but that's just how relevant to me it is ;~;

me when i have to accept the crushing reality that bismuth will never come back unless its plot relevant because thats how these writers treat their black coded characters

me when i gotta accept that im also desperate for bismuth’s return and i just want the poor gem to have some proper acknowledgement and closure so i convince myself that she’s coming back waiting for the inevitable anger and disappointment to hit me like a bus

Ed Sheeran sentence starters
  • "I saw a shooting star and thought of you."
  • "You were lying next to me, I looked across and fell in love."
  • "If you wanna put this on me, that’s fine, I never blamed you for anything at all."
  • "The world looks better through your eyes."
  • "It's only been one night of love and maybe that is not enough."
  • "If I fall for you, would you fall too?"
  • "It's not a homeless life for me, it's just I'm home less than I'd like to be."
  • "I haven't slept for the past week, two hours ain't enough for me."
  • "I'm drunk off last nights whisky and coke."
  • "You can stay with me forever or you could stay with me for now."
  • "Outside the day is up and calling, but I don't have to be so, please go back to sleep."
  • "Never been better since all the therapy."
  • "And you know, if I let you go, I'll still keep you safe."
  • "You are the one I fall asleep with but never wake up to."
  • "The worst things in life come free to us."
  • "I wanna be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed."
  • "What didn't kill me, it never made me stronger at all."
  • "I know I'll never hold you like I used to."
  • "I'll be drunk again to feel a little love."
  • "I know you'll never love me like you used to."
  • "I found your hair band on my bedroom floor, the only evidence that you've been here before."
  • "I don't drink like everybody else, I do it to forget things about myself."
  • "There's no chance that we'll work it out."
  • "I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied."
  • "Everybody said we'd be together forever."
  • "Everything's great and everything's sure, but you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus."
  • "Pain is only relevant if it still hurts."
  • "If I was gonna go somewhere, I'd be there by now."
  • "I should ink my skin with your name."
  • "I should run you a hot bath and fill it up with bubbles."
  • "You should never cut your hair 'cause I love the way you flick it off your shoulder."
  • "You will never know just how beautiful you are to me."
  • "Maybe you're hoping for a fairy tale, too."
  • "This is the start of something beautiful."
  • "And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm."
  • "I'm out of touch, I'm out of love."
  • "I think I love you better now."
  • "Playing a different show every night in front of a new crowd."
  • "Let me sing and do my thing and move to greener pastures."
  • "You need me, man, I don’t need you."
  • "Never be anything but a singer-songwriter, yeah."
  • "People think that I’m bound to blow up."
  • "I haven’t got a house, plus I live on a couch."
  • "They say I’m up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator."
  • "Settle down with me, and I'll be your safety, you'll be my lady."
  • "I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet."
  • "Give me love like her, 'cause lately I've been waking up alone."
  • "All I want is the taste that your lips allow."
  • "Give me love like never before, 'cause lately I've been craving more."
  • "It's been a while but I still feel the same... maybe I should let you go."
  • "Another love that's gone to waste."
  • "If I kissed you, will your mouth read this truth?"
  • "Darling, how I miss you."
  • "You made me scream, but then I made you cry."
  • "Maybe you should learn to love her like the way you wanna be loved."
  • "I never told her that I liked the way she dances slightly out of time and pretends she knows the words to a song she's never heard."
  • "You’re not her, though I try to see you differently."
  • "I will try to find another one who suited me as well as her."
  • "We never even tried, we never even talked, we never even thought in the long run."
  • "Whenever it was painful, whenever I was away, I’d miss you."
  • "I didn't mean to break your heart."
  • "Everybody falls apart sometimes."
  • "I know you've found another one, but won't you just hold me tonight."
  • "They don't know we don't speak anymore."
  • "I will stop trying to fall in love again... it never works out anyway."
  • "But I am not anything like I was."
  • "I don't wanna lose a lover and friend in one night if that's alright."
  • "I shouldn't have fucked with your mind and your life too many times."
  • "I never meant to sleep around, I was just lonely."
  • "When I see my future, it is with you."
  • "We're not friends, nor have we ever been."
  • "If they find out, will it all go wrong?"
  • "We're not friends, we could be anything."
  • "Friends don't treat me like you do."
  • "Tell me that you turned down the man who asked for your hand 'cause you're waiting for me."
  • "I know, you're gonna be away a while, but I've got no plans at all to leave."
  • "Just promise me, you'll never leave again."
  • "Just promise me, you'll always be a friend."
  • "Everything changes, but we'll be strangers if we see this through."
  • "I've been sat with you for most of the night, ignoring everybody here."
  • "Don't you worry if I disappear."
  • "I'm not really looking for another mistake."
  • "I was never looking for a friend."
  • "Maybe you could swing by my room around ten, baby, bring a lemon and a bottle of gin."
  • "Baby, if you wanted me then you should've just said."
  • "Maybe we'll go together and just figure it out."
  • "Trust and respect is what we do this for."
  • "You didn't need to take him to bed that's all."
  • "I never saw him as a threat until you disappeared with him to have sex of course."
  • "It's not like we were both on tour, we were staying on the same fucking hotel floor."
  • "I wasn't looking for a promise or commitment, but it was never just fun and I thought you were different."
  • "This is not the way you realize what you wanted."
  • "It's a bit too much, too late if I'm honest."
  • "Getting high as two kites when we needed to breathe."
  • "I'd disappear, you'd call me selfish, I understand but I can't help it."
  • "So we can either deal with the pain and wait to get on a plane."
  • "You should go, 'cause I ain't ever coming home."
  • "I've been livin' on the road, but then again you should know."
  • "You won't ever be alone... wait for me to come home."
  • "Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul."
  • "When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me."
  • "How'd I get so faded?"
  • "I feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream."
  • "I've been looking for a lover, thought I'd find her in a bottle."
  • "I'll be feeling this tomorrow."
  • "You look so wonderful in your dress, I love your hair like that."
  • "We are surrounded by all of these lies and people who talk too much."
  • "You got the kind of look in your eyes as if no one knows anything but us."
  • "All that you are is all that I'll ever need."
  • "Just don’t expect me back this evening."
  • "I love him from my skin to my bones but I don’t wanna live in his home."
  • "I was raised to keep quiet."
  • "I don't wanna hate you."
  • "I kind of knew you liked the dude from private school."
  • "I knew he had his eyes on you."
  • "He's not the right guy for you."
  • "Don't hate me 'cause I write the truth."
  • "I would never lie to you but it was never fine to lose you."
  • "I'm just disgusted with the skeletons you sleep with in your closet."
  • "Fact is you're mad at me because I backtrack so casually."
  • "You're practically my family, if we married then I'll guess you'd have to be."
  • "Tragically our love just lost the will to live, but would I kill to give it one more shot? I think not."
  • "I don't love you, baby, I don't need you... I don't want you anymore."
  • "I'm not cut out for life on the road 'cause I didn't know I'd miss you this much."
  • "I guess I'm not the man that you need."
  • "Ever since you went to uni, I've been sofa surfing with a rucksack full of less cash and I guess that could get bad."
  • "When I broke the industry, that's when I broke your heart."
  • "I was supposed to chart and celebrate, but good things are over fast."
  • "I tend to turn you off and switch on my professional features, then I turn the music off and all I'm left with is to pick up my personal pieces."
  • "Success is nothing if you have no one left to share it with."
  • "I know you have a day job, but mine is 24/7."
  • "I still love you and I need you by my side if I could."
  • "The irony is if my career and music didn't exist, in 6 years, you'd probably be my wife with a kid."
  • "I'll die from a thrill, go down in history as just a wasted talent."
  • "Eventually I'll be fine, I know that it was never meant to be."
  • "These things happen for a reason and you can't change shit."
  • "Take my apology, I'm sorry for the honesty, but I had to get this off my chest."
  • "I will be loving you 'til we're 70."
  • "People fall in love in mysterious ways."
  • "I fall in love with you every single day."
  • "For four years I never had a place to stay."
  • "At 16 years old, I moved out of my home."
  • "I tattooed the lyrics onto my arm."
  • "I'll hold ya and you'll think of him."
  • "I'll never trust you again, you can just be a friend."
  • "If we should die tonight, then we should all die together."

i honestly can’t help but like. hate everyone that says stuff like ‘classic comics were the best! i miss the old days of comics, the originals!’ or in general i can’t like people who hang onto old characters. this is a radical idea but in my eyes we should get a new wonder woman, a new batman, a new superman and stick with them rather than it being temporary.

why? because yeah, sjw bullshit from me again, because these ‘classic’ characters and representations are the same bullshit: white cishet abled people. whenever people bash on new characters and want the old ones back i just stare because the old ones are just white, cishet people everywhere. there were SOME comics, sure (the authority comes to mind) but 99% were just like this. 

also it’s like.. super obvious whenever people complain about how comics are ‘ruining characters’ and ‘it’s too new’ it’s always about diverse titles. and it’s not just ‘hate’. this gets comics cancelled and we keep “going back” (see where i’m going with this?) to this stale narrative with repetitive white, cishet, abled heroes everywhere. if the comic industry is going down it’s because of both the writers and the fanbase’s inability to move on from the same ‘standard’ hero into a more inclusive narrative.

anonymous asked:

I was thinking and Dan's part about not hating the people who try to enforce gender rolls and say dumb heteronormative things but rather feeling bad for them? Very relevant to the way he used to act too. Poor internalized homophobia Dan that's a real shitty situation to be in I know firsthand :( I'm happy he's happy now in who he is and how people may perceive that

it just makes me so happy that dans become so comfortable in himself after having to deal with homophobic bullies and shit on and offline it makes my heart go ✨🌈

anonymous asked:

It's kinda weird how you went out of your way to bring up the race of the people you met. Don't you think it's better to just see people as people? Their race didn't seem relevant.

Last time I remember, I wasn’t treated like “people” when I got stopped twice on my trip to America for two-three hours.

So yes, I will definitely emphasize the importance of it, because they treated me like people.

anonymous asked:

hey ben. i need to VENT im so pissed off at that "say no" ad thats on for marriage equality where they're literally talking about kids being able to choose their gender and using that as an argument for saying no to maRRIAGE EQUALITY????? i TOOK ONE PHILOSPHY COURSE IN UNI AND EVEN I CAN SEE HOW FLAWED THAT ARGUMENT IS. IT HAS LITERALLY NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ISSUE AND THEY'RE JUST TRYING TO RALLY ALL THE RIGHT-WINGERS BY USING ANY AND ALL ISSUE THAT ANGERS THEM REGARDLESS OF RELEVANCE. FUCK


Percy Jackson Opinion #2

Ok so Uncle Rick does a great job incorporating real life issues into his books but one that I felt was totally left out and could have been a great story line was Frank learning to be confident in himself and learning to love himself. He could even have had it so that Hazel helped him to accept himself. It is totally a relevant and somewhat underrated issue with teens nowadays and do not try to tell me that Frank Zhang did not struggle with self acceptance and love. I mean the kid was so insecure in SON that he asked Percy something along the lines of if he was ashamed that Frank was related to him. I just feel it would have been such a better storyline if we truly got to see how Frank learned to love himself instead of him getting a major body “upgrade” and boom, he’s now confident! Anyways I guess thats all, now if you excuse me I’ll be shedding some tears for this storyline that had so much potential but never happened.

Part of the reason i am so skeptical about “This is just about cishet asexuals” is that its often said in conjunction with “SAM is AWFUL DON’T USE SAM”

and here is the thing, before this discourse started, I rarely used the SAM (Split attraction Model) to talk about my orientation with others. I identified mainly as asexual.  Thats the identity that is most relevant to me. I don’t quite know how people feel attraction because ive never experienced it. Ive rarely felt something kind of like attraction, but it feels like its something ive made in my head because I want to feel attraction, and wanted to have crushes, rather than something i just feel.  But i did want to and hoped to form a meaningful romantic Significant other relationship someone, because i wanted that kind of relationship in my life, and I didnt have a preference on gender, though in my imagination i fantasied about it being with another woman. so privately i sometimes used to think maybe “panromantic” fit as well but it wasn’t as salient an orientation as my asexuality, so if asked i would say “Im asexual” until asked further.

 The discourse FORCED me to use SAM explicitly (eg. like putting it on my blog description) and constantly because their (wrong) understanding of asexual and tendency to assume asexuals are straight (which is not true, in the AVEN 2014 survey only 22% of aces identified as heteromantic, 78% were not heteromantic,) . started identifying on tumblr using the SAM  to stop being mislabelled straight, and mislabeled a “heteromantic ace” and to constantly stop be harassed, treated with hostility or basically have my opinion or personal experiences immediately discarded (and sometimes mocked) because it wasn’t immediately and accessibly obvious i was their definition of the “right kind of ace.”

and then the same people whose behaviour forced me to use the SAM more when opening my mouth because they would jump on me for being “ace” without elaborating further,  started saying “Don’t use the SAM”. >???/

If i don’t use SAM and just call myself ace, which is what i WANT to do, it was easier just having to say “Im ace” , I’m gate-kept out of the community, EVEN as someone who has the desire and capacity to be in a romantic or “significant other” relationship with another woman.?? 

That’s why i don’t trust “we only don’t want cishet aces,” that’s why i feel like there is a large portion that doesn’t really consider not having attraction to anyone as a “real” orientation, because they don’t understand it or are working of a wrong definition. because they dont want me to use the SAM and if i don’t use the SAM I am an easier target to gate keep, or I am forced to chose what they consider a more “acceptable orientation.” and erase my asexuality completely.. and that feels to me like its about erasing or kicking out all aces.

Avengers Sleepover (ft. bucky)
  • Tony: guys we should play a game
  • Natasha: you're all stupid
  • Clint: what game?
  • Tony: um i don't know
  • Wanda: how about truth or dare
  • Steve: you're such a girl
  • vision: shut up steve
  • Bucky: when can i go home
  • Tony: okay fine we'll play truth or dare gosh
  • Wanda: yAy
  • Bucky: *pouts in the corner*
  • Natasha: *glaring at bucky*
  • Tony: okay who wants to start
  • Clint: how about me
  • Bruce: are you even relevant anymore?
  • Natasha: why would he be jealous?
  • Clint: *regrets life*
  • Steve: *laughs*
  • Clint: sTOP laughing steve we all know you love bucky
  • Bucky: i want to go home

So yesterday, we had a bunch of newbs from a new realm come visit our practice. And at least 2, maybe more, were trans. and it was a weird sort of pride thing for me, that I had, on my own, turned a group of white male nerds (anyone whos been in a group for them knows why thats relevant) into a safe space for trans kids.
And it was just because of me being out and present. At this point, most of the realm has been here for only a year or two, and to them, that’s Just How It Is. I’m involved in the way the realm is run so none of our newbs can really protest that.
We had exactly one pronoun incident and I basically shut it down before it could even become a problem, and afterward it was just a funny story. It feels nice to know that because of the work I put in, an entire group of trans kids that had no idea what they were doing felt safe coming to fight and want to continue

anonymous asked:

I had a bit of a shitty morning (not that that's in any way relevant) and just wanted to know if you would share your Smaurent or Nicaise hc's? They always cheer me up.

smaurent used to sneak into the palace kitchen and steal pastries and sweetmeats, and sometimes he would climb up onto the counters and watch the chefs bake. auguste taught him how to juggle with oranges, which is partly where laurent’s love of oranges comes from. smaurent would NEVER knock on auguste’s door when he snuck into his room at night which is how he walked in on auguste and a girl he had snuck in and was GROSSED out when he saw boobs.

nicaise probably loved sweets too but he didn’t indulge in them bc he didn’t want to be viewed as childish, but laurent caught him scarfing them down once so he would sometimes leave him a pastry, and would just smile when nicaise would be extra nasty to him after. part of why nicaise was so horrible to damen was bc we all know how much he truly loved laurent, and like laurent, he didn’t trust damen at first. nicaise and laurent would sometimes run into each other on a balcony or in the gardens at night and they wouldn’t talk, just sit there in silence and just be with each other.

you're not obligated to respond to anyone's responses on your post. i have loads of stupid as hell responses to all sorts of popular texts posts i've made. if they're not relevant or i don't have the energy i just ignore them. that's how you enjoy this website -- when you post things people aren't always gonna like what you have to say. that's just how the world works and it's good to acknowledge that

DisabilityFest 2017: Yusei Fudou from Yu-Gi-Oh! 5Ds || post-traumatic stress disorder

“But they still regard me as their friend! They smile at me without saying a word! What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to atone for them?

[Description: Picset of 6 pictures of Yusei, including him watching Kiryu’s arrest, being held by guards at the detention center, talking to Aki’s father, during the final fight with Rudger, fixing a D-Wheel, and from Bonds Beyond Time.]

welcome to the one direction fandom where unlike the standard fandom keeping up with one direction requires a week of review (by videos and masterposts) so that you’ll fully understand what’s happening and unlike the standard fandom you must always stay woke cause anything can happen at any given time

anonymous asked:

Why do i feel like that all these lines are literally like the way mani, dinah, lauren, camz and ally would have said it in real life. Its like we both know them so well that it even allows me to tell that that's how they would have said these things. I literally can imagine them saying these things cuz its just so relevant for me even though camz is no longer in the djsnsiwbw *sobbing*. Im sorry i wrote this i was just getting so excited hahaha goodluck on you studies and God Bless! 😚💕

Really? Thank you so much! Every time I find a quote that I’d like to post, I have to think about which of the girls would say it. And if I can’t figure it out, id usually look back on takeovers and focus on their personality even though I already know how they are😭 and it’s okay that you wrote a lot, I wrote a lot too, it means a lot to me, thank you😭❤️

anonymous asked:

(Diff anon) So I'm a cis lesbian, and I don't *get* how someone would be a lesbian who uses he/him pronouns. But like. Maybe I don't have to, you know?

yeah thats sort of how i see it? like, there are so many things in this world i dont understand and never will, but that doesnt mean they dont make sense, it just means they might not make sense to me. and why would whether something makes sense to me, a 19 year old girl with a semi-popular blog, have any relevance to whether or not something actually makes sense in the world?

and part of the beauty of that is that there are things i will understand that other people never will, and things that you will understand that other people never will, and every human brings a unique and important perspective to the world and thats really cool??

like hell yeah, lesbians can use he/him pronouns! it doesnt matter whether anybody else “understands”, its not about who can and cant understand things, it about appreciating human diversity and loving the fact that we can all learn from each other. we dont have to understand things for them to exist and for them to be awesome! if everybody had to understand things for those things to exist, we wouldnt have literally anything we have today, and i think thats amazing

Richard Grayson (Part 1)

(A/N All my characters are from the same universe but each story is separate so they aren’t all visiting this other universe)



(Coffee Shop intro but with a grocery store)

Did I go into the wrong apartment? You think to yourself. If you did then why did your key work? Wait that portal, this is your apartment but not your apartment.

“Who are you?” You turn around to face the man the voice came from.

“Dia. I’m sorry I walked into the wrong apartment,” you say and try to leave, but he stops you.

“I locked my door how did you get in,” he says. Crap.

“Whats your name?” You reply.

“What?” He says.

“I might tell you how I got in if you tell me your name, your full name,” you say.

“Richard Grayson, most people call me Dick.” Your last name is Grayson, wait is this the you of this universe? And did he, you just flirt with yourself? How do you figure out if its you? Thats it.

“Were you in the circus when you were younger?”

“What? How is that relevant?”

“Just answer the question,” you say.

“Yes, now can you please explain what is going on.”

“I think I’m you,” you say, and he gives you a confused look.

“What in the world does that mean?”

“Well I went to the store to get some cereal for lunch, and possibly dinner if it lasted that long.” You realize your rambling, “But anyways I fell through a portal and everything looked exactly the same so I didn’t think about it too much. So this is my apartment but not my apartment.”

“What?” Dick runs his fingers through his hair and shakes his head.

“I’m in the wrong universe, now if you’ll excuse me I need to go find a way home,” with that you walk around him and out the door.Dick pulls out his phone and calls Bruce.

“Hello, Dick, wha-”

“There was some girl in my apartment-”

“Dick I don’t-”

“No! She was saying something about being in the wrong universe.” Bruce doesn’t say anything so he continues, “She also said something about her being me-”

“That would explain the weird energy spike earlier. Where is she now?”

“She just left.”

“Go find her.” With that Bruce hangs up. Dick takes off running after you.

You had made it down the stairs when he started running after you. So you are out the front door and walking down the street when he catches you.

“Hey, wait!”

“What?” You turn around and stop walking, waiting for him to catch up to you.

“Um, uh, I can help you get home,” he says.

“Really?” You say.

“Yes, you just need to come with me,” go some where with a strange man? Oh , well you don’t have a better option at this point, and you know how to defend yourself.

“Okay,” you say, following him to his car, the two of you get in and begin driving. “Where are we going?” You ask, already having a very good idea where the two of you are heading.

“To the manor,” he pauses now realizing you might have no idea where that is.

“Okay,” you say as he continues driving you to the manor. Oh gosh you hope you made the right decision.

so i wanna write a lot more about this later but honestly, replaying persona 5 has opened my eyes to how much i love futaba’s palace. its my favorite part of the game because its such a turning point. it shows that you dont have to be a bad person to have mental distortions, and it goes from changin the hearts of horrible people to well, futaba. futabas palace is one of pure, obselete, sorrow. the poor girl is a shut in, suffering from severe trauma as a child and false guilt and manipulation- all of this leads to her depression. 

and i saw so much of myself and so many others in futaba’s palace. shes not evil. shes not bad. but what distorts her mind is the sorrow, the guilt, the pain. The music of the pyramaid is techno with a somber electric guitar, adn you can almost feel like its her crying. the murals of her mother and the false gult of her death really do well to illustrate the pain futaba feels. just her thoughts of “i deserve to die” hit me really hard because thats. its just so well done in how it showcases depression and how much depression can destroy peoples lives. look at how it almost destroyed futaba’s. it made me think of how the depression and the pain ive gone through destroyed mine for a little while. its just. wow. its a lot. 

uopatka  asked:

please tell me, how are your photos relevant to 'overwatch' tag. that's against community guidelines and that's spam. idc about your followers, just please stay out of 'overwatch' and 'cod' tags when your face has nothing to do with them. if you want to tag photos like this go and take one when you're playing the game you want to tag. don't be ego-centered and think about the fact that a lot of people don't want to look at your photos but things associated with the tag...........

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