i’ve had my phone off since monday morning and i’ve never done this before. it feels so good to do. no instagram, no texting, no nothing. i keep catching myself wanting to reach for my phone when i take myself out to eat or when i’m driving and i’m at a red light and it feels so good to just be present and watch the world around me or just lay my head on a table in the sun and enjoy it. my anxiety in general has calmed down so much not being on it. i go out and have no idea what time it is, i’m just there with my friends. it’s making me love myself more and i feel like its bringing me a lot of clarity with things that are hurting. i’ve been sleeping better, been super selective about who i see and interact with, and i didn’t tell anyone i turned it off. it’s just off. and it feels so damn good.
I can’t believe Taylor sassed the fandom like that. I’ve been a fan for YEARS. Does she not know how awful that makes us feel knowing other fans are so called better