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fic: what you’ve done to my heart

for lillourry - happy birthday ellen!!!!!!

pairing: lilourry
word count: 3k+
summary: Lilourry as coworkers who are also dating.
a/n: a short lil fic in an office setting with some hurt/comfort for ellen, who is always shouting for more lilourry fic (understandably)

capslockforpoop tagged me ages ago oooooooops
 beautiful people tag? idk man, i just know i’m supposed to post a picture of myself and then tag other people to do the same????
ok so photogrid app has this skin filter that is magic. i’m in love.
so yeah, first selfie in AGES enjoy.

I’m tagging shyharpy kdyree saintcaffeinated saintsandramblers satublueberry sanderat begforit marjonhasbeenlostwithoutyou lemme see your gorgeous faces!

kinda tipsy and eating cheesecake and listening to badlands

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bitterslug tagged me to do the 6 selfie thing like a week ago and I didn’t have any selfies until now and they still aren’t the best but it’s ok!! Thank you for tagging me :-)
Idk who to tag so I’ll tag brandon-oh-kay and ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO DO THIS ok post your selfies and tag me if u do and I’ll reblog pls :-DDD

e d m u n d ⊱

Home. The one place Ingrid never wanted to return. How long had it been since she stepped foot inside the house she spent her teenage years in? Nine, eight years? It was once a place she never wanted to leave, too connected to the wood floors and painted walls, a place so intertwined with happy memories that kept her from forgetting the life she had before. The home no longer reminded her of happy memories, only bad ones. Losing her family, being tortured and stalked, letting someone like her torturer into her life to become almost like a mentor. That torturer was part of the reason she left Cheyenne.

Home, it used to be. Now it was just a house, an empty building on an empty street in a nearly empty city, save for the undead. It was a literal ghost town, the houses on her cul-de-sac looking like sad little mini mansions that hadn’t been inhabited in a decade. She stood outside the home, just staring at it, eyes traveling over the once-familiar walls. Finally, she could no longer just stand there in the cold winter air, she had to go inside. If she didn’t go right then, she knew she might never step inside again. So, there she went, walking up to the front door, hand hesitating on the doorknob. She forced herself to open it, not at all surprised that the door was unlocked.

Ingrid walked inside, just the sight of the entryway enough to make her want to cry. Memories flooded back, both good and bad. She took a full tour of the house, taking her time as she looked at nearly everything inside. Family portraits adorning the walls (God, how she actually forgot what her family looked like), tacky decorations her mom insisted on hanging around the house, the nail polish remover stain that was still ruining the surface of an old coffee table. She was full-blown crying now, no longer able to control her emotions.

Finally, she came to the door at the end of the hall. Her parents’ room, a room she hadn’t entered since the outbreak started. It was the hardest door to open, knowing she was going to see the faded bloodstains on the floor that still made Ingrid wondered who the blood came from. It was the biggest mystery, what happened to her family, what happened in this damn house while she was at a stupid high school party. The door had been opened after minutes of trepidation, her hand still on the doorknob when she realized she was not alone. There was a figure sitting on the old bloodied bed, their back facing Ingrid from the other side of the room.

She didn’t have to even take a second for her brain to recognize who it was. She knew instantly. Edmund. It was as if her body felt his presence, immediately able to sense him. Ten years and she still hadn’t forgotten him, as much as she wanted to. “Hello.” Her simple greeting as she walked into the room, right up to him. She was no longer the frightened little rabbit in the alleyway, she wasn’t scared of him anymore. The only thing she did fear was his reaction to her presence, seeing as the last time she saw him, she shoved her knife into his stomach, just like she promised she would do on the first morning he broke into her home. Was he here because he had heard of her arrival? Did he simply know her well enough to know she would eventually end up there? Truthfully, seeing him was kind of bittersweet, in the worst possible way. “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised to see you here, I was always one of your favorites.”

a doodle of alto & aubrey!

i’ve just got onto the second part of the game… and boy, was that wild! well, at least you-know-what happened between these two ;;)) seriously though, they are the cutest and i love them. i legit was gonna cry when you-know-what happened

play uncommon time here!

i donโ€™t think anyone truly gets how much i need a power rangers plot in my life. if you watch/watched the show or would be open to watching some of it please hmu i need this like i need the air. examples of canon ships i love and oc plots iโ€™d die for will be under the cut.

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rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose a few people to be tagged. i was tagged by the wonderful bulletproofatbest <3

1. last beverage: water

2. last phone call: my dad 

3. last text message: “AHHHHH”

4. last song you listened to: gooey by glass animals

5. last time you cried: yesterday

/have you ever/

 6. dated someone twice: no

7. been cheated on: no

8. kissed someone and then regretted it: nah

9. lost someone special: yes

10. been depressed: ya

11. been drunk and threw up: no

12. had sex: no

13. stayed up all night: yes

14. three fav colors:  olive green, dark blue and gold

//in the past year have you//

15. made a new friend: yes

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yes

18. met someone who changed you: i saw gerard live ? i guess

19. found out who you’re true friends are: a lil bit

20. found out someone was talking abt u: ye

21. kissed anyone who follows you: nah

22. do you have any followers/do you follow anyone you know irl? if so how many: yes, and i think 6

23. what is the last book you read: umbrella academy: apocalypse suite

24. do you have any pets: my 2 smol cats

25. do you want to change ur name: i want to change my name legally to zuko.

26. what did you do for your last birthday: i went camping w/ my fam and my friend

27. what time did u wake up today: i think 12:30

28. what were you doing at midnight last night: crying

29. name something you can’t wait for: october 28th aka the 21p concert

30. last time you saw your mother: abt 20 minutes ago

31. what is one thing you wish you could change abt urself: probably my fear of talking to strangers/adults

32. what are you listening to right now: breezeblocks by alt-j

33. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah

34. what’s getting on my nerves rn: my eyes

35. most visited website: youtube or tumblr

36. blood type: idk

37. nicknames: jojo and z

38. relationship status: single

39. zodiac sign: libra

40. pronouns: they/them

41. elementary: good then bad then good

42. high school: it’ll kill me

43. college: better but still stressful af

44. hair color: brown

45. long or short: short

46. height: 5′2

47. do you have a crush on someone: ya

48. what do you like abt yourself: my lips n my legs n my passion

49. random fact: i have fake teeth bc 2 of my adult teeth didn’t develop

50. tattoos: none but when i get older probs

51. righty or lefty: righty

52. first surgery: when i got my adenoids out

53. first piercing: i have no peircings

54. first best friend: this gal named alana

55. first sport you enjoyed: basketball

56. first vacation: to lake superior

57. first fandom: doctor who

58. first pair of trainers: i think i had the glowing sparkly ones

// right now

59. eating: nothing

60. drinking: water

61. i’m about to: sleep

62. listening to: imagine dragons

63. waiting for: me to finish this lmao

64. want kids: maybe adopt idk

65. want to get married: maybe 

66. career: something in film/writing

// which is better

67. lips or eyes: both

68. hugs or kisses: hugs

69. shorter or taller: same height or a bit taller

70. older or younger: older but 16 at the oldest

71. romantic or spontaneous: both are good

72. nice arms or nice stomach: bellies ! are ! wonderful !

73. sensitive or loud: sensitive in certain situation but loud is hella gr8 

74. hook up or relationship: relationships bc i’m 2 affectionate

75. troublemaker or hesitant: i like a combo of the 2

// have you ever

76. kissed a stranger: nooo

77. drank hard liquor: nah

78. lost glasses/contacts: many times

79. sex on the first date: not my thing

80. broke someone’s heart: no

81. had your own heart broken: ya

82. been arrested: no

83. turned someone down: ye

84. cried when someone died: no

85. fallen for a friend: lmao yeah

// do you believe in

86. yourself: lmao sure

87. miracles: in certain cases

88. love at first sight: nooo

89. heaven: yeah

90. santa claus: nah

91. kiss on a first date: if both parties are willing

92. angels: yeah

i tag hoevocaine dandydun n summerofpepe. if u don’t want to do it then thats a-ok!

i really want to be able to say i love someone thats my own gender without somebody asking me if i’m gay. because i am completely in (platonically) love with this girl and its getting really annoying with everyone telling me it’ll be ok if i come out and they’ll accept me no matter what, like NO. destroy the idea that love is romantic/sexual. LOVE CAN BE COMPLETELY PLATONIC. this has been a psa thank

helo i am here

jjkjfkjsf ok strawberryriver tagged me to do this thing like three weeks ago im soRRY it took forever ok lets just

1. Write your name in song titles

cAN WE SKIP THIS ONE MY NAME IS WEIRD IM


2. Why did you choose your url?

i luv iwaizumi thats it


3. What’s your middle name?

i dont have one i live a sad life

4. If you could be any fictional/fairytale being, what would you be?

ooo i think a witch?? ahah

5. Favorite color?

mint green or anything pastel aaa!!

6. Favorite song?

sweats nervously and glances down at my large collection of love live songs

7. Top 4 fandoms?

the gay sports

8. Why do you enjoy tumblr?

the memes man…….the memes

9. Tag 9 mutuals! 

okokok lynndortruffle snufkn lazykawa grungewoozi jsniall nnozomeme xulhpa flower-tier and flavory-flavor :o

ok goodbye fronds

do you ever hang out with a guy and like you get along so well but its like you only want to be friends but you KNOW he’s down to be more than that but in your head you’re like .. ok but please i just wanna go to shows with you and chill and listen to music .. thats all . i dont want this .. extra nonsense .. 

i don’t think i’ve told her enough lately and in case anyone had forgotten here’s a reminder that truthbruvbelieve is beautiful and wonderful and amazing and i love her so much she’s the best person in the world and i’m so thankful MY BUTTERCUP PRINCESS SUNSHINE she’s honestly the best friend in the entire world i’m

so thankful she exists

<3

thank you for being born

bisexualiriswest replied to your post:so i finished things fall apart and i’m……

I HATEEEED THAT BOOK OMG

spoilers beware (idk if any of you care) but WHY WASN’T THE TRIAL MORE DETAILED? WHY DID HE KILL HIMSELF? WTF WAS GOING ON? I’M SO FUCKING CONFUSED???? WHY WAS THIS BOOK FULL OF SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT? WHY DID I HATE ALL THE CHARACTERS???? 

ok i see a lot of posts about staying hydrated, and it’s true that drinking water is SUPER important!! but y’know what else is important? i want y’all to be eating meals!! ok? if you’re feeling tired or don’t have any energy or can’t think straight, 2 causes could be lack of sleep and lack of nutrition!! it’s amazing the difference eating can make in helping you feel better. so. eat. sleep. and drink. okay? :)