but this is for you moon of my life

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)I am never without it (anywhereI go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apartI carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

kewkyc  asked:

I love your writing! For a prompt, deputy!stiles returning a runaway to derek's huge fosterhome for supernatural kids? And it keeps happening over and over?

Uh, so, I wrote this for you!!! but it turned out to be 17k of pack feels and needed to go directly on AO3, so…


Under Yellow Moons

They stare at each other, half-grinning, and Derek knows it’s definitely the absolute wrong time for this, but he wants. He wants to grin at Stiles over dinner every day for the rest of his life, baffled over yams and Moon Pie Day, and, god, crap, goddamn, when the fuck did he have time to fall in love?

Or

The life and times of Deputy Stiles and Supernatural Foster Dad Derek Hale

  • Lesbians and bi women talking about their girlfriends: I love my her with all my heart. She's my sun and my moon. When I wake up next to her I know my day is going to be a good one. I want her to be a part my life forever and I wouldn't give her up for anything. She's what perfection looks like. I'm so glad I found her. Even words can't express how much I love her.
  • Men talking about their girlfriends: GOD I'm getting so tired of her. Can you BELIEVE she YELLED at me for leaving my dirty laundry all over the place?? She won't let me watch porn either. She used to be hot but she GAINED WEIGHT!

anonymous asked:

You're a Pisces moon, right? How has your experience with this placement been? As a Pisces moon myself I feel like no one can really correctly describe it that well :-(

It’s truly sad when I was growing up. I had no good influence in my life to control my emotions. My dad has an Aries Moon but he was always working and basically absent, and my mom has an Aquarius Moon, yet she hardly talked about how I can handle myself because she could barely handle her own emotions. Since I have Moon opposing Mars, and squaring Pluto, I had so many breakdowns ncjdncdjs. I never knew how to control them until I started getting into astrology, it made me sad at first because I actually could relate to the whole…having foggy expectations, manipulating others, sacrificing myself for others, being vulnerable, I was easily hurt. My head was always in the clouds. At that point, I realized I needed to control them because my emotions take such a huge impact on me in my everyday life. 
So, when I started channeling my Moon more it felt, really dreamy. I’m an empath, and my emotions tend to sway the way other people dealt with their own emotions. Sometimes I had to stop and ask myself why I was like this. My godfather a while back told me I had a depressed spirit latched onto me, and it’s where I was reflecting my emotions from. My Moon is also intercepted, and my family goes through so much challenge. 
ANYWAYS, Pisces Moons are really kind people, I swear. They’re very wise child-like natives. Since Pisces is basically made up of all the signs, imagine all of that in the Moon. You are all. They seek answers all the time. The imagination is so huge, and there’s so much they want to share with the world. In the Moon, we can be very spiritual and believe that the world has so much to it rather than a daily routine (Virgo). Pisces see the outside, they see the bigger picture. Emotions can be too much sometimes, and this can cause the Pisces Moon to be unemotional like there’s a hole in their heart. When conflict arises, they get so overwhelmed by it that they disappear for a day or more. Anything can be really tiring to a Pisces Moon, they’re like old souls that have lived for such a long time, they need a break. Sometimes people expect a lot from us like in relationships, work, etc, but really we feel like what we do is enough. We feel like an “I love you,” is enough, but then we feel when is anything ever enough? They may bring themselves down because they may wish they did enough. It’s all too complicated, I have so much more to learn about my Pisces Moon. People with Pisces in their personal placements can relate to this, but yeah. You can’t really understand us, as a whole picture because since the Moon is our inner-self, it’s hard to really come out from that and put it into words.

anonymous asked:

What are the best placements of the signs in the planets in your opinion? (can you explain why?) 😊😊

For the sun I like it the most in Aries cause sun is exalted in it and because Aries sun are fucking awesome.

Moon in Pisces, I really do think this is one of the best and greatest placements for the moon and that’s my baised view

Venus in Aquarius cause they can provide you with deep love yet give you your own space fuck yes

Mars in libra cause they don’t attack or fight except for reason and are very smart when they do decide to attack

Mercury Pisces or Sagittarius cause in my life the deepest and wisest of people tend to have these placements, also mercury in Aquarius.

Saturn in libra again cause it’s exalted and because I feel it finds the balance between being serious and being fun and care free. If not Saturn in libra then it’s Saturn in Pisces, it one for my fave placements and I feel both the sign and planet learn from each other.

Jupiter in cancer or Pisces cause I do like Jupiter in water signs and I believe this planet becomes more humble in water signs

Pluto in Scorpio cause it is dignified and because I really can’t imagine Pluto without immediately thinking of Scorpio. One of the most powerful placements.

Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn cause it stabilizes these planets and let’s be honest they do need it.

Teaching the moon

Lutteoficweek Day 4: „You noticed me standing off to the side instead of dancing and I told you that I can’t dance but you just gave me the flirtiest smile and said you’d teach me, and who am I to refuse?“

This one is one of my favourite ones and I hope you enjoy it! And thanks for @maybe-tiika again for proofreading


So far, Luna hated this party.

She didn’t like parties in general, but this one in particular did everything possible to become the worst one of her life yet. The smell of cigarettes and sweat filled the air, awful music tortured her ears and way too many people hung around while they got drunk on presumably bad punch. And one of them was her best friend. The traitor.

She never expected Nina to be one of those party people, but one glimpse at her crush and she escaped into the arms of the bittersweet alcohol. Who knew where she was off to now, with this Gastón boy from photography class by her side and Luna left behind. Alone. When she only came so Nina had someone else by her side.

So, Luna decided to leave after unsuccessfully searching for Nina in the entire house. Without her, she had no reason to stay anymore.

Well, until a voice surprised her from behind just as she started to walk, that was. “Oh, look who’s hiding in the corner. Moon girl, why aren’t you going crazy on the dancefloor?”

Moon girl. Only one person called her that. She whirled around.

“Matteo? What are you doing here?” Should she feel glad he noticed her or wish she’d left a few minutes earlier? Luna had no idea. His answer didn’t help at all: “Saving lonely girls from dying of boredom, of course.”

“Who says I need to be saved?”, Luna shot back, arms crossed. Matteo huffed at her words before he leaned in a bit, just close enough for her to feel his breath tingling on her skin. Her stomach turned into a knot, tight and tensing up. To hell with him and the constant disrespect for her personal space.

“The question should be, when do you not need saving?” He lied, they both knew it. Or maybe there was a tiny, tiny truth to his words, “And anyway, that face of yours spoke volumes. Did you have no friends coming with you?”

His smirk disgusted her, drove her insane and she wanted to wipe it out of this ridiculously good-looking face of his. However, instead she said: “My friend is kind of busy right now.”

Matteo nodded. “I see. So, then why aren’t you dancing?” Luna shrugged. “I don’t know how to dance.” The intensity in his brown only increased after she admitted this, until she had to look away. Even with the lights dimmed, his eyes sparkled too bright. It made her realize this might be a mistake, whatever ‘it’ was.

“I could teach you.”

She broke into laughter. Matteo Balsano, a true snob at heart, who used the smallest opportunity to tease her, offering to show her how to dance… the concept sounded absurd. Too absurd to be true. “You? Teaching me? Good one, Matteo”, she panted in between giggles and breaths.

Matteo didn’t look amused. “What’s so funny about it?” By his offended tone, she stopped. “Oh. You’re serious about this?”

No answer. He was still close, his head tilted and staring at her. At her lips? No, she must have imagined that.

Out of nowhere, his hand grabbed her wrist, pulling her along. He only let go of her when they reached the empty hallway. The door behind them fell shut, the shatter of the crowd turning distinct, muffled. Only the music remained loud and clear. “Why here?”, Luna inquired, well aware that the DJ put on a slow song, with no real beat to dance to and lots of romantic potential. (Had she mentioned she hated this party?)

“Well, if you trip no one will see it except me”, Matteo answered as if he stated the sky was blue. A snort slipped through her lips. “And how is that supposed to make me feel better?”

“Don’t be nervous, moon girl, I promise, this is my favorite dance and it’s very easy. You’ll see, this will be fun.”

She should go. Turn around and run away. A slow song and he called it his favorite dance? In no way would this end well for her. But his little smirk with that glint of softness drew her in, made her stay.

“Why does it sound like it will be everything but fun?”

“Have some faith in me, Luna”, Matteo grinned, “Look, first you put your arms around me.” Hesitantly, she took a step forward, resting his arms on his shoulders. The knot where once her stomach had been grew when he shook his head. “No, no, around my neck. Yeah, that’s better. May I?”

His hands found her waist. They were warm and electric, causing jolts where they laid down. Hopefully he failed to see her cheeks heating up in the darkness.

“Now, it’s a step to the left and then a step to the right, back and forth.”

Luna followed his example. Indeed, it was easy, if she ignored how one of his curls occasionally stroke her hand and how soft it felt. Or if she ignored his thumb drawing lazy circles on her skin and the smile he gave her.

She regretted declining the punch – maybe Matteo wouldn’t overwhelm her so much if her brain had no chance to overthink this. But now, he was her alcohol, intoxicated her until she felt herself losing control. Actually, he was worse than any punch and more addicting too.

He let go of her waist and she nearly complained before his hand wandered from her upper arm to her hand to gently lift it. She prayed he didn’t notice the goosebumps all over her arms as he spun her around. “See, you’re a natural talent”, he whispered into her ear.

“Thank you, a compliment like that from the chico fresa honestly means so much to me! Without you, I never would have managed to learn this!”, Luna giggled, much to Matteo’s dismay. The pout on his face looked cute though. “Yes, mock me for trying to be nice, that’s the way to thank me for saving you again.”

“Oooh, poor Matteíto”, she carefully patted his back and chuckled at the face he pulled, “Seriously, this isn’t theatre class, don’t be so dramatic.”

Matteo pulled away, clenching his hands over the left side of his chest. “Me, dramatic? Never! You’re just breaking my heart!” There it was, this part of the chico fresa that kept her mind busy because she couldn’t tell if he meant it or not. If he simply teased her for the pure fun of it or if he truly had some interest in her.

“Ugh, fine, show me some more moves.” Just like that, the mischievous glimmer in his eyes returned. “It would be my greatest pleasure, moon girl.”

They ended up dancing for what felt like ages, only pausing when some drunks stumbled into the hallway. To her surprise, Matteo made a good teacher, being all patient and focused on her. And it was the longest time she ever spent around him without rolling her eyes or wanting him to shut up because he became too full of himself.

In fact, this time she forgot completely about the world around them, even about Nina who still hadn’t reappeared. In some moments, they ended up a bit too close with her heart jumping in her ribcage in return. Or she found herself intruding his personal space too, holding on to him a second longer than necessary, taking his hand even if she didn’t need to.

Now, there was another slow song playing, a cheesy ballad, and they went back to slow dancing. “You are such a good student”, Matteo announced, a steady grip on her hips and a smile settled on his face. She glanced up. “In dancing maybe, but there are a lot of things I’m not good at.”

The corners of his mouth curled up further. “Such as? Kissing? You know, I could show you how to do that too.”

An electric strike went through her whole body. She must’ve looked like a deer in the headlights, eyes all wide opened and filled with surprise. Did he just…

He gave her no time to ask or even think about it – within the fraction of a second, he bridged the distance between them and pressed his mouth on hers. She pulled him closer, one hand tousling his hair, which he took as permission to gently move his lips against hers. A new song blasted through the house, but Luna ignored it, too caught up in the sensation of being all pressed against Matteo, too caught up in the firework that went off inside her. Maybe this party wasn’t too bad, Luna decided, at least if she could stay like this a little longer.  

They broke apart, foreheads touching and Luna discovered he still had his eyes closed. “Nah”, he murmured before taking a deep breath, “You don’t need any lessons.”

“A little practice can’t help, don’t you think?”, she replied and kissed him again.

anonymous asked:

hi! i've always thought that the most important signs are the sun and the ascendant yet you interpreted the meaning of sun&moon signs for bts.. can you please explain why is that? sorry for the weird question!! i'm trying to read my own natal chart and understand myself.. thank you in advance!

well all the planets influence different aspects of someone’s life. for example moon represents ur inner emotions, venus influences ur romantic relationships, and mercury influences how u communication, and so on. i try to look at all of the planets to get a comprehensive look at their personalities. 

also, ascendant is a very useful sign but unfortunately i don’t know bts’ because i don’t know their birth times T.T 

this was totally not a weird question and i hope i made sense!

You stole the sun for me
I stole the moon for you
together we stole the stars
and together we will build our own universe

do you guys remember that blood moon a few years back?

i was out looking at the sky when it happened, there were two cats in my yard that would NOT come near me and for some reason this old dude in a suit was walking his tiny dog even though it was fucking 12 am and i said hi and he told me to go fuck myself and it was the most surreal moment of my life and i think its why im like this today

I saw you looking at me, in the reflection of the moon.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write, 33
“Moon dance”
[TRANS] R&V - 네시 (4 O’clock) lyrics

Produced by RM, V
Arranged by SHAUN
Recording Engineer – RM @ Mon Studio, Slow Rabbit @ Carrot Express
Mix Engineer – 고현정 @ Koko Sound Studio (Assisted by 김경환)

One day, I wrote a long, long letter
To the moon
It’s not as bright as you are
But it lighted up a small candle light

The nameless bird
Singing in the dusky park
Where are you
Oh you

Why are you crying
It’s just me and you here
Me and you
Oh you

With the deep night
Your voice singing
And step by step
Bringing in the crimson morning

When the dawn passes
When the moon falls asleep
The blue light that was once with me
Will go away

Another day living my life moderately
Keeping my step, moving on moderately with no strength
The sun suffocates me
And the world strips me off all I have
I can’t do anything
But collecting the scattered bits of me under the moonlight
I call you moonchild
We are children of the moon
Inhaling the cold breath of the dawn
Yes we’re livin and dyin
At the same time
But you can open your eyes now
Because like the dialogue in a movie
In that moonlight the whole world is blue

The nameless bird
Singing in the dusky park
Where are you
Oh you

Why are you crying
It’s just me and you here
Me and you
Oh you

With the deep night
Your voice singing
And step by step
Bringing in the crimson morning

When the dawn passes
When the moon falls asleep
The blue light that was once with me
Will go away

KRN - ENG © ktaebwi
T/N: Today’s the full moon :)

poetic lunar sign- walt whitman

Moon in Aries

“I am larger, better than I thought; I did not know I held so much goodness. Whoever denies me, it shall not trouble me; Whoever accepts me, he or she shall be blessed, and shall bless me.”

Moon in Taurus

“To me, every hour of the day and night is an unspeakably perfect miracle.”

Moon in Gemini

“Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself; I am large – I contain multitudes.”

Moon in Cancer

“I will sleep no more but arise, You oceans that have been calm within me! how I feel you, fathomless, stirring, preparing unprecedented waves and storms.”

Moon in Leo

“What is that you express in your eyes? It seems to me more than all the print I have read in my life” 

Moon in Virgo

“You shall no longer take things at second or third hand, not look through the eyes of the dead, nor feed on the spectres in books. You shall not look through my eyes either, you shall listen to all sides and filter them from yourself.”

Moon in Libra

“And the human race is filled with passion. So medicine, law, business, engineering… these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love… these are what we stay alive for.

Moon in Scorpio

“Behold I do not give lectures or a little charity, when I give I give myself. I do not ask who you are, that is not important to me, You can do nothing and be nothing but I will infold you.”

Moon in Sagittarius

“Pointing to another world will never stop vice among us; shedding light over this world can alone help us.”

Moon in Capricorn

“I have said that the soul is not more than the body,
And I have said that the body is not more than the soul,
And nothing is greater to one than one’s-self is”

Moon in Aquarius

“Stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants…have patience and indulgence toward the people…re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem”

Moon in Pisces 

“I do not ask the wounded person how he feels, I myself become the wounded person.”

The Signs and Memory

The Signs and Memory: My opinion on what I’ve noticed from each sign and my ranking. Check Sun, Moon and Mercury.

Scorpio: This sign has the best memory in the zodiac, it’s also one of the main reasons not to piss them off. Scorpios can use their abilities to recall events from decades back. Water signs are highly visual and Scorpios project this when they give you a very detailed description about any moment in their life. It does not matter how trivial the event may have been, it could have been the first time they encountered a favorite book or the time someone looked at them the wrong way. Trust them to paint you a very clear picture with their words, pulling the listener back to the moment that they felt something, whether it be a painful memory or a happy one.

Taurus: Scorpio’s sister sign is in second place. Very much like the Scorpio, you do not want to get on a Taurus’ bad side because they will not forget. These are natural artists and they will draw you a landscape of their memory. You will be lost in their visual process and expression. It may even come across through song or actions, but there will be a dramatic flare in the way they recant their tale. The bull is not afraid to hold on to what ails them and they will have no problem reminding people how they have been hurt.

Cancer: The loving crab might put on the happy persona for those that do not know them, but this is only to keep themselves guarded from being hurt. The shell protects them and it’s in their nature to be highly vigilant and observant because they know that deep inside they are sensitive and they are willing to do anything to preserve their hearts from aches and pain. They will keep a burn book in mind with the times people have let them down or have betrayed them. These people have strong memories, because they will forever be marked if hurt.

Virgo: The master organizer, critical and diligent. Trust this sign to remember every detailed moment in their lives. Their mind works like a library, they are able to pinpoint the exact book they are searching for on an obscure shelf. These are natural librarians and the memories are collectibles, guarded in the realm of their beautiful minds.

Capricorn: Defined by their admirable work ethic, this sign is also blessed with a strong memory. You have to know to be at your “A” game and Capricorn understands this. There memories are like flashcards, they are able to color coordinate and shuffle them in their mind. It is hard for them to miss any details because they are always on watch. Their successes are measured by how much time, how much energy and who has done what to help them thrive. If you’ve been there when they needed you, they will never forget.

Aquarius: The cool Aquarius will give off a blasé vibe about everything but they are always in the know. This is the sign to absorb the energy in every room they’ve been in, the people they meet and the vibe of the times. They won’t ever inform you that they know or remember but they are always aware. The Aquarius mind will travel back in time with pieces of the past, especially when they want to prove a point. Their mind works like a treasure box, filled with guarded heirlooms waiting to be revealed all in time.

Aries: Hot headed and their memories are like blocks of ice. Depending on the intensity, the ice melts to water and evaporates or it will stay frozen in time. Their memories melt away because the Aries normally never takes things to heart unless they have felt wronged. They react to extremely negative and positive things, never an in between. The Aries can become frigid and cold when they have been hurt; she can transform into the ice queen. Their memories will remain in a cold stasis until someone warms their heart up. They will recall a first kiss but will get lost with mundane memories. Those aren’t worth their time, only then extravagant and dramatic can occupy a space in their mind.

Sagittarius: Represented by freedom and being carefree, Sagittarius folks are always in motion. They can recall memories through their current experience. Traveling and hiking down a path from years before can trigger events. They will remember conflicts, but will easily move on from them if they were able to work things through. Not ones to hold grudges, they will easily float about and build on new meaningful memories with the people they love. As long as they are at peace with themselves, they can always go back and indulge in the past.

Leo: The mighty King of the jungle does not have time to focus on minor events in the past. Eternally consumed more with their own well being, it often becomes hard to become interested in things that do not involve them. Unless they had a key moment where they were sorely affected, you won’t get much out of their memory. A clash with a powerful adversary or a victory will remain in their thoughts. They will gladly tell you their hardships and how they have managed to thrive and survive. Much like Aries, the dramatic Leo will need a grandiose event for it to remain imprinted in their mind.

Libra: Life is a party and Libras are prepared. They will generally manipulate memories to favor theirs. Their memories can be considered shallow, lacking any depth. They will not delve deep into what has transpired into the past, just keep hold of the vague idea of an incident. Libras prefer to be stuck in their own lavish fantasy where they are the stars of the show. Injecting dramatic tidbits to make things more exciting.

Pisces: Dreaming is a full time job for Pisces. These people will give you the artistic visions of the Scorpio but with embellished areas. The memory will transform into a tale where the Pisces reigned victorious in a battle even if the memory was a pleasant one without any hardships. Trust them to be animated in their storytelling because they truly believe what they are sharing. The Pisces does not intend to divert from facts, but it’s just more interesting and entertaining to tell a story everyone might enjoy.

Gemini: Highly intelligent but their mind runs a marathon. It is hard for Gemini to recall events but they can tell you historical facts since they are masters of knowing a little bit of everything. When your mind is racing at 100 miles per hour, clouded with many thoughts, it’s hard for them to stay focused. There is an ongoing parade of powerful thoughts their mind on a daily basis. They will however, remember powerful moments in their lives and they will keep them close to their hearts, but ask them about the day to day and those thoughts are burned away. The Gemini is like the roadrunner, off to create and experience life with great speed.

Indie party playlist 🎉🎉

Pay the man - Foster the people
Ready for the floor - Hot chip
Do you want to - Franz Ferdinand
Good grief - Bastille
Joy ride - The killers
Silvertongue - Young the giant
Love me - The 1975
Shut up and dance - Walk the moon
Dancing shoes - Arctic monkeys
Dead and gone - The black keys
Let’s dance to Joy division- The wombats
Young chasers - Circa waves
Bad decisions - Two door cinema club
Olympia - Sundara karma
Juicebox - The strokes
Matchbox - The kooks
Skeleton boy - Friendly fires
Boyish - Hippo campus
Boyfriend - Coin
The less i know the better - Tame impala
My number - Foals
Fallout - Catfish and the bottlemen
J-Boy - Phoenix
Until we can’t (let’s go) - Passion pit
The moment - Tame impala
Run - Vampire weekend
My type - Saint motel
Fever - The black keys
Down and out - The griswolds
Bad bad bad - Lany
Loyal blood - Night riots
Heads will roll - Yeah yeah yeahs
The sound - The 1975
Handshake - Two door cinema club
You only live once - The strokes
Life itself - Glass animals
Work this body- Walk the moon
Time to pretend - MGMT
Naive - The kooks 
Don’t stop (color on the walls) - Foster the people 


You can listen and follow this playlist here:

https://open.spotify.com/user/indiebandss/playlist/18gGOKc84HJokp5Fv2bwjM