but when she realizes it's not who she is and not what she wants

When will the world realize that it is impossible to shame a woman who is unashamed? She is the only one who has the power to break and the only one who has loved enough shitty people to know that it aint her, its your thoughts of her. Men casually speak about what a woman does, as if they want to become one of us. Based on societal views I’ve been a lot of shameful things- but the way self love works- I’m here reclaiming every adjective to describe me. I am unashamed of the scenic route that brought me to realize my external light.
Self sabotage
Folded me in half
Until I chose to uplift my spine
And stand tall,
Amongst the gravity.
She wears tight clothes, she’s a hoe
she posts photos in her underwear with her baby on her hip, call CPS
she dares to love herself after giving so many fucks about whatever it is you could think about her.

opinions are not convictions and you should not internalize them as such.

#ReclaimingBabyMama #SticksAndStonesMayBreakMyBones #ButHesJustMadHeWillNeverStickMe

o’solo: new parents
  • who panics over everything?

Just like everybody expected Hope is a big momma bear who wants to protect her baby boy at all cost.

  • who lives on google and webmd to look up everything the baby does?

The concept of a small human being is fascinating for the nerd in Kelley. From the moment Hope found out she was pregnant Kelley has been researching babies.

  • who’s on the fence about vaccination?


  • who bothers the doctor at 3 AM?

Both of them and they’re completely unapologetic about it

  • who nudges the other in the middle of the night to go handle the baby?


  • who pretends to be asleep when the baby is screaming?

Kelley. Eventually Hope realized what she was doing and Kelley was in diaper duty for a full month.

  • who takes pictures and videos of everything?

Both of them. But Hope is the one who posts them all on Instagram.

  • who accidentally drops the baby? (let’s be real: it happens)

Kelley when she was getting little Luke down from the car seat. Luke landed on his butt on the floor of the car and he just laughed. Kelley never told Hope

  • who has more trouble adjusting to parenthood?

Neither. Not to say parenthood has been a walk in the park for them but they approached it as a team and it has worked out for them

  • who falls asleep with the baby on their chest?

Luke loves to fall asleep on top of Hope.

  • who plays airplane with the baby and ends up with puke on their face? (alternatively: in their mouth)

Kelley. Hope has never laughed so hard in her life

  • who gets overwhelmed the easiest?

Hope,  because she wants to make sure her son’s childhood is everything hers wasn’t.

  • who scalds themselves when testing the bottle temperature on their wrist?


  • who dresses the baby up in funny outfits?

Both of them. Poor Luke is going to have to delete a lot of pictures once he learns how to use a computer.

  • who rocks the baby to sleep while singing to them?


  • who accidentally adds too much soap to the bath so the baby ends up in a sea of bubbles?

Hope, Kelley filmed it all as payback for the airplane thing

  • who lets the baby try/eat/drink anything and everything they have?


  • who is the baby tamer? (AKA who is the one that can calm the baby down with no problems whatsoever)

Kelley makes funny faces and it gets Luke to stop crying every time.


Looking at my account yall know I’m a huge fan of Laurel Lance and Black Canary but we got to talk. Katie Cassidy is stuck in purgatory and I don’t think she even realizes it yet. Her scripts consist of her saying 3 to 4 lines an episode. When she does have something to say its usually to prop someone else. Laurel on the other hand doesn’t seem to have a life outside of this. We don’t get to see what she does when she’s not off saving the world. We barely see her in court. Where was that storyline that idiot told us about her struggling in court because so much of her is into saving the world? What that bullshit or did she wanted to tell us anything to get people to stop asking about Laurel? You can tell she really doesn’t give a fuck about the character. I’ve never seen her praise her at least once. And as far as I’m concerned she’s a lying liar who lies so I don’t trust any storyline she says that’s coming up for Laurel until I see it on my tv screens and not in no fucking deleted scenes.

All this leads me to think Laurel might be in the grave. Shes sidelined with no ounce of a storyline. Shes there just to reassure everyone everything’s going to be alright now that her Sara story that dragged her down immensely is gone all she’s their is to say “Its not your fault Oliver.” “Felicity can handle herself. Shes the strongest person I know.” The only good thing I like is that Thea loves her as much as she loves Thea. Everything else is trash.

I keep getting calls from a landline attached to the apartments on the other side of where I went to middle school. A couple of streets over from my house. Possibly belongs to a woman named Brenda. I thought for a while that it was a guy named David (whose name also came up when you searched the number, and more prominently than Brenda’s), but then a woman, who sounded in the correct age range that was provided when I looked up the number, accidentally left half a message while talking to someone else before realizing the phone was still on and quickly shutting it off. I couldn’t really tell what she was saying.

The real question, is why doesn’t she leave an actual message? She’s called my at least ten times.

Who does she think I am? What do you want, Brenda? You call me more than the Red Cross does, and that’s honestly impressive. I didn’t think anyone would ever harass me with more phone calls than the Red Cross. 

Ahahahahaha.  So I’m going to write some scenes in Toriel’s house for the mob AU and since I’m basing the fictional city of Ebott on Chicago (because I live here and I’m lazy) I looked up Al Capone’s house to see what it was like.

Apparently it’s been sitting on the real estate market for years now.  (I think, but I am not sure, that it’s still for sale, so if anyone has a spare $225k and wants to live in Chicago… you’d probably be better off buying a different house.)  The article I found says the owner is a retired schoolteacher who didn’t realize it had been Capone’s house until after she bought it.

I’m just giggling because I’m picturing 2014!Toriel deciding to sell her house she had since the 1920s when she was a mob boss and trying to pretend she’s totally a different Toriel than the Toriel who owned it then.  She’s a retired schoolteacher!  Definitely not a mob boss.  Look how nice she is!  She made the reporters pie!  IS THIS THE FACE OF A MOB BOSS???

(I mean, obviously that would be very difficult since deeds are public record.  I do know some stupid deed tricks but none that stupid.  But it’s a hilarious mental image.)

So I just watched the latest episode of Supergirl, and I started thinking about it in terms of Strange Magic, because that’s what you do with anything, and I realized - it fits almost perfectly.  

Bog would be Hank Henshaw/J’onn J’onzz, the grumpy head of a shady government organization who at first glance looks like he might be evil but is secretly a marshmallow peep.

Marianne would be Alex Danvers - seriously, the first time the DEO picks up Supergirl, she would be all over them - ‘Release my sister!’  Plus, short, feisty, brunette.  Can anyone say Tough Girl?

Dawn would be Supergirl - she just wants to be friends with everybody and help everyone.  And she’s totally oblivious when it comes to her best friend.

Sunny would be Winn.  Because they’re both friendzoned hobbits.

Roland would be Max Lord, because they’re both so UGH!

Plum would be Cat Grant - mildly frightening and possibly insane.

Stuff and Thang could be Lucy Lane and Jimmy Olsen, mostly because it amuses me.

The only one I can’t perfectly cast is Griselda, but it would be hilarious if J’onn’s mother came with him to earth and spends all of her time trying to set him up.  ‘Just because we’re the last of our race doesn’t mean you have to die sad and alone.  What about Maxine from the armoury?  she seems friendly.’


                                                       she’s trying not to go into peoples minds anymore, but it’s near impossible when she has to go to school and have a social life. it's not that she wants to hear everyone’s thoughts, its just that if she tries to block it out too much she gets a headache the size of texas. she’s just letting it happen, scanning random brains until she finds one that stands out. one that has something different in it than the rest, or maybe it’s actually missing something. her attention is too focused on the thoughts in her head to notice whats going on around her and she bumps into someone on the street. the same someone whose brain had caught her off guard. her eyes widened slightly when she realized it was him. “what are you?” she asked before shaking her head and quickly correcting herself. “sorry for bumping into you, uh– who are you?” a+ people skills belle. “can i get you a coffee? to say sorry?”

The Obituary Society

When Lila Moore inherits her grandfather’s house, she finds herself in a small Midwestern town where margarine is never an acceptable substitution for butter, a coveted family recipe can serve as currency, and the friend who will take your darkest secrets to the grave will still never give you the secret to her prize-winning begonias.

Lila is charmed by the people of Auburn, from the blue-eyed lawyer with the southern drawl to the little old lady who unceasingly tries to set Lila up with her grandson. But when strange things begin to happen, Lila realizes some of her new friends are guarding a secret like its a precious family heirloom. It’s a dangerous secret, and it has come back to haunt them. Lila is caught in the middle, and her life may depend on uncovering it. But even if she can, can she stay in Auburn when not everyone is what they seem, and even the house wants her gone?

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i want ghost allison

i want lydia to get more powerful as a banshee with time and realize she can see/communicate with ghosts

but not every ghost, it’s gotta have some conditions, otherwise it would end in disaster

for example, someone with whom she was close enough while alive. someone whose death she felt. maybe someone who gave the life for her, or someone who was killed by a powerful spirit, whatever, the point is that the only ghost she can see at the moment is allison

and they don’t even have to show her, like. if crystal is up for it, even better, but it can be just lydia talking to/for her, maybe her taking lydia’s body (with consent) sometimes to talk to everyone else

this all takinig place either on the last season or in the one before that

and then the last season’s plot involves them finding a way to bring her back

meanwhile, scott and kira’s relationship isn’t at it’s best - he’s too focused on bringing allison back, she’s jealous but understands, only then she starts talking with someone (*cough* malia) more often and developing a crush and then scott’s jealous too and they start fighting and eventually break up a few episodes before the series finale

they bring allison back on the end of the episode before the last one

(i’m sure crystal would love to be in the last episode and this wouldn’t be a problem since it’s only one anyway)

on the last one, she helps them defeat the season’s big bad (maybe with her new undead supernatural powers woo) and the last scene of the show is the whole pack together and everyone is happy for once and then allison comes to talk with scott and they declare their undying love for each other and kiss  (╯◕ヮ◕)╯*:・゚✧

then stiles jumps on them and says something and they laugh and the camera zooms out and everyone is laughing and happy and the show ends with everyone laughing and happy and alive wow

and btw before all this isaac, derek, braeden, danny, ethan and maybe even jackson came back yay

3rd entry

In this chapter we get to know how the Bakers felt at the Loski’s house,
because of Bryce and Garrett joking about her disabled uncle in the library, Juli was angry at Bryce and, she even considers boycotting the dinner, but doesn’t want to disappoint her mom. At Bryce’s house Juli tells him just how angry he is. He explains that he was really angry at Garrett, but couldn’t do anything about it Juli thinks he might be telling the truth, but she also thinks he stinks for not standing up for her and her uncle. Which I think its true because he would’ve stand for her and defend her since he likes her, in the other hand I think that he’s still a boy who cares too much about what other people say.
When they were going to eat Bryce tries to apologize again to Juli but she snaps at him she immediately realizes that she was rude, but it’s too late.

At dinner Juli watches as Mr. Loski grills her brothers, and her parents look proud of their sons’ music she’s also pretty surprised to see Lynetta be so supportive of her brothers. Juli decides to apologize to Bryce for being rude earlier. Back home with her family, the Bakers have some tender times. Mike and Matt talk about how thankful they are to have such a great dad, and Juli is feeling pretty happy about her family too. They realize how functional her family is for her and how much she values them.


Rowboat: A small boat. Let go, we’re using my rowboat.

Hastily: In speed or motion. I ran hastily so I could catch the bus today.

Quivering: : To shake because of fear or cold. She was quivering after the incident.