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You all have, by now, most likely gotten a good sense of my amazing friend, Joan (@welcome-to-the-joangle), who’s been in countless short videos, now YouTube videos, and other things. In this video, we delve into our relationship, and see how well we know each other. Lots of things were brought up that I did not anticipate haha! I hope you enjoy!!

seriously tho with all the new characters introduced in the last few bombs, like the zoomans,  famethyst and holly blue, topaz and aquamarine, the two zircons, rhodonite, fluorite, rutile, and padparadscha sapphire, as well as lars (presumably) getting powers, it really seems like we’re building up to a second gem war. esp considering we know now jasper is getting redeemed, so the cure for corruption is coming. this will mean tons and tons of new crystal gems will be revived with plenty more added to their ranks. now that ‘rose quartz’ is home, i can imagine the diamonds will be setting their sights on planet earth once again, even if only to check up on the cluster

tldr gem war 2.0 is coming lads

THEORY BC I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS

Ok so with these last episodes, to be specific, ‘The Trial’, most of us if not all have come to the conclusion or at least suspicion that Yellow Diamond shattered Pink Diamond and her behavior was obviously giving it away:

BUT

There’s something that still doesn’t really fit here…

“I was there. I saw it with my own eye. I watched the leader of the Crystal Gems – Rose Quartz – shatter Pink Diamond!”

Now, it’s not that wise to trust a gem’s perception and vision, when she only has one eye and a ‘gem eye’.

And hear me out here, because this is a bit nuts, what if she can see well but her eye-gem-vision allows her to see everything with a red filter?

And… what two colors look pink like Rose Quartz when mixed?

Red and White

We know gems can shapeshift into almost anything so how about a Diamond shapeshifting into a smaller gem?

What about the common knowledge that only a Diamond can shatter another  Diamond?

So what if not Yellow Diamond but White Diamond?

But that brings a lot more questions…

Why would YD try to cover WD? And why did WD even shatter PD to begin with?

But until more proof, like a Zircon, I rest my case.


Bonus:

I’m still not sure what this mural means but I see Rose holding a diamond and another gem in front of her with her arm lifted. In the past I saw people saying this was YD but looking at her desing and WD mural, I can almost confirm that’s indeed WD.

Honestly that’s all I have until here.

I really NEED to see White Diamond and find out more about her.

I have NO idea how to feel about this. On the one hand, the character development for Lars was handled very well and all the episodes were SO well written. We finally saw Homeworld and it is really becoming developed, and now we know ROSE MIGHT BE INNOCENT. However, the stuff with Lars being Lion 2.0 is REALLY FREAKY?? Like WAY out there even for this show. Also of course I’m glad Steven is home but I wanted to see WAY more homeworld and LARS IS JUST STUCK THERE AND IS PART GEM?? Its like, wow this was all well done but its also so wacky…

possibilities for why the martian sewer rabbits are classified as rabbits, and what they are:

  • Bioengineering gone wrong and then very carefully slammed into the sewers like clothes in your closet when you need to clean your room
  • native martian animals. juno only thinks they’re rabbits because he’s never been to earth and barely knows what the animals on the planet look like
  • Thanks to the expansion of technology and the breeding of pets, anything that resembles an animal can be considered that kind of animal without much question. if you say something’s a cat, it’s probably a cat. if someone else says it’s a dog? well, now you gotta fight about it i guess
  • very poor space furries
  • cryptids
  • they were humans, once, but then they came in contact with that good ol’ martian radiation
    • like maybe when settlers came to mars a bunch of them started undergoing a bunch of radical changes that made them cool hulking monsters, so the ones who gained immunity chased them out or something?
    • maybe it’s just something in the water
  • Ben Steel as a young child declared himself an expert on animals and decided they were rabbits. Juno’s not about to say his brother was wrong, especially not now

There it was! The real homeworld. I jumped off my chair when I saw it! Ohh, ohh!

For 9 months I’ve been creating fan homeworld concepts but now it’s here.
I don’t even know what to say. Amazing!


Also ehh… Yellow and Blue looked like they still needed a second at the beginning of the trail.Hoho. Don’t let us… interrupt you…hmhm.

And the catepillar saying they might become more when they find the right person.

Oh  you make me very happy show. I hope you guys enjoyed it, too.Or maybe you didn’t. I’m not gonna judge.

Check yes or no: part two. A do over because of formatting

Check yes or no: part two IN ITS ENTIRETY, sorry for this who couldn’t see it all before.

Hello all, to those who still care and/or remember this little story of mine. For those of you who do not have memories akin to an elephant’s, you can fine part one HERE. I warn you now this chapter is a bit of a filler chapter, and probably could be better. However, I do have Part three (psst, this is no longer a three part story!) itching to get out and posted. So, hopefully it will be written by tomorrow as i’m off with nothing to do.

To the anons who long ago sent me messages to be about this story, don’t worry I have never forgotten, the answers are coming.

to @takemeawaytocamelot If I know my time zones like I think I do, it should still be Memorial Day for you, and well, you know the old saying: Christmas Day/Memorial Day, potato/mango (haha). I am so sorry I inadvertently lied to you about this story, but I never forgot about it. I hope you like it.


Part two:

God, she had missed him. She had tried to tell herself it wouldn’t be that bad, they would call and write, or they would see each other on holidays. But about thirty seconds after walking away from him, she burst in tears. Years, they had been apart for years. A significant percentage of her life. But it didn’t matter anymore; he was finally coming home.

Waiting in the main area of the train station, Claire couldn’t stand still. She continually ran a hand through her hair as she checked the arrivals board, not becoming even remotely calm until she saw him. Taking a deep breath of relief, she watched as he walked off the escalator. He stood tall compared to the hunched weary looking travelers around him.  She noticed he still had the old baseball hat she had given before he left. It was currently blocking her from his line of sight.  She couldn’t contain herself anymore, her hand shot into the air and she yelled his name, “Frank, over here!”


    Looking up to find her, he smiled and everything else she had been feeling seemed to fade away.  The drive home was anything but quiet.  They spoke of everything and nothing, trying their best to update each other on the last several years. Claire told him of her adventures globetrotting with Lamb and her excitement to be finishing out schooling before university in a real school, lockers and All!  Frank in turn told her of finishing his university studies and looking forward, much like her, to working with Lamb again in a real school, students and All!


    They were so caught up in conversation, that neither noticed the passing countryside that they had previously been so excited to explore. Neither had spent much time in France before, but were pleased when Lamb had been offered a permanent professor position, with Frank as his assistant. While still quite active, the years were beginning to catch up with him, so it would be good for him to have a more stable life.


    Pulling the car in front of the house, Claire gathered their things and made her way up the stairs but before opening the door she was stopped. Frank held her hand, an odd look on his face, “Claire, um, before we go in. I should probably…”


    He was cut off when Lamb pulled open the door and welcomed him back from his trip. He ushered him in through the house, conversation on the stairs momentarily forgotten, to what could assumed to be the office.

“That girl, how could you even, how do you deal with…ugh, she’s just terrible Jamie”


    “Hello to you too, Janet.” Jamie said, trying as hard as he might not to laugh, as he opened the door for her.


“What did she do now to have displeased you so?”


    “That girl canna have more that three functioning brain cells, it’s not possible. How she manages not to get lost on her way from her closet to the bed each day I’ll never know.”


    He couldn’t stop himself this time and burst out laughing at the image. Jenny just continued on, pausing only long enough to glare at him. “Oh sure, laugh about it. YOU didn’t have to sit in a car all day with her,and you didn’t have to listen to her as she tittered back and forth between dresses! I mean really, how can you stand it? What do you two possibly do together? It canna be her skills as a conversationalist!”


    Stopping then, she caught her breath and finally noticed his smirk, which turned into a full blown smile as he doubled over laughing.


    Huffing at him, she began to rummage through her bags. “Never mind! I don’t want to know!”


    “I’m sorry you had such a bad time with Annalise, but she’s really not that bad.  Maybe while you’re here you’ll get to know her a bit better. But, it is so good to see you, ye’ve been missed. I know Ian hasn’t been able to stop talking about your visit.”


    Jenny snorted looking at him in disbelief, “Not that bad, huh?” The smile she saw made her own turn up into the real smile he hadn’t seen in so long. He had been away from home for a few years now with little more than short school break visits to tide him over and it was never enough. Jamie couldn’t wait for this last year to be done with so he could make his way back.


When he had been accepted here, he hadn’t thought it would be as bad as it was, he had been so excited and so wrong.  Tonight, he thought he’d be able to get a bit of home back. Tonight was the welcome back ball and with Ian and Jenny with him, they would bring a little of the highlands to France.

Claire was putting on the final touches to her outfit for the night. She had spent the majority of the day on the phone with Gilli making sure that what she had put together would work as well as she was told it would. Pouring over her jewelry box for the millionth time, she contemplated once more just calling it all off, pulling on jeans and going to a movie. But, she had purchased her dress and shoes with Gillis a month or so before on her last visit to Scotland with Lamb. It seemed an awful waste of what she was assured many times wasn’t too much and would get the attention of every man there. The deep red, she had to admit, did contrast nicely on her pale skin and dark hair, but she was still nervous.


    Making a splash was all well and good, but doing so at a new school was something entirely different. She did her best not to think too much on those thoughts and the ever persistent voice in her mind saying, “Just be careful.” The sound of Frank coming in downstairs pulled her out of her thoughts. She looked into her jewelry again, selected ruby and gold earrings her mother had left for her, slipped her shoes on, and walked out of her room, deciding it was now or never.
   

“Hello Frank, you look very handsome. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in a tuxedo.”


    She always thought that saying that someone was breathtaking was always a bit of an exaggeration, but Frank seemed to have lost his looking up at her, coming down off the stairs. She had never felt more powerful and sure than she did in that moment.

Coming up to him, he had finally gathered himself enough to tell her how beautiful she was. From his words and Lamb’s photo happy tendencies, she blushed a very close second to color she wore.  She finally relaxed a bit as they drove to the venue.  They stayed quiet through most of the ride, but she knew that she was ready. These types of events, while uncommon in her life, were not completely foreign to her.  She had, in the past, accompanied her uncle to various faculty events and research galas. She knew that, if nothing else, tonight she could mingle and get to know her new classmates in a more relaxed setting.

Walking up the main staircase, Claire could hear the chatter of people and the beat of the music.  She paused a moment before walking in, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.

“Are you sure you’re alright? We don’t have to go in you know. We can go somewhere, anywhere else; if you’d like.”
   

She looked between him and the doors for a moment, squared her shoulders and turning the knob saying “No. It takes a lot to surprise me anymore, Frank. I don’t expect anything in there to change that. Let’s go.”

Spinning around the floor, Jamie tried his best to take in his surroundings. He hadn’t really gotten the chance to talk to anyone, or even get something to drink. Upon entering, Annalise had drug him on to the floor and only briefly seen fit to let him rest. He didn’t mind too much really. Though, Jenny’s rant from earlier came back to him, as Annalise had also been talking for the better part of an hour, about what, he had no idea.  But, overall he was having a very nice time.


Jenny was beaming and Ian’s smile hadn’t slipped once, he never was able to take his eyes off of her. Annalise looked lovely too, she wore a fitted peach colored gown and since picking her up that evening, he, too, found himself staring at her when she looked away. Suddenly, something felt different, and he couldn’t place it. He tried to get her attention, though there wasn’t much hope of that while she kept talking. He brushed it off, determined not let his thoughts go past the two of them dancing.


    Suddenly, the song came to an end, switching to something much louder and more upbeat,  he was ushered off the floor towards the refreshment. She had pulled him down a bit so he could hear her over the music.

“I am going to run to the ladies, would you mind grabbing me a drink?”


    He nodded and pushed his way gently through those standing around talking. Placing his request, he finally got his chance to look around, and to see who had shown up with who. While not much of a gossip, he found it was better to at least know the goings on as it made his life altogether easier.

He hadn’t paid much mind to those immediately around him, only registering bodies moving in and out of the area. As his drinks were handed to him though, he saw a flash of red come up to the drinks area and directly into his arm.

“Oh! I’m so sorry… erm, excusez-moi.”


    It was quick, but he had caught it. English. Good French, from what he could hear, but definitely English. He turned to pick up a few napkins and decided to stick to English as well in response.

He chuckled cleaning off his kilt, “Nae, it’s no bother. Really, worse has be spilt on me before.”  He look over his shoulder then and his heart stopped.

“Claire…”

anonymous asked:

I feel like Lancelot could be a good ship, if people didn't make Lotor abuse Lance. Yes, granted the whole kidnapping thing is a good way for them to meet and Shiro was all beaten up in the Galran prison. But this is specifically Lotor beating Lance. So what parts of the Lancelot ship do you ship? Like I don't know how to phrase that, but yeah?

Hmm, see, I’ve always liked the enemy-turned-ally-turned-friend (optionally: -turned-lover) trope! Zutara is my main ATLA ship because I love it when the enemy redeems themself and helps the protagonists– I love the anger, the denial, the uncertainty, and the shaky, slow build of trust. ATLA did it perfectly. I shed a tear everytime I think about how well they handled Katara’s initial hatred of Zuko turning into trust and friendship. I’ll cry right now 

Like, for Lancelot (I’m not gonna bother censoring it since you didn’t in the ask; it’ll show up in the search anyway), I don’t like seeing the noncon and abuse because 1) I don’t like noncon or abuse lol and 2) It’s just simply not how I ship it. 

We don’t have much about Lotor at this point, so he could be a complete loser for all we know– but even if he’s actively trying to stop and defeat Voltron at the beginning, and the paladins hate him (and this of course includes Lance), I like when he doesn’t do that and like, I dunno, turns on his dad or something and becomes a begrudging ally. I mentioned Zutara earlier, and that’s literally it. I’m just a slut for this trope. Like, at least 80% of my ships are enemy/rival-turned-ally/friend etc. Guess I’m problematic sjfdlksdjskjg

I’m gonna get Deep™ here: I just think that the redemption arc trope is super interesting, because it reminds me that there’s always a possibility for things to get better. As someone who was kinda shitty in the past, I like them because it reminds me I kinda went through my own and have become a lot more open-minded, honest, and kind, and have earned the trust and love of my friends. It also keeps me optimistic in remembering that while humans are by nature really, really shitty, most of us are capable of forgiveness and compassion and of realising when we’ve fucked up and atoning for it. I have a lot of feelings about redemption arcs, ok.

So, in short, I just really, really fucking like redemption arcs lmao. I think Lance, with all of his insecurities and his uncertainty about where he belongs on the team, would be the most sympathetic out of them, but he’s stubborn too, so I just think the development of it all would be really interesting.

…. Lars changed color because he was revived by healing tears. Lion is the s a m e color.

With what we know, lion knew Rose and Lion is the same color as Lars is now. An average lifespan for a lion is 10-14 years and steven is 14 so by process of elimination…

EITHER LION IS DOING REALLY WELL FOR HIS AGE or LION IS IMMORTAL and now lars is immortal and indebted to Steven just like Lion was to Rose (and now steven because they share a gem)

LARS DOESNT HAVE A HEARTBEAT so….. long live LaRs and LiOn

Update: lars has a slow heartbeat….. which I am going to just assume that means he’s aging slowly so him and steven are going to live together forever doing that hand chest thing :)

anonymous asked:

Hiiii!!! i have to ask something that has been worrying me for days now: do you think touka will die? or that she will suffer a drastic change (like, for example, casca from berserk) ? i dont know what hurts the most.. i'm just so worried.. i feel like crying.. help my soul i know that touka is someone really important to kaneki's character, and that she helps him grow, but do you think ishida would do something like that? AAAH I'M SCARED TT A TT

(Man I really need to read Berserk)

I don’t think a drastic change is coming to Touka since it wouldn’t really fit any arc parallels. As for death - well, it ain’t impossible anon, but I still don’t think it will happen. 

It might be that like Kaneki dies and Touka is left behind at the end of the first manga, Touka dies and Kaneki is left behind at the end of this manga. That’s a possibility for a parallel, and the ring Kaneki got this chapter serves as a potential device for Kaneki to remember Touka by after she is gone. Because I don’t want to be accused of wishful thinking, I acknowledge the possibility of this outcome. If Ishida is more nihilistic than I anticipated and :re is in fact about the impossibility of breaking the cycle of tragedy, this could be the way things go.

However.

Because Touka seems to be aware of her own deathflags, I think that we can expect a curveball from Ishida and be hit by a different death in the family. Because of various pieces of foreshadowing, such as the rotten womb poem, the artwork of a person with characteristics of both Kaneki and Touka, and the unprotected sex in 125, I think the real death we can expect is of their child. In fact it’s Touka’s awareness of her vulnerability (esp when/if she finds out she’s preggo) that’s going to keep her alive, although it will be her choice for action that will ultimately result in the child’s death.

Since Kaneki’s had his Sun phase now, what remains is Judgement and The World. Will Kaneki really be able to continue into The World phase if his Sun is extinguished? The loss of a child will be hard, but would the loss of Touka now of all times even be bearable?

Finally, I don’t think :re is about an endless cycle. I don’t see what would be the point in writing it in the first place if that was the case - I would think the original series would be tragedy enough. Touka and Kaneki have already successfully fulfilled the failed missions of their parallels Yoshimura and Eto, proving that the cycle can be broken. And, as is the tagline of :re:

That sounds like a call for hope if I ever saw one. Say it’s only referring to Haise’s dreamworld if you like, but it remains at the tagline for the start of the whole series, and ought to be reflected in the entire thing, just like how “Melancholy becomes this mysterious man of the new age” defined the entirety of the first manga. And the last two stages of the Fool’s Journey are ones of triumph, not failure. Ishida has always championed faith in front of the gaping void. At the end of the first manga, Touka seemingly hopelessly has faith in Kaneki returning to Anteiku, but, come :re, that’s just what happened. 

That’s why I think :re is about hope. Maybe that just means Kaneki will survive, but I think, for something resembling a happier ending, Touka has to be there too. So don’t cry just yet anon, I think we should have faith just like she always did.

anonymous asked:

oh, hi, Rich!! i didnt know you had a blog~ well, maybe now's a good time to ask... how do you, like, uhm, get together with your best friend?? ... froyo's on me if you'll give me some advice!! ((From @askbrookelohst //ayyy, freckled bmc kid buddies!//))

R: Sorry, Brooke. Beats the fuck out of me.
R: Lets make a deal,
R: If you ask yours out, I’ll ask mine. We can celebrate by getting froyo after.

((Also @askbrookelohst your blog is really cute and im dying?? holy fucking s h it))

anonymous asked:

Are you disappointed with tonight's episode as well?

Well I’m disappointed that graveyard Jim got like 42 mins and Nygmob 2 when the whole villain squad plot is 100 TIMES MORE INTERESTING RIGHT NOW! That was not okay smol amount of airtime they got! What we did got though was AMAZING TENSION as always with Nygmob!! Aaah, they are so needy of I don’t even know their feels rn just SO MUCH LOVE AND HATE combined probably! And Fish just appeared all random like we could have got more of that and MUCH more Nygmob hunting and closeup threats ugh! And well that’s my thought overall too that Jim squad often gets more attention with their dull police stuffs, not fair!

the-semi-attractive-barista  asked:

Fam lets get some cute dessert cafe dates with Sinbad and Hakuei. Cause I love them a lot.

Sinbad: For the longest time, you had wanted to try the new shop that had opened up. Everyone on Sindria was talking about it and the real reason you knew about it was after approving its paperwork. But alas, you hadn’t been able to go, well till now. The King laughs as you tug him through the sea of people, giving short hellos to everyone. I mean, when do the rulers ever come down? Like everyday but it’s great to see them. “No wonder you wanted to come here.” Sinbad mutters, seeing the list of desserts. “Try to have some self-control, [Y/n], you know the talk Ja'far will give you.”

“Ugh, let’s not talk about that.” You groan. “We haven’t had a date night in forever. You’re the last person I need to tell to loosen up.”

Sinbad chuckles at your pouting face, rubbing your hand. “Relax, my love, I was only joking. Come now, we can share all these desserts.”

“Oh, so we’re getting everything.”

“Of course, we can’t return empty-handed.”

“That’s true, Pisti was pretty upset that we didn’t bring her anything.” The king mutters in agreement, taking your hand, kissing the fingers.

“What would you like to start with?”

“Obviously the chocolate lava cake.”

Hakuei:  Traveling around for political reasons was always a bore, even if Hakuei tried to make the trip fun. But you would have to agree in the end it was worth it, getting to try new foods and walk around villages, seeing the culture. It was even better when having Hakuei by your side. When arriving in the new village, you were left to site see while your S/o was tugged into a meeting. On your little journey, you heard comments about a cafe that was extremely popular with its sweet.

“So this is the place you wanted to visit before leaving?” The princess comments, laughing as you enthusiastically nod.

“We can think of it as a date.”

“Please, you kidnapped me from speaking to the ambassador. What will I tell them later? ‘Sorry for not making the meeting, I was on a date with my lover?’”

Thinking about it for a second. “Yes. Plus, I didn’t kidnap you, Hakuei, you willingly came with me.”

The princess shakes her head with a smile. “Alright, let’s see this place out. I hope it is as good as you say.”

“Don’t blame me if it isn’t. I’m going by the comments around the town.”

anonymous asked:

Can you make a prompt about Lance catching some sort of cold with an extra side effect where he can only speak in his native language. The other castle ship crew thinks he's messing around. Thanks!

So listen. I love the actual fuck out of this prompt. Like 10/10 quality prompt that I’m itching to write. But, I also don’t know Spanish all that well. I know I could get away with writing English then just having the other characters react as if Lance is speaking Spanish, but I feel like it would be a million times cooler if it was actually written in Spanish. 

Now, I know there are sites where you can translate, and I would use one, but I’m not sure if there’s one that is like actually good and will put adjectives and one not in the correct places as opposed to just literally translating what I type in. 

So, if anyone knows of an amazing English to Spanish translation site, hit me up please. Otherwise, if someone who writes and knows Spanish and English well wants to pick this up, give a reblog and be like “yo i’m gonna write this.” 

anonymous asked:

I really wanna read the blt series but I'm not sure I wanna read j*ronica even a smidge. I'm completely torn! I've heard it's required reading for any shipper too but I'm not sure I can handle it!

Look. I don’t know who you are, Grayface, but I assume since you’re here and you’re sending me this ask that in general you trust my judgement. Well - Trust my judgement right now. Read it. It’s worth it.

Yes. There is Jeronica in 12 chapters. 12 chapters in the whole Trilogy of what will eventually be like 90+ chapters of amazing, plot driven, occasionally smutty, awesome Bughead awesomeness.

Is it a hard 12 chapters to get through? Yes it is. If you’re like me, you’ll cry and wail and hurt so bad and there will be moments where you wonder if you’ll ever love Juggie again (and even once you finish, you may still seriously hate Veronica and cheer when she suffers… I know I may not have been alone in having been slightly influenced in my Vermin!hate by llr - what do you think, @zumpie?).

But Grayface - you’re lucky! As a later reader, you have the benefit of getting through these chapters without having to wait in despair for the next update. Bughead is Endgame. 100%

I have already offered to chair a support group for anyone and everyone for those 12 chapters… in fact, I just went through this with @fulloflittlewhitelies last night - and we bonded over the Bughead Endgame Mantra and a massive love for the original character @ficmuse created. We could have just been random Tumblr followers- but now we’re on our way to being great friends. See! This fic brings friends together! 😉

You’re asking me my opinion… and my answer is simple. Yes, Bizarre Love Triangle and Long Live Rock (and I’m confident fic #3 - The Family Curse as well) really ought to be required reading for any proper Bughead fangirl. I promise it’ll be worth it.

Trust your author (who is a devoted Buggie). And trust ME - clearly you KNOW how loyal and devoted I am. Read it…. and don’t send hate mail for those 12 chapters and hey- message me as you love it - I’d love to hear your thoughts. 😊💙💛

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anonymous asked:

Are people born into their MBTI types or is it a result of their surroundings and upbringing? Like, is there a possibility an INTJ could have been an INFP(or any other type for that matter) if they had a different situation while growing up?

To be completely honest… I have no idea. I’m curious now as well. If anyone knows this answer please share it. :)

anonymous asked:

Hello!! I was curious as to why you no longer consider yourself to be a witch?

hey! thanks for stopping by :)

Part of the reason was because I’ve seen witchcraft so heavily associated with wicca and paganism, that they’re almost inseparable. This seems to be especially true outside of tumblr, and well, I’m not religious at all. I know witchcraft as a practice is not the same as a religion, and I know there’s even nontheistic paganism but idk still. 

Although I could still call myself a witch and it wouldn’t be untrue, the term just doesn’t feel right anymore. Actually, I think the term “witch” never really felt like a good fit for me. There is a lot that’s included in witchcraft that I don’t practice, and that’s been true since the start. But my practice now includes even less than before to the point where I wouldn’t really call it witchcraft anymore.

I’m still spiritual, but I’m focused only on healing and reprogramming my ego. Now I just meditate with tea or after smoking and occasionally do some elemental work. I’d love to start growing some plants too. I want to focus on having a more connected relationship with Mother Earth, Father Sun, and my Higher self. I guess the new term I’d use for myself now would be spiritual healer, maybe? I’m not sure, but for some reason that I’m still struggling to put well into words, the term “witch” and “witchcraft” just don’t feel right for me.

(to clarify just in case, these are only my personal beliefs and I don’t judge anyone who is a witch and does witchcraft and so on, it’s just not my thing anymore)

happyflower252  asked:

Musical Themed Questions: 7, 17, 23, 33 and 34 pls !!

7. A musical every one can learn from?

The first one that comes to mind is Dear Evan Hansen, I know that I learned a lot from it, and I hope other can/have as well.

17. A line that never fails to make you laugh?

My dog speaks more eloquently than thee

23. Cast Recording you know by heart?

I could sing you the entire Beauty and the Beast cast recording if you’d like!!

33. A character that inspires you to be better?

Amelie has been particularly inspiring to me right now.

34. Showtune that always puts you in a good mood?

King of New York!!! My jam!

Thanks for the ask!! 💚💜💚💜

anonymous asked:

And now being angry again just blocks any positive feelings I've felt. I'm back to a lazy faggot again every fucking time it's gone and I never get it back. Why can't I ever be happy about shit it's always thinking about what others mock me for or how I'll never be this or that or what will I do with my life. I start to hate things that I like as well including the shit I felt previously as a good fucking thing. God

You can get out of this completely! I was completely angry all the time from about 10 years old to maybe 23 or 24. It’s shit. It doesn’t do anything. It’s not who you are, either. You get little glimpses of yourself that come up and you get angry that that exists and suppress it, but you know you’re not this anger fuck. Jesus, this is weird to even think about now. I was always angry about everything. Nothing was good. Why even care though? You are choosing to burn your guts when you can just be at peace instead and enjoy your life. I don’t know if you’ve sought help for it, but seeing a doctor about it can change everything. It can feel like a pusshole surrender, but don’t think about it. Just go and be honest with them and do what they say and follow through with it and soon you won’t grill your asshole out about shit that doesn’t matter and you’ll just start enjoying things. Imagine you lived your whole life angry and depressed and then one day before you are going to die, you realize what you’ve done. You can’t go back. Change now before you have that final anguish day of begging to redo things the way you wish you did.