but my thoughts my thoughts i must speak them!

Saudade - Part Two. Smut

Author: mystic-biscuit
Rating: 18+ NSFW
Words: 4484


Notes: There isn’t any smut in this part, sorry to disappoint the perverts, but it’s still marked smut because the series itself has smut, and there will eventually be smut, don’t worry. Thanks to my hoe’s for helping out and reading it over. Tip: It’s good to have friends to take a second look, they can usually pick out things you can’t or suggest things.


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I was thinking about how two years ago I visited Ellis Island. I had this weird full-circle moment. I saw my family name on the wall and thought about what it must have been like to come from rural Ireland to New York City in the early decades of the 20th century. I thought about my great grandparents; how they died when I was two, but my mom still tells my sisters and I about the fairy stories she heard from them, and about struggling to understand them when they spoke English, and about how they left their native language in their native land, and stopped speaking Irish when they came here. That part always makes me sad. I thought about how long my family has been in Chicago. Seven generations on the English side, and three on the Irish side. And there I was, visiting Ellis Island, having been born and raised in Chicago.

Today I went on the Ellis Island website. I searched their catalogs for my family’s names. When I saw them, listed there, with their Irish counties and ship names listed alongside them, I choked up. I couldn’t tell you exactly why.

anonymous asked:

if you're doing companion reactions, how about romanced companions react to sole being kidnapped and taken across the country and coming back after like 5 years

Hello, Satan my old friend..I’ve come to talk with you again. 

This got REALLY long (mentions of suicidal ideation, thoughts) 

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Zodiac Signs as La Dispute Lyrics

Aries: Its an honest thing when there’s no one there. Some days feel like dress rehearsals, some days I watch and you don’t care.

Taurus: They will label you thieves, wolves and whores, but you are nothing less than angels

Gemini: Your silence screams, you’re giving in to your failures.

Cancer: So use your fingers darling and tear at the restraints they call the body. It’s the temporary things that rip us apart, for the body is but a piece of art for you to tear to pieces.

Leo: I want to believe the way I am is just the way it goes. For the things that came, not the things I chose to come. I want to know if I had any control, I want to know if it’d comfort me.

Virgo: He says “life is like a wineglass” as he spills his drink like secrets all across your dress and says: “my dear I must confess, I never thought you knew what love was like for real. I never thought you needed me”

Libra: Whisper secrets, speak in a hushed voice. The first thing that you learn is that you never let them hear you. In a sound proof room, in a windowless world, keep your voice down or dull your words.

Scorpio: I think you saw me confronting my fear, it went up with the bottle and went down with the beer. I think you oughta stay away from here, there are ghosts in the walls and they crawl in your head through your ears.

Sagittarius: Don’t we remember all the moments we remember the best. Frames in poems and pictures, sang aloud in refrains? Does this cycle of pain and disdain for the past not work exactly the same?

Capricorn: Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?

Aquarius: I felt your sickness brush against my arm as I walked by you - heard your voice but couldn’t tell that it was you.

Pisces: Underneath the laughs there lies a need that nobody is getting.

Kiss the Girl

Note: This is kinda long. Also if you haven’t checked out Part 4 of Moments Gone just click here

“You gotta do it, man,” Zay said taking another bite of his sandwich. “You know you wanna.”

They were all in Farkle’s house playing video games but decided to take a food break. Lucas had thought it was the perfect time to bring up his current predicament.

“I do,” Lucas said rubbing his sweaty palms on his knees and reclined back in his seat. “I’ve been wanting to kiss her again ever since she kissed me. But I get so nervous, I sprint off every time she leans in.”

“You’re an idiot,” Farkle chirped from across the room, coming in with a tray of lemonade. “Take my genius advice, Freak Face, and just do it.”

“For someone who sometimes dresses like they sponsor Nike, you sure don’t take their advice.”

“Thanks, Zay,” Lucas grumbled sarcastically. “Hey, I don’t even wear Nike half as much anymore!”

“No you went back to those blue shirts,” Zay said. “You need to just set the mood, maybe that’ll help you to stop sweating like a pig. Ease all that tension inside you, y'know.”

“He’s right,” Farkle said squeezing in next to Lucas. “Maybe a romantic setting between you and Riley will help ease your nerves. I have a perfect idea!”

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‘Imagine trying to set up Bilbo and Thorin, only to have them fall for you instead’ and 'Imagine caring for Bilbo and Thorin when they catch nasty colds, and they turn out to be the worst patients

Imagines from ImagineXHobbit

Imagine combination requested by anon.

Characters: Bilbo, Thorin, Narrator (gender neutral)
Pairings: duh!

This is happening! Is what I decided, when Thorin hugged Bilbo. The two of them just seemed to radiate love when they were together. And then I understood it all; how Thorin got so upset when he thought Bilbo ran away, after the goblin tunnels, and how he risked falling off a cliff to save Bilbo. Of course, he would’ve done that for anyone else in the company, but it was such a nice moment between the two of them. And there was Bilbo, standing between the pale orc and Thorin. A smart hobbit like him would’ve known that there was no surviving that, if the rest of the company hadn’t jumped in. But after that night, there hadn’t been much interaction between them, so I decided to wade in. 

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What a Flirt- personalized fic

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! This is the Secret Santa fic that I have been working on for the last few weeks. It is for Ayana, whom I have been chatting with on anon for around a month.

@thedreamingowl HELLO!! IT IS I!! IM SO HAPPY TO FINALLY TELL YOU WHO I AM!! I really hope you like this and I’m so nervous for you to read it lol Anyway, here it is and I hope you have a wonderful holiday!

Originally posted by itsvarza

  I ran my lucky bullet around in the palm of my hand. As I followed Agent Coulson down the long hallway I took in my surroundings, doors, windows, stairs and vents. It was an elaborate building but I was confident I’d be able to make my way around quickly. 

  Phil turned around and smirked at me. “You ready?”

  “Yes sir.” I replied confidently. It was the truth. I can handle this. I will.

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