but this just makes me feel better about things

i’ve had my phone off since monday morning and i’ve never done this before. it feels so good to do. no instagram, no texting, no nothing. i keep catching myself wanting to reach for my phone when i take myself out to eat or when i’m driving and i’m at a red light and it feels so good to just be present and watch the world around me or just lay my head on a table in the sun and enjoy it. my anxiety in general has calmed down so much not being on it. i go out and have no idea what time it is, i’m just there with my friends. it’s making me love myself more and i feel like its bringing me a lot of clarity with things that are hurting. i’ve been sleeping better, been super selective about who i see and interact with, and i didn’t tell anyone i turned it off. it’s just off. and it feels so damn good. 

I got more cuphead headcanons are u tired of me yet (this is a longish post so scroll down a lot if u don’t wanna read these)

Cup feels really bad about the whole devil thing, but Mug genuinely isn’t upset about it, in the end it was fun, but Cup feels like Mug is lying to him or trying to make him feel better

Mug sings to Cup when he gets bad dreams, but Cup can’t sing so he just holds Mug and tries to calm him down whenever Mug gets bad dreams

Whenever they get bad dreams they share a bed

Cup and Mug love going to Werner Werman, he shows them his cool inventions and tells them stories from the war

This isn’t about Cup and Mug, but Sally Stageplay would absolutely be musical trash, when someone mentions anything about musicals she will jump on them and scream about how good Heathers is

Mug is double jointed in his fingers and whenever he bends his fingers back into a 90 degree angle or bends his thumb to touch his wrist Cup is looking away and yelling “whY WOULD YOU- S T O P I T”

Only Mug can call Cup “Cuppy” and only Cup can call Mug “Mugsy”, they dont think it’s an embarrassing thing, it’s just something special between them

Elder Kettle called them his GGBs (Grandpa’s Good Boys) when they were younger, and when he’s comforting one or both of them he’s calls them that

Now he occasionally calls them his twinkies (pronounced twin-kees)

Most fights they have die out in a day bc they avoid each other, but then they get separation anxiety when the other isn’t around for a long time (to them a long time is about a day or two), Cup paces around and gets snappy and sarcastic, and Mug gets all fidgety, looking around, and is more quiet than he usually is. It’s a 50/50 chance on who will snap and apologize first, but for both it usually ends in lots of crying, hugging, and being really close for a few days after

Once Cup asked Werner if he could have a cigar and Werner laughed in his face

^^Cup has asked many people if he could have a cigar or cigarettes and they all said no

^^Mug is glad that they care about Cup’s health, but Cup is all pouty bc ‘why can’t they just give me it?? They can do it so why can’t I??’

Cup and Mug sometimes steal from Porkrind’s shop, that’s how they got the moonshine

Elder Kettle would have a heart attack if he even thought Cup and Mug were smoking or drinking

Cup and Mug are terrible at lying bc Elder Kettle wasn’t a very serious or strict guardian so they didn’t have the need to tell lies or just not tell him where they were going

Elder Kettle raised them more like a nice guardian then a friend, he would try to sympathize with them bc he used to be a kid and being told what to do *sucks*, but sometimes he’s gotta tell them what to do so they could survive if he ever left too soon

Elder Kettle is the kind of parent to say 'I don’t need you twinkies starting fights, but I’m okay with it if you two finish them, I would hate it if you two didn’t fight back’

Elder doesn’t get seriously mad that often, maybe annoyed, but not angry

^^Cup and Mug don’t know how to react when he actually gets angry because this has never happened before!! What do we do? Should we leave and wait til he cools down or do we stay?? But if we try to leave will he yell at us?? What if we stay and

Mug seems like a lightweight when is comes to drinking, but it’s actually Cup that is the lightweight! Mug can get a good 7-8 drinks before getting a little tipsy

Elder would dIE for Cup and Mug

^^“I’ve only known these munchkins for a day and a half, but if anything were to happen to them I would kill everyone in this room and then myself”

The stuff about drinking is all in the future when they’re older, because they’re still kids, and Mug would tell or threaten to tell Elder Kettle the second he knew that Cup either had alcohol or had been drinking, and Cup stuttered out a panicky “okAY OKAY I WONT DO IT AGAIN JUST DONT TELL HIM PLEASE”

Cup would fight someone if they even looked at Mug the wrong way, and Mug wants to be the same way, but he doesn’t want to get in trouble, so all he does it glare at the person until they look away

Mug is surprisingly stronger than Cup, and can pick up Elder Kettle for a few seconds in a hug

Mug and Cup love it when Elder reads them stories, Cup loves the Percy Jackson series, and Mug loves The Outsiders (not very old books, I know, but I don’t know any books from the 1930s)

^^Mug cried like a baby when two important characters died (I know it’s been out for a while but I don’t wanna spoil the outsiders if someone is reading it)

I feel like Elder would have an Irish accent and he talks to himself a lot so when Cup and Mug were young they picked up his accent when he was talking to himself so they have kinda-sorta Irish accents because they still hung around the bosses when they were young (it shows the most when they say words like what, whatever, car, or whenever they get excited or angry)

Anonymous said

I’m a teacher, and every year there are a couple of students that I get close to because they see me as a father figure when they don’t have one in their life, or as a mentor/counselor when they are going through hard times. Or they just generally like talking about random things after school. Since last year, a couple of them ask me for a hug every time they see me. I don’t mind because I know it’s how they appreciate what I do for them, and also because I can feel their boobs pressing up against my chest, and I love it. Some of them are pretty well endowed in the chest area so that makes it even better. It’s also happened that 2 girls gave me a hug at the same time and they are both pretty chesty, and all I could think about is, “This is how some of the best porn videos start.” I have never, nor will I ever act upon my thoughts because I love teaching too much. But OMG I love it when they want to give me a hug.

– Thank you for sharing 💋

anonymous asked:

I can’t believe Taylor sassed the fandom like that. I’ve been a fan for YEARS. Does she not know how awful that makes us feel knowing other fans are so called better

I was really upset about it at the time but I’m TRYING not to take it to heart. I know Taylor is human and like everyone else she makes mistakes and says things she shouldn’t so I’m trying to forgive her. I think she was trying to be clever and funny and it just didn’t come off that way. But honestly it gave me major flashbacks to the gloves lmao. I know what you mean though.

Rare Wholesome Katy

So I’ve been feeling really wholesome and generally a lot better over the past few days, I don’t know if it will fade but if it does then I have to say some things to some people I care about.

@gabi4chan-akatsuki You’re probably expecting me to say something along the lines of how great your covers are (and while they are) I wanted to thank you. Not only have you introduced me to lots of new and awesome people but you have also just been an incredible and talented individual. You are able to make amazing Vocaloid covers, gorgeous art, you have a beautiful voice and can sing extraordinarily well. You are also extremely funny and you are genuinely a kind person, and I am so incredibly greatful to have stumbled onto your channel. I know you probably despise Vocatale but it still is to this day something I enjoy to listen to and one of my favourite AU’s so thank you for creating that awesome thing. I wish for you the best! ^^

@capn-salty Thank you, for inviting me to be apart of the best blog *cough* @gabiappreciationtrain *cough*, I think you are a extremely funny and well rounded person. And I love how supportive you are towards people, it is very admirable. Thank you for just being a cool person and being awesome. Your memes are top quality 👌🏻and I hope everything goes well for you!

@amethystdia Hi, we’ve not known each other for that long but I really enjoy seeing your blog on my dashboard, we have similar interests mystic messenger and I like your writing and art, you’re also very funny and talented too don’t lie to me your art is very good its super pretty. I hope you’re having/have had a good day, and if you haven’t then I hope everything works out for you, you deserve the best, remember that. :)

@shyrenthedawndragon Hi Dawn, I just wanted to say that you are such a kind a caring person it is incredible, you’re just so supportive it’s amazing. Your art is adorable and so cute ohmygosh. And I hope that you are aware of how awesome you are, thanks for being a sweet and kind person and I wish you the best! ^^

@the-socially-awkward-kitten Hi Rick, thanks for including me in Phoenix Diaries, it’s a great series and I’m so happy to be apart of it. Once again your art is super neat and your writing is really great, please remember that you are important and that you’re an amazing person. I hope you’re having a great day and if you didn’t I hope tomorrow is better for you. :)

@exorcistrei, @evi898 I’m grouping you both together as unfortunately I don’t know you that well, but is that going to stop me from appreciating you guys too? HEK NO You are both incredible at art and you are also awesome people, I wish I could know you better but I’m awks and ver uninteresting. But I also wish for you both the greatest happiness, I hope everything is well with you both and if not then I hope that things will get better. :)

I know this is probably really awkward but I really do appreciate you all, I have some friends in real life but not many. And somehow I’ve been getting better and I know making this post isn’t going to make everyone immediately forget their problems, I just want you all to remember that you are talented, incredible and you’re loved. I do not want any of you to feel insignificant or unimportant because I know that feeling all too well and none of you deserve to feel that way. You are all amazing and you are all worth it. I hope you remember that. Have a wonderful day everyone. Thank you.

anonymous asked:

Your blog is so funny but what makes it even better is how sweet and genuine you are to your followers, it's just really refreshing and it makes your presence on my dash this nice thing that makes me happy. This may have come out a bit more creepily than I meant it but I 😰just think you're GREAT 🤓

this is so ridiculously kind and i can’t thank you enough??? I really appreciate this and i feel bad because i wanna give flowers to amazing and sweet people like you but instead you’re stuck with viewing like memes about self deprecation and oversaturated pictures of the minor characters from spongebob

anonymous asked:

You wake up to find that you're in Konoha. You have one day to convince Naruto to not propose to Hinata and to get Naruto and Sasuke get their shits together and fucking confess properly. What would you do? Remember that this is your one and only chance. Bonus points if you can make Sakura realizes that she's got better things to do than just trying to get into Sasuke's pants.

See, I thought a lot about your question, and I could give you several different scenarios of how I’d plan everything out in order to bring them together, but after a while, I have realised that there is truly not much to say for me. What’s important is to convince both of them to actually have an honest conversation with each other about how they feel. Once all has been said and done, I doubt anyone can stand between them. As for Sakura—at this point, I honestly doubt that anything could convince her but possibly Naruto and Sasuke being officially an item, haha. 

a review of rainbow now that all my thoughts are together
  • bastards: great opening song. a++ gravelly/sorta raw vocals. i feel like this is gonna be an especially good anthem for high schoolers tbh like it's just such a nice "it's gonna be alright" message.
  • let 'em talk: 2010 kesha meets 2017 kesha. play this at the club tbh. but like....a classy club, u feel me?
  • woman: i'm a boy and this makes me wanna scream that i'm a motherfucking woman out the car window at random passerby
  • hymn: if kesha wants to start a church where they play this song i will be at every goddamn sunday mass.
  • praying: what can i say about this that hasn't already been said? i am just sO PROUD OF KESHA ROSE SEBERT
  • learn to let go: this is the ultimate upbeat anthem of recovery. the kind of thing that you dance to in your bedroom to feel better on a shitty day.
  • finding you: um???? did someone say 'sequel to past lives'??? this is just so cute y'all put it on your mixtapes and all that gay shit.
  • rainbow: no wonder this is the mf title track. the way her voice is so genuine and kind of shaky and powerful all at once. the piano. the way it swells and grows stronger just like she's gotten stronger. this is where i died the first time tbh
  • hunt you down: the "boy i'll murder you if you piss me off" anthem all the lady country singers wish they wrote
  • boogie feet: once again, a throwback to old kesha. eagles of death metal are the reason we put eagles on the list of protected animals obvi
  • boots: soundtrack for the female james bond movie we all know we want
  • godzilla: this shit is the cutest thing i've ever fuckin heard what the goddamn fuck
  • spaceship: i could fall asleep to her voice in this song but in the best way. what a nice, soft way to end an album. a++. 10/10

being physically sick when you have mental illness is so odd because i am positive, always, that people will treat me the same way. i assume i’m not bad, because others have been worse, i tell very few people, i apologize for the inconvenience. i say of diagnosed illnesses: i’m faking it. it’s not bad. i don’t want to be annoying.

and it is strange to me. i get tired quickly because my lungs aren’t working - people go out of their way to help me, let me sit down, tell me not to worry. i get tired because my brain isn’t working - people ask why i’m being difficult, why i can’t just drink a coffee. 

i cough and i wheeze and people fawn over me. they offer me cough drops, they pull tissues from sleeves. when i stop eating and showering i’m being selfish, i’m lazy. i apologize for not wanting to go to the party, i’m on antibiotics and can’t drink; i’m told they’ll miss me, i get people staying home with me. i apologize for not wanting to go to the party, i’m spiraling and drinking wouldn’t be good for me; i’m told to relax and stop taking things seriously.

i show up to work wheezing. my lungs sound like a door creaking. i am shooed home, told to take off all the time i need. i never tell my boss i have ocd and am sometimes late for counting. admitting this seems personal, embarrassing. when i am having a bad day, i show up to work and people ask why i’m being so distant. so annoying. they drop their voice when they say depression but bring me green tea to help my breathing.

people ask if i’m feeling better. they fuss over me. they ask if they can bring soup, do anything. 

people ignore it. they ask if i’m over it yet. they tell me it’s a phase, it’s passing. they say they were sad once, it’s not serious, and i should stop making everything about me.

i don’t let people take care of me. i don’t know how. i don’t trust them. in my life, when i am bad, they leave. when my body is failing, i assume the same thing. 

i’m sorry i’m difficult. i just don’t understand people trying.

1) The issue with Kylie Jenner is that she does not realise how much influence she has on young girls and continues to deny that she had work done on her body. She just needs to own up to some things .

2) There is nothing wrong with makeup but when you constantly send messages throughout the world with your unrealistic face and body goals, something is wrong .

3) Don’t come at me with the excuse that it’s her choice and freedom. We wish the world was that simple. People are doing stupid things because it is their right? Freedom? Choice? I call that bull. Just because it’s your choice and I know it’s bad, I can’t and won’t respect it.

Edit 1: 4) Being sexualised and at such a young age is not admirable.

5) She appropriates black culture and is willingly ignorant.

P.S. At the end of the day, what girls are learning from her are superficial things. You want to deny this truth, you can.

Edit 2: P.P.S. I really wanted to add something. I know how influenced Kylie is because of her family, but sometimes I just think that you can’t make that excuse all the time because today we have so many resources that tell us what is right or wrong. Just because you are ignorant about something doesn’t give you the pass to use the “family - influenced pass”. I also understand that she felt the need to be something she isn’t, but when you have that money, can’t you choose a better lifestyle or something which doesn’t make you feel pressured? What irks me is that she complains about feeling pressured by everyone but at the same time does the thing she “realises” is not good. She is so hypocritical. I also understand that life can’t be changed that easily but I have never seen her make the effort. It all feels so shallow.


“Stay Cranky” - 9x12" marker and pencil crayon on illustration board (about 16hrs)

The first few weeks of university have been pretty rough for me emotionally. I have my girlfriend for support (and I’m immeasurably grateful to her), but my ADHD is probably worse than it’s ever been and I’ve had trouble focusing on anything. In combination with my anxiety, it’s been brutal; motivation was dwindling and my energy was completely gone. Most days I felt like I hadn’t done anything at all.

This is the first thing I’ve been able to actually sit down and work on. It made me feel really good to actually finish something, and on top of that, I think it turned out better than anything I’ve done lately. Sometimes I still have my doubts about myself and my future, but I’m determined to make it through my first year.

TL;DR - Thank you for inspiring me, Ethan. Keep doing what you’re doing.

the signs according to ME, based on what I've absorbed from tumblr even though I don't pay attention to 75% of the zodiac and might not be able to even name them all from memory
  • taurus: the impression I get is they're similar to aries in that they’re angry and stubborn? but the difference is that while aries will clock you in the jaw, taurus will hold a grudge for the rest of your born days. your born days, not theirs, because they’re going to outlive you out of spite
  • gemini: is what I think comes next? anyway apparently geminis are very social and bubbly and they're people persons (people people?), but also they’re supposed to be all two-faced and gossipy, because twins. which is very mean to say about twins.
  • cancer: no offense to anyone who is a cancer, but my Least Favorite Human that I've ever met is a cancer, so my perception is tainted. cancers cry a lot. all the time. about everything.
  • leo: you know, I honestly don't know what is associated with leo, besides... lion. so therefore, leos are brave. you might belong in august, where dwell the brave of heart. their daring, nerve, and chivalry set leos apart. congrats you're gryffindor now
  • virgo: or is it libra comes first? I think it's virgo. um, anyway, virgo is my moon sign. I respect virgo. the general sense I get is that they're very... anal and particular and organized? their lists are color-coded and have subheadings?
  • libra: or possibly virgo, depending on whether or not I switched the order. BUT YEAH SO, LIBRA, SCALES. ALL ABOUT THAT FAIRNESS AND JUSTICE. common room is next to the kitchen.
  • scorpio: uuuuuuuGHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO FED UPPPPPPP I am a scorpio but I don't WANNA BE a scorpio I'm so TIRED of everything being nothing but femme fatale tropes and byronic hero nonsense I'M NOT MYSTERIOUS!!! are people even mysterious in real life? also please stop talking about how sexually charged and passionate I am. please don't do this. you're making this uncomfortable for everyone and I wanna exchange my sign for something else
  • sagittarius: the sense I get is that sagittarius is best personified by a weird kid at summer camp who hardcore believes in aliens and whose knees are full of band-aids
  • capricorn: does capricorn come next? I don't honestly even know. I don't know anything about capricorns. they're represented by a goat though, so that automatically makes them better than every other sign. A MERMAID GOAT, NO LESS. listen, idk what capricorns are like, but I'm trading my star sign. I WANNA BE A MERMAID GOAT. I WANNA BE A MERMAID GOAT MORE THAN ANYTHING.
  • aquarius: the only thing I know about aquarius is that song in Hair
  • pisces: fish. has lots of emotions, but is pretty chill and creative? bunks with sagittarius at summer camp, but personally prefers cryptids to aliens

thiam in 6x20

Ok so, as we all know, there will be Thiam scenes in 6x20, in the hospital.

Liam’s already in the hospital. This means that Theo probably will go there to help. To save Liam. Again.

What if Theo takes Liam’s pain somewhere throughout the episode? After the “it doesn’t work if you don’t care" thing with Mason, he tries it with Liam and it does work because he actually cares about Liam. And try to picture the smile on Theo’s face as he realize he’s doing it. The relief in that smile.

Plus, knowing for sure that he truly cares about someone and not just himself makes him feel better. And in that moment there would be no more doubts about his feelings.

© mitchellftobrien who gave me this idea

Spidey’s Got a Girlfriend?!

“I promise I’ll be there,” Peter spoke, and Tony over heard him on the phone. Tony leaned against the door frame to his office where Peter stood taking his phone call.

“Hey, I apologized for last time… I know… I can’t wait… I-I love you too. Bye” Peter hung up, a smile tugging at his lips. The boy looked absolutely love sick, it made Tony smile a little.

“Was that your girlfriend?” Tony asked as he walked in.

“Ah! Mr. Stark, how long were you right there?” Peter whirled around to look at Tony. Tony rose an eyebrow, his smile only growing.

“Not long. Tell me about the girl,” Tony sauntered into his office and sat behind his desk. Peter was absolutely red in the face and obviously looking for any way out of this conversation.

“What girl?” Peter played dumb.

“Come on, kid. You’ve got to be a better liar than that to fool me… unless it’s not a girl, which is fine. Tell me about them.”

Peter sighed and sat in one of the chairs on the other side of Tony’s desk. He was still obviously blushing, “She’s from my school, and we’ve been dating for a while.”

“How long?”

“Six months.”

“Jesus, I don’t think I had a relationship that lasted longer than six days when I was your age. How do you do it?” Tony say up, suddenly fascinated by the conversation. He thought maybe this was a two week thing, something casual, and the ‘I love you’ that was exchanged was premature and naïve. However after learning the time frame of the relationship he had to rethink that; maybe it was sincere.

“She’s really great,” Peter mumbled, still obviously embarrassed.

“Well where are you taking this great girl? And why haven’t I met her? Does your Aunt know about her?”

“Yeah Aunt May knows and we’re going to the art museum. She likes to make fun of the classics. And I guess you haven’t met her because I didn’t think you wanted to. ”

“Why wouldn’t I?”

“I dunno, you’re busy, I guess. And it’s just a normal thing, not a super hero thing.”

Tony suddenly felt kind of bad about that. He wanted to know these things, if only because he was nosey. At that moment, he decided the previous matters on which this meeting was called on was no longer important. He wanted to know all about Peter’s girlfriend, and this date they were supposed to be having. This was kind of big. First loves were important right? People married their high school sweet hearts all the time. Sure those marriages often ended in divorce but sometimes they don’t. Tony realized there was so much wisdom he needed to share with Peter. Were they being safe, taking the proper precautions so they didn’t ruin their future with a baby?!

“Okay, kid,” Tony inhaled sharply, trying to put his spiraling thoughts to rest, “Tell me all about this girl.”

Peter eventually had to leave to go on his date, but Tony just wasn’t satisfied with simply hearing about the girl. So he called in someone who understood the concept of trusting no one and treating everyone like they’re suspicious.

“Hey Natasha,” he spoke on the phone.

“What, Stark?”

“So Underoos has a girlfriend.”

“Yeah, her name is Y/N.”

“You already searched her up?”

“No Peter told me about her, the time you asked me to keep an eye on him while you were in Mumbai.”

“He just told you about her?!”

“He needed advice on what kind of flowers to get her. If it makes you feel better, I also did some background checks and things like that on her. She’s an average student, she’s a part of few little clubs, most notably she’s on the newspaper. She’s got some award winning articles too. I think she wants to be a journalist.”

“They’ve been together six months Natasha.”

“I know, tonight is there six month anniversary. They’re going to a couple of museums. They’re at the art museum right now.”

“… Are you trailing them?”

“Of course I am. This Y/N girl is great for him, I can’t let him screw it up.”

Tony was quiet for a beat, “I’ll meet you there.”

Tony and Natasha watched from far off  at the two teens. They held hands as they walked through the art museum. She pointed at a painting and said something that made Peter laugh. Tony put in an ear piece that allowed him to hear what the two was saying.

“I’m just saying, Daphne turned into a fucking tree,” Y/N laughed, “Ancient Greek mythology is fucked up.”

“She swears a lot,” Tony grumbled, he looked over to Natasha to see her smiling a little, “Natasha!” he chastised.

“What? It’s kind of funny.”

The couple kept walking. Y/N rested her head on Peter’s shoulder as they went to the next painting. It was of Sappho and her many lovers. Y/N read the description in front of the painting aloud.

“ Sappho and a close friend, huh?” she said sarcastically.

“Mmhm, just two gals being pals,” Peter agreed.

“Oh yeah, because I kiss my girl friends on the mouth all the time. No homo, dude.”

“Definitely not. Sappho was just a woman who was close friends with a lot of other women.”

“Yeah, nothing gay about that, dude. She totally wasn’t a lesbian.”

“Oh no definitely not.”

They were both starting to laugh, because the picture in front of them was so blatantly gay. Y/N continued on about how historians will go to any lengths to make things heterosexual. Natasha was trying to keep it together and not outright laugh at the things Y/N said. Tony was trying very hard not to instantly like Y/N, because he didn’t even know this girl, but he couldn’t help but to smile every time Peter laughed.  Peter was just a kid in love with her, and he so rarely embraced being a kid. He was trying to be more mature so he could be a better super hero, but these precious moments of youth were passing him by. He couldn’t help but to think Y/N was good for him. Y/N and Peter got to a particular sculpture in which she tried to mimic the pose the statue was in. It was admittedly a complete failure, but Peter tried to. He was no closer to matching the pose than she was.  They laughed at their mutual failure and continued on. They eventually left the art museum and got lunch together.

“She’s a good kid,” Natasha assured as they sat with their coffee al fresco across the street from the restaurant the two of you went in to.

“Well I didn’t think she’d be bad… just maybe not right for Peter. He’s a sweet kid, and people like to crush kindness when they find it.”

“This girl has been with him for six months, and do you know how many times Peter has cancelled plans with her to go save someone in need. She doesn’t even know he’s Spider-Man. She just trusts that whatever he’s doing is important… so if anyone is going to get hurt in all of this… it’s probably her.”

“How many times has he cancelled.”

“14,” Natasha over articulated then took a sip of her coffee.

“Jesus,” Tony sighed.

“Yep, and she’s still here.”

“He should tell her.”

“I think so too, but he’ll only take so much advice from me. But you know how much being a superhero can strain on a relationship, maybe he’d take the advice better from you.”

Tony turned his head and watched as Y/N pulled out a box from her purse. He listened in on their conversation.

“I know we both agreed not to get each other presents until our year anniversary, but I saw this and I thought of you,” Y/N spoke.

Peter went to speak, obviously about to chastise her for getting him a gift but she held up a hand to stop him.

“I didn’t spend a dime on it.”

Peter opened the box and a smile took over his face. It was a super old polaroid camera that 1977 would soon be calling for.

“You know now that I think about it… that’s probably worth a lot of money,” she spoke offhandedly, “But I don’t use it anymore, and I know you’ve been collecting cameras so…just promise me you won’t sell it.” she shrugged again. Tony could tell she was trying to seem casual about the gift, but she’d probably spent days trying to figure out what to get Peter.

“Of course I’m not going to sell it. How did you just have this?”

“It was a gift from my grandma,” she sighed, Peter motioned to give it back, “No, you keep it. I never use it, and my grandma would have wanted someone to use that camera, and love it the way you love the rest of your cameras.”

“… I will,” he gave her a soft smile. He put the camera’s strap around his neck. He then reached into his own pocket to get a small box.

“Looks like neither of us can follow directions,” Peter smiled ruefully as he slid the box to her.

“God dammit, Parker. I wanted to be the master gift giver this time,” she joked as she took the box. She undid the bow around it and opened the box. She looked up at him, confused by the content of the box, or rather surprised.


“It’s a uh… a promise ring,” Peter was red again, “Not to get too intense or anything… it’s just that I know it bothers you that I cancel a lot… even though you don’t say anything about it. I just wanted to show you that I really do want to keep you forever.”

“Oh god that’s so sweet, I’m gonna throw up,” Natasha groaned.

“Jeez, who raised this kid.” Tony complained looking away from the scene he thought to be cringe worthy, because of course that was too much for a high school relationship. It was entirely too much.

“His aunt is a hopeless romantic.” Natasha explained.

“You’re gonna make me cry, Pete,” Y/N spoke and as she did she seemed to already be dabbing tears from her eyes.

“Oh wow, she’s into it,” Tony said surprised by the turn of events. Peter pulled his own ring on as Y/N put on hers. Y/N leaned over the table and kissed Peter. It wasn’t one of those long winded kisses that Rom-Coms glorify, it was sweet and simple.

“Ew this is too sweet. I think I’m getting diabetes just from watching it,” Tony complained but he didn’t look away. As Y/N sat back on her side of the booth, Peter put his camera up and snapped a picture of her.

“Pete,” she complained.

“I want to remember this moment forever,” He explained as he pulled the picture from the little slot and shook it absently.

“Yeah but I’ve still got tears in my eyes,” she laughed a little. Peter smiled as he looked down at the slowly forming picture.

“You look beautiful,” Peter assured turning the picture toward her.

“We’ve got another museum to go to, silly boy,” she reminded, “We can’t spend forever here.”

Tony came back to himself at her words. He and Natasha should go. They should allow Peter the youthful innocence of his first love without prying eyes.

~Mod Lillian

Every time It’s Going Down or Unicorn Riot leaks the internal emails or chats of alt-right groups, it is just so bizarre to me to see how rude they are to each other. Like I wouldn’t even get close to an anarchist or socialist group where I am regularly insulted or demeaned, like I love myself and I love to feel good about myself with my friends. And my comrades make me feel better and help me when I am feeling low - that’s the way people are supposed to treat each other. Like how much self-hatred do these people have. It would be the most pathetic thing if it weren’t so dangerous.

Sorry if you anticipated but I didn’t draw anything for Namjoon’s birthday. A lot of ppl loved my Jk comic and I felt a lot of pressure, I didn’t have any ideas and I was scared to disappoint someone.

But its mainly because I’m a bit done with the competitiveness in the fandom. I feel like this days it’s more about who will draw faster and who will get more attention. And this affects me a lot because I’m really not a competitive person, I hate the competition. I don’t want to draw something because I want my drawings to be the best or idk. I just want to draw because it makes people happy, myself included. I don’t care if I’m popular or not, I just want to make things that I like whenever I want.

Maybe I’m the only one who feel this way but I just wanted to talk about this stuff. Now that I figured out I’m feeling way better! Thank you for being so kind to me💘💘

  • [After Camila finds out Dinah hung out with Lucy]
  • Dinah: Look, when it started I was just trying to be nice to her.
  • Dinah: and then one thing led to another and before I knew it, we were..shopping.
  • Camila, while gasping: Oh my god..
  • Dinah: wait, we only did it once.
  • Camila: I can't believe you..
  • Dinah: It didn't mean anything to me!
  • Camila, sarcastically: Yeah right, sure..
  • Dinah: I was thinking about you the whole time, Walz!!
  • Camila: That doesn't make me feel any better!!
  • Dinah: Look, I'm sorry, I never meant for you to find out.
  • Camila: Okay Dinah, I just have to know one thing..
  • Camila: Were her jokes funnier than mine?
  • Dinah: ...
  • Camila, voice cracking: Okay..um..I just really need to not be with you right now.
The Most Beautiful Man in the World

Summary: Jordan escorts a drunk Stiles home, and finds out a lot more than he expected.

Notes: Oops, I wrote another one of @captain-snark’s prompts. (On AO3)

“Stiles, I think you’ve had enough,” Jordan says as kindly as possible.

“Nope, I definitely haven’t,” Stiles says, slurred but determined. “I can still feel my…feelings.”

“I’ll be lucky if you can still feel your legs,” Jordan grumbles to himself. He takes Stiles’ arm, and gently tugs. “Let’s take you and your feelings home, okay?”

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Back to School tips/ideas

I am no way qualified to give anyone tips but seeing as I have made mistakes in the past I feel like others can learn from this. I know that this is for back to school but I also feel like it is important to share some other ideas for the school year. As September gets closer and closer (or August depending on where you live) nerves start to ramp up and the first day of school approaches. Here are ten tips to help you get back into the grind.

1. Start Waking up early a week before school starts

What I find in the summer is that wake up real late. Like 12:00. So to handle getting up 6 hours earlier I start waking up at that time before school starts. This helps me get into the mindset of getting back to school and getting into the habit that I need to wake up early. Other things that help is to make your bed when you wake up because that helps set you up for success. Also, drink a glass of water after you wake up because you lose a lot of water when you sleep and you will feel even more tired because you’re dehydrated.

2. Make a study space or study nook free of distraction

YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HELPED ME!!! I have always not been a huge studier and I never knew why. I didn’t get horrible grades but I could always do better. Once I had my own space I started focusing better and surprisingly, my grades got better. You can decorate this however you want. Make it AESTHETIC GOALS or just find a desk in your house. This is important though because we live in an age of constant distraction that you turn off all your notifications. I have mentioned an app before called freedom before but I found a new one called space which is much better. Also, make sure this space makes you comfortable because if not this could hurt you rather than help you.

3. Familiarize yourself with your teachers and professors

This was helpful for me last year. I did have another post where I talked about the importance of asking for help. Even if you don’t even like your teachers it is important to make contact with them and not to ice them out. I was fortunate enough to have teachers that I liked and that were easy to talk to. If your teachers are hard to talk to in person send them an email and they will probably email you back. This will also help you later in the year if you need any letters of recommendation or signatures from your teachers.

4. Find a way to study that helps you (not others).

If you look around the studyblr community you will notice handwriting porn basically. Don’t be intimidated by this. I made a post on the importance of finding studying tips so I will keep this short. Make sure that you are not bullied into doing something you don’t want. Find what is right for you

5. If you like music, make a playlist

This is probably one of the most fun things on the list. When I study I feel 100% better when I listen to music. Whether you like chill pop or some hardcore rap then you do you boo boo. Some people also like to listen to music in different languages when they study their world language. I think that @studypuppers made a post about world language playlists. really just have fun with this. I am really digging Kesha’s new song praying it gives me chills when I listen to that.

6. Take breaks and find ways to relieve stress

Make sure that it isn’t 24/7 365 studying even though we have all been there at one point or another. It is important to rest after studying and in between study sessions, I like to watch Netflix, read a book, or just listen to music. It is up to you but It is important for well-being to take breaks.

7. Do everything as it comes

I have succumbed to the procrastination gods and have put off work which leaves you with a black cloud. Do your assignments as they come. For example, if I was given an essay on Monday that isn’t due for 2 weeks get it done right away so you aren’t pulling an all nighter 2 weeks from now. It will really help and as much as you won’t want to do it it will help you 100%

8. Drink plenty of water and breathe

It is helpful to stay hydrated when you study because your brain won’t function as well if you are dehydrated. Also, meditation or yoga can help clear your mind as well.

I hope these tips help you guys out. I track #bohostudying ask box is always open