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Take care of urselves babies. It hurts when something you believed in with all your heart is told is false. If you still believe Camren is Real, keep that faith and move on. Don't over internalize it. Just have that belief and keep going. I knw this sucks but guys please dnt take this to heart. This is all going to be jusst a story you will tell your kids in the future. The time I watched two soul mates not get together. Its fine, this is all just a bleep. Take care of yourselves fam. 💓
I ain’t talking about this to my kids, they’ll think I was fucking insane 😂 But in all seriousness, I agree, take care of yourselves sweets! And if you want to keep believing in Camren then do and if you don’t then it’s alright too - don’t torture yourself too much over it cause as long as you respect the girls and keep it low-key then there’s no reason to stop believing something you’ve witnessed for so long 😊 Big hugs to all of you 😘
Everyone in the underworld answers to
The Organization. This only happens once, but you will be auctioned to the
other members that already served their term and for 6 months you will belong
to that person. You have to do anything they ask, both on personal and business
level. All the profits go to The Organization; you can’t keep anything for
yourself; you can’t escape, you can’t avoid it, just postpone the inevitable.
After your 6 months, you can choose and stay as a bidder (just as you did).
“We’ll start the bidding at $500.000
! “ the auctioneer points towards The Joker, who is chained to the wall and
sure doesn’t look pleased with this evening’s events. But there is nothing he
can do about it and he is aware of it. He certainly fought them, that’s why he’s
tight up. J should know better but …there he is.
You lift your hand up and so do
“You’re popular, Mister Joker” the
announcer snickers and you know J enough to notice he might snap soon. Please don’t do anything reckless, it’s only
going to make it worse, you think to yourself, worried.
“What about a million dollars, hm?”
Poison Ivy turns towards you,
“Wanna share him? We can go half-half
girl,” she bites her lip, enthusiastic.
“Not on J, Ivy”, you answer,
determined to hold your ground.
“Uhhhh, you’re no fun Y/N! But I can
understand how powerful an old flame can be… ” she sighs, playing with her
“ 2 million?” you hear and you lift
your hand again. So many wanting him… If anybody else gets The
Clown Prince of Crime it won’t be pretty. He can probably handle it… and yet
something inside you doesn’t want you to give up.
“ 5 million! “ you raise your voice
and all heads turn towards you.
The Joker finally notices you and
grinds his teeth, definitely not glad with the encounter.
“6!” Ivy waves at the auctioneer,
“7!” you keep on going, irritated she
is just doing it to antagonize you.
You take a deep breath and loudly
“12 million!” People start talking
and whispering and Ivy pouts, already bored:
“She can have him for that price,”
she giggles, elbowing you. You pinch her arm, smiling and relieved you won.
“12 million going once, going twice….
Mister Joker is sold to Miss Y/N for 12 million!”
Everyone starts clapping and
congratulating you; he just stares with a blank expression on his face, wanting
to kill everyone in the huge room. At
least he didn’t do anything stupid for once.
“Untie him,” you command once J is
brought to your quarters. He starts cussing, trying to kick the guards and you
cover his mouth while they take the chains off.
“Please shut up, you’ll get in
trouble. It’s your turn and there is nothing you can do about it. If you run or
try to trick them, they will take away everything from you and you’ll have nothing
to get back to in Gotham, you know it. Most than likely you’ll end up dead;
they don’t like rebellions, no matter who the person is. Are you good now?” you
ask and his chest goes up and down really fast but he nods a yes. “Good, “you let go and the guards
are done too. “Leave us,” you signal and once they are gone you close
the door behind them, finally relaxing a bit.
“Where the hell were you???!!!” he
stomps towards you, extremely furious and pushes you so brutally you almost
fall on your back. “You just left me without a word???!! Gone for 8 months and now I find myself here
with you as my buyer for the next half a year?!!! Do…do you know how long I’ve…
I’ve searched for you?” he takes it down a notch, keeping his hands in his
You just regain your equilibrium and
calmly inform him:
“You know I postponed my time for as long as I could until
they didn’t play along anymore. They came for me at my apartment and I had to
go. I couldn’t contact you because they don’t allow it, you know the rules. I
thought you would have guessed on why I disappeared…I didn’t leave you…” you
blink faster, rubbing your cheeks, not wanting to get too emotional about it.
“Why didn’t you come back, hm?” he
points his finger at you, still mad. “You’re 6 months were up two months
“I stayed for you!” you suddenly scream and he frowns, not expecting it. “I
knew yourtime will be up soon and you won’t be able to avoid it. I wanted to
buy you so none of the ones having a grudge against you will !!!! Once you
leave you can’t come back so I stayed. That’s why I chose to remain here as a
bidder, you, you…ungrateful JERK!!!” you lash out at him, upset and almost
regretting your decision.
“Jeez, thanks,” The Joker has the
nerve to sarcastically mock you, even if on the inside he gets the picture.
“You dare talking to me like this,
J?!” you shake with anger, trying not to have a meltdown. “You know this is
everyone’s chance to get revenge on those whom they don’t like or have a grudge
against. And you, King of Gotham… “ you smirk, fuming with vexation,”… have a
lot of enemies among our own. You should be so grateful right now that you’re
mine and not someone else’s! Do you know Ivy wanted to share, huh? Do you know
what happens to the men she buys? I’ve seen it and it’s not pretty. Harvey
hates you, he would have torn you to pieces until the bitter end of your 6
months. Riddler would have driven you insane, really insane; you wouldn’t have recognized yourself at the end of
your time!!! You think you know mind games? HA! Try his!… And the list goes
on and on!”
You take a deep breath because
spitting out this stuff made you all worked up.
J definitely seems speechless for
once; he keeps on looking at you up and down, debating:
“Who… who bought you?” he utters,
taking off his jacket and placing it on the bed.
“I was lucky it was Dr. Freeze,” you
sniffle. “Due to his…condition, I
didn’t have to perform too many things on a… personal level, mostly just the business part for The Organization.
A few times…”, he sees your eyes getting teary, “…I don’t want to talk about
it, OK? And then I stayed…waiting for you…so I can get you and nobody else.
That’s how much I cared. But don’t
worry, that’s not the case anymore,” you hiss at him, regaining your composure.
“ I just wanted to repay you for that time during the Wayne Industry heist you
saved my life. I don’t want to owe you, understand?” you quickly make up a
reason this way it won’t show how hurt you are. He has no idea what you’ve been through and what it took for you to
stay when all you desired was to leave and run back to him.
The Joker just lifts his shoulders
up, puckering his lips in a grimace:
“So this means I don’t have to sleep
with you and all that stuff since I’m yours for 6 months?”
“Exactly, I don’t want you to touch
me; just worry about the business part of it and get them as much money as they
want! I’m responsible for you so try not
to get us both killed. Then you’re done and that’s it. If you want to stay as a
bidder afterwards, it will be your choice,” you grumble, shaking your head
since J is really getting on your nerves.
He deliberates for a few seconds
before talking again:
“So…what am I supposed to do if
I…get…the urge, Doll?”
“What?!” you snarl, not amused. The Joker was hoping it would make you
smile.“Whatever you did while I was gone!” you bark at him and head towards
the bathroom, adamant to take a shower, maybe it will help cool you off.
You hear the knock in the door and it
scares you. Were you two really loud?! Hopefully they didn’t hear the argument
or you’re in big trouble.
“Take your shirt off, quickly!” you
tell him while you pull your dress over your head, taking your bra off and
tossing it to the side. He knows why so for once he does as asked and you push
him in bed, getting on top of him really fast and covering everything you can
with the blanket.
“Come in,” you turn your head and one
of the guards walks in, averting his eyes when he sees the both of you like
“What is it? I’m busy enjoying my
prize!” you growl, covering your breasts with your hands.
“I’m so…so sorry to interrupt, Miss
Y/N. I have the Organization’s list of everything Mister Joker has to do for 6
months, all the heists, kidnappings and…”
“Yeah, yeah, I know,” J replies,
irked, getting on his elbows. “Just get out, we know the drill; the lady’s
having fun, OK? She sure wants her money’s worth so I have to get back to
“Leave that stuff on the table,” you
point with your head and the guard obliges, turning around afterwards and
exiting your quarters.
“Of course, m-my apologies again,” he
nervously stammers, closing the door.
“Good, this helped, it looks
believable,” you whisper. “Would you take your hand out of my bikini?!” you
slap his arm, trying to kick him in the crotch as you get off him.
“Heyyyy, watch the merchandise, you
paid 12 million for it!” J snickers and he doesn’t like the fact that you’re
still upset. But he was a complete ass, so…
“You’re not worth it, trust me…” you
sadly reply and he bites his tongue because he sure wants to say something very
mean. “I’m going for a shower, I have 2 more bathrooms in my quarters, pick
one,” you let him know with a sour expression on your face, heading back
towards your own.
“So I’m sleeping here?” he inquires,
slamming 4 pillows on the bed.
“Yes, you know the rules: you have to
sleep in the same bed with your buyer. Sometimes they raid the rooms at night,
they sure don’t care about privacy too much. You can’t lock the doors, ever. We have to follow protocol.”
The Joker huffs, fiddling around with
his boxers before sitting down.
“How was sleeping in the same bed
with Dr. Freeze?” he inquires, watching you roll your eyes:
“Cold!” you shortly reply and
continue: “This is a double king so there’s plenty of space. Make sure you stay
on your side, don’t try your sneaky ways with me,” you warn him, getting
comfortable under your comforter. You reach your hand and turn off the lamp
when you hear:
“Hey, Y/N, do they have stripers
“Shut the hell up, J!” you place the
cover on top of your head, hoping he’ll be quiet.
“No, seriously, do they?” he tries
Since you don’t answer, The Joker
assumes he can continue yapping:
“I think you should know I might have
got somebody pregnant.”
“For God’s sake, give it a rest, will
you?” you turn on the other side. “I don’t care!” but after a
few seconds he is so pleased to hear your muffled voice from under the
covers: “Did you really?!”
His maniacal laughter resonates in
the bedroom and you decide not to say anything anymore.
You wake up sweating, feeling really
hot and you realize why: he got under your comforter and he’s squeezing the
life out of you in his sleep.
“J, wake up, go on your side!” you
take his hands away from around your waist, not wanting him so close to you.
“This better be your gun!” you push him away, not entertained at the situation.
“Nope, not my gun, you know I sleep
naked,” he groans, half asleep. “Old habits, don’t flatter yourself,”
and he tries to cuddle by you again.
“I’m not. Stop bugging me, I mean
it!” you punch him in the arm, aggravated again.
“Don’t hit me!” he musters, trying
really hard not to hit you back. “…What the hell is this?!” J grumbles, feeling
your skin from under your t-shirt.
“Not all my missions were easy, I
have more scars now, “you confess, not happy at the memories, pulling away from
him and he finally lets go and rolls over towards his side of the bed.
“I’m sure you deserved it,” he
maliciously responds, getting cozy with his pillows. He certainly likes to bite.
“Just make sure you do what you have to do for your 6 months and then you’re
done…we’re done with this nonsense…”
you sulk since you are fed up with his crap.
“Whatever, I don’t give a damn!” he
has one last outburst before winding down. “Hey, Y/N, can you imagine me
sleeping in the same bed with Harvey or Enigma? Those guys are boring.”
And you thought he was done. But you don’t reply.
“But Ivy though… that woman knows how
to make other men want her and… ouch, hey, watch it!” The Joker protests when
he receives one of your pillows right in the face. “ I’m keeping this one
too,” he decides, and he hears you mumble not very nice things; it pleases him
to realize he still has the power to antagonize you.
After two weeks he came back from one
of his mission with a black eye. Because of his pale skin, it looks so much
worse than it is.
“Can you see?” you ask, staring at
his eye: definitely doesn’t look clear blue anymore: just red, swollen and
“Somewhat,” J sighs, grabbing the ice
bag from your hand and placing it over his bruise.
“You should go to one of the doctors
here, I don’t want you to go blind,” you pout, unconsciously keeping your hand
on top of his.
“I thought you don’t care, Doll,” he pushes your hand away, pretending to be in
“I don’t,” you are fast to respond.
“I just want you to be able to continue with your assignments, remember I am
responsible for you. Are you sure you
don’t need a doctor?”
“Pffttt, I’m OK, I’m The Joker. I
don’t need anybody for anything,” he puffs, hinting at you not being important
“Yes, honey,” you make it a point of
being overly sarcastic while saying it, “we are all aware of that!” and you slam
the door, leaving the confused J sitting on the couch with a displeased
expression on his face. He sure believed you will put up with his temper and
venomous remarks and baby him. This is
what you used to do…
He returned from a robbery with two
bullet wounds in his right arm. The medical team took care of that and patched
him up well, but you know it’s not going to be easy: he’s never been a good
He keeps on tossing and turning,
wincing in pain while you want to nap. You try not to pay attention but he
won’t quit. You even cover your head with a pillow; it’s no use.
“Doll, I think I have a fever,” he
whines, pulling at your blanket.
“Uuuhhhhh,” you get up on your side,
wishing you have shared him with Ivy so she can get a taste of his wonderful
interpersonal skills. But since you didn’t…joke’s on you. “No you don’t!” you
snap but move towards him anyway to check. Old habits…
“See? I’m burning up,” J complains
and starts purring when you touch his forehead.
“You’re fine, you don’t seem…
too…hot…” you utter and glare when he takes your hand and kisses it.
“I am hot, maybe horny, can’t really
tell,” he flashes his silver smile at you, winking.
“Stop your stupid games!” you back
out, regretting you felt for it.
“What games?! I got shot and I’m in
pain. Com’ere,” he gestures for you and it makes you cringe.
“No, I’m fine where I am,” you
decline and The Joker is not used with rejection. He opens his mouth to say
something vicious and you just ignore him. “Good night!” you cut it short,
wanting to rest. You manage to put your ear plugs in, not willing to listen to
a single word that comes out of his mouth anymore. He sure blurred out a lot of
things but you didn’t hear anything.
2 in the morning and you wake up
startled, not knowing why. You take out your earplugs and stretch, adjusting
against your body pillow when you hear J groan in his sleep, uncomfortable from
his fresh wounds.
He’s dozing off in the middle of the
bed and since you have the nightlight on you can distinguish the grimace of
pain on his face and messy green hair all over the place. You watch his
restless sleep for a while and bite your cheek, worried without even
noticing. You move close to him and touch his forehead again but it doesn’t
seem like he has a fever.
You remember how you used to comfort
him when he got injured in the past and you press your lips against the
bandages, not even knowing why you’re doing it. Old habits…
“What are you doing, Pumpkin?” J
yawns, scrunching up his face with his eyes closed.
“Kissing it better,” you bitterly
reply and can’t help but sensing your heart beating faster when he answers:
“It does feel better…” and he softly
pulls on your hair, snoozing, playing with the long strands until he’s out
cold again. You wouldn’t know that what you did sure relaxed him; he wouldn’t
admit to it even if it kills him, but he really misses your touch. Old
You swear in your mind this is the
only time you will be nice to him since he really screwed up. You have to be
strong, this way you can have revenge for all the anguish you suffered for his
Today is the end of his 6 months
service and The Joker ended up being stabbed on his mission. Since it’s quite a
superficial lesion, they allowed him to take the rest of the day off. He mopes
around the quarters, delighted his ordeal is over with. He sure didn’t enjoy
serving his time for The Organization. So much money, diamonds and guns he got
for them and he couldn’t keep anything. He completely detests it but there was
no way around it.
Where is she?
J wonders since he didn’t see you at all today. He really wants to get out of
there as soon as possible.
You enter the rooms with the 4 guards
and seem deep in thought. When you leave the premises for good you have to
always be accompanied by them; you can’t take anything with you; all stays
“Finally, Y/N, let’s get out of
here!” he impatiently grabs your hand and starts dragging you out. “Walk faster!” J barks and after a few moments you yank your hand
away, staying behind while the security team closely follows his steps. He
turns his head, reaching for you again while pacing down the hallway.
“Come on, what you are doing?! Move
“I’m staying…” The Joker hears your
voice echoing and he halts, alarmed, not even knowing why he has this strong
desire for you to follow him.
“You’re what?!” he tilts his head,
irritated and wants to head back towards you but the guards won’t let him.
“You can’t go back, sir, you know the
rules. Please keep on walking!”
“What the hell are you doing, Y/N?!
Let’s go!” he yells, trapped in between the wardens.
You blink fast a few times, hesitant.
You sure want to get out of the place as fast as him… yet:
“They are bringing Frost in
tomorrow,” you talk loud enough so he can hear you. “I want to get him.”
“That’s so stupid, Doll! I thought
you want to run out of here as soon as I was done with my time!” he shouts as
the guards make him move again.
He keeps on looking back and you
don’t say anything; you just lift your hand and wave a faint good-bye, your
eyes getting watery while watch him depart. You don’t even know why you are so
upset; he’s definitely not worth it.
“Fuck!” J grumbles, irked he won’t
see you anytime again soon. He can’t understand why his selfish self keeps on
having doubts about leaving you behind; you’re
definitely not worth it. “Hold on!” he gets the attention of his wardens. He
takes a deep breath and passes his fingers through his hair, wanting to keep
his mouth shut but something inside makes him pronounce the words: “I’m staying
as a bidder.”
“Are you sure, Mister Joker?” one of the
guys double checks.
“Yes, I’m sure, even if I’m aware
this is the most stupid ass decision I’ve ever made…besides dating her, of
course,” he scoffs, heading back towards you.
You pretend you don’t care at all
when he comes in front of you and starts rambling, dramatically gesturing to
accentuate his feelings:
“If you think you will get Frost and
sleep with him in the same bed without me supervising the whole damn thing, you’re
“Huh?!” you look so confused when he angrily hugs you.
So, I've Identified as Aro/Ace for a couple months but had the same feelings for years. However I've also recently discovered that my mom is emotionally abusive. Ever since then two of my friends keep trying to get me to date/ keep flirting "for fun" and say that the only reason I don't like it is cuz I've never tried it and because the thing with my mom caused repressed emotions. But... I'm sure I'm Ace/aro and that it's not going to change once I move away from my mom.
Oh dear, that is rough over all. I wish I could help more, but I think you really at the heart of this ask know yourself. And I think non-compromising that is so important to keep you safer in abuse situations. Tell your friends no, please continue to tell them no. You don’t want to put yourself in a worse spot simply because they wouldn’t shut the fuck up about it. Be firm, and know I’m rooting for you and hope you get to a less abusive spot asap.
You shouldn't ever feel guilty about sharing your opinion. People are always going to disagree with you but there's nothing you can do about it. The worst thing you can do is keeping your opinion to yourself. Just be yourself and share your opinion. Just don't mind about what others think about you. If 5-10 person is going to unfollow, it's their problem not yours. Don't feel guilty
Thanks guys I appreciate it really
If y'all ever want me to leave let me know and I will
Just please don’t throw hate at the page
Well I just finished the 400 follower celebration mood boards!!! They were so much fun. I had a blast doing them. So I am going to do them again. This time they will be open to everyone. Just a few rules.
And here are the rules:
1. You must be a follower to get a mood board.
2. You may pick a story or yourself.
3. If you pick yourself: Please answer the following questions
Soft or Hard
Inside or Outside
Anything else you think I should know
4. I am only going to take 15 like I did last time.
5. I wont take them if you are on anonymous. I want them to be the best they can and I need to be able to see your Tumblr to do that.
6. I will only answer if you are not one of the 15. I lost one last time so I want to be able to keep up with all of them together in my inbox.
7. If you got one in the last round, I ask that you not do it this round, please. If I don’t have 15 by Sunday, I will make a new post to open it back up.
Ok I think that is it!! And thank you again to all my wonderful followers. You are all amazing and awesome. And I can’t believe so many of you like me. You make my day so bright.
Hey I just wanted you to know that your it's about not cutting really helped me. I'm 100+ days clean and I almost broke tonight. It's been a fucking shitty day. But that post just made me swear not to for another day.
Hi, beautiful soul! You are amazing. I’m proud of you, please, keep going, I love you so much and you deserve all the happiness in the world! If you feel like you want to cut again, just please, distract yourself from this feelings. Promise me. You are strong enough! Take care.
I lost my job recently and my depression has been messing with my head these days. Could I please get a star?
Losing your job is scary, especially in this current economic climate. My dad recently lost his job, so I empathize with you :<
Something better will come along, just keep applying to new places. Think about the kinds of activities you enjoy doing, and see if you can find anything related to those (for example, if you enjoy helping people and interacting with others maybe something in retail or reception would be good :>).
Try not to let your depression get to you, anon. Something better is coming your way, just keep putting yourself out there <3
Bella jumped off a cliff and did other extreme things just to see Edward after he left?? Like, stop girl. Please.
It was extremely problematic. But, at the same time, depression can definitely do some crazy things to you. And if you are in a overly dependent consuming relationship and he just leaves you alone, you can do really stupid things to make yourself feel alive. I can relate to an extent.
But the thing is, being with Jacob made her feel whole again and the healthy thing to do would have been to realize that the way she was with Edward wasn’t right or healthy and to keep healing herself in other ways instead.
If a guy leaves you and you just lay in the forest for days until a search team has to come rescue you, basically being OK with dying without him, you need to make a change, ya know?
Bellamy COME BACK NOW please STOP oh god why do you always have to put yourself in danger and doing something so fucking heroic PLEASE be selfish for once and keep your damn ass safe. Please do that for me…
Yes come on let’s do something else that will make Bellamy feel more pain. Yes come on let’s make him feel worse, he doesn’t hate himself enough does him? That scene wasn’t necessary, please stop hurt my boy, please, he deserves so much happiness why are you so evil…
Keep watching, keep spreading the word - WE CAN ONLY WIN
There’s something that needs to be clarified here.
EYEWITNESS IS NOT AT RISK OF CANCELLATION.
Eyewitness was sold as ONE SEASON. Which means the Network planned to air it, get some viewers, and end it there. They did NOT bet on this show beyond that.
THEY WERE NOT EXPECTING THE KIND OF RESPONSE THAT THE SHOW IS GETTING. Keep this in mind. THEY WERE NOT EXPECTING TO BE ASKED FOR A SECOND SEASON. THEY WERE NOT
EXPECTING FOR US TO FALL SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH PHILKAS, AND TO LOVE ALL THE
OTHER CHARACTERS SO MUCH, AND THE STORY, AND THE IMPORTANT THEMES IT BRINGS TO
WE NEED TO KEEP PUSHING, KEEP TWEETING, KEEP MAKING NOISE, KEEP
TELLING PEOPLE TO WATCH LEGALLY ON TRACEABLE DEVICES, KEEP SENDING LOVE TO THE
BOYS AND GIL AND MATT AND CARLYN AND WARREN AND ADI AND JENNIFER.
USA Network were not expecting this and we NEED to let them
know how much we’ve loved it and how much we want a second season.
So use #WeWantEyewitnessSeason2, tweet @USA_NETWORK, AND SCREAM SO LOUD THEY CAN’T
HELP BUT HEAR YOU. LET’S DO THIS!
I honestly can’t believe some IGOT7s.. It even went so far that BamBam had to practically scold the fans on his own twitter and state what he meant. He shouldn’t have to, you all knew he meant as a fatherly figure, but some fans ruined that by twisting it to inappropriate language. English isn’t BamBams first language, and although Jackson called a fan his “daddy” doesn’t mean BamBam knows of the other meaning.
Not everything is about sex and kinks. I know we all have the dirty thoughts in the back of our mind, but please keep them to yourself and not all over an idols social media. Especially since BamBam looks through basically all of his tweets. Not only that, but this is a sensitive topic for BamBam. He didn’t grow up with a father, he passed away whilst he was still an infant. He stated he sees Marks dad as his own, and that makes me really happy, so what makes it acceptable to joke about his choice of wording. From previous tweets we can see that BamBam takes a lot to heart, because he cares, and he is trying.
As an IGOT7, I’m disappointed, our fandom is better than this. We should be grateful BamBam takes the time to update his twitter to communicate with us in ENGLISH. So please, be more careful and responsible next time. Let’s make fan x idol interactions on social media more fun for the both of us.
Absolutely. Your life has so much value. Please please please take care of yourself. Think things through. Your life is worth living. There are people here that care about you. I care. You can get through this. No matter how hard it may seem right now, trust that it WILL get better. You just have to keep fighting. Please keep fighting. If not for yourself, then fight for me. Fight for others in this community. You can beat this darkness. I believe in you