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Taylor, do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and… just… feel like there is something wrong with you? I just… I have this bad relationship with my body. There are times where I love it and times where I can’t even look at me. I want to love my self everyday, I want to eat something and not feel guilty and write this here it’s so hard and makes me feel so bad and stupid and I was reading your speech before clean… the part where I don’t have to be so mean with my self but I am and I don’t know what to do.
Do you ever feel like this?

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I don’t like doing this sort of thing but here goes, the picture on the left was me in December 2015 just when I started training. On the right is this morning 16th April 2016.

It’s been pretty hard and there is still a long way to go but for the first time in my life I have some confidence in my appearance and myself. I’ll do another one of these in August/September and see if there is a difference then. I might attempt to clean my mirror by then as well 😂😂