but seriously feels

tygermama  asked:

Number 6 their vices with Obi Wan please

Obi-Wan’s vices…

Obi-Wan Kenobi will tell you that he has vices just like everyone else in the GAR.

Sleep.

Good food.

Properly brewed tea. Not this prepackaged nonsense that tastes like chemicals.

Sleep.

Silence.

A comfortable meditation cushion.

Sleep.

Dry boots.

A week without visiting the healers or needing any kind of bacta.

Did he mention sleep because he really enjoys sleeping?

What Obi-Wan will not tell you is that his vices are more intimate and emotional than physical.

He craves danger, craves the momentary release of the straight jacket he’s tied himself into. He craves the blessed mental stillness of the battlefield, where the hum of his lightsaber and the rushing white-hot river of the Force combine into the purest and sweetest symphony that only he can hear.

He craves the hit of adrenaline when things go sideways, when all of his mental faculties are called into service of the Problem and the search for a Solution. He is smart, clever and so quick with a quip, an answer, a theory and a hypothesis and he loves to be presented with a challenge, something that will give him pause. Something to examine and ponder over because there is so much boring noise and mental clutter in his day-to-day world.

He craves… well… there’s no real way around it. He craves Anakin’s company, his easy laughter and smiles, the casual way the younger man drapes his arm around Obi-Wan. When they are together the world is brighter, funnier and sharper. Music is prettier, food smells better and Obi-Wan doesn’t feel cold and hollow. He craves Anakin’s trust and friendship much in the same way the other man craves Obi-Wan’s approval and demonstrative affection. They are a star and its favorite planet, forever dancing together through life, through battle and through time and space.

But the deepest, darkest and most secret vice that Obi-Wan craves? The one thing he could never admit to? Not even to himself?

He craves honesty. Obi-Wan wants so desperate to be honest, to tell the world how he feels, to wear his heart on his sleeve like Anakin and Ahsoka. To weep for his dead master, to have confessed his love to Satine all those years ago, to tell Anakin how proud he is of him and how much he loves him now. There are so many secrets, harmless, gentle truths kept locked in the depths of Obi-Wan’s soul because he is a Jedi and Jedi do not have attachments and so Obi-Wan lies.

To his men. He is so proud of them. They deserve so much better and he mourns the loss of each of them like he was his own brother.

To his friends. He cannot believe they stay around but he is thankful for them and will support them, even the slightly dodgy ones like Hondo and Quinlan.

To his family. He loves them, so, so much. He is so proud of Ahsoka, so very proud of her improvement and her tenacity. She is such a bright light. And Anakin. Oh how he loves Anakin. He loves and he loves Anakin and would do anything Anakin asked of him. If he were allowed to be honest.

To himself. You love them and you want to tell them how you feel.


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[TRANS] 170322 HARUHANA Vol.41 Jaehyun talking about Winwin

A3. The one member you want to always be with?
Jaehyun: Winwin, my friend. If he is with me, I feel as if I would never be tired.

A5. What are Winwin’s charming points?
Jaehyun: Winwin’s charming point is that he is easy going and also very innocent, but there are some times where he can become serious as well. Also, more than anything else, he is really, really, really cute/lovable. 

*t/n: it’s hard to translate 愛くるしい into english, it means like…lovely? but it can also mean cute, charming, sweet, etc.

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As I’ve felt so like shit and so much like I’m just an aggravation to many lately, I want to just give a huge thanks to everybody who has been supportive and kind and doesn’t hold my own emotional baggage against me. I really appreciate it, wholeheartedly.

Originally posted by ouat-oncer

anonymous asked:

"Careful what you wish for" i think it's a sign from the cosmic jokes trying to tell us to be lowkey rather than shoving them/her in every where .. you asked for it and there she answered what do you want now? Tell the whole planet that the ship is OFFICIALLY DEAD with trump head lol.

lol now they’re saying ‘’oh but they way you looked at her’’ ‘’friends don’t act like that’’ i seriously feel so fucking bad, i want to put them in my pocket and protect them forever

lately ive been kinda sad cuz i’ve been thinking “do ppl not take my feelings seriously ?” like i kinda tell everyone i love them and use emojis and make sure they’ve eaten and stuff but most ppl jus respond “oh you’re so sweet” and…that’s it ? do i have to be more aggressive with my feelings for someone ? what’s the best way to go about it

oparu replied to your postEarlier today I watched the Flash/Supergirl BIG…

Freddie Mercury Evil Queen might be almost as good

OH, WE CAN ALL HOPE!!!!!

(seriously, I feel like with some good luck on our side the OUAT musical episode could have a lot in common with BtVS. The show has the right amount of campy magic on its side.)

Evil Queen! Bring it on!!!

  • me: they hurt me!! I'm gonna be distant! that'll show them!
  • them: hey
  • me: hey 💘💓💖💕💓💞💕💗💝💓💞💝💘💕💕💖💗💘💕💞💘💘💖💗💘💞💕💞💞💕💘💕💖💗💖💕💞💞💖💖💗💖💘💞💫
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here have some sweet ‘n caring members to their lovable mc