but the second louis starts talking 'i think i.....'

Simon Cowell and Louis

I just listened to Louis’ interview with Matt Edmonson (x) after reading about Louis’ story about Simon apparently flying him out to Los Angeles to give him a telling off for having a couple of beers before a show. 

Aside from the fact that a story about a grown man flying an eighteen year-old boy across the world to have a one on one meeting is so incomprehensibly disturbing, there are a couple things that lead me to believe that while I don’t doubt that Simon called Louis into a private meeting in this manner, that there were many things about this story that weren’t true. This is purely my speculation based on having worked for a psychopath like Simon Cowell as well as having dated someone who was on the X-Factor with One Direction in 2010 and who told me a very similar story, so I’ll start with that. 

During Bootcamp, immediately prior to One Direction being formed, Louis and another guy from the boys category at Bootcamp bought a bunch of alcohol and threw a party. Because the boys category had multiple boys under 18, when they got caught both Louis and this other guy were in a lot of trouble and the other guy was told that they were both being kicked off of the show. This guy was not only kicked off the show and sent home immediately, but none of the footage of his auditions was included in the final cuts and you can only see him vaguely in the background. Louis, on the other hand, was probably given a very stern talking to, but they kept him for the taping of the end of bootcamp which he was apparently being cut from anyways until Simon Cowell “made a quick decision” and put One Direction together. This is one of the reasons I will never believe that the forming of this band was impromptu. So you’re telling me that Simon Cowell decided to put a boyband together that consisted of four 16-17 year-olds and then thought, “Oh I’ll add that 18 year old kid who gave all of them booze last night as well.” I don’t think so. 

If I were to guess, and this is purely a guess, I would say that Simon Cowell himself probably gave Louis an off-screen and completely unfriendly version of what he did to Zayn on-camera when he refused to dance at the auditions. Simon Cowell is not a nice man. He isn’t empathetic, and he doesn’t give a shit about anyone. So WHY would he put a kid who got busted for getting everyone drunk and another kid with aggressive stage fright into a band if he hadn’t already formed this band prior to bootcamp even starting? 

That being said, this story that Louis told is prefaced with him saying, “I don’t think I’ve ever spoken about it before…just thinking if I can…” which to me sounds like, “Give me a second to figure out a way to tell this horrible story about Simon Cowell in a way that doesn’t break my contract that says I can never in my life say a bad word about him anywhere in this universe.” 

Louis has mentioned that as the oldest member of One Direction he was the one who stood up to the label the most when they were just starting. As previously mentioned, I worked for someone like Simon Cowell and he refused to talk to groups of people about serious issues or problems. If he knew that a few of us were upset he’d corner us individually or take one of us out to dinner so that he could gaslight you into thinking that he wasn’t the problem, that the others were just influencing you because they were jealous or he’d give you a raise or a promotion. Simon Cowell is exactly the type of man to divide and conquer groups of people who are mad at him. Look at his circulating panel of judges. He has a few loyal minions like Cheryl Cole, but it’s not surprising that Nick Grimshaw who takes a couple jabs at Simon here and there didn’t last longer than a season. Simon is not the kind of person who likes strong-minded people and Louis “can’t bite me tongue” Tomlinson was probably as big of a thorn in his side as Dan Wootton made him out to be. I think the only hint of truth that Dan has ever written was that Louis was difficult for Sony to deal with. However, I don’t think this band would have had the success they had if it weren’t for them completely breaking the mould of a typical boyband and eventually demanding that they write their own music. 

What is so unsettling about this story is that it sounds like a classic story from a victim of emotional abuse. Like, “Oh I did something wrong and then I was punished in this kind of weird, but totally okay way.” The man I worked with who was the president of the company and used similar tactics made me believe that I was the problem in every situation to the point that when he eventually got violent the first thing I thought when he hit me in the face was, “Oh my god, I’ve made him so mad. How am I going to apologise?” I was 25. Louis was 18 when this story apparently happened. 18 when Simon Cowell began these little one-on-one meetings that lead to the visible transformation of a loud and flamboyant boy to (relatively) quiet skater boy Louis circa 2014. 

Simon was not One Direction’s manager. There was absolutely no reason for him to be talking to Louis alone like that. Not to mention that, legally speaking, I’m quite sure that a minor would have to have a guardian present for any such kind of meeting (pretty sure, but not positive), but Louis being the only adult would be the only one Simon could manipulate this particular way during the early days of One Direction. 

There is just something inherently sketchy and unsettling about this entire dynamic, and this story seems like a very sugar-coated version of something much darker. 

And that’s what I think about that.

TEACH ME | Chapter Six


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summary: :“Not now, Holland. I’m not in the mood of hearing your nasty comments.” you answer him back.
“If you really want to be noticed by Harrison we have to work together.”
You roll your eyes “So what’s your plan, Genius?”
Tom smirks “I’ll give you a few lessons about how to flirt with a guy, how to kiss, things you can say during a first date and so on.”

This is the penultimate chapter but don’t you worry because this story is not going to end… Lots of coming soon!

Teach me | Chapter 6

“Sorry Harrison. I really have to go, now” you say and, without any other explanations, you run away from his house.
You need answers and also a long walk to think about what has just happened. When you leave the house, you notice that it’s raining and you have forgot your ombrella at Harrison’s place so you stop at the nearest bus station and seat on the bench.
“Y/N?” A friendly voice calls you.
You look up and find Jacob giving you a confused look.
“Are you crying?” he asks again.
You touch your checks with the back of your hand to collect the few tears that escaped from your lashes.
“Oh, yes. I’m just nervous, and sad and I want to break everything” you explain.
Jacob gives you a sad smile and nods.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he seats next to you.
You sigh “No. Or maybe yes, I… I don’t know” another sigh “It’s about Tom”
“Let me guess, it’s about Tom and his lessons”
You look at him with wide eyes “How do you know this?”
He just chuckles “I was the first one to know about it. He called me up at 2am to tell me this odd idea. Of course I told him it was something extremely stupid, but he did it anyway”
Your gaze moves back to the pavement “Yeah, extremely stupid, just like me.” You say shaking your head “Jacob, did he tell you anything more about me?”
The Hawaiian boy blushes “Uhm, no, no. He just told me about the lessons and your crush on Harrison.”
“Didn’t he mention you that organized a blind date for Harrison with his cousin and they are now a couple?”
“He what?”
You nod.
“Oh, boy. Well, my advice is go and talk to him. I think he’s at his place.”
In that moment, you spot the bus coming.
You lift up and give Jacob a small kiss on the check “Thank you, Jacob. You’re a real friend.”
“That fin- Is that a hickey?”
You blush more than ever and your hand runs to cover your neck.
“Long story, maybe I’ll tell you another time”

The way to reach Tom’s house lasted twenty minutes. You don’t know what to say and how to behave around him. Should you face him? Asking for questions? Punching him in the face and then leave?
You stay in front of his front door with your fist in mid-air, unsure to knock it not.
“Oh, fuck it” you say between your teeth as you knock on his door.
You hear steps coming from behind the door and you’re jaw almost drops when you find a blonde girl opening the door.
“Hi” she welcomes you politely.
You look at her more carefully until you realize she’s the girl who was drooling over Tom the day before.
“Who’s there, Emily?” Tom says coming from the living room “Oh, hey Y/N” he smiles at you.
“You are a real piece of shit” you state looking into his eyes “Is she your new swag?”
Tom gives you a confused look “We’re doing a science project”
“Oh, yeah and maybe it’s an about anatomy, eh? Save it, Tom. I’m so done with you.”
“Emily, can you give us a second?” Tom asks the girl who’s even more confused than him.
“Sure” she says giving you a quick gaze.
“Can you tell me what the fuck is going on?” Tom closes the door behind his back and takes a few steps towards you.
“I should ask you the same thing” you scream as you feel your eyes filling with tears “I know everything, Tom. Harrison told me everything.”
Tom sighs and passes his hand through is hair.
“Please, tell me it’s not true.”
“Listen Y/N, I wanted to tell you but…”
“But what? You were having too much fun mocking me? Making me look like a stupid?” you turn your back but then you face him again “You know what? I was starting to feel something for you. I really thought we could work”
“Can you come in so we can talk?” he reaches out his hand but you avoid his touch.
“I don’t have anything more to tell you”
“But I do. And I want you to listen to me”
“I don’t have anything to listen to that comes from you.” you state, Tom swears he has never seen so much hate in someone’s eyes “I don’t want to see you again, I’m done”
“I did all this just for you” he yells “God, Y/N. You are so, so blind. I like you, I really do and Harrison was the only way to get closer to you. I wanted you to notice me, I wanted you to spend time with me so that you could understand I’m not the asshole you thought I was” he sighs “And then I introduced Harrison to my cousin because I knew that if you could choose between me and Harrison you’d pick him.”
You look at him astonished. Did he really just say that he likes you?
You open and close your mouth a few time, trying to find the right words.
“I’m not sure anymore I would have pick Harrison between the two of you”
“Is it too late to say ‘I’m sorry’, right?”
You give him a sad look “Definitely”

Violet’s house is in Regent Street. You’ve been there a few times and every time you are amazed by the beauty of her place. Her house seems to come out an IKEA catalogue. You knock on the door a few times, expecting to see your friend Violet but you find in front if you one of the most beautiful boy you’ve ever met.
“Can I help you?” he asks you with a shy smile.
“Uhm… yes. I’m friend with Violet, she told me she was at home so…”
“Yeah she’s having a shower, but you can come in and I can make some tea, you’re soaking. Didn’t you have an umbrella?”
You take a few steps into the house “If I had had one I would have used it, don’t you think?”
He chuckles “You’re right, I’m Louis, Violet’s brother”
“Oh sure, she told me many things about you” but not that you are so attractive, you think.
He smiles at you again as you look at him carefully. Everything was in fleck, his hair, his beard, the way his sweatpants contours his toned body.
“If you want you can tell me what you were doing without an umbrella under the pouring rain while we drink a cup of tea” he proposes.
“This is a really good idea”
Talking to Louis is one of the easiest things on heart, he listens carefully without interrupting you, he asks you a few questions from time to time to check if he understands correctly and then nods.
“Well” he starts once you finished telling him the story “Even I don’t like what he has done, but I can understand him. I mean, you’re really pretty, he just wanted to get your attention and he chose the worst way to do it” you blush like crazy at his compliment “But I think you should give him a second chance, I mean… by the way you talk I can say that you like him.”
“I thought I liked him but I feel betrayed by his behave, I think I need some time to reflect on this situation”
You hear Violet’s footsteps coming down the stairs and your friend’s voice talking to you.
“Sorry for the wait I was s- Louis Tomlinson how many times do I have to tell you not to bothering my friends?”
Louis raises his hands “To my defence, I was just doing your job while you were showering. Now I better get going, Harry’s waiting for me in Covent Garden” he stands up and gives just a quick gaze “It was a pleasure meeting you, Y/N. We should hang out sometime!”
You blush as you whisper a soft “Sure”.
Violet looks at you inquisitorial “Did you just flirt with my brother in front of me?”
“What? No!” you answer with a high pitch tone of voice.
“Uhm, fine. So, what happened?”
You explain again the whole situation but talking to Violet is not like talking to Louis. Violet is loud, distracted, and she interrupts you every three words.
“Well, I’m not surprised” she says with nonchalance “It was obvious that Tom has a crush on you. It’s like when you are at kindergarten and a kid pulls your braids: he’s mean to you because he wants to get your attention. And let’s be honest, Tom is a giant baby”
You sigh “What should I do?”
Violet plays with her hair and purses her lips “I think you have to take a break from him. I don’t like how he behaved. Try to focus your attention on other things. Or…”
“Or you can use the advices he gave you and find another boy”

Recently Read Fic Recs - 10/4/17

If you know of any good new fics, feel free to send them to me! I’m always looking for new fics to read :)

1. Things Gone Cold by MediaWhore (24k, G)

“your heart is warm for things gone cold.”— Sophocles, Antigone

With his soulmate’s thoughts about him written on his skin and the world’s eyes trailing his every movement, Harry Styles is having a bit of a rough time releasing his second album in peace. And that’s not even counting the breakup. Or the car crash.

2. hush. by Wankerville (41k, T)

“I don’t like you like that, Harry.”

“See,” Harry starts, Louis can hear the smile in his voice, “that’s where I think you’re lying.”

or an au where small towns suck, louis is losing it, and harry’s just too perfect.

3. No One Like You by myownspark (20k, M)

Dear Niall,

I was glad to have the chance to talk with you again at the AHA conference. Your idea that the Musee D’Orsay Tomlinson painting is in fact not a self-portrait is an intriguing one, and I may have discovered something that will have a bearing on that theory.

Some background: as you may remember, I’ve been researching for a book I’m writing about Harry Styles. I’ve been in communication with Styles’ last living descendant, who is in possession of a trunk that her family believed to have belonged to Styles himself. It held some personal items she presumes to be his, including two unmounted paintings and a small collection of letters.

Upon spending the last few days in Provins studying these items, I believe there to be a connection between Tomlinson and Styles, and I would very much like your opinion.

Are you up for a trip to France?

Liam Payne

Where Liam and Niall are art historians discovering the truth about two nineteenth century painters on opposite sides of an artistic divide.

4. Let’s Watch The Flowers Grow by shhhhharlotte (7k, M)

After finishing med school, Dr. Louis Tomlinson returns to his small hometown to give back to the place where his mother spent her last days. Dealing with recent loss and heartbreak make loving and opening up to people difficult, but something about Harry Styles makes it possible.

5. Feels Like We’re Falling In Love by absolutelynot (14k, E)

Louis knows he’s in trouble as soon as their lips meet. He had known from the second he laid eyes on Harry that he was different, that they were different. He had felt a deeper connection with him, within minutes, than he felt with people he’d known all his life. Kissing him just seems to solidify that what he feels is right. It makes Louis believe in all the things he’s never believed in, like soul mates and destiny.

Louis reluctantly accompanies Eleanor to the Bahamas for a One Direction concert, only to stumble across a curly haired boy that turns his world upside down.

anonymous asked:

so Im curious what people will think when Louis celebrates Freddie's second bday and he starts talking and calls him daddy and all? would you think he is gonna do this forever even tho he isnt the dad or you will think he is the dad and you were wrong

Oh, child, how many times will you send these same questions to blogs? I will never believe that Louis is his father. I am not wrong, and your attempts to shame me into accepting your version of things will fail every time. Please go occupy yourself making a collage of Freddie’s head to send to your two friends.

anonymous asked:

Why do you think does Harry's articles / quotes always sound like as if he left the band? It's always in past tense :( I know he loves the boys and he also said he'd never rule it out but idk I miss hearing him say that you know?

I think all of the boys have used similar wording? It’s not about “leaving the band” it’s about coming out of that space into the hiatus and thinking about the now and their solo careers. It’s similar to Louis saying he feels like he is starting over as a new artist, for example, or any of them talking about a second album. That’s how I read it anyway.

Harry has also been asked the least about the band from what I remember, so he kind of has his set answer he sticks to. The other boys tend to be asked more 1D questions and more direct and so their wording has been more varied.

onthiskindofthing  asked:

I'm truly, honestly so baffled by this liam situation. When i saw the pics i legit froze with my hand on my head for a good couple seconds. Not even babygate 1.0 got that reaction from me. This makes no sense. None. Was the press in her uterus??? How the heck could they have known for months that she was pregnant? Liam isn't even 25 yet and at the start of his solo career, why would he want a kid this early? He saw what "happened" to louis, you'd think je'd be more careful. What a MESS

Showbiz is very stunty. You’re talking about an industry populated by people who specialize in creating spectacles, telling stories and doing the ol’ Hollywood car wash on anything that doesn’t fit the masterplan. It’s always hard for us regular folks to wrap our minds around this. But major in real life celebrity stuntin’ and wild as hell baby drama has been happening since entertainment became big money. 

  • Passing off the child you gave birth to as adopted to avoid killing your career. (Loretta Young) 
  • Adopting kids as a PR move while being an absolutely horrible mother. (Joan Crawford)
  • Lying about who the babydaddy is to protect your career. (Diana Ross)
  • Lying about the babydaddy to protect the kid. (Bebe Buell)
  • Passing your child off as your niece to protect your career. (Janet Jackson, suspected) 
  • Faking the timeline of your pregnancy to match up with your fakelationship (Katie Holmes, suspected)
  • Publicly faking a pregnancy while your surrogate is pregnant. (Beyonce, Kelly Preston and Janet Jackson, suspected)

So as crazy as it seems, this kinda thing is not unheard of. Whatever the reason, celebs have a squad of people ready to assist in putting whatever narrative they want out there. Just watch it play out…  

anonymous asked:

Good morning, can you rec me a fic that is a hidden gem? Not well known but sooo good? I've had a bad night and already read so many fics, I'm desperate! Thank you!

Oh yes I have !!  You have to read all of these !

- Take My Breath Away There is a prestigious school in the British Royal Navy classified as Premier Delta - or as it is known by its flyers, 1D. These select pilots are an elite set of Naval lieutenants who are trained in the skill of aggressive aerial combat. They are instruments of war, trained in times of peace. They are dogfighters, relentless and fearless in their mission to protect their beloved country. From their lofty vantage, they are always watching, waiting, and ready to lay it all on the line.Lt. Harry Styles, call sign Sparrow, is a prodigy when it comes to flying. The owner of an unrivaled Naval pedigree, being a pilot was always written in the stars for Harry. With his trusty RIO, Lt. Niall Horan, Harry has made an unprecedented ascension in the ranks of the Naval aerial combat elite, and has been recruited to the esteemed Premier Delta flight school, carrying on his family’s legacy. What he finds there are unexpected friendships, perilous challenges, and something beyond what he ever thought possible. Because as his father had always told him, before the great Captain Styles went tragically missing in combat, you don’t fall in love with the sky, you fall in love with what keeps you on the ground. (153k)

- my heart’s a stereo (and this melody is meant for you) : Louis Tomlinson, an ex-boybander now stuck in the rut of a comfortable has-been, gets the chance to resuscitate his career when a pop star asks him to write a duet for her highly-anticipated comeback album. Through a chance encounter, he finds a quirky lyricist in Harry Styles, the curly-haired baker and former writer with an above-average sense of rhyme and inexplicable interest in personal questions.Or: the Music & Lyrics AU that no one asked for, in which Louis is Hugh Grant, and Harry is Drew Barrymore, and the slow burn is (hopefully) worth the wait. (122k)

- even with our oath : Though Harry is glad Liam cares about him, he also really hates that Liam cares about him. Liam’s coworker Louis really isn’t Harry’s type - he probably even listens to commercial radio, for God’s sake.In which Harry and Louis go to great lengths to appease Liam, Louis’s taste in music broadens dramatically, and Harry stops pretending to be a Huge Pretentious Douche all the time. (20k)

- Breathe Me : Louis is forced to attend a week long meditation retreat.  The meditation coach is not quite what he was expecting.Louis and Liam are songwriters.  Harry might be a giant hippie.  Niall plays guitar and Zayn is dark and mysterious.A Meditation AU, because that’s totally a thing. (25k)

- i wanna get dirty with you : “You good?”The man’s voice rang out like clear bells from a church tower, light and airy with a gentle rasp like a knife on toast. It took Harry a moment to realize he was talking to him.“Me?” Harry squeaked out, his voice a bit wobbly around the edges. “Just waiting for you to get settled, sweetheart.”This guy was a naturalist? The headmaster of an outdoor preschool? Harry felt a little woozy. Like he might collapse or propose. He wasn’t quite sure.**** Harry is a kindergarten teacher.  Louis is revolutionizing education–one child at a time.  A conference may be an unlikely place to meet someone, but somehow Harry finds Louis and Louis helps Harry find himself. (16k)

- Just Tell Me the Song and I’ll Sing It : Louis is an architecture student who can only think about the future. Harry is a baseball player who can only think about right now. Both are lonely for different reasons. Boybands bring them together.Or, this may just be a long love letter to Louis’ voice, I’m not sure.Based on the following prompt: Harry and Louis are university students who go to the same bar on the weekends. The bar has karaoke and Louis likes to sing Disney/Musical/Boyband songs sometimes. Harry thinks he’s cute so he starts singing Disney/Musical/Boyband songs and flirting with him while he’s on stage. (40k)

- We’re not friends, we could be anything : The next second, Harry is firing back, “If I wanted to kill you I could have just poisoned your fajitas.”Louis rolls his eyes. “Clever boy.”Harry feels his skin start to prickle with irritation. The way Louis talks to him, so condescending… Like he’s smarter than Harry… Fuck that.“I don’t have time for this,” Harry says. “Some of us have schoolwork to do. And jobs to get to. So if you’ll excuse me.”Harry doesn’t wait for a reply before he pushes past Louis, hoisting his bag further up his shoulder and rushing towards the door. No, not rushing. That would imply Louis is chasing him out. He walks to the door hastily.He’s not sure, but he thinks he hears Louis mutter “Fucking wanker” before the door to the flat clicks shut behind him.…Or, the one where Harry and Louis are unlikely uni flatmates who definitely don’t like each other and definitely won’t fall in love (even if Liam and Niall think otherwise). (80k)

anonymous asked:

hi im still not over wild and unruly. like retread it twice? haha! do you have anything new about them in the future? like anything? a scene or just some thoughts? id love to hear more about when Louis is in uni and Harry is not there. and when they visit each other what do they do? i just love them so much and would love to know anything :)))

well first of all, thank you for this message!!! I’m glad you like it! :)) 

we did answer a few asks about headcanons back when we first finished it, i don’t know if you saw!  if you scroll back through my wau tag you’ll find them all.  There’s stuff about like, their kids, and the proposal, stuff about when louis is in law school, a little about maggie and niall, too. 

I was just talking to Lexy, and neither of us have really thought about it in a long time.  This ask got me thinking about it a little again though, and it sort of kills me thinking about their first big, actual fight after Louis starts at Boulder.  Like it’s maybe second semester, early february, and they’re both a little heart sore about being apart after getting to see each other over the holidays and everything is starting to feel like a slog.  And it feels a little like they’re having a repeat of the fight at the bar before Louis left for Denver, except now they’re deep in the middle of being apart.  like, louis feels like harry is too attached to the ranch, won’t go to Denver enough even though it’s the least busy time of year for cow stuff.  And harry feels like he’s being tugged in so many directions and is slightly jealous about Louis’s new law school friends and is too embarrassed to admit it. And they’re yelling at each other over the phone.  Louis’s in his bed in the condo in Denver with his study materials everywhere and his laptop open and Harry’s in Roy’s office.  There’s a lull suddenly, they both go quiet for a few too many beats and then louis’s like “Did you hang up on me????” and harry’s like “What? NO!” and they both use the such a remarkably similar tone of indignant outrage that there is another beat of silence afterward and then they both start to laugh despite themselves.  And then Harry sighs and says, “I’m gonna… I’ll be there tomorrow.” And then Louis tears up ONLY A LITTLE. and whispers “good.” 

and things are fine!!! because they talk it out and they are so in love!!!!!! and they get to hug in the doorway for a longggggg time when Harry gets there.  a nice, long, comforting squeeze. <3 <3 <3

anonymous asked:

sorry for the random question, ive been asking around in the fandom and no one really has an answer and as a fellow louis girl im hoping you might. do you know if louis ever uses his head voice/falsetto when singing? i dont think ive ever heard it. also where do you think he ranks among the others as far as vocal ranges go?

please please don’t apologizing for asking questions! I love answering :)

get comfy love. I could talk about Louis’ voice for a year

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Preference #2: Realizes He Loves You

Zayn: I looked back at (Y/N) and saw her talking to Doniya and Waliyha. The day just started of, we had only been visiting mom for a few hours, and she was like best friends with my sisters already. I chuckled as mom came in and dragged my babe along with her to the kitchen. She would probably show her what kind of food I loved. Moms always looking out for you.

“Hey baby.” I came up behind her and pecked her cheek. She blushed as mom was standing right beside us, but I didn’t care.

“Zayn stop it, your mom’s here.” I chuckled and turned to kiss her fully on the lips. She gasped and pushed me away after a few seconds. Slapping my arm she turned to my mom and blushed while starting to talk with her again.

I can’t believe I got so lucky, she absolutely amazing. If  I didn’t know better I would think… well I would think I love her. Maybe it’s not that crazy, we’ve been together for a while now and she’s amazing. I honestly couldn’t picture myself with anyone else. I looked back at her, and I knew. She’s the one I have been waiting for all my life.

/because zayn loves his family/

Louis: I don’t know what came over me, but I saw her when we got out of the airport, and yeah we’ve been gone for four days but I missed her like crazy. So I ran, dropped my bags by Zayn and ran all I could towards her. Once her body came in contact of mine, I lifted her up and placed my lips on top of hers. She giggled through the kiss but I didn’t care.
The weirdest I can say though, is that when she pulled away and looked me in the eyes, I was in love. I knew that this girl is the one I want to grow old with and give her everything she wants. From the moon and back.

/because louis is not public about his relationship/

Liam: I watched her stand beside Gemma, laughing and singing along to the songs she learnt by heart. A smile broke out on my face and I probably looked creepy, but she was there and she was happy. After several break-ups I found the one I wanted to keep, and hold in my arms.

“Hi Liam mate, why you zooning out?” Niall asked from across the stage and shit the camera zoomed in as I blushed. She would see this now and realize how stupid I am.

“Because he got a special lady in the crowd…” Harry teased and poked me on the cheek. I slapped his hand back, and laughed a bit totally embarrassed.

“He’s getting some!”

“Shut up, zayn.”

I walked to the edge of the scene, and grinned huge when she mouthed at me. I love you too, I mouthed back.

/because liam looks cute smilling and therefor I made him smile so much/

Niall: I held my princess close as we swayed a bit side to side, the lakers game going on beneath us. Her hair was tickling my face, as I placed my chin on her shoulder and her back tightly pressed to my chest. I placed kisses up her neck, and after a while she started squirming.

“Niall the whole stadium is watching!” She whispered and pulled away, to stand by my side instead. I pouted for a second before her words registered, and I looked up at the big screen to see our faces. It was not the kiss cam or anything, it was just us. Typical to show me now that I’m Niall Horan from One Direction. I sighed and took (Y/N)’s hand, holding it tight mine.

“I’m sorry, I know you hate people watching us and I should have kept away-“ I didn’t get to finish as she pulled me in for a kiss. She smiled into it and bit my lip.

“You idiot, I don’t care as long as you’re there.” She sighed resting her head on my shoulder. I grinned and kissed her forehead. She defiantly was a princess.

“I love you, my princess.”

/because we all want to be called Niallers princess/

Harry: I laughed and threw my head back as Ed made another comment about the whole worst dressed situation. I heard giggling and squealing behind me, so I turned in the couch to see (Y/N) and mom looking at something on (Y/N)’s phone.

“What you doing?” I asked and they both looked up. (Y/N) quickly locked the phone and hid it in her pocket.

“Nothing.” Mom and her said on the same time. Yeah right…

“They’re looking at porn, Harreh. Let them be.”  Ed chuckled and watched as (Y/N) threw a pillow at his face, and nearly hit him.

“I’ll get it out of you.” I teased and walked towards them. Mom rolled her eyes and walked away but (Y/N) tried to escape before I could get her. I did catch her though, before she ran away and I threw her onto the couch with me on top of her. I knew she was ticklish, so I tickled her until she was begging and gasping for me to stop.

“We were just looking at photos of you two the fans took, Harry.” Mom said and came back with food to us all. I chuckled and looked down at those eyes I couldn’t get enough of. She was an angel sent to make me live again, she was everything I had.

“I love you Kitten, and will forever.” 

/because giggly harry is cute harry/

Preference #26: I Want Crazy(Hunter Hayes)


Harry: I’m booking my self a one way flight, I gotta see the color in your eyes…

It’s late almost midnight. Your sleeping in the massive bed that your meant to me sharing with Harry. He left for two straight months of promotions, signings, and talk show appearances. Getting along without him isn’t a problem, it just gets lonely without him. An irritating buzz brought you to consciousness, Unable to fully function you slap your hand around in bed until it lands on your phone. You managed to pick it up and lay it on your face. “Hello,” you answer groggily. “Y/N baby, wake up.” Harry’s voice woke you instantly. “Wha– What’s wrong?” He laughed. ‘nothings wrong. I’m coming home.“ You sat up looked at the alarm clock and screeched your head. "What are you talking about Harry?” A loud crackling came through the phone as if he dropped it. “We have two days off, and I booked the first one way flight home.” Usually management makes them stay close in case of weather delays, “Really? There letting you leave?” You wide awake now. “Yes, I cant wait to see you. I miss you so much you have no idea.” The familiar sounds of an airport terminal could be heard clearly. “I miss you to Haz…” Excitement rushed through your body, in less than ten hours you would get to see Harry. “I’ve go to go, my flights boarding. Ill see you soon alright, get some sleep. I love you” HE hung up quickly. There’s no way you would sleep until he was laying right next to you.

Liam:  You cant undo a fall like this, cause love don’t know what distance is…

“I know your home Y/N please open the door. I wanna talk to you.” Liam begged outside your house. It’s not fair what he’s doing, you fell for him. Hard. And now he’s just going to leave. “Liam, there’s nothing to talk about. Go home forget about all of this, it’s just a fling remember.” You quoted him. You had over heard him talking to someone on the phone, 'She’s just a fling, you think I want to end up like Zayn?’ “Please let me explain.” His persistence was starting to annoy you. You got off the couch and stormed over to the door. “What!!” You yelled at a very shocked Liam. “I didn’t mean what I said.” Tears started to pool, just looking at him made your heart race. “I don’t know why I said that. You mean so much more to me than a fling.” He stepped toward you, and shut the door behind him. “Even if that’s true, your leaving.” You snapped. Everything about him was going to make it impossible to forget about him. “I don’t need you to break my heart Liam.” He took another step and brought his hand to your face. Your chest pressed against his. “That’s the last thing I want to do. Yeah, I’m leaving. But you cant pretend you don’t love me. It doesn’t matter how far away I am, nothing will change that I love you.” He pressed his cold lips hard against yours. He kissed you the way no one else could. It brought butterflies to your stomach, and made you weak at the knees. It’s true there is no way around it. Your madly in love with him.

Niall(Requested): I don’t want easy, I want crazy. You with me baby, lets be crazy…

Ever since you were little you heard the voices, they would tell you to do things, or sometimes just talk. You thought they were normal until you started to see things when you were 10. After months of therapy and visits to “special” doctors, you found out you had Schizophrenia. Since then you have been on a strict regimen of medications. When you met Niall, you told him about it. He thought it was strange for a while but after talking about it, he said that it didn’t matter he loves you no matter what. Niall was gone touring, he kept insisting that you come with but you had school, and work so you couldn’t. After all theses years, taking your meds was really starting to take a toll on you. Your always tired, you usually don’t sleep well, and they make you want to eat everything. After you stopped taking the you felt fine, better than fine. Today you cleaned the whole house and was finishing up the last bit of laundry when you heard something. 'Y/N’ it sounded exactly like Niall .you turned around, “Niall?” No one answered. It must have been your alert tone. Except that wasn’t the last time you heard it. All night the voices got louder and louder. 'Y/N’ the screamed at you. You just ignored it. The voices were a small price to pay to feel alive. Except it got worse and worse day after day. Today things were different, every now and then you would see things out of the corner of your eye, someone walking or someone standing there. You sat on the couch and focused n the floor in front of you. “If I can just concentrate hard enough it will go away” you thought. You closed your eyes trying to force them out. "Y/N! Y/N!“ His voice was closer now, it was getting harder to ignore. "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!” You screamed looking up at where the sound was coming from. He was there, Niall stood right in front of you. “Niall?” He looked worried, his eye brows furrowed. He didn’t say anything just studied your face. “Are ya ok?"  He said after a moment of silence. "I thought so,” You confessed embarrassed at the though of what you must have looked like. He basically ran into the bathroom, raiding the medicine cabinet. “When’s  the last time ya took yer meds?” HE asked carrying in a tray of orange and white bottles. You didn’t say anything, its obvious you haven’t taken them, you just hung your head. He kneeled in front of you, his hands on your cheeks. “I knew I should have brought you with me. Princess ya have to take yer meds, I want ya to be healthy.” He just didn’t get it, you feel like a vegetable when your on them. “I don’t feel alive… I’m crazy Niall, ill never be normal.” You whispered looking into his bright blue eyes. “If that’s the case I don’t want normal. I want you, crazy er not. Tomorrow we’re gonna to find a doctor that can help you. Ok, all I want is fer ya to be ok.”

Louis: I don’t want just another hug and a kiss good night, catchin’ up calls and a date sometimes…

You and Louis have been kinda dating for a while, not anything serious. At least to him, after all the time you spent with him, you honestly felt like you loved Louis. He so fun to be around, he always was so interested in what you had to say, he's unreliably talented, and gorgeous. When ever he’s in town he will call you up and you guys would hang out. Tonight he brought you to dinner, and a movie. He is always a perfect gentleman, opening doors, and pulling out your chair. “You look beautiful tonite.” He complimented as you walked side by side with him. It was only a short distance to the car, and its nice out so you walked slowly in efforts to draw out the little time you had left with him. His hand brushed the back of yours, one of his fingers wrapped around the side of you hand, before he held it. Your hand fits snugly into his. He was being so shy tonight on any other day he has no problem just grabbing your hand. After he drove you home he walked you to the door. “I had a lot of fun tonight,” He was acting off tonight. Usually he is so loud and happy. “Are you ok Lou?” You asked holding his hand again. He wasn’t ok you could tell. “No I’m not ok.” He started. “I’m not ok, because tonite your gonna give me a hug and kiss goodnight. Then I wont see you or talk to you again for weeks. I cant do this anymore, I want to wake up next to you every morning. I want you to be in the front row of all of my shows. I love you and I cant play this game anymore.” Before you could think, you were kissing him. Your tongues intertwining, only stopping for a brief second. “I love you too Louis.”

 Zayn: The world makes all kinds of rules for love I say you gotta let it do what it does…

Every one tells you your too young for him. He’s turning 21 soon, and your just turning 18. There’s nothing wrong with that. Is there? He is slouched on the sofa, clicking through channels. He watched you as you shuffled past him, and sat down facing him. Your clearly upset about something. He stopped clicking and turned his head toward you. “What’s wrong?” He asked, using his tattooed arm to pull you next to him. “It’s all these people on Twitter.” You groaned "What’d I tell ya about readin all that.“ He interrupted. His hazel eyes focused on you . "But what if their right Z?” You asked. “About what?” His fingers traced circles on your leg. “They say I’m too young for you.” You admitted “What if there right?” His fingers moved quickly from your leg to your chin, forcing you to look at him. “Do you love meh” He asked his gaze flicking back and forth between your eyes. “Yea, of course I do Zayn but…” He stopped you with  quick kiss. “And I love you. So nothin else matter. Age is a numba, forget their rules. Its just you and meh.” He said kissing you again and resting his head on your shoulder.

Requested by crazyalic3  

I hope you don’t mind I change it a bit. I just couldn’t think of anything for each of the boys.