but the rest is okay

  • everyone: go to the doctor
  • me: *my bones sticking out of my body and my eye plops out* no it's okay a warm bath and bed rest is all i need =)

anonymous asked:

obviously i'd enjoy it if you and your Sir were to live long, happy lives together (and together with others as you have) - but do you think you'll view the physical scars he's given you in a different light should you ever part ways permanently?


Interesting question. I love @mister-tex very much, but in all the play that I do, I take that kind of thing into consideration. I deliberate for months if not longer if I want a certain piercing or tattoo, and the scars that result from play are no different. I consider, “is this something I would be okay with having on my body the rest of my life?”

The first set I received were sort of an accident. We knew they would last a while, but we did not think they would be around for as long as they have. They remind me of the intimacy of that play and the relationship I have with my Sir. And if something were to happen, for a time they would be a painful reminder. But ultimately it stands for a specific period in my life and part of my pathway of submission and I don’t think I would regret having those marks. They have meaning outside of just the relationship itself.

I still keep many tokens from past relationships because I have come to terms with how things ended, but still appreciated the purpose of the item. For example I still use a set of engraved pet bowls I got from my last Dom before Mr. Tex. While at one time they meant I was his pet, now they are just a fun pair of bowls to eat from when I am doing petplay. 

I also recently obtained a new mark on my back. Sir left a single scalpel mark “l” on my back to stand for our first anniversary. Very deep in my back too so it should last even longer. Unlike the first scars, this one has more specific meaning and purpose. But it is small, and again if something happened I would likely forget about it due to where it is located, or have it serve as a pleasant reminder of days gone by. 

Generally I am not the sort of person who regrets relationships. Sometimes I am upset about wasted time, or wasted energy, but I try to look at things as a learning experience. Without those stepping stones and paths that those relationships lead me down I would not be who I am today, and I can’t imagine wanting to be any different. Even when those things hurt, and they cause me pain to remember at times I still grew and became more of who i was. So even if something were to happen to my relationship I would be thankful for the memories and experiences, scars and all. 


merlin-bones-strider  asked:

I don't care what it's about but I need more of ota and his little sister l. You draw ther so cute!!!

i got chu fam :^)

otabek’s sister (x) (x) (x)

an ode to the theatre kids i guess

To the twelve year olds that seek out 17th century French literature because they want to read more about Enjolras and Grantaire.

To the kids reaching for biographies about the guy that they once thought was a president to learn the other side of the Reynolds Affair.

To the kids ambitious enough to open War and Peace, in hopes of hearing the electropop opera from an ancient book.

To the kids that have a new thirst for knowledge,

Because they know how lucky they are to have access to it.

Because they know that there are so many naughty girls who don’t get books.

Or boys that can’t afford to sell or read the papes.

Because they know it’s a hard knock life.

And they’re alone in the universe.

To the kids that need to be reminded that you matter to me and you will be found.

Maybe they don’t listen learn to sing from their governess,

Or to fly.

Maybe they just learn that life could be beautiful,

As they sit on their school bus, wondering if there’s enough hope to get through Krises and Heathers and Gastons.

Maybe they wish for a supercomputer or a Grimmerie.

Maybe they’re older and feel pretty or that something’s coming.

To the daughters that see an extra speck of joy in everything,

That hum laments when they develop colds,

And ballads when reprimanded and sick of swimming.

To the sons that wonder if there’s a possibility of a brighter life,

If they won the lottery and became rich men,

Or took their fears and turned them off.

This is to the theatre kids.

Raise a glass, you bet your ass,

To the theatre kids.

Because they’re writing the orchestrations and soundtracks of your future.

Seriously, some of y'all maknae line stans are so annoying. This could be the chance for J-Hope, the best dancer of BTS (that was literally said by all of them) to go to Hit The Stage but no. The maknae line has already a lot of opportunities compared to the hyung line and you don’t even want to give the hyung line a chance to show what they can do.