if i straight up died i wonder how many would even care, and like for how long. probably only a few seconds before going back to people they actually knew more lmao why should i even try to make friends i guess i’m just a fucking masochistic piece of shit i asked a long time ago if maybe we could spend more time together but yeah you never even talk to me, at least she talks to me often you probably talk to her too more the one who you said you didn’t trust im just so alone and lonely and fucking i’m just a self-depreciating piece of shit  im just doing this for attention probably that’s what everyone things that’s what i think whoop die do fuck me im just gonna fucking break my arms and just fuckign fjuck i dont ev3en want to do anything fuck me fuck everything i hate everything i hat e mej f c