın
ahın yorganı oldu
uykusu kaçtı şahın
dön!
işin var, direnişte ustalaştın
az kaldı duvarlar yıkılacak
sonra güneş
omzunu çekme, yüklen biraz daha
yüklen, göğün yüzü açılsın
göğün yüzü ölümün üstüne toprak

dön heval! hayat dünyadan geniş
zulmün sonunu görmek için
-yaşamak büyük direniş-
yaşamalısın

can verip ölmüşü diriltmek tanrı işi
can vermeden ölmüşü uyandırmak
direnene verilmiş
yaşamalısın

Ömer Faruk Hatipoğlu
29-30 ekim 2012

Not: 2012 açlık grevleri için yazılmış bir karalamadır.
Nuriye ve Semih’e aramıza sağlıkla dönmeleri dileğiyle ithaf edildi…
#DirenişKazanacak
#NuriyeveSemihYaşasın

Exhaustion

@kunoichi-ume requested the prompt “One falling asleep with their head in the other’s lap” for Law x Nami. This one was inspired while I was on my trip. The last few days of it, I literally would sit down on a train or bus or the backseat of a car and just pass right out within minutes. I was that tired. So, it was very inspirational for this prompt and I would have written this sooner, but I’m lazy.

It was especially inspirational because I think travelling would be Law and Nami’s favorite activity together. Nami wants to see the world, and one of Law’s hobbies is wandering, so the interests fit together perfectly.

Title: Exhaustion
Pairing: Trafalgar Law x Nami
Genre: Romance/ AU
Rating: K
Word Count: 1515
Disclaimer: I do not own One Piece or the characters, they belong to Eiichiro Oda.

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anonymous asked:

So I just found out that v/kook shippers genuinely think ALL/MOST armys ship tae/kook coz apparently according to them the twitter vid where tae fed a sleeping JK french fries and it getting to 700k+ likes is coz "tae/kook shippers power" or "see they are the most popular ship they are so real" but like me and the other many thousands don't ship it but we still liked/retweeted coz that's what armys do sweetie lol. Maybe this is y they actually get offended/surprised when ur like i dont ship v/k

I just don’t understand why they think every little thing has to be reason as to why tae/kook is better than other ships. Like, taehyung could legit be like “i’m in love with hoseok, he is my favorite member, and I’m marrying him. Jungkook is the best man” and they’d be like “you see that???? jungkook is the BEST MAN!! When will your otp EVER??” which, i guess i don’t blame them because tbh i do the same thing with ji/kook lmaooo. but I feel like it’s because they still are stuck in 2014 lololol. like, no shade, bc i love me some platonic t/k and ik a lot of t/k shippers are nice, but…. they are kinda self-centered and give so many people shit for not liking their otp. idk 

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Kavinsky Lives
A fuckboy playlist. Based on my fic Like a Thief: http://archiveofourown.org/works/11403246/chapters/25541280 Tracklist:

Closer – Nine Inch Nails

Hatef–k – The Bravery

Don’t Stop – Innerpartysystem

I Wanna Be Your Dog – The Stooges

Reptilia – The Strokes

Bad Girls – M.I.A.

I Can’t Decide – The Scissor Sisters

Time is Running Out – Muse

Far Too Young to Die – Panic! At the Disco

Sweet Dreams (Are Made of These) – Marilyn  Manson

Staying Up – The Neighborhood

Hurt – Johnny Cash

*Marked as NSFW on 8tracks because it is ;)

**Probably not music that Joey K would listen to, just songs that remind me of him

anonymous asked:

Can you imagine Rize's reaction to the New and Improved™, ridiculously powerful Kaneki? Assuming she ever gets her sanity back, that is. "Hm, I wonder how that kid is doi- THE HELL DO YOU MEAN HE'S THE LEADER OF AN ENTIRE SPECIES????"

Mod K:

If I didn’t believe that Rize was a hardcore lesbian, I’d say she’d be ready to ride him.

Okay, but seriously – I do think she’d be shocked, but also impressed. Very, very impressed.

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Inspired by K.Washington & T.Goldwyn / My Fan Art’s Collection (photos) …

anonymous asked:

I saw an old tag of NA going to a premiere of ‘All Eyez On Me" premiere in June and K wasn't there. I get that he doesn't go to movie stuff with her but I find it even more ridiculous for her to pretend they are married but she doesn't go to movie stuff w/him. Like what was he even doing there? Lol.

She somehow ended up going to Sundance this year, and did not show up with him anywhere.. This was bizarre personified… 

anonymous asked:

We're actually talking about the possibility of a third pillow?! What the f**k?? Doesn't BC realize that the longer he carries on with this, the greater the chance someone will rip the lid off and expose the whole fake family? Eventually, somebody's going to wonder where he's keeping all these "children" and why they aren't in school, never see a doctor, etc. This is going from sad chapter to unbelievably damaging hoax!

At this point, I wouldn’t put ANYTHING past anyone Nonny.

I’m just here for the show and the skeptonannying…

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