but this shoot always has my heart

I couldn’t pick just one defining breakthrough role. I like to think that they’re all a part of me. There’s a part of my heart that forever has Anne Boleyn written on it, who I played in The Tudors. Equally, to some I will always be Margaery Tyrell from Game of Thrones, or Miss Julie who I played in After Miss Julie at the Young Vic.

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ninadobrev:  Ok. Officially a mess. No hiding it anymore. Today has been a day filled with farewells.. I still have 2 more days of shooting before I wrap TVD. But it’s officially a wrap on Caroline&Elena&Bonnie. Finished filming with these two beautiful, funny, sweet, sassy, amazingly talented and lovely ladies…. @candiceaccola @katgrahampics .
Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always… #TVDFamily

craccola: From 2009 Season One… To 2015 Season Six 🌻life is such a crazy beautiful insane journey

ninadobrev:  I feel like a blow fish, so puffy and bloated from crying all day. Tears of joy&sadness. Bittersweet. So many memories. What a fun ride… 😭💖👯😃🙅😍

Nina Dobrev:

“Ok. Officially a mess. No hiding it anymore. Today has been a day filled with farewells.. I still have 2 more days of shooting before I wrap TVD. But it’s officially a wrap on Caroline&Elena&Bonnie. Finished filming with these two beautiful, funny, sweet, sassy, amazingly talented and lovely ladies…. @candiceaccola @katgrahampics . Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always… #TVDFamily”

@ninadobrev: Ok. Officially a mess. No hiding it anymore. Today has been a day filled with farewells.. I still have 2 more days of shooting before I wrap TVD. But it’s officially a wrap on Caroline&Elena&Bonnie. Finished filming with these two beautiful, funny, sweet, sassy, amazingly talented and lovely ladies…. @candiceaccola @katgrahampics. Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always… #TVDFamily

The Sea that Called for Me {Preview}

May 5th

The sea crashes against the soft, warm sand that laid beneath my feet as I’m here writing my deepest fury in this journal I’ve kept for years, never bothering to write in it until now. The fury that has burrowed it’s way into my heart has been caused by my father’s proposal, I am to be wed to a man that I have no interest in. I  am a free soul, someone that has to explore the horizons and the seven seas that calls for me, not serve as a housewife to a husband that is most likely a drunkard and bringing home strangers of the night. The only one who can capture my heart and soul fully is the sea and it will be no different until i pass on from this life I lead.

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My newest tattoo!! “An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backwards. When life is dragging you back with difficulties, it means it’s going to launch you into something great. So just focus, and keep aiming.” Love this quote. Love my tattoo. Always follow your heart and the plan that God has for you. #tattoo #godsPlan #followyourheart #arrow #shooting #keepaiming #love #ink #addict #needmore #happy

I have always been the wildflower in a family of trimmed roses,
Always the ocean’s daughter,
Or the starlight’s follower.
I have always been this tornado in a bottle,
A hurricane in a glass cage

I never feared this wild creature that lived in my heart.
I never feared my whirlwind mind,
Or my relentless curiosity,
I simply let it lead me.

Slowly,
Life caught up to me.
Tied strings to my passion,
And told me to dance within the restraints,
But only when it was convenient for my puppeteers.

I crave the freedom of wild things.
I crave moonlight and shooting stars.
I crave to cut the strings around my soul with bravery I do not yet have.
I crave that thunder that has tried to hide under my bones.

I have always been the girl dancing in thunderstorms and running in the rain,
I have always been headfirst,
Headstrong.

I have always been this,
And I can only hope I will remain this way.

-K.M.

Right Time Right Place!

Forget all the reasons why it won’t work, believe in one reason why it will!

While I was working on the first post is when I got this thought to write about basketball on the next one, I don’t know why but I wanted to or my heart wanted to! Wait, someone has told me that heart doesn’t think, it’s just my mind then! This shoot was totally unplanned, I had to decide whether to do it or no in just about few minutes. As it was unplanned I was little impatient, thanks to Mohon for being so patient and handling such an impatient me. Planned schedules has never worked for me, it is always the unplanned which has led to wonders. Wonders like me falling from 10 feet and still surviving without any broken bone.

Lush green ground, concrete floor came up in one of the corner with two pillars on both sides. It’s the Basket Ball court; I have always liked learning new things other than academics of course. I wanted to be everywhere, dancing, singing, acting, sports. I could sneak in to dancing, singing and acting but sports was a tough one as I was a dwarf, myth to join any sport is to be physically fit so I wasn’t allowed to play any sport. Every day I go to the court and stand and stare wondering when will I grow to reach the basket! When will I grow! If those baskets had life may be they would have helped me grow, Irony is whoever has life didn’t want me to grow so what would those baskets understand.  They just kept staring at me like I was staring at them, may be they too wondered when will she grow!

Years passed and I even forgot that I once liked a sport and never could play, the place where I work is where I spend more time than home, when I figured out there is a basketball court here too, it took back to old memories. All I could think was if those baskets were still wondering if I have grown up or no! Those eyes that kept staring at me, I kept staring at them. They were trying to say something every time I pass by, I just continued beaming at it every time! The feelings that I couldn’t express, the truth that I didn’t share, the pain still exists. Will I ever grow!

I see that tinkling smile in those eyes, are those inviting me to reach you. Could see the eyes were connecting, you seem happy that I can reach you now, I am happy that I can reach you now. But there is something that is holding me back, Iam afraid that I will try to reach you and fall. Everything that I have tried to reach so far I have only fallen, Iam afraid to fall again but what if I fly! I could explain this only to you, like the bcc on emails, you know who you are talking to, whoever receives know who they are talking to but the rest of the world doesn’t.

I didn’t want to stop writing on this one; I would never want to stop. This is not an end, just the beginning. While I was nervous, restless, disturbed on how to stop just for now, summed up the above melodrama to this!

I was listening to music to get some inspiration to write,
Realized music is within us and around our sight!
Lub Dub noise of my heart and the Lub Dub noise of the bouncing ball,
I still fear that I will try to reach you and fall!
Tried to swing and was left with almost broken bum and hand,
I will still not give up, I will shine and stand!
You came as a sunshine while I was withering,
Even though I was stepped on, yet I am still blooming!

Dedicated to Lauren Hill who played for her college basketball team as she battled an inoperable brain tumor, you are truly an inspiration Lauren.

Dress: WearHouse, Shoes: Decathlon, Earring: From a Friend!

Blooming…

Wild Flower

tonemonotone asked:

@Brodziak in general: Why? Why are you the one always getting the breakaways? Why does the puck always find your janky stick? Think of all the goals he'd have if he could shoot as well as he could PK. It absolutely kills me.

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What can I do, I can hardly remember the wild without him, he has a special place in my heart

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Ok. Officially a mess. No hiding it anymore. Today has been a day filled with farewells.. I still have 2 more days of shooting before I wrap TVD. But it’s officially a wrap on Caroline&Elena&Bonnie. Finished filming with these two beautiful, funny, sweet, sassy, amazingly talented and lovely ladies…. @candiceaccola @katgrahampics .
Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always… #TVDFamily

Philip Moss: 'Leave Teis alone... none of this is his fault!'

I write this column with a heavy heart.  By this, I mean I am sad, not that I believe for a moment all of that nonsense about fatty deposits which my GP is always warning me about.  I am sad because this could be the final time I write this column.

The last month has been difficult.  After a hard winter of lookers, not buyers, The British Shooting Show proved a false dawn.  Just because you have…

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Ok. Officially a mess. No hiding it anymore. Today has been a day filled with farewells.. I still have 2 more days of shooting before I wrap TVD. But it’s officially a wrap on Caroline&Elena&Bonnie. Finished filming with these two beautiful, funny, sweet, sassy, amazingly talented and lovely ladies…. @candiceaccola @katgrahampics .
Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always… #TVDFamily

TEA WITH KAREN

After an acupuncture shoot with my cousin Karen, we took time to catch up over green tea and snap portraits in her treatment room. She is a fascinating person and has taught me so much about the art of acupuncture and natural medicine. I always feel so inspired speaking with people who passionately love what they do and it encourages me a little bit more each time to always follow my heart and do what I love.

If anyone in the city is looking for an acupuncturist, you can find Karen here.

What's Right?

The pain shoots through my heart, but it cuts deeper in my mind. The most important thing has always been my word. The word has never been broken in twenty-seven years, with the increasing situation of a potential breakage the heart & mind are at war.

Is it important to stay true or is there a compromise that can be livable. The pain sets in when the stars are awake what is the right choice?