I’m relearning a life without you.
I’m learning how to wake up without a “good morning” text or laying next to you filled with the warmth of your body heat. I’m learning how to go throughout my day avoiding your glance when I see you, even though I’m painfully aware of your passing. I’m learning how to go without your affection, I’m trying to find it elsewhere but it isn’t the same. I’m learning how to desperately try and forget how you kissed me because when he does it it doesn’t feel the same. Im learning how to see you smile and laugh and know it’s not my doing. I’m learning how to fall asleep without you holding me. I’m learning how to go without your comfort.
I’m learning day by day, how to forget everything that made me fall in love. Because all of that has no comparison to the pain you caused me and I have to remember that, each and every day.
I’ve had such a tough past couple days, so coming home to a package of gifts and a sweet card from @lolobee8288 was such a delight. I’m so grateful that Tumblr brought us together and made us real life friends. I don’t know how I would have gotten through the past month without her and our neverending text thread. ❤
That relatable bpd feel when u convince yourself that any small difference in tone or action by the people ur close to is a sign that they’re finally getting tired of u and u should just isolate urself so they cant hurt you
please give pidge a robot girlfriend in season 3
lance will tease her abt it and she’ll be like “lance ur literally dating a big fluffy purple alien leave me alone”
keith yells from the next room “I’M STILL NOT PURPLE”