but why love

You make me your last and only come to me when you’re bored of everyone else. And what do I do? My heart jumps, excited that you’re even acknowledging me, and I open my arms to accept you. Every. Single. Time.

E.G. Why do I do this to myself? How do I stop fucking caring about you?

hace rato no te escribo

por miedo

ni tú a mí

desconozco por qué

no sé qué puede ser

me parece que nos estamos





¿por qué?

he desperdiciado muchos cafés

tratando de pensar en qué pasó

ya no vienes en las tardes

y no me saludas en el pasillo

no me llamas los domingos

y me apartas la vista

no me dices que nos vamos juntos

ni me das besitos en el cabello

debe ser que tienes mucho que hacer.

I repeated this a thousand time and I came up with something…

Sometimes I wonder if Yoongi and Jimin were actually a couple, secretively from public but the boys know and support them, of course.

But they didn’t want to change the dynamics of their band and make anyone uncomfortable with their affection for each other, so they normally just hold hands around them, just how they would be with other members of the group.

At the end of the night, Jimin would sneak in to Yoongi’s and Jin’s shared room (well it’s not sneaking when they are found cuddling in the morning by Jin, but whatever). Yoongi would stay awake and wait for him to come after getting ready for the night.

They don’t immediately sleep, instead, Yoongi allows him to hear some tunes he has produced and recorded in his phone. They would talk about their day and what all things happened in the course of the day. Jimin and Yoongi would sit side by side, legs tangled under the covers and murmuring and giggling quietly about something happened that day.

Jimin would lay his head on Yoongi’s shoulder and wrap his hands around Yoongi’s arm for a leverage. He would hum when Yoongi would ask him something or just hum to let the older know he’s still awake and listening.

Yoongi would tell something funny about the day that happened in the office, which Jimin was unaware of, Yoongi would chuckle, remembering about it and Jimin would giggle squeakily because one, the story is actually funny and two, he loves to hear Yoongi laugh.

In the course of laughing, he would throw his whole body on Yoongi and laugh, trying to quiet down for Jin. Yoongi would have a proud smile and wrap his arm around Jimin’s waist and pull him closer. He finds Jimin’s giggle so alluring and calming.

When he has calmed down, they are laying side by side, with Jimin’s leg draped over Yoongi’s body and his hand causing his upper body. He would occasionally giggle and hide his face in Yoongi’s neck.

Soon, Jimin would be asleep on Yoongi with his face buried in older’s neck, mouth open and letting out warm breath with soft snores. Yoongi takes his time to sleep, either he would look through his phone or at Jimin while caressing his cherub cheek. He would leave a kiss on his forehead and go to sleep as well.

* * *
I couldn’t help myself, sue me!

When you love someone, you don’t hurt them. You don’t want to hurt them. You don’t do and say things you know will hurt them. You don’t hurt them and leave them alone to suffer. That’s why I’m having trouble understanding as to how you could have said that you loved me. So. Many. Damn. Times.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

Author Profile: Jade Presley (@jadepresley)

Happy birthday, Jade! Since the day I finished The Letters from Everyone, I have been utterly in love with you. Who would have guessed that a simple story aesthetic would have starting such a brilliant friendship? I am so lucky to have you in my life; I know you will be there for me if I ever need anything (though potentially 5 hours behind and tomorrow). I hope you have had the best day, and I’m very, very sorry this is late, so I hope it’s worth it.
xx Aurora 

Many thanks to @queenofthyme, @o0o-chibaken-o0o, @bixgirl1, and @dragonsandotters-dh for their contributions. 

When I love (Negan x Addison)

Summary: Addison is a daycare provider and meets Coach Negan at a Little League game. This is a Alternate Universe fic of the series Why I Love by @jeffreydeanneganstrash

Characters: Negan x Addison, OCs Toby and Sarah. Rick Grimes, Judith Grimes, Michonne, Andre (Michonne’s son), Lizzie and Mika, Glenn and Maggie (mentioned)

Word Count: 3,231

Warnings: Fluff and Swearing

Author’s Note: I wrote this fic for @jeffreydeanneganstrash’s Fic Exchange. I know I said I wouldn’t be able to finish this until Raise Hell was done, but I lied. I got the idea for it and wanted to get it out while it was still fresh. 

Addison is her OC and from her series Why I Love. If you haven’t read it yet, I HIGHLY recommend it. 

I’ve never written anything with another fandom member’s OC before. This was a challenge, but I had a lot of fun with it. I really love Addison and her relationship with Negan. I tried to use elements from her series and used some of her other characters too. 

My idea is very simple, but I wanted to do something different. I hope you like it, Lara. If you don’t, let me know and I’ll write something else.

Feedback is appreciated! This fic has no beta so I am sorry in advance about mistakes. 

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