but that just means that she loves me

To the Anon(s) who sent this: first of all, if you are different Anons, then Anon #2, people are allowed to romance who they like and just because you think she looks ‘dopey’ doesn’t mean they shouldn’t enjoy her character. I think Quinn looks great, even though her hair design makes no sense, what is going on back there?

If, however, you are the same anon, first of all, you need to learn the difference between controversial and racist. I’m not sure why you sent me that ask, unless you wanted to because you knew how much I love Sean. He’s on my wallpaper on mobile, I post about him 24/7, and I hosted an Appreciation Week for him not too long ago. Maybe you were looking for a reason to send something like this. Well. Here’s my answer.

This ask above is racist and crude and awful, and here are six points about it:

  1. First, a disclaimer. I am white, I have never experienced oppression based on my race and I do not and can not and should not speak for the black community.
  2. This is disgusting. How dare you propagate racist ideas and language against one of the black characters in this fandom, especially one of the few canon black LI’s. This action you have taken is the lowest form of humanity. 
  3. The writers of Endless Summer listened to us when we said we’d like to spend a more even amount of time with the LI’s in Book 2, and we’ve gotten a much more even balance between Sean, Jake, Quinn, and Estela. However, Jake still has more content than any of the other LI’s, and has upgraded in the relationship between himself and MC faster than the other LI’s. This means that the balance is tipped in Jake shipper’s favors. This means no one has denied you anything that was rightfully yours.
  4. This is actually a very good way for me to say that I’ve noticed people in this fandom saying that they dislike James, Sean, or Mr. Sloan or the black version of the Prince in particular because, and I quote a few of you, “I prefer to date my own race.” That is racist and crude.
  5. Block me. Block me right now if you are the anon that sent this first ask, and reconsider your views on this situation. I do not ever want to associate with you in any way shape or form.
  6. Dear Wider Choices fandom, please be aware that when people call you out and say ‘That’s racist”, “That’s homophobic”, “That’s misogynistic”, that they are most likely right. Take a few steps back and evaluate what happened. Saying “I can’t be racist/homophobic/misogynistic because I have black/gay/female friends” is not an excuse. Please be aware that when people say they’ve noticed problematic behavior in the fandom, they are not making things up. They are not fabricating it, and it is real and it should be dealt with.

I love this fandom, I love it so much that it’s hard for me to describe. This fandom has been the rebirth of my creativity and my adoration and enjoyment of wider media. I’ve made great friends here and been exposed to wider views and parts of the world. Please be aware that our fandom does not exist in a vacuum, and please be aware of what you’re writing and saying and more specifically, doing. Please be kind and please erase this kind of hatred. We’re better than this by so much, so. Love Trumps Hate.

Originally posted by graceshelbigs


Little Monsters by Kara Thomas

Goodreads rating: 4.12

Oh. My. Gosh. It took me a while to process life again after finishing this book, because everything is a lie, I cannot trust any person ever again and nothing has meaning anymore. Yes, it was that good. If there’s something that I love, it’s books that completely screw up my perception of reality and keep me literally at the edge of my seat. Little Monsters did just that. I already kind of knew I would love it, because I read Kara’s The Darkest Corners last year and absolutely adored it. Little Monsters delivers another well written, page turning tale and I was hooked from page one.

From Goodreads:

Kacey is the new girl in Broken Falls. When she moved in with her father, she stepped into a brand-new life. A life with a stepbrother, a stepmother, and strangest of all, an adoring younger half sister.

Kacey’s new life is eerily charming compared with the wild highs and lows of the old one she lived with her volatile mother. And everyone is so nice in Broken Falls—she’s even been welcomed into a tight new circle of friends. Bailey and Jade invite her to do everything with them.

Which is why it’s so odd when they start acting distant. And when they don’t invite her to the biggest party of the year, it doesn’t exactly feel like an accident.

But Kacey will never be able to ask, because Bailey never makes it home from that party. Suddenly, Broken Falls doesn’t seem so welcoming after all—especially once everyone starts looking to the new girl for answers.”

I’m smitten with books that keep me guessing. The more complicated the mystery, the more invested I am in the plot, the characters and especially the ending. I always try to guess the twist. It’s part of why I love murder-mystery books so much. It’s like I’m transported into the story, alongside the main character, trying to figure out what the hell is going on. Bonus points if the story has an unreliable narrator. Taking this into account, it was a given that I would have so much fun reading this book. There was a constant air of mystery surrounding everything, which helped me immerse in the book world.  

I loved LOVED the writing! Kara has this ability to make everything sound so poetic, despite the subject matter. I mean, she could probably make a grocery list sound like the next modern mystery. And the way she crafted the whole story is impressive, because she managed to hide everything in plain sight. I had NO clue what the hell was going on! I had to stop several times, with a big “WHAT EVEN” on my face. And everything is unraveled so artfully and, most of all, it makes sense. Once I got to the end, I wanted to slap myself, because “oh my gOD IT WAS THERE WHY DIDN’T I SEE IT”.

The characters were very well fleshed out, and it was fascinating to see how they evolved and to slowly see their motivations take shape. And as a reader, you tended to get sucked into their mind and share their suspicions of other characters. Which made the whole reading experience all the more confusing, yet exciting! I also like books that are centered on friendships and that explore the mindset and relationships of people in close knit groups, and Kacey, Bailey and Jade’s friendship gave me just that. It was fascinating to read about their relationship, but also quite unsettling, because Kara’s characters aren’t morally black or white, they’re shades of grey. You can agree with some of their decisions, and condemn others. Ultimately, they’re people. A little effed up (okay, a little more), but people nonetheless.

Little Monsters will surprise you. It’s a fairly short book, but with a lot of punch-you-in-your-guts action. It honestly left me so conflicted and dumbfounded, which is 100% a good thing. It’s a lesson that people can surprise you, in both a good way and a very, very bad one. That you might never truly know the person next to you. And that appearances can be incredibly deceiving. If you love books that keep you on your edge, this is a must read for you.

Favourite quotes:

“Maybe we were meant to find each other today. Maybe we’re the Not Okay Girls, and we’re supposed to save each other.”

“[…] all the ghost stories got it wrong: evil isn’t a spirit or a monster or a ghost. It lives inside regular people, and it doesn’t know the difference between night and day.”

“[…] that’s the truly incon­venient thing about having a family: even when you don’t owe them anything, you feel like you owe them fucking everything.”


To everyone who got this far, thank you for reading and have a wonderful day! Also, feel free to share your thoughts, comment or tell me anything :)

One Lie and Two Broken Hearts//(S.M)

Your name: submit What is this?


  Something’s are meant to be be hidden.

 Others are meant to die when you do. 

 Hurting someone wasn’t your choice was it? 

 Just lie to me one more time before I let go. 

 You told me I was beautiful and I believed ever word that fell from your hypnotizing lips until I saw you and her together. Pictures posted on Instagram and twitter. Was she more beautiful, smarter, or loving then me, that you had to lead me on. 

 "Your so beautiful the stars envy you and all your beauty, Y/N" Shawn whispers into my ear late at night. 

Did she memorize the music you put out in 5 minutes? 

 Would she understand the meaning behind each song? 

 Every single hidden meaning behind each word you sang?

 "Y/N! How can you memorize that so fast- I. Your amazing baby! Number 1 fan that I’ll always have!“ 

 Did the ‘I love you’s’ mean anything to you?

 Leading me on wasn’t your intention was it? 

 It never was your intention but you kept waiting for something better to come along didn’t you? 

 "I love you, Y/N. Never will I ever fall out of love with you for anyone or anything” All these things came to my mind tonight. 

 "Y/N say something to me please" Shawn pleaded with me as I sat on couch.

 "What? What do you want me to say Shawn. I’m happy that you are breaking my heart into pieces! That- that" I cover my face. 

 "Anything please, just a few words but not those that I’m breaking your heart. Anything but that!“ Nate says from the door way. 

 "Tell me one more lie” I tell him without watching his facial expression. 

“A lie?“ 

 "A lie Shawn, just one more lie and I’ll let you go.” “Is this what you want one more lie” Shawn says to me. 


 "I love you” Shawn tells me. I break down crying and the water works won’t stop. I feel his hand on my shoulder getting up from my position from the couch. 

“Don’t you dare touch!” I say from across the living room. 

 "Y/N… baby please come back here" Shawn pleads with me once again. 

 "No, if you lied about loving me then I don’t know what else you lied about. I need you to get out of here. I can’t breath right now" I say as I try and catch my breath. 


 "Shawn just go please I’ll be out by tomorrow. Bring her here and do whatever you want just please never call or text or anything to get close to me ever again.“  

“You know I can’t do that Y/N. this is our home I can’t bring anyone here. It’s a betrayal like no other. We moved in together and built this place to be our own. Shawn walks to the door and stands there.This small apartment holds to many unforgettable memories. Bringing her here it is just not right. I know I did wrong but I can’t make anything worse” Shawn says. 

 "I hope she makes your life better then I ever made it. Just know you will never get near me ever again. And you don’t really need to know this, but I’m pregnant” I tell him as he turns around to look at me. 

 "Y/N- Shawn just go be happy… something I clearly couldn’t do" I tell him closing the door in his face. I slide down the door and put my knees to my chest. My arms wrap around my knees and cry and cry. My hand rubs my small baby bump. 

 "It’s just me and you now peanut"

Tag meme yay \*3*)/

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

tagged by @wife-of-queens-watchdog​ YAAAS thank you for taggin me :’D yes i love doing these  ❤ ❤


  • Soul Eater
  • Black butler
  • Shaman King

The first character you loved: 

  • Maka Albarn
  • Ciel Phantomhive

The character you never expected to love so much:

  • Blair, she is Maka’s mom and you can’t tell me otherwise
  • Grell Sutcliff I MEAN HE KILLED MADAM RED BUT I STILL LIKE HIM,her- whatevs
  • Hao Asakura, he IS the bad guy but he’s just as perfect as Yoh??

The character you relate to most: 

  • Mmm Soul he acts all cool but he’s a ball of emotions inside (?
  • Lizzy? she just wants her loved one to be happy ❤ 
  • Anna definitely u3u

The character you’d slap: 

  • Asura, Medusa AND Maka’s mom
  • The real Ciel, Sebastian, Alois, he didn’t do anything wrong but he is Alois, Claude aaand Grell for killing Madam Red, and Baron Kelvin, damn there’s a lot in Black Butler
  • Tbh i don’t hate any character from SK since they are good people (? but lemme slap Hana, CAN’T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOH AND ANNA LOVE YOU AHH .. oh and Hao just because

Three favorite characters (these are in order of preference):

  • Maka, Soul, Kid ❤
  • Ciel, Lizzy, Sebastian maan this is hard there’s a lot of characters i like here
  • Anna, Yoh, Hao, there’s a lot i like in here too ;n;!  ❤ 

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

  • Mmm.. nah I still like them
  • Real Ciel, i thought he was a nice kid but he has shown this superiority complex, i thought that our Ciel could finally have an ally :’v </3
  • Tamao :T

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you: 

  • Stein, he looked crazy and evil when he first appeared XD, Blair and Black Star
  • Grell and Alois
  • Ryu, but he’s one of my faves now~  ❤ oh and Ren c:

Your OTPs:

  • SoulxMaka!   ❤, SteinxMarie, KidxLiz, WesxLiz, TsubakixBlackStar, Kimx Ox, SpirixBlair
  • CielxElizabeth! ❤, GrellxWilliam, VincentxRachel, EdwardxNina, Edwardx Cheslock, MeyrinxBard
  • YohxAnna!  ❤, RenxHoro Horo, Renx Jeanne, ,Horo Horox Kororo, HanaxAlumi, RyuxTamao kinda, ElizaxFaust, …AnnaxHao just a little tiny bit(? /n\ i prefer her with Yoh a thousand times >:’0

I TAAAG @swolevans @king-frog @questionablyclutteredjelly @honestlyimpossiblecollector @nori-wings @rosikichan @eleanorchipettelover @asakura-holly @raythebrutallyhonestguy @buggygogh ❤ ❤

anonymous asked:

so i'm completely in LOVE with my gf she's so amazing i love her so much i would never cheat or anything but i think i'm kinda crushing on this other queer girl i'm close friends with and i feel SUPER guilty about it i'm not gonna act on the crush but djdksndkb i still think about it and i feel like i'm being a band person for doing it... and i kinda feel like she likes me back but djlajdlsjfka is it ok to feel like this should i tell my girlfriend or ? hellp

Okay, listen, for some people it’s totally natrual for them to get crushes on other people when they’re in a relationship and for others it’s impossible to crush on other people. Everyone is different.
Nor you might be polyamorous and that just means you got a big heart that’s ready to love multiple people.
Think about the girl you like. Would you like to date her and your gf at the same time? Or maybe even have all three of you dating? If the answer is Yes, you’re most likely polyam.
Now listen, polyamory doesn’t mean cheating. Polyamory means everyone in the relationship knows about each other and their relationship with each other and they are all consenting.
If you think it’s important enough to tell your gf, do it, I personally think she deserves to know.
If you really believe you’re polyam you should tell her that, too. Just keep in mind not everyone is polyam and she might get insecure or leave. If she gets insecure remind her that you liking this girl doesn’t take any love away from her. You still adore her.
Now if she wants to break up, it’ll hurt, but that’s okay, too, because not everyone is polyamorous and she has a right to say no and to not feel happy or comfortable in that relationship. But that doesn’t mean you won’t find a new girl. Tons of people are polyam and would love to be with you!!! You aren’t alone!!!

anonymous asked:

Misa and no 5. And Thanks i love your drabbles. 😘

Thank you so much! I love getting to write them. 
Hopefully when I put out the next list I will have more time so they can be a bit longer.

5. “Please, just don’t leave me”

               Michael wakes the muffled sound of Sara’s crying, instantly alert and raising on his arm to look around. “Sara? Hey,” He reaches out to lay a hand on her shoulder, running it gently down her back. “What’s wrong?”

               She shifts, turning to face him with tear trails on her cheeks. “I didn’t mean to wake you.” She sniffles, reaching up to swipe at her cheeks. “I’m sorry,”

               “You don’t need to apologize,” he rests one hand on her cheek, thumb pushing away a fresh tear. “talk to me?”

               “It’s stupid.” She shakes her head.

               “Doesn’t matter,” he frowns.

               “You died today,” she almost whispers.

               “Oh,” he knew that anniversary was close, but so much had been going on and it had gotten pushed to the back of his mind. “I’m sorry.” He pushes hair from her face, “Why don’t I go get us –“

               “No,” Her voice breaks, and she reaches out, hands fisting in his nightshirt. “Please, just…stay with me?”

               “Whatever you want,” he pulls her closer, one arm around her body and the other cradling her head against him. “Shh, I’m right here.” He presses a kiss to her hair, thumb running gentle circles at her back. “I’m right here Sara, I’m okay.”

               Her shoulders tremble a little longer, Michael continuing to whisper assurances into her hair while fighting back his own tears. She eventually dozes off, hand still holding his shirt and body pressed tightly to his. Reminding her, even in sleep, that they won. That she has him back, and this time it’s forever.

tbh i really loved angry onion ashi than reformed ashi? i mean, she was okay when she saved jack from suicide, and seeing her fight her own mom on top of that mountain in her leaf girl outfit, but i really wanted to see angry ashi more often, you know? don’t change her 360 degrees so easily…. it…. after episode 8 everything just falls out of balance for me ehghg

that is why i love @tigersteeth because she is a bitter salty child and i love her. that’s how things should be. i need to see more anger in ashi and reformed jack

You know.

For a good while I though the Gigma ship was something like beauty and the beast in terms of how the two were. With Gigit being a kind beauty and Rama being a vicious beast for the most part. But recently I watched a movie that I didn’t bother to watch until now, I regret not watching it sooner as I absolutely loved it. But this movie showed me that Gigit and Rama are not so much like beauty and the beast bot more like Bog and Maryanne from the movie Strange Magic. I mean Rama found his attraction in gigits good nature and fighting spirit. And gigit developed love from Rama when she realised they weren’t so different and shared similar heartbreaks and treatment over the years. That and Rama got the hits for Gigit after fighting her and is capable of being an evil bad ass or a lovable dork just like Bog king. Like shit why didn’t I watch this movie before >:U

Originally posted by pretty-little-fairy-princess

anonymous asked:

I love seeing your fangirling over holby city lady it's so cute, but I just saw your post about Michelle Gomez, do you only like older women haha :P this is a joke but I worded it awkwardly but it's anonymous and I'm sending anyway okay bye

bless u nony lmao honestly you’re a saint if you’re still here after all my gay holby yelling

also i wish i was joking when i say that i don’t fancy anyone unless they’re like, at least 35. this is……  a problem™


Daytona: “Son…I don’t know how to say this but..Anita doesn’t look like yours to me and I tried talking to Sandy and she got angry, not like upset but like defensive”

Hamilton: “Well of course mama, Sandy wouldn’t…I mean Anita does take after her mother, nothing wrong with that…mama do you really think she’d…”?”

Daytona: “It’s more than just her taking after Sandy, some of her features look like a mix between Sandy and someone else and I have an idea who but that part could be wrong…I mean i’d love to be wrong entirely but with the way Sandy’s been acting lately…like she’s not “here” and she’s hovering over Anita any chance she gets like trying to keep others away from her and looks worried when she thinks no one is looking”

Hamilton: *Is worried, always listens to mama but also doesn’t want to believe Sandy would cheat on him* “Everyone is allowed to be off sometimes…oh mama….*can’t think of exactly what to say*

Daytona: “She’s at work right now, a simple quick and easy DNA test can prove if my worries are right or wrong”

Hamilton agrees. DNA tests are quick and easy, and then one way or another they will know for sure. So they do it while Sandy is at work…


Anita is not Hamilton’s

steph-oliveira  asked:

I just read the first chapter... That was stupendous! I mean the way that she wakes up with OMG, the way they talked about it... Oh and thank god that they can't cancel the wedding... This is going to be fun... And I can't wait to read the second chapter... (Oh and I love the way you described him)... I don't know what else to say because I'm still in awe ❤ And I will read it again, that's no way that I would miss something! I knew it would be AWESOME! Well done honey!! ❤❤

Believe me, if I could, I would describe Cody all day. He’s just beautiful. I’m glad you loved the first chapter! However, don’t get too comfortable. Things are only going to get more interesting, crazier, and there will definitely be some drama. 

Originally posted by stilinski-jpeg

anonymous asked:

hi can i get your highly detailed opinion on vegetarianism and veganism? - moss fairy

Hi there how u doin babe

I grew up majority vegetarian cause that’s what my mom was and she just sort of made vegetarian things for us. My dad cooked too, sometimes, but even then a lot of it would be vegetarian. They both love cheese to death, though. Me less so. I had meat or fish when we went out, and some of my early memories are from holidays in Sardinia shelling small prawns or rolling pasta shapes and stuffing them with cinghiale somewhere in Le Marche. I preferred the prawns.

When I was about 13 (?) I decided to go vegan. I wish I’d done it for a good reason, but it was part of the incubation of my eating disorder, and I basically used it as an excuse to eat a lot less, rather than to eat better. Veganism is a bit tricky for me, because I would like to be vegan fully, but 

a) as a student i take all the free food i can get, and the museum i work at gives me a lot of cheese-heavy scones and leftover ham sandwiches to take home. Plus cake etc; 

and b) it’s one of those things that people find out about you and then proceed to have a long conversation with you about it as if their thoughts on the food that enters your digestive tract matter to you. in a way they don’t, but it’s a weird situation for me where I have a chip on my shoulder about people watching me eat and I’m paranoid that people think my eating habits and patterns are strange (they are) or unhealthy (they are), and there was a time when literally everyone i met would tell me to eat something, which created a pretty strong (!! very strong) neural pathway that links ‘people’s business’ and ‘my eating habits’ together because….. idk i got people nosing around in it in a very formative time of my life. So i guess i haven’t been able to retrain my brain to realise that that’s not okay on their part, and that I’m not the one in the wrong here.

long answer. but, uh. my environmentalism wants me to be vegan so badly. what I do while at uni is basically freeganism. I’ve got some friends that do root through the skip behind supermarkets and they bring home perfectly edible food, some of it meat. this one guy, Jez,.,, well we sitting around the fire pit in their garden on old sofas they’d dragged out there and he sat down with a bowl of cooked minced beef and nothing else. A big bowl. Like, mixing bowl sized. He had a bottle of sriracha and that was all he added. Anywho.

I am vehemently opposed to most modern animal farming methods and I’d rather not contribute to the industry. Food waste gets me even more though. Any kind of waste, really. Literally, agriculture and soil-based environmentalism is legit what i might end up doing professionally. 

Also, uh, i realise that most people like the taste of meat etc so no judgement there, really. and i know it can be easy and cheap and satisfying. i just… would like to do my best to stop destructive farming practices.

So, uh. short answer: freeganism. veganism if i can get my brain to stop caring what other people think about my eating habits.

i love derpy bc shes slow and bc she goofs up and bc shes silly and i think its cruel when ppl say being derpy is a bad thing and it makes me angry so like ,, please dont talk about my favorite pony that i relate to the most as an autistic person on my own posts about her lol thats just really mean 

time for me to get a little soppy because i need to talk about @heavenbuiltwho is basically like my arch nemesis but also my lowkey true love and daughter at the same time. i don’t know what to say that i haven’t said before but hannah is one of my best friends and i wouldn’t be here without her – not just on my chris blog but tbh she’s been there for me on a lot of difficult, darker days and i’m not sure i’d even be alive if she hadn’t been. not only does her friendship mean the world to me (and she’s one of the greatest people you could ever know), but her allison is mind-blowingly awesome as well. my chris wouldn’t even be who he is without her allison. so much of my development here has been through threads and constant chatting / throwing headcanons back and forth with her; my entire view of chris and the argents and the whole family dynamic is only as developed and detailed as it is because i’ve been able to talk through ideas with her and throw her thoughts with mine to build a clear picture. it’s true there are many amazing allison rpers on tumblr but hannah and i come as a pair. it’s really special when you connect with writers on such an intense level that your muse kinda latches on to theirs, and that’s how it is for me when it comes to her allison. i can’t imagine not having her to write with. her writing is amazing and she’s one of my favourite people in the whole world so if you’re ever looking for an allison to follow and my recommendation means anything to you, that’s the direction i’m gonna be pointing you in. every time. she’s also gonna hate me for posting this because sometimes she doubts herself, but y’know what? i love her and i’m not gonna stop telling people how perfect she and her allison are until she believes me.


Tfw you procrastinate so hard that you end up making a bunch of bisexual Wonder Woman icons for no reason other than that.
Please just reblog if you use? :)

what she says: im fine

what she means: In a Crowd of Thousands reveals that Dmitry is set on the girl he saw when he was 10 years old, and when Anya remembers it being her, his first instict is to sing in rejoice because he found her again, and afterward leans in to kiss her. Anya isn’t opposed to it at all, but he stops because in that moment he has to realize that she’s not just the girl he’s been in love with all this time, she’s royalty. Dmitry literally finds his dream girl and then immediately after has to face the fact that she’s out of reach. His kneel is out of respect for her position, but it’s also the point where he is forced to accept that his dream was shattered as soon as it came true.

Chloe is so vain, she would adore fanart being drawn of her.

I think we all know that Nath feel of not wanting people hovering.

can we talk about kat saying she appreciates matt saying people should be nice to everyone and even if someone is mean to you, don’t be mean back? like this girl was bullied all throughout high school (both emotionally and physically) for being different and ahead of her peers academically and yet she never stopped being nice. she genuinely seems like such a nice, caring person, and one who continues to advocate for the spreading of love and not hate!


top 20 degrassi characters (as voted by my followers): #2. Zoë Rivas

“We all have one thing in common - we want to be loved for who we are. We need to celebrate our differences. For instance, I’m gay. I’m not bragging about it but I’ve always been afraid to say it and I’m not anymore. I want this place to be a safe space where everyone feels free to be themselves. Welcome to Degrassi.”


Kurt, what if it’s only a matter of time before I become like that?