This wasn’t some happy go luck episode, this wasn’t the sweet cool Starco episode everyone is trying to make it out to be or whatever. This was intense. This kid as been traveling and fighting for 16 years.
Marco traveled to every single dimension,(without sicors), He faced hundreds of monsters, he learned amazing things. He blew out every single flame of every single clone
Marco grew up guys. he grew UP. He built a life for himself. he lived for 16 years alone in the roughness of uncivilisation, with only himself to look out for. Constiantly tracking down clone after clone after clone. He becomes a warior.
And yet, when he arrives at her doorstep, he doesn’t attack her, and she doesn’t attack him. Infact, when he arrives, she’s already forming his scissors
She’s content, She’s plaesed. She has accept his work, and delcared him worthy of the responiblility of having dimensional siccors.
And marco has a similar reaction as well, he doesn’t immedetly take the scissors, doesn’t blow out her light as soon as possible. No, he sits down, gets comfy. he relaxs and tells his tales to her.
“you barley escaped me on the exploding flames of endor. And when I lost your trail in the mist of the never zone, I thought I’d never find you.”
They know eachother. This isn’t the first time he’s seen her. The REAL her since their first encounter when he was fourteen. They’e meet before, they’ve battled, and ran and talked formed an odd frenship out of their bond.
And then He rises to blows out her flame, and she lets him. She stands there, content as he softley, blows it out
“Not bad for a human. I underestmated you.”
And then, Star bust in….
And of cousre, Marco is happy to see her. He hasn’t seen her in over, and I’ll say it again, 16 years(reminder, normal people go to school for 12 years! First grade to senior. Marco has been working for those things, longs than the normal person goes to school.)
Now, I’m not here to go through this episode slide by slide, so lets move on. Marco finds out he’s only been gone from earth for 8 minutes, he get annoyed, ut then Star encourages him to come back home with her, so that everything can go back to normal.
Here’s the thing guys. Marco has spent the last 16 years matureing, fighting, living, He’s been spending the last 16 years BUILDING A LIFE. he doesn’t want to go back. he likes his life.
He likes the adventure, his sword and his dragon-motercikle pet thingy. The likes the life he’s build for himself here.
And this scares her. She pleads with him. BEGS him even. “But, what about your parents, your freinds….Me?” Star puts Marco in a position where he has to pick between his life, what he likes and her.
And here’s where this show gets really deep. he looks at his pet.
Guys you can feel that stabbing pain in your heart right? Right? Oh man and then he looks at
Hekapoo. This girl he’s chased for 16 years.
“Don’t look at me, those siccors are yours now…you can come back here, anytime you want.”
So he makes his decision
But before he goes, he bids them goodbye. He asks
to look after his pet. His one compainion on the road. And she agrees.
Then he turns to her. Like when he entered, he greets her like an old freind, because that’s who she is. She’s not someone he resents, She’s some one he trusts. Someone he has faith in and who he know he can depend on.
I mean, I’m sorry, but have you SEEN the way they’ve been looking at eachother this entire time? Their eyes, relaxed, smiles oh so small.Serriously, go back through the pictures I have here. you’ll see what I meant Mabye I’m crazy, but it almost seems like they’re in love.
ha hah hah just kidding…sort of.
Back to buisness.
Look at this. This is her thing. She’s been doing this to him since they first meet. It’s a way she “shows [her] affection” in the words of Toph
It’s what she does. He has something simillar to that as well
“Don’t call me that!”
They know eachother. They’ve know eachother for 16 years. They’ve been teasing eachother all that time while he’s been chasing her and she’s been slipping through his fingers. I don’t know about you, but that sounds like some wicked love story.
But it’s not, because she’s some, immotal being and he’s a human and he’s ment to be with Star…That’s fine. I get that but still!
I meanserriously, when Hekapoo creates siccors, she makes them individually for the owner, and look at marco’s
The blade’s are thick, and kind of resemble a sword, given how that’s the wepon he’s been using all this time, and it’s part of his pasword..but look at the that little flame where the blade conects to the handle? Doesn’t that look like her flame crown?
no, actually, it doesn’t. But it DOES look like her clone’s crowns. The clone’s he’s been chassing and fighting al these years. She placed a bit of herself in his siscores because she was that important to him. (or at least she was important to his mission)
Ok, Ok, Ok….now here’s
The most important stuff.
Marco is back in his 14 year old body. He’s back on earth’s time line, and Star thinks its all fine and dandy…but it’s not.
Marco isn’t the same guys. He’s been gone for 16 years. He’s 30 years old mentally. Watch as he takes in his room, observing it like some alein place.
And he walks over to his computer, almost scared to touch it. These last few years, Marco’s probablby survied off of whatever he could kill or make with his own two hands. This kind of advancement…it might make him feel uncomftorble, like he’s cheating at life.
“Password..? I don’t remember my password.”
For last 16 years, Marco has probabbly been sleepin gon rocks, on the ground in caves. watch how catius he is lowering himself onto his bed. After two years, most soilders in the army can’t handle sleeping on beds because they’re “too soft” Imagine how marco feels. I mean, his sandwitch is still warm, as if none of his life had ever happened
This isn’t some crazy Narnia junk where Pete, Edwin, Lucy and Susan half forget what their life was like in narnia when they de-age after walking through the wardrobe. Where they go back to being kids mentally as well, as though their entire adventure was a dream.
Marco remembers it all. And this is HUGE. The show brodened on that. they showefd how uncomftorble he looked as he stood in his room all alone, because it was essential to show the effects that were left on him.
This isn’t some happy Starco episode. this isn’t some cool ‘lets drool over adult marco’ episode either. This is some dark, bittersweet life. And you guys need to stop trying to weasle out of these facts.
Life decided to play games with me this year, and art block is still dragging my ass down BUT I managed to finish this! (I have like 4 unfinished korrasami drawings but let’s not talk about that) anyways, have some cute fluffy korrasami because I think we all need something happy right now.
This is my OTP - Olicity. They are endgame. I don’t care what happens in the remaining episodes of Season 5 they are DESTINED. Even when they are not together they are STILL linked by their love. So I don’t care what the show does - I believe in them unconditionally. There is no doubt in my mind where they are headed, even if there are a few bumps in their path.
I couldn’t not write? I thought it might be inappropriate, but writing is my way of internalising and processing and I need to do a lot of that, so this happened. Some of the fears written about are very real, and others and more unfounded, but they’re all things I think might have gone through my mind.
Javid, Newsbians, and Sprace.
silence settled over the room as soon as it became apparent Trump was going to
OKAY SO. I was thinking earlier about, (lets say that the kids had to pay for food at the school, just for this thing):
- He eats like three lunches in one hour.
-. Doesn’t stop getting food.
- He will take anyone’s left overs, even without asking
- Builds shit out of whatever is on the table like a child, and will sling-shot food at Warren
- He just eats a lot like a normal teenager
- Usually starts a food fight between him and Peter that sometimes ends with Warren diving or being drug across the table
- He sits next to Jean and gets upset inwardly when he can’t
- Is quiet mostly unless he’s arguing with someone
Jubilee and Jean:
- Are the only sane ones at the table besides Kurt
- They actually can go through a lunch WITHOUT throwing something
- Jean usually ends up having to calm the guys down
- They try to sit next to Kurt because at least that’s one side of them that isn’t in danger
- Can’t even afford food
- He brings like half a gallon of milk and a bag of Doritos
- He ALWAYS sits next to Kurt. Don’t think he won’t shove you out of the way to get beside the boy.
- Halfway through the lunch they ask where the fuck his food is.
“I don’t have money!”
“I thought you made a shit ton!?”
- The team just sort of tosses food at him
- Kurt buys him a lunch because he can’t stand the sorry excuse of a meal Warren has. Warren then feels terrible but eats it anyway
- He is usually the one to start a yelling match with the guys, or even attempt to start a mosh-pit with Peter
- One day he decided to be responsible and actually bring something for himself. That something was a box of Cheez-its, a Monster, and an orange that he ate with a spoon
- He makes sure that Warren and everyone else is properly fed.
- He usually wants more, but will never get up and get seconds. He feels too selfish
- He really shouldn’t spend so much money feeding his twenty year old boyfriend, but he does it anyway
- Scott shoved into him on accident one time when he scooted quickly away from Peter, and caused Kurt to spill his drink all over himself. (Warren then proceeded to throw the entire half-gallon of milk at Scott with out the lid on- getting the two kicked out of the dinning hall)
- He is the one to break up the mini-fights between the team
- He eats everything he gets. You’ll never see him throw food away
- She is always in on the pranks and arguments with the guys
- She acts more like them than the other girls
- Doesn’t actually eat a lot, and usually gives her food to Warren
- She is the one to smack a tray of food by throwing her hands up and sending it flying
WE NEEDED THIS, JUST THINK ABOUT A LUNCH WITH THESE DWEEBS AND FEEL BETTER <3 :”)
the stigma against BPD is horrible, it’s literally so dangerous not only for borderlines, but for neurotypicals who read “those” sort of articles.
Half the time i feel like I’m dying inside but I don’t dare show it to anyone because I’m scared of being manipulative. I’m terrified of getting into a relationship because I’ve seen so many people talking about how abusive and horrible people like me are, when it isn’t true at all.
People with BPD are often intensely empathetic, and we love so so much, hurting someone we love is honestly the last thing we would want to do. We aren’t automatically bad people just because of our mental disorder.
Wrote this up quickly tonight because we all need a smile. :)
“How much longer?”
“Two more minutes!”
You and Harry had spent the entire evening handing out candy
to the trick-or-treaters that arrived at your front door. The two of you took
turns running and opening the door, greeting the little kids who were all
dressed up, and pretending to think real hard when guessing what they were
dressed up as. You loved Halloween, and to be honest you would have dressed up,
if you weren’t preoccupied with something else.
In between the doorbell ringing you and Harry were searching
and scouring the house for the Christmas decorations and piling them up in the
living room—and, of course, getting ready to set up the Christmas tree.
By 11:58 PM you were sitting in the middle of the living
room surrounded in Christmas, and Harry was looking at you from across the room
with a cheery smile. The two of you were one hundred percent invested in this
goal, and you were grateful that Harry was as in love with Christmas as you
were. The trick-or-treaters had died out near 11:30, which was when you and
Harry had put on your ugliest Christmas sweaters you owned and set up camp in
the living room.
“How much longer now?” You repeated, practically bouncing up
and down on the carpet.
“One mo’ minute, love,” he said with a grin, standing right
by the stereo.
You exhaled an impatient groan and fell back to rest your
head against the carpet, and you could hear Harry chuckling from a few feet
away. You picked up your phone which was by your head and held it up so you
could stare at the time, wiggling your toes impatiently which only caused Harry
to laugh at you more.
But it didn’t matter, because just like that, it was
“NOVEMBER! IT’S NOVEMBER!” You announced, hopping up off of
the ground and doing a little dance. Right on cue Harry pressed “play” and the
Christmas music filled the air, Michael Bublé’s sweet voice singing Holly Jolly
Yes. Let’s please focus on some slightly fluffy sherlolly HC for just a bit. I’d say we need it…
Molly maybe takes pictures and sends them to Sherlock when she’s watching Rosie. She totally would talk about her when around Sherlock and give him the latest news. I mean, there’s certainly no rules about that! Maybe when she has a baby care question she actually texts and asks Sherlock to do a bit of research for her since her hands are a bit full. And then soon after he totally floods their message feed with links to helpful articles. And sometimes she doesn’t even need to ask! Sherlock shows up at Bart’s or at her flat with a book he came across or an article he printed out, hoping that it’ll prove useful. :) And this might be my favorite thought- Molly also tries to remind Rosie of Sherlock. She shows pictures and tells stories about Sherlock to Rosie as she’s holding and rocking her. And when Rosie is fussy she plays the recording of Sherlock playing the Watson’s wedding waltz on his violin. And it always works to soothe her. ❤️
lets put a happy crying bb sans here (i actually want to draw angst but hey we need some happiness over here). Good news for me boiz coz I got no school starting today till in 2 WEEK YAY~ btw i’m back to blue again MWEHHEHEHHE