but yes i mean every word

I’m doing really good and when I say that know that it means I still slip up but my body is less war zone violent and more ocean storm violent. It means I eat granola almost every morning with bananas and black coffee. You don’t stare at me from across the table and I can picture you there but it’s become less empty more full. Yes there is missing but the missing is not consuming. But of course there is also slipping and thinking and feeling. There is crumpled Polaroids scattered around my living room floor as if to fill the space. I think about there are signals and signs I need to stop believing in. But I listen to that song, god there is something in that song. It’s been 7 months and the thought of that someday soon it’ll be a year. Then 2 years. 3 years. That all of it will fade and you will become less and less here and how I don’t think I want to grow with anyone new because I’m leaving this town as soon as I can but there are a few people who I would keep when I decide to uproot and finally get what I want. You are there. I’m not sure if you know that but you might know. I think you might slip up sometimes too. It’s okay, my poetry makes less and less cohesive sense but you still find it.
—  may-be

@carolithe replied to your photo “prettyredribbons: Same @ceka122 @carolithe After that little spirit…”

He was very entertaining in Yukkin’s route! I cracked up every time he appeared. Can’t even pretend to prefer Yukimura when this sinnamon troll shows up 😂

YES. You are so right! As much as I find Yukimura adorable, my own personal preference means that I give a lot of goo goo eyes to Saizo every time he shows up, either in Yuki’s route or anyone else’s. He was an absolute riot this time around; even the subtle Saiyukkin vibes made me crack up, especially because it seemed to be all in the name of trolling Yukimura. Hell yes, sinnamon troll! Perfect words. Oh man, I’m practically frothing at the mouth waiting for Saizo’s event story to come out. Wait, is Saizo a fav of yours too, Carolithe?

dear person reading this:

  • your crooked teeth make your lovely smile extremely cute and endearing  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
  • your splotches of freckles? yeah, those are places where the galaxies whirling inside of you leaked out to radiance their brilliancy into the world
  • your thighs touch? that’s a GOOD thing. you’re getting proper nutrition! you have muscles! d o  n o t  b e  a s h a m e d!!!! also, thigh gaps are awesome too! anything related to thighs is awesome! all thighs are different because every person is different, and honestly, why does it matter what your thighs look like?? people who are bothered by thighs are weak tbh
  • “bingo arms”???? listen up: you only have bingo arms when you’re WINNING. otherwise why would you be yelling “bingo”?? thought so. you’re a winner – you can do anything you set your incredible mind to!
  • your hair is so unbelievably gorgeous and don’t you deny it. don’t forget to style it, dye it, try new shampoos with it, as long as you want to! your hair is your own, whether it be frizzled or dry or thick or thin – be proud of that, and remember that you can always change it up!
  • your eyes are not too small, or too big, or too wide apart, or too ugly. your eyes are your own mortal doorway into your soul, expressing your thoughts and emotions in dazzling swirls and hues for others to decipher. don’t be afraid to cry, don’t be disgusted by the crinkles at the corners when you smile, don’t hate on the small, microscopic blood vessels running through them. don’t lock your door out of needless shame!
  • scars!!! scars are so cool! they’re visual results from a chapter that makes up the story of your life! no matter where scars are, don’t be conscious of concealing them! ppl loVE scars! even the tiny lil ones! anyone who has a scar is automatically known as an ultimate badass sorry that’s the rule
  • same goes for stretch marks! those little ripples on your thighs, your hips, your waist, your belly? those mean that you’ve GROWN. your body has adapted frequently throughout your life, and leaves those little ripples as little hints of your amazing journey from babyhood to adulthood! (or maybe you’re just a mystical ocean god/goddess and those waves are symbols of your enormous power, onlookers should be on the lookout)
  • sorry, did you say you had a pig nose? do you even kNOW how cute piggies are you should be PROUD of your nose cAUSE U CUTE
  • long, thin nose? p l s. that just means you’re king/queen of everything. don’t deny it. you know how powerful you truly are
  • tummy rolls? everyone has them. seriously, no matter how thin a person may seem, tummy rolls are inevitable. you are not alone! tummy rolls rock! ROCK THOSE TUMMY ROLLS!
  • trust me, barely anyone see your feet anyways. besides, feet aren’t that bad – how do you think your hands would look if they walked everywhere over the earth’s rough terrain? feet are hella 
  • ears are so cool omg they’re like fingerprints, unique to you and you only! plus you can pierce them! repeatedly! how cool is that? ears are best
  • do nOT be anxious about flaunting your legs! wear that short skirt! wear those shorts! own that bikini! your legs are marvelous! ppl would kill for a pair of dandy lookin legs like yours! pale or tan, legs are glorious! L E G S
  • lips. lips. do you know how many magic tricks your lips are able to perform? the formation of words, the ability to smile or frown, the ability to express, to kiss, to wear makeup; lips are ethereal and exquisite in all forms!
  • #1 tip: your eyebrows are always on fleek  (▰˘◡˘▰)
  • and lastly: you are not dumb. you are not worthless. you are not a waste of space, an empty void, a meaningless shell. you are loved. you are worth everything. you are so incredibly intelligent, you are utterly unforgettable, and you are breathtaking in every single way.
  • next time you look in a mirror, blow yourself a kiss and don’t worry – you’ll kill it out there today. ♥
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This scene probably doesn’t mean a whole lot to everyone but the struggle of deciding whether or not to use one or another restroom sticks with trans people. Yes, she’s struggling with which alien bathroom to use, it’s heavily hinted trans symbolism as well. At some point in time every trans person will consider which one they should use. While this is an alien bathroom the symbolism still sticks, especially after season 1 depicting Pidge as a trans girl through the words she uses. It’s all subtext, yes, it’s not “canon,” no, but I see Pidge as a trans girl new into her identity, surrounded by loving and caring friends who support her. Pidge is important and could really help normalize transness, there’s other characters with the same kinda symbolism that can help normalize transness, it’s whether or not that the writers want to give us canon proof or not.

It’s hard to believe that I’ve found someone like you; someone who has saved me and changed me into a better person, a more lively one. This won’t be enough to thank you for everything you’ve given me, and there won’t be anything I can do in the future to make you see how perfect you are. And yes when I say perfect I mean perfect in every single way, including your flaws.
—  Poets Love Her
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Spotted at co-worker Kim Bryant’s house: a super classy reference bookcase, complete with dictionary podium. It’s just the kind of thing I imagine putting in my library room, if I could ever afford to have a library room. (Kim and her husband, Chris Willey, keep it in the hallway.)

This thing isn’t just for show: Chris says, “Every few days to look up a word I’ve seen somewhere (in a book or article) or one I’m thinking of but of which I’ve forgotten the meaning. … I highlight anything I look up.”

Is it better than using the Internet? “Yes! If for no other reason than it doesn’t have annoying ads all over it.” I can’t argue with that.

-Nicole

P.S. In case you’re wondering, the highlighted word in this photo is “demiurgic.”

Nonbinary people who use binary pronouns are awesome. He/him/his nonbinary people are strong and good! She/her/hers nonbinary people are sweet and amazing! Just because you feel comfortable using these pronouns doesn’t mean you aren’t every bit nonbinary. They’re just pronouns, just like all the others. It’s not our fault if society genders words.

Every time I hear a political speech or I read those of our leaders, I am horrified at having, for years, heard nothing which sounded human. It is always the same words telling the same lies. And the fact that men accept this, that the people’s anger has not destroyed these hollow clowns, strikes me as proof that men attribute no importance to the way they are governed; that they gamble — yes, gamble — with a whole part of their life and their so-called ‘vital interests’
—  Albert Camus, Carnets (1937)
Sore

Klaus x Kol x Reader

(NOT MY GIF)

*requested

Imagine: after a hot night with both Kol and Klaus, you wake up feeling a lot of pain and they get worried about you.

Word count: 647

The sun was shining at its fullest outside and, by consequence, lighted up your whole room, which made you wake up very grumpy. As you opened your eyes, very slowly, you felt your every limb ache and cursed yourself for not taking things easy last night, when Kol and Klaus came over. Sure it felt awesome back then, but now… Only God knows how are you supposed to leave the cosy bed and stand on your own feet.

You sighed, giggling.

“Kol, I think she’s awake.”

“Should we come in?”

“Yes, I mean, Y/N is not some ordinary girl we hooked up once and left behind.”

“You used the “we” again.” His voice sounded as if he us disgusted by it. “I think I’m going to throw up.”

Taking a deep breath, you started to move and, fast enough, your body complained, making a couple of high pitched “outchs” slip. Before you could attempt once more to get up, Klaus walked in, followed closely by Kol, their eyes filled with a mix of guilt and concern, as both of them knew it had been too rough for a human to take it. You bit your lower lip, remembering how they had touched you, their hands slithering throughout your sweet spots and making you moan out loud, claiming for more. A night you would never forget.

“Are you okay, Y/N?” Kol asked, almost shyly. “We heard you scream from outside.”

“I’m fine, it’s just… My legs are hurting. And, well, you know… It’s burning. A little bit.”

“Can we do anything to help you?” Klaus questioned, stroking the back of your hand. “I’m sorry, Y/N.”

You smiled and shook your head.

Klaus Mikaelson was actually apologising to you. And it was not because he had done anything bad, like killing someone, but due to the fact he had hurt you during sex. Your cheeks blushed, as you were a tiny bit embarrassed to be in such a state after having a threesome. A couple of friends had done it and they never told you this part. Perhaps the pain was not the same, since they had regular sex with normal guys, not original bad ass vampires.

“Can you help me get up?” You whispered.

“Yes.” Kol and Klaus replied, together.

“You know I’m sorry too, babe. I shouldn’t…”

“Shush Kol. I know neither you nor Klaus wanted to hurt me. Stop apologising to me for fuck’s sake.” You lashed out, stressed. “I just want to have a shower and painkillers. That’s all. I’ll get better and we’ll do it again.”
“What?” Klaus stated, surprised and with his mouth wide open. “What are you saying, Y/N?”
“I’m saying I liked it. That’s all.” You sighed. “Now, do you mind giving me a hand?”

“You are a weird person, Y/N.” Klaus said and Kol nodded, agreeing.

A chuckle escaped your lips and you could not help but agree with him. It was true. You should be traumatised and there you were, saying you wanted to do it again. It had been like that since you were a little girl, though. Always doing the things that pleased you, no matter what were the consequences. Made you feel like you owned your life. It was definitely the best feeling in world.

“Well, will you help me or not?”

Klaus shook his head and Kol laughed.

“Yes. Now, give one of your arms.“

“I guess this is the weirdest thing I’ve ever done.”

“Kol, drop the act. You liked it as much as I did.”

You nodded your head, laughing, while you heard them arguing about last night, which made you realise that, despite the fact they were maniacs and psychos, they were boys and all they wanted was someone to look after them. And, luckily, you were more than happy to play that part.

“Now boys, who’s going to make me breakfast?”

Auston Matthews #2

Requested by Anon: hi could you please do one of auston matthews where you act like you hate each other but you’re both secretly in love ? and one of you confesses his/hers feelings ? thank you :) x

Warnings: Drinking, degrading talk of the main character, mean girls

Word Count: 2500

Author’s Note: Thank you so much for your patience. I loved this prompt! I hope you enjoy it! 

Originally posted by werenskiz

You were always bad with emotions. Okay that wasn’t entirely true, you really were only bad with one emotion and anything that had to do with it, it being Love. So were you in love with Auston Matthews? No… Maybe… Yes. You were completely mad about the NHL player. And he made you completely mad. He angered you in every way. Well, maybe half of that was your fault. Like mentioned earlier, you weren’t great with the emotion of love, which meant, Auston made you nervous. It was hard to talk to him any time you were around him. Eventually you tried to avoid him at all costs but you also wanted to be around him 24/7. So yeah, there was some hostility between you two. To be fair it wasn’t all your fault. Auston was the one who started the hate relationship you two now had. It was clear ever since the third time you hung out with him. You had slyly mentioned to your best friend, Mitch Marner, that you thought Auston was attractive. You may have understated your emotions for Auston though. The first time you saw Auston, you knew. You knew that he was the one. You never once believed in true love at first sight but the moment Auston looked at you with those big brown eyes, you believed. With that being said, things had got a lot more difficult since then. Mitch said he would talk to Auston for you and from that point on Auston was always rude towards you. You thought it was because he actually didn’t like you and was just trying to send the message. A message where he hated you. It was clear. Mitch didn’t understand it. He said he’d try and tell Auston to settle down but you asked him not to. You didn’t want Auston to know you even cared.             

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My roommates are out right now

Genre: smut, college au
Pairing: Jimin x reader
Word count: 1895

Originally posted by aestheticvbts


“You should try the Tteokbokki” you heard from your right as you were looking at the menu that was hung on the wall behind the counter. “What?” you said in a surprised tone as you looked besides you to find an orange haired, slightly muscular guy staring at you. He pointed at the menu before repeating “The Tteokbokki. It’s really good. Do you like spicy food?” he reached behind him to pull the zipper of his black backpack and take his wallet out.

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We Have Rules For A Reason [Chapter 5]

Originally posted by jypnior

Chapter 5 of We Have Rules For A Reason

Ch1  Ch2  Ch3  Ch4

Series Genre: AU/Smut/Fluff/Angst

Warnings: Adult Content & Language


“Yes,” you whimpered. Your body was so sensitive from all of Mark’s teasing, you needed him to move.

Mark smirked as he began to pull out of you slowly.

“I can’t hear you” he cooed, rubbing slow circles against your clit with his thumb.

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You know, it pisses me off whenever I hear people saying “all words in the English language were made up, so why can’t we make new pronouns?” and “new words are made every day, why can’t people accept my bunself pronouns?” 

Let me nerd out for a hot second and teach you guys a little linguistics. There are two lexical categories. Words in the “open” classes are nouns, verbs, adjectives, and adverbs. It’s called open because new words are constantly added. I can make up a word right now, and as long as it has a meaning and is in an open class, people will be able to use it.

Then there’s the “closed” class. This includes prepositions, determiners, conjunctions, and yes, pronouns. Additions to the closed classes are very rare and difficult to grasp because they are part of the core of a language. You can’t just add things to a closed class because it just won’t work. It takes time to add or change things in closed classes, just look at how long it took for the singular “they” to become acceptable (and even then, it’s not entirely integrated into the English language yet).

That’s why trying to add new pronouns simply does not work.

For Love & Money Finale

PART SIXTEEN - FINALE

Words: 4112

Genre: Fluff, Slice of Life, Forced Marriage!Au

Summary: For love, you foolishly lied to yourself. For money, you married a stranger.

Notes: Yes! After several months, this series have finally come to an end and I sincerely want to thank everyone who has read every single chapter and every single word of this story. It means a tremendous amount to me and wow…this series was no joke - HELLA long so if you read it all….you deserve a cookie or a cake or something. Thank you. 

Originally posted by chyogi

“Y/N.” Jin grasps your wrist with pleading eyes. His gentle touch pulsates your skin.

“Let go.” You command and he does, arm dropping to his side. “I’m not here to talk to you.”  

“Y/N…” His voice cracks and you don’t spare him a second glance, making every effort not to.

Within a moment, Jin’s mother appears at the doorway, knees weak with sick paleness. “Mother…”

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But that doesn’t mean you won’t love again. // S.Z.

There’s no excuse for using the r-word. Ever.

“But I’m not talking about mentally disabled people.” Yes. you. fucking. are.

Just because you’re not beating up a disabled person while you’re saying it doesn’t make it okay. When you say that word, you’re absolutely talking about the mentally disabled. The word (in this context, although it’s not really used in many others) was coined to describe the mentally disabled. There’s no other way you could mean it. You’re talking about me, the kids with Downs syndrome that my sister babysits, my friend with CP who I’ve known for as long as I can remember, my friend’s autistic brother, and every other mentally/developmentally disabled person. There’s no other way you could mean it. Even if you’re using it to describe an object or a person who’s not disabled, you’re absolutely talking about us. Don’t try to convince us it’s even remotely acceptable as if you’re an authority on it.

When someone calls you out for using a slur, don’t try to scrounge up excuses for it. You fucked up. Just accept it, apologize, and don’t do it again.

You’re My Forever

Requested By:lala-kalilalup

Prompt: Hey, can you do an Kai Parker one shot? So the reader and Kai are just friends but then they have a fight and they both admit that they have feelings for each other. Kai said that he never felt that way and the reader changed him. And the reader said she loves every side of him even the bad side and that she wants to stay with him forever. And then they kiss each other. Thank you ❤

Word Count: Short

“Look Kai, yes, I am friends with them! But I’m not on their side, this doesn’t mean I’m picking them over you!” I exclaimed at my best friend.

He seemed to thing that just because I was friends with the Salvatores, it meant that I was replacing him. Which was absolutely insane. 

Nobody could ever replace Kai. Ever. I loved him, more than he knew. More than I cared to admit. We were just friends. That’s all. But, part of me wanted more than that.

“Really? Because they hate me Y/N! They aren’t gonna want you around me, and then what?” He replied.

I rolled my eyes. “Then, I stop being their friend. Kai, no one is ever gonna make me get rid of you. You’re the most important person in my life okay?” I assured him. 

He sighed and smiled at me. “You’re lucky I’m in love with you Y/N.”
My eyes widened. “You’re..what?” Kai realized what he said, and got embarrassed. “I..um.." 

I interrupted him with a kiss. "I love you too.” I smiled. Kai put his hands on my waist. “I’m gonna tell you something I should’ve told you a long time ago. You’ve changed me. Made me a better person. You’re the only person I’ve ever thought was worth changing for. I love you, and I should’ve told you this before.”

I smiled widely at him.
“Kai, I love everything about you. Even your dark side. And you’re my forever, okay?” I said as I cupped his face and kissed him again.

“It’s really good to hear you say that.” He smiled

michael is such a genuine person? like you can tell he means every word he says, and he’s so genuinely nice. the way he talks about wanting to spread love, fonding over his bandmates, and he just has such a positive outlook on such a shitty world. it warms my heart everyday remembering that michael, a genuinely good person, exists, and he makes me want to be a better person