but there's nothing left to say

  • Me, making wild hand gestures and speaking faster and louder with every sentence: In 96,000 (In The Heights- 2008), Sonny de la Vega is one of the only characters who doesn't want to spend the lottery money for self-serving purposes. He's outspoken in the fact that he wants better education and living conditions in the barrio, and find a way to prevent gentrification. In "Blackout", he puts himself in the way of potentially armed criminals in order to protect the bodega, not for himself, but because he knows it's all Usnavi has left. Then, in "Carnaval Del Barrio" he is, once again, one of the only people to question the development in the neighborhood, and what it means for all of them. In between songs, we see him going out of his way to help his friends: trying to comfort Nina, offering advice to Benny, asking Vanessa out for Usnavi, giving free drinks to Pete. And, almost every time, he's written off as a joke by the people he wants to listen the most. He's always the first person forgotten, and the last person remembered. And then there's the fact of him being left alone; as far as we know, Usnavi is the teenage Sonny's only family. The dialogue in the show gives no reason to doubt that. Usnavi basically says outright in at least three songs that he plans to keep Sonny running the bodega after he leaves. Hell, even Abuela doesn't say shit about him. So what is Sonny supposed to do when his only family leaves? Nobody brings it up but Sonny himself. He literally calls his cousin out for leaving him with nothing but a "separation fee", and Usnavi STILL DOESN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY. Nobody talks about taking him in, so we're left to assume that he'll either end up in foster care, maybe crash with Pete, or, worst case scenario, end up on the streets. He only has one friend who's willing to stick with him, but everyone sees Pete as a vandal and a hoodlum, so nobody takes them seriously. Sonny de la Vega was a well-rounded, emotionally realistic teenage character and he deserved so much better.
  • Walmart employee: M'am,
What do you say when you have nothing left to say?
Do you smile or nod, hopefully transferring your thoughts and emotions through it?
Do you shake your head and try to say the kind thing? Or do you leave? When you want to find a reason to stay, do you prolong the conversation, prolong the inevitable goodbye?
Does it seem clingy tobwant to stay when theres every reason toleave? Out of fear do I stay where I’m at, afraid of the unknown, despite the presing circumstances surrounding me begging for change?
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1243
Fake Chats #139
  • Yoongi: is there nothing good in me, is there nothing good in me?
  • Hoseok: what are you talking about? You're all good!
  • Yoongi: I've let me down, down, down, down.
  • Hoseok: wait, okay. What song is this?
  • Yoongi: I'm sorry for everything I've done.
  • Hoseok: what?
  • Yoongi: all I believe, is it a dream that's come crashing down on me?
  • Hoseok: uh.
  • Yoongi: I'm a reckless mistake, I'm a cold night's intake.
  • Hoseok: Tae, can you come help me?
  • Taehyung: sure, what's up?
  • Yoongi: I wanna dream, I wanna dream.
  • Taehyung: what?
  • Hoseok: I think he's quoting a song. Or songs.
  • Taehyung: say another one, hyung.
  • Yoongi: there's nothing left to say now.
  • Jungkook, in passing: Imagine Dragons.
  • Taehyung: I could've gotten that!
  • Jungkook: you've been listening to them, hyung? What're your favorites? I like underdog and second chances.
  • Yoongi: release is nice.
  • Hoseok: what the?
  • Taehyung: why is he talking to Kookie and not us?
  • Yoongi: I'm trying to be melancholy.
  • Hoseok: okay...
  • Yoongi: you two always cheer me up.
  • Vhope:
  • Jungkook: wait, you want to be melancholy so you ignored them?
  • Yoongi: yeah.
  • Jungkook: I feel special but also bad. Sad Hoseok-hyung is like a cloudy day and sad Tae-hyung is like a sad puppy. See?
  • Yoongi: yeah. Okay. You can make me smile now.
  • Vhope: what's wrong with you?
  • Yoongi: *starts to smile* sorry.

I find myself just fascinated with Ruby, the screaming girl in the Roadhouse. I feel for her. She’s just so invisible to everyone around her. Petite and unassuming, huddled into her booth. Into her prim sweater. When the pair of bikers approach her, she acts like she has to apologize for existing. For taking up what little space she occupies.

“I’m waiting for someone,” she says. She says it like her being there isn’t enough. Someone else needs to be involved to justify her presence.

And they just lift her like she’s weightless–like she’s nothing, and just deposit her on the floor. To the people around her, Ruby barely exists. Those two guys joke and laugh in the booth seconds later–they’ve forgotten she was ever there.

And Ruby can’t stand up. She’s too overburdened. Everything has been pushing her down–you can sense it’s been like this her whole life. She tries to crawl away from the shame of it. Of being nobody. Away from those guys in the booth laughing and having fun, like everyone else but Ruby.

She’s swarmed by people. Lost in a sea of legs. She starts to cry. And still no one notices her. No one reaches down to lift her up, or asks her what’s wrong.

It’s like the dark woods–legs like tree trunks rising up unfeeling in the night. It’s the horror of Twin Peaks, played out in miniature. The callousness and cruelty of everyday people–the casual dehumanization happening invisibly around us.

“I’m waiting for someone,” Ruby said. She is. She’s waiting for anybody–anyone who can really see her. But no one comes. No one cares.

It’s a breaking point. She screams. It reminds me of Laura’s screams, in the lodge. No one really saw her, either. No one reached out to help. So there’s nothing left to do, but scream.

They’re not screams of pain, really. Or fear. Or even rage. It’s all and none of those–just an overwhelming rush of feeling. A primal rejection of the smallness and insignificance of the self. I’m here, they say. I matter. It’s the need for tenderness, twisted and pent up and forever denied.

Joavin fanfic

“I’m just a thrill to you, arent I?” he asked, his eyes moving between the other’s dark eyes. “A passing craze." 

A long drag from the smoke. Joaquin flicked the cigarette, the ash dropping to the floor by his feet, scattering in the air.

"Answer me.” Kevin demanded, the joyful edge that usually accompanied his voice replaced by something else.  "Answer me.“ he said again, perhaps this time a little less demanding, and a little more desperate.

Joaquin’s head titled down, refusing to look at the other’s face. He took another drag, chest heaving, and released the smoke slowly, still silent.

"You can’t just leave me hanging. I’m not some toy, you know? You used me, and I’m worthy of answers.” he said, stern. Serious. Hurt.

Joaquin wanted to say that no, he wasnt. He was worthy of so much more than answers. That he was worthy of nothing but honesty and genuine love. But he didn’t.  Instead, he tossed the smoke aside. It hit the wall and fell, slowly dying out on the ground.

“I-” he started, unsure of how to continue. It was true. He used Kevin for his dad. But he didn’t really have a choice, did he? He was part of a machine. He wasnt just himself. He wasnt just Joaquin, who would’ve given Kevin all his heart and more. He was a Serpent, whose hands are rough and his heart isn’t owned by him. Who is not a human being.

“You should go.” he finally said, lifting his conflicted eyes from his worn out boots and to Kevin’s soft eyes. What else was he supposed to say? The truth? His feelings? These privileges were left for other people.

Kevin stared at him for a moment, and then laughed. Joaquin wanted to cover his ears. “Youre joking.” Kevin said, taking a step forward, a bewildered, angry smile still on his face. 

Joaquin wanted to punch him. To knock sense into this gorgeous boy who should have never gotten into this mess of a life in the first place. “Go. Find yourself some straight As quarterback and live a normal life. I was just using you. Theres nothing for you here.” he said, taking a step back, and felt like he wanted to break his own teeth saying things like that to Kevin. Here he was again, just giving Kevin more lies. He really couldn’t be who Kevin wanted.

“I-” Kevin tried to speak. This time, it was his turn to find no words. “I don’t believe you.” he decided, pulling that determined face Joaquin liked so much. “You can’t fake that.” he said, taking another step forward and motioning at the space between them with his hand. “And I don’t want a straight As quarterback. I want you.” he added, as if it made all the difference.

Joaquin took a step back, unable being this close to Kevin.  "Well, we can’t get what we want, Kev, can we?!“ he finally said, his temper rising, his brows knitting over his narrowed eyes. "Not all of us get to do and feel what we want to do all the time.” he said, glaring up at the taller teen. He hoped Kevin would leave. That he’d go and get over Joaquin and be happy and safe. Because the word is harsh and cold and people don’t always do good things. 

Kevin seemed to understand something. His eyes searched for something in the Serpent’s eyes. Something Joaquin didn’t know, but Kevin seemed to find.

The silence between them was suddenly filled with a new feel. Kevin’s face hardened with a decision he made in his mind. 

Joaquin didn’t have time to think what could it possibly be, before the taller one closed the distance. His large hands gripped Joaquin’s face with a new force, and his own nose stopped an inch from Joaquin’s. His intense stare moved from one brown eye to the other and Joaquin found himself not wanting Kevin to go. His cold fingers somehow snuck to wrap around Kevin’s torso, and he didn’t know who moved first, but suddenly their mouths crushed together, their chests pressed, their eyes closed.

Their lips moved hungrily, expressing everything they wanted to say but couldn’t. Their tongues fought a battle between them and their breaths passed between their open mouths, mingled. Together.

Kevin pushed them back, against the wall. Joaquin took control again, turning them over and pressing Kevin’s back to the stone. He kissed and sucked and bit, trying to convey to Kevin everything. Trying to explain. To apologize. To beg. To get closer.

Maybe, Joaquin would think later, maybe their story wasnt doomed to end. Maybe love was enough to hold them together like that, after all.

[A/N - its been a real long while since I last wrote any fanfic. Tell me what you think! ]

terrible wedding songs
  • voice from the back: Please play No Children, its going to be our wedding song!
  • john: That's a terrible wedding song
  • john: Ma'am I wish your wedding all the happiness, and I hope you stay married for a hundred thousand years
  • john: and the two of you, around the 90,000th year, are like "this is too long"
  • john: "I'm begging for the sweet release of death, but it won't come"
  • john: God damn that John Darnielle and the curse he laid upon this marriage, the hundred thousand year marriage
  • john: No one else is left on this burnt planet but us
  • john: This is called No Children, I want to discourage anybody from playing it at their wedding, even though people keep doing it and there's nothing I can do about it
  • john: I'm waiting for someone to say "we played it at our wedding, and the divorce lawyer was already there"
  • john: "he officiated the ceremony"
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me.
—  Labrinth “Jealous”

jensenadler  asked:

Slightly sad headcanon: Laurent is the first one to die. Not immediately, of course; there are years and years of peace and prosperity and raising children and grandchildren. Decades of endless happiness. But eventually age catches up to him; it's nothing violent, and there's no painful lingering, it's just his time. Laurent is okay with this though, he prefers it actually. This time he's not the one left behind.

you say this to me on this, the day of my daughter’s wedding??? honestly i used to think that damen would die first bc he’s a warrior, he takes risks and he’s older than laurent BUT THEN i realized that laurent would be left alone without damen just like he was left alone without auguste. So laurent’s gonna die first :’) and damen is gonna hold his hand :’) and they’re only gonna talk about the happiest moments :’) and they’re gonna say that they love each other :’) and damen is gonna tell him to wait for him :’) and laurent is gonna say “i always do” :’) and why am i crying

Liam Dunbar-Nightmares

Requests for almost any fandom open.

Warnings: fluff??? Nightmares

Can someone who reads this tell me how to make a master list and add things to it???

It had been a week since I found out
about the berserkers and Kate being alive. I think everyone has been a little on edge lately but this is really affecting my best friend Liam. I know he is new at this and he’s still a kid. Well I’m the same age but living in a place like beacon hills has caused me to grow up fast even if I am just human.

Anyway, I feel bad for Liam he is just new to this and he’s scared. He won’t admit it but I can tell. He’s been spacing out a lot lately, looking very tired, and he’s even had a couple of panic attacks recently.

I walked over to Liam and Mason. “Hey guys what’s up?” I asked causing Liam to jump slightly. I casually leaned into the lockers beside and kept an eye on Liam while Mason questioned “Just talking about our plans tonight wanna come with us and play video games at Liam’s house?”

“Sure” I said more to Liam than Mason just before the bell rang. I smiled at them and started to walk away when I felt a hand on my shoulder pull me back. “Hey ummm can you….. uh maybe.. walk with me t-to class?” Liam questioned me nervously.

“Ya Liam anytime.” I told him we walked to class in silence I couldn’t help but wonder what was wrong with him I felt bad and worried.

We got to chemistry together and sat down. I barely paid attention the whole time because Liam kept looking around and fidgeting.

When school was finally over I walked with Liam and Mason back to Liam’s house after I texted my dad.

To Dad:
Hey dad I’m walking to Liam’s house were going to play video games with Mason.

To Y/N:
Ok i’m not going to be home tonight so just don’t stay out to late or if you don’t want to stay by yourself you could stay with one of them if you want and go home tomorrow I’ll be back around 8 tomorrow night.

To Dad:
Ok thanks <3 love ya.

We all went up to Liam’s room since his parents worked a lot they weren’t here and since my single dad worked a lot we slept at each other’s houses a lot so we weren’t all alone.

I opened the door and flung my self on Liam’s soft bed and laid there face down until someone threw a remote controller at my head. “OWWWW that hurt!” I yelled at them. Mason gave me a cheesy grin while Liam had a guilty smile.

I grabbed the remote and glared at them. Liam turned on his Xbox and pulled a game. I looked up and “Mario cart really Liam?” I heard Mason say. “What it’s fun.” He tries to defend. I sighed and stayed quiet.

We played for three hours and I beat them 12 times. Liam beat us 9 and Mason only won 3. I laughed “Mason you suck.” I giggled throwing myself back onto Liam’s bed. “I gotta big day tomorrow so I’m gonna go.” I told them as I was gathering my stuff. “What could you possibly be doing tomorrow’s Saturday and we’re your only friends?” Mason scoffed. “Keep talking and we ain’t gonna be friends.” I sassed and Mason pretended to be hurt by that. “If you must know I have a big day doing nothing at all tomorrow so bye.” I said before I walked out the door.

“Oh and Liam, honey my dads not home so if your parents aren’t home or you’re lonely your welcome to come to my house later.” I finished I heard a quick “ok” and a scoff from my other best friend before I shut the door and started down the steps.

It was already dark as it was almost 11. So i walked home quickly. Luckily I only live 6 houses down from Liam so it wasn’t far. I opened my door and quickly locked it behind me. I ran around the house and checked all the other doors and windows and locked them except mine because that’s the one Liam climbs in.

Once I finished checking the house I grabbed a water from the fridge and walked up the staircase to my bedroom where I sat on my bed scrolling through Pinterest on my laptop. I got and idea and walked across my room to the speakers by the door. I turned them on loud enough to hear it from even downstairs but not make the house shake like usual. Since our house was the farthest from town on the block our closest neighbors couldn’t ever hear my music so I normally had nothing to worry about. I danced around the house with my hairbrush and belted lyrics to my favorite songs.

Skin on my skin, what a wonderful sin
Take your breath but you’re asking for more
The tip of my finger is tracing your figure
I say goodnight and walk out the door


I belted the lyrics of the chorus and continued the song until it was all the way over. After that I really started to get tired so I turned off my speakers set down my laptop and checked to see the time. It was already 12:30 so I decided it was time for bed. I laid my head on the pillow and slowly drifted off into a very wonderful dream about Jensen Ackles.

I was awoken to the sound a loud thud. I quietly and slowly reached for the pistol I kept under my pillow so my dad felt better about leaving me alone. I then stood really fast and held gun stance and pointed my gun at the window where i heard the thud.

“It’s just me” I heard a scared voice say. “Liam?” I said as I lowered my gun. “Yes please don’t shoot me.” “Sorry him i didn’t know it was you what’s wrong?” I said as I turned on my lamp and put the gun back under my pillow.

He walked over and sat on my bed with me. He looked weary. I grabbed his hand in mine and set it on my lap and held it trying to be comforting. “ Li Honey tell me what’s wrong.” “Mason left about and hour ago and i tried to sleep but every time I close my eyes I see the berserkers. Then I started thinking they got to you and I got really scared and ran over here as fast as I could I tried to get in to check on you quietly but I fell through the window. I’m sorry you shouldn’t have to deal with this….. with me.” His voice cracked at the end and my heart hurt so much he looked like he was about to cry.

He was so vulnerable I felt so bad. “Liam you mean everything to me I would do anything for you hon you should have told me you were scared I know it’s scary because I know what’s it’s like to feel like the worlds against you and there’s a big target on your back for no reason. I’m always gonna be here for you I’m lucky to have this beautiful person in my life you make me happy when no one else can you ever doubt yourself you come to me and I’ll pick you back up every time no questions asked. Liam hon you are so new to this being scared only makes you human. I love you and I want you to know it’s ok to feel this way. I’m right here with you every step of the way.” I whispered.

I pulled his head to my chest and he started softly crying into me. I leaned back with him at my side head in my chest and his body snuggled up to me while our legs where wrapped tightly and tangled together.

His breathing started to slow and right before he dosed out he whispered “I love you too.” Barely audible. I held him tighter and stayed awake the whole night watching him. I left the lamp on in case he woke up but he never did. Anytime he squeezed me or whimpered or started breathing heavy I held him tighter and ran my hand through his hair and that always calmed him down.

He woke up very early the next morning and looked up at me with a groggy smile. “Did you stay awake all night?” He questioned in a husky morning voice. “Ya” I told him quietly “I stayed awake so when you started to have nightmares I could calm you down.”

He leaned forward and cupped my face in his hands. “Y/n” he whispered “will you be my girlfriend. I grabbed his face and kissed him it was a slow passionate kiss like one I’ve never had. I felt right and I knew I was with the right person.

Rules: using only song titles from one artist/band, cleverly answer the questions and then tag 10 people.

i was tagged by @thatmissjo - thanks so much, darling!!

artist/band: taylor swift!
what is your gender: how you get the girl
how do you feel: everything has changed 
if you could go anywhere: welcome to new york
favorite mode of transportation: white horse
your best friend: stay beautiful OR new romantics
favorite time of day: 22, all night diner
if your life was a tv show: state of grace (haHA)
relationship status: clean
your fear: fearless

I tag: @tshifty @youhearisno @pawprintswift @house-in-the-backyard-trees @ampersands-and-guitars @amadmanwithapen @impossiblyeclecticduck @etherealpondsx @daysinthesuns and anyone else who wants to do it! i tag any and all of you :D

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: the lightning thief musical, aka the greatest piece of art/theatre ever created closed exactly two (2) weeks ago, and not only we don't have a bootleg, but there's also zero (0) chance of it going to broadway. also both the official instagram and actors are being very suspicious, giving us the feeling that there might be a tour coming, or even a sequel of the musical, but until then we are left with nothing but the cast album, that IS GOING TO COME OUT IN THIRTY-THREE (33) DAYS
To the tune of Guys and Dolls from Guys and Dolls
  • Sun: If you see a dude, stow away on a cruise,
  • Sun: You can bet, that he's doing it for some dooooooollll!
  • Qrow: If a guy and girl are fighting all the time,
  • Qrow: Chances are that the fight isn't the only thing on that guy's mind.
  • Neptune: When you see a guy, who can't dance for his life,
  • Neptune: But he's showing all of his moves at the baaaaaallllll!
  • Sun, Qrow, and Neptune: Call it sad, call it funny, but it's better than even money, that the guy's only doing it for some dooooooolllll!
  • Roman: When he's tired as hell from learning ASL,
  • Roman: There's no doubt he was learning it for some doooolllll!
  • Jaune: When a man takes night classes for the guitar,
  • Jaune: Chances are there's a dame, with whom he thinks, that he can go far.
  • Taiyang: When you see a dad, and he's hurting real bad, cause his wife died after his first love left him-
  • Roman: Neo, cut the music!
  • *Record Scrath*:
  • Taiyang, through tears: And then his 2 daughters left for school and one came back with one arm and the other left immediately after and the one that stayed is growing emotionally distant and he wants to find the words to say to fix her but nothing he tries is working and he goes to sleep every night feeling like a failure of a father because-
  • Roman: Take five, people! And someone get this blubbering mess some tissues.
Undertale - Starter Sentences
  • SPOILER WARNINGS AHEAD! Please proceed with caution. As always, feel free to change any pronouns/words to your liking.
  • "You're new here, aren'tcha?"
  • "Golly, you must be so confused."
  • "Hey buddy, you missed some."
  • "Is this a joke? Are you braindead?"
  • "You just wanted to see me suffer."
  • "Ah, do not be afraid, my child."
  • "Welcome to your new home."
  • "Here, take my hand for a moment."
  • "I should not have left you alone for so long."
  • "Surprise! It is a butterscotch-cinnamon pie."
  • "I want you to have a nice time living here."
  • "I have seen it time and time again. They come. They leave. They die."
  • "I am only protecting you, do you understand?"
  • "Hmph. You are just like the others."
  • "Attack or run away!"
  • "I know you want to go home, but..."
  • "I promise I will take good care of you here. I know we do not have much, but... We can have a good life here."
  • "My expectations... My loneliness... My fear... For you, I will put them aside."
  • "Do not worry about me. Someone has to take care of these flowers."
  • "Quick, behind that conveniently-shaped lamp."
  • "I will bathe in a shower of kisses every morning."
  • "Hmm... Maybe this lamp will help you."
  • "He's playing poker by himself. He appears to be losing."
  • "I can't be your friend!"
  • "I guess this means I have to go out on a date with you?"
  • "All that pressure to succeed... Really got to her..."
  • "You know what would be more valuable to everyone? If you were dead."
  • "You think I'm gonna be friends with you, huh?"
  • "We're gonna be best friends!!"
  • "Envision these vegetables as your greatest enemy! Now!! Pound them to dust with your fists!!"
  • "Uh, you know, like a robotic TV star or something."
  • "Now he's an unstoppable killing machine with a thirst for human blood?"
  • "Yes, she scrawls her name in the margins of the notes. She names programming variables after her. She even writes stories of them together, sharing a domestic life. Probability of crush -- 101%."
  • "Yeah, you gotta save your money for college and spiders."
  • "D-Dude... I can't... I can't take this anymore! Not like this!! Like, [NAME]! I like... I like, LIKE you, bro!"
  • "I found a gun in the dumpster!"
  • "He's like, my robot husband. He just doesn't know it yet."
  • "You've still got time. Don't live like me. I'm 19-years old, and I've already wasted my entire life."
  • "Never interact with attractive people."
  • "Why do people find him so attractive? He's literally just a freaking rectangle."
  • "Future? What future? I'll probably be trapped at this stupid job forever."
  • "This was all just a big show. An act. [NAME] has been playing you for the fool the whole time."
  • "All so you would think she's the great person that she's not."
  • "Nice day today, huh? Birds are singing, flowers are blooming..."
  • "We could be like... Like a family..."
  • "You really are an idiot."
  • "Killing me is the only way to end this."
  • "If you let me live... I'll come back. I'll kill you. I'll kill everyone you love."
  • "Don't you realize that being nice... just makes you get hurt?"
  • "Let's go to the garbage dump!!"
  • "She's so confident... And strong... And funny..."
  • "I'm just a nobody. A fraud. All I've ever done is hurt people. I've told her so many lies, she thinks I'm... She thinks I'm a lot cooler than I actually am."
  • "If she gets close to me, she'll... She'll find out the truth about me. ... What should I do?"
  • "Let's roleplay it."
  • "I kiss her back... S...softly... I... l-look gently into her eyes... I START HOLLERING!! [NAME]!!! I LOVE YOU!!! [NAME]!!! KISS ME AGAIN, [NAME]!!!"
  • "...WHAT did you just say?"
  • "You don't have to lie to me. I don't want you to have to lie to anyone anymore."
  • "[NAME]... I want to help you become happy with who you are."
  • "Anime is real, RIGHT?!"
  • "[NAME] and I finished our training early. Very early. So I sent her home. Very home."
  • "Is that your ex? Gee, that's rough, buddy."
  • "OH MY GOD. Will you two just smooch already?!"
  • "It's all your fault. It's all because you made them love you."
  • "Your life will end here, where no one remembers you..."
  • "No! I don't need anyone!"
  • "[NAME]... Do you know why I keep doing this? Why I keep fighting to have you around?"
  • "I'm doing this... because you're special. You're the only one that understands me."
  • "I care about you, [NAME]. I care about you more than anyone else in the world."
  • "I'm not ready for this to end. I'm not ready to say goodbye to someone like you again."
  • "I'm so alone... I'm so afraid... [NAME], I... I... I'm so sorry."
  • "I always was a crybaby, wasn't I?"
  • "I wish I could tell you how everyone feels about you."
  • "I understand if you can't forgive me. I understand if you hate me. I acted so horrible. I hurt you. I hurt so many people. There's no excuse for what I've done."
  • "Maybe... The truth is... [NAME] wasn't really the greatest person."
  • "You're the type of friend I wish I always had."
  • "Take a deep breath. There's nothing left to worry about."
  • Diane: Robert! Why aren't you at work?
  • Robert: What's the point?
  • Diane: The point is you need to keep yourself busy. Sitting round here feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to do any good. And nor is drinking yourself daft. (takes the glass away from him)
  • Doug: It's barely midday! Have some dignity, for heaven's sake!
  • Robert: Says the man whose best mate's a prize marrow.
  • Diane: Hey! I know you're upset, but there's no need to take it out on us. You'll need your family round you if you're going to get through this.
  • Robert: Yeah? What do you know about it?
  • Diane: Plenty. You're not the first person to have their heart broken.
  • Robert: Aaron was my whole life. Now I've got nothing. Except two pensioners pretending they know what it feels like. It's obvious you gave up ages ago. And if he left, it'd take you a week to notice.
  • Diane: That's enough. I might be old, but I can still give you a clip round the ear if you carry on.
  • Doug: Our relationship might not be perfect, but we're prepared to work at it. That's the trouble with you young 'uns. You've got no staying power!
  • Robert: I know, I know. I'm sorry. I just... I wish me and Aaron could have been more boring like you two. Not boring. Just... normal.
  • Diane: It's okay, pet.
  • Doug: Look, why don't I get you a coffee? Get you sobered up.
  • Robert: I'm all right. I need to be on my own. Get my head straight.
Angsty Starters
  • "This house doesn't feel like a home anymore. It feels... empty. And hollow"
  • "When you say that you love me I don't believe it"
  • "You're standing there watching as my heart breaks for you and you're doing nothing!"
  • "I'm giving up on you"
  • "I'm done with you"
  • "I'm done with letting you break my heart over and over again"
  • "I'm done with crying myself to sleep every night"
  • "I've cried all my tears for you and now... there's none left"
  • "I don't want to be in love with you"
  • "I don't want to be in a love with a man/woman who is watching as my heart breaks for him/her and does nothing about it"
  • "If I needed you, would you even try to save me?"
  • "You would let me walk away without a fight? You coward"
  • "I gave you my everything... and you don't even care"
  • "I would die for you but you.... you wouldn't even cry for me if I did"

liaragaming  asked:

I was looking through your Trespasser gifs, and there's a moment I've been looking for someone with fly cam to get a better angle on. After Solas kisses Lavellan, he stands and swings his left arm toward her (it's in the same shot, before he says his line) almost like he means to touch her and then stops himself? Maybe it's nothing, but it doesn't seem like a natural movement. He's already standing when he does it, so it's not from momentum. If you could take a look I'd be eternally grateful.

I know what moment you’re talking about, and the reason there probably isn’t really a better angle from most people is a mix of two things: 1) the best place to capture that movement is where all the shadows fall and every other angle is inferior and 2) the camera cuts right in the middle of his arm extending and then dropping, which ruins the possibility of one smooth solid gif. Here, let me show you:

(so I tried to upload large gifs and for some reason they don’t play despite the new limit and also won’t let me delete them so…ignore those stills.

>.> Tumblr I know you support 3 mb gifs now don’t fuck around with me. At least let me delete them god.

Anyway, these two demonstrate the direct cut in between those shots. Despite being in flycam, I’m still limited to when the game has cuts between shots, because my flycam will adjust depth automatically and, as far as I’ve seen, there’s nothing that I can do about it.

^ Last frame of the first shot, hand pulling away

^ First frame of the second shot, not pulled away yet.

It looks like his hand is grasping for hers, but it’s further to her right than that. I don’t really know why he swings his hand out like that, since he really is no where near any part of her body to touch or grasp. The only thing I can imagine is possibly an aborted gesture to offer her help up, or some other idea that was abandoned and not put into the scene. I like the idea of him wanting to help her up, but really, any extended physical contact is just presenting far too much of an opportunity for him to tempt himself to go against his plans. It’s best that he doesn’t touch her further than he already has.

:) Hope that helped!


WESTWORLD | 1.10 | Felix & Maeve

Are you sure you’re gonna be okay?

I love how aphobes wanna say that aces and aros don’t face oppression, then turn around and exclude them from pride parades because they’re “not LGBT enough”