i feel like shit and i can’t get why. not depressed more like constantly angry y y y y. my mum bought semi skimmed milk instead of soy milk and i really wanted to scream and cry because porco dio i’m in a fucking hard situation and for me, right now, this error is intolerable! because i’ve got to cope with a lot of obsessions every day! and following this fucking diet and going to the rehab it’s terribly tiring and stressing and difficult so, jesus, pay attention if u have to buy just some MILK. aaaaaaaa. i said “uhm yes but i can’t drink that milk” without any tone, she replied “maybe you can put some water in it” so i thought yes sure it’s like ages that i put water in milk to control my intake and drink a lot at the same time and it’s from the beginning of my therapy that i’m planning to stop to do that with not so many results so uhm yes such a good idea. such a good idea to tell to a bulimic girl to manipulate food. you don’t have to be a doctor to understand it’s stupid. i decided to act like a teenager and i stayed in silence then i locked myself in my room and goodbye fuck you aaall
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