but you can only do so much and when people insist on meddling

Dating Mafia!EXO Would Include.

Yessss I live for mafia!exo and you write so wonderfully, thank you! If you had time/it was something you wanted to do, do you think you might do a “dating mafia!exo” for the members? Hope you have a great day!

Note: I hope you have a great day too! I have made this a little differently than the others but I still hope that you will love it anyway! Fighting~

Huang Zitao/ Tao| Kim Jongdae/ Chen| Park Chanyeol| Kim Junmyeon/ Suho| Kim Minseok/ Xiumin| Oh Sehun| Kim Jongin/ Kai| Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.| Byun Baekhyun| Zhang Yixing/ Lay| Lu Han| Wu Yifan/ Kris| Mafia!EXO|

Main Masterlist - EXO Masterlist

I also wanted to make a quick note (since I’m getting a lot of mafia requests at the moment) that some of the themes I am writing about are wrong, and you should always remember that while mafia AU can be fun to write fictitiously about, is NOT morally right in real life, it is equal to terrorism. I just wanted to make a quick reminder, and that I hope you are all living safely. Okay, moving onto the reaction!~

Park Chanyeol

  • This man is going to be the motivator of the mafia. He’s the most optimistic of the group of men, and acts almost like the glue, keeping them all together, this is going to be apparent when he is around you as well.
  • Dating as much as he can.
  • Even if it’s a five minute meal in a fast food restaurant
  • Or three hours exploring an art museum
  • He’s going to do his best for you.
  • He knows how difficult it is to be in the mafia and the cost of what each action he makes is which is why you’re always his first priority.
  • Even though he is tough in his job, he’ll always be much softer and sweeter with you.
  • His life in the mafia is going to stop him from living a normal life, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t going to try his best and bring as much normality into it as he possibly can
  • Dating Chanyeol is going to be difficult, there’s no sugar coating that, but it’l be worth it if you’re prepared to take the ride with him.

Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.

  • Kyungsoo is a damaged man, as you can imagine.
  • Everything he’s seen, everything he’s done, and it’s highly unlikely that he’ll ever fully be able to clean the blood off his hands.
  • But he is always going to be sincere to you, even if he does have his issues.
  • He will more than likely be very worried about you a lot of the time because he knows how dangerous it is to fall in love in such a cruel business.
  • He will try and bring normality into you life by cooking meals for you whenever he can.
  • You’ll be the only person that he’ll open his emotions to, so sometimes he’ll come home after a job and just burst into tears in your arms. And though he rarely tells you what actually happened (to protect your innocent mind from his disturbed jobs) he will still lean on you emotionally.
  • Him giving you your first shot gun to protect yourself.
  • Him being proud of you when you beat Baekhyun in your first ever hand to hand combat training.
  • Him falling in love with you further and further every day.

Byun Baekhyun

  • Baekhyun takes his work very seriously, but when he’s around you he feels as though he can let out his less serious and more fun side.
  • Like Kyungsoo, he’s likely to lean on you when it comes to emotional support, and will like to have a lot of fun with you to distract his disturbed mind and traumas.
  • He likes to call you ‘Jagi’ or ‘Jagiya’ because it gives him some kind of security and makes him feel as though his life is normal, even if it is only for a little while.
  • His first gift to you on your first birthday being with him is a knife with your name engraved on it, he tells you to carry it around with you for protection as he worries endlessly about you.
  • Baekhyun can have the tendency to be very stubborn and set in his ways, and sometimes you’re the only one that can bring him back.
  • Him leaving notes over the house with ‘you can call me monster’ because he knows it makes you smile.
  • Him wearing clothes that you like because your opinion matters the most to him, even if the other members tease him for it.
  • If your relationship ever progressed (pregnancy, or marriage level) he would do everything in his power to get you and himself away from the mafia business.
  • His main goal now he’s with you is to make you happy and to provide for you in the best way he can. Even if it isn’t always clean.

Oh Sehun

  • Him being infatuated with you and loving to do things that involve you both doing ‘normal’ couple things because it makes him feel safe and secure.
  • Him getting really pissed off when he finds out that you’ve been meddling in his job.
  • “Am I protecting you for nothing?! You could have died!”
  • He can be harsh, but it’s because he cares about you the most, you’re all he has.
  • Him opening up to you about his feelings and emotions when he becomes more close with you and finally begins to trust you.
  • You finding his job kind of sexy and him never hesitating to boast about how manly he can be.
  • “Want me to show you how strong these hips really are, Jagi?”
  • Him giving you weapons training so you can protect yourself if you ever need to.
  • But it always turns into cuddles and fluff or passionate, open mouthed kisses that lead to you both making the surface of the weapons table impure.

Zhang Yixing/ Lay

  • Yixing is one of the more dangerous members, without a doubt.
  • With origins from China, he also knows a lot of dangerous people across Asia, all of which he is never going to introduce you to.
  • Because he knows how dangerous it would be, and he simply can’t lose you.
  • He finds himself confiding in you a lot about his work - something the others wouldn’t do. He does leave out some of the gory details, but he will admit to his wrong doing.
  • Unexpectedly, Yixing can get rather emotional and has been known to cry in front of you.
  • But it’s simply because he trusts you the most and he hates the idea of hiding anything from you. Sure, he’s in the mafia, but he still cares about you more than anything else in the world.
  • He’s teach you tricks that he has learnt being in the mafia, for example, cracking online codes or how to use a gun properly - his arms wrapped around you from behind as he helps you aim the gun towards the perfect point of the target.
  • “That was a perfect shot, baobei.”
  • Him living to the promise that he’ll take you away one day and you’ll both have a normal life.

Kim Jongdae/ Chen

  • Jongdae is a trusted worker, so he gets a lot of the more intense jobs.
  • Which can put a strain on his mental state, even when he’s with you - but that’s always solvable, and he’ll never do anything to hurt you.
  • Him being the protective kind of boyfriend.
  • And will not tolerate anyone trying to touch you or flirt with you whenever the two of you go out. Last time someone attempted that they earned a black eye and a bloody nose.
  • Even though he is against the law, he does have a sense of morality about him.
  • He knows what he’s doing is wrong, but that’s just the way his life is and he accepts that. What he wants now more than anything is to keep you safe.
  • “Stay with me, Jagi.”
  • He’ll be very insistent on taking you out on dates, especially to calming places like the beach where he can let out all of his frustrations and get everything off his chest.
  • Him treating you as much as he can because he knows how hard it must be for you to date someone in such a dangerous industry.

Kim Minseok/ Xiumin

  • When you and Minseok started dating, no one expected him to be serious about it.
  • It turned out that you were the most real thing he’d ever had in his life and he would give absolutely anything without hesitation to keep you safe.
  • He spent most of his career working alone but now he has you, he feels so much more secure even if you aren’t on missions with him.
  • “I only pretended like I was cool, I wasn’t - I cried alone, and I was depressed as hell. Now I have you, everything seems… okay.”
  • Him not being the best at opening up but soon learns to trust you.
  • The two of you being teased by the other members for the “activities” you get up to in the dorm bedrooms
  • But that’s only going encourage Minseok to do it more.
  • His “punk” style being incredibly sexy, and his hair is a different colour every few months. God bless the pink.
  • Him keeping close tabs on you to ensure you’re safe.

Huang Zitao/ Tao

  • Tao is the martial artist within the group and has the most experience when it comes to combat fighting
  • So be prepared for him to be incredibly strong
  • He is literally going to pin you down with a smirk because god knows you’re never going to get up unless Tao lets you.
  • “I’ve got you baobei~”
  • Even though he is a mafia worker, he is incredibly childlike and sweet around you - his mentality isn’t in a great state, but that doesn’t stop him from loving you.
  • He will buy you a lot of things, especially cuddly toys, somewhat for his benefit, but he loves the way your eyes light up as he offers you a stuffed animal.
  • “It’s cute”
  • “It reminded me of you.”
  • Him being the most sweet and caring man in the world but if anyone tried to hurt you he would beat their asses.

Kim Junmyeon/ Suho

  • Junmyeon is the leader of the mafia and therefore isn’t necessarily the best when it comes to stress levels and maintaining it.
  • Which is why he loves being around you - because you help him forget about all the worries he has.
  • “Did I ever tell you that you’re amazing jagi?”
  • He will keep you away from his job at all costs and doesn’t reveal much of what happens under his control
  • He wants to keep you safe more than anything.
  • You’re the reason he’s still sane, even with all the issues in his head - he’ll treasure you more than anything in his life and spend as much time with you as he can
  • Him giving you the phone number of him and all the members in his mafia in case something happens along with your personalised gun to protect you
  • Him being insistent on taking you out on expensive dates
  • But nothing beats the two of you lying in the comfort of the bedroom holding each other in your arms.

Luhan

  • Even with a baby face he’s as lethal as they come and incredibly skilled at what he does
  • Dating him is going to be like a fast movie with spontaneous enemy fights, long desirable kisses and sex in the back of expensive cars.
  • Since his job is not so pure, it’s known that he has a lot of money - something he will use with you.
  • He will love to go out on dates and show you off, even in the casinos where he plays poker and drinks a large beer
  • But he’ll admire you the most when you’re alone together where he can talk to you about the smallest thing to the deepest secrets in his mind - and that’s what he loves the most about you.
  • The thought of losing you is his worst nightmare, so be prepared for him to be very protective of you.
  • “Just take the knife jagi, it will make me feel better.”

Kim Jongin/ Kai

  • Jongin is a very loyal worker in the mafia which means he has a lot of involvement in jobs.
  • But that doesn’t mean that he isn’t going to put time apart to spend with you and to make sure you’re his first priority
  • He doesn’t want you to suffer the same way that he has
  • So he makes sure that you look after yourself and your health the most because it means a lot to him that you have a healthy body and a healthy mind.
  • Him taking for you on dancing dates/ lessons because it helps him to relax
  • He also loves the way you look when you’re swaying in his arms and smiling at him with your beautiful lips.
  • “You’re more beautiful than anything on this planet, Jagiya.”
  • Him always kissing you goodbye before he leaves because really, who knows if he’s actually going to make it home later that night?
  • Him loving you wholly.

Wu Yifan/ Kris

  • He is the leader of a smaller group of the mafia, which is like what Jumnyeon does but with a smaller group of people
  • He has the tendency to get stressed easily
  • Which is where you come in very usefully to help him de-stress. He loves it when you hold him, or even if it is a simple kiss, it makes him feel safer and happier.
  • Even though he won’t show it, you mean more than everything to him
  • He will more than likely jokingly dismiss you as you tell him that he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to you.
  • “Ah you’re just being kind. You’re adorable.”
  • Alone time with you is what he lives for, even if it’s simply cooking a meal, or moaning into the sheets of a bed
  • He just loves you more than life.
  • And treasures you a lot more than you’ll ever know. 
The snowball Part 8

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Surviving Christmas Day with what Feyre feared was a fractured wrist was not fun. Tamlin was back to his normal self, doting on Feyre and even helping her cut her lunch when he saw she was having trouble. It almost made Feyre feel bad when she called Rhys as soon as Tamlin was called away on an urgent meeting in the afternoon.

Rhys had picked up after two rings.

“Hello?” Rhys asked over the booming laugh of Cassian in the background.

“Hey. It’s Feyre.”

“Feyre?” Rhys asked shocked. Feyre heard Rhys shushing people in an attempt to hear her better. “Did you call me last night too? I’m sorry I tried ringing the number back but it said it was disconnected.”

“No, um that was probably Tamlin.”

There was a long pause before Rhys continued. “Are you okay?”

The pain of Feyre’s wrist and her isolation in Tamlin’s huge home came crashing into her and her voice cracked as she responded, “He found your number Rhys. He was furious, I don’t know how to fix this, I can’t-”

“Did he hurt you?” Rhys’s quiet voice interrupted.

Feyre felt ashamed to feel tears making tracks down her face and at herself for still not being able to admit that she was hurt because of Tamlin.

“I think I may have fractured my wrist.” She managed to get out in between gasps.

On the other end of the phone, Feyre heard movement and people talking in hushed tones.

“It’s alright Feyre. Just breathe, Mor and I are coming to get you.”

“Tamlin’s not here.”

“I don’t care, I’d still be coming if he was there. Can you keep talking to me?”

So for a few minutes, Feyre talked about her family. She hadn’t heard from them in a while and despite not having the greatest relationship with her sisters she still missed them. Her father too. Rhys listened patiently, occasionally updating Feyre on their location. Talking calmed her down and took her mind off her increasing hysteria and pain.

By the time Rhys and Mor found her curled around her injured hand in the living room, Feyre was breathing easily again and had stopped crying. Rhys helped her up with her good arm while Mor disappeared down the hallway. Rhys kept a supportive arm around her out of the house and all the way out to the car which Cassian had kept running. Feyre’s legs were working fine and didn’t need the help from Rhys to remain upright but she was leaning too much into the warmth of him to think about pulling away. She hadn’t even realised how cold it had gotten in the house once Tamlin had left.

Mor returned from the house carrying an armful of Feyre’s possessions, some clothes, and essential items. Feyre was too tired to question any of this as Rhys slotted her into the middle seat between him and Mor. As the car pulled out from the driveway Feyre noticed a flash of red disappear from the window of Lucien’s house.


At the hospital, Feyre felt too exhausted to explain anything, so Mor got her in to see a nurse and be examined. Rhys hovered nearby with Cassian, whispering rapidly between themselves. Cassian seemed to be on the losing side of an argument as he stalked from the room.

The nurse asked a few questions as to the nature of the injury which Feyre did a poor job of answering, mainly just grunts or shrugs. As Feyre’s arm was being bandaged up the nurse took Rhys and Mor a few paces away to talk.

“Her wrist is fractured but it’s small and won’t need surgery. After a few days of being wrapped and little to no movement, it should heal by itself.” The nurse seemed to be at war with herself over whether to continue. “The fracture is strange though, not what you would see from a fall as she’s trying to tell me.” At this, she gave a pointed look at Rhys.

Mor looked worriedly between the nurse and Rhys. “How does a person get the injury Feyre has?”

“The bones are nearly crushed, as if a great force was used. Maybe if it was trapped under a heavy object or,” another pointed look at Rhys, “if a person crushed it with their own hand.”

Rhy’s face showed anger but he managed to calmly tell the nurse, “Neither myself or Mor was there at the time. Her boyfriend was though.”

The nurse looked to Mor for confirmation who nodded. The nurse then pulled out a folder.

“I’ve seen that girl’s face around here too many times these past weeks. Her records show in a month she’s been here no less than four times. Suspected broken bones, a bad ankle, even a suspected broken nose once.”

Rhys felt sick. He hadn’t even picked up on half of Feyre’s injuries. She had always shown up to work and rarely seemed to be in pain. He knew something was wrong for weeks but didn’t want to get involved in Feyre’s relationship, in case anyone thought he was meddling for purely selfish reasons. Mor looked just as distraught as him.

“Now clearly this girl doesn’t want to talk to me, I get that. But can I trust you two to make sure I don’t see her in here again?” The nurse asked.

“Don’t worry, we’ll talk with her. I’m going to see if she wants to stay with me for a few days.” Mor said, seeing that Rhys was in no state to talk.

“Good. I’ll leave her with you then. We’re also sending her home with a few pain meds but other than that she should be good to go.”


 Once back in the car Rhys noticed that Feyre looked much better. She had some colour back in her face and her eyes didn’t look as empty. How had he not noticed how thin she had become lately?

“Feyre, how do you feel like coming and living with me for a few days?” Mor asked gently.

Rhys felt hatred pulse through him as he saw fear widen Feyre’s eyes.

“He wouldn’t like that.”

“It’ll just be for a few days Feyre. You can call… Tamlin, if you want. We just think you need some more company around you, Tamlin’s always working and we just want to make sure you heal properly. It will be like a big sleepover with just us girls.” Mor smiled.

When Feyre still looked uncertain, Mor looked at Rhys for support but he could only shake his head, knowing that if he opened his mouth up now, he would only say something Tamlin deserved, but it would make Feyre more upset. So Mor waited patiently until Feyre finally nodded her head.

“Just for a few days.” Feyre nodded, sounding more like she was trying to convince herself.


Cassian dropped Mor and Feyre off at Mor’s house which she shared with Amren. Cassian smiled sadly at Feyre as he drove away with Rhys back to their shared house. Rhys had been ever so quiet in the car and Feyre had been unable to decipher his silence.

Holding a few meagre possessions which Mor had grudgingly allowed her to take with her good hand after insisting she could help, Feyre made her way into the small house.

Inside was warm and despite the old appearance of the house from the outside, the inside was very modern looking and was only a few blocks down from the coffee shop. Amren was waiting for them in the kitchen with some food.

“Hey roomie.” Amren smiled, something Feyre was not often accustomed to seeing and the effect was a little alarming.

“Come, have some dinner Feyre.” Mor said while ripping an entire chicken leg off for herself.

“Thanks but I’m not very hungry. I think I might just go to bed if that’s alright.”

Amren and Mor shared a worried glance but Amren showed her down the hallway to a spare room with a bed already made for her. Feyre didn’t even pull back the covers before collapsing on it in a heap.

“We’ll save you some left overs for when you wake up.” Amren said, but Feyre was already asleep.

Only a few hours later, Mor and Amren were watching television together when Mor’s phone rang.

“Az, I already texted Rhys 10 times that Feyre is okay, tell him to stop rin-”

“Rhys is in hospital. Tamlin was here. Part of the house caught fire.”

An Awkward Conversation - Jason Todd x Reader - Part Two

Part One

Requested by Anon -  part two of an awkward convo? Like they actually start dating and superboy isn’t okay with it

Requested by Anon -  a continuation series of an awkward conversation


After a lot of debating between Batman and Superman, they finally came to an agreement. It was decided that Jason would be allow to ask you out on a date as long as the date was supervised. 

Conner wasn’t happy with the idea, spending the rest of his time trying to soil Jason’s reputation. He tried everything from having Wolf trip Jason when you were watching to convincing other people to talk badly about Jason when you were in earshot.

Unfortunately for him, none of these things he did worked and when Jason asked, you agreed enthusiastically. You ran to tell Conner all about it, much to his displeasure. M’gann told him he should let it go, and let you make your own decisions. Conner disagreed with her, knowing Jason was going to try something with you. 

To be honest, he wouldn’t have been so overprotective if you weren’t so innocent. After the incident where you and Jason found two goons in a compromising position, he feared Jason would trick you into something you weren’t ready for. He became especially concerned when you told him how Jason explained to you how babies were made and offered to show you sometime.

That’s why Conner was in your room as you and M’gann tried to figure out what you should wear on your date. M’gann sorted through your clothes while you fussed with your hair. 

“I don’t see why you have to go on a date with him,” Conner grumbled from his seat on your bed. You glared at him.

“I’m going because I want to,” you replied sharply. “Besides, you go on dates.”

“Yeah…,” Conner mumbled, pursing his lips before coming up with another argument. “But you’re too young.”

“Conner, she’s the same age as you,” M’gann interjected, holding up your only dress. “(Y/N), I think we might need to go clothes shopping.”

“Really?” you asked, giving her your full attention. “What’s wrong with my dress?”

M’gann bit her lip before answering. “Well, it just a little neon.” You looked at it, tilting your head. When Black Canary took you shopping for clothes, she insisted you buy a dress. You didn’t like any of them until you saw the neon orange number M’gann was currently rejecting.

“But I thought it was nice,” you pondered, rubbing your chin. 

Conner rolled his eyes, still growling even though he knew he lost your attention. “Dates aren’t that fun anyway.”

“It…is nice, (Y/N). It’s just a little bright for a date that isn’t going to involve a rave,” M’gann explained, smiling when your eyes brightened at the word ‘rave’.

“Ooo, what’s a rave?” you asked, curious to learn a new word. Conner shook his head at your ignorance. 

“If you don’t know what it is, you shouldn’t be going on a date with Jason,” Conner commented loudly, catching your attention. You frowned at him, your eyes wide with hurt. 

“Conner, stop it,” M’gann chided him. Conner grunted, crossing his arms. 

“She doesn’t know enough to date,” Conner snapped, getting to his feet. You jumped at the tone of his voice. “He could try something, and she won’t know what to do.”

M’gann sighed, defending you when she sensed your distress. “She’s going out on a supervised date with Jason, for goodness’ sake. You think Batman is going to let him try something.”

“I doubt Batman could stop him,” Conner growled, only stopping when you burst into tears. You escaped into your bathroom, slamming the door behind you. 

“Now look at what you’ve done,” M’gann scolded, pushing Conner out of the room. “You stay away until you can be supportive.” Conner protested, but let M’gann hassle him out of the room anyway. The sound of your tears distressed him, but he knew it was for your own good. He couldn’t let you go on that date.

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treflev  asked:

I beg of you, give us the Hugolras proves

Every description of Enjolras in the brick is a proof of Hugolras. These are some examples I’ve found in a quick search:

He was angelically handsome. (…) That page’s mien, those long, golden lashes, those blue eyes, that hair billowing in the wind, those rosy cheeks, those fresh lips, those exquisite teeth (…)


His beauty, at that moment augmented by his pride, was resplendent.

And there are more, plus a lot of mentions of how charming he is whatever he’s doing and how awesome his hair is and so on.

You can argue that Enjolras was actually that hot and that the narrator is just an objective entity that accurately describes the reality, and in any other book I could accept that, but in Les misérables the narrator is Victor Hugo and he’s far from being objective. He gives his opinions about everything (politics, economy, religion) throughout the book. And if you still have doubts the narrator is Hugo, he even inserts himself in the story at the beginning of the Waterloo book. He may use the third person, but he talks about himself for a whole chapter! 

So yes, basically every time you read something about Enjolras outside a dialogue in the brick, it’s Victor Hugo fanboying about him.

Now, assuming your ask was prompted by my tags to this post, let me explain you what that can imply for the Enjolras/Grantaire ship.

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Drunk in Boston

In reference to this post, about someone getting a random postcard from a previous tenant. Tagging @thegreatshipcaptainswan and @ab-normality for encouraging the madness! Totally unbeta’d. I feel like it took me far too long to write this little ficlet, and figured I’d best not delay it further!

Summary: Emma Swan receives a mysterious postcard from Boston. Little does she know, it’ll change her life.

Once Upon a Time

Captain Swan

Rated G

2240 Words

Originally posted by bctmans

Hey,

I used to live in your house. I’m drunk in Boston, and it’s the only address I know.

Happy Holidays.

KJ

Emma turned the postcard over a couple times, taking in the strange message, and the artistic photo of the brewery the card was purchased at. She wasn’t sure if it was a sweet gesture, or if it was just some drunk thinking he was funny.

Deciding it was likely the latter, she stuck the postcard into her planner before heading out to lunch. If anything, the girls would get a kick out of it.

Regina was the first to comment. “Well it looks like your first Christmas card is from a drunk guy in Boston.”

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Still

genre: angst, romance, marriage, divorce | this part contains mentions of sex/smut
characters: reader and namjoon, bts
word count: 1785
summary:You want the divorce. Your marriage is not the same. You don’t think he loves you anymore. This is the right thing to do…right?

Part 1//Part 2//Part 3//Part 4//Part 5//Part 6//Part 7//Part 8

Part 9/ FINAL Just love me then

“Gaeun, when will you get pregnant? I want to be an aunt!” Y/n demanded, holding the cellphone between her neck and ear while pulling the clothes from the clothes dryer.

“Sweetie why don’t you and Namjoon start your own prole and stop meddling on my business?”

“Just one baby Gaeun, come on!” Y/n loved doing the laundry on friday nights cause it was the quietest and she loved teasing Gaeun cause that was her special talent.

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Tis The Season (of Meddling Siblings)

Title: Tis The Season (of Meddling Siblings)

Note: I hear you I hear you I hear you. *Jingles dem bells* And I am here for you. 

Pairing: Gladion x Reader, or Gladion x Moon if you prefer.

You have no clue how anything ended up this way. You were on your way to Malie Library that day where Professor Oak said he had some urgent business he needed to talk to you about as Champion of the Region. It wasn’t necessarily something that would take a while to talk about but he insisted you meet up with them which ended up with you Skyping each of them right there on the Malie Library Computer.

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everything Solas says about the subject of the Blight in DA:I
everything Solas says about the subject of the Blight in DA:I

(For reference, here is what Solas has to say about the Blight, darkspawn and the Grey Wardens, all together.)

  • Solas: Your Order… the Grey Wardens…
  • Blackwall: What about them?
  • Solas: The Wardens see themselves as the world’s defense against the Blight, do they not?
  • Blackwall: Yes… why do you sound so skeptical? Doesn’t everyone know this?
  • Solas: When an Archdemon rises, they slay it. What will they do when all the Archdemons are slain?
  • Blackwall: Retire?
  • Solas: Without Archdemons, there can be no Blights. Is that the reasoning?
  • Blackwall: Right. Where are you going with this?
  • Solas: Nowhere. I hope they are correct.

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Dream a Little Dream with Me (Chapter Ten) - SociallyAwkwardFox - Multifandom|Archive of Our Own
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

RatingMature
Archive WarningsGraphic Depictions Of ViolenceRape/Non-Con
CategoriesF/MM/MF/F
FandomsDCU (Comics)Batman - All Media TypesRed Hood and the Outlaws (Comics)Red Robin (Comics)
RelationshipsTim Drake/Jason ToddRoy Harper/Koriand'rBarbara Gordon/Dick GraysonPast Roy Harper/Jade NguyenStephanie Brown/Cassandra Cain
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Summary:  For years, they’ve shared dreams and nightmares with one another. Glimpses of the other’s life, but never a look at who the other person is. When the nightmares become more frequent, Jason searches for answers at Kori’s insistence and does his best to continue helping the kids that come into his shop. Meanwhile, Tim struggles with getting the board to take him and his proposal seriously. Perhaps fate has a reason for drawing them together.


The delicious smell of chocolate and strawberry pancakes had Jason practically foaming at the mouth as he watched Kori at the stove. Of course, he should have known better than to let the smell of food distract him and leave him open to attack. The fact she was cooking his favorite pancakes should have been a big enough tip off that she was trying to open him up. Naturally, he fell right into her trap and had his mouth full of delicious pancake when she started talking.

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Becoming Real - Part 9

PART 1  |  PART 2   |   PART 3   |  PART 4  |   PART 5 |  PART 6 |  PART 7 |  PART 8 |  PART 9

Originally posted by connie-awanderingsoul

Characters: Thorin, Company, Reader.
Setting:
Erebor after BOTFA (Everyone lives, fix-it).
Synopsis: Firmly established in Erebor and fed up with the tedium of their daily duties, Thorin’s company tries to revive old times by going on a camping trip. Meanwhile, Thorin is reconsidering his choice of queen and trying to avoid the company’s well-intentioned meddling into his love life, with mixed success.
Warnings:
NSFW eventually. Angsty. Hurt/Comfort with a lot of hurt.  
Notes:
This is the first sequel to THE LONG DARK. It will make a lot more sense if you read that story first. My thanks go out to my darlings @hardlyfatal@fromthedeskoftheraven, and @snugsbunnyfluff for listening to my interminable whining about this story, making excellent suggestions and slogging through my first (and n-th) drafts without a single complaint.
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Cast off what has been realized
Turn back to the subject

                                      — Bassui

Thorin opened the door to the hall with care. He had gone for a walk, which had failed to clear his head. Now the moon was close to setting. Its cold light slanted through the high windows, skimming over a small, blanket wrapped shape.

Belatedly, he recalled that you’d chosen to make your bed away from the others, close enough to the dying fire to keep warm despite the night’s chill. Shedding his cloak, he moved to the fireplace to add more logs and worked patiently until the flames were licking brightly at the dried wood.

He should have left then, but he could not bring himself to do it. Instead, he found another blanket discarded over the arm of a chair and laid it over you. It clearly wasn’t enough — your hand, hanging limply off the side of the bench where you’d made your bed, was icy cold.

Thorin searched the storeroom until he found a whole heap of blankets. He took another three and spread them over you, tucking the ends beneath your feet.

You looked impossibly young with your hair braided back from your face. There were deep shadows beneath your eyes, only partly eclipsed by the sweep of your lashes. He’d been so sure of his decision, so determined to bear the weight of it even though he still wanted you with every fiber of his being. After the Arkenstone, he’d been suspicious of his own desires, wary of anything that made him put his wishes over the fate of his people, but perhaps it wasn’t that clear-cut.

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ACOTAR/TOG CROSSOVER

Part One

Part Two:

Rhysand was growing more impatient day by day.

He acted as normal as he could, acting as if everything was okay. But he was tormented by the fact that his mate was trapped in the Spring Court. And not just with anyone, but with the asshole himself. He wanted to follow through with Feyre’s instincts, that she should stall a little so suspicions wouldn’t arise. That also meant that he’d have to wait longer without seeing her, and Rhysand wasn’t having any of that. So he worked harder, barely sleeping. He spoke with his sources to get any notion of Hybern’s plans, causing his spies to become jaded. He was relentless, but when it came to Feyre, he didn’t care.

When Rhysand awoke in his office, he had almost forgotten where he was. All he knew was that he felt anxious and weary, and he began to worry if he was still Under the Mountain. He raised his head and looked around the office that seemed too empty these days. Mor, Az, Cassian, and Amren had all been working on their own since the ambush at Hybern. As much as Rhysand missed his court, they needed to divide and conquer. The more they got done, the faster Feyre would be in his arms again.

He sat up on his chair. I am here. I am home. I am Rhysand of the Night Court, he thought. And I will get my mate back.

Rhysand knew little of Hybern’s plans and he hated being at a disadvantage. They could be attacked any day, at any second. But he, at the very least, had the book the King so desperately needed. He had heard that the King was doing everything in his power to obtain it, but that would happen over Rhy’s dead body. But in the last two weeks, he hadn’t heard anything about the King. It seemed that the King wasn’t looking for it anymore, and he was disturbingly quiet.

He either found out that Rhys had the book and was planning an attack. Or he was about to do something even worse. There was also Jurian to think about, though. And the queens. And the stupid tool. Rhys had so much on his plate these days, and it was worse that Feyre was unsafe.

But he couldn’t dwell on it. This was his life and instead of agonizing, he should be planning. He could not let his feelings for Feyre blind him from his job, and that was to protect the humans and prevent a war that was already sure to come. He had sent Cassian to the Illyrian camps to train the males and females, but mostly to make sure that the females were being trained.

The war wouldn’t be easy, and they had few numbers and even less allies. They needed a stronger army. Rhys didn’t dwell on the warrior count. All he needed was for them to be smarter. Stronger. And they might have a chance. He trusted his brother to raise him an army.

He wanted to find a way to get to Feyre, but he knew that wasn’t possible. He trusted Feyre to play her part perfectly. If he did anything to even risk being caught… he couldn’t even think about it. Rhysand knew Feyre could take care of herself, which was one of the million reasons Rhysand adored her.

In the meantime, Rhys got by with the information Feyre sent him through Nuala and Cerridwen. They’d give him and Az brief reports on what  information Feyre sent, which wasn’t much. This made him a little uneasy, because it meant they didn’t trust her. But it had only been a month since she got back to the Spring Court, and although it felt like an eternity to Rhys, it was still too early for her to be making moves.

Everyday he’d contemplate going to the Spring Court and taking her back, just like Amren had suggested the moment they had gotten back from Hybern. He almost did when Amren insisted for the tenth time that night. But he couldn’t. It was Feyre’s fight. He knew she had unfinished business with the Spring Court, and whatever Feyre wanted to do, he wouldn’t meddle. And everyday he’d realize this, and go back to the mountain load of paperwork he had on his desk.

But this day, would be different.

Azriel came storming in through the balcony doors, he came fast and he was heaving. The wind was harsh and blew all of Rhys’s papers of the desk. The clouds were a dark grey, and the air felt heavy. A storm was coming. How could Azriel be heaving? He’s a trained-

“Rhys” he gasped. It seemed as if the air around him, any and all air, was not enough for him. Rhys grew worried.

“Az, sit down. What’s going on?” he demanded. Azriel paused.

“There’s been word,” Az began, breathing a little less heavier than before “of the King’s sudden disinterest in the book. He’s found a different way, a darker way, to open portals with the Cauldron.”

“Open portals to what?” Rhys asked, although he was sure he knew.

“He’s opening portals to other worlds, Rhys. He’s bringing in anything that he can find into Prythian. People, monsters, animals. Anything and everything.” he said in a low voice.

“Who-”

“It was Feyre. She sent word through Nuala and Cerridwen. They’ve always been good at hiding.” Az said.

“Walls being their specialty.” added Rhys, but the jokes. They were not the same.

Rhys took a look at his friend, and he could see that he wasn’t the only one the war had taken its toll on. Rhys worried for all of his family, but Az was sent to the most dangerous territory. He could be betrayed, discovered, or killed. Or all three of those. The room grew quiet, but Azriel was not finished.  
“Rhys.” Azriel began once again, looking up towards his brother. “Hybern’s already used the Cauldron to send things through to this land. But we have an advantage. The things he brings through, they don’t end up where he wants them to. They just keep on popping up in different places. Different Courts.”

“Do you know what’s come through?” asked Rhys, his voice growing deeper with worry.

“So far, a wolf that’s been trapped in the Spring Court. Feyre also said that there was a hawk, but that it got away. Tamlin’s been trying to find it, but it seems the hawk has prerogatives of its own. That’s all that came through in the Spring Court.”

“So it’s only been animals” declared Rhys.

“Not just animals, the wolf can shift. They’re Fae. I suspect the hawk can, too.” replied Az.

Rhys sighed deeply and rubbed his forehead. This war would be unbelievable.

“That’s…. not it.” Azriel said.

“What now” Rhys snapped.
“There appears to be something else. Something that’s appeared in the Night Court.” Azriel answered.

“Enough with the pauses Azriel, spit it out”

“Mor’s father put in the report about an hour ago” Azriel declared, “a sort of iron box has appeared in the Court of Nightmares.”

Prince!Joshua {Req}

tw: harassment, death mention
note: thank you to all the people who requested this au! i hope you like it!
- Admin Mochi

  • ok prince joshua…..
  • is next in line to rule a seaside kingdom known for their hospitality like everyone there is so sweet and the king + queen don’t believe in violence, they literally just want their citizens to live a peaceful life theyre so nice~ they also lend their hand out to countries who need it
  • and what do you know? their son is just as sweet and everyone adores him
  • the type to go looking for a snack in the kitchens but end up talking to the staff and helping wash the dishes
  • commoners have been calling him “the winter gentleman” ever since he was 13 bc of his kind-hearted nature and neat appearance
  • also v down-to-earth like you can catch him riding his bike around the park or walking into a bookstore as if he’s some regular guy in college and the commoners love that about prince joshua
  • is literally every princesses dream
  • at balls, you can never catch him alone because there’s always a princess near him, trying to win his heart…..but honestly….?
  • nobody could ever fit what he wanted. why? because he wasn’t over you
  • oops
  • oh yes, you knew this prince ever since you both were old enough to play hide-and-seek in the large grandfather clocks in the hallway
  • believe it or not, you two were a bunch of adorable mischiefs!
  • y'all used to run around in the hallways and climb all over the bodyguards
  • one time you and joshua sneaked into the kitchen and managed to just eat half a pot of honey before the head chef noticed and panicked
  • lol but nobody could be mad at you two because you all were too cute
  • however, as you both grew, the troublemaker phase ended and little joshua was becoming a gentleman at the mere age of eight
  • so cute bc he starts opening doors and pulling out your chair and giving you tiny flowers he picked for you~
  • one time he wanted to teach you the waltz bc that’s what his etiquette teacher was teaching him atm
  • and you both were so giggly while twirling in the banquet hall and the bodyguards were sighing bc this was cutest thing they’ve ever seen
  • joshua: y/n? promise you’ll dance with me when we’re old enough to join the dances? // you: *nods eagerly* promise! *frowns* but won’t you have to dance with all the princesses? // joshua: i do but…..only you have my heart~
  • bodyguards raising their eyebrows because wOW??? THAT WAS PRETTY SMOOTH FOR AN EIGHT YEAR OLD???? WHERE U LEARN THIS–
  • but yeah, you two were inseperable and definitely best friends ^^
  • you both shared a lot firsts: first time riding the “big kid” bikes, first guitar lesson, first train ride, first time reading….even first kiss (^:
  • however the bad news came when you both were 15, a year before you both could attend the balls
  • due to your grandmother falling ill, your father (a nobleman) wanted to move closer to take better care of her and so you had no choice but to go
  • you cried when you told joshua this and inevitably, this broke the prince’s heart but he only gave you a sad smile and a tight hug, promising that he’ll see you again someday
  • on the day you left, he gave you his guitar pick necklace as a way to remember him by and in return, you gave him a ring of yours
  • to this day, almost six years later, he keeps it on a silver chain around his neck and whenever he misses you, he just stares at that ring and then goes to play your favorite song on his guitar
  • so he’s almost 20, right? which means the coronation ceremony was only a year and a half away
  • and although his parents were never the type to meddle bc they trusted joshua, they began to worry that their only son would never find someone and they knew that once you became king, it would be so much harder because he’d be too busy for love every single day
  • and so they intefered just a bit. all they had to do was invite a royal family to dinner and insist that joshua show their lovely daughter around the castle
  • her name was princess rosejoy and tbh she was everything joshua could want in a girl: kind, smart, easygoing and cute~
  • they clicked just as easily as a seatbelt and by the end of the week, those two were on a nickname basis, calling each other “josh” and “joy”
  • the reason why he accepted her was because he told himself that you weren’t going to come back and that he needed to move on from you and give princess joy a chance
  • and so its princess joy and prince joshua and the kingdom is raving because they look so good together and they’re happy that their beloved prince was finally falling in love ^^
  • but life is never simple is it? plot twist: you moved back to the kingdom with your family
  • your grandmother had passed a year after your family had moved to the countryside where she lived. your father couldn’t bear to leave the place. but now, five years later, he was getting back up on his feet and taking the whole family back to the kingdom
  • and like?? you’re psyched!! not only were you going to the place you missed, you get to see your best friend again~
  • the whole journey there, your stomach would flip with every bump in the road bc you were highkey nervous to see joshua again
  • was he still babyfaced? did he still play guitar? would his smile still be the same? was he still as kind and silly as you remember?
  • but above all, you wondered if he still had feelings for you just like you did for him…..
  • as soon as the carriage rolled over the border, you felt your worries slip away as you took in the scenery you had missed so much
  • the king and queen were the first to greet the family and the queen was gushing over how beautiful and mature you’ve become and then she’s like “oh, joshua’s going to be so glad to hear you’re back!” and you ask where he is and she tells you that he’s gone to the beach and that he’ll be back soon
  • so you go up to your old room and you find your things had been brought up and you begin to arrange them for the next hour and a half
  • after, you sighed in content at ur hard work then went to over the window to see if the view was as good as you remembered
  • but as you’re opening the window, you see!! joshua!! and he’s riding in through the palace gates on a horse and ofc your heart soars but then you realize that there’s a beautiful brunette clinging onto his waist and your heart drops
  • in your head: “ofc he’d be courting someone by now. did you think he’d wait? don’t think so selfishly.”
  • when joshua heard that you were back, he immediately went upstairs to search for you but you were gone
  • that night, there was a feast in honor of your family’s return and joshua looked around for you but no luck
  • where were you? well, you were outside
  • after hearing from a maid that the girl was a princess named rosejoy and that joshua was probably going to marry her next year, you had taken a walk around the castle, trying to sort your feelings
  • by nightfall, you ended up on this wall that was easy to climb up on and you watched the dark waves crash onto the shore as you played with joshua’s necklace
  • an hour passed when you heard someone’s voice call you from behind (three guesses who lol)
  • ofc it’s joshua but tbh you didnt recognize him at first bc he had gotten taller, his face looked slimmer and his hair was no longer swooped to the side, it was dyed and parted neatly and he just looked so handsome and mature ???
  • joshua also lowkey thinking you got more beautiful and different too but ofc he’s not going to tell u that
  • but anyway you quickly drop the necklace under your shirt collar and say a quiet hello
  • he climbs up onto the wall and goes “what are you doing…?” and you say “oh…..just taking in the view. i missed it….and i missed you! how are you?”
  • and from there, you fake a smile and both you and joshua are catching up and it feels like old times again and you know how the phrase goes: time flies when you’re having fun ^^
  • two hours later, joshua looked at his watch and saw that it was almost eleven. “sorry y/n, i gotta go to sleep. i promised joy that i’d take her to see the sunrise tomorrow.” and you can feel your face drop but quickly, you straightened it out and say “ok! im gonna stay out here though~” and joshua smiles and says “dont stay up too late ok? you know how cold it gets out here” and you smiled and nodded, feeling a bit better– at least he still cared right?
  • for the next few months, you tell yourself that it was for the best and you even got to talk to joy, who was actually one of the sweetest people you’ve ever met and that was saying a lot considering the country was filled with nice ppl
  • it got to the point where you would tell joy childhood stories of joshua and you both would laugh as joshua pouted and tried to defend himself
  • and you + joshua are still close as ever but if u were both honest, yall still had lowkey feelings for one another
  • anyway, winter came soon and that means the Snow Heart Ball aka joshua’s birthday ball
  • everyone from around the world comes because so many good vibes and its a great way to ring in the new year and say goodbye to the old one
  • and tbh this is one of the things you missed and you decided you weren’t going to worry tonight and just get cRUNK
  • you had met up with joshua and joy at the beginning but you lost them in the crowd so you ended up dancing around with random people, trying to dance your heart away
  • however at one point, some random person came up to you and gripped your waist, gyrating against you, making you panic
  • you pushed against him but he didnt budge. your anxiety grew when you realized nobody would be able to hear you over the loud music
  • before you could kick him away, the weight was suddenly yanked off and you look up to see a furious joshua and a shocked joy
  • joshua immediately pulled you away with joy following you both as she asked if you were ok
  • joshua was worried to the max and kept asking questions to make sure you weren’t hurt
  • and to you its normal but to joy….as she watched joshua tend to you, she noticed there was this look in his eye like someone….someone who was in love
  • according to josh, you both were childhood friends but joy had always been the perceptive type and she had a hunch that maybe you were more than just a friend…..
  • for the next few days, she struggled internally and always waved josh off when he asked what was wrong, only saying she was homesick
  • but one night, she decided to visit you and ofc you were surprised like wow?? hello??
  • and you both talk casually and joy could see why joshua would like you: you were just so nice and easygoing and v bright
  • she finally breaks the ice and asks you “y/n…..have u ever fell in love with someone but you know you can’t really have them…?”
  • brain: highkey yES // mouth: “mmm….i suppose so, a long time ago. why do you ask?”
  • and that’s when joy breaks into her own story, about how she had fallen in love with a soldier in her father’s army. he was a general’s son but nonetheless, her father didn’t approve bc he wasn’t a monarch like herself
  • and tbh you feel bad bc imagine giving someone all of you only to get torn down by someone who you would also give up your life for……
  • you tell her you’re sorry but she shakes her head and says “josh, in a way, has inspired me. im going to go back home this week and try to work it out.” and youre like “wait,,,,what?? you’re not going to marry him??” and she says “as much as i would’ve liked to marry someone like him…..he isn’t for me.” and she sweetly smiles and goes “ive seen the way he looks at you, y/n”
  • and you choke like “a-at me? what do you mean?” and she goes “idk how to describe it…..his eyes always shine whenever he sees you.” and youre like “pfft no dont be fooled joy he looks like that all the time-” but joy silences you by placing a hand on yours
  • joy: “you make him happy. happier than i ever could. just take care of his heart, ok? you deserve him.” and she leaves you like that, speechless and shook
  • during the week, she also goes to speak to joshua and she tells the king + queen that she’s leaving and on the day she does, she gives you a hug and whispers to you “remember what i said~”
  • it actually takes a while though bc it’s kind of….awkward?
  • and you’re honestly like what do i do? bc like you /do/ want to approach joshua but at the same time, he’s not approaching you so….
  • and for two weeks, yall just keep your distance and think by yourselves
  • until one night, after dinner, joshua caught up with you and asked if you both could go to the wall and youre like okay o:
  • after you both get there and sit down, there’s a small silence until joshua says “so…..um, i have to tell you something.”
  • and he launches into his joy story and when he’s done, you also tell him your side and at the end you’re like “i guess….she made me realize…..that i like you???” and joshua is like oMG on the inside but on the outside, he shyly smiles then looks at you and when he does, you now know what joy means by his eyes shine
  • joshua: “well if im being honest…..i really like you too, y/n.”
  • and that is the start of a beautiful relationship
  • it starts lowkey but soon the whole kingdom knows thanks to the gossiping bodyguards lol but nobody thinks it’s weird or a bad thing~
  • yours and joshua’s fathers talking about being in-laws and your mother + queen rolling their eyes lmao
  • princess joy also writing to you about how her father finally accepted her + her soldier love 😍
  • you and joshua always going on the wall and talking…..maybe kissing lol who knoes
  • joshua being lowkey jealous when a boy wants to dance w/you at the ball lolol and also vice versa
  • yoooo bike riding with joshua
  • getting into playful arguments with him over whether japanese anime was better than korean drama
  • yall are like best friends and lovers rolled into one
  • and soon it’s coronation day and bodyguard!seungkwan is running all over the palace, searching for you and practically dragging you across the grounds when he does
  • turns out joshua really needed a pep talk before going out to accept his crown and let me tell you that boy looked fINE except his legs were shaking ;;
  • so you tell him what’s wrong and he’s like “what if i cant run them as well as i thought i could? what if everyone loses their trust in me when they realize im not as-”
  • and you cut him off like “what? smart? kind? talented? fair?” and joshua is blushing bc you’re kind of complimenting him bt you put your hands on his shoulders and look into his eyes “joshua hong. you are one of the most capable people i’ve ever met and i’m not just saying that. you’re going to make a great king. trust me. and i’ll be right here, you won’t be alone, i promise.”
  • and joshua is nodding and then the trumpets are blaring and you take the crown from his hands and put it on his head and give him a quick kiss “go show the world whose a king.”
  • and bc this is joshua he is going to smile and go “a king is nothing w/o their queen/king.” and you smile and shake your head, pushing him out
  • bodyguard!seungkwan: oh jeez my father was right….joshua is smooth asf
  • and prince joshua does just what real-life joshua said: “i’ll make you my princess and we’ll be forever happy”
  • the end c:

anonymous asked:

‘i saw you throw that wrapper on the ground when there’s a trashcan right over there, dickwheeze’ au OMG PLEASE YES I CAN JUST SEE THIS WITH STEREK

“Hey, hey! Excuse me! Douchebag in the cap!”

Stiles turns on his heel, touching his beloved Mets cap as he does, and peering in the direction of the loud voice. He’s caught off guard when he spots the owner of the tirade– super hot dude, glasses, eyebrows Tom Selleck’d be jealous of, and a worn satchel across his broad chest– and feels torn between glaring and putting on his best come hither face. 

His expression must not come off as alluring in the slightest as the dude stalks right up to him and waves trash in Stiles’ face. 

“This is a first for courting rituals,” Stiles drawls slowly. 

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She Loves You {Part 4}

Part 1 | Part 2a | Part 2b | Part 3

Summary: After a growing friendship with Bucky Barnes, someone who could really understand your nightmares, you began to fall in love. If only you would let him know. Preferably before it was too late. 

Word count: 1498

Warnings: Just your tri-weekly dose of angst. The aftermath of everything in Part 3.

The first thing you noticed was Bucky’s avoidance. Whenever he saw you in a room that he had entered, he quickly retraced his steps out of the door. Sometimes it would be casual, like he had just forgotten something he urgently had to do. Other times he just raced out with no explanation. Not that you needed one. But you could also see how conflicted he was. It was as if he just did not know what to do. And to be fair, neither did you. You did not know what this meant for either of you.

To say things were awkward in the Towers from that point on would be putting it mildly. It was no surprise that everyone had heard your vocal expression. Every day you had to stop yourself from crumbling by their pitying looks and sorry. Things had become tense the minute you had exposed your most inner and raw emotions to Bucky. You demanded that Steve and Tony keep you away from partnering with Bucky. They, of course, agreed. Bucky was spending more and more time away from the team, with her. You figured it was to reassure himself that your feelings were of no danger to their relationship. It hurt, but you swallowed it down and buried it. Feeling nothing at all is sometimes better than the pain without scars. The team mostly left you alone to figure yourself out now. But your emotional imbalance had set off a chain reaction of worry from the other members, even Bucky.

At first, you refused to eat with them, not wanted to see Bucky’s face and feel embarrassment. Then, you began to cancel plans and lock your door to everyone. Everything hurt and you refused to share your pain with anyone. A few times Bucky came to draw you out. Those were the worst because it was so hard to refuses him. The hardest. It took every ounce of your self-control to tell him, “No.”

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FICS REC (updated)

Basically this is a way for me to keep track of all the fics I read so I’m going to update it from time to time. This is only the start! (I have pretty much stolen the summaries already written by the authors cause I’m lazy, but anyway lmao)

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210 Days - Harry is in the army and Louis is back in New York. Together, they get through Harry’s six month leave by sending a series of letters back and forth. 16k

And I’ll Be Yours To Keep - Louis is a teacher and Harry is one of the best ballet dancers he has ever seen. Louis has a responsibility to keep Harry at arm’s length, but with every day that goes by, he feels his control slip a little more. It’s risky for everyone involved, but somehow…Harry seems worth it. 59k

A Long Way From The Playground - Series. Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they’re just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don’t know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles’s who definitely don’t believe them, plus a prequel. 63k

A marriage of true minds - Four weddings, a funeral, speeches, karaoke, cocktails, cake, a healthy dose of heartache, and a love that just doesn’t know how to quit. 46k

Ain’t going backwards, won’t ask for space - They’ve been best friends for eight years, but have never acted on the sexual tension that’s existed between them. And when they do, it’s completely impossible to stop the feelings that arise from denying themselves of what was always meant to be. 17k

Amazing Sin - the story of Louis ‘Steal Your Man’ Tomlinson. 56k

And I’ll Be Yours To Keep - Louis is a drama teacher and Harry is one of the best ballet dancers of the school. 59k

And your light’s always shining on - Series. Louis sends him lots of messages with exclamation marks and so proud of u haz !! and that save was brilliant ! and u look so cute when ur angry :p. Harry replies back with lots of heart emojis and pictures of himself shirtless and still in bed, grinning like an idiot, and Louis saves all of Harry’s pictures. 16k

As loud as lions - fetus coming out fic. 26k

Baby how we spoon like nobody else - Harry comes out to visit Louis in Los Angeles and it’s easy, to pretend that things could stay like this. 15k

more under the cut!

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Going Away On Tour (Daddy Luke fluff)

Summary: Luke is going on tour and he has to break the news to your daughter.

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“Are we all going on holiday again?” I shook my head, “Nope” “Then why are we going to the airport?” Luke’s and my little girl asked, from the backseat of the car. I looked at Luke and back at the road, driving. “TELL ME TELL ME TELL MEEEEE” she squealed, while giggling.

Since all the boys, now grown men with families, had started settling down, the touring had reduced to short 1 or 2 month tours, called “holidays” that they went on with their families. But they’d put a new album out after a while which meant a long 7 month world tour and Luke decided he’d be the one to break the news to our little girl.

“Can I tell you at the airport, sweetie?” Luke asked, looking back at our tiny blonde girl with eyes bluer than Luke’s. “I want to know..” she whined, fiddling with the little penguin toy she held in her hand. Even after all the years, Luke insisted that they bought her at least one penguin stuffed animal, which caused her to grow so fond of it that it was followed by another 3 of them.

I exhaled, pursing my lips and parking the car, touching Luke’s hand, nodding at him. “Okay” he began, “Come here, princess” Luke said, reaching back and helping our baby with her seatbelt and pulling her into the front seat so she was sitting on his lap, facing him.

Instantly she kissed his nose, something she’d seen me do every night since she could remember anything. Luke smiled a small smile, kissing her nose back, making her giggle. “Am I a grown up now? Is that why I’m sitting here?” she asked, as Luke meddled with the end of her tiny Nirvana t-shirt. “No, sweetie. Luke, tell her please” I said softly, touching his cheek.

“Daddy’s going on holiday” Luke blurted out. God, he was terrible at this, I thought, smiling to myself. “WHY ARE YOU GOING ON HOLIDAY WITHOUT ME?” She yelled, her eyes immediately filling up with tears. “No no no I meant I’m going away but not on holiday. On tour..” he said, chewing on his bottom lip. “What’s t-tour?” the tiny 4 year old asked, rubbing her eyes.

“It’s daddy’s job, penguin. You know how he sings in front of people, right?” he asked, she nodded. Out of the corner of my eye, I watched Calum’s car pull up close to ours, clearly a similar situation in there too. “I’m going to do that again with uncle Calum, Ashton and Michael” “Why can’t I come?” she asked innocently.

Luke’s sad smile dropped, “Because I’m going to be away for a little longer than normal. And mummy and you can’t stay away from home for so long” I watched a look of realisation come up on our daughter’s face, followed by her pouting, “I WANT TO COME!” she yelled, then burst into tears. Luke looked over at me, then pulled her tiny body into his broad chest, rubbing her back.

“I’ll buy you loads of chocolates okay?” he said, trying to calm her down, but the tears continued. “I-I’ll buy you so many presents, sweetie. I’ll buy you a penguin toy from every country” he said, desperately, his bribes only met by more sniffles. He rested his cheek on her head, looked over at me and pouted. We were both only just figuring out how to be parents so neither of us knew what to do when your little girl is weeping about something her own mother still cried about.

“Can’t uncle Ashton stay? He always let’s me play on his drums” she asked, pulling away, her innocent eyes, red and puffy. Luke chuckled, “Uncle Ashton is in daddy’s band, too. So he can’t stay. But mummy will be right here. And so will Grandma Liz. They both will take you to the park and you can play on the swings and I’ll tell Grandma Liz will to buy you ice cream when mummy isn’t looking” Luke said, trying to keep his voice steady, and I laughed a little and our daughter’s lips curled into a small half smile, causing the dimple on her right cheek to show, identical to Luke’s.

“Will Uncle Calum’s kids be here?” she asked, sniffing as Luke wiped some of the tears off her cheeks, which were no longer in free flow. “Look” I said, pointing at Calum’s car, “They’ll be here. And Uncle Mikey’s kids will also be here and so will Uncle Ashton’s” I said, watching her eyes, now slightly darker from the crying, dart from one car to the other. “Can we all go to the park?” she asked, and Luke giggled, kissing her forehead, “Yes, you can” “And can we all get ice cream?” “Don’t push your luck, sweetie” Luke said, twirling the ends of her ponytails between his fingers.

“Don’t cry, daddy” she said, touching Luke’s cheek, catching the one tear that had managed to slip out of Luke’s eye. “You’ll be back soon, won’t you?” she asked, and he nodded, “Mummy and I will be waiting for you. And I’ll be taller than you when you get back!” Luke laughed, kissing her forehead, “Don’t grow up too fast, my little penguin” he said, and she frowned, not understanding what he meant because all she wanted was to sit in the grown ups seat of the car.

Luke and I were taken a little by surprise when her frown quickly turned into an excited giggle as she saw Calum’s son, about the same age as her, getting out of their car. “CAN I GO AND PLAY?” she squealed, clapping her small hands together, and Luke nodded, letting her go as he opened the car door.

“You have baby snot on your shirt” I said, laughing softly. “That was awful..” Luke whispered, and I reached over, wrapping an arm around his shoulder so he could nuzzle his face in my neck. “We’re doing good, Lukey. We knew it would happen eventually..” I replied, kissing his temple.

“Remember how I promised I’d always keep her happy?” he asked, pulling away, his eyes a little more filled with tears than they were a few seconds ago. “I remember” I replied, thinking back to when our daughter was just a tiny blip, and Luke whispered against my stomach that he’d never let our baby be sad.

“I feel like I’ve broken that promise” he confessed, intertwining his fingers with mine. “You haven’t broken anything” I told him, “She isn’t sad. Look at her” I said, pointing over his shoulder at her running excitedly around the car park with the rest of the 5sos kids. “She’ll miss you. It’s been 7 years since we first met and it hasn’t been got any easier for me. But she’s only 4. And she’s so lucky to have a dad who loves her so much that he promises to buy her a penguin from every country even though she has-” “Five” Luke said, interrupting me and pointing to his bag.

“You bought another one?” I asked, shaking my head and laughing. “This has to stop, Luke” I said, watching him laugh a little too. “You love being married to Luke who is a penguin who has passed on the obsession to your daughter” he said, kissing my nose, “I do” I replied, pecking his lips. “Can you guys please visit? I’d not make it beyond 2 weeks without you” he said, talking faster because he only had a few more minutes before he had to go into the airport.

“Once every 2 weeks it is, then” I said, feeling the same sinking feeling I felt every time. I got out of the car, and helped Luke with his luggage, both of us feeling a sense of comfort amidst the noisy children, clearly they’d learnt how to never keep quiet from their dads. “I love you so so so much” Luke whispered, touching his forehead to mine, holding my waist. “I love you too, Luke” “DO YOU LOVE ME?” Our daughter yelled, running and hugging Luke’s legs.

“Of course I do, princess. Now listen okay?” he said, lifting her up, “Be good. Brush your teeth every night before bed. Be nice to mummy. And don’t stay up too late. If you ever miss daddy, tell mummy and she’ll call me okay?” She nodded, holding Luke’s shoulders. “Be a good girl okay? I love you.” he said, kissing her cheek, “I love you too” she replied, yawning. It was right on time for her afternoon nap.

“Come on” I said, taking her from Luke’s arms into my own, as she rested her head on my shoulder. “Bye, daddy” she said, groggily and I felt her drift off to sleep. “She falls asleep quicker than you” I told Luke, looking up at him. “Bye, beautiful. I’ll see you in 2 weeks okay?” Luke said, kissing me. “We’ll be okay” I said, “Yes, we will. Just promise to wait for me”

I laughed, “We’re married with a kid now, Luke! Why do you still ask?” I said, laughing but Luke’s expression still looked concerned, “Because you’re still so beautiful” he whispered, making me smile. “I will wait” I finally gave in, standing slightly on my toes to kiss him, lingering on for a few seconds longer before he was forced to pull away so he wouldn’t miss his flight, not that any of us would mind. “I love you” he whispered, letting go of my waist, “I love you too, Luke” I replied, resting my head on top of our daughter’s, as Luke walked towards Ashton, Calum and Michael, all 3 of them also not wanting to leave despite knowing that it was inevitable.

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