but most of the time im very charmed

Lets talk a little bit about her.

She’s insecure and overeacting all the time, because she was a housewife her entire life and knew little about the world. But when everything falls apart, she pulled herself together immediately because she still has this sorry ass of mine to take care of. She took over my father’s company, worked through its crisis, became a manager at the age of 46 without any knowledge about construction and architecture. It means she had to learn everything from the scatch, with plenty of help from others but still, her will to raise me decently was the only motivation she has.

She’s also very beautiful and charming, which I inherited none (lol) Sometimes I think if I resemble her more perhaps I will be more attractive? She totally agree because she thinks Im so stubborn but she said Im the most beautiful creature she has ever known. She never once thought of me anything close to ugliness, ever. I’m her pride and joy.

She doesn’t believe in drawing can earn a living and pressure me to get a decent job all the time, which I did. But thats also the reason why I’m not so close to her, I dont really share much with her though I know she is there 100% for me. In her time it was so different as she was raised in war, when everyone has to struggle to survive with everything and living a dream is something unrealistic. It’s not her fault to think that way, and I understand that well.

She likes to spoil her children rotten and wants me to rely on her more. Honestly, with my tendency to be fiercely independent and lonewolf, I hate cring to others and vice versa. I am a totally ass if I feel that my freedom was restricted in any way. We fought a lot when I was younger, she wants me to stay close to her, I want to leave. I made her cry a lot. I think if its not because of her great love, anyone would have left me already. Theres no point in reasoning with people like me, but she tried her best. Now I had already left, she just learnt to accept the fact that Im all grown up and take care of my own life. She would sigh sometimes “Why do you have to be so stubborn you can have a easier life you know? I’m so worry”

She’s a super being that I can’t never compare myself to, and will always respect with all my heart.

She’s increadible, kind, strong, loving mom of mine.

Nineteen Firsts and One Last

Summary: It’s Simon’s nineteenth birthday. He’s not expecting anything unusual, just some messages from his tumblr friends. But Baz has different plans.

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[Ari: Okay, I’m going to do it like this: this is gonna have 19 parts and I’m gonna post them as I write them via reblog of this post. When it’s finished I’ll tag the snowflakes blogs so I don’t bother you too much. It will certainly not may not be finished by today but at least you have something. Enjoy]

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I wake up to the doorbell ringing. I look at the clock. 5:59 am. Fuck. Who could it be at this unholy hour? Probably my father, coming back home drunk after a night of partying. Damn, why didn’t he stay in the hotel, as usual?

The doorbell rings again. “I’m fucking coming, dad!” I yell.

I put on some clothes and go to the door. I open it, ready to scowl at my father but, instead, there’s a delivery girl looking at me through her pointy glasses.

“Good morning,” she says. “A packet for Simon Snow.”

“Uhm… that’s me,” I tell her, a little bewildered.

She gives me the packet and makes me sign a paper. I tell her thanks and make to go back inside. “Wait,” I shout before she leaves. “Next time, could you come, I don’t know, in the afternoon? When I’m not sleeping?”

“Sorry, the sender wrote specific instructions to deliver this on 21st June at precisely 5:59 am. He even paid an extra and called the company to make sure we followed the instructions. Sounded rather bitter. I wouldn’t risk my job,” she explains. Ha. Like dying her hair blue wouldn’t risk it. Though, I have to say it looks awesome on her dark skin.

“Oh, in that case… Thanks. Have a nice day,” I wish her.

“See you later!”

I close the door and go to the living room, to open the packet. It’s a basket full of fresh-baked cherry scones and some blocks of butter. There’s a card with a note. It reads:

Some like it hot (page 38)

5:59 am - First breakfast to your door

I’d bring it to your bed if I were there

Baz

(Gampire Chaz to my Craigon Rain)

Oh my God. Baz. Right, it’s my birthday. It’s nice of him that he remembered. Baz is my best friend on tumblr. Well, he is my best friend, period. Although I’ve never met him in person, I feel like we’ve known each other for years. And to think that we used to be at each other’s throats!

When I first read the book A Charmed Life, I became hugely obsessed with its characters—i.e. the protagonist, a half-dragon named Craigon Rain—so I created a tumblr blog to obsess about them. At that time, there were very few people in the fandom: gampire-chaz-loves-craigon-rain (Baz), rainchaz61 (Penny), tape-exists-and-im-glad-for-it (Agatha), trixiethelesbianpixie (Trixie), gampirhys (Rhys), so-noted-rainchaz (Niall), and craigonsnowrain (me). And we were like a little family.

But I hated Baz. And he hated me. We would make stupid competitions to see who had the most notes on their posts. I finally gave up because the fucker draws the most brilliant fanart. So I decided to befriend him and make some projects together.

A smile draws in my face as I eat the delicious over-buttered cherry scones.

I grab my cellphone to send a thank you message to Baz.

anonymous asked:

afdgs that was not what i asked but!... this was a terribly cute answer!! im sure it made your anons very happy!! ok third time's the charm, i tried to ask: of all the asks for headcanons and other prompts can you name five you liked the most! that were exceptionally fun to write idk. sorry i was not clear with this afdshdsf

NO its okay, I can’t read akxbhdkc
Hmm, I’m on mobile so I can’t link them, theyre all on my Masterlist though! Here are a few top favorites:
1. Mc helping the Rfa+v+Saeran recover from a previous heartbreak! That one was such a sweet prompt, especially because I got to write about hurt/comfort!

2. It sounds bad, but another favorite are the cheating ones. I think they’re extremely OOC, and the characters would never, ever, cheat, but I feel like a did a good job! Especially since some of the comments told me I broke their heart, haha!

3. Rfa+V+Saeran Cumming too early! I really enjoyed this prompt! Actually, this person always sends in Top Notch stuff! Every time they send in a request I’m reeling because it’s usually 100000% up my alley! I feel like I didn’t do it justice, but? I loved the prompt!

4. RFA+V+Saeran helping Mc with a panic attack. I got some comments about how it felt very real, and I’m proud of that! Plus I thought Jumin’s was cute…

5. Afterend!Saeran owning a Ice Cream shop! It was a prompt for Saeran day, and I really loved that one. I thought I made it really cute, and afterwards I had to bury my face in my plush because I couldn’t stop imagining how cute it was! It was so cute orz

I actually have a few other prompts I really liked, but it’d slowly turn into most of the list. I did like discussion with the characters, too. That was fun!

anonymous asked:

How would you be able to tell if the members WINNER of liked you?

lol anon how could you do this to me, my poor heart my POOR HEART I CANT EVEN LET ME JUST CRY FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH but at the same time i love you and im thankful for your very cute request! I actually love it lol *hugs* I hope you are very happy, safe and well~ Take care !!



SEUNGYOON – Oh wow Seungyoon would straight up be the most charming man ever. You’d notice how he would look at you a little longer than before and sometimes you’d catch him looking at you and he would just give you his puppy smile. Yoon would also most likely sing a random love song whenever you’re around and when he’s done singing he’d tell you, “Heard that? That’s for you.” You’d also notice how extra motherly he can be, especially when you two would go out to the mall or park, he would wrap his arm around you when you two were crossing the street and would be the one to pull you in so you could walk in the inner part of the sidewalk. It’s the little things he does, when you cough a bit or when your nose is runny, he’d excuse himself out to buy you medicine. Definitely would let you hear his composed songs because your opinion is important to him :”)

SEUNGHOON – Seunghoon would be the mature type, so when he likes you he would act normal as always but he would definitely drop some hints here and there. Hoon would most likely want to invite you outside to play with his dogs and would even treat you to dinner. The type to put his jacket over you and would wrap it around you snuggly-tight and would say, “See? I told you it will be cold outside, you should listen to me.” Would be a worrier, and would constantly text or call you if you were okay or if you’re already home. You’d notice how he can also be a bit jealous whenever you talk about a person you think is cute but he’d be like, “But I’m cuter right?” Seunghoon would hug you a lot , and would take his time doing so! You’ll find how he takes care of you so well. He would even share with you the rap his been trying to perfect, and would ask you for your feedback. He’ll make it into a profession just to make you laugh and make sure you part from him with a smile.

JINWOO – Jinwoo would be hella awkward. He’s the eldest of the five but he doesn’t have a clue what to do with his feelings and you’d catch on later on that he likes you. He’d often stammer when you’re around, especially when it’s only the two of you together. If you trip or get nauseous, you bet he’s going to bring you to the hospital even if he has to carry you over his shoulder (he would get hella embarrassed once he realized he carried you lol). Would honestly just look at you with his doe eyes and would tuck in a loose strand of your hair and as always he’ll get flustered after. Would randomly give you sweets or snacks and he’d be so proud of himself and you’d see him smiling with his dimples out and he’s just the cutest thing. You’d definitely notice how his aura was different than before . Honestly, you’ll find him adorable especially when he tries his best not to panic or be flustered because he really likes you and wants to win over your feelings.

MINO – When Mino likes you, you would notice the little changes he does. When he goes out to buy some food in the convenience store,  he would mostly just buy for himself, but now he would usually ask you what would you like or just surprise you with an extra carton of banana milk. He lends you his caps and would often put them on you far down your head just to tease you. He will do anything just to make you laugh and smile, even if that means looking stupid in public. As much as Mino loves his food, whenever you’re out eating, he would offer you his portions if you liked them. He would make you baby him and often times would ask for your selca or even take lots of selcas together. You’d notice that he’s arm would be around you whenever you watch some tv and he’d rest his head on your shoulder and just talk about his day. He’d share his problems with you because he feels like he could trust you.

TAEHYUN – Oh you know when he likes you when he’s being a brat but at the same time he’s being a sweet guy. He would be the one teasing you most of the time, you’d notice that and it would sometimes get out of control and that’s when he goes all mushy and just be cuddly with you. He would be really sorry if he hurt you. He would really be touchy with you, he would often make your lap his pillow or your shoulder. The type to get childishly jealous when you’re hanging out with another friend. Taehyun would definitely make up excuses you to be near you or to touch you, like, “Ah, you’ll get lost in the crowd. Give me your hand.” Or when you and your friend go out he would invite himself, because you promised to go to the mall with him. Taehyun is the type to be a little selfish and childish, but also he likes you very much to the point he gets that way. One time, he called you so you could listen to a song he composed and it literally moved you to tears, but what he didn’t say was that was for you.

Basically the Winner members would enjoy it and would find great fulfilment when they share their art and work with you. That’s one of the indications they like you! :”)

anonymous asked:

god the season 6 newbies were awful.. and like we were supposed to care abt them but they got 0 time to develop it was just a Mess. Jane was cute tho I wish we saw more of her

THANK U SOMEONE WHO AGREES LOOOOL like im sorry but they had NO personality outside of their caricatures ? jane was the most interesting 2 me but she also annoyed me with the dalton plot, DUMBEST plot ever LOL

like if im being honest, including jane they were all very.. mmEH. i didn’t care for the s4 newbies that much ( i used to!) but they did bounce of each other a lot better than s6 ones. and they had some charming moments too! but s6 newbies were literally ujst there bc writers had NO idea what to do anymore w the lima plot fjuhsg

anonymous asked:

hey im cosplaying with a friend soon and im going as nepeta but i dont know what she should be and i promised to choose for her since this is her first time cosplaying... so yea could you answer me privately if i come off anon and give you a link to a pic of her? please?

That’s a very unexpected and charming question, so it’s kind of hard to say no…

A character with a fairly simple design might be best if she’s a first timer, but her personality is also important because that will affect what character would be the most fun for her to dress up as.

We’ll give it a go trying to help you guys decide, but please make sure you have her permission before showing anyone a picture of her, okay?