I used to connect hardcore to Lapis. We were so alike. I love swimming, the ocean, the color blue, am the lonely type, and suffered through the greater part of my childhood in an abusive household. In fact my favorite description of how I felt at the time was "like being chained up underwater", even before I watched the show. But what happened to her is just... It makes me so sad. Where did the strong, quiet lapis go? Why is she making trauma jokes? Why is she just shipping bait?