theflashgrant asked:

[text] I know but it's just...every time we try to talk about it, it just ends in a fight. Or sex now, I guess. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. Nothing else is going to get resolved if we won't just give this another shot and work on communicating better this time.

[text] But we can’t just ignore it. I don’t know. Part of me wants to just say yes so I can finally get back to you and finally have a semi normal nights sleep because I don’t know about you, but Friday night feels like the first time I’ve actually slept since the break and that was 3 weeks ago. This thing with my mom makes me want to take chances and not wonder what if about things, but we’ve already tried to give this another shot and I’m just not sure. 

“patience is a virtue” I say throwing a rubber across the room after attempting to draw the “TURE” of adventure about 37,000 times. fuck it.

I’ve also just noticed the bottom of the E doesn’t run parallel to the other E. looks like I’m never going to sleep at night. *sigh*