but not every month

i started watching football not knowing how emotional it’s going to be in the long run

i’ve cried at knock out rounds, derbies, quarter finals, semi finals, finals, and last night i cried at an international friendly

i cry when my team loses an important match, but i cry harder when they win

i cry when my favorite players retire and hang up their boots

i get emotional thinking that in a few years, the players i grew up watching and admiring will do the same soon

football is such a beautiful sport and before i started watching it, i honestly never realized what an emotional ride it will take you on

however, i am thankful that i got into it and i feel sorry for who doesn’t watch it because they’re truly missing out

🌙🐍🗡 really fun patreon commission for @trbl-will-find-me around the concept of stories where girls live in the end (in this case persephone). i had a blast working on it!

my patreon is the only place i will occasionally open commission slots right now as i’m working on the deck and don’t have a lot of time for them. slots are first come first serve and will probably be available every two months or so?

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Honestly, I think that people should have to see a psychologist the same way they need to see a dentist or a primary physician. There isn’t a single person on the planet that couldn’t benefit from regular psychological health visits. And like any other doctor it would be different for everyone. Some people just need to stop in every 6-12 months to make sure everything okay unless something comes up, and others need to be seen more often. But the rate at which mental illness has skyrocketed in the world over the last few decades is alarming and it’s really something that needs to be given attention to.

I haven’t visited our family’s “summer” cottage in ages… and this really is my happy place. I’m feeling more emotionally calm and relaxed than in months…

I tell you what, I get so frustrated by Hollywood’s fucked up idea that having LGBT people or POC in a movie will make it bomb. You know what I’m gonna see this month? Fucking Power Rangers. I have never in my life given a shit about Power Rangers. Never seen a show, a movie, never even cared enough to add it to a watch list. But I saw ONE post sounding the horn that it’s got decent LGBT, POC and even autistic representation and I’m fucking there. I am going to toss this movie my hard-earned cash. I see maybe one movie every two months, and this one is gonna be it. I’m fucking excited to watch it, too. All of that shit Hollywood is so scared of damn near guarantees I’ll see a movie I don’t even fucking care about. And I’ll probably enjoy it.

On Fire

Will opens his eyes.

He blinks. Once. Twice.

He’s been waking up to the same sight for the last few months but it still feels fresh.

Hannibal is lying there, naked, with his back turned to Will so that all he can see is his shoulder and hair falling down like a waterfall of thousand shades. It’s almost impossible how quickly Lecter’s hair grow. The man insisted on taking care of Will, cutting his hair every month or so, but he did not ask the same of his partner and, at some point, he started braiding it. Will cannot deny how much he loves Hannibal with long hair.

He blushes as he thinks of all the times he was pulling on or running his hands through it. From his current position, Hannibal looks almost like a woman. It’s only with more details revealed that the whole picture unravels, presenting an image of a handsome man in his fifties. There are the sideburns, which, strangely, Will finds endearing despite them being somewhat old-fashioned. Then, there are broad shoulders, which, after pulling on the sheet, turn out to be the most prominent part of Lecter that Will can see.

Hannibal’s skin is fairly smooth, with beauty moles, wrinkles and plenty of scars. From Will’s viewpoint, the most noticeable one is the huge branding mark he got indirectly from Mason’s hands. There are also some, which Will never asked about – small, narrow, minor cuts.

Will sighs and stretches his hand. He doesn’t touch Hannibal; he doesn’t want to wake him up. The body inches away emits great warmth and the skin to skin contact is not necessary. At this point, Will knows the texture by heart and has the map of Hannibal’s body memorised.

“Most people complain about having to wake up.”

Lecter’s voice reaches him in a slightly deformed way. Still, he can make out every word.

“I have a feeling you’re about to say that we’re not most people.” Will teases and finally has the opportunity to place his hand on Lecter’s shoulder without waking the man up in the process. “There was a time when I hated sleeping.” Will confesses while caressing his lover’s skin.

“What about now?”

“Sleeping feels like wasting our time. But I cherish the knowledge that you share the bed with me.”

“Does it make you feel safe?”

“It makes me…” Will ponders while tracing paths with his fingers on Hannibal’s back. The skin there is hot, almost burning Will’s fingertips. The touch is electric, causing Hannibal goose bumps and waking his whole body even more. “You make me…”

Will buries his face into Hannibal’s spine. The safe nook between the shoulder blades is the only place Graham will needs as a shelter. He doesn’t need to hide; not from the man in front of him or anyone else for that matter, but the sole awareness that there is a safe space waiting for him anytime makes him calm.

He feels the body next to him move and in no time, Hannibal lies face to face with Will.

Dick and Stephanie both have a passionate love for musicals, and they frequently do duets in the living room while their siblings and Bruce are trying not to cover their ears because both are unaware that they’re completely tone deaf. But that doesn’t make them any less fabulous, and their rendition of You’re The One That I Want from Grease is quite a showstopper. When the local Gotham theater was holding auditions for West Side Story, they got super excited and went to try out together. It was quite a performance, and while they didn’t get the parts, their enthusiasm never diminished. They also reserve one night every month to watching musicals together at the manor, and sometimes Cass and Jason join them. 

i went to sleepaway camp one summer when i was younger, and it was around when nintendogs came out so i was pretty attached to my game, and i was so worried about my dogs, that my dad actually played nintendogs every day for me while i was at summer camp, like he fed them and took them for walks and thats just not something ill ever forget

One up, one down

A couple of Thursday evening musings:

1) I’ve been home sick the last two days. I’ve been out of work sick at least one day every month since November. For a guy like me that works hard on what’s left of my health, this has me mentally and emotionally in the trough. That isn’t a plea for sympathy or commiseration, it just is. But I’m !?$&@)! tired of it. And no tweaks to my routine seem to be helping. Grrrr.

2) Today, I literally refused to look at email at all, work or personal. I know it’s a modern cliche, but it’s been super freeing. Though I fear the virtual, erm, merde-storm I’m likely to see in the morning.

It’s bizarre: it’s as though my body has completely lost the ability to transition into, or out of, winter. Maybe I’ll move somewhere with no seasons.

As you were. - JBF

anonymous asked:

Thank you for all your hardwork over the past few months!! You're all amazing. I'm just curious about one thing and I'm not sure if you've answered this already but, how often does The Omegaverse Project & The B-Boy Omergaverse volumes come out? Or is it pretty much whenever the publishers decide to?

the omegaverse project - every month for 6 months/season. though this month is the last month for season 3. if a new season starts back up, then season 4 should begin towards the end of this year.

bboy omegaverse - every other month. volume 5 mid-april, volume 6 mid-june (yeah, ikr)…

ik i post about this at least once every 2 months but god i only liked girls for so long when i was like 13-15 but every crush i had was just on my best friends and it would go from sleep overs with sexual tension to them talking about boys they liked to them dating boys and me just sitting there sad and i’m just . .  .. wish at least once in my life i successfully had a thing with a girl
all it’s been now that i’m older is girls using me for the male gaze when we are drunk and i’m just so tired i don’t want 2 make out with you to impress some guys at this club i want to admire the water running off your soft skin in the shower and brush your hair at night and cook you food while you sit in your pjs on my kitchen floor 🙁

Forgot about our social worker visit earlier this week. She was in our driveway when we got home from work. My husband rushed into the house to do a 30 second tidy while I got my daughter out of the car and stalled the worker by talking about the weather. Our floors were gross but house was otherwise okay.

We don’t currently have any placements so she just comes every three months and we tell her that there are no changes. And then we chat. It’s a weird visit but she is lovely.

Anyway, I’d love another placement so I could be on parental leave again. I bowed out of work last Friday cause daycare was closed. Museums on a weekday are the absolute best.

I don’t think we will get a placement anytime soon though.

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wonderful39530  asked:

Jackson is coming back on the 25thof this month!!!! I have every shocked faced and falling out meme going on right now!!! It feels great knowing he's feeling better!! What are your thoughts and feelings on this!!

I CANT WAIT FOR BABY BOY TO BE BACK 😍😍😍 I just hope he’s feeling 100% and is happy. It definitely hasn’t been the same without all 7 of them.