but now i have to worry even more

Positive Things to Think About

1. Edward is clearly just trying to prove a point to Oswald. If he wanted him dead, he’d be dead already. If he wanted to really destroy him he would have had Clayface turn into his mother, not his father. Ed knows Oswald’s weakness, and that weakness is his mother. Digging up his mother and haunting him with her would have messed him up a lot more. But he didn’t cross that line.

2. Oswald doesn’t even seem to care that the newspapers are attacking him and people want him out of office. His first words to Barbara after waking up (On the couch again!) are “Where is Ed.” His whole mindset right now is worrying about Ed. He’s ready to burn the city down to get him back. He’d throw away everything he has worked for just to have Ed safe. So why would Oswald “I need Ed” Cobblepot do anything to hurt him?

3. Next week’s episode shows that Oswald, Ed, Barbara, and Tabitha are all in the same place. We see Tabitha holding Oswald by the face or throat. We already know they want both Ed and Oswald dead, so perhaps they are ready to go through with it. What about Ed’s expression? Is it fear? Shock? Worry? That wasn’t a look of anger. Maybe Oswald fully confessed to everything, his love for him and killing Isabella. Maybe they are about to kill Oswald and Ed finally realizes he doesn’t want that. There is still hope for them.

Feel free to add more, we need all the positivity and optimism we can get.

@shamymybabes requested this… I just want to thank everyone for all the amazing birthday wishes! Ya’ll made my day and I can’t stop smiling! I wrote this little scenario as a thank you! I hope you enjoy it!😘

Amy smiles to herself as the curtain pulls open and Sheldon steps into the shower behind her. Even though they have been doing this for more than a month now. It still sends a thrill through her every time he steps in the shower with her.

The first time had been on her birthday. After being up for twenty- four hours and making love. Amy felt she needed a shower before she went to bed. Yet unwrapped herself from Sheldon and stepped out of the bed Sheldon looked at her stricken.

“Where are you going?” He asked her worried. Like she was about to walk out of his life in just her birthday suit.

“I’m just going to take a shower before I fall asleep.” She told him.

“That’s a good idea. I will take one too. Try not to use up all the hot water.” He teased her.

“You could always join me. That’s the best way to ensure we both get an adequate supply of hot water” Amy teased back, winking at him. Yet much to her surprise he stood up.

“Alright, I think you might be onto something.” He agreed following her into the bathroom.

Amy was speechless as she watched him prep the water. How many times had she daydreamed about them taking a shower together. Or even just watching him as he took a shower. Thinking about how sexy he would look with the water falling down his head. Now that it was happening she was shaking like a leaf. As they stepped under the hot water together Sheldon noted the goosebumps that had rose on her arms and stomach.

“Is the water not warm enough for you?”he asked concerned.

“It’s fine. You just do this to me.” She told him shyly as he grabbed the soap and began to lather up her body.
As wonderful as that first shower was. Amy was sure it was going to be there first and only one. Until that next morning when she turned on the water to the shower and was startled when Sheldon joined her again.

“It just makes sense doesn’t it? Showering together?” He asked taking the shampoo bottle. “Save on water and ensure we both get an equal share of the hot water.”

“I couldn’t agree more.” Amy told him.

Now it had been weeks and they showered together every day. What Amy enjoyed most was how it was rarely sexual. Instead it felt like Sheldon took their morning showers as a way to cherish her. Her mother made her feel like every time a man and a woman were nude together it was dirty or depraved. Sometimes Sheldon was at his most lighthearted and silliest during their morning showers. It was a side to him she was sure only she got to see.

“Do you want the Marge Simpson?” He asks swirling her wet soapy hair into. A beehive. “Or are you in more of an Alien mood?” He says moving her hair back i to a spike at the back of her head. Making Amy giggle.

“It’s not fair. You don’t have enough hair for me to give you a hairstyle.” Amy teases turning around in his arms.

“Not true. I can do the Ferris Bueller.” He teases her spiking his hair in between his fingers into a mohawk.

“I like it.” Amy says running her fingers through the spikes. “I almost forgot !” Amy exclaims handing him the mini bottle of shampoo taken from the hotel. “You promised, you’d show me.”

“So you want to see how Godzilla takes a shower?” He asks taking the bottle from her his eyes twinkling with mirth.

“Yes!” Amy tells him and he spins her around so that now he is under the spray of the water. Clutching the bottle between his hands like a squirrel holding a nut. Sheldon lifts his hands feebly upwards, pretending to struggle.

“Mighty Godzilla must get clean. But his little arms prevent him getting the bottle above his head.” Sheldon says in a gruff voice stomping his feet. “Why must Godzilla use tiny human products? When will someone make shampoo worthy of a mighty lizard!” Sheldon demands shaking the bottle upwards and lolling his head sideways mimicking a dinosaur with a large head and small arms.

“It’s a good thing Godzilla has a friend to help him.” Amy says helping him get the small bottle over his head.

“Godzilla is very lucky indeed.” Sheldon agrees, the mirth in his eyes changing to something dark and hungry. That makes Amy’s stomach flip and the goosebumps return to her skin.

“What else does Godzilla do in the shower?” Amy gulps nervously.

“I don’t know at the moment I feel more like King Kong and you are my prized Faye Wray.” Sheldon says beating his chest like a gorilla before pinning Amy against the wall of the shower.

anonymous asked:

I see all these people talking about boobs and while I'm an 18 year old girl I barely fit into into a 32a. I absolutely hate my chest and feel like no guys will ever like me because of it. I'm getting implants, but they're for me and not for anyone else, but it just sucks

you are beautiful just the way you are. you don’t have to have a huge chest for a guy to like you, because the right person won’t care. but if it really would make you feel better for yourself, that’s up to you. just make sure you really are just doing it for you and not in the hopes that it will make you more appealing to other people, because trust me when i say the opinion of others isn’t worth shit.

seriously. you’re so young and you have years ahead of you to find someone. why even worry about that right now?? 

- admin faith


Look at that man with the blue suit, and the girl beside him.

“Well seems someone drank more than they shoud….”

Then we have who I’m guessing is Sara. She looks ready to record the moment.

“Oh it’s Yuuri!”

Then we have Mila.

And the poor girl just can’t hold it anymore…

And now even Victor has to take some photos, he doesn’t even care he is talking with other people at the moment.

“Ok just wai-… I only need one photo of this… Ok done!”

Also JJ…

“Don’t worry, we are cooler than that.”


They are feeling it….


“Oh no… now there’s another one.”





“OK now… who brought the pole?”

Quotes from Zevran that made me love him even more:

  • “We… are ridiculously awesome.”
  • “Elves plant these trees to remind themselves of who they once were. And then they pee on it. Charming symbolism, really.”
  • “The good thing about mages, I find, is that they die much like any other. You need to worry about what happens before that.”
  • “Have you ever heard the saying ‘let sleeping abominations lie’? Now would be the time to consider it.”
  • (Upon urging Ser Perth to use the oil in the siege of undead on Redcliffe) “A fine tactic. Provided it actually kills them and you don’t end up having to deal with FLAMING undead.”
  • “Ooh! A path that looks like it’s there, but is really a trap! I want one!”
  • “I’m sure there’s a moral in here…something about building bridges with friends, and such. Something poetic…oh, well.”
  • “What a remarkable amount of lava. Do you think anyone ever falls in?”
  • “That is a sexy sword, and I must have it.”
  • “Your husband? Dead. It was horrible, and so forth.”
  • “Do you know that there are poisons that I can ingest which would be harmless to me and yet be already killing you as we speak?”

Also, his laugh, and the tone he gets when you piss him off.

Not that I’ve ever pissed him off. Had to Google that shit. But, mmm, angry assassin.

I have recieved a few worried messages about Trump’s presidency from people who are part of the LGBT community. I am from the UK, so I cannot even begin to understand how scared you must all be feeling, espciecally after Mike Pence’s statement. I cannot promise that everything will be okay, and I think you all know that the future is definitely looking uncertain in terms of LGBT rights.

We all need to come together now, no matter where you are in the world. We need to unite and stand together even more than we have before. We need to link up with other opressed groups; blacks, latinas, hispanics, muslims, disabled and all the others, to tackle this together. Together we are stronger.

As Chad Griffin (Human Rights Campaigner) has said; “To every LGBTQ person across this nation feeling stunned and disheartened, and questioning if they have a place in our country today, I say this: You do. Don’t ever let anybody tell you otherwise. Be bold, be strong, and continue to stand up for the principles that have always made America great.”


anonymous asked:

Kayla, you are simply amazing. You have such a bright, sunny personality that I love hearing every day. I'm so glad you talk about having anxiety because trust me, I'm about to graduate college and I still have anxiety, but it takes a lot of will to deal with that. You're much stronger and much more resilient than you give yourself credit for. You also bring so much happiness to people - you're such a necessary person. Don't ever forget that!!

This nearly brought me to tears. I really needed to hear it right now. I’ve been having a pretty rough night/morning (#haha love being an anxious mess) and was worried about even being capable of finishing my video for today and that only made it worse. Thank you. Seriously, thank you.

Guys…. Yesterday I lashed out a tiny bit and my ask box was getting heavy and I was so afraid to even open it. So I asked my friend to take a look at the messages for me and she told me it was safe to look because pretty much every single message and comment of all those dozens that I received yesterday were the most heartwarming. So I went ahead and read them all and broke down weeping uncontrollably because you are all so so so sweet and wonderful and kind, I cannot even explain it… thank you so much with all my heart for being so understanding and supportive. Whenever I feel like I’m getting overwhelmed or begin feeling pressured, you help me remember how amazing it is to be part of this community, and my gratefulness is not only brought back to the surface but also multiplies a million times. Really. I’m just some random sad nerd who fell in love with a fictional world and wants to recreate it out of my imagination, and you are here being with me and loving it. Thank you so so so SOOOoooosnsdsfehgu much. Really. Truly. Love you all, even if you don’t really care that much, I still love you and am grateful for you. You don’t have to be here, but you are, and you appreciate whatever I manage to give. Thank you ❤

P.S. I’ll try to respond to the off-anon messages as soon as I have time!!

anonymous asked:

Hi! I wanted to know if you had any spell to boost self love or self confidence? Long story short: I'm on holidays in a homestay family and it's ruining my diet (because I don't dare to tell them their food is too fat or not healthy enough, and I can't buy myself food cause its rude when they are already cooking something for me). And this is making me feel like shit right now... Sorry I know this is really a silly problem but I don't want this to bring down my mood cause its holidays! Thanks~

Oh don’t you worry, I got your back! Thats a shitty situation to be stuck in and I have been there more times then I can even count! Just remember you are awesome because you are you! <3


Self Love

Other Things That May Be Useful

To all my followers who are gay, a person of color, and of a different religion. I’m sorry that this is happening. I know you must think as a white woman, I must not truly care about who wins because I’ll be safe, right? Wrong. This election meant everything to me because I have been worried about all of you who are not white and who are not treated fairly because so. The first thing that came to mind a few months ago is that I do not care how this election effects me, but for my friends, my family, and the rest of the world. 

You already live in fear, but now, you’re have to live in terror. I know what this means, it means we will go back 100 years and even more. I’m sorry for this, I’m so sorry…. I’m so concerned for all of my followers and friends. This is not a good day. No sir… 

I’m at a loss for words right now. I feel like I have witnessed a murder… 

16 things I learned in 2016
  1. Leave everything up to God, like everything.
  2. Help people who look like you and don’t look like you.
  3. Whatever addiction you have right now, it will never satisfy.
  4. When it comes to friends: Quality > Quantity.
  5. Follow your dreams even if they seem absolutely infeasible.
  6. Travel alone when and if you can.
  7. Laugh, laugh and laugh again.
  8. Learn the difference between honesty and being rude.
  9. Marriage is not your endgame. It’s a part of the story.
  10. That being said, stop worrying about marriage.
  11. There is nothing wrong with being alone.
  12. The harder the journey gets, the more you’ve got to rely on God.
  13. This too will pass - breakups, bad grades, and everything in between.
  14. Sometimes the wisest thing to do is to stay silent.
  15. Strive for God’s best, not your own.
  16. Stop dwelling on the past and move forward.
Hit and Run Chapter 3

Hey guys, as promised here’s chapter 3 of Hit and Run!

For those who haven’t read the previous chapters yet…


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Thanks @gays-on-ice (aka @peanut-jars) ,  @ppastelderpp, and @peachyviktor for putting up with me <3

Also… considering the new information revealed by the last few episodes… I may need to review my general outline and make appropriate changes.

Chapter 3 : Hospital Stay (2)

Yuuri plastered his most serene expression onto his face and hoped that Victor wouldn’t be able to call his bluff.

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Doojoon: You’ve all waited a long time, right!! There were a lot of different things being said, but we wanted to be careful until we were completely sure! We’re so, so sorry for making you wait! This is the real start!! Although I think this path will be even rougher and more dangerous than what we’ve experienced until now, we will take the lead so just diligently follow us without worrying! If we’re having a hard time and we stop at some point, please give us a push from behind! It won’t be easy, but let’s all get through this together!! Have a good day and always be careful of catching a cold. Let’s all meet soon!!!!!

Junhyung: Since we achieved our biggest goal of ‘let’s be together no matter what happens’, even if the days ahead won’t be simple, I think I can accept it joyfully since we have you lovely people who always wait for us and miss us 😬. Although this was a very tough decision that the five us made after a lot of thinking, I know there will definitely be people who are satisfied with it and also people who will be disappointed by it. We will be filling up that space going forward, so it would be great if you could keep watching over us. I sincerely thank President Hong Seung Sung as well as our Cube Entertainment family for bringing us out into the world 🙏🏻. The weather is cold so be careful not to catch a cold and I hope you have a good day 👋👋👋 #Aroundus Uploaded by Yong Junhyung who wishes for you to always be with us by our side

Yoseob: Please support the new start of the five of us. We need your support and love. I first want to apologize to our B2utys who were probably the most anxious in the midst of all that was being said and also say thank you for waiting for us,, I also sincerely thank President Hong Seung Sung and Cube Entertainment who made the five us and allowed us to stand where we are now. I don’t know what will happen going forward. But I’m not afraid! Around US will work hard to give joy and happiness to you all.

Gikwang: We have started anew once again at Around US. I first want to thank the many fans who like me and cherish me as well as the many people who have worried, supported, and waited for us until the end. Although it was a period of time that was neither short nor long if you think about it, I just once again want to thank the people who trusted and continued to wait for the five of us. The hard work and effort from the company family members, the members, and so many others that marked this start makes me very happy and excited today. I want to say thank you so much to us five members, our company, the many people who cherish us, as well as President Hong Seung Sung and the Cube Entertainment family who created us. If we didn’t receive the help of so many people, I don’t think we would have come this far or have been able to make such a big decision like this. I hope that we, and all the people around us, work hard together and keep running forward. Please continue to give us lots of love and interest and we will become five members and an Around US that always builds up together. We ask for a lot of anticipation, love, and support!!^^ Everyone, the weather is cold so be careful not to catch a cold!!! And have an enjoyable day!!!!

Dongwoon: Finally, a warm space where B2utys and BEAST can be together more closely has been created. I hope this becomes a company that we can grow together while communicating with you all more. Because we met people who are sincerely putting in their effort and their all for us, I really hope that your worries decrease, and not just us, I also hope that B2utys walk this flowery path with us. I’m sorry we made you wait so long and I really wanted to say thank you 😔.

I also want to thank President Hong Seung Sung and Cube Entertainment for allowing BEAST to exist. The president’s words to tell him if we ever need anything and that we’ve worked hard for the past 7 years are still ringing in my ears. In order to not worry or be a nuisance to him, I will work hard to become an artist that diligently runs forward. 


“His hair is more accurate in this one.”
“I know!”
“It took three tries, I’m content now.”
“Good, but I’m starting to think you like Redhead more than me.”
“So not true.”
“Uh huh.”
“And besides, you’re a redhead again yourself.”
“No need to worry.”
“The truth shall set you free.”
“Well if I’m going to be truthful then—”
When you first colored your hair I wanted to punch you in the face.”
“Whoaaa, why?”
“I’m not certain, but I do remember being quite shocked and upset.”
“Since then I’ve never truly gotten used to you being blonde.”
“Oh, nothing.”
“I just have the sudden urge to see if Walmart has blue hair dye.”
“I will not refrain from punching you a second time.”
“Bring it.”


Daryl Dixon Imagine

Based on a request (Yes, a wild story appears. Everyone, brace yourselves. <D) (I hope you at least smiled about the stupid jokes because I sure as hell laughed (about my own jokes, yes). :D)

You’re at Hilltop worried about your brother Jesus. When he finally comes back he wants you to meet Daryl.

word count: 1476

approximated reading time: 8 Minutes

“Paul!” I crashed through the door panting. “Where the fuck have you been!?” He had went missing yesterday and even though I had gotten used to not seeing my brother a few days every now and then he usually told me where he went, but more importantly he had always told me that he went out. This time it was different.
“Nice to see you too, sis!” Paul was sitting at our table with a glass of water in his hand as if nothing happened. “I went out, nothin’ special.”
“Nothing special?! You hid in Negan’s truck, you snuck into our enemies’ camp risking your life, and you’re telling me it was ‘nothing special!?” I tried to keep calm, keep my voice down but it was hard.
“I see you already know what happened”, he said grinning at me. “I got them out though.”
“Paul, this isn’t funny… I was worried!”
“I know…” Paul sighed deeply and stood up opening his arms to hug me. “Look… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you worry but.. they’re good people. They’re worth it.”
“Jeez, Paul… you’re driving me crazy, you know that?!”, I said throwing myself into his arms. He was the only person I had left in this world after our parents died. He had saved me multiple times and without him I wouldn’t have made it to Hilltop, to safety. I couldn’t stand when he went out on such risky missions.
“You know, you could call me Jesus, like everyone else does!?”, he laughed brushing through my hair.
“I could but… I’m not everyone else, I’m your sister. I have a right to call you by your first name.” Growing up with him, watching him go through every embarrassing phase there was and of course trying to be just like him, I couldn’t bring myself to call him Jesus…
“I basically am your savior anyway, sis! So, it would only be right!” Paul protested and hugged me a little tighter.
“Yeah, you wish!”
We laughed for a while hugging each other before Jesus took a step back to look at me.
“You’ve already met Maggie and Sasha… I’m sure if you meet the others too, you’ll understand why I had to do it.”
I sighed deeply. “I’ve known you all my life, Paul, I know why you did it. And I’m sure… if you had told me, I would have jumped in without asking…”
“That’s why I love you, sis.” Jesus throw an arm around my shoulders with a wide grin on his face. “Now, let’s go and meet Daryl. I’m sure you’ll like him.”

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Hey guys. I didn’t want to have it come to this, and I hate asking because it’s just not something my family taught me to do, but I’m not working currently, and I really could use some help with money.

I can’t afford to feed myself or my cat at the current period of time, and I’m worried because I don’t have anyone to turn to in my family or elsewhere to get any. While I’m going to start working soon, I won’t get paid until the end of the month, meaning that I have absolutely no way to feed myself from here on out.

It would help me a lot if anyone could donate to my paypal (hallari97@gmail.com, I believe) and send in even a couple cents. I’m just really scared right now because, as of today, I have no more food and no means of getting any.

Spoilers, sorry

I had to rant so…
Like tbh dont even read the tags…

Okay so like…where is Shiro?? Im having issues now.
But Keith…omg Keith my sun child im so happy that we got confirmation about him being galra!!!
And Hunk should get that job at Vrepit Sals…that scene was amazing, Sal makes me happy.
And Lance, dont worry you are important to the team and they love you *cough one maybe cough more than the cough others cough*
Now Allura was a bitch for a while but she turned around and bless.
Also Haggard is an Altean????? Like yes but no???
Either way i only have 2 really important questions:


K. L. A. N. C. E????????

As an end note, can we petition to just have Lotor…not show up to the party like???

So yeah, we need more of the others next season but i think this one balanced out nicely and was planned very well


(also take that Zarkon, fucking hope you stay in that med bed thing whatever forever *mic drop*)

(Also Haggard and Zarkon??)

Thus ended the spoilers

anonymous asked:

hi eleanor! i was reading your tags on the post of even touching isaks face and you mentioned how you have your own opinions of why they chose to show even always touching isaks face and isak just touching evens shoulders/back etc, and i would love for you to share your thoughts, only if you feel like it of course! i hope youre having a wonderful morning/day/night ❤️

hello my darling! how glad I am to find you in my inbox. and I always feel like sharing, don’t you worry! but I think it is so sweet of you to care like that. honestly, all of you are always so nice to me and I hope you know that I do so appreciate it, I really do!

in my opinion it has to do with the fact that Isak is very much coming to terms with his sexuality whereas Even is more coming to terms with the fact that he is with Isak now. after what must have been at least a year but is probably more like years, Isak is finally allowing himself to not only want a boy but also to actively pursue him. and I can only imagine what that must feel like. to dream and want and wish for something so long and then finally getting it after denying it yourself for so long. I know it is easy for this to become a cliche and it kind of is, I guess, but the fact remains that kissing a girl is completely different from kissing a boy and I can imagine Isak relishing in that. relishing in the fact that he is touching boy shoulders and a boy back and boy arms and a boy butt and wanting more of it, taking his time with it because he has denied it himself for so long. he’s not only with Even, he’s also with A Boy, you know, and that can’t be anything but a huge milestone for him that shows itself in the way Isak physically is with Even as well.

Even, on the other hand is already long past that, I feel like. he’s not thinking of boys versus girls or whatever, he’s thinking about Isak and getting to have him. so you can imagine him kind of touching Isak’s face and touching his hair and thinking of him more in terms of, ‘I get to be with Isak now!’ and less in terms of, ‘here I am with a boy’, like Isak does, in my opinion. also, I feel like Even’s very aware of how big of a deal this is to Isak, how big of a deal he is to him, and to me, the fact that Even quite often grabs Isak’s face, for example, touches his hair, the nape of his neck, his cheeks, is also a kind of a grounding idea, like ‘halla baby, don’t freak out, I’m here, the world is still turning, no worries’ because that kind of comfort is what Isak often needs from Even and Even realizes this.

Decided to post this quick sketch now that the novel has been officially released.

Pardon me for the a-little-bit-more-modern clothes. I know that most people drew them in traditional Japanese clothing, so… this could be either a modern AU or they simply being in gigai. We all know they must have visited the human world more often than anyone thinks.

… Now I get how challenging drawing Renji’s tattoos could be. *cry* Sorry, I know how weird it looks now, but I will get better on drawing it! Please do not worry!

I am not sure whether they wear wedding rings or not? … But if they actually do, at least in the human world, that would be very adorable. ;w;