but still if i messed up


Well, I know you’re paranoid and broken, haven’t trusted anyone since you were a little boy. And you’re still acting like that little boy, making up ugly stories about people because you’re scared of anyone actually getting to know you. So you blame me for the mess that’s been in your head since the day you were born!

“Go row the boat to safer grounds

But don’t you know we’re stronger now
My heart still beats and my skin still feels
My lungs still breathe, my mind still fears

But we’re running out of time
Oh, all the echoes in my mind cry

There’s blood on your lies
The sky’s open wide
There is nowhere for you to hide
The hunter’s moon is shining

I’m running with the wolves tonight
I’m running with the wolves

I’m running with the wolves tonight
I’m running with the wolves

I’m running with the

Trick or treat, what would it be?
I walk alone, I’m everything
My ears can hear and my mouth can speak
My spirit talks, I know my soul believes

It’s been cause betrayal in hearts
They can in dream tonight deceives us
A million voices, silent dreams
Where hope is left so incomplete ”

Elashorei Lavellan ~ Tarot Card ~ Strength

Note: Please do not tag as Solavellan, Thank You! <3

I’m interested to know what Roxy would have thought of Rose had she been able to grow up with her- as it was, Roxy longed for her company and inexorably idolized her, but actually knowing someone who’s cool is different from just reading about them.

In a scenario where Rose was able to raise her, what would she think? My instinct is mostly that Roxy openly loves her mom a lot still, and looks up to her, but with a healthy dose of rolling her eyes sometimes at Rose’s dramatics, or pretending she’s uncool in certain situations. 

Roxy in canon really hoped it was true that Rose was a practitioner of some dark magyks and had a lot of money that didn’t rightfully belong to her, but maybe if they grew up together, some of this would make her uneasy, and she’d urge Rose to stop. 

I have little doubt that alpha Rose would behave the same way when entering the sburb session as her beta counterpart- she’d blow through the game, wreaking havoc while trying to protect her daughter. Roxy just shrugs like, “well that’s my mom, you know?” and thinks it’s half cool and half infuriating.

Annoyed. As usual.

I’m very frustrated by the way writers handle things. (I’m looking at you Jule Bag) From what I recall, Kai hasn’t killed any of Bonnie’s family members. (He has roughed up Damon and Elena and a bit everyone else but, who hasn’t?) And even in pure anger, he still didn’t kill anyone really close to her because she mattered. Fucking Damon, the one with the “redemption arc” has done way more fucked up shit to her and her friends, he killed Tyler Lockwood hello??? He has treated her like shit so many times and even wanted her dead at one point. Stefan killed her boyfriend as of recent. BUT EVERYTHING THEY HAVE DONE WILL JUST BE OVERLOOKED!

Bonnie has and will forgive them. Even though the both of them have straight up butchered hundreds and hundreds of people it’s all fine and dandy because their “humanity” was turned off (by choice, mind you). Meanwhile Kai, who has a confirmed mental illness, is deemed as the worst one out of all of them. WHAT. THE. FUCK? (Of course this isn’t me trying to excuse shit, this is just me trying to understand pros and cons that these shit writers try to make us understand and let me tell you, it ain’t working)

Julie Dulie can be all “But he killed his family. He murdered his pregnant sister. He’s a terrible person.” Hoe, I swear to the all mighty God, that you don’t make a lick of sense. The only character you treat well is Damon. Sit down. You’re not low. If bonkai can’t happen because of the reasons you show us, then neither should your other ones. You’re a hypocrite and you need to practice your writing before you tackle a popular show because your writing is shit.

I was playing Spyro 2 today and got to one of the levels I loved most when I played this game as a kid


look at this baby kitty ;v; ♥ (my emulator messed up his textures a little bit but STILL CUTE)


his TINY PAW PRINTS in the snow AWWWWW ♥♥♥

Can you be good at reading people in some ways (due to emotional abuse), but bad at reading people in other ways (cause you’re autistic)?

It is possible - Mod Liz

I’ve spent so long not knowing I’m autistic that I still can’t tell what ‘normal’ frustration is versus a meltdown. Yesterday I was super busy, so today was supposed to be my day off to do some prep for my tutoring session and to train my dog. However, my brothers keep interrupting me while I’m in the middle of doing something to drive them somewhere and they’re messing up my schedule. At this point, I’m so frustrated about the situation that I want to scream and throw things. I feel like I’m gonna cry. Is this a normal reaction or am I on the merge of a meltdown?

It sounds to me like you may be heading towards meltdown - Mod Liz

Tbh I love what Kallus pulled on Lyste. Don’t get me wrong I feel for Lyste, but at the same time, Kallus is an Imperial, and can be ruthless in order to get what he wants, and I like that.

It’s his roots, and I like that despite his softness now, he can still be bad. He’s treating the Imperial like he treated the rebels.

I like that about him. He’s not perfect, he’s morally grey and will do what he can for the people he cares about.

He can switch his emotions on and off when he pleases, and can play the part of multiple roles.

Like his ability to care one second, be detached the next (to the point of turning on his comrades) is just…really interesting. What training did he do to get there, how was he trained?

Idk it’s just a insight to how messed up and morally gray he is, and I think the rebels need more characters like that.

He’s starting to remind me of Cassian. And it’s kinda funny that all known fulcrum spies carry this moral ambiguity to them, Ahsoka included.

anonymous asked:

Mod do you mind me asking you what you think of normans rep statement and why it took so long and if you believe it. Hope you're feeling better today ❤️u

I think it’s good that his team has finally put their foot down officially about this mess for the first time since December 2015. I’m still side-eyeing but I skeptically believe it. I just want this to be the wake-up call he needs to finally sever all ties with her and I still stand by what I said last night. His entire association with her is shady as fuck and I’ve got my personal feelings about it. Norman needed to realize how bad this was becoming and how awful he was coming across. Yesterday’s drama left everyone, including myself, feeling very icky and I think we all need time to recover from this debacle. Hopefully Norman has finally learned his lesson.

Trespasser and the Uncertain Future

As Dorianmance Week begins to draw to a close, I thought I would round it out with… whatever this is? Basically a recount of the end bits of Dorian’s romance from the games themselves and touching on my own (admittedly fluff-tastic) post-Trespasser headcanons.

I talk about how I used to write a lot sometimes, but that got ravaged pretty bad by depression in my adulthood and now I struggle with coming up with ideas and finding the words to write proper sentences with, so it’s all a  disorganized mess when I try. Somehow people still read what I post here, and that’s like… unreal to me. But here’s this thing which is basically me going on about Adam, a grown man who has killed people with his massive battleaxe, being pathetically sad about Dorian leaving for like 1000 words

“I should go back, shouldn’t I? To Tevinter.”

The question itself was simple enough, but the words dropped heavily with a weight that crushed whatever Adam was originally going to say into a hundred thousand pitiful little bits. He stood there for a long moment, his halted mental processes scrambling to restart, but the silence would crush them both if he didn’t say something.

“But what about-“ is all he manages to stammer before he stops himself, lest he sound too pitiful and selfish for even Dorian to handle. It was enough of the question to get the general idea across.

The realization that this all had to end someday nearly winded him; an unfortunate consequence of trying to not think about it. He had always known, but he’d always hated the ends of stories where, after a life-changing adventure, all the heroes just went back to their old lives, back to the way things were. There was no Maker-damned way he could possibly go back to Ostwick and resume being nobody after all of this was said and done. He would be nothing if he wasn’t Inquisitor.

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kratosspartanandgod  asked:

Hate to break this but unfortunately I may need to be away from tumblr for a while due to circumstances (naruto fandom still hasn't changed and other stuff in the real world like my studies). But before I go here's one thing I wondered. What's with Orochimaru wandering around in Konoha? And the villagers except for Yamato following don't even seem to care that he's here. Must be a running gag for this arc. XD

No problem I completely understand, Ramez!

And as for that, it’s probably a running gag since he’s tasked with watching him in Gaiden

And I guess SP is just making a joke of the situation! XP

Though I feel it’s kinda messed up that YAMATO (a person who was literally kidnapped and experimented on by Orochimaru as a child) was tasked on watching over Orochimaru! And yeah it seems like the Konoha villagers have forgotten or are fine with the man who literally came close to destroying their village along with killing their leader like seven years ago in the Naruto world just roaming around the village. =P

Guess you can’t resist Dr.Snakes? =P

Originally posted by venusluprens

anonymous asked:

Ah, co-could you please do a mobtale and/epic tale drawing? Also, what's your favorite art style?

Daww here you go >~< The outcome isn’t as good as I expected but I’m still happy with it ^-^

Oh just beg for mercy if you mess with this family.

I don’t know much about Epictale, but consider it on my reading list~ (I’m bound to make fanarts of AUs I’m drawn into sooner or later X3)

As for my favourite art style, oh man, where do I start?? I look up to so many styles other artists have o-o But if I had to choose, it would be qin-ying and enda-game’s art styles owo

Okay… Hopefully my last time asking. In this video I’m using the light on my phone. Yellow is barely visible without the direct light from my phone.
I’ve been using Seachem Paraguard for three days. He’s still active, but his fins are a little ragged. There’s also a small scratch on his side. Does that yellow look like velvet to you or is it iridescence?
I’m sorry for bothering everyone about this, but I worry that maybe it’s not coming across? And I really don’t want to mess up and not treat him and he ends up having velvet.
Tagging people that gave me input in the past:
@fishmostly @bettagal @thespicebettas @witchyfishyfun @toothless-the-betta-fish
If you’d like not to be tagged, please tell me

anonymous asked:

Sheith/Shance shippers: Klance is abusive! Also sheith/shance shippers: Draws Keith like a 12 year old, writes/Headcanons where Keith/Lance is submissive, wants Keith/Lance to be a whimpering wet mess also while saying they're mature, Keith/Lance looks up to shiro (shiro could easily take advantage of that), the age gap of 8-9 years, like it when Lance is shiros slave, like it when Lance/Keith calls shiro daddy Same shaladin shippers: Anyway Klance is unhealthy!


“think about shiro turning keith into a whimpering hot mess 😩😩” NO THANKS MY DUDE

and then they DRAW him making them a whimpering hot mess and they look,,, 12,,, while he looks,,, 25,,,,,,, disgusting

also liking lance as shiro’s slave is ??? really colorist??? that’s gross

i still don’t get how klance is abusive. like fr, how the hell is it abusive if you watch the show you’ll see they don’t actually hate eachother

A Night Out

Nami dressing Zoro for @madebyprincy! Ugh sorry it’s so short and so late. :((((

Zoro knew something was wrong when he saw Nami’s face. Her mouth was twitching, and her face was inexplicably red. She took a deep breath. “Zoro… who taught you to tie a tie?”

Zoro looked down, confused. “I taught myself.”

Nami burst out laughing. “I’m so sorry!” she gasped. “I can fix it… probably…?” She glanced at his collar and erupted into giggles again. “How do you mess up that badly?!”

He reached down to try and fix it, but the grabbed his hand. “Zoro, I love you, but I should probably handle this now. Just… watch what I do, okay?” Still shaking with silent laughter, she untangled the tie and began retying it.

“It’s not like it’s a necessary life skill or anything,” he grumbled.

“Now that you’re dating me, it is.” Nami smiled at his disgruntled expression. “You’re cute when you mess up.” She gave him a quick kiss and stepped back to admire her handiwork. “Did you see how I tied it?”

“Yes,” he lied.

“I love you, but you’re lying.” She smirked and grabbed his hand. “Come on. If we miss our ride, I’ll kill you.”

“I love you.”

“Love ya too, but I’m serious about the killing thing.”

Science Olympiad Competition: 2017

Okay, so I don’t know how many of my followers know this: but Science Olympiad is an extremely huge part of my life. I’ve been doing it since 6th grade, I literally work my ass off for competition every year, then mope in sadness and prepare for next years Science Olympiad season when it’s over. And literally every year I live and impatiently wait for competition day. 

This years competition day was incredibly thrilling, honestly one of the best I’ve ever been to. I woke up super early, got me that good Bojangles (me and my north carolina ass), and then got to my school feeling incredibly overjoyed. We never mess around on competition day, yet still seem to make incredible memories, and that’s truly one of the best parts. We go to a college campus, as that’s where the competition is, and every year it grows even more nostalgic as we always get the same room to settle into. This year I only had three events: Anatomy & Physiology, Food Science and Invasive Species. I got lucky enough to be able to do them with one of my best friends, which is always a plus. 

The events, though we bombed all of them, were the absolute best part. My friend continuously cracked jokes, and when I say he’s funny, I mean he’s funny.  I highly doubt not a minute went by without me laughing, honestly I can’t even imagine what the other kids in the room must’ve thought. The events went really trashy, mostly because the lovely people who write our tests have a lovely knack for giving us questions using materials that weren’t on the syllabus. In invasive species, we got so confused we wrote a species of fish as ‘the rare cucumber fish’, answered one question that asked about a time period with ‘a while back’ and wrote ‘Asia, probably’ as the answer to a question about regions.

In between events I took my obvious spot chatting with the parents about who knows what, taking pictures of my friend while he was taking notes, and then climbing a huge tree with my team mates that sits in the middle of the courtyard. It’s a huge magnolia tree, and it’s a strict rule for everyone on my team to swing all across the huge tree like circus people. 

Overall, we ranked 5th place out of 24 teams, which is INCREDIBLE. I literally was bawling tears of joy, you have no idea. I was on the phone with my mom like:

“We ranked,,,, fift- plac- out of- 24 te-ams.”

I didn’t win any medals, which is quite upsetting for me as I never have won one, but honestly the overall experience is one that no medal could ever live up to.

I was just wandering through life,
Yet life threw a fit at me.
Tough road lies ahead of me,
I have a choice to fight my way
And end it right away.
Still weighing my decisions, ‘cause
I’m good at making bad decisions
What a mess up life this is.
Fuck those who hurt me,
Fuck those who belittle me,
Fuck those who said i cant be
who I want to be.
Life threw a fit at me,
Seeing the negative side
Of every people I know,
Making me suffer of what to do
With this annoying thoughts that
My brain keeps chanting to me.
Let me wander around and float a bit
Let me wander a bit.