Just one wish. I wish I could have that one wish, a wish to change and erase all the mistakes I’ve made. And trust me I’ve made a lot of them, or don’t trust me, cause I can’t even trust myself at this point. I’ve messed up so many times that I don’t even like talking to people because I’m always expected to talk about myself when I have no clue who I am. I haven’t given up though cause my heart is still beating, my passion is still beating and I have to stop beating myself up for all my mistakes. My one wish instead, is to finally forgive myself.
Why were season 1 and (kinda) season 2 so tightly wound and cohesive, with season 3 and onward feeling like complete messes? It actually felt like the show was well-thought out and going somewhere at one point.