by forever i mean 2 days

Ginger apparently works for nausea??? I mean I’ve been told forever but I finally just now tried chewing on raw ginger and 2 minutes later it’s like night and day. 

I sliced it up, put a little salt on it, chewed and then ate it. It’s not 100% pleasant, but it could be worse.

Idk if this is partially a placebo effect or what, but I don’t even care at this point. I feel so much better.

I want Youngjae to be healthy. I want him to smile all day and laugh forever. I want him to be energetic and well. I just want to stop hearing that he is, again, hurting, therefore having to be told to rest when his back could have been more damaged by now. I do not want him to come back until he is fully ready this time. And this time, I mean fully ready! Not when others think he is, or when he himself thinks he is, I want to see the doctor telling him that he can go back to dancing now and standing for a long day. I just want him to healthy ♡

Elevator Music: Everywhere

Wednesday’s are like every other day, because it’s not just Wednesday’s that you make out with Jaehyun anymore. But, of course, that bliss can’t last forever. Or could it?

Part 1 | Part 2 |

this didn’t go the way i planned, but oddly i… like it?? so. you know. enjoy?

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Bts Reaction to Their S/o Tattooing Their Lyrics!

Seokjin would be a little cautious of whether you would regret your tattoo in a couple years and that worried him a little but that didn’t stop him from giving you a peck while hugging you tight with whispers of thanks.

“I want to dream more” -Awake

Originally posted by myloveseokjin

Yoongi would be flattered and vow to you to make more lyrics that inspire you enough to want to permanently have them with you. He would maybe even be inspired in that moment and let you snuggle into him on his lap while he wrote.

“Those days with you, those moments are now in memories”-First Love

Originally posted by kthmyg

Hoseok wouldn’t even think for a second about you regretting it, he would be too flattered for words. Tears would fall down his cheeks and small screams would escape his lips as he pulled you into a huge hug. 

“I shout for a miracle in this reality”-Boy Meets Evil 

Originally posted by jhope-shi

Namjoon would be worried and want to have a conversation with you before reacting as he wold want you to be 100% decided that you wanted the lyrics forever but once you assured him he would smile hugely and thanking you multiple times with kisses.

“I am all of my joy and anxiety”-Reflection

Originally posted by kths

Jimin would be so happy, he would break down crying the second he saw your new tattoo. He is an insecure person so knowing that his lyrics had so much meaning to you would help him see how much you love him. 

“Hoping for more good days”- 2, 3

Originally posted by daeguboy

Taehyung would freak out, giggling, screaming and even dancing for joy while singing the lyrics aloud as well as he could. He would drag you to the members to show your new symbol of love to them.

“Within a complicated world without an exit”-Lost

Originally posted by cmtae

Jungkook would be in awe of your new tattoo, staring at it intently with an adorable little smile on his face. He would look up at you, breaking his gaze with the lyrics he wrote with hopeful eyes, “We should get a couple one sometime”

“someone who only exists in novels”-Miss Right

Originally posted by jungkookfortunekookies

A request from an Anon :)

I’m having a nice night, what about you guys? 

-Aylee <3

subtitle the bird

he said, you are a mouette.
i said, a what?
he said, you are a seagull.

I said, no.
i am the sea.
i am asea.

mid day asahi,
at a restaurant with my
Yellow-eyed Susan
and a passing train.

i wanted to cry.
i mean, i want to cry.
instead, i watch a mynah bird speak japanese.
and i learn that in the future,
humans will live forever by
morphing with squid.

every night.
every single night
he asks me,
what time do you want to eat dinner?
on this night
i said, 6:43!

i am very whimsical.

gigi-tastic  asked:

It's past our birthdays but I wanted to know if the birthday unending accepts the dead? If so might my mother, grandmother, and I join? They were both taken long before their time. i carry on burning bright for them to see me from the next world. My grandmother was born at home,the doctor did not come until the next day. He put that day as her birth so she gets 2 birthdays. My birthday is the day before her first, my mothers 3 days after. We are entwined forever and I cannot come alone.





Get used to it.
  • A statement I continually need to make ever since the layoffs last year. I am constantly asked when a specific project is going to be completed, and my answer is either I don’t know yet, or weeks after they’d like it done, so get used to it. Less People + way more work = not getting it when you used to, and I am not gonna kill myself over this shit any more either.
  • I am pretty sure I was the only Mexican blasting Ministry as they drove to the Wells Fargo ATM right now. Almost certain of it.
  • Accidental follows make me giggle, you’re like whoops didn’t mean to press the follow button on you. No worries.
  • 4 credit scenes for Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2? Sounds good to me. Hey, that’s in 2 weeks!
  • I really don’t have much to complain about. I mean sure, I could be a forever alone guy, but I won’t, and can’t. I will bitch about people that drive like cunts though, because fuck you.
  • I’ve gotten far enough into ME: Andromeda that all i want to do is play it. I could have easily stayed up all night looking to take down the Archon, but alas, I have to get some sleep and get up for work. Meh.
  • I need a day off soon. I need to make this happen.

Okay, bye.

Masterlist (N-Z) + Stories.

Neymar Jr

Nuri Şahin

Olivier Giroud

Oscar Emboaba

Paulo Dybala

Per Mertesacker

Philippe Coutinho

Rafinha Alcântara

Raphaël Varane

Robert Lewandowski

Roman Bürki

Ruben Loftus-Cheek

Sebastian Giovinco

Sergi Roberto

Sergio Agüero

Sergio Ramos

Sven Bender

Thiago Alcântara

Thiago Silva

Thibaut Courtois

Thorgan Hazard

Toni Kroos

Viktor Fischer

Wojciech Szczesny

Xabi Alonso

Zlatan Ibrahimovic


Fix You


Masterlist (A-I)

Masterlist (J-M)

When Stiles logs on to Facebook the day after Christmas the year he graduated from college he doesn’t feel disappointed because he and Derek had just started dating, and he’s happy for his college roommate and his new fiancé.

When he logged on two years later he felt a twinge in his stomach when he saw Scott and Kira’s smiling faced, a nice ring between them. But he tried to not be disappointed, he and Derek had only been dating for 2 years now

Two years after that he almost threw his laptop when he saw that Isaac fucking Lahey was engaged the day after Christmas. And so was Lydia. And Danny. And it’s been 4 years now, shouldn’t he or Derek have proposed already?

The next year he breaks down and says something.

“You mean… you wanted me to propose on Christmas?” Derek asks, sounding confused “You always whine about ‘engagement season’ so I thought you wouldn’t want that.”

“Of course I want it! I want you! I want you forever and I don’t care if it’s on Christmas or a random Tuesday in April, I just,” Stiles pauses and takes a deep breath, “it’s been five years Der, I just want you.”

Then Derek smiles and steps forward, his hands on Stiles hips, “That sounded an awful lot like a proposal, do you have a ring to back it up?”

“No,” Stiles says, his breath ghosting over Derek’s lips.

“Good thing I do,” Derek says, pulling two silver rings out of his pocket and handing one to Stiles.

“Are you saying yes?”

“Of course I am,” Derek says before he kisses Stiles. It’s a long hard kiss on the mouth and when they break apart to put the rings on they’re both all smiles.

Their engagement post on Facebook gets 457 likes, not that anyone is counting.

Heyyy~~ There’s no time left until school starts, so I decided to share with you some of the basic things that really help me personally be an A+ student. Hope it helps 1. Prepare
•get a nice stationery.
And “nice” doesn’t necessarily mean “expensive”! Just buy something you really like, what gonna motivate you to take notes ( you can also DIY it if you into that!).
• whenever/ wherever you study-wear comfy clothes.
The truth is - school isn’t a runway, you can not focus on studying if you only thinking about when you’ll take off your heels.
2. Never (!) skip classes.
I hope you don’t but I know many people who do that. Even if you’re tired, school day doesn’t last forever,righ? So stay strong and determined.
3. Take notes.
Very obvious but so important. Write down everything your teacher writes on board and also what he says and you didn’t know. And don’t forget to review your notes time to time: I like rewriting it and using color coding- find what works for you and stick to it.
4. Homework.
No no NO excuses here!! I have never gone to school without my homework done. It is very important and helpful to get all the material.
5. Ask for help.
If you don’t get something- don’t just “let it be”. Go to you teacher, parents, friends- and ask to explain you, It’s absolutely fine! Or you can also do your own research using Internet or books.
6. You should get a planner ( if your school doesn’t offer you one) to write down your schedule/ homework/ helpful information. Bullet journey works nice as well.
7. Have fun! Just go easy with that. Take breaks and don’t forget to do what you enjoy, or you will end up depressed and with no motivation for work.

Xoxo, Angie <3

Tag Games

Not sure how it’s supposed to work but I got tagged by the awesome @lynyrdwrites in this thingy:

“ ❤❤Say something nice about your top three tumblr crushes and be sure to tag them so they can keep the game going and make everyone feel the love! ❤❤”

So here it goes:

1) @austennerdita2533 - I will be forever thankful for the day I commented on one of Ashlee’s fics and we started talking! She’s an amazing friend, a bright positive soul and a kickass writer (for SO. MANY. FANDOMS 🙌) whose drabbles NEVER fail to bring me to tears - from laughter or feels, it could go either way, haha! Also, she’s incredibly open-minded (and nice!) which makes her blog a safe place to discuss almost anything you want :)

2) @howeverlongs - Paula is such a beautiful person, inside and out! I mean, she’s also evil but she’s so talented that I feel inclined to forgive her <3 Like, her edits are so gorgeous and original, they never fail to AMAZE me! Also, she switches to Spanish whether she’s angry and I find that adorable 💕

3) @acotarshipweek - so we don’t know each other that well but duh, is that blog my tumblr crush! So I just want to thank you for providing us with all the acotar/acomaf goodness and organizing all the ship week events! This fandom is so lucky to have you 🙌

2015 Camren Analysis Part 2: Complete Analysis So Far

||31Jan2015|| OK guys, it’s go time. (I will edit as they continue to post, so if you’re interested, stay updated on this blog)

So, what I’ve gathered from Lauren so far is that she still isn’t willing to take things to the next level with Camila/go public with their relationship. Her level of discomfort with that whole notion is at the point where she seems to be willing to end things with Camila (which is really fucking heart-breaking and unfortunate). She posted this mid-day on 30jan2015:

It’s gotten to the point where Lauren is willing to throw 2 and a half years with Camila because she’s so apprehensive to come out with their relationship. I understand why she doesn’t want to do it for a couple of (possible)  reasons. 1: when she decides to go solo (let’s face it, Fifth Harmony isn’t going to be Fifth Harmony forever) she doesn’t want to pigeon hole herself as the non hetero female artist (sort of like those actors who get classified as character actors; Google it if you don’t know what that means). 2: she is legitimately undergoing an internal struggle with her own sexuality and isn’t ready to accept that she may not be 100% straight. Or 3: (and i reallyyyy fucking hate to say this) maybe she thinks she has genuinely outgrown Camila. I say that because she posted this (around midnight):

In my 100% honest opinion, I think it was fucked up of her to post this, because she was basically telling the world that she thinks Camila is emotionally immature. It would have been more tactful to say all of this to each other in person, not passive aggressively on Tumblr. Cuz at the end of the day, she is equally immature because she’s doing the same thing that Camila is doing.

She also reblogged a quote pretty much saying that she wants Camila to talk to her because she’s getting sick of the silence between the two (Camila just reblogged a quote talking about ignoring her, so it does line up). So there is a glimmer of hope that these two will cut the bullshit and passive aggression and actually talk about the issues they have with each other. Lauren seems to play the role os a hard-ass in this whole ordeal, but at the end of the day, she truly does miss her connection with Camila and wants to talk. This is what Lauren posted earlier on Jan. 30:


And on Camila’s part….well first of all, she reblogged this for about the 3rd time:

So Camila is clearly still hurt about Lauren’s unwillingness to compromise. I understand Camila’s point of view as well. Because think about it, hiding a relationship for over 2 years has to be fucking exhausting. That shit would get old real quick, especially when so many people already know about it anyway. They can’t keep up the charade of Camren only being a “lovely, divine friendship” (Camila’s own words) forever. She is also hurt because over the years, she has probably told Lauren her inner most thoughts secrets (which contributed to their closeness) and she probably feels betrayed that after all they’ve been through, Lauren still isn’t cooperating with her. She may also feel that even if they’re just on a friendship level, Lauren would be more understanding of her point of view. She posted this:

It also seems as if Camila wants to draw attention to her Tumblr, which makes me believe that their main argument is about them coming out. She posted this:

This next post mirrors Lauren’s previous post (so they’re obviously talking to each other):

I honestly thought Camila was ready to call it quits when she posted this:

She also posted this for the second time in a week:

But I think they are both still hopeful (as well as me) that they can work something out. It will only work though if they meet each other in the middle. It seems as if Camila realizes that relationships (especially one as high profile as theirs) aren’t always going to be perfect or easy, but if you’re willing to work on them, they can end up happily. She posted this:

Camila also addresses why she has been giving Lauren the cold shoulder in this post:

This was Lauren’s reaction to Camila ignoring her:

Camila then went on to post various quotes saying that she wants lay with and talk to Lauren (probably to relax the tension between them and hopefully make up). We all know that Lauren can be head strong at times but hopefully she’ll be receptive to what Camila’s saying and call a truce. Camila posted these:

Also, Lauren posted this on Instagram earlier :

You can tell that this is weighing heavily on their hearts and minds because Camila posted this:

Whoo! lol it took alot of work and time putting this all together. But to sum it all up, Lauren and Camila really just need to be mature and talk to each other personally about this. I think it would be beneficial to have a mediator help them work through their issues because they can’t seem to find a resolution. It would seriously be a shame for them to throw everything away over a temporary impasse.

Also, I think it’s important for them to realize that if they let this issue get too out of hand, it could negatively affect their band mates, family, friends, and fans. Let’s be honest, the main reason they have fans is because we enjoy seeing the chemistry and positive energy between Fifth Harmony. We’re not idiots. We will definitely be able to pick up on any tension or negative energy within the group during any of their interviews, live performances, etc. and it will get awkward and uncomfortable. Something like this could easily lead down a road to destruction for the girls if they don’t get it under control.

It even seems like Ally (the mother of the group) may also be getting involved in their problem. Ally posted this:

This is the wrong time to allow something as silly as relationship drama to destroy everything Camren/Fifth Harmony has worked for. Their best bet at the moment is to seek an outside opinion of someone they trust and to take a small break from each other until they both cool off. Maybe taking a step back will give them the clarity that they so desperately need. BUT, you also have to take into consideration that they are both young and they will continue to make mistakes (which is a huge factor in this whole thing). Lauren’s stubbornness and Camila’s persistence is only going to create a rift between them and they both should just chill out for a moment, step back, realize what’s actually important to them, and continue to be the beautiful, intelligent, passionate women that they are. I honestly feel like this will blow over if they both just have a little patience and faith in each other. We all want nothing more than for them to be happy.

I said it before and I’ll say it again: 2015 is going to be the year that makes or breaks Camren (if they don’t get their heads out of their asses).  I say this because they’ve moved pass the phase of attraction and lust and they seem to be taking their relationship more seriously this year.

(I apologize if this is incomprehensible, but I’m tired as fuck)

Again, thanks for reading! Love you all! <3

**I will continue to make edits once more information is available and when I get some rest, so stay tuned!**

Love you ssweet-dispositionn and waakeme-up <3

anonymous asked:

What's your favorite quote?

This is so hard considering I literally have 200+ notes in my phone of quotes, but I’ll go through and pick some faves :)

“If you only walk on sunny days you’ll never reach your destination.”

“Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, an hour, a day, or even a year. But eventually it will subside, and something else will take its place. If I quit however, it will last forever.“

“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.”

“Your body is made of the same elements that lionesses are built from. Three quarters of you is the same kind of water that beats rocks to rubble, wears stones away. Your DNA translates into the same twenty amino acids that wolf genes code for. When you look in the mirror and feel weak, remember, the air you breathe in fuels forest fires capable of destroying everything they touch. On the days you feel ugly, remember: diamonds are only carbon. You are so much more.”

“I believe in the gift of pain. I believe that loss deepens us. I am grateful for God’s graciousness toward me that he would teach me these things. As much as I hate to admit it, I’ve found a new gratitude, & it’s gratitude for the way God has redeemed darkness & pain, for the way he brings something beautiful out of something horrible.”

“It’s amazing how you can get so far from where you had planned, and yet find it was exactly where you needed to be.”

“You can’t be brave if you’ve only had wonderful things happen to you.”

“Live in such a way that if someone spoke badly of you no one would believe it.”

“Effort won’t betray you.”

“Everything you are going through is preparing you for everything you asked for.”

“If there was never change, there would be no butterflies.”

“Go as long as you can go … then take another step.”

(I just started crying because these touch me so deeply lol)

“Sometimes life will test you but remember this: When you walk up a mountain, your legs get stronger.”

“My current situation is not my final destination.”

“Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know.”

“Jesus replied, ‘You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.’”

“I stopped looking for the light. Decided to become it instead.”

“I just hope 
I’ve touched places 
further and deeper, 
past places 
any hands could ever reach.”

“This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a shitty year. Things will change: you won’t feel this way forever. And anyway, sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most. I believe you can’t feel real joy unless you’ve felt heartache. You can’t have a sense of victory unless you know what it means to fail. You can’t know what it’s like to feel holy until you know what it’s like to feel really evil. And you can’t be birthed again until you’ve died.”

“God’s 3 answers to your prayers: 1. Yes. 2. Not yet. 3. I have something better in mind.”

“You are so used to your features, you don’t know how beautiful you look to a stranger.”

“When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.”

“If you want the things that other people don’t have, then you have to do the things that other people don’t do.”

“Remember yourself as a little girl, she is counting on you to protect her.”

“I remember the days I prayed for the things I have now.”

“I know today is Monday and you assume it’s going to suck, but according to statistics, there will be over 5,000 weddings, 10,000 childbirths, and 42 million hugs occurring today throughout the United States. Also today, there will be at least 4 people that will win the multimillion dollar lotteries, 600 people will get promotions at work, and 3,000 people will lose their virginity. There will also be 600 dogs adopted, 35,000 balloons sold, and 800,000 skittles eaten. Plus, the words “I love you” will be said over 9 million times. So again, I know today is Monday and you assume it’s going to suck, but just smile, because according to statistics, it should actually be a really nice day.”

“Even more important than the medals or the titles that you will win is the person that you become through the process of trying to reach that point. That will stay with you forever.”

“Work until your idols become your competition.”

“Date someone who gives you the same feeling of when you see your food coming at a restaurant.”

“It takes more than two legs to finish this race.”

“Work hard in silence and let your success be your noise.”

“God says ‘The reason why some people have turned against you and walked away from you without reason…has nothing to do with you. It is because I have removed them from your life because they cannot go where I am taking you next. They would only hinder you at the next level because they have already served their purpose in your life. Let them go and keep moving. Greater is coming your way.’”

“I hope you meet someone who wants to experience you and not just see you by their eyes. Someone who doesn’t only want to have sex with you but moves their fingers over your body like trying to find a city on a world map and mark their favourite destinations. Someone who wants to experience you like a masterpiece. Whenever we observe a masterpiece we get the urge to touch it and most of the time we do, involuntarily, because it’s so perfect that we not only want to see it with our eyes and forget its details later on because I read somewhere that every time you recall a memory your brain edits it bit by bit so we long to experience it so that each part which contributes to its perfection stays with us after all how scary it would be to forget how perfect you felt. So I hope someone experiences you like a summer breeze stroking your hair, like the warmth of bonfire on a chilly winter night, like the taste of that traditional homemade dish by a mother for her children who’s taste forever lingers in their mouth. I hope you find someone who justifies in treating you like the perfect art you are.”

“They say running tests the limits of the human heart. But really, it reminds me that I had one all along.”

“We live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon that moves the sea, and you don’t believe in miracles?”

“For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse.
So collapse. 
This is not your destruction.
This is your birth.”

“Someday you will look back and know exactly why it had to happen.”

“She was unstoppable. Not because she did not have failures or doubts, but because she continued on despite them.”

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

“The only reason you should ever look back is to see how far you’ve come.”

“You must be prepared to work always without applause.”

“When you do something noble and beautiful and nobody noticed, do not be sad. For the sun every morning is a beautiful spectacle and yet most of the audience still sleeps.”

Will You? pt. 2 [Jimin Angst/Fluff]

Pt 1. Pt. 2

Playlist to listen to this chapter

Originally posted by the-rap-man

“That feeling of regret when time passes and you realize you’ve let the wrong person go.”

Who had thought that the happy boy would turn into a broken hearted boy with nothing but you in his mind. He often questioned himself why he did what did. He couldn’t blame it on the alcohol because he knew more than well that it wasn’t the alcohol that got him like that.

Why did he do it? Why did he let you go and lie about that you were the biggest mistake in his life when you were his world? His whole world who shone up his dark days. You were the only light he needed in this life, the only light that could bring happiness to his life.  

It has now been 2 long months without you and he still remembered the feeling he got when he woke up that morning, with your ring in his hand. Regret, regret, regret, pain, regret, regret and regret were what he felt.

That day, he did nothing but drink. Drinking away the pain and the regret. Drinking away thoughts about you. Drinking away the emptiness without you near.

What more could he do? Losing you was like losing his hope about the future. Losing the light that helped him through his darkest days. Losing the love of his life. All because of one stupid mistake.

Did he regret it? Yes.

Did he miss you? Hell yes.

Did he stop loving you? Absolutely not.

Did he get you back? No…

Did he make you his again? No, he didn’t.


Because he was afraid, afraid of things that could happen if he said one more wrong word. Afraid of getting rejected. Afraid of you moving on. Afraid of you not loving him anymore. Afraid of you hating him for what he did. Afraid of breaking promises he couldn’t even keep, again.

Afraid. That was what he was. He always asked himself why he couldn’t grow some balls and just call you. Just to hear your voice even if it was in the middle of the night. Or just let you know that he missed you more than anything else.

“I don’t think Y/N hates you. She loved you very much and did almost everything for you. You should at least call her to let her know that you’re sorry. You guys might get back together and if not, at least she knows that you regret saying those awful words to her” Namjoon said and crossed his arms over his chest.

The boys had been mad at first, blaming Jimin for letting such a good girl go. They blamed him for being too jealous and that the jealousy made him blind. But they were also supportive, they tried to help him. Even though it wasn’t easy when all Jimin did was thinking about all the negative things that could happen.

“Hyung, you don’t understand. I told her she was the biggest mistake in my life, I broke her heart. I still remember the look on her face when I said those awful words. Even if she’s going to forgive me, I’ll never be able to forgive myself and forget about it. That day will always be there no matter what” Jimin answered and buried his face in his hands.

“Look at us, Jimin. You’re not going anywhere if you don’t make a move. Start today, take her back. Make her come back to you if you love her. 2 months is not enough for her to forget you and moving on. She’s still waiting” Jin said and placed a hand on Jimin’s right shoulder, giving it a light squeeze.

Jimin looked up at them, letting a single tear leaving his eye, slowly rolling down his right cheek. He was going to do whatever it took to have you back in his arms again.

But the only question was, will you take him back?

“You sure about this?” your friend asked and let out a heavy sigh, sitting down next to you and helping you pack down your clothes.

You gave her a thumb up and gave her a weak smile. Now that your life have turned upside down, why not take another way and start a new life, on the other side?

“You don’t want to wait for him anymore?” she asked and gave you a sad smile. You bit your lip and looked down to your ring finger that still felt empty without the ring.

“I’ve waited 2 months, Y/F/N-ah. If he really wanted me back, he would call me since day one. I haven’t even changed my number. But 61 days and still nothing. I can’t wait forever you know”

“I don’t mean that you should wait for him more than this, but… you sure about leaving your biggest dream and just move to America?” she asked, making you look up at her.

“Actually, my biggest dream was to get married, but now that this happened, I don’t think I’m ready for that. I just want a new, fresh start somewhere I’ve never been to before” you answered and closed your suitcase.

The sound of the door bell made both of you raise your eyebrows.
“I’ll get it” you said and stood up and made your way to the door and opened it.

Not expecting the person who stood right in front of you at all, you slammed the door in his face and locked it. Placing a hand on your pounding heart, you closed your eyes and took a deep breathe to calm down your nerves.

“Y/N-ah! Who was it?” your friend asked from the livingroom.

“Just someone” you answered before counting to five and opened the door again.

Hey” he was the first one to talk. The first one to make the first move. Because the next thing you knew, Jimin had his arms around you.

You were stunned by the sudden hug and couldn’t do anything but let him hug you. Leaving your arms by your sides, you tried hard to not think too much about how his heart was beating faster than ever against your chest.

After a while, you tried carefully to push him away. He must have noticed it because he let you go and looked down, ashamed.

“What are you doing here?” you asked and closed the door behind yourself, leaving Y/F/N inside the house.

“Can we talk?” Jimin asked and his eyes started to get teary.

“That’s what we’re doing right now” You tried so hard to not give up and just grab him by his shirt and kiss him, show him how much you’ve missed him.

“I mean, do you have time? Can we go to the park or something? I really need to talk to you, about us

Park Jimin. Firstly, there’s no us. Secondly, no I don’t have time and thirdly, if you have anything to say, please just say it here” you answered and crossed your arms over your chest.

He let out a heavy sigh and grabbed your hand and dragged you to the nearest bench. Jimin let you sit down while he stood infront of you. Making it impossible for you to look anywhere but him.

“I’m sorry” you rolled your eyes, still crossing your arms over you chest. After 2 months and the only thing he could say was sorry? Why didn’t he just shut up and stay where he was.

“Jagi, look at me. Don’t think that you were the only one who got your heart broken. Look at me, these past months has been hell for me too”

“Yeah, like I care” you lied and looked at him. He really did look terrible. Dark circles, red, puffy eyes, much paler and he had lost much weight. His hair needed to be cut, because it almost covered his eyes.

After hearing you say that, Jimin’s eyes changed, his eyes showed pain, a lot of pain. Like those words you just said stabbed him right in his heart.

“You don’t care..?” he whispered, almost painfully. His jaw was clenched and so were his fists.

“I-I don’t know” you answered and looked down. Why did you feel like an idiot for hurting him like that when he just said that he felt like shit?

Kneeling down in front of you, he grabbed your hands in his and placed it on your bare legs, both of your hands. Jimin looked right into your eyes and before you knew it, you felt a pair of warm, soft lips against your own.

“Don’t say things like that. Please. It feels like my heart just broke into thousand pieces once again. I can’t handle the pain anymore” he said after the short kiss. Jimin lifted your hand to his lips and gave it a light kiss, leaving all sorts of feelings.

Do you know how much I regret saying those words that night? Do you know how much I missed you? Do you know how bad I’ve been these past 2 months, without you, Y/N? Do you know how much I love you?”

You gulped and looked at him with tears in your eyes. Why did he have to come here and say all these things when you were going to leave tomorrow?


No, listen to me. I know I was wrong. I know what I did to you was wrong. Accusing you for cheating when you did literally everything for me. Accusing such an amaxing girlfriend for cheating, several times was stupid. Because the sober me knew that you would never do that.

But I’m sorry, I lost control, I lost everything and I’m sorry that I accused you for something I really regret accusing you for. I also regret saying that you were the biggest mistake in my life when you’re my world. I’m sorry, Y/N” Jimin was now crying, his warm tears landed one by one on your thigh.

“I never blamed you for saying those words. I just… I knew you were drunk. But I’m more hurt that you didn’t try to call me or contact me at all. It made me think that maybe you weren’t that drunk and that you meant all those words. But I can’t lie and say that hearing those words leave your mouth that night like you’ve prepared to say them for a long time didn’t hurt because it really did.”

Give me one chance. One chance to show you how much you mean to me. One chance, that’s all I need. I just need one chance to prove my love to you. Because, Y/N, I really can’t live without you. Will you give me one more chance. Let me make it up to you. Let me love you. Let me show you that you’re my world. Will you?” he said and opened a small box making you gasp.

It wasn’t one ring, but two. One ring that you recognized but the other one was new, diamonds shining and just like the one you’ve always wanted as your wedding ring.

Give me one chance. Let’s live together until the day we die. Let’s spend the rest of our lives together. Let’s make a family. Let’s love each other endlessly. Will you? Because I’m one hundred percent ready for a future with you.” Jimin said and wiped away your tears that were running down both of your cheeks.

“Y/N Y/L/N, will you marry me?”


How are my butterflies doing? Everything’s good? I’m ok, but could be better if school wasn’t such a cow :c

Soooo, what did you think of this? Did you like it? Yay or Nay? I hope you enjoyed it as much as me and I hope you listened to my playlist too. Because I promise, with the right music to whatever you read, you’ll cry your eys out.

That’s my life in a sentence ^

It’s 00.42 here where I live and I have to get some sleep because I’m exhausted. 

It’s coming one or two more scenarios next week because I’m test-freeeeee!!

I’ll see you soon, oki? 

Oki, byee, mwah ~



33/100 days of productivity | what do you mean this picture is from 2 weeks ago because i haven’t been taking photos of what i’ve been doing because i’ve been tired and just trying to get through the days one at a time…….oof february was a really rough month, but i’m trying to force an upswing in the forever cycle that is my life (also ucsd and davis came out today!!!!!11!) (a;dsfa;ewoifj @college hrg)

What Am I To You?

Can I request a scenario where Jungkook is dating you and he’s so used to your presence that he doesn’t treat you like he used to. You decide to leave him and he starts regretting not loving you as much as he should. Fluff ending please :) -narinarikim


Sorry that it took so long >.< No excuses here haha. I hope it’s to your liking. ^^ BTW!!! This is going to be a 2 parter. The fluff will be in the second one :)

Lately Jungkook hasn’t been the same. By lately I mean the past few months. Still you choose to ignore it and made up excuses for him. He’s been working hard. He’s tired. He had a bad day. And so on and so forth. You were out with your best friend who recently came back from the France.

“Y/N!!!” she called out.

“Byeol!!!!” you yelled.

“Ya! It’s been forever!!”

“It’s not my fault you’re the one who left me for France.”

“I blame appa for taking the job there.”

You guys decided on going to out to eat. While waiting for your food she started talking about her relationship with her boyfriend of 2 years.

“Sounds like Jimin-oppa is really good to you.” you noted.

“He’s amazing to me Y/N. Two years and we still act like we’re in the flirting stages of our relationship.”

You weren’t going to lie to yourself. You were happy for her but you were jealous. Jealous of how happy they are and jealous of how their relationship is going. You’ve been with Jungkook just as long as they have, and although you want to be in that same stage as Byeol and Jimin, Jungkook was a little too comfortable and used to having you around.

“What about you Y/N? How’s Jungkook been?” she asked.

“W-well. He’s been alright I guess.” you sighed.

“What do you mean you guess?”

“He’s just been working really hard and has been tired lately.”

“Why does it seem like there’s more to that than what you’re telling me?”

“Maybe I’m just being silly but it doesn’t seem like he’s treating me like he used. He’s kind of treating me like I’m just another person.”

“Have you talked to him about it?”

“A little. But it’s the same. He says he’s just tired or doesn’t feel like talking.”

“Has it been going on for a while?”

“It’s been like this for the past few months. I feel like I’m on my last straw. You know he doesn’t even tell me he loves me anymore.”

“Y/N you need to really do something about that. At this rate you’ll be the one who ends up hurt.”

But what she doesn’t know is that you’re already hurting. You want things to go back to the way before. Back when Jungkook would hold your hand and take you out on walks and have lunch with you. Back to when he listened to your problems and told you that everything is going to be ok. Now it’s just you attempting to hold a conversation with him and all he gives you is short answers.

“Well it was nice seeing you again Y/N! I have to go meet Jimin. We have a date tonight. Call me!”

“I will! Have fun!”

With that she left and you sat there. Maybe she was right. You have to do something you can’t let this go on. Looking out the window you saw Jungkook walking from the convince store. You decided to get up and catch up with him.

“Jungkook!!” You yelled sounding as excited as possible. You thought maybe just maybe you were wrong.

“Oh. Hey what’s up?” he .

“U-umm. Do you want to hang out tonight?” 

“That’s random but sure.” he says.

“Why do you not want to hang out with me.” you pout.

“No we can hang out. But I don’t feel like going out so let’s just go to the dorm.”


As we walked back to the dorm some people were messing around and completely ran into me. 

“We’re so sorry.” the strangers apologized.

“I-” you started.

“No it’s ok she was in your way.” Jungkook interrupted.

He then grabbed your hand and walked away from the strangers. That right there really convinced you. It’s not because he’s tired or has been working too hard or any of the excuses you were making up for him. He either really doesn’t care or he just doesn’t think of you as his girlfriend. Instead of making a scene on the street you waited until you got to the dorm. You guys walked in and he got comfortable on the couch.

“Where are the members? I know Jimin-oppa is with Byeol.”

“They went out” he mumbled.

“Oh I see. How was your day?” you tried starting a conversation.

“Was good.”

*sigh* You were starting to get irritated.

“That’s good. I got to hang out with Byeol finally.”

“Sounds like fun.”

“Jungkook just what am I to you?!” you yelled out of frustration.

“You’re my girlfriend obviously.” he answered half-heartedly.

“You sure don’t treat me like I am!”

“Well what the hell am I supposed to do Y/N?! What will satisfy you?!” He started to yell back.

“Maybe treat me like I’m your girlfriend! Or even be the slightest bit interested when I’m talking to you! How about tell me you love me once in while!”

“What the hell is your problem?! I tell you I love you all the time!”

“No you don’t Jungkook! I tell you I love all the time and the response I get back is me too. That is not telling my you love me.”

“I love you! Are you happy now?”

“You know what Jungkook. I’m tired of all this.” you

“W-what do you mean you’re tired of all this?” he asked.

You can here the shaking in his voice but this has been going on for too long.

“Do you realize that you even treat strangers better than you treat me?” you asked sadly, but what can you do it’s the truth.

He didn’t say anything. He stood trying to gather up words to form sentences but he knew nothing he says can change the past. All you were waiting for at the moment was for him to just say I’m sorry, I’ll do better or I love you. Anything to show you that he really cares and really wants you to be together. You’re trying hard to hold on to that last bit of hope you had….but nothing. The pain in your chest was almost unbearable.

*sigh* “Let’s not continue this anymore Jungkook.” you decided as tears started to fall.

“Fine. If that’s how you feel then we should.”  he agreed.

Your heart felt like it was being ripped in half and half again. You could not stop crying as you tried to make your way towards the door.

The Boys Reaction to Warped Tour.

(Thought I would do this Cuz I go in 2 days!)

Shu: {Most likely didn’t even go.}

Reiji: *sighs* My idiot brothers.

Ayato: Hell yeah!!!!!!

Kanato: Dafuq??

Laito: Girls in croptops. Guess who’s getting laid backstage.

Subaru: I must meet Ghost Town, Falling in Reverse, Pvris, SayWeCanFly,etc.

Ruki: {look at Reiji’s}

Kou: Not my type of music, but whatever.

Yuma: Fuck it. I’m staying.

Azusa: What does ‘Forever Warped’ mean, Ruki?