but its kinds cute and some point

anonymous asked:

Hi! I love your friends-to-lovers scenarios its one of my favorites! ❤❤❤❤ Could you write one for monsta x wonho as well?

ah thank you!! 
find shownu (here) & changkyun (here)

  • you first meet wonho at a concert you’re both at
  • and to be honest you’re not even standing near each other for the first hour,,,,but as the dancing gets crazier you’re kind of pushed toward each other 
  • and at some point you turn around to see this super cute boy with bright eyes and cute dyed hair and like ??? why not take him by the hands and dance with him???
  • and wonho is a little startled, but soon enough a shy smile plays on his lips and you’re both singing along and having a lot of fun!!!! 
  • and it turns out wonho came with his friends minhyuk and changkyun but they’re lost in the crowd and you try to find your own friend but she’s long gone too
  • so at the end of the concert you tell wonho you’re going to go get something to drink and eat since the concert’s left you sweaty and hungry and you can see what wonho wants to ask
  • so you invite him to come along with!! that’s how you two end up eating fast food together ,,,, sharing the same drink because you both couldn’t scramble enough change to get two LOL
  • wonho is super sweet,,,,,,and you guys exchange numbers because you like the same music and you know it’s always fun to have another concert buddy!!!! 
  • but the truth is,,,,,,you’d kind of felt a different spark that night,,,,,and so maybe you’ve always harbored a crush on wonho,,,,,
  • but c’mon how can someone not when wonho is the definition of handsome,,,,,but with the softest smile and heart you’ve ever seen on any boy ????? ever????
  • like sure you guys get wild together at concert but whenever you’re leaving wonho is telling you to drink water and if it’s chilly he always throws his jacket over your shoulders
  • and for some time you thought he felt the same way,,,,,,maybe,,,,,but the amount of people that hit on wonho when you two go out and the smiles,,,,,those soft smiles he hands out like candy,,,,,,you just don’t know
  • so you’re fine!!!! being his friend,,,,,it’s fine because you’re happy when he’s around and wonho always tells you that you never fail to make him laugh and feel good and that’s enough for now,,,,,,
  • until your birthday rolls around and you’re going to have a little party at a club with some friends and you invite wonho and ofc the moment he gets there,,,,,,,,he’s the center of attention
  • everyone is just eyes on him and you can only sadly chuckle to yourself because a lot of your friends have never met him and they’re all like hOW do you know this dude????? is he a demi-god???? what’s going on
  • but wonho doesn’t have those soft smiles for others anymore,,,,,,tbh he keeps looking at you and you’re wondering if maybe he wants to tell` you something????
  • and someone leans over to whisper into your ear that you’re so lucky! and you get confused but the person just points their glass at wonho and is like ‘id be dying if someone so gorgeous chose me out of the crowd!’ 
  • and you’re still??? like not getting it?????? but suddenly wonho is coming over
  • and you put on your happiest expression and hug him, thanking him for coming but he puts a hand on your waist and you’re like ??? and he’s like “is it ok if i talk to you alone?”
  • and wonho has never really looked,,,,so serious before and when he pulls you toward a darker corner you start to get worried
  • and you’re like wonho??? is everything ok??? and he just looks at you and for a moment,,,,you think he’s going to say something really really horrible
  • but he just ends up looking away and ?? you can’t tell because it’s dim but????? his ears seem to have gone red???
  • and you’re like wonho?? and he puts his hand over his mouth and murmurs that he can’t,,,he can’t say it and you’re like ?!!??! because whaT is going on,,,,,
  • and you’re like wonho,,,,what is it? and he’s like ‘im sorrry, im really sorry but you look so stunning tonight i don’t know what to say around you - i ,,,,, always get so s,,shy,,,,,,,’
  • and you’re like ??? but that’s a compliment it’s very sweet of you- and wonho is like IT’S,,,,,,,,not just a compliment,,,,,,it’s just,,,,,,i really like,,,,ive really liked you since we met and it’s just today i-
  • and you’re like,,,,,omg,,,,,,,,,,,is he??? confessing 
  • and wonho is just like,,,,,,i,,,,,,,,,i see how many people here could also be with you and i don’t know if you’d choose me over-
  • and you just throw your arms around his neck and pull him into a kiss
  • and wonho is shocked frozen until you feel the smile you love against your lips and he kisses back,,,,,,,,
  • and it’s magical with the sound of the clubs music muffled in the back and wonho’s arms around you ,,,,,,,,,,,
  • and at some point you know you should go back because they’re going to bring out a cake or something but you’re also super tempted to just take wonho and run away together for the rest of the night
  • and when you tell him wonho let’s out a shy giggle and kisses the side of your head and is like,,,,,ok let’s get the cake and then,,,,,,we can get out of here and go get fast food like when we meet the first time??
  • and you grin because that sounds like a perfect first date to you and wonho ,,,,,, no matter how many eyes are on him keeps looking at you because to him you shine the brightest,,,,no matter what
Guanlin as your boyfriend

- he looks like the type who’d throw you away easily
- especially with all the rumors about him
- buT SIKE he clingy af
- and also enjoys stroking the palm of your hand
- “but y/n!! i know you like it, stop pretending that you don’t”
- so lesson learnt, don’t listen to rumours!
- also he is very tall
- and unfortunately he uses that to his advantage
- a major fan of hiding your snacks on the top shelf jUST so you can ask him to reach it for you
- so in general a goddamn cUTIE WHO JUST WANTS TO FEEL WANTED
- which you ofc make him feel!
- but he’s hella shy with his feelings and you find it adorable how he always blushes whenever you compliment him
- which, now you think about it, doesn’t occur that much
- he’s the type to show his feelings through his actions…
- even if the actions mean being a pain in the ass 24/7, which you happily return back
- sHARING CLOTHES
- he finds it hella cute when you wander around with his huge hoodie
- also gets slightly turned on bUT GETS HELLA AWKWARD WHEN ON THAT TOPIC
- his morning voice is just as hot as him
- his morning breath… not so hot
- bUT YOU STILL LOVE EACH OTHER EITHER WAY
- you’re both shy of skinship in public so a lot of girls regularly hit on guanlin
- but you’ve gotten used to it and try your best to ignore it
- guanlin, on the other hand, completely ignores any compliments or any advances and makes sure you know that you’re the only one he loves!!!
- can I just say, he gives the best hugs
- “yah guanlin, get off me I have to go to work"
- “but y/n, let’s just stay like this for a few more minutes. Okay? I promise I’ll let you go after.”
- yeah, he lied
- and thats how u become late for work
- your both stubborn as hell, so when you fight it normally lasts for at least a few days
- guanlin crashes at seonho’s place and before you know it you both start to miss each other
- loads of compliments
- as well as regular pillow talks
- “okay, y/n, I admit I did act kind of like a douche.”
- “its nearly 2am and now you decide to tell me this”
- and then some cute pillow fights
- he’s just a really caring person and might not always be able to put his love across to you, but thats the whole point of a relationship in which you both grow and understand each other
- so yay you both love each other!!!

Mad

Hanbin x reader

Angst + Happy end. (I was going to write an angsty ending to this but I couldn’t bring myself to do it haha)

Warning: F-bombs, alcohol abuse.

Masterlist


Standing in front of the brightly lit YG building, you take solace in the biting cold that came with the changing season. Unlike the fiery heat of summer that burn everything in its sight, the cold is comforting and peaceful…Almost healing. Smiling up at your only night time companion for the last month and some days, your spirit lifted to see the man in the moon’s silver glow so brilliantly fighting the pollution of man-made light that drowns out even the most spectacular stars. As good of a friend as he is, now and then the moon leave you in darkness, taking his soothing light with him. During those nights, you learned to make friend to fill the empty void. Trudging over toward the gate, you bow to the familiar wrinkled face of the night guard. He’s always chipper despite the late hours. His high spirit and humor lull your desperation for daily human contacts to sleep; real genuine contacts, not the bullshit passing by greeting you get from work. Sure you have friends but with the high strung life of a twenty something in a big city, a few hours couple time a week is the most any of you can put out. During those hours, the sorrows melt away and nothing exist but laughter. The moment you step away from the radiance of friendship, the shadow of loneliness steps out from its hiding place.

Maybe I should just move in with the girls…

 Shaking back to reality, your heart warms up a little at the still smiling uncle. You had actually gotten quite close to the him from all your trips to your boyfriend’s work. 

- “Back again so soon? What’d you bring him today?”

- “Just some soup and sides. It’s getting cold so i thought soup will warm him up. I brought you some snack, that should help you pass the time” Smiling as he let you through.

- “Always so thoughtful. Thank you.”

The main reason why you brave the late night so often is so your boyfriend wouldn’t starve himself to death in the recording studio. You know full well what getting into a relationship with an idol means. There’s no need to describe it to anyone. The moment your friends learn about the occupation of your other half, they just sigh a sympathetic wish of luck. It’s rough indeed but you never did care. You know the late hours and the constant absences from home were all for the sake of achieving his dream. Who are you to stop someone you love so much from doing so especially when you never completed yours. The best you can do is support and make sure he doesn’t hurt himself in the process. Without thinking too much, your feet take you down a habitual path to the overworked boy. Knocking to make sure it was okay to enter, you’re hoping his mood isn’t too dampen by the weather today. After a few moments, the door creaks open and a tired bare faced Hanbin greets you. Greets, if that’s even the term to describe the situation. Barely even smile at the sight of his own girlfriend, the exhausted boy whispers a simple “hey” before turning back his work station.

I guess he’s in a bad mood today.

Bad mood or not, your aching soul yearns and screams for him so loudly that just seeing his face is enough to subdue its agony. Another reason why it doesn’t matter how treacherous the trip is, the end destination is always worth it. Taking the hint, this was no time to be a clingy girlfriend no matter how much your heart ache for just 1% of his attention. Quietly walking in, you set the food down on the coffee table nearby and find yourself slumping onto the couch. The sight of his hunched back, hand on his forehead rubbing it frustratingly crushes your heart. It’s always tough seeing him working so hard without resting. He’s always so rough on himself when the drying ink refuses portrays the vivid scenes in his mind correctly. God, what you’d give to have a glimpse into that wonderful mind. Despite the turmoil inside his brain, you can’t help but be mesmerize by the burning intensity yet tranquil scene of him hard at work. His face still graceful under the furrowed, vexed brows. Pillowy full lips mouthing out fleeting silent words that either get written down with a nod of approval or dissipate into thin air with a shake of rejection. While the dominant hand busily jotting down notes, the left hand travels all around, sometimes quietly tapping the desk, sometimes propping his weary head up. Your eyes trace every muscle, every vein, down to the two rings on the vena amoris finger. Two rings, one for you and one for the boys. You close your eyes and let your hand remember the feeling of his large hand interlacing yours so tightly every time you guys walk together. After another 5 minutes of waiting, your worn out mind decides it was time to leave. Obviously you’re not getting any time with him today. Shuffle over to the row of machines, you place your hands on his shoulders, massaging them softly hoping to ease some of his stress. You’re glad to see his shoulders relax, head leans back onto the chair letting you know it was okay to continue. This was the first time you touch him in almost a week. You hands drown themselves in the smooth milky skin of his slender neck, the strong shoulders and sharp collar bones. After a few minutes, you timidly say your goodbye.

- “I’m kinda tired tonight so i’m gonna head home. I didn’t take the car so it’ll take me awhile to get back too. Make sure you eat, I don’t want you to faint from overworking. I packed extra for the boys too so give it to them when you go home okay?”

Not even turning around, he breathes out something so low your ears barely register it.

- “Not my fault you love the cold so much you insisted on walking here…”

Solemnity fills the air and stark silence drowns out even the white noise. He spins his chair around to check out what was going on. A a cloud of awkwardness fills the air, so thick that you almost couldn’t breathe. Hadn’t fully intending for you to hear what he just said, he looks slightly fluster that you’re standing there looking like a deer in headlights. He tries to explain but you smile weakly and tell him not to worry.

- “I know i should’ve taken the car but i love the cold. Just make sure you eat… I’ll see you tomorrow night. Let me know what you want to eat.”

Not even bother to ask for a hug or a kiss goodbye, you quietly exit the room. Just before you reach the door, it suddenly swings open. A girl bordering her 20th year runs in exclaiming his name excitingly, ignoring your presence. She’s like a breath of fresh air pouring into the stuffy room and the atmosphere suddenly lights up. Hanbin had told you countless time about Soeun , the baby of YG entertainment. Even though she’s young, she’s beyond talented and beautiful. Favorite in everyone’s eyes, she pretty much could probably get away with murder. You’re not really a jealous or possessive girlfriend but what you witness next is heart wrenching. The charming, dimple inducing smile that you long for manifest itself on your boyfriend’s face the moment he sees the girl. Yet here you were, the girl he swore his life to couldn’t even get a genuine farewell from him. You excuse yourself from bothering the happy pair and soundlessly shutting the door behind you. Lately this has been the routine. Most of his time is spent in the studio. When he visit, it wasn’t the same anymore. It’s almost tedious, like a chore. His effortless laughter that used to chase yours around the apartment were gone. All the activities were done in silent, not the content kind but the deafening kind. The rare days he did sleep over, you’d jolted awake at 3AM to find an empty cold bed. Countless night you sit in a lonely bed staring at the moon, knees to your chest just imagining the warm unattainable sight of waking up to his raspy morning voice and crazy bedhead. You never did mind him not coming home when the relationship was in bloom. You didn’t because when he was home, there was endless cuddles. His arms never leave your body and his attention was all on you. You’d laugh and smile for absolutely no reason. When he has to leave for extended period of times or stay at dorm, your phone would be flooded with endless texts and picture updates. Sometimes you’d wake up to find cute little recording of him chatting about nonsense or just saying he misses you waiting in your phone. Even when he had to work late, you’d be working on the couch right beside him. As busy as work gets, just knowing that the other person was right there is enough. Lately, you two might as well be stranger. Your phone rarely ring with texts from him. If anything, it’s mostly the other boys updating you. It was getting harder and harder to accept this life you’ve chosen so confidently almost 2 years ago. The relationship feels like the fading shade of an unwanted rose, left to soften and waste away. If only there was something to quench its thirst… Going home seems kind of pointless at this point so you choose to wander around the city, keeping the darkening cold as your company.


After another hour of scribbling away on his note pad, the boy spins his chair around the empty room in frustration. Something in the corner catches his eyes, the neatly stacked boxes that his girlfriend had left for him. Saunters over to the small table, he picks up a sticky note with some cute doodle and a neatly written sentence telling him to eat well. Sinking himself onto the soft couch where she was a few hours ago, he begins to go through the stack. Each and every box packed with the food she knows he enjoys greatly. On the biggest box was another sticky note, he carefully peels it off to examine.

- “Babe, it’s getting really cold… I thought some soup would be fitting with the weather.  Are you taking care of yourself? Don’t forget your jacket, you’re so forgetful sometimes when you’re busy. Don’t worry about me, it’s a little cold here without you but as long as you’re well, I’m well. I miss you. Love you lots.”

 A small but heartfelt smile creeps onto his weary face. 

Maybe it’s time to go home.

Pressing on his phone, the digital clock highlighted 1:35 above a moment frozen in time of his girlfriend sitting by the river under the cherry blossom trees. She looks like a goddess laughing so carefree under the sun shinning brightly behind her, flushed pink petals dancing all around the air.  It was taken on their last picnic trip so many months ago. Thumb running over the part of the screen that show her face, he misses her so much a physical soreness pierces his chest. 

I need to take her out on a date soon… I can’t believe we haven’t gone anywhere in so long. I bet she’d like that. Hopefully there’s time for a short vacation closer to Christmas. That girl love Christmas way too much it’s a little worrisome.

A small chuckle passes his lips as he thinks of the little quirks and habits that make her so HER. Packing everything away, his feet couldn’t possibly move faster toward the direction of her apartment. They had agreed to use it as their makeshift love nest for the time being. The dorm is too crowded to have any time alone. When the boys aren’t teasing them, they take her attention away from him and he didn’t like that. He has so little time with her and no one can get in the way. 

- “Just you wait, baby. Some day I’ll have a big house and I’ll ask you to move in with me. We’ll go grocery shopping together, we’ll pick out furnitures together, we can cook together. Well you cook and I’ll supervise the taste. We can get a dog, or maybe 3, maybe cats too…”

- “And a bunny, I like bunny.” 

- “You want me to ask Jiwon to move in with us?”

- “NOOOO, not him bunny… an actual small fluffy cottontail bunny. Jiwon is like a weird, jacked up, too hyper, crazy bunny that eat too much. I don’t know if I can stand him 24/7. we’d both go bankrupt trying to feed him.″

- “Oh okay, we can get a bunny. Phew, for a moment there I thought I couldn’t keep you satisfy so we need to bring Jiwon in.”

- “Yah! you dirty bastard. Where’s your mind going huh? I know you have a side thing with the crazy bunny when I’m not around but do I really need to hear about it?”

Her sweet laughter fills his brain as he replays the memory of the night he knew she’d be someone he can spend his life with. The night she crawled into his lap and told him she decided to move out from the old place she was sharing with her best friend. All for the sake of giving him some privacy when he needs her for his own. The air is so crisp and the night so clear. His happiness from knowing when he reaches his destination, she’ll be there waiting with an open arms illuminate the dark sidewalk. He couldn’t wait to get home and pulls her into his arms. Then he can enjoy the food she slaved for hours to make him while listening to her talk just as they used to do. He knows she’s tired from work too but his health is always top priority for her. She always make sure he’s in top shape and he loves her for it. Carefully entering the apartment, he notices the dark void from the crack under her bedroom’s door. His plan changes to just jumping straight into bed and soaks in her warmth. Food can wait till tomorrow, snuggling up to her seems like a better idea. However, what he found is unsettling in the worst way. A neatly made bed gleams under the moon light and a complete lacks of his love.

Where could she be at this hour… She left so long ago. What if something happened? Damn it, I shouldn’t have let her leave like that. She said she was tired and I just let her walk out like that. Why didn’t I just ask for a car to take her home. Shit. 

Trepidation increases by the second, he furiously taps at his phone in hope of reaching her only to find the familiar ringtone in the next room. Sitting in one place isn’t his style so out the door he went. Not even sure where he’s running to, he just runs. He just needs to see her face. He needs to know she’s okay. His mind screams for her hoping she’d somehow senses that he needs her, wherever she is. His brain conjuring up the worst possible images in his head as distress conceals his every steps. Ignoring the crushing pain in his chest from running so hard, he just runs. After a few blocks, a sight that was like an arrow through his heart comes into view. Police cars and ambulances surrounding a scene of an accident. Muttering “no” repeatedly to himself, he runs as fast as his spent legs could carry him. His mind races 100 miles a second, reasoning to himself that it can’t be her laying there in the middle of the wreckage. Ignoring the instruction of the polices, all he could think of was pushing pass the barricade to see the victims. After a few minute of futile fighting and yelling, a hand grabs him from behind. Shoving it away, he was prepared to fight whoever it was that stopped him from getting his answers. His tantrum only ceases to exist when a warm smile reaches his eyes. It was the owner of the restaurant they used to go on date nights almost every week. It was only then he realizes where he is.

- “Ahjussi, I can’t find her. I’m going crazy here, what if that’s her. I came home and she wasn’t home and i went to find her but i can’t. she doesn’t even have her phone on her….”

He frantically waves his arms around and finally let all his worries manifest. Hands shoving through his hair harshly, panic engulfs his whole being as he paces back and forth.

- “ Hanbin, calm down. That’s not her. Hey! look at me. Listen, that’s not her. She went home, I saw her walked home before the accident happened. Go home and check. She said she was going home.”

The boy’s mind finally eases as he thanks the old man before running off into the neon lit street once again. Rushing into the apartment, he desperately searches for any sign that she made it home. 

Wait, that jacket wasn’t there before, was it? Was that what she was wearing? Damn it Hanbin, you can’t even remember what she wore? How fucked up can you be. She spent her time and energy to see you and you can’t even remember what she wore. 

All of his work seems so insignificant now as compare to a few hours ago when she was waiting so patiently for him in the studio. Why didn’t he just pay a little more attention to her when she was there. He’s so mad at himself that he didn’t think about the glass clinking in the kitchen. Hasten into the kitchen, his lungs finally functioning again seeing his heart and soul leaning onto the kitchen counter with a glass in her hand.

Wait, why is she drinking?


After a long walk, your aching body longs for the warmth of home. The cold isn’t so comforting when it matches the tone of your own heart. The clarity of the cold air seems to does wonder as decision were made… Good or bad, only time can tells. Walking by the restaurant that once were yours and his second home, you sigh in sadness. Just then the owner stumbles out of the door. Haven’t seen him in so long, you call out to the old man to wish him goodnight. 

- “I haven’t seen you and Hanbin in so long… We miss you guys.”

- “He’s been really busy with work so we haven’t had much time lately.”

- “Well, come by soon okay? I’ll give you guys discount.”

- “I will, once he finishes with the album. I’ll buy all of the food you can make.”

You wave goodbye and head home. Once there, all the tiredness seems to dissipates and desolation in its place. You carelessly throw your jacket onto the floor knowing he’s not coming home anytime soon. You strip down into just your undergarments. Away from the constricting clothes that was slightly dampen from the powdery rain, strewing them messily along your path . What’s the point of cleaning up anyways, nobody will see. Everything in this home reminds you of what thing could be… No, what things should be.

I need a drink…

Could be, should be, whatever. It’s too much for your feeble heart right now. Dragging yourself to the kitchen, you hope alcohol would bring you the sleep you desire, or at least makes home less suffocating. You’re distracted but not so much that you didn’t notice the untouched packed meal you left at the studio had somehow made it home.

Who fucking care anyways…

 As you down shots after shots, you were feeling much better mentally. Physically, not so much as you lean onto the counter to support your weight. The view of a handsome panting boy tottering into the kitchen snaps you out of your trance. At the sight of your almost naked body, he stop dead in his track and just stare blankly. You put your shirts on then call out to him. 

- “What the hell are you doing here?”

Not even acknowledging your question, he just sigh loudly and overwhelms your body with a big hug. Ignoring his touch, you pour yourself another shot before his hands force you to stop. Turning you around to face him, his concerning expression worries you a little but all your senses are too numb to care. 

- “I got worried when i got home and you weren’t here. Then there was the accident down the street. For a moment i thought i lost you. Thank god you’re here. I don’t know what I’d do if i lose you.” hand stroking your cheek tenderly, a burning kiss sears your forehead.

- “It seems like you’re doing fine without me.” 

You scoff coldly before pushing him off. Bottle in hand, you make your way toward the living room and drop onto the couch. You barely got another swig in before he forcefully rips the bottle from your hand.

- “What the fuck are you doing?”

- “What do you mean i’m doing fine without you? and since when did you binge drinking like this?”

- “If you pay a lil more attention maybe you’d know when. Give me the bottle.” 

You slur at him before trying to get your poison back. Pushing you back onto the couch, he walks back into the kitchen and empty the bottle. Back in the living room, he takes a seat next to you but you scoot away to the opposite end of the couch but he’s faster. He pulls you into another tight hug placing quick kisses on your hair and cheek. 

- “Look, I know I haven’t been the best boyfriend lately but please talk to me before killing yourself with alcohol.”

- “haven’t been the best boyfriend?” a mirthless chuckle slips out of your throat  “You must be joking. Hanbin, you haven’t been my boyfriend at all lately. I don’t think you have the right to barge in here and demanding a talk.”

- “I know I…”

- “I think we should break up. I’m moving back in with the girls.” 

Feeling brave from the drinks, you cut him off before he could say anything else. It catches him completely off guard as he stammers in confusion about what he just heard. His arms fall away from your body and you take the chance to put some distance in between.

- “Just so you know, i’m not doing this because of your crazy work hours or your job. Your job and your passion isn’t what’s wrong with this relationship. Those qualities were partly why i fell in love with you in the first place. So don’t be going around telling people i dumped you because we grew apart from your busy schedule or whatever bullshit excuse you celebrities use when tabloids digs for answer. It’s the fact that you don’t give a shit.” Your mind starts spinning slightly. Shaking your head to regain focus, you continue.

- “I was perfectly happy with just seeing you at the studio or communicate through the phone. I really was and you know what, just knowing you thought about me every waking seconds was enough to keep my heart lit. Everything was bearable because I have you. Lately, you’ve been such an asshole that I can’t deal with it anymore.”

- “Baby, please. Don’t do this. I know I’m wrong…” misery spills out from his frowning lips.

- “Do you tho? do you really? do you? Cause i don’t think you do.” anguish pulls you into its cold embrace.

He just sits and stares at the unraveling drunken mess that you are, waiting for another outburst.

- “ You don’t so I’ll tell you. We don’t talk anymore. We don’t even touch anymore for God’s sake. You’re like this ice cold king that my peasant self can’t reach. The moment a rough patch hit, you retreat and run away. No matter how much i chase, i can never catch up. Why should I bother chasing you anymore if you don’t want to be caught. Why do I even waste time cooking for someone that doesn’t even care to eat. Why’d you bring it home for, just throw the food away. it’s not like my time worth anything to you anyways. I care for you but all my effort just get rejected. You know how much that hurt? You wanna know what done me in tonight? My boyfriend, the love of my life, the light of my day couldn’t even spare me a smirk. Then some girl burst in like an annoying, icky ball of sunshine and he smiles like he just won the lottery. Every night i come to drop you food, you act like i’m forcing you into doing chores. the reason why I still come even though you barely even notice me is because at least I feel like I’m still doing you some good… Making sure you’re healthy, the least I could do.” You let out a bitter laugh. “It’s funny really, I guess i’m like a depressing blackhole that suck all your happiness away like a dementor. Oh and what was that reaction just now huh? Is my body that disgusting to you that you lost all your thought? Is that why you stop fucking me? Don’t even try to play it off as you were aroused because i know those eyes. Those are not the I’m-attracted-to-you eyes. Well I’m sorry i don’t have a whole team of stylists looking after every details of my body like someone else. You know, if I bored you so much that you’d come home to sleep for 2 hours before heading back to the studio again then I apologize. Really, I am sorry. I guess i don’t have that wow factor, that.. that spunk that the new girl got to keep you hanging around. But who careee… You’re free to go fuck whoever you want now. Just don’t let the door hit you on your way out yea?”

You’re not even sure what you’re talking about anymore. The slumber was getting stronger and your impaired brain isn’t making much sense. The image of him in front of you now looks more like a Picasso painting than a person. Everything is so blurry. You can feel all your senses dimming out as the darkness closing in. Hanbin didn’t say much, he just sits. It wasn’t long before you hit the couch and snore the sleepiness away. 


Staring at his sleeping beauty on the couch, he couldn’t feel any less like  prince charming than he does now. The boy couldn’t fathom what pain she went through before ending up at this point. He blames himself for every bit of her anger, her sadness, and her pain. He vowed to take care of her the day she say yes to being his but now it was the opposite. She took care of him and he took her for granted. His tears doesn’t even compare to hers. She sheds her alone, without anyone to see. Moving closer to his girlfriend, her body seems so fragile, much more than usual. His eyes caresses her body from head to toes before racing back at the bare, void of the sun’s touch spot on her ring finger. She had taken the ring she loves so dearly off and he was too caught up in his own life to notice. A sharp pain penetrate his chest as he exhales slowly, murmuring a low “I’m so sorry, baby” to her. Petting her hair, he places a kiss onto her temple, then her lips in fear he may no longer be able to do so once she’s awake. Just then a sweet voice sounds out. This wasn’t the stern slurring he endured the last 10 minutes. This was something he failed once again to notice that had been absent from her for so long. Recently, her voice took on a somber note, almost desperate. All she wanted is a warm reply from him but he denies her the satisfaction.

- “Stop it! I have a boyfriend.” her hand moves to swat his face away.

Surprise at her reaction, he moves her long and soft hair out of her face for a closer look.  Fast asleep, serene graces her face. Her expression soft and innocent, unlike the hurt and tired face that greeted him not too long ago. 

She’s so beautiful. I really haven’t just look at her in so long…

Staring at his girlfriend is something he used to do so often. He likes to just watch her go about her business. She does everything with such an admirable ease. No effort was ever needed for her to be beautiful or confident. She just is. He settles another kiss onto her pink cheek. Putting a hand on her shoulder, he attempts to move her to the bed before she speaks out again.

- “Hey, i told you. I have a boyfriend. If you don’t listen I’m gonna have to call him.”

Even in her intoxicated state she’s protective of their relationship. A hot tear streams down his face. How could he lets this gone so far. What if she never going to forgive his mistakes. Ignoring her sleepy antic, he carries her away to the bed.

- “My boyfriend is really strong you know. He’ll beat you up.”

- “Is that so?”

The boy whispers back, not anticipating an answer. He just wants to feel the warmth of having a conversation even if she’s not going to answer.

- “Yea! he’s really hot too. but i don’t care about that. i didn’t fall in love with him because of his money or look. Even if he’s bald and old and wrinkly, i’ll still love him.”

Startle at her replies, he becomes aware that he has never seen her drunk. She’s always the one taking care of him when he’s drunk because he can’t hold his liquor even if his life depends on it. This talking habit is completely new to him. Torn between letting her rest or letting the conversation continues, he sets her down on the bed and pull a blanket over her bare legs. She didn’t even bother putting on pants, just her shirt. Laying down next to her, he decided to let her sleep but goes against his decision only mere seconds later. He misses talking to her too much. He misses her voice even more… he just misses her. They could talk for hours about absolutely nothing but lately, no words seems to be found.

- “Tell me more about your boyfriend.”

He tests the water, waiting patiently, hoping she’ll reply.

- “Yea, my B.I oppa is so cool. He’s really good at rapping and everybody loves him. Lots of girls like B.I but I like Hanbin oppa more. He’s funny and caring. Shhh, don’t let him know i like calling him oppa.”

- “Really? Okay, it’ll be our secret. Is he that cool though?” he chuckles at her cute words about him.

- “He’s a really awesome. I’d die before i let him go, I don’t think he even know how much i love him. Mr. bartender, you’re so nosy. Are you trying to steal him? He’s mine you know, you can’t have him.”

- “You love him that much?”

- “Yea… but he hates me though. He doesn’t want to spend time with me anymore.”

- “That’s not true…” he protests at her words, heart sinks at the word “hate”

- “he’s cold… i can feel him slipping away so i’ll just be a good girl and let him go. I just want him to be happy.”

The boy can no longer hold back the sorrow as his tear streams freely. Has he been that careless that his love for her turns into hatred.  Bending down to kiss her, all he can think of is how to protect her and fix everything.

- “I promise you, I’ll make everything better.”

Silence returns to the shared bed as she finally falls into deep sleep. He lays down and pulls her into his arms. Naturally, she presses her face onto his chest and arm fasten around his torso. Another kiss on her hair before he closes his eyes for some much overdue sleep. A much needed cuddle from his energy source.


You finally awaken as the pestering sun hit you squarely in the eyes. Cursing at yourself for not closing the curtain before going to sleep last night, you realize someone is holding your shoulder tightly. Opening your eyes as you jerk your head up out of the pillow. The arm only tighten its hold even more as you hear a comforting raspy morning voice you haven’t heard in a long time.

- “Baby, 10 more minutes. Why are you getting up so early?” he whines.

Too stun to process the situation, you freeze on the spot. Sensing you’re not laying back down, he reaches his other arm over and flip you into spooning position. Snuggling his face into your neck, he takes in a long whiff.

- “Hmm, i miss this scent so much. Let me cuddle you for a little longer.”

Obediently laying still in his arms, you can’t deny that your heart is elated for the first time in long while. Forgetting temporary about your problems, your eyes flutter close once again to enjoy the coziness. The second awakening feels much more like the usual norm, bed empty and cold despite the sunlight dancing around on the blanket. Letting out a loud sigh, you pull yourself out of bed for a glass of water. 

Why the fuck did I drink so much for someone that can’t even bother to stay…

Your thought snips short by the sound of water running. Stumbling into the kitchen, you see your small frilly pink apron barely cover the broad shouldered tall boy that is now frantically trying to stir something in the pan. Your eyes cock up in curiosity as you venture over to see. He doesn’t even notice that you’re slowly making your way over to turn off the running faucet. 

- “Shi– Baby! why are you creeping around like that. I thought my heart was gonna hop out of my chest.”

- “It’s MY apartment.” you enunciate.

- “I mean, nvm. How are you feeling? You drank so much last night i kinda got scared. I tried to make you breakfast but it didn’t quiet worked out… So i had to changed plan. I got you coconut water, it’s in the fridge”

- “Please don’t burn down my apartment.” You say coldly before turning your heels toward the fridge.

- “Go sit down, i’ll bring you your food.”

You raise an eyebrow at him, annoyed at his chirpy exterior. He has that stupid smile on his face that’s telling you there’s no fighting him. Yet there’s a most infinitesimal tinge of sadness in the corners of his slightly puffy eyes. You drag yourself over to the dinning table and sit down. You sprawl onto the table, not feeling too hot. He struggles over after another 5 minutes of pacing around the kitchen, a big bowl in his hands. He sets it in front of you. You couldn’t help but smile a bit inside at his masterpiece of what looks like a messy bibimbap. Places a kiss on your cheek before he runs off and lugs over a tray full of food for himself. 

- “Eat! I know it’s nothing compare to your cooking… I might’ve burnt the other breakfast a bit too much so i ended up making this with the left over in the fridge.” 

He chuckles nervously before digging into his own food. You’re just too focus on watching his expression as he eat.

- “Wait, is that what i brought you last night?” you say hoarsely 

- “Yea. I didn’t get a chance to eat it last night so i brought it home so we can have late dinner together. but then someone went and had liquid dinner instead.”

 - “Why are you eating old food. I’ll make you new one.” you softly sigh.

You reach over to grab his tray but he pushes your hand off.

- “No, you spent a lot of time and love on this. I have to eat it. It’s so good babe. How did you even learn to cook this well.”

Too tired to fight, you sit back in your chair and just continue watching him. Totally forgetting about your own food until he pauses the vacuum that is his mouth and stares at you.

- “Is it not edible at all? It’s okay, I’ll go buy you breakfast.”

- “No… I don’t feel like eating.”

- “That’s no no. You have to eat, is this why you’ve lost so much weight lately? You’re not even eating anymore?”

Setting his spoon down in a matter of factly, he continues to nag you about the importance of food. You can sort of see why he might be annoy at your constant badgering for him to eat. Though you never really nag him the way he nags you right now. No wonder the boys complain so often. He scoops a big spoon full and airplanes it to your mouth. 

- “Open up, if you’re not gonna eat then I have to do this. Come on.”

Grumpily, you open up your mouth after the 5th time he shoves the spoon onto your pursed lips. His lips curl into a smile again seeing you chew. He prepares another spoonful and sets it down before moving back onto his own food. Begrudgingly shove another spoon into your own mouth, your heart flutter seeing him enjoying your food so much. He sucks up all his food in matter of minutes while you took close to an hour. He drags you over to the couch and gestures for you to sit while he cleans up. Falling onto the couch with your legs still hanging off the side clutching your stomach, you got angry at yourself for drinking so much. Then you see a pair of legs move in front of you before Hanbin squat down and kisses your forehead. 

- “So, about last night… I’m not gonna give you some dumb excuse as if it’d justify my actions. There’s no excuse good enough for what i did. Just let me tell you my feeling before you make any decision. If…If after hearing my side and you still want to…”  

- “Break up?” you add in when his voice trails off, choking inside his throat.

- “Yea… that. If you still want to do that and move out then i will let you. But just know i’m not letting you off so easily. I will fight my way back into your life if that does happened.”

You stare at the sadness that’s playing around on his handsome features and nod, gesturing for him to go on.

- “I took advantage of your love for me. I thought i could take my feeling out on you and it’d be fine. You’re my girlfriend, not my therapist or my punching bag. I got so self-centered that i forgot you’re also just human, not some goddess that can wave a hand and makes the world right.”

- “Excuse you but I AM a goddess, get it right.” 

You joke, even if it came out monotonous and dry from the queasiness in your stomach. You can sense he’s punishing himself on the inside and that hurts you. Even though all morning he puts up a happy front for you, he’s dying in pain. You’ve been together long enough that it’s not hard to spot. Whenever he’s hurt, you’re hurt. You just want him to relax… partly feeling guilty for screaming words like knives at him the night before. 

- “Yes, you are.” places a kiss on your forehead. “I apologize for upsetting my beautiful goddess.”

 He smiles nervously, nerve relaxes a little as he sit down crossed legs on the floor. 

- “In all seriousness… I couldn’t take my anger out on anyone so it falls onto your lap and that’s not fair. I know we vowed to be together through thick and thin but you didn’t ask for this unfair life. I know it seemed like I was happy to see Soeun last night but in reality, I just have a certain level of professional courtesy to uphold. I couldn’t let everyone see my pain. I was helping with writing a song for her new album and it’d be bad if she goes around saying i’m grumpy all the time. It’s exhausting having to hide my feelings all the time. You’re the only one that see through it even when i smile. So i thought it was okay to lash out at you. I got too comfortable and i hurt you. I’m really sorry… I just needed someone to blame. i know last night it seemed like i didn’t want to look at you but, i got so sad and shock seeing the state i put you in. I’ve been neglecting you, neglecting us so much that i didn’t even realize. My heart hurt seeing you like that. You looked like you were upset so i didn’t want to add to your stress by calling you out for it. I know i pushed everything too far because you’ve let go of the promise i made you. I can only hope there’s some way you let me make it up to you…”

He reaches over and play with your vacant ring finger. Understanding what he mean, your hand brushes through his bang and down to his cheek, caressing the tears away. His words and emotions are so sincere you can’t stay mad at him. You weren’t really mad to begin with, just tired and wanted to be heard. His face nuzzles into your hand, turning over to place a kiss onto your palm.

- “Silly boy, i took it off to cook for you. I almost dropped it down the drain last time so I took it off yesterday to be safe. It slipped out of my hand and bounced behind the nightstand. It’s too heavy to move and you haven’t been home so…”

His eyes light up like it was Christmas and his frown quirks up into a small playful smile.  

- “So you didn’t take it off on purpose because you’re mad? Let your really strong, really hot, awesome boyfriend B.I oppa take care of that.”

- “OMG i drunk talked in my sleep didn’t I?  please forget about that.”

Running off into the bedroom, you heard a ruckus before he swiftly reappears in front of you. Sitting on the couch now, he pulls you up to sit in his lap. Large hand gently holds yours, he slips the ring back onto your finger before bringing it up to his lips for a soft kiss. 

- “Don’t take it off ever again. If you damage it, we’ll get it fix. If you lose it, we’ll get a new pair. Just like how I will spend the rest of my life fixing us, making us better. Yes, I heard you talk in your sleep last night and no, i will never forget what you said. Of course I know how much you love me because I love you even more. I did forget for a moment but i remember now. If you wanna be a good girl then stay by my side. Don’t leave.” He flashes his dimple at you, smiling brightly. “I don’t hate you. I could never hate you. I lost my way, baby. But that doesn’t mean that i hate you. As long as you’re here, I will always find my way back home to you. Trust me when I say all your time and effort is not a waste. It always make my day knowing you put thought into taking care of this useless boyfriend of yours.”

You hook your arm around his neck, pulling his face onto your shoulder. He response by tighten his hold around your waist, softly sigh in satisfaction. Hands running through his hair again, you lean in for a long waited kiss. It sends a bolts of thunder down into your heart and the dark pit in your stomach disappear. Pulling away from the kiss, you stares into his eyes, forehead resting on his.

- “I love you unconditionally, Kim Hanbin. Don’t you ever forget that. If life gets too hard, just know I’m right here. You can tell me anything. Lean on me once in awhile too, I’ll always wait for you with open arms. Don’t make me chase you anymore. You saw where bottling everything up got us… I know it’s hard for you to let go and show your weak side but to me, you have no weak side. You’re the strongest person I know.”

- “I love you so much. If i ever step out of line again, beat me up. Don’t suffer on your own.”

- “I can’t, if you get hurt i get hurt too… There’s still one thing I don’t get, how come you haven’t been sleeping over lately. I miss you and your crazy bedhead.”

- “I’ve been having some problem coming up with lyrics for Soeun’s album. I couldn’t sleep lately and I know how early you have to work. I didn’t want to ruin your sleep too. I miss you so much.” 

- “Aye, haven’t you learn by now i’m a heavy sleeper? Just use me as your body pillow.”

He presses another kiss onto your lips before pulling away and rest his head on your shoulder. Snuggling up tight, arms around your waist, he makes himself as small as possible to fit into your embrace. While rubbing his back, his teasing words come back into your mind.

- “You’re never gonna forget about the ‘my boyfriend is really strong, really hot, and really awesome’ thing are you?” you lean back to look at his face.

- “Nope, call me oppa.” a mischievous grin appears as he winks.

- “Dammit”

- “Why are you acting like it’s such a chore, you said you like it. Call me oppa, or else.” 

He starts to tickle your side causing a fit of laughter to pour out. You try your best to push him off but alas, he’s still much stronger. His laughter follows the cheerful sound of your own. Both of your hearts feel so free after a long stretch of hiding in shadow. 

- “Okay, oppa stoppp. If you don’t stop I’m gonna throw up, I don’t feel good.”

- “What was that? I thought I heard something…did you say something?” He teases and his hand relentless.

- “OPPA, Hanbin oppa. stop!”

- “Alright, I’ll stop. I don’t need you barfing on me. Come here.”

He smiles and pulls you in for a long passionate kiss, arms still holding onto you tight. 

- “What do you say we plan out some dates for next week? I don’t know if I’ll get days off or not but we can go somewhere for a few days toward the end of the year too, if you want. I know your Christmas fanatic butt will like that.” He asks, still snuggling into your neck.

- “How bout just dinner date for now, ahjussi said he’ll give us discount. We’ll worry about Christmas when it’s here.” 

Leaning back onto the couch, he motions for you to rest on him. Letting your head falls onto his chest, you closes your eyes and enjoy your favorite pastime of cuddling up to your teddy bear boyfriend. He closes his arm around his love, feeling glad fate is in his favor still.  Everything is back to the way it should be.

Originally posted by teambgasm

Pile of Leaves - Jihoon

prompt: “Please tell me that you didn’t see me jump into that pile of leaves”

Genre: Enemies to Lovers 

A/N: Someone requested this but I also remembered the prompt from something that I was tagged in and had a pretty decent idea about what to write! 

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  • you and jihoon never really got along 
  • you don’t really know how you both became enemies but you think it was that one time during show and tell in elementary school when you were showing off your tamagotchi and later that day jihoon broke it by drowning it in his milk. 
  • to then you start shrieking
  • “NOT PRINCESS TUTU I LOVED HER YOU MONSTER”
  • you then proceeded to reach for his hair and he did the same. Lets just say it ended in a nasty fight and your parents were called to come calm the children down. (your parents also became besties after this, much to your dismay)
  • back to present time though, you both had an on going rivalry (mini) that was unspoken of between you two all the way until now. 
  • i mean

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anyway, imagine Magnus carrying their child around in one of those baby carriers you can strap to the front of your body while out shopping for ingredients. imagine Alec walking around the institute giving commands with a gurgling month-old strapped to his chest. imagine it grabbing for magnus’ necklaces that he has to gently wrestle out of its grip bc some of them should not be sucked on for safety reasons and wet drool spots all over Alec’s shirt front and both of them always waking around talking to their child using all kinds of cutest nicknames and kissing its head and “isn’t that so? isn’t [insert name] gonna do exactly as daddy said? isn’t that right”……I’m

anonymous asked:

do you know any anime movies/shows that are about depression and topics like that? thanks :)

i do! here’s some!!

movies:

A Silent Voice 聲の形 
“A young man is ostracized by his classmates after he bullies a deaf girl to the point where she moves away. Years later, he sets off on a path for redemption.”
(cute movie but involves suicide and depression)

Colorful カラフル
“A soul wakes up in the body of suicide victim Makoto and must find a way to fit into his existence. The soul must unravel two mysteries – the secret of the great sin it committed in its previous life, and why Makoto committed suicide.”
(a kind of slow movie, but i really enjoyed the message at the end of it.)

 The Heart Wants to Shout /Anthem of the Heart 心が叫びたがってるんだ。
“A girl has her voice magically taken away so she can’t hurt anyone with it until her outlook on life is changed by music and friendship.”
(high school life-type, very emotional, touching, and beautiful music)

HAL ハル
“Kurumi struggles with the loss of her boyfriend, Hal, and shuts herself off from the world. She remains a recluse until an android is made to look like Hal and sent to help her cope.”
(very very emotional, touches a lot on regret.)

 The Case of Hana & Alice 花とアリス殺人事件
“Tetsuko, a 14-year-old student, moves with her mother to a new town. She is immediately bullied in her new school and is given the seat of a murdered student. Determined to find out what happened, Tetsuko begins investigating the death.”
(this sounds dark but is actually a much lighter movie than the rest. it’s not too focused on depression per say but i just wanted to add it to my list of recommended!)

as for series,

 i really don’t watch a lot that involve situations like that but one of my absolute favorite series is Honey and Clover, it’s about a bunch of art students trying to find their way in life. it’s very sweet and fun with a lot of heart but also involves a lot of questioning your life purpose and such.

similarly, made by the same writer, March Comes in like a Lion. basically about a social recluse/shogi champion and the warm family relationship he builds with this orphaned girl and her two younger sisters. really sweet moments but also gets deep about feelings of loneliness and anxiety.

THE OPENING OF MARCH COMES IN LIKE A LION actually makes me really emotional lOL it is like the definition of depression and anxiety.

the outsiders gang x what they do for you on your birthday

steve:
-it would be kinda thrown together last minute tbh
-like he remembers but procrastinates planning anything until like the day before
-makes soda go with him to buy a present
-probably gets you some clothes that he thinks you’ll (look good in) like
-he definitely saved up for a while to get you nice stuff though
-day of, wakes you up at thE ASS CRACK OF DAWN
-“babe…babe, wake up…”
-“go away steve”
-so he tickles you until you get up
-when you finally actually get out of bed he starts being all cute and kissing you all over your face like
-“happy birthday baby girl”
-if it’s warm out you would spend the day at the beach
-and then go for a joyride in his car when it gets dark out
-brings you a lil cupcake with a candle that he made himself
-not the BEST cupcake ever but it’s edible
-making out in the backseat of his car in the middle of nowhere to end the day
-possibly leads to something else ;)
-if it’s cold you would still go outside bc he doesn’t give a damn
-you would literally just walk around the town and do random stuff outside
-play in the snow in winter
-play in the leaves in fall
-when it gets late and even fuckin colder y'all go hang out inside at yours/his house
-has the cupcake for you as mentioned before
-dEFINITELY birthday sex inside ;)

soda:
-has been planning for like,,,two weeks ?
-wants your birthday to be great af
-literally refuses to spend any money for like a month so he can get you something nice
-brings ponyboy with him to get a present
-regrets it bc he complains the whole time and is no help at all
-ends up getting a real pretty necklace for you
-gets up early to make you breakfast day of
-dYES THE FOOD YOUR FAVORITE COLOR
-when you get up you find him in the kitchen and he doesn’t see you at first
-“hey soda-”
-“oH Y/N! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”
-accidentally knocks over the plate of pancakes in his excitement
-that’s ok tho bc there’s extra batter !¡
-afterwards that idiot blindfolds you and takes you to his car
-“are you kidnapping me or something??”
-“shhh i’m trying to be romantic”
-probably takes you to the zoo even if its cold out
-you two spend longer than you care to admit looking at monkeys
-EATING A TON OF JUNK FOOD
-go out for dinner afterwards
-nothing extremely fancy
-probably burgers at the dingo lmao
-stay up all night cuddling when you get home

ponyboy:
-dOESNT KNOW HOW TO PLAN A BIRTHDAY
-panics over it for like a month
-tries to subtly ask you what you want for your birthday/what you want to do
-ends up getting you some books and a box of chocolate
-kind of still hesitant to give it to you though
-“johnny are you sure she’ll like this ??”
-“yes pony she’s gonna love it”
-“but what if she doesn’t thi-”
-“PONYBOY.”
-day of you spend like half the day just laying around cuddling
-darry and soda made a point of not being home all day
-eventually you two go out for a walk
-holding hands and being cute fUCK
-and then classic pony
-takes you to the movies
-if its cold you go indoors
-if its warm you go to the nightly double
-either way you spend the whole movie with your head on his shoulder
-and still holding hands
-you get home and pony realizes oH SHIT he forgot a cake
-but thank the lord there’s some chocolate cake in the fridge
-he can’t find a candle but he sings happy birthday to you anyway
-fun af day :’)

darry:
-takes the day off work
-has no clue what to get you tbh
-randomly asks dallas what he thinks he should get
-stupid idea wtf darry
-“she’s your girl darrel i ain’t pickin a present for ya”
-settles for a bouquet of your favorite flowers and something that has to do with one of your hobbies (like he’d get some paint/brushes if you like painting, a journal if you like writing, etc)
-he doesn’t really plan the day out
-lets you decide what you want to do
-makes a dELICIOUS breakfast though
-like holy shit chef darry
-you two end up going out for a nice picnic in a secluded place or something if its nice out
-if its cold you end up at some antique shop
-even though you don’t buy anything it’s just fun to look around
-you go back to his house eventually
-he kicks pony and soda out
-and then they tease him endlessly
-romantic dinner with candles and shit
-and obviously chocolate cake
-and then you just kinda talk for a while
-about life, the gang, lots of stuff
-and then oh boy
-he just walks over to you and you start making out
-which leads to more
-he has you screaming
-bless that guy

johnny:
-ok let me just start with this guy is the biggest sweetheart ever
-he honestly doesn’t really plan anything either
-he gets you the bIGGEST BOUQUET OF ROSES TO EVER EXIST
-and also a real fluffy sweater its so nice
-just like him
-he shows up at your house at like 10 AM ish with his big ass bouquet
-you open the door and you can’t even see his face
-he hands you your flowers and he’s smiling like a DOOF
-“happy birthday honey”
-you stand there and hug on the porch for like 20 minutes
-then you just go inside
-and you don’t really leave
-you spend the WHOLE DAY cuddling and messing around
-its a very relaxed day, but thats what you both enjoy
-he cooks for you
-he’s not a bad cook tbh he whips up something pretty good
-he makes you put on the sweater he got you
-“but johnny it’s hot in here”
-“please, baby?”
-you can’t say no to those eyes
-you end the night with a soft make out session
-nothing dirty
-just pure

dally:
-he probably remembers
-probably
-i don’t think he’d get you anything tbh
-but if he did he’d probably steal you a jacket or something
-it’s not your size but the thought was there
-“HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT SIZE YOU WEAR”
-“DAMMIT DALLAS IVE TOLD YOU BEFORE”
-you honestly wouldn’t do anything special
-you’d just hang with the gang
-they’d be better about your birthday than dally would be lol
-the gang would scold dally for not doing anything
-he doesn’t give a rats ass
-“its just another day why does it matter? i barely even remember my own birthday”
-you’d go back to his place at buck’s eventually
-sO
-you make out
-but then as soon as you’re about to get naked and shit
-you refuse
-“i’m tired, lets go to bed”
-and you just roll over away from him
-he’s,,,frustrated
-“bitch”
-then he just goes to sleep too
-it was an ok day

two-bit:
-he would definitely make you think he forgot
-but he would have a lil something planned for you
-like you probably spent the night together the day before
-then the next morning he just went on like its a normal day
-after like an hour you start to get upset
-you’re about to leave bc you’re lowkey pissed at him for forgetting but then he’s like
-“hold on baby i have something for you”
-and then he takes something out of his closet
-its a big (poorly wrapped) box with a huge bow
-“happy birthday princess”
-you’re both smiling like idiots
-he really did remember :’)
-he got you a mickey mouse shirt to match his
-he didn’t pay for it but its whatever
-he then takes you out for a drive
-like you don’t really have a destination
-you just drive
-you’re lucky he’s sober enough to drive
-you end up back at his house at like 2 AM
-tHEN you get drunk
-he asked darry to make you cake bc he can’t
-almost lights the house on fire with the candles
-but its ok
-fun fun fun day

I hate when i see a gifset of bambam lookin damn good and ppl going like ‘omg he actually looks fine here’ as if the binch don’t be on point 24/7….like keep ur backhanded bullshit, he fine when he’s dabbing OR sitting down doing nothin….its not some conditional shit, he just Is??? or gifsets of jackson being cute and ppl being like ‘oh now i cant take him seriously in his sexiness’ like??? binch bye why do yall do that shit??? Kskdndkdkdj i rlly want some answers out here bc to me…sexiness is not some flat one dimensional lemme grip my dicc and grind on this floor kind of quality….like what r u saying lmao

Cowgirl

Dean Winchester x (fem) Reader

Warning: ) smut slightly in the end, swearing, kinky ;)
lol im so sorry but i felt like writing it so yeh. sorry again.

Originally posted by littleislandd

“i’d really like some pie” said Dean while driving his Impala after hunting down yet another werewolf.

“I think we should get ourselves cleaned or we’ll go looking like we came straight from The Walking Dead.” Sam replied 

“What?” Dean said back, looking at Sam in confusion. Sam looked at Dean with his signature ‘I’m-so-done-with-you-right-now’ face as he asked Dean to forget the reference.

“whatever, were definitely getting pie tonight.” Dean said as he turned up the music in which Dean sang along with Led Zeppelin “I, I CANT QUIT YOU BABY” 

“tURN IT DOWN DEAN, MY EARS!” Sam yelled as he covered his ears with his hands.

This went on until they’ve reached the motel. Which Sam’s ears only gotten used to the loud music by the end of the ride.

“Thank god” Sam said wincing at the ringing in his ears.

“its chuck.” Dean said looking at Sam smirking at himself.

Sam couldn’t help but smile at the lame joke his brother made as they entered the motel.  “ha, lame.”


By now, Sam and Dean looked far from zombies. Both with wet hair and clean clothes and Sam attempting to dry his hair a little with a small towel. Just as Sam was getting comfy on his bed Dean shouted from the bathroom “Oh no princess, were getting the pie.” 

“Dean, its 3 AM.”

“So? Sleeping beauty could get her beauty sleep after i get pie.” Dean said back quite seriously as he walked out of the bathroom and towards his brother.

“Dude, who sells pie, or eats pie at 3 in the morning?” 

“i would.”

“Dean, we’ll get some pie tomorrow”

“but it is tomorrow”

“oh my- fine.” Sam being fed up of the childish man, stood up and followed Dean to the car.


They were currently back in the impala, still discussing about who’d sell pie this early and why Dean could’ve wait until later. 

“Aha! There” Dean said relieved and proudly as he pointed at a small shack which had lights on.

“Where?- you can’t be serious” Sam said as his face dropped. Poor Sammy was tired and extremely fed up with this child in front of him. By now its was 15 min past 4, yet somehow Dean was bubbling with energy.

They parked the impala and Dean basically zapped to door, which had nice tiny bells signalling a customer entering. For some pie. At 4 AM.

Sam didn’t follow him, he basically passed out because of sleep deprivation.

It was nice, cute little shack that had all kinds of pastry, and drinks. It looked more like a wannabe-bar, with music play softly in the background which Dean didn’t recognise because it was The 1975 playing instead of the classics. The shack smelled like buttery goodness and fresh coffee beans, in which Dean’s stomach grumbled as response. He began to really like the place. It was peaceful and quiet, because he was the only customer. 

“wow, you’re up early” a heavenly voice rang into Deans ear. Something he’ll never forget.

“yeah- wow” Dean said without thinking. He couldn’t help himself. For a second he forgot to breathe. What he saw was absolutely stunning. 

She had gorgeous (h/c) locks with piercing (e/c), another thing that will be incredibly hard to forget. She was wearing a red mini skirt that was above her knee, a white button up with a red apron above it. She had red lipstick on too and she goes by (y/n). Dean knew this because it was printed on the apron.

“are you getting anything?” she asked after the gorgeous pretty-green-eyed stranger observed and studied her.

“Oh- uh yeah, do you guys have pie?” Dean answered, with his signature breath taking smirk.

“Yeah… but it just entered oven, we literally opened 5 minutes ago”

“oh, its alright. I’ll just wait.” Dean responded, never planned on leaving just yet anyways. “what pie is it anyways?” he added in.

“Apple, and berry. We have custard, coconut and chocolate pie in the fridge but it needs time.” 

“damn, i love this place already, i’ll get the apple”

“you must really love pie.” she said while grinning. How could anyone look this gorgeous this early in the morning? Dean thought without knowing she was thinking the same thing. I mean, who isn’t attracted to a guy like that?

“i love me some pie” Dean said, attempting to sound cute. Which worked because she giggled lightly and softly. Damn.

Me too, who could resist such beauty?” She agreed.

“and she likes pie” Dean thought and noted aloud without noticing, but not regretting it either. She laughed and walked away to check on the pie.

Dean, proud of himself, walked around to observe the place. it looked like it was made by wood and it had a head of a fake bull hung on a wall. Underneath it was a secured and strong glass box that had an old gun and bullets in it with gloves and other stuff. Dean liked it. But what he really liked was the hat on top of the box. A cowboy hat, sitting there peacefully, waiting for someone to pick it up. That someone was Dean, and he put it on. Because he’s Dean.

He looked at the mirror and he was enjoying his time. Little does he know that the girl he’s been crushing on, (y/n), was staring at him and romanticising all those nasty things they’d do together. She had a major crush on him too. How could anyone look this hot? Especially at this time. I must look like a slob, i must be out of his league. He’s probably married and has an apple pie life…  She thought and thought until he was in front of her, she must have been in a trance because she didn’t notice it until he said “You like the view?”

“Oh!- uhm, i- I’m sorry, just reaaallly tired, hehe, you know… early shifts” She stuttered and tried really hard to cover it up, but that doesn’t work on Dean Winchester. Or anyone in fact. 

“nice try, sweetheart” he said smirking, and winked at the end. wINKED.

“i think the pie is ready” (y/n) muttered and left to get the pie that would definitely be cooked by now.

around 4 minutes later, she bought the pie to Dean who was waiting patiently.

Originally posted by supernatural-through-my-veins

He smirked as she arrived. She was blushing madly.

“whip cream?” she asked un confidently, only getting a huge grin from pretty-green-eyes with the cowboy hat that turned her on. She knows he wasn’t oblivious on how insane he made (y/n) feel. She doesn’t even know his name yet.

“Im Dean” ignoring the question earlier.

“(y/n)” she said back. Dean… nice.

“and, yes id like whip cream” he added in, as his tongue darted at the bottom lip for a quick second.

fuck.

She placed the big slice of apple pie in front of him, the fork, spoon and knife as well; and turned around to get the whip cream.

fuck fuck fuck

by now she was mildly turned on. She realised they were the only ones in the shack. No one would know. Apart from that guy with hair better than any other girl’s outside, knocked out. He had a nice car, she thought it might been Dean’s brother. 

Lets play this game then.

She came back with the bottle of whip cream, but Dean noticed the she was more confident now, and that her white button up was opened and showed a little cleavage just above the red apron. Who’s turn is it to be turned on now?

She put some whip cream on the pie (that was already half eaten), not before she took a taste of her own. Licking it off her finger, slowly. Dean just imagining what she’d do to him.

He bit his bottom lip so hard, his lip paled under the pressure.

That’s when she twirled around, where Dean got a glimpse of the black undies due to how high she pulled her skirt up and the air blowing it up slightly. He wanted her so bad. No, needed her. As much as she does, but she was having a little too much fun. She winked at him and went to the back where they have the oven.

oh no she won't 

“oh come back here” he said sitting up straight now.

She obeyed and turned back and cat walked her way to the horny Dean Winchester. 

She then sat on his lap, and took his cowboy hat off to wear it instead of him. She smirked knowing that he liked it better on her, but she like it better on him. Now they were eating each other faces and grinding at each other. Desperate for each other, to taste more. Her hands grabbed a bunch of Dean’s hair and Dean let out a small moan. She smirked again and deepened the kiss. They parted for air, and they both missed each other the second they did. 

“fuck, you’re gorgeous.” Dean breathed out. 

“Lets go to the back room, the rest of the staff are coming.”

Dean let out an animalistic growl as response and grabbed (y/n) up and made out their way there. Shutting the door quickly behind to get to nasty business ;)

LOL im sorry

Ps, if you DID like it you could request more if you want lmao

ok so after they do their cute little dance to every breath you take kid squad has to get back together at some point in the snow ball right? so they’re all at the table where they met at first and el’s kind of blinking weird and rubbing under her eye and mikes like “are you okay” and shes like im fine i just need to go to the bathroom and mike wants to follow her but the look on el’s face tells her she just needs a sec alone. so el gets up and in max’s head shes like “its definitely asking for trouble if i follow her” but in vintage max fashion shes like im gonna do it anyway. so she walks into the bathroom and el’s rubbing the bottom of her eyes and sort of crying. and she sees max and she turns away and max is like “what’s wrong” and el’s angrily like “go away” but max is determined. so she’s like “el, is there something in your eye” and she waits and finally el says “the…the makeup. it hurts.” and she looks at max and her eyes are all bloodshot like she rubbed them without thinking and the shitty 80s makeup is irritating her eyes. and max just grabs a paper towel and wets it in the sink and holds it up, and el nods a little. so she starts dabbing at el’s eyes to get the pink off and it’s weird and tense until max is like, “i hate makeup.” and el huffs. and finally she says, “i wanted to be…pretty…like a girl. like nancy.” and max is like “you can be a girl and not wear makeup. you don’t have to be pretty.” and el kinda scoffs like max is teasing her and max is like, “no, really. some girls like dressing up, like nancy. but i hate it. my mom made me do my hair like this. if it were up to me, i’d just show up in a ponytail or something.” and el looks down shyly and max finally gets all the makeup off and she’s like “you still look amazing.” and el’s looks at her and she’s like “you too.” 

justeight  asked:

NO please this hc is life, no pressure to draw anything. Summer camp aus are my WEAKNESS--with perky lil Sora running around and SOCIALIZING while Riku slinks off to the photo cabin to hide in his darkness. But somehow among all the deep closeup nature photos, every so often, is Sora in sunshine. Idek if they'd know each other first in this AU but I love it thank you ;w;

I l o v e summer camp AUs. I think it’s because I had went on one when I was younger and it was one of my best school memories with my buddies

CAUSE there’s a lot of teamwork bonding and bonding in general in a rustic nature setting with fun activities and a lot of “UGHHhgh my parents forced me  to go to heckin’ SUMMER camp” that turns into “I’ve made like eight new best friends and I DREAD going back to civilization”

 and with soriku it’s that + “somehow I ended up getting a heckin boyfriend wth did YOU guys do”

I’M GONNA PUT THIS UNDER A CUT SO I CAN RAMBLE AS I PLEASE I GOT A LOT OF FEELS FOR THIS 

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anonymous asked:

Can you do Reaper, Mei, and Reinhardt getting rejected by their crush then finding out that their crush thinks of themself as damaged goods due to past abuse? I've been abused most of my life and it's hard to not see myself as broken or damaged goods. Feel free to ignore this.

Idk if this is exactly what you wanted? but hope you`re feeling better.


Reaper (pre everythinnng) :

He randomly decided to visit this small coffee shop that you coincidentally worked at
When he first ordered there, you drew some cute hearts around his name
He`s all macho but he just kind of melted at that
He kept going there, like as if it was a routine
To the point where he knew every worker there and their names, everyone knew what he normally ordered
But he found that every coffee you made, somehow tasted so much better than when all the other workers made him some
he finally mustered the courage to ask you out. But he got rejected right away and you went in the back room.
One of the other workers took over and explained that you had gone through some tough shit, recently got out of an abusive relationship..
He didn`t give up though and kept going there
Until finally he mustered up the courage to ask you out again.
You had night shift and nobody else was in the small shop
You tried to reject him again but he wasn`t done
He went on to explain that he knows you`ve been through some shit.. and that you don`t deserve that. He really wanted to be the one who gave you the relationship you deserved.
you finally accepted and agreed to go on a date
The coffee went on to become a part of your relationship and you both normally went and explored different coffee shops together in your relationship

Mei :

You were Angela`s assistant and normally helped out wherever you could
Angela had a lot of meetings with Mei
You both made some small talk, whenever you saw each other
You were normally too busy taking notes for Angela to have a conversation
Mei caught you before you got in your car to drive home
She nervously started some small talk, trying to find a way to ask you out
Finally, she got the motivation to ask you out!
You spent a few seconds thinking about what to say.
You thanked her and apolagized before getting in your car and driving off
Mei slumped, Angela finally let her presense be known
She explained how you didn`t want to go into any kinds of relationships because you are afraid to not be enough.
Mei made it a personal mission to find ways to show how apreciated you truely were
Once you realized, Mei was going to keep trying, you just sighed and agreed to go on a date

Reinhardt :

He had been your friend a long time ago, but you both lost connection
When he finally got the chance to talk to you again it was really awkward
Once you two had talked for a while, he finally decided to ask you out
he remembered wanting to ask you out before you two lost connection, but that`s exactly what happened, you kind of just, stopped talking to him
When he asked if you wanted to grab a coffee or something with him, you got really nervous all of a sudden
You declined the offer as nice as possible and looked for a chance to leave the conversation
“Why?” Reinhardt had asked you, he was worried…
You sighed and finally explained that you had been through some… bad stuff recently
Rein could put two and two together and realized that that`s why you were gone..
“Please give me a chance, I promise i will never hurt you” Rein said, trying to convince you, he only meant you good
“I`m not worried that you`ll treat me wrong… I`m worried that i…that i`m” You couldn`t even finish the sentence because it was hard to put your insecureties into words
Reinhardt hugged you and stayed like that for a while, “I want you to be happy.”
“I`ll go, where should we go out?” Rein perked up and ever since you two have just become happier and happier


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anonymous asked:

ok but how spooky is ddlc? like unsettling and kinda scary (like the wailing) or is it more like a "holy shit i'm not going to sleep for days and i'm nauseous now" kind of scary? something that would trigger anxiety? what are we dealing with here?

its a mix of everything…. im totally spooked right now and its 2.41 am 

its like…. its a psychological horror and it also breaks the 4th wall in game at some point, it has body horror and it deals with heavy stuff while faking cuteness with its cheerful ost (that goes off tempo at some points bc of things getting creepy)

the game warns you not to play if you are susceptible to flashing lights, topics such as depression, anxiety, self harm, suicide and stuff-

i mean i found it REALLY well done and interesting as hell!! But i wouldnt re-play it any time soon :D (also bc for the game to be actually completed you have to play it like a couple of times) 

nct as dads [taeil]

• taeil is emotional dad #1
• always crying
• cried for a solid few hours when you announced you were pregnant
• cried at the first scan ((and then sent the sonogram to everyone he knows))
• literally sobbed when he found out you were having twins ((a boy and a girl!!!!!))
• straight up passed out when you were giving birth
• he was just so overwhelmed
• like you were about to give birth ?? to his children?? hIS FLESH AND BLOOD?!?!?
• doyoung had to get him out of there

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anonymous asked:

headcanon for a first date with elliot?

Originally posted by calif0rnia-lovers

A First Date with Elliot Alderson would include: 

- Him being crazy nervous. 

- Him smoking a blunt before the date to calm down, then regretting it. 

- Him arriving late because of said crazy nervousness. 

- Reluctantly taking his hood off so he can see you properly. 

- You wondering if he’s high because his eyes are red rimmed. 

- Him wondering if you can tell he’s high.

- Awkward small talk. 

“So… How are you?”

“Fine.”

“Cool.” 

- Him slowly relaxing as you spend more time with him. 

- He won’t tell you a lot about himself but he listens to what you tell him like his life depends on it. 

- Him watching the way your features move when you’re telling him about something, maybe some anecdote. 

- Him trying to follow your lead.

“I took my dog for a walk today.” 

- You listening intently to what little he tells you in the hopes it encourages him to say more. 

- Him point-blank refusing to let you pay for anything. Even if its a couple of dollars for a drink. 

- Him giving you some kind of weird little souvenir, like a smooth pebble you saw while walking. 

- You thinking its cute, but not realising that he gave it to you because he’s terrified you’ll forget about him. 

- You putting yourself out there and asking if you can see him again. 

- Him smiling for the first time. 

how they eat their ice cream
  • yona: cutest ice cream eater ever, rainbow sprinkles on everything, tiny little licks and makes contented noises in between, takes a while so the ice cream sometimes melts a little
  • yoon: licks it fast and efficiently, he enjoys it but isn't willing to risk it melting and making a mess and also efficiency is key to life
  • jae ha: jae ha that is an ice cream cone don't make it look so dirty that's wrong and stop wiggling ur eyebrows
  • zeno: a mess, it's everywhere, ice cream on his hands, ice cream on his face, ice cream on his clothes, ice cream on the floor, grow up
  • hak: bites it. like some kind of soulless hell beast. chews it for good measure.
  • shin ah: likes dipped cones, shares it with ao and squeaks with contentment every few seconds, its really cute
  • kija: first he dropped the ice cream on the floor and had to get a new one and then he accidentally crushes it by holding the cone with his right hand, gets plain vanilla and offers some to everyone, otherwise he eats it like a normal person
  • lili: tries to copy yona and isn't really successful but is still super cute in the attempt, orders whatever yona orders and gets tsundere about it when tetora points it out
  • soo won: soo won's life is too tragic at the moment for ice cream sorry
Blind date with the RFA + Unknown

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Common:

You are a long time single and your best friend knows this person that would fit you really well.

So they say you are a bit doubtful but well you had no date in ages so why not what is the harm ?




Zen

  • Your Friend was quite a prankster and literally made you have a blind date.
  • In a Dark dining restaurant (where its pitch black and the waiters are blind).
  • Well now you dressed up nicely for no real reason but you never been in a place like this and it seems exiting.
  • So you go in and you are guided to your place.
  • Its really something to be in a place like this the waiter tells you that your date has not come yet.
  • Your friend even told this guy apparently – you decide to punish them later-
  • Not much later you hear the waiter again this time he brings your date to the table.
  • The male introduces himself in a really friendly manner and sits down across from you.
  • You like his Voice and you two order some drinks.
  • Zen offers you to pay for everything but you rather split the bill since you are not sure how this will turn out in the end.
  • He agrees to it but sounds a bit unhappy.
  • You talk about how your friend got you to do this in the first place and Zen tells you his story.
  • Your friend is a stage worker at the theater Zen has a play right now and your friends gets along with everyone so at some point Zen talked about how he wants a partner.
  • Then your friend told him about you and how cute you are and how single you are.
  • It made you giggle since Zen told this story in such a cute way and it made you half mad at your friend to kind of sell you to him.
  • You are really impressed over the fact that Zen is a actor and you tell him that you really love his voice and how much you want to see that play.
  • You wanted to see it anyway since you heard great thinks about the lead but you could not get tickets.
  • Zen offers you to get tickets to you so you see it but you feel like that you would abuse him for tickets.
  • He just laughs that off and says you have to see the play when you are that interested.
  • You thank him whole heartily and you tell him how nice he is.
  • You continue with your meal it tastes really good and you really like Zen without even seeing him.
  • It really shows as your hands accidentally touch and you are blushing and start to stumble over your words.
  • Zen thinks you are really cute because of that what embarrasses you even more.
  • At the end of the meal you really not want it to end and Zen feels the same way but you are worried since you have not seen each other.
  • He tells you to come to the play and then meet backstage after the play if you still like him.
  • Its a bit surprising to you but you agree.
  • Zen let´s you leave first.
  • You then go to the play a few days later and you are blown away after you seen it and Zen is the lead actor that is a huge surprise.
  • Of course you fall for him even more it makes you a bit nervous though since you feel so average compared to him.
  • You still go backstage and to your surprise he recognizes you and he is really happy to see you.
  • Zen asks you how you liked the play and of course you are full of praise for him.
  • He then asks you out for an other date and you agree.



Yoosung

  • Your friend setts this up as a game night.
  • So you and a few of your friends and the guy you should meet and some of his friends.
  • Its a bit strange for a date but then again you love Video games and maybe with more people around it will feel less awkward.
  • So you meet all up at your friends house.
  • Slowly the place up with more people and it ends up being more crowded  then you thought.
  • Some people spread the word and somehow it turns into a party.
  • Your friend is not really opposed to this it kind of annoys you since you really wanted to play and meet some cute guy.
  • So you are a bit frustrated and can not really enjoy the party.
  • At some point you get a slight head pain and go outside to get some fresh air.
  • Its a bit cold but the air is fresh and clear plus there is no one outside.
  • Then you hear the door and you hope its not a couple or someone drunk.
  • Luckily its neither its a cute blonde guy with purple eyes.
  • He sees you and seems a bit flustered since you are alone here.
  • It seems like he thinks of just going back inside but you smile at him and he comes over to you.
  • You introduce yourself to him and he tells you his name is Yoosung.
  • He tells you he just came out here since its just to laud and crowded inside.
  • You agree to that and tell him how this was just suppose to be a game night and how you really wanted to play the games with some friends and a few new people.
  • Yoosung says it was the same for him and you start talking about games you find that your taste is quite similar.
  • You end up talking about lolol and you are quite impressed that he is second ranked in the game.
  • You played it but you have not enough time with studying.
  • Yoosung tells you about his struggles with studying and you both complain a lot about it.
  • To you it´s worth it though since you really want to make your dream carrier.
  • Yoosung finds that really awesome and wishes he had that much determination.
  • You tell him you should study together then sometime.
  • Yoosung thinks that is a great idea he is quite happy that this is not as awkward as he thought.
  • Since this was suppose to be some kind of blind date.
  • You then start laughing and Yoosung thinks he messed it up but no you tell him how it´s the same for you.
  • Then Yoosung gets it you where suppose to meet him.
  • Now he is kind of nervous but you smile at him and say it turned out way better then you thought.
  • Now Yoosung gets really embarrassed and you say he is cute what just makes it worth.
  • He tells you to not tease him and you say you will make it up to him on a date.
  • Yoosung agrees to this and now you are both blushing.


Jaehee


  • The only think that your friend told you was that Jaehee also had no date in ages.
  • Well you where in the same boat then.
  • You where meeting her in a coffee shop during her lunch break.
  • It did not really seem like a date spot to you but it was only your first meeting.
  • Maybe this was actual better for both of you.
  • You got a table and ordered some coffee while you waited since they not let you wait without ordering anything.
  • It takes a while for Jaehee to even show up she is very sorry and tells you how busy she is.
  • You feel like its a bad time then for a date but you offer her some coffee at least and tell her she can order something else too if she wants.
  • Jaehee accepts the coffee but pays the food herself.
  • She seems so stressed that you pretty much just talk over her job and over how awful her boss is.
  • You have quit some stress at work too everybody is worked up about that new project that starts soon.
  • So you know exactly what Jaehee is talking about even when her boss sounds even more demanding then yours.
  • Before you even know it the break is already over what is kind of sad but you bounded a bit least so you exchange numbers.
  • You feel like neither of you will even have time in the close future for a date anyway.
  • So you just had a nice coffee break it was really refreshing to let all that steam out though.

  • On the next day your huge Project is starting what is earlier then expected but apparently their was a huge push from above for that cat tie line
  • -Ties for cats is that a think? I should call Jumin about this lol-
  • You had no idea that was even something that people want but when the bosses want that then well.
  • You got even shoved with a new Project leader for this since the old one had a mental breakdown.
  • So you get introduced to your new Project head and it turns out it´s Jaehee.
  • It´s quite funny since you both complaint over the same person but you had much less to do with Jumin directly so your suffering was really small compered to hers.
  • Of course you both pretend that you not talked behind your bosses back and make a really good team.
  • Since even when the project is ridiculous you take your work serious.
  • Then the time for the presentation comes -after many sleepless nights because their was no time to sleep-
  • You really did what you could and Jaehee does really great with presenting everything.
  • Sadly Jumin is not happy with it what so ever he blames Jaehee for the bad presentation.
  • That somehow brings you over the edge.
  • For a very long time thinks just bottled up in you and at this point you don´t even care.
  • So you yell at Jumin for the stupid idea and how Jaehee worked so dam hard to make the best out of this stupid concept and how she does not deserve to be treated like this at all.
  • Heck no one does you really are though with his s+++ .
  • You are quitting !
  • You are fuming and you not even care if you just lost your Job.
  • But for what ever reason Jumin offers you a better position he is apparently impressed with your honesty.
  • Before you can think this proper threw Jaehee looks at you and then too Jumin.
  • And says “No we both are quitting. I feel the same way since a long time and I think now I finally gathered the courage to quit as well.”
  • Jumin just stares at both at you and you two just leave.
  • You almost regret it since well now you both have no job but Jaehee then tells you about her business idea and it sounds really great. So you start working together.



Jumin


  • You are not sure why your friend told you to dress so formal or why they where dragging you to their Bushiness party.
  • You felt like your friend was up to no good but maybe they just  needed someone to go with them.
  • Even when they said that the one you suppose to meet will be here and this is the only way to meet him.
  • It makes you curious your friend just ever complains about work and now you get introduced to one of their coworkers.
  • As you arrive you see the party is just as fancy as your friend told you so you are glad you dressed nice.
  • It still feels like you are under dressed but you hope it goes well.
  • You meet your friend and you talk for s while.
  • It´s a more or less boring event and then your friend intrudes you to their coworker.
  • Then your friend goes their way to have fun somewhere else.
  • The Man turns out to be a very boring guy and he also is very unaware to the fact that he is boring you.
  • You really try to give him a chance I mean first impressions can be wrong.
  • So you spend some time with him you drink a bit he seems to drink a lot that makes him loosen up but sadly not in a good way.
  • First he opens a bit more up and he seems very self centered and then he starts to get touchy what of course makes you slap him at some point.
  • That gets the security guards attention and it turns out the guy is actual some important worker.
  • You figure it be pointless to say much with that fact you figure you will be kicked out and your friend will have a hard time because of that guy too.
  • It makes you feel really bad.
  • Then a tall male comes and asks what this is about the guards tell him that you just slapped this guy.
  • He turns to you and asks you if that is true you just say yes.
  • Then he continues to ask why.
  • You feel like he probably will not believe you but you tell him the reason anyway.
  • He seems to be a important person and you at least not want to make your friend look bad.
  • Your supposed date of course denies that and says you where just unhappy since he did not like you.
  • That guy even says how cheap you are it´s clear to see that you are easy to get.
  • You are shocked by this statement you are of course not super fancy dressed but you did your best.
  • It almost makes you tear up and it makes you angry.
  • The tall black haired man then looks at you and he disagrees with the boring guy.
  • He says that he kind of saw them earlier and it was clear he was hitting on you and not vice versa.
  • He then lets his guards take the guy away without adding anything else.
  • You look at the tall male and tell him thank you and you really not wanted to gather attention with what you did but after he touched you it just kind of happened.
  • He tells you that he would done it himself if he seen it.
  • You smile at him you are really glad that he said that.
  • He asks you if you want anything you are not sure if you should stay though now where that happened your friend maybe will get a backlash from his boss still.
  • He tells you to not worry about that and that you should stay and he even says you should spend the rest of the evening with him to keep you safe.
  • You find that very kind of him and agree and then you actual remember to introduce yourself and you feel awfully unpolite for that.
  • Actual he seems even more taken back by the fact that he did not tell you his name either.
  • So he fixes that oversight and tells you his name is Jumin.
  • You spend the rest of the evening with him and its actual really nice it feels like a real date and you even tell him that you would like to meet him again.
  • Jumin agrees to this and all turns out pretty nice for you.
  • At the end of the evening your friend finally finds you again and they are in a shock to find you with his boss.
  • You are surprised by this information of course and your friend really prays that you have no embarrassed them in front of Jumin.
  • Jumin just says that there is nothing to worry about he actual is grateful to your friend for bringing you here.
  • After the shock wears off on you , you agree with Jumin even when your friend has an awful taste in men it made you meet Jumin after all.





707 / Luciel


  • Your friend told you to meet the guy in a park that was nearby.
  • What sounded like a good way to get to know each other.
  • So you dressed up and where even a bit earlier their.
  • You where standing in the middle of a park their where plenty people around.
  • It was nice and sunny a perfect day for a date you thought.
  • Time passed no one showed up you got more nervous it was already a half hour after you where supposed to meet but their was no sign of the guy.
  • It was annoying you so you called the guy but nothing.
  • After a bit you tried again still nothing.
  • You gave up after almost a hour passed.
  • All this waiting made you kind of hungry and also a bit frustrated so you where happy to see a ice cream stand
  • It was such a nice day you where sitting on a bench you enjoyed the scenery you where still a bit annoyed by this set up.
  • You where quietly wondering what was wrong with you.
  • Why did you agree to go on a date in the first place ?
  • “ Sorry I have no idea” You heard a voice on the bench next to you.
  • You had not even noticed the guy sitting their you where highly embarrassed you had no idea that you just said that out laud.
  • “Sorry I was just speaking to myself.” You looked at him and you where hoping that you not look like a complete idiot.
  • “I figured that but I thought you would like it if someone answers you.” He looked at you with a cheery smile.
  • “ Yeah that’s true when you talk with yourself your own answers are no help.” You tried to overplay your embarrassment with some sort of self irony.
  • “I know that issue all to well. I never answer myself when I talk to myself.” He looked way to serious as he said that.
  • What made you laugh somehow now you not felt that bad about today anymore.
  • He smiled at you it looked like it made him feel better to make you laugh.
  • You thought to yourself that he was actual kind of cute and he did not minded your weirdness at all.
  • At this moment you felt something dripping on your clothes it was the ice you completely forgot it and now it was dripping on your clothes.
  • You almost yelled out from surprise your clothes would be ruined you had to was them out quickly.
  • You looked around for a restroom but you saw none.
  • That got the attention of the guy he saw the ice cream on you and he showed you a restroom near by  it was nice of him  to go with you he waited outside so you could remove the ice and clean your shirt without anyone seeing you without it.
  • It was really nice of him you where so thankful you offered him a coffee or something.
  • He said he lives just from chips and dr.pepper.
  • Well you had no clue where they had those chips but near by was a kiosk that had dr.pepper.
  • You just remembered that because it was a bit strange that such a place had that.
  • He said you not need  to get him anything as thank you but you insisted on it.
  • Plus at this point you used all cheap excuses to make him stay longer with you.
  • So you got him his can of dr.pepper and he drank it quietly and you thought he was a bit slower then needed with it.
  • You ended up talking with him about all kind of stuff turns out he really loves robots and so do you.
  • He even likes your silly dream about going to space to life on the moon you knew how unrealistic that was but you liked fantasizing about it.
  • You told him your name, he told you his it was quite interesting to you that he choose that name since its the devils name.
  • But his explanation made sense to you and it was so unique you would never have issues remembering it.
  • It was such a great time you both did not notice it became slowly dark.
  • You both knew that you had to say goodbye and probably never see each other again.
  • It was sad and you did not wanted that at all so decided to make a bold move.
  • You noted your number down and then you said “If you ever feel that someone should answer you when you talk to yourself then call me.” You looked at him with your widest smile.
  • He took it and added your number right away in his phone before seeing you off.
  • You where really hoping that he would contact you , their was still a chance that he would never call you after all.
  • then suddenly you phone made a beep sound from a message it said : ”Their is nothing wrong with you it more the opposite.”
  • You knew right away the message was from Luciel and it made you really happy.


Unknown


trigger warning for drugs  - but not from unknown this time -


  • Your friend said the guy is in a club tonight they would introduce you.
  • Right away you had a bad feeling about this.
  • Yeah you wanted to date but this was just the wrong way.
  • Your friend though insisted on it they told you how nice and handsome the guy is and that if you not like him you still could have fun with your friend.
  • Their was no harm in it only some fun so you gave in and dressed for the night.
  • It was a big club their where so many people it was overwhelming.
  • You now really thought it was a bad idea but you now you where here you might as well gave it a shot.
  • Your friend introduced you to your date and your friend was right he was handsome.
  • Not really your type somehow he gave up a bad wipe but you just thought you are to suspicious.
  • He was not a bad person you told yourself and you tried your best to talk to him what really made not much sense since it was just too loud.
  • From the little you gathered he was not that interesting to you but well at least he was nice enough.
  • At some point your friend talked with someone too and the guy asked you to go dance.
  • You where in a club after all and at least your friend had fun with their random hookup.
  • So you agreed and danced with him he was a bit too close to you for comfort so you not lased that long.
  • You where fast back on your table pretending you got a bit dizzy you chatted a bit more with some people and then you had to use the bathroom.
  • Somehow you really started to feel dizzy now maybe you had a drink to much.
  • It was really warm too and maybe it was just time to get home.
  • You told your friend who was a bit sad but they still had fun so they wanted to stay.
  • You headed out to get yourself a taxi but then you felt even more dizzy and had to lean against the wall.
  • You never felt like this before you felt like loosing your senses at this point you knew that something was really wrong.
  • Your supposed date mixed something in your drink.
  • -protip never leave your glass unwatched and never accept drinks from anyone also ever go together with someone you trust-
  • You coursed at yourself for being so stupid you never should had come here in the first place a date in a place like this.
  • Now it was too late for regrets you saw the guy coming towards you.
  • You could not even more anymore fear was in your eyes you thought on your friend where their in danger too ?
  • The guy was taking your smartphone from you and pulled you along you tried to fight but ypou had no strength.
  • You said no over and over as loud as you could then someone noticed you and you where praying that that person was going to help you.
  • You where in luck since that person was coming towards you and started asking the guy you where with whats up.
  • The guy said you are just drunk he was getting you home.
  • You denied that you weakly asked the stranger for help and that your friend is maybe in danger too.
  • Your vision was already blurry at this point so you barely saw the stranger you just saw the was dressed black and had white hair.
  • The stranger waited not long and hit the guy you where with forcing him to run away.
  • You thankfully smiled at the stranger.
  • He took your smartphone and used it to call a cap for you after it was their he called your friend who was unaware of the whole situation.
  • He stayed with you keeping you up till your friend arrived.
  • You faintly heard him saying how stupid you are for getting in this mess and how you need to stop trusting everyone so easily.
  • You agree with him and say next time when you meet someone you are more careful and you tell him how nice he is.
  • Your friend finally comes and there are feeling so awful for all of this they promise to bring you safe home and stay with you.
  • Before you drive off you thank the stranger once again and tell him you would like to see him again.
  • The stranger smiled at you as your cap drove off.
  • Little did you know that he hacked in your smartphone and made you download a mysterious dating app.
  • Unknown decided that you where perfect for the plan you where such a easy target and you where so kind too you deffently would fall into the trap.
  • You could not remember anything the next morning other then that the date was awful.
  • It took you a bit to try out that messenger your friend told you about.

everyonenods  asked:

You said you were taking requests? From any fandom? Can I request Keith and Allura from Voltron?

Here you go!

Haven’t watch the second season yet but i’ll do it at some point >_>

“You’re such a rebel; painting your nails, fighting the binary” 
“Do you want me to do yours?” 
“… maybe” 

Someone painting their nails - @princekaisuncannyhotness At the request of my sister Christine, today’s draw features Adam and Caleb of the Bright Sessions. It’s a great podcast, and I love these adorable dorks. Adam once said that he was rebelling against his doctor parents by taking an English major, so I feel like he’s the kind of guy would would also rebel by growing out his hair and painting his nails. Also I thought this would be cute

I’m not super sure about the background in this drawing - I’m once again having some trouble integrating the characters with their surroundings - but I think Adam and Caleb themselves turned out very well. Ten points to me, I drew some cute boyfriends. I hope you like it!