but still hate everything i ever do ever


yume x rola wallpapers + icons!~

i honestly hate this idea that if you don’t take 10 selfies a day you don’t love yourself.
i love myself i just don’t love my appearance that much. but i do love myself.

anyway i just think this idea is based on the outdated concept that a woman’s worth is her appearance and this is how she’s supposed to value herself as well and nah, i am fun, funny, smart, curious, well-read and kind, my love for myself doesn’t reside in me taking pics of myself and plaster them all over the internet

carolyn-claire  asked:

17, 22, 24 :)

17 (favorite AU to write): Part of my brain is still stuck in 2012, so I think probably post-fall, pre-return Sherlock.  Also I’ve been in the headspace of “what if [single detail] hadn’t happened?” a lot lately.  As for really AU-AUs, I once tried to do a Fringe crossover/ AU.  It didn’t go well; I scrapped it.  But I liked the idea of it.

22 (favorite story you’ve ever written): I don’t know.  I love everything I ever wrote, I hate everything I ever wrote.  Some more than others.  Some stories, like Longer Than the Road and Red Right Hand, were more than just a story, they were like a life event in how they validated me as a writer and connected me to other people.  I think I’m going to pick The Power of Voodoo, though because it’s just a tiny, silly thing that was pretty much just self-indulgence.  I wrote it to make myself laugh, and I did.

24 (favorite scene you’ve ever written): It’s actually a scene in a fic I never finished, and I was going to copy and paste it here, but it’s too long and missing too much context to make sense.  It was really angsty and dark, though, so much so that it just burned me out on the whole fic.  For things I’ve actually posted, I think probably the opening to Longer Than the Road, since the style was such a departure for me and it was a challenge, but I really liked how it conveyed what I wanted it to.

not-yo-bae  asked:

Pt2 and tells me not to leave that I'm the only girl he'll ever love so I stay and give him another chance we are talking and stuff atm and we act like we date we have sex but he still refuses to date me I don't wanna give up on him bcs he used to be my best friend but everyone hates that I'm w him and are always telling me to leave him now this really nice sweet guy wants to talk to me he's everything I ever wanted but I'm still so scared to let go of my ex idk what to do

Sounds like his not sure what he wants, I wouldn’t waste anymore time and I answered your part 1 ask too💘

the american education system is godawful and flawed, it’s literally the worst ever and thinking about it makes me want to Kermit. this system doesn’t measure intelligence at all and i hate how the smartest kids don’t do well in school and are called “stupid”,, n how everything is just memorization!!! i hate the education system n no studyblr will ever make me love such a ruined system!! but despite all that i’m still taking APs bc im a slave to the system!!