but what do I know

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Do we know whether this symbol has any significance? The last clue does mention “THE FINAL PIECE IS IN YOUR HAND” and that symbol is indeed a hand… the trail from the X starts near it too-

I also saw this symbol twice in the journal but I still don’t understand its significance.

anonymous asked:

Yeah, what would it be like to date them! Like, where would they take you, would they kiss you on the doorstep at the end, do they not date at all?..I mean, not that I have some weird crush on Damien and want to visualize dating him or anything. Ha ha...

Oh boy, Damien would probably be the worst on a date. If someone actually expressed genuine, non-ability-related interest in him, he would have no idea what to do. He wouldn’t know what to talk about and he’d fall back into bad habits and probably make you pay for everything, whether you wanted to or not. 

Sam would probably show up with conversation topics on note cards in her pocket. Once she relaxed, she’d have a lot of really amazing stories to share with you, and she’s an excellent listener. But unless she already knew you pretty well, you’d have to make the first move. 

Caleb and Adam spend a lot of time trying to make each other laugh. Adam is less overt about it, but making Caleb laugh is his favorite thing. Dating someone who can feel your feelings is sometimes the best thing in the world, and sometimes it’s really, really annoying. 

Chloe is definitely the best at dating. She’ll take you to the coolest new restaurant and you’ll find yourself pouring out your heart to her. Not because she can read your mind, but because that’s who she is; she’s always been the kind of person to encourage secret-sharing. She would also take the first opportunity she got to hold your hand. 

Mark is probably equally as good at dating as Chloe is. Regardless of your gender, Mark is going to step into the role of classic gentlemen - he’s going to pick you up, open the door for you, etc. etc. He also will spend most of the date trying to make you laugh. Then, keeping with the gentlemen theme, he’d probably kiss you on the cheek and skip away into the night (he’s seen Singing in the Rain too many times). 

Agent Green would bring you on a perfectly nice date. And he would call you the next day - not text - call. And you’d go on another perfectly nice date but there’s a good chance you’d be bored. 

Dr. Bright would bring you somewhere unexpected - a science museum, or a weird exhibit, or some kind of one-night-only event. She’s an excellent conversationalist and would spend most of the date trying to impress you. You would be impressed. 

shiro: if i don’t make it back, keith……… i- i want you to lead…….

keith: shiro? lead what?

shiro: lead this sickass birthday party i was planning for pidge i don’t think i’ll make it back in time from this recon mission so there’s this dance component that i was gonna start and hunk and lance would follow up but i want you to-

keith: i can’t fucking dance shiro

anonymous asked:

I just wanna let you know that you can try things that you're not confident in but I will support you! I'm in every fandom that you like so keep in mind that this shy anon is whit u! Write fanfics, draw hyung line good or not so im here for u senpai!

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“And with the rate you suck at cigar I guess you will see him soon enough.” I coughed as I turned my head around seeing Naruto stand there together with Sakura and some other classmates. I couldn’t stop coughing, Shin started patting my back.

“I can’t believe you complain about Shisui-san, but you are worse.” Sakura shook her head.

“Hey…It is different. This is like the third in my entire life.” I felt the judgemental look especially coming from Sakura, “It is a real Cuban…” I added.

“It stinks.,” Naruto said as he had a slightly annoyed look before pushing Sakura slightly so they could walk inside the café. I let my head hang before thinking “fuck it” and put the cigar back between my lips.

“I should have known.” Utakata walked towards us as he sat down next to me. “You guys seem to celebrate just fine.” He grabbed my cigar. “I know it’s rude to refuse, but no way you are going to finish this.”

“Hey….It is true though.” I said as he exhaled the smoke before handing it back to me.

“What a peaceful night. I am going to miss this.”  Utakata said as he stretched his arms.  

“It is getting cold…” Before I could even announce that I was going to head inside the café somebody came up with a better solution.

“Some scotch will get you warm!” Shin grabbed a flask opening it already.

“You really brought everything.”  Mika looked confused seeing how Shin took a sip before whipping his mouth and handig his flask to me.

“Thanks..” I said as I took a small sip. We ended up talking a little more before heading inside the café to get some food.  I sat next to Shin on a bar chair, laughing at some stupid jokes while waiting for my food to arrive. It wasn’t wise to drink with an empty stomach. I got tipsy way faster than I thought I would.

“What time are we going to head back?” I asked as I saw the clock hitting 8.

“Pffff….I don’t know…Tomorrow is the last day of the camp. After that we will be on our next mission.” He leaned his head on the bar.  “We will stay in touch, right?  You will teach me some black widow moves.”

“Yeah, yeah.” I said as I patted his back.

“Aah…I kinda regret signing up for the camp. I would have liked to get late a couple of times. Heeeyy~ you are single right?” He turned his face towards me, I pushed it away.

“In your dreams.” I turned my head to the plate with fries.

“Pfff…I am more into chicks anyway.” He muttered turning around to look around the bar.

“Pfff…No woman is interested in your sorry face.” I grabbed my glass of water.

“Watch me, bitch. Also..That is Vodka.”

“…Well…That explains a lot.” I looked at the glass before putting it back down. “My head feels heavy.”

“Are you drunk?”

“I don’t know.” I said. He suddenly leaned in and I punched him in his face.  He fell backwards right into a woman.  

“Fuck that hurt!” He held his hand on his cheek.

“I am sorry ma’am. I  didn’t take you into consideration.” I said as stretched my fingers that hurt.

“It is alright. It is not everyday a handsome man falls right on me .”

“I told you, I am a lady magnet!” Shin said as he stood up and put one arm around the woman.

“Hey get your hands off my girl!” A man walked from the other side to push Shin against the bar.

“Maybe if yours were on her, hers wouldn’t be on my ass.” Shin has this smirk on his face.

“Owwh, he is drunk he doesn’t mean any trouble.” I jumped off the bar chair and got between them.
“He didn’t know.” I added, but the man seemed to be very angry. I wasn’t a therapist or anything, but I guess he had some relationship problems he tried to get out of his system.

“Fuck you! Stay the fuck away from my girl!” He shouted trying to get closer, but I tried to keep them separated.

“Owh please she ain’t that pretty.”  Shin just had to make that comment. I glared at him from the corner of my eye.  “Get the fuck out of my way!” I suddenly felt a hand in my hair, pulling so hard that it almost felt like somebody was trying to skin me. He pulled me towards him and my body bumped against his. I cried out because of the sudden pain. His other hand suddenly wrapped around my throat, and before his fingers could get a tight grip…He suddenly let go. I fell on the ground. My head was spinning as it was and my reflexes were so slow.  I heard screaming.

“Are you alright?!” Kiro knelt next to me. I pushed the hair in front of my face away. Seeing how Utakata was punching the guy right in the face…Again…And again…And again.

“Stop..Stop!” I got up and almost tripped over my own feet like a fool. At that moment I made a mental note to never fucking drink again if it was making me this vulnerable.  “Stop it!” I shouted as I grabbed Utakata’s upper arm trying to prevent him from hitting the guy in the face again.  “You are killing him!” I shouted, but instead of pulling him away. He hit my jawline with his elbow. I fell backwards as my teeth bit my lip causing it to bleed.  My head hit the ground hard, making the headache even worse.

“HE HURT YOU, HE FUCKING HURT YOU!” Utakata grabbed me by the collar and I couldn’t see clear.  “IS THAT FUCKING FINE BY YOU?! ARE YOU FINE WITH PEOPLE HITTING YOU, WITH PEOPLE HURTING YOU!”

“You are hurting me!” I shouted. He suddenly got pulled away, causing my head to hit the ground.

“Sasuke, are you alright?” Sakura helped me sit up. I spit the blood in my mouth next to me.

“My head is spinning,”  I admitted as she helped me up. Apparently I blacked out on the way home. My head felt so heavy and light that I kept falling asleep, and I would wake up for a couple of second before falling back asleep.

“Ugh…What is that?” I moved my head away from what felt like ice. I felt a hand pushing my other cheek so the side of my lip and chin was still pressed against the ice.  “Niisan..Noo..I wanna sleep.” I tried to move my head away again, but I couldn’t.

“You should have thought of that before drinking all that vodka.”  I opened my eyes slightly and saw Naruto.  

“I thought it was water.” I whispered before closing my eyes again.

“He hit you pretty bad. It’s purple,” Naruto sighed.

“That fucker…I have to like…Cut his balls off for this.”  I took deep breath before trying to get up.

“How is hangover?”

“It is bad…I never had this before.” I rubbed my head.

“Is that a bald spot?”

“Waaaahh?!” I looked at him with wide eyes, but he couldn’t keep the straight face and started laughing.

“You should have seen your face!” Naruto laughed.

“Don’t be so loud. Besides, I can’t pull off the bald by choice look.”

“Maybe that’s actually a punishment from the Almighty for having been such a big jerk.” Naruto said.

“I was just…Having fun.”

“What’s with the pouting face?” Naruto asked. I grabbed the ice from him.

“Nothing.” I looked up, seeing him closing in.  My eyes widened slightly as I suddenly felt his forehead pressed against mine.

“Let’s enjoy the last day here, dattebayo?” He backed off before getting off the bed.

I let my head fall on my pillow before smiling slightly, feeling my heart beat slightly faster.

Oxoxoxo

I woke up later than the others for their last day. Probably everybody felt kinda awkward for what happened yesterday. I put my cap on suddenly hearing my name getting called out. I turned my head seeing Mika.

He handed me his mug of coffee.

“Are you alright?” He asked me as I nodded. He looked at the bruise on my face, but this wasn’t the first time somebody I cared about hit me in the face. Madara claimed the title of being number 1.

“About yesterday…”

“It is alright. Shin equals trouble. Mainly because he put Vodka in my water. It is true what they say about the people in the grass village and Utakata has a severe case of PTSD.”  I took a sip of the coffee. “I am pulling your leg. I know he is in love with me. And I also know….It hurts to see somebody you love getting hurt.”  

“Damn, brat you talk like you have seen stuff in life,” he said.

“A stalker shot my father in the head. I killed him. My mother turned insane, she tried to kill me twice before committing suicide. I live with my five brothers. The oldest is never home, the other hates me, the other got the title of queen bitch, the one I actually have nothing much to complain about is dating a bitch and the last one has a mindset of a 12 years old. “

“You are kidding…Right?”  

“Did I get you?” I asked as I looked at Mika from the corner of my eye.  

“No, it sounds unbelievable,” Mika said. I saw how Utakata jogged with my class before stopping to do some combat training.  He didn’t see me from so far, but if he did he might start running.

“Hold it.” I pushed the mug in his hands before adjusting my cap. I ran towards them.

“Out of my way!” I shouted before placing my hand on Utakata’s shoulder. I jumped up, wrapped my legs around his neck, pushing my torso down. I jumped away, landing on my feet while he fell hard.

“Right…I deserved that. Did your thighs got bigger?” Utakata asked as he groaned slightly before getting up.

“Wanna see my other move? I saw it in a movie and I have been eager to try it out on someone.” I narrowed my eyes. He gave me this slightly scared look, but then I cracked a smile.

“It’s cool,” I said. He lowered his eyes before getting up. “I’m sorry about your pretty face.” He had this half smile on his face.

“It’s fine. It will heal.” I said. “But next time..” I narrowed my eyes, causing him to swallow.

“Hey, I do wanna see that movie move.” Shin walked towards us, smiling innocently.

“You got some rope like thing?” I asked as I looked at Utakata who handed me some dental floss.

“Really?” I gave him a weird look.

“In case something gets stuck between my teeth,” he said.

“Watch…And learn.” I said as I couldn’t help but to give Neji an arrogant look.

I ran towards Shin. His eyes widened as he moved his hand up to defend himself, but I jumped and kicked his arm, I put my one hand on his shoulder, spinning my body so I sat on his shoulder. I put the dental floss in front of his neck and I pulled back, but I let the floss lose so I wouldn’t really choke him. I pushed my body back, and jumped away causing his body to hit the ground.

“What kind of movies do you watch!” He shouted as he groaned in pain. I raised my shoulders.

“Can we learn that?” Kiba asked.

“No….You guys are not experienced enough for such advanced…” Utakata suddenly realized something as he turned his face towards me, “You got that move from the avengers movie..”

“Could be…I just memorize the cool stuff.” I said. We ended up training and sparring before playing paintball in the end.

The bus arrived, and it felt like the day went by so fast. I was glad that I was going to be home tonight, but I was going to miss being good at something.

I put my suitcase away before saying goodbye to the guys, and wishing them good luck with their missions.

“We will keep in touch right?” I asked Utakata as I punched his shoulder. He gave me this pitiful smile before nodding.

“Sasuke, I wanted to tell you something. About my mission.” He lowered his eyes. “It is going to be in the land of Iron.”  

My eyes widened slightly as I suddenly felt a lump in my throat.

“No…No it’s very dangerous there.” I didn’t want to believe this, and I guess it became clear why he didn’t tell me to begin with. I felt so bad…So extremely bad. I couldn’t express it.

“I didn’t want to tell you…But if I am going to be in touch with you. You’ll find the address in the letters anyway.” He looked away. I didn’t know what to do..Or what to say. I swallowed loudly before wrapping my arms around his torso.

“You will come back to me…You have to promise.” I said, “I can’t handle you dying on me…You can’t die on me.” I felt my breathing become faster.

“…I can’t promise you that…I’m sorry.” He whispered as he stroked my hair. I broke the hug.

“That is why you said…That you love me.”  Everything became so clear.

“Yes…” He sighed, looking away.  A usual habit of his.

I placed my hands on his cheeks, forcing him to look at me.

“You will come back to me….I will be very…Very hurt if you don’t.” I said he gave me a half smile. He grabbed my chin and I didn’t move away when he kissed me. Call me weak, but even my heart wasn’t made from such strong cement to push a man risking his life for the freedom in a battle against some religious extremists. I kissed him back. I felt nothing, no love, no heat, no fast beating of my heart or all that shit.  

“Sasuke…” I didn’t respond at the name call, it must have been the second or even third time before Utakata pulled away.  I turned my head, seeing Neji giving me some judging look. “The bus is going to leave…So…..” I just nodded as I looked back at Utakata. I leaned in and gave him one last small kiss.

“Promise me?” I whispered.

“I promise….Wait for me?” He asked with a doubtful look in his eyes. I remained quiet for a few seconds.

“If…If things don’t work out with-”

“Naruto.” He said.

“You…Know?” I looked shocked.

“He is a good kid…I could tell, by the way you look at him…I wished you would look at me with those eyes.” He looked away again, “I hope he makes you happy…If…If it works out…If not..I know I will.” He said caressing my cheek before lowering his hand to brush over the bruise he made.

“You are a very good man.” I said as I moved his hand from my cheek, he entwined our fingers and it was hard to let go, knowing I might never hold his hand again.

“I have to go.” I said. He nodded, slowly letting go.

“Promise alright!” I shouted as I rushed towards the bus.

“Promise…” He said.

I sat down next to Sakura seeing the trainings wave before the bus left. I exhaled deeply before leaning my chin on my left knee.

“So, Sasuke and Utakata!” Neji suddenly exclaimed. I guess he figured I couldn’t beat him up in a riding bus.

“What?” I asked confused.

“Don’t act innocent. I was there when you two were making out. I called you a hundred times before you two stopped dry humping.”  Why did he have to be so loud.

“He is so much older…You have a thing for that?” He kept teasing. I wasn’t going to comment on it. I didn’t mind it….That’s until he made a comment of soldiers being people who simply couldn’t finish high school. I suddenly stood up and my first instinct was to throw him out of this riding bus, but I changed my mind as I glared at him.

“That man is going to fight in the land of Iron, against the people you fear when you watch the fucking news. Not because he was too dumb to finish high school. You wanna know why?” I stood in front of him. He seemed to shrink, but he was sacking down.

“Because you are weak…A good for nothing…And he…He is strong…Brave, he makes a difference. You never will. So never….Ever…Speak ill of him. Or I will kill you.”  I said before walking back to my seat.

“So what if I kissed him! I also took fucking dump this morning. Is that world news too?!” I hissed and sat down. I suddenly felt Sakura’s arm on my shoulder. She gave me a simple nod, and for most people it wouldn’t have meant anything, but I know what she told me with that simple nod.

That she didn’t judge me, that she approved of my actions, and that she knew exactly why I did it.

“If it makes you feel better. I think you really gave him something to fight for….To return to.” Sakura added and it did make me feel better.

“OMG that is such a romantic love story!” Ino exclaimed.

“Can you shut up! Everybody just shut the fuck up!” Naruto suddenly shouted before folding his arms and looking annoyed. “…Some people just want to sleep….Alright.” He muttered as he leaned his head against the window.

“K…”  Ino muttered.

It was a nine hours drive back and it was 2 in the morning when we were in the parking lot of the school. I stepped out grabbing my bag  that was mostly empty and not heavy at all. I looked around, but I couldn’t find my brothers. Yup…This is what I feared, they abandoned me. They realized how nice their five days alone were and now they want to keep it that way.

There was this bit of hope as I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I thought it was Shisui and I turned around seeing Naruto.

“Did you find your brothers?” He asked and I shook my head. Most people already left with their parents.

“Maybe they are running late?” He suggested.

“They abandoned me…” I muttered

“Of course not.” He gave me light punch in the shoulder.

“Sweetie.” I heard Kushina said as she walked towards me. She gave me a hug. “Glad to be back?” She asked and I nodded…Not really sure actually.

“Owhh…Nasty bruise…Was it hard?” She asked. I raised my shoulders.

“He is very good, mom. He got to train with the trainers.” Naruto said.

“You think something happened to my brothers?” I muttered as I looked at the road.

“They probably just overslept. Tell you this, let me drive you home.” She gave me a kind smile resembling that of Naruto’s. I nodded and followed her to her car.

“What if they really abandoned me…What if they already packed everything.” I muttered.

“Of course not, sweetie!” Kushina laughed, but she was unaware of the fear getting bigger by the minute.  

“I’ll walk you to the door.” Naruto said as he stepped out. It was odd after knowing I am a great fighter, that he still offered to walk me to the door. I knocked and I suddenly heard a baby’s cry and a dog bark. That is it…Somebody else is already renting the house.

The door opened revealing Shisui. His hair was mess, there was baby vomit on his sweatpants and..There was water on the floor.

“AREN’T YOU SUPPOSED TO BE IN CAMP TILL FRIDAY?!”He shouted…He seemed kinda deaf.

“It’s Saturday…” I said as his eyes widened.

“Wooww….” Shisui seemed mind fucked as he literally sat on the ground, causing his sweatpants to get wetter.

“W-what is going on?”I asked as I walked inside into the living room.

“MADARA DO SOMETHING!” Izuna shouted as the sink was broken and the water was gushing out like a fountain.

“I CAN’T HANDLE ALL THE NOISE! GET RID OF THE BABY AND THE FUCKING DOG!” Madara shouted.

“The dog is part of our family! Why does Sasuke get to keep the cat?!” Izuna shouted and then saw the dog pee on his leg. “He is still learning!” I turned my head towards Itachi-nii who was casually sitting on the couch….Which was the only casual thing about him. His state was worst than Shisui’s and he seemed to be on the verge of crying.

“I can’t handle two fucking babies..I can’t even babysit two fucking babies! Sasuke was so much easier. Stop crying..Stop crying!“ Itachi kept repeating.

“Well….They haven’t abandoned you…” Naruto laughed.

“Uhhm….Guys?” Suddenly all eyes were on me.

“HE IS BACK!” I never knew I was a magnet, until all of them wrapped their arms around me.

“You returned to us!”  Madara shouted.

“The balance is back!” Izuna cheered

“My sweet baby….” Niisan stroked my head.

“W-what happened?” I asked, but couldn’t stop laughing when they all started talking, hearing their individual stories made me laugh.

“Well ‘balance’ I will see you Monday?” He asked as I walked him to the door.

“Yes…Thank your mom for the ride.” I said with a small smile. He gave me this small smile before leaning in. My eyes widened as he kissed my cheek.

“Goodnight, Sasukeh.”

xoxoxo

Special thanks to @emeneska-chan

Dudes it is a fine balance of giving your significant other time for themselves, free to go do life as they need and then wanting to be with them 24/7 knowing you can’t.