but with such pretty eyes so it's ok

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Lost in skies of powdered gold
Caught in clouds of silver ropes

insp:  (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

{Special} College!AU Yugyeom
  • major: applied mathematics 
  • minor: dance 
  • sports: on-campus dance team along w/ jimin + jungkook, mens volleyball 
  • clubs: math club is boring so he dropped it for tango club and is trying to make everyone else come and try it. jackson agreed, jb was dragged there against his will
  • where do i even BEGIN,,,,,,,he’s the most adorable person and laughs sO loud at his one professor’s math puns that everyone else thinks is just straight up Corny but no yugyeom is c a c k l i n g with his hand on his stomach and smacking his hand down against his desk
  • and the professor even is like sheesh it wasn’t THAT funny but yugyeom is close to tears
  • so why math??? well yugyeom had initially planned on doing like finance for businesses when graduating or something and he’s always had a good knack for problem solving
  • even though sometimes the way he does it is kinda????? weird
  • like there might be a formula for something, but yugyeom will find a short-cut around it or come up with a whole new way of finding the answer
  • and a lot of his fellow majors are like ?????? how,,,,is it magic??? math is a solid concept????? but like,,,,,is it,,,,,yugyeom is always like “you guys need to think more like newton,,,,,,,like would he have found out all this stuff if he thought we already knew everything????? nO!!!!!!!”
  • and you look at him and see this tall, silly boy with a shining smile and kind of a childish nativity about him
  • but then he’s telling you about his combinatorial analysis homework and how fun enumeration problems are
  • and you’re just like???? what language is he speaking in????
  • he actually really likes doing his homework before dance practice because solving problems gets his adrenaline going and tbh people might not see it this way but dance has a lot of math in it too
  • you have to know the sequence of moves, what angle to bend toward to make it look pretty, how much time you have and what moves should fit in at what intervals
  • but when yugyeom was like “our routine is like a reaaaaalllllly cool equation guys!!!!!!” everyone on the team was like what in the world
  • is a good student, but if you open his notes up you’ll see doodles in the corners of pages of like jinyoung frowning with furrowed eyebrows and yugyeom is like “look, even on paper jinyoung is mad at me!!!!”
  • part of what people affectionately call the F4 of the math department,,,,,the other members are well,,,,,,,the most important thing is yugyeom is the youngest one of this group and people are always shocked because they’re like whAT he’s so tall,,,,,,,,tho,,,,,is he really that young????
  • his dance minor is purely for his own enjoyment,,,,even though the majors who take classes with him all agree that he’s really rEALLY good
  • “jinyoung can you get me that book over there.” “the one at the top?” “oh you know what nevermind ill get it since you’re too short!!! wait don’t hit me im sorry im sOR-”
  • jb: “don’t egg him on like that yugyeom, you know what’s coming if you do.”
  • yugyeom rubbing the bruise on his head: “buT,,,,,,”
  • joined volleyball team because the coach really wanted him on the rooster (plus it fulfills one the credits for his dancing minor so double win)
  • spiked a ball really hard by accident and it hit the floor and literally. deflated.
  • yugyeom with his cute face,,,,,,but hellish strength like honestly jinyoung should start being scared jkjkjk
  • and you’re actually,,,,,,well you’re dating yugyeom
  • it all started with you being at the dance team competition since you’re covering it for the uni journal and yugyeom,,,,,,,,whose usually one of the stars of all of the teams choreographs,,,,isn’t there????
  • like when the team comes out to perform you can hear the hushed whispers behind you and everyone’s like “where’s yugyeom??” “where’s the really pretty tall one??”
  • and you see how stressed the team captain looks and you’re like,,,,,something must have happened
  • and you know you should stay there and cover the competition,,,,but your curiosity gets the better of you
  • and you slip out of the dance hall and make way down the hallway that is packed with different college dance crews, bags of makeup and uniforms and props lay everywhere and you find the door that has your uni’s team on it and you knock on it,,,,,,,waiting until you hear a reply
  • and you’re like “can i come in?” and the person says sure and when you open the door,,,,,,,,there’s yugyeom
  • and he’s wearing the outfit, pretty makeup and everything but he’s sitting with his hand is on his ankle and he has this look between pain and confusion
  • and you’re like “i,,,,,im from the uni journal but i saw you weren’t going to be performing and i got worried?? i ,,,,,, know this is weird we’ve never spoken before but -”
  • and yugyeom’s confusion fades but he still has a bit of a grimace before he smiles and says that he’s fine, just a twisted ankle
  • but you’re like “does it hurt? maybe you should see a doctor?”
  • and he’s like “it should go away, im massaging it,,,,,,,,,,,”
  • and you kind of frown and are like “how long have you been massaging it?” and yugyeom kind of nervously laughs and shrugs and he’s like,,it’s been about 40 minutes since practice ended-
  • and you’re like bOY that’s not a twisted ankle that’s a sprain 
  • and you’re like “you need to go to the doctor. ill call an ambulance.”
  • but yugyeom suddenly tries to get up to stop you but wobbles forward and you’re like o h nO and you run forward so he can lean onto you before he topples over and you’re like “sit.”
  • and yugyeom opens his mouth but you’re like “no no. sit. stay. im calling an ambulance and im telling the captain.”
  • and you do all that, and the captain says he’ll drop out too to go with yugyeom but you tell him you’ll handle it
  • and you basically ride with yugyeom to the ER where the doctor confirms that it is in fact a sprain and yugyeom needs pain meds + a break from practice
  • and after he’s discharged, you have his arm around your shoulders as you’re helping him so you two can catch a cab back to campus
  • and he’s kinda getting red in the face and you’re like ????? are you ok and he’s like “im still,,,,,,,,in the dance costume and makeup so it’s,,,,,,,weird”
  • and you do notice people are looking at you two but you just roll your eyes and you’re like “you look good, they’re just staring because you’re handsome.”
  • and yugyeom gets even redder when you call him handsome and you kind of bite back your lip because WHAT are you saying,,,all of a sudden,,,,,,
  • but it doesn’t end there no way buddy you both are getting all shy in the cab and the driver thinks you’re a couple and this is litERALLY your first day ever having a conversation with him
  • but yugyeom,,,,,,,,,,,,,,is,,,,,,,,,,woah like his visuals,,,,,,,,wow,,,,,,and you can’t help but deny being attracted to him on a physically level
  • but then you see how he innocently plays with his earring in the car, smiles when you guys are at a red light and there’s a group of kindergartners crossing the road, and how he keeps leaning his long legs (obviously cramped in the back of the cab) as close as he can to the side so you have enough space to sit comfortably
  • and when you pay for the cab since yugyeom’s wallet is back in his bag at the performance hall he gives you the most upset, puppy dog look and is apologizing and bowing 10000 times because he shouldn’t make you pay like this for him!!!!!
  • and you’re just like “yugyeom,,,,it was fifteen bucks it wasn’t that bad now promise me you’ll go straight to your dorm and rest.”
  • and you pull the pain meds from your pocket and hand them to him and you’re like “you remember, two every 8 hours!!” and yugyeom nods and you see suddenly
  • the cute mole right beneath his eye,,,,,,the way his bangs fall straight over his eyes,,,,,,,cute bowlcut,,,,,,,,,,,pretty long limbs,,,,,,,,and you’re like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh he’s cute. i think he’s cute. oh no
  • and yugyeom, you can’t tell, but he’s thinking the sAME DAMN THING about how cute you are like oh NO he’s getting mushy for you because out of everything you could have done today, you helped out a stranger you didn’t even know well and put so much genuine care into making sure he was ok
  • and you’re both standing there,,,,,,and yugyeom is like “iF ITs,,,,,,,,,ok,,,,,,,can i ,,,,,,,,,,,have your,,,,,,,,,number,,,,,youcansayno!!!!!!!” and you’re like djfkldsfl of course you can !!!!!!! 
  • and by the end of the week, with many texts, majority you being like: no yugyeom don’t go to dance practice taKE YOUR MEDS PLEASE AND REST
  • you both decide to meet at the library you know,,,,,,to study together,,,,hangout as friends
  • half an hour in though you’re like “yugyeom, if i can be very straightforward,,,,,” and yugyeom is already getting flustered but he’s like “yes?”
  • and you look at your book than up at him and you’re like “do you wanna maybe not study and,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,makeout?”
  • and yugyeom’s eyes widen at the word and you’re like ,,,,,,,,,,,,was i reading the signs wrong? but he shuts his math textbook and giggles into his palm before extending it to you and he’s like “im glad you asked, i was too nervous to.”
  • and yes. you makeout with yugyeom in that corner of the library no one ever bothers to go to and it’s,,,,,,,,,,so cute every time you break away yugyeom is like “what if we get caught???” and you’re like “it’s kind,,,,,,of thrilling though??” and he giggles and it’s sO FREAKING ADORABLE
  • you just lean back in and kiss him and he’s literally always smiling when you first start because he’s so giddy,,,,,, and he tastes kinda minty,,,,,,,like he chewed on gum before this,,,,,,,which he totally did because guess what kim yugyeom was daydreaming about kissing you before you guys met up so he prepared. Just in case
  • and when you’re done,,,,,walking out of the library and you’re jumping up to get yugyeom’s hair fixed and he’s leaning down to ask you to give him just one more peck
  • you run straight into,,,,,,,,,,,,jinyoung and jb
  • who both ask yugyeom where he’s been before looking at you in confusion because,,,,,,,,,they’ve never seen you before
  • and jb is like “is this your significant other yugyeom?” and you and yugyeom freeze up because,,,,,,,what,,,,,,um,,,,,,,,,,
  • but you come to first and you’re like “no,,,,,im his,,,,,,,,,,,tutor!!!!! for advanced linear algebra!!!!! well yugyeom - we’ll see each other next week for more studying!! bye!!!!”
  • and you zoom the heck out of there and yugyeom is left grinning at his friends who both shake it off and ask if he’s going to eat with them and mark
  • and as you’re walking back to your own dorm you let out a sigh and you’re like,,,,,,,,,i hope yugyeom isn’t feeling too awkward,,,,,,
  • and thankfully you get a text from him that’s like: they didn’t suspect anything ~~~ we’re in the clear
  • and that’s the story of how you end up,,,,,,,,secretly dating yugyeom
  • because you both agree when you meet up again, this time off campus and at a bookstore, that you totally wanna be a thing but,,,,,,,telling people right away might be hard?????
  • because people are noisy (cough literally the rest of got7 like damn mind ya business bambam) and you and yugyeom ,,,,,, want to just be together and get to know each other
  • which you do and it’s so much fun, yugyeom is an amazing person to date. he’s this perfect mix of romantic, but still a little novice to everything but he’s so willing to do anything for you
  • and you guys have fun, at the shopping mall together or at the arcade or even just walking side by side sharing a drink and snacks and talking about life
  • and yugyeom is so silly, playing small harmless pranks on you then laughing in the way that makes his nose scrunch up
  • and you’ll sit somewhere, holding hands and getting all cuddly and everyone thinks you’re both so cute,,,,,,,the way he’s got kinda bend down to be at eye sight with you / or if you’re tall how you both look so gracious like models,,,,,,,,
  • and yugyeom always thinks of you,,,,,it’s obvious with how he’ll send you photos of him next to a patch of flowers and be like “i saw these and was like ‘wow so beautiful!!’ i thought they were you, but they’re just flowers hehe’
  • and he’ll be up late doing math homework and send you like a thousand crying emojis even though you also love the way he gets super excited about these abstract,,,,,,,,crazy complicated concepts
  • but also as sweet and innocent as he comes off with all his giggling and playful pranks or puns or jokes
  • you can tell that sneaking around with you,,,,,,,like taking risks and bringing you over to the dorm when he knows any of his friends could walk in,,,,,,,,,or even on campus like the two of you out in the back of the gym with you up against the wall and yugyeom’s lips to your neck,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,
  • he really,,,,LIKES IT
  • and you kinda do too because it feels like you two have this secret that is so juicy,,,,,,,like you once had to press into this small corridor because you saw jackson coming around the corner and you were up against yugyeom’s chest
  • and he had his hand on the small of your back
  • and once jackson passed by you both realized how darn close you were and yugyeom got all red,,,,,,,,,but like,,,,,,,,,neither of you moved first because it’s s fun,,,,,,it’s so fun to have secrets!!!!! 
  • you wore his sweater once to class once and forgot that youngjae was in it with you and you were like wait,,,,,,,isn’t that one of yugyeoms fRIENDS O H SHIT so you had to take the sweater off and you forgot you’d thrown it over a pajama top of yours and so your friend was like “why are you wearing a huge teenage mutant ninja turtles shirt ????” and you’re like no reason. i just,,,,,,,this is Fashion
  • but at some point you kind of get a bit sad because,,,,,,,dating secretly is so hard. you wanna go to yugyeom’s volleyball games. his dance competitions. you wanna meet up before class and kiss him before he has to go. you wanna sit in the library while holding hands under the table
  • but yugyeom seems ok with not doing,,,,that so you don’t wanna ruin it
  • until,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,the secret is finally out,,,,,,,all thanks to bambam
  • who people don’t give enough credit to for being really observant because you and yugyeom just get back from a date and you run into bambam who is walking out of lab and you need an excuse since he sees you two together
  • and comes over and is like “you’re still tutoring yugyeom????? he told me he was a genius once i don’t get why he’s getting tutored”
  • and you’re like “OH ,,,,, well geniuses cough need some help sometimes too”
  • and yugyeom nods, giving his best smile and then bambam is like “i have a question, what’s that on your neck yugyeom?”
  • and yugyeom puts his hand on his skin and you look over and see the,,,,,,,,mark you left,,,,,,,,,and you’re like FRICK 
  • and bambam isn’t even looking at yugyeom when he asks, he’s looking at you and the shock on your face ,,,,,,,,,
  • well bambam is just clapping his hands together and he’s like “well i guess you’re right,,,,,,,,,geniuses do need help but,,,,,,,,maybe by that you mean helping yugyeom out with,,,,,,,,hickies???? making out?????? getting fre-”
  • and you’re like UM WHAT NO YUGYEOM THATS A BUG BITE TELL HIM
  • and yugyeom is like “yEAH it’s a mosquito bite-”
  • and bambam is cracking up he’s like “was the mosquito the size of a baseball?????? yugyeom pLEASE”
  • and yugyeom is getting red and his voice is getting slightly higher and he’s like “iT WAS,,,,,,,”
  • but it’s so freaking obvious that he’s lying and you’re like we’re caught oh shit
  • and you totally are because bambam is like “if i know, you know got7 is gonna know so you two should just tell them before i make a big deal of it”
  • and so,,,,,,,,,,,you and yugyeom sit on his bed as the six members all stand and look at you and jinyoung has his arms crossed like a concerned mother and jackson is just like !!!!!!!!!!! this is amazing!!!!!!!!!! and mark doesn’t really care 
  • and jb is just like “this,,,,,,,,,kid got into a relationship before me,,,,,,,” and ultimately it’s youngjae who goes
  • “what the hell has been going on?”
  • and you and yugyeom both explain,,,,,what happened and jinyoung is like whY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THE MINUTE YOU TWO BEGAN DATING!!!!!!!!!!!! and you’re like sORRy,,,,,,,,,,,he’s so scary
  • and yugyeom puts his hand around you and he’s like it’s ok,,, he’s always like this
  • but jinyoung is like excuse me - hello get your hands off each other no pda in this house -
  • and jackson is just like jINYounG can you Calm Down for like a minute anyway
  • and he turns to you two and he’s like “you’re both the cutest people ive ever seen. im so happy for you. please take care of our gyeomie, he’s sensitive.”
  • and yugyeom is like im nOT,,,,,,,but jackson is holding your hands and he’s like “please” and you’re like “of course???? ill cherish him with my life??????”
  • it’s a touching scene 
  • but afterwords,,,,,after got7 is gone and it’s just you and yugyeom he’s like “sorry they’re like that,,,,,,,,” and you’re like “no!! i like all of them, they’re nice.” and yugyeom is like “im gonna just say something if that’s ok?” 
  • and you’re dreading it,,,,,because now that the secrets out,,,,,,,will that make yugyeom want to stop seeing you?????? but instead, to your shock he’s smiling embarrassingly and is like
  • “it’s a relief they found out,,,,,,,ive been wanting to tell them but i wanted your consent first,,,,,,,,,im just thinking about how nice it would be to be able to hold you in front of everyone,,,,,,”
  • yugyeom kind of rolls his shoulders back and looks away adding “,,,,,,,to show you off as mine,,,,,,”
  • and it’s honeSTLY THE mOST adorable thing he’s so pink and he whispers the ‘as mine’ part and you can’t help it you throw your arms around his neck and you both topple over onto his bed and you’re like “im really happy because i wanna do that too!!!!!! kim yugyeom,,,,,,you’re mine!!!!”
  • and he’s laughing and wrapping his arms around you
  • and you nuzzle his neck,,,,he’s so warm and big it’s so safe in his arms
  • and just as you’re going to lean up to place a kiss against his jaw
  • the door flies open and jinyoung is like “WHAT IS GOING ON”
  • and you’re like ihbdljksfd and yugyeom sits up and you slide out of his lap and you’re like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and jinyoung is like “you two, we need to have a serious discussion about safety and-”
  • jackson comes in and literally just picks jinyoung up and is like “c’mon, let’s leave the kids alone” and you’re watching in shock and you’re like “yugyeom,,,,,,,,,,,,does this happen often?” and yugyeom shrugs like “yeah sorta,,,,,,,,,anyway you were kissing me and i’d like you to keep doing that ^^”
  • finally revealing your relationship makes you and yugyeom only get closer,,,,,like sure sneaking around was fun n hot but,,,,,being able to be together comfortably all the time is even better
  • eating lunch on the quad, being able to help yugyeom out at the gym before competitions (you’re always giving him shoulder massages and yugyeom’s friend jungkook asks once if you can do one for him and yugyeom is like “jungkook,,,,,,,,if you want me to go bowling with you net friday never ask that again” jokes jokes,,,,,,,,ok maybe not), and just like yugyeom being adorable and bragging to everyone in his classes that his significant other bought him this cute keychain look at it it’s the best thing in the WoRLD
  • yugyeom: “i love you more than i love math.”
  • bambam: “holy shit that’s a big statement coming from him. he must really love you, ive literally heard him sleep talk math equations before.”
  • you got super bored doing your homework for a class once and yugyeom was like ill come over!!!
  • you didn’t think that meant he’d bring his phone and put on some really lively music and make you get up and practice what he’s learning in tango club
  • which quickly turned to doing the tango, kissing, changing the music to something slower and somehow the two of you were dancing slowly to the music with yugyeoms forehead pressed against your own
  • like some kind of sappy romance film scene,,,,,,,,,,even though it was perfect and you literally felt like you were walking on stars in that moment
  • you have cute petnames for yugyeom and he loves them sm
  • except when his friends catch on and start calling him them in class and the professor is like “who are you calling,,,,,,,,,,angel of my life??? there’s no one in this class with that name?????”
  • yugyeom: “my love for you is like π  it’s irrational and can go on forever,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,was that corny?”
  • you now also get to wear yugyeom’s sweater in public without worrying and wow it’s so comfy and smells like him,,,,,,,,you love your boyfriend so much
  • volleyball yugyeom waving at you during practice and the ball heads straight for his head but misses and hits his shoulder instead because he’s so damn tall
  • you still run over and ask if he’s ok and he’s pouting like “it hurts ;w;” and you’re like “let me kiss it better!!!!” and everyone is like BLEGH LOVE IS CHEESY
  • it’s just so warm and loving with him, he can be so silly and childish and get overly excited about things ,,,,,,, jumping up and down and doing little cute dances 
  • but at the same time,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,he’s so gentle and considerate with you and your feelings and he’s always quietly asking for your reassurance and praise
  • like he just wants to hold you and hear you say his name and how much you love him because,,,,,,he wants to be treasured by the person he loves to infinity and beyond
  • and when you say something as simple as “you’re so amazing” yugyeom turns every shade of pink but also kisses you with such a passion you lose your breath,,,,,
  • jinyoung still sometimes is like this pda must stop- but honestly he’s so damn happy someone is treating yugyeom right,,,,,,,,and taking care of that big wobbly child

college!vixx (here) & college!bts (here) & college!seventeen (here) 

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find special college!monsta x (here) & special college!got7 (here) 

and please look forward to more special college!aus!

It's OK, I Wouldn't Remember Me Either
Crywank
It's OK, I Wouldn't Remember Me Either

i try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn’t bright,
compulsively complaining when i haven’t got the right.
i hate the way that i think and act.
i want to end reality but i feel hesitant,
optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present,
and so for today i’ll remain intact.

Just another day in Bellamy doing husband things for Clarke: A meta

Just want to take advantage of @wellamyblake‘s awesome tag meta here: 

#THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL - CLARKE NEVER REALLY NEEDS *SAVING* ON THIS SHOW IN THE WAY OF TRADITIONAL HEROINES#BELLAMY NEVER REALLY SAVES HER LIKE SHES A DAMSEL#BUT IN THIS MOMENTS CLARKE IS LONGING TO BE SAVED AND SHE /CANT DO IT HERSELF/ SO HE DOES IT FOR HE

To wax lyrical about the beauty that is the bellarke partnership. 

And first of all I’d like to say that I really appreciate how calm Bellamy Blake can be, especially at times when she is at her lowest.  As many pointed out correctly, the moment he gallivanted off to get the hydrogenerator the pressure came crashing down on her. It doesn’t mean she didn’t eventually keep it together. It just that the pressure is so much heavier without his support. And I’m glad it is now being spelt out more clearly by the show, because though it has been shown throughout the past seasons, somehow, people seem to miss it (or want to ignore it, I mean, lbr about fandom here). 

Bellamy seems to always have this quiet resolve when it comes to Clarke. This scene actually reminded me a lot of two scenes in season 2. Once in the tunnels when she sees him and asks him to please tell her that he has the plan (because she doesn’t), and he matter-of-factly tells her that he doesn’t. YET, it manages to calm Clarke down so much and spur her on to find Dante. Then in the control room when Clarke knows she has to pull the lever but in that moment she’s just so scared and helpless - That is the scene I was heavily reminded of in this episode (4x03), because she just looks up at Bellamy, she wants her name to be on the list - but she just can’t do it. 

In 2x16, Bellamy doesn’t skip a beat and puts his hand over hers, telling her they’d do it together. In 4x03, he just tells her quite plainly that if she wouldn’t put her name down, he’d do it. She’s so vulnerable in that moment (Eliza played it so well, bless her), so unconvinced that she should be on that list. But it’s not even a question for him that she should be - So this is how he saves her. 

You know what I think? I think he knew the moment he woke up and saw her crying that his name would be on the list without hers on it. Because while Bellamy Blake may not know she’s in love with him - he sure knows Clarke well enough to know that she would do something like that. And Clarke knows Bellamy knows because she turns her eyes away from him. 

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consider this: an au where mike and will have never met each other and yet they are able to sense what the other is feeling

- one day without even knowing what is happening or why, mike is able to experience everything that will experiences when he falls off the swings and hits his head, mike can literally feel the pain and the urge to cry even though he is in the safety of his own bedroom.

- later that night they find a way to connect once more, and they learn that if they speak loud enough they can hear one another, they can see what the other is looking at, and, of course, feel what the other is feeling.

- that’s when it hits them that this weird connection is real and they agree that if they are going crazy at least they are going crazy together.

- after that, they talk a little bit more every night, they begin to get to know each other better, they show each other their surroundings, will shows mike his drawings while mike plays his guitar, they share their dreams, their fears, they talk about their shared experiences and after a few weeks they finally gather enough courage to step in front of their mirrors for a proper visual introduction 

  • Hobi: *tickling Jimin*
  • Jimin: Hyuuung~ Stop~
  • Hobi: But you're so pretty laughing!
  • Kook: *staring at Jihope*
  • Kook to Tae: I don't like this. Why do I not like this.
  • Tae: You're jealous.
  • Kook: No I'm not?! Why would I be jealous?? Of course not. You're ridiculous. How can anyone be jealous, it's just Jiminie with his stupid sunshine smile and his stupid pretty eyes and his stupid smol hands and-
  • Tae: ..."smol"?
  • Kook: Ok I'm jealous
seventeen as things i’ve said through text messages

s.coups - “DONT GET URSELF INTO TROUBLE OK”

jeonghan - “sorry im a mother of 4…i need my break”

joshua - “WHAT IS GOD DOING TO US”

jun - “ok never mind that’s nasty too”

hoshi - “pretty groovy if I say so myself”

wonwoo - “I got 6 hours of sleep and I’m ready for the sweet embrace of death”

woozi - “ik…I gagged, then puked then rolled my eyes 277267277272 times”

dk - “IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY BEFORE ON A MONDAY”

mingyu - “why you saying ew???? I thought u loved me”

the8 - “I mean u might get attacked but sure”

seungkwan - “im trying to forget that i saw that by singing navillera really angrily but its not working”

vernon - “SOEMTHINF HAPPENED YESTWRSAY AND I MADE A MEME OUTNOF IT HOLD ON”

dino - “im having a crisis here”

watching hamilton with my mom

alexander hamilton

  • “wow”

aaron burr, sir

  • “who is that”
  • “who are they”
  • “What are they doing”

My Shot

  • “he’s not throwing it away so he’s not giving up?”

the story of tonight

  • “so they’re buddies”

the schuyler sisters

  • “hey i know this song”
  • “what are they saying”
  • “wow”

farmer refuted

  • she is very confused

You’ll Be Back:

  • “oh yeah i like him”
  • “look at his face!!!”
  • cackling 
  • “he’s good eh” 

right hand man: 

  • “that’s george washington?" 
  • "so they’re just basically getting organized now?" 

Helpless 

  • "so is this when alexander meets the youngest one?" 
  • at alexander’s happy dance she screamed 
  • laughing bc herc is the flower girl 

Satisfied 

  • laughs at anthony’s "alright alright!!!" 
  • looking very confused at choreo 
  • "why? SHE’S in love with him???" 
  • "so they’d be together?? but he’s poor?" 
  • (at least i’ll keep his eyes in my life) "ooh" 
  • "wow" 
  • "that’s pretty cool" 

the story of tonight (reprise) 

  • "are they all drunk?" 
  • (oh shit) she is laughing 

wait for it 

  • "i like this song" 

stay alive 

  • "look at them!" 

ten duel commandments 

  • silence 

meet me inside 

  • "isn’t the bald guy in charge?" 

that would be enough 

  • "is that his wife? she’s pregnant" 
  • "oh that’s good eh?" 

guns and ships 

  • she’s just smiling so much 

history has its eyes on you 

  • "oh he’s giving him a battalion that’s good" 

yorktown 

  • "so they’re getting all pumped to fight?" 
  • me: they’re fighting 
  • "ok" 
  • "that’s awesome, eh?" 

what comes next 

  • laughing as soon as king george starts walking 
  • just 
  • laughing 

dear theodosia 

  • "he had a kid with the british officer’s wife?" 

laurens interlude 

  • "who is that?" 
  • "who’s dead?" 
  • im crying

non-stop 

  • "oh the war’s over right, the world turned upside down" 
  • "what" 
  • "he’s trying to build the constitution?" 
  • "was he a president?" 
  • "he still has that connection with angelica" 
  • me: yep
  • "so…he’s pretty brilliant" 
  • "he keeps leaving" 
  • "wow" 
  • "its really good" 

 what’d i miss 

  • "oh is that devanay or–" 
  • me: daveed 
  • "yeah" 

 cabinet battle #1 

  • *whispers* "slaves" 

 take a break 

  • "he’s writing a letter to angelica? what about his wife?" 
  • my mom really ships alexander and angelica omfg 
  • "so he loves angelica" 
  • MY MOM SHIPS IT SO HARD 

 say no to this 

  • "she’s a hooker?" 
  • she’s mad at hammy

 the room where it happens 

  • "its so good" 

cabinet battle #2 

  • laughs 
  • "who’s daddy? 
  • “oh, washington." 

washington on your side 

  • "so they’re getting together against him" 
  • "oHHH they’re going to find the affair" 

one last time 

  • "wow” (same)

i know him 

  • “oh god" 
  • she loves him 

the adams administration 

  • what just happened 

we know 

  • “wow” 

hurricane 

  • she looked very confused and offended when i explained the reynolds pamphlet 

the reynolds pamphlet 

  • shaking her head in disbelief (same mom) 
  • my mom loVES KING GEORGE 

burn 

  • "poor girl" 

blow us all away 

  • "oh" 
  • "ooh" 
  • "shot him at seven that’s not fair" 

stay alive (reprise) 

  • im crying 
  • "wow" 

it’s quiet uptown 

  • me: isn’t that upsetting? 
  • "YES." 

your obedient servant 

  • “passive aggressive” 

best of wives and best of women 

  • "they’re back together?”

the world was wide enough 

  • me: she’s the bullet 
  • “oh" 

who lives, who dies, who tells your story 

  • again im crying 
  • "wow" 
  • "wow" 
  • "i was choked up" 
  • "that’s neat”
  • “yeah i really like the king. he’s funny. what did he say? ‘jesus christ that’ll be fun’?”

hesitantpluto  asked:

im so,,,, people are actually using my ship name!!! makes me happy!!! anyways: conman hc: connor likes to paint rlly intricate designs on jared's nails (he does r2-d2, game controllers, a bathbomb one time just to tease him one time) and jared cries bc connor looks so Soft and Concentrated

dndjsjsjs YES ok

jared pretends he hates it and complains the whole time (“DUDE, this takes forever to dry!” “connor that’s COLD!” “connor i smudged it fix it :(((”) but he secretly thinks its So Cool how connor can put this….tiny art on his gross, bitten-down nails and make them look pretty.

after a few times of sitting cross-legged on connor’s bedroom floor with his hand in connor’s slightly cool ones, jared stops looking at the nails and starts looking at connor. the way his eyes narrow when he’s trying to keep the polish even, the way his thumb idly strokes the back of jared’s hand while he paints, the way his eyelashes fan against his cheeks, the way connor’s tongue slowly darts out to lick his thumb so he can wipe away a stray bit of polish on jared’s skin (jared thinks a lot about this one).

the thought that connor is pretty strikes him one night, and he nearly passes out.

he chips off the nail polish during the week (not before uploading gratuitous pictures to instagram, of course) so he has an excuse to have connor paint them again. he watches hours of nail art tutorials so one night he can surprise him by asking if he can paint connor’s nails.

his hands shake and he gets bright pink nail polish stuck in connor’s cuticles, but he still sees it on connor for a whole week.

one night, connor is trying out a new technique on jared’s nails when jared just. sits up on his knees and kisses him. his hands move to connor’s long hair, and they both forget for a moment that jared has wet nail polish on, letting themselves have a moment with the smell of nail polish and acetone lingering in the air.

when connor wakes up the next morning and finds his hair congealed with nail polish, he almost gets annoyed.

but jared shifts at his side, pushing his face into connor’s chest and curling a polish-smudged hand into the fabric of connor’s shirt, and he can’t find it within himself to be upset.

Haechan Does Your Makeup Vlog’s Voiceover

Author: Admin Kay 

Artist: Haechan (NCT)

Genre: fluff, humor 

Length: Long enough to call it long

Requested by @gingerbreadhyuckie / @gxddammit (aka the person who motivated me to start this blog bc we would just spill our feels about donghyuck and i needed to write that ish down)

Based off: My Boyfriend Does My Voiceover Challenge (Rap Monster of BTS) 

Originally posted by zeusmayo

A/N: i live for this look i’m crying

  • ok so no one one requested for donghyuck to do this
  • he asked to do it
  • you filmed a really versatile look so you could wear it on a normal day or a fancy day 
  • he cant fuck it up right???
  • you were so wrong
  • ‘ok guys its me haechan and im gonna be telling u how this cutie uses magic to somehow get cuter’
  • *mimicking your voice* ‘hi guys this is y/n and im gonna show u how to be as cute as me’
  • ‘ok we’re gonna start with whatever it is that im holding up to the camera’
  • *normal voiced* ‘ok shes spreading the clear stuff all around her face’
  • ‘her face is squishy’

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Stamets is actually pretty good at flirting, he just doesn’t intend it. He’s used to saying what he thinks, it’s just that thinking compliments is relatively new for him.

“She was flirting with you,” Paul said pointedly as soon as the turbo lift doors closed.

Hugh turned to look at him, incredulous. He stared for a moment but Paul was ignoring him, so he rolled his eyes and chuckled. “Curse of being a doctor,” he smiled.

Paul glanced at him in exasperation and looked away again. “What, exactly, does your profession have to do with it?” he asked.

Hugh turned to fully face him, still smiling in amusement at Paul’s serious expression. “Plenty of people mistake my saving their life for a declaration of love,” Hugh said. It was occasionally an inconvenience, but almost all of the crushes people developed for him tended to fade within a week. The girl in question today was not a concern, Hugh had cured her barely three days ago.

“Eyes like yours, can you blame them?” Paul muttered.

Hugh was suddenly overjoyed to have been already watching Paul, because the second Paul heard his own comment his ears and neck went softly red and he looked about three times more pissed off. 

“Lieutenant Stamets,” Hugh said once he knew he wouldn’t chuckle halfway through the sentence. “That was very smooth.”

Paul glared at him and crossed his arms. “Shut your pretty mouth, Culber,” he said.

Hugh laughed out loud in delightful surprise. “My pretty mouth?” Hugh repeated happily. “First my eyes, now my mouth, what’s gotten into you?”

Paul ignored him. The turbo lift slid to a stop and Paul stepped out, glancing back at Hugh. Hugh puckered his lips in a kiss and enjoyed the sight as Paul’s blush crept onto his cheeks. The doors slid shut on Hugh laughing to himself again.

well its been forever since ive written anything so i really hope this is ok!! im still kinda rusty but what other than puppies to get me back into the writing spirit ✨


Zen:
  • Hes a very active person, so its actually pretty surprising that he hasn’t adopted a dog yet!
  • Keeping his fur allergy in mind, He would need a pup thats hypoallergenic! And active too, so little dogs are out of the picture. Plus they scare him. That high pitched barking and bug eyes terrify him to no end.
  • He loves the look of the Samoyed breed. They’re lovable, and social– So maybe he could have his dog around on set sometimes? It would be nice to have someone with you cheering him on from the sidelines.
  • The Samoyed is a herd dog, so he likes that they have a decent amount of stamina. He goes for nightly runs, so hopefully his pup can keep up!
  • When you two bring your new ball of fluff home he’s nervous about all the stuff this little guy will find to pee on or chew, but is actually pleasantly surprised to find how well behaved the puppy is. Well, that is until you leave. As soon as you step out the door the pup is crying and howling, chewing on furniture and things in hope that you’ll storm back in the house and distract him. Geez, we all feel that way when MC leaves little guy– but you don’t have to show it!
Bonus: Secretly feels special when he gets doggie kisses. Thinks they’re gross, Yeah! But he still loves the attention anyways! He thought it was funny the first time the pup got a lick of his facemask, but to his horror he comes to find that they actually really like it. Cant wear facemasks in peace anymore without being bombarded by kisses, you just laugh to yourself as he whines about it all the time.

Jumin:

  • Cat dad is evolving.
  • It would take a decent amount of persuasion to get him to get a dog. He already has his dear Elizabeth the 3rd, Why does he need something else?
  • But, If you give him the big puppy dog eyes, He’ll cave. He’s a sucker for the big puppy dog eyes.
  • Dachshund no doubt. Their coats are sleek and neat, and they’re tiny little things. He doesn’t have to fuss about Elizabeth the 3rd getting pushed around too much with a small pup running about.
  • At first he really doesn’t like the thing. Its slobbery, whiney.. He doesn’t see the appeal. His mind was set until one day when the pup got ahold of one of his favorite ties. But Instead of chewing it up, the puppy brought it over to Jumin’s feet in an attempt to play. He switched out the tie for a rope, and ended up really enjoying their little playtime together; though he’d never admit it, he really likes the thing. You did sorta come home to find him laughing to himself on the floor as the the puppy bombarded him with kisses, so you figure he likes her more than he likes to let on!
Bonus: His rule his no dog on the bed, but eventually you watch as his rule begins to break. You find yourself teasing him about it when you see them cuddle up together, to which he brushes off as “ Its just this once, no harm done. ” this happens for weeks on end until the rule is just never spoken of again lolol Yoosung:
  • He likes dogs, but he’s never had a huge interest in getting a pet before. Lisa was enough as it is, he wasn’t sure about a dog yet.. Lotta work, you know?
  • He just thinks a lot of Sally and how hard her death was on Rika, he doesn’t want to go through that ever again– But you try convince him that its just how life goes. You’ll both give the puppy a happy, long life– And they’ll always remember it, even after they pass onto the next life. It makes him feel a lot better.
  • Finds himself leaning towards a little kings charles spaniel! That was the breed of Rikas dog, but its more of a subconscious thing this time.
  • He likes how soft they are and their floppy little ears. You two adopt a little reddish brown one from the shelter, and he names her Kimchi. Kimmi as a nickname!
  • He likes taking her along on late night strolls, sometimes you both stop at the park and play fetch with her for awhile. Its pretty fun, He really comes to love her really quickly. They’re practically best friends, Shes even allowed on campus grounds every once in awhile! So you both visit him at lunch sometimes, to which he really enjoys. Sneaks her some snacks under the table when no ones looking though.
Bonus:Secretly loves grooming her. Her little tongue sticks out when he brushes her fluffy ears and face.. Its adorable. 10/10 will bombard you and the RFA with pictures every time its grooming day. And really, really wants to get that dog safe nail polish and paint her nails pink. He’d try it on Lisa, but he assumes all he’d end up with is some new scars on his hands and pink paint all over the couch. Scary.

Jaehee:

  • Since she works constantly, Its just difficult to get a dog since she doesn’t think she’d be able to care for it properly.
  • Taking it out every few hours, grooming, playtime.. Not to mention all the fur. Yikes.
  • With some convincing, and planning, she’ll agree. She thinks its still a bit too much work, But she wants to get a little schedule together for walks and things like that first so that the work is even between you both. Well.. Who knows, It could be fun..?
  • You two settle on a little beagle puppy, its a classic breed and very sweet. Plus you love their silly howls. She fits into the family nicely, you tease Jaehee by saying they both have the same big brown eyes~
  • At first she tries really hard to become a dog momma! Like takes her to the parks, gives her treats, tried frisbee once and threw it towards a car on accident and almost got a ticket so.. thats out forever out.
  • And it is pretty fun, New– but fun! They warm up to each other quickly. The puppy is always happy to greet Jaehee at the door when she comes home from a long day at work. But sometimes the pup gets ignored when Jaehee gives you all the attention instead.. Thats when the trouble maker side comes out. She eats documents, shoes, even furniture when shes in need of attention! Golden rule: Never ignore the dog.
Bonus: You often find that the puppy is at Jaehee’s feet while shes going over documents, or scratching at her leg while shes baking in the kitchen. Sometimes you see your girlfriend slip a treat in here and there, even though she scolds you whenever you do it at the dining room table. See, no one can resist those big brown puppy dog eyes Jaehee!

Seven:

  • He is 100% ready for a dog. Or Six. Yup, He was born ready for this. Tears up and practically throws you into the car– races down to the shelter the moment you throw the idea around. It was just an idea, Saeyoung!
  • Claims he knows and you guys are “just looking” today. Uh huh. Sure. You know you both are coming home with a new furry friend that night, no matter how much “ only looking ” he claims he’s going to be doing.
  • Bouncing off the walls the moment you two walk into the place. Poor receptionist has to deal with his millions of questions! But the moment he spots that fat little pug sitting all alone in a tiny kennel, he knows. He knows.
  • Turns to you with the biggest, shiniest eyes known to man as he cups his hands together with a big old pout clear as day on his lips. You tug on his bottom lip with a knowing smirk as he pretends that it hurt. Sigh, Wheres the paperwork for this thing?
But oh no. Oh no. He spots another one.
  • You try to stop him by tugging on his jacket as he naruto runs over there but its too late, he’s seen it. A slightly skinnier pug ( still chubby ) in a kennel a little bit aways from this one. Seven. No.
  • “ Pleaaaase MC!! One for me, One for you! ” Agh, There he goes again– All stary eyed! How could you resist!
  • You end up leaving the shelter with two doges that day and a very happy Seven.
  • His dog is a girl named Honey and yours is a boy named Buddha, Honey is yellowish white and Buddha a deep brown. Very proud of the name choice.
  • He obsesses over them every chance he gets, Honey snores extremely loudly so he spams the RFA with videos of it. Poor Zen is suffering with all these pets in the chat. Buddhas pretty chill, but he has hiccups a lot which is adorable. You two never leave them alone, they’re practically famous with all these cameras in their faces 24/7!
Bonus: You thought Elizabeth the 3rd lived in luxury? Thats nothing compared to these dogs. He buys them custom made beds, the best treats, millions of toys etc etc. Your house is now practically doggy paradise thanks to Seven, you’re not sure if these dogs were the worst or best things to pop into your life. Just makes you wonder what he’d do if you two had kids lolol
The Project

I really enjoyed writing this so I hope that you enjoy reading it! I picked Jimin because he can be so soft and squishy which fit into my idea for the scenario.

Please feel free to request more! I am currently on spring break from college and need something to do!

Word Count: 2,655

Pairing: Jimin X Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: Some strong language, some innuendos. Do not read if you are not comfortable.

Description: Group projects are always hard, especially when you have the school’s bad boy, Park Jimin, as your uninterested partner. Things take an interesting turn when you figure out a way to involve him in the project as well as get some revenge on him.

Originally posted by princejimineee

(Gif is not ours. Credit to princejimineee. Also can we just talk about how amazing their editing is??? People are so talented wow. I have stared at this gif for like ten minutes.)


Fingers crossed tightly under your desk, you hoped for a good partner for your lab project. Taemin was pretty smart, so you were hoping to get him to be your partner, not to mention he was pretty cute as well. Your heart was beating quickly as the teacher rattled off names of partners, not hearing yours yet. Come on, please! You begged internally, anxious to just have your partner already. The room was filled with quiet whispers of partners who were already matched, making you almost miss your name.

“…min and Y/N,” your teacher droned. You let out a huge breath of relief and picked up your books to go sit by Taemin to discuss your project ideas. You had been excited for this project, so you had already come up with multiple ideas written neatly in your trusty spiral notebook.

Just as you had gathered your materials and started to get up from your seat, a hand grabbed your elbow stopping you in your tracks, your body going rigid at the tight grasp spreading warmth through your sweater.

“Hey, where are you going?” a smooth voice asked. You whipped your head around to see Jimin, the troublemaker who sat in the back of the class, usually sleeping or talking to the boy next to him. You had seen him out with a group of boys before, obviously up to no good. The whole school was afraid to cross any of the members for fear of the group coming after them. A self-confident smirk sat on his smooth face. What did he want from you? You wondered.

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DAY6 Live & Meet in Jakarta - fansign

So DAY6 came out and holy crap they are sooooooo much better looking in real life. I don’t know how, but they are!!! I thought Jae looked like he wasn’t in the mood but he was actually really smiley when the fansign started. Wonpil is really smol AND OMG HIS EYES ARE SO PRETTY. Dowoon was smiley and everyone tried singing happy birthday to him at the start but it kinda just faded out lol but we sang again later on. Sungjin akjdfa;sjf;adsjf;s;dfj uuuuugggghhhh ok Sungjin looks a million times better in real life. He’s not real. Photos and videos DO NOT do him justice. I couldn’t believe he looked like that seriously omg. Black haired Brian was a blessing and omg he kept waving at everyone.

So anyway, @its-youngk was in front of me. Jae was up first. She told him his face looked like a baby’s butt and he laughed and was like “Thank you??? Thank you!” Then it was my turn omg I didn’t really know what to say lolz. I just told Jae to come visit nz and he said “invite us” and then I had to move on lmao ok everything was really quick. Next was Wonpil and omg like he has such cute eyes and ugh he’s soooo sooo soo good looking. I just told him he was my favourite member and he said “thank you”. Then it was Dowoon next and I said happy birthday to him and he said thank you. Nothing special I guess hahaha.

NEXT WAS PARK SUNGJIN. HOLY CRAP PARK SUNGJIN aaaaaaaaaaahhhh. HIS EYES WERE SPARKLING. OMG OMG OMG. I really didn’t know what to say to him so I got there and just smiled at him for like a couple of seconds omg hahahah and he did that ^o^ face and was kind of like ooooohhh idk how to explain it hahahhha but I was like “omg I don’t know what to say” and he just laughed and I yelled “you’re really handsome” as I walked towards Brian lmao I hate myself and he laughed and said “thank you”. 

I got to Brian and was like “I love your new hair” and he said thank you and then I was like “thank you for dyeing your hair black” lmfao hhahahahahah idk why I said that. I hate myself. Then I left.

Reader in labor HC with Sincerely Three!

I’ve never done HC’s before so I apologize if this is crap but this is my first ever request!!! SO lets get started

Lets start with the meme boy Jared

- ok so jared n u have been together since ur senior year of high school

- you now live together in a cute little apartment

- I feel like jared would be the funny guy in an office job so that’s what he does

- he works in an office and you don’t work right now because YOURE REALLY PREGNANT

- As the days get closer to ur due date, Jared is like ’ hhhh maybe I should stay home with you today babe what if u go into labor AND IM NOT HERE’

- u make him go anyways

- but one day this actually happens n you go into labor while Jared is at work lke 30 minutes away so you call his mom first to have her come get you

- she rushes you to the hospital and once youre there, you finally call Jared and are like ‘ so uh remember how I kept telling you I wasn’t going to go into labor while u were at work? Sike, got u.”

- Jared FREAKS OUT

- ‘waIT WHAT?!’ he screams so loudly his mom can faintly hear it across the room like this boy has a loud voice anyway but holy hell when he yells

- ‘ I TOLD YOU I FUCKING TOLD YOU DIDNT I FUCKING TELL YOU’ Jared screamed and you could basically hear him running out of the office until he gets stopped by the lady at the front desk 

- ‘no i have to leave my partner is pushing a CHILD out right now. well Brenda i don’t care if ur son fell and broke his arm, my child is being BIRTHED.’

- even though he was 30 minutes away, he got to u in record time

- he basically kicked the door open and jumped into the room

- he is def doing a super man pose and winks at you

- you threaten to throw him out of the room before hes even sat down

- fast forward a little bit n your contractions have gotten pretty bad and youre laying on your side with your eyes closed, your hand gripping on the side of the bed so hard jared think you might break it

- ‘ babe ur joking to she hulk the bed and I CANNOT AFFORD THAT’

- you flip him off but go back to aggressively squeezing the bed until this contraction passed for a few moments and you were able to release the bed

- BUT LIKE TW MINUTES LATER THEY WERE BACK AND YOU WENT TO REACH FOR JAREDS HAND INSTEAD OF THE HOSPITAL BED AND HE LIKE PULLS HIS HAND BACK FROM YOU

- ‘youll break  my hand are you crazy I NEED THIS HAND TO DEFEAT ZOMBIES’

- you grab his hand anyways and squeeze it even harder than you had been the bed jut out of spite

- ‘OW OW OW YOU BITCH OH GOD MY HAND’

- u look up at him with these deadly eyes and he instantly shuts up and is just like ‘ i love u (y/n) ‘

- a few hours later and it was time to push so u make sure that Jared’s hand is laced with yours and you squeeze it every time

- hes trying to say encouraging words but its more like ‘wow babe - ow - you’re doing so - fucking ow - wonderful - god my hand is going numb - just keep going babe!!!’

- about an hour later the doctor places a baby boy on your stomach and Jared literally fucking cheers

- the doctor has jared cut the chord and after that they take your son off to clean him up n stuff but the whole time jared sits by your side with that big goofy smile on his face as he tells you that he loves you


OK NOW THE LEGS CONNOR MURPHY

- Connor and u were sitting at home when you went into labor bc it was late at night

- ur watching some movie and u glanced up at connor and are like ‘ hhh either i just peed myself or my water just broke’

- the boy literally JUMPS up from where he was sitting and glances at you before he grabs your hands and pulls you up

-he tells you to go out to the ca so you do that while he gathers the bags that you two had spent the time making up in the previous weeks

-he walks outie trying to be as calm as he can but once he gets in the car he just glances over at you and says ‘holy fuck’ before he starts off towards the hospital

-at this point your contractions aren’t close together but when they do hit they fucking hurt like nothing you have ever experienced before so when the first big one hits you groan in pain and COnnor looks over at you all worried and is lik e

- ‘is everything ok, goddammit I’m going as fast as i can without being pulled over but all this fuCKING traffic is making it hard to get FUCKING anywhere.’

- you put your hand on his leg and are just like ‘connor stfu its fine i was having a contraction buts its passed right now so its fine ok’

- he eventually gets you to the hospital and you get into the bed with all the chords attached to your stomach

- i feel like connor has been super nervous for this because hes so scared that hes gonna be a bad dad that when he sits down next to you he just kind of like shuts down and starts to completely doubt himself

- but ofc you know whats going on so you just grab his hand and tell him its all gonna be ok bc obviously neither f you have any real idea how to be a parent yet and youll figure it out together

- he looks at you with those super pretty eyes and u just smile at him

- he loves u so much and he feels so lucky to have someone  like you who makes him feel like this is all going to be ok instead of the way his father had been making him feel by like teling him hes gonna be a bad dad

- a few hours later and its finally time to push and Connor lets you hold his hand the entire time and hes just completely ignoring the fact that youre basically breaking his hand and he just keeps telling u how great youre doing

- ‘youre doing great (y/n), squeeze my hand all you want. Take all the fucking anger out on my hand its fine’

- the doctor puts a little girl on your chest and you tear up as u look at her

- and so does connor because ike ffuck he has a daughter and someone who is going to love him and that he already loves so much?? like he didn’t think he could love anything this much other than u until he saw his daughter

- the doctor has connor cut the chord and he does it really slowly before the little girl is taken away to get cleaned up.

- connor sits down beside of you and he rubs your hair out of your face and kisses your forehead gently

- that boy loves u and his little family so much and he swears that he is going be ten times better than his family ever was to him


OK NOW EVAN

- SO LIKE- Evan and you go over to Heidi’s every Tuesday for taco Tuesday and game night right??- so you guys are sitting there eating and playing uno when suddenly you have this weird pain in your stomach and it’s not at all like when the baby kick so you just kind of pause and it’s your turn so Heidi and Evan both give you a confused look- ’ uh (y/n) are you ok?’

- you just nod your head and shrug your shoulders b are like ya just a pain but it’s gone now- so you start playing again- Until the pain comes back and it’s worst that before so you once again take a deep breath and just sit there for a moment and this is when evan starts like getting really nervous and yoy can tell because his starting to pull on the corner of his cards- Heidi asks you if you’re sure you’re ok and you just nod your head

- until ur water breaks and ur just sitting a small puddle of water in your seat-u don’t wanna freak out evan so u ask him to go get you a drink from the kitchen and once he leaves, u whisper to Heidi that u think ur water broke- AND SHE LIKE SQUEALS- Evan comes back in when he hears the squeal and is like ???? what??? -AND HEIDI IS LIKE “(Y/N) THINKS THEIR WATER BROKE”

-and evan drops the glass of water he had in his hands and it goes everywhere and u snicker- ‘now Evans water has broken’ and Evans eyes go wider than before- ‘this is uh no times for jokes!! we gotta go!!’ Evan says and you nod your head and get up-Heidi drives u to the hospital and drops you and evan off before she goes back to the your and Evans house to get the bags you had packed

- the doctor gets you all situated and checks you and is like ???- had u waited any longer to come in yoy might have been having the baby at home because you were like 8cm

- ur like ??? I barely feel anything what the fuck-the doctor shrugs and chuckled

-evan is sitting by your bed and he’s obviously an anxious mess- his leg is bouncing and his face is all red and his fidgeting with the bed sheets- bc like what if the baby doesn’t end up liking him and what if he’s a bad dad and messes up when it comes to taking care of the baby and goodness the boy is just a mess

- but u just smile at him and place hand on his and just whisper calming words to him- Heidi shows up with the bags you had packed and she just smiles at the scene of her son and the person he loves all lovey dovey and about to be parents-the doctor comes in like 20 minutes later and tells u that it’s time to push so you get all situated-evan grabs your hand and is squeezing it WAY tighter than you’re squeezing his and you can’t help but laugh

-it takes like 3-5 pushes and the doctor puts a little girl on your stomach and asks evan if he wants to cut the chord and he nods-but when the doctor puts the scissors in his hands and they’re shaking like crazy and he takes one step into doing it before- he passes out-like he drops to the floor and you burst out laughing because you knew he was nervous but not that nervous

-Heidi laughs and helps evan up and he cuts the chord with her help and he just keeps staring at the baby and he just can’t comprehend that he made that- he just loves you and his baby so much snd he’s so excited to be a dad now

Him VII

A/N: Ok so i’m off hiatus 🤷🏻‍♀️ and i’m soz for what you’re about to read bc like its pure A N G S T, enjoy :) also bear w me i’m on mobile :(

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You finally got out of work and it was pretty late and you felt exhausted and couldn’t wait until you got home and got to sleep with your baby boy.

As you were driving you found it hard to keep your eyes open and on the road as they drooped every 10 seconds. You tried to keep your eyes open but failed as you crossed a red light and a truck crashed into the side of your car making your head hit the steering wheel, an unimaginable amount of pain shooting through your body as the car started rolling over and felt shards of glass poke at your skin. You tried to get yourself out as you heard the guy call an ambulance but it was lights out before you knew it.



Shawn’s P.O.V

I stood by Derek’s crib, it was getting late and Y/N should be here by now, and I couldn’t help but worry.

Soon the house phone started ringing and I walked to the phone and hesitated before I answered, would Y/N be ok with me answering the phone? Maybe she was ringing to tell me she was gonna be late? But she would’ve called my cell phone…

“Hello?” I answered the phone

“Yes hi, is this the Y/L/N’s household?”

“Yes it is.”

“I’m calling from the hospital, Miss Y/N has been in a terrible car accident and–”

It was like my whole world came crashing down, an accident? Was she ok? How bad was it?

I quickly called Geoff and he came as soon as possible, I wasn’t leaving my son alone at home and I wasn’t taking him with me to the hospital, I grabbed my car keys and rushed to the hospital crossing multiple red lights, and I could care less about the tickets I was getting later, all that I cared about right now was Y/N.

I rushed into the hospital bumping into a few people and other people gave me stone cold stares, but as I said, I could care less

“Y/N Y/L/N?” I asked the nurse out of breath

“She’s in room 247 but sir–” I cut her off running to the room and the nurse ran after me

“Sir I don’t recommend you going in there.” She said stopping me

“Why not?” she only stayed quiet

“TELL ME!” I yelled getting closer and I might have scared her a bit

“She’s dead.” My heart stopped

“No, I don’t believe you. YOU’RE LYING!” I yelled running to the room only to see that, what she said was true. A bunch of nurses were ready to cover her body until they saw me at the door

“We’re sorry for your loss.” They apologized and left, giving me a moment to say goodbye

I walked over to her body as she layed lifeless, her eyes open as tears fell down my cheeks

“Y/N, wake up.” I said trying to shake her awake, even though deep down I knew she was gone

“Y/N WAKE UP!” I screamed shaking her before pulling her into my lap and sat on the floor

“Please don’t leave me here.” I begged placing my forehead on her’s

“Don’t leave me, don’t leave Derek. Don’t leave us.” I cried trying to get a reaction, but nothing happened

I kissed her cold lips as if she could feel them, I held her cold hands for the last time intertwining my fingers with hers as I cried into her chest, she was gone.

I closed her eyes and carried her to the nurses as they took her away from me as I fell to my knees sobbing, she was gone.

One of the nurses came over to me giving me a piece of paper

“She knew she wasn’t going to make it and asked me to give this to a man by the name of Shawn Mendes. And my guess is that you’re him.” She said leaving me alone with my thoughts,

I put the letter in my pocket and decided to read it later, right now I was in too much pain, trying to accept the fact that I’ll never see her again, I’ll never see her smile, I’ll never kiss those lips that I missed for years, I’ll never wake up next to her like I did so long ago, I’ll never be able to call her my wife, I’ll never be able to hold her at night whenever she has her nightmares, I’ll never celebrate her growing a year older with her. Because she was gone.

2

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After Peter had seen you in the shower you had tried to move past it, but he would just look at you in a way he hadn’t before.

With such intense eyes.

And you would meet his gaze with your own suspicious stare.

But other than that it was all business as usual, teaching the boys modern life.

Which in Felix’s case also included teaching him to read.

As an orphan in Oz, he couldn’t afford schooling and used his physical ability to get by.

You understood, you didn’t judge, you just went and got some books from the book store.

You painted the covers black so he wouldn’t feel demeaned by the pre-school kids on it.

You would teach him at night in his room, because Felix didn’t want Pan around to distract him.

‘Ok Felix, read this sentence for me.’

‘Ta-he bird fa-lew across ta-he valley.’ Felix tried.

'That was good Felix, just remember that T and H together a “thhh” sound. So. T-H-E is…?’

’…The?’

'YES! Felix you’re doing great!’ you praised proudly.

Felix smiled bright, in a way you had become so fond of.

Felix was like this precious cinnamon roll that you wanted to protect and give the world to.

'Do you wanna read the next page or call it quits for tonight?’ you asked.

‘I think that’s enough for tonight, tomorrow night we can finish the book and move on to mathematics’. Felix said before he removed his shirt.

‘Felix!’ you gasped before turning away from him with a blush.

’Is something wrong?’ he asked as he stood up to check on you.

‘What did I say about getting undressed in front of people?’ you asked.

‘You said not to change in front of strangers.’ Felix answered.

‘Well…ugh! You have to know that you aren’t supposed get undressed in front of girls.’ you said in mild frustration.

‘How would I know that? You’re the first girl I’ve ever been around.’ he shrugged.

Just then it hit you that he was right, as far as you know he grew up in a all boys orphanage then went to a boys only island.

You sighed before you turned back to face him, keeping your eyes on his face, afraid to look any lower than that.

‘OK, I’m sorry for freaking out, you honestly don’t know any better. So I’ll tell you, you’re not supposed to change or get undressed in front of girls.’ you said.

‘Is that all the time, because it seems pretty inconvenient.’ he said as he sat down on his bed.

‘Well yeah, I guess if you and the girl are dating or married then its OK.’ you mumbled.

‘So if we are…dating then I could undress in front you?’ Felix asked.

Your face went so red.

‘Um…well I mean, you know like…I guess so but we aren’t dating So it really doesn’t matter.’ you babbled.

‘OK, then let’s start dating.’ Felix suggested.

‘What?’ you gasped.

‘If we are dating we can change in front of each other.’ he said.

W-well you you have to date for a while you know, build up to that point, a-and I don’t think you fully understand what dating is.’ you said nervously.

‘I heard about on the television, its much like courting. If all goes well we will get married.’ Felix said calmly.

‘Yeah, but to date means you have to like me.’ you tried to explain.

‘I do like you (Y/N).’ Felix said as he stepped closer to you.

‘No I mean like more than friends Felix.’ you clarified as you stepped back.

‘I do like you more than a friend, at least I think so,’

‘You think?’

‘I never really…felt like this before, I just know that I think you are really pretty, and I like spending time with you and the way you make me feel.’ Felix said as he took your hand.

‘I am always hyper aware when Peter is around you, because he destroys everything. I don’t want anything to happen to you, I want to be around you all the time, I want to keep you safe.’ he said,

‘And you make me feel things I never have, make me want to do things I never have. So I am asking you do you want to date me?’ Felix asked.