but the video was so yeah lol

One of the first things Gerard says in that concert video is “My grandma’s here tonight…”

And it just gave me so many feels. Because, yeah, this was Bullets era, Helena was still alive back then. And it’s so cute that she would be there at their show, supporting her grandsons. Even though it’s a bar and they’re playing this post hardcore screamo shit and she’s like eighty lol

anonymous asked:

There were a couple videos of Eleanor there but she wasn't even looking at Louis , she looked so bored and uninterested lol

But what’s the point if she wasn’t even in one single pic…. 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:Eleanor was not there, people were mistaking Jessie Martin and Helene for her

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:If there’s something you learn about El*unor it’s that people mistake every single brunette for her. She was not there. Jesse Martin was in some snaps. Helene Horlyck was in some snaps. I think another assistant as well. And that’s it.

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:LMAOOOO if Eleanpr went to Miami we would KNOW that is the point of that oh so private relationship zkdhsjssj i can’t

Anonymous said to shadyshit91:I don’t remember seeing Eleanor in any videos or reading about anyone else seeing her. I’m pretty sure we would have gotten pics of her and Louis if she was there.

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Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.