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Another fan art for talkingsoup’s The Scientist fic. I was going to color this but then I realize I merged several layers to use the blur effect so.. ;__; i tried doing a colorless comic with single colors again

ask-ichigo-and-rukia asked:

Imagine Stiles freaking out over Valentine's Day because he finds out that Derek is secretly really romantic and he KNOWS Derek is going to do something cliche and stupid like buy him a hundred roses or something so he tries REALLY HARD to do something corny but special and when he wakes up on Valentine's morning Derek has crafted a Star Wars themed Valentine's adventure for him, starting with a mini BB8 rolling breakfast in bed over to him

OH MY GOD THOUGH, BECAUSE DEREK IS A LIKE SUPER RICH CUTIE PATOOTY, SO OF COURSE INSTEAD OF BUYING SOMETHING INCREDIBLY EXPENSIVE FOR THEIR FIRST VALENTINES DAY TOGETHER HE DOES THE NERDIEST THING EVER AND INVESTS IN A ROBOT TOY. OF COURSE HE DOES. 

Because, like, Derek loves gift giving and he loves the look in Stiles’ eyes every time he gives him something because, well, Stiles is used to spending a lot of time on people’s birthday. Like, he makes lists and charts and spends so much time thinking about presents. But, you know, no one really ever does the same for him. Which is fine, Stiles doesn’t expect anyone to do the same for him because his methods are a little insane anyway, but, you know..sometimes he can’t help but feel a little disappointed when he spends ages trying to track something down for someone and in return they give him a gift voucher or something. 

And then ENTER DEREK WHO SPENDS SO MUCH TIME LEARNING ABOUT STILES. DEREK WHO LOVES LEARNING ALL THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT STILES AND A LITTLE MORE AND JUST…SPOILS HIM. And Stiles tries to get him to stop at first, but then Derek tells him it’s his version of all Stiles does for him, all those little things Stiles does for Derek he doesn’t realise he’s doing, like buying his favourite cereal and making appointments for him at the dentist, making sure the pizza place never puts mushrooms on their pizza because Derek hates them. And Derek, well, Derek just loves doing all the big things all the time. He likes taking Stiles out and buying presents and giving him massages with the really expensive oils. And of course Stiles does all that stuff for Derek too, just as Derek does little things for Stiles, but Derek has the means to go just a little more wild on presents and stuff- at least at the beginning of their relationship anyway- and does things like buy Stiles A BB8 LIFE SIZE ROBOT. 

It’s a nice balance, Stiles doing more little things, Derek doing more big, but they still do it all, and they don’t do it because of anything, they just do it because they want to, and that’s what makes it awesome. 

Can’t you tell that I’m lonely even though you’re right next to me? You come to me with all your problems, but you’re not the only one who’s lonely, I’m lonely too. I keep searching for the past in the present, looking for what we had in what we have. I hate this lingering feeling, but I don’t want to go our separate ways. We really won’t have a happy ending, will we?
—  The Grand Finale || J.Kim.
Voy por la vida dando tumbos. Sola. Más de lo que te imaginas. Aunque, al mismo tiempo, resulta liberador. Nunca tengo que tomar verdaderas decisiones. Nunca tengo que sentir la presión de los colegas o la carga de las expectativas familiares. Veo a las personas como piezas de un rompecabezas y me centro en el rompecabezas en vez de en las piezas. He aprendido a observar. No me ciega el pasado ni me motiva el futuro. Me concentro en el presente porque es ahí donde estoy destinada a vivir.