but it's the first thing that came to mind

I saw this pic and the first thing that came to my mind was “DO PEOPLE REALLY THINK THIS???!!” i mean WTF. I thought that most of the people would understand the show and would understand what its a mental illness and why Hannah kill herself cause THE SHOW EXPLAIN IT VERY CLEAR but i was wrong. I want to take time and answer to this cause people really need to stop.

To get to the point you first need to know that depression is not just being sad, IT IS A MENTAL ILLNESS and if you have it you really need to get help cause you can’t get through it alone. One thing you also need to learn is what  PTSD is. “ Posttraumatic stress disorder, or PTSD, is a serious potentially debilitating condition that can occur in people who have experienced or witnessed a natural disaster, serious accident, terrorist incident, sudden death of a loved one, war, violent personal assault such as rape, or other life-threatening events. Most people who experience such events recover from them, but people with PTSD continue to be severely depressed and anxious for months or even years following the event ” remember this two cause i’ll be mention them later.


1-)Hannah didn’t kill herself to prove a point, she did it DUE TO THE BULLYING AND ALL THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED TO HER.

 2-)do you think that a girl who was bullied everyday is gonna “stand up for herself”?                                                                                                       When a lot of people start telling you things everyday and start making rumours, you even start to believe them and that thing is lowering your confidence more and more and low confidence + depression is the worst combination ever. Do you really think that a girl could stop the rumours by just “standing  for herself? If Hannah had tried to stop them im pretty sure that wouldn’t have been enough cause PEOPLE LIVE FOR THE RUMOURS AND THEY LOVE SHARING THEM AND TALKING EVEN IF THEYRE NOT REAL AND EVEN IF THE VICTIM SAYS THAT IT AREN’T REAL  THEY WOULD KEEP GOING. Im sure that we all know that standing for yourself isn’t going to do anything. (what really can do is looking for help)

3-) This one was the one that made me write this post “she had a princess complex and she killed herself when she found out life isn’t like that” ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME? Here’s the thing Hannah didn’t have a “princess complex” i think Hannah, well actually we’re (almost all of the people get) excited about moving to another school, so excited to start all over again, and then suddenly this pic goes all over the school and the rumours start. People aren’t supossed to go through bullying, you’re basically telling me that rape is okay and everybody is supossed to be raped cause life is like that?        ACTUALLY, LIFE ISN’T LIKE THAT.  NO ONE IS SUPOSSED TO BE RAPED  AND TRY TO LIVE WITH THAT. SO IDK WHAT YOU MEAN BY SAYING “WHEN SHE FOUND OUT LIFE ISN’T LIKE THAT”

4-) No one cared about her, because they were all too busy bullying her, slut-shaming her and a lot of things. Why would she care about them if they didn’t give a fuck about her??  (im talking about the ones who hurt her not her parents and Clay) Also she didn’t care about her parents or the others one she loved cause remember she was suffering DEPRESSION  aka she was suffering a MENTAL ILLNESS (read the beginning if you forgot what does that mean) and when you have that you don’t care about anything, you don’t think clearly, you just want to stop everything. (quote from her)

 5-) Yes she put Clay through hell, we can’t deny that but we can agree Clay needed to listen the tapes, he was dying to know what happen to her and if he haven’t listened to them, there wasn’t going to be any justice for Hannah. She blame herself for telling him to go away and for letting him go. ACTUALLY she said it very clear that it wasn’t him it was her and all the things that had happened to her.

6-) Justin could have done something and Hannah too, Hannah and Justin were hearing all and I belive they felt like Bryce was raping them and not Jessica in that moment. But lets remember she was inside the room. (I bet that if she would have gone out of the wardrobe Bryce wasn’t going to let her go that easy) Justin was outside the room. He could have perfectly look for help and I think it’s very clear that he could have done something because Jessica doesn’t want to see him ever again. But let’s forget about that cause the 2 of them could have help Jessica. The reason in that tape wasn’t Justin, it was the guilty feeling she felt for not have done something.

7-) SHE WASN’T SELFISH. SHE HAD A MENTAL ILLNESS. She was raped and she tried to look for help but she didn’t find it. If you put yourself in her place for a second maybe you could understand. She didn’t thought about consequences cause she wasn’t in her mind, do you think that a person who thinks normally and doesn’t have any mental illness would kill himself? No.

Thanks god that series like this exist. To make people aware of what it is like to have a mental illness, and you don’t know what is going in someonelse life and what they’re going through. Also for people like you they made “13 reasons why: Beyond the reasons” its on netflix, you should watch it.

Hannah wasn’t a drama queen.

Don’t make yourself into a reason why.

5

Shiro canonically being six and a quarter years old is the best news I’ve heard this entire year.

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 I know my brother like I know my own mind
You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind (x)

Polynesian AU stuff

So, I think I should start making theme posts for my Polynesian AU or as you like to call it Moana AU (both variants are welcome). Since many of you seemed pretty much interested in this story I’ll try to give you a brief idea of what this whole thing is about.

Sorry for my clumsy English :)

Timeline. The story is set about one and a half century after Maui stole Te Fiti’s heart and everything became hell. All the monsters released from Lalotai and darkness spreading quickly and destroying islands made many tribes search for safe areas to stay, and if they used to be more peaceful back then when the ocean was a safer place now they had to fight for their land and protect it from the newcomers. Overall, sailing wasn’t forbidden but people were slowly losing that special connection with the ocean their ancestry used to have.

Turtles. And that’s where we should start speaking about the turts. In this AU all four brothers (not blood-related) are sons of Tu - god of war in Polynesian mythology. There’s a legend (made up of course) that when the number of tribe wars and monster attacks increased other gods made Tu help the people. He decided to send his guardians which would protect people from Lalotai monsters and maybe prevent some war cases. Following what the legend tells the strongest of female sea turtles (turtles are considered to be a symbol of strength and war) gave their eggs to Tu and he placed them on small islands in different regions. One of those islands was our turtles’ birthplace.

Firstly, their names are different in this story. I tried to choose the most fitting ones.

  • Leo is a green sea turtle named Lono which means “peace and prosperity
  • Raph is a leatherback sea turtle named Rapa which means “giant”
  • Donnie is also a green sea turtle named Roro which means “brain” (there’s a lack of names and even words starting with D in Maori and Hawaiian languages so I had to put up with this variant, it isn’t half bad I think)
  • Mikey is a loggerhead sea turtle named Maika which means “good”

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boyfriend!jackson au

Request: hi! can you please do a boyfriend!jackson au? thank you so much! (:

Thank you for requesting an au, I had fun writing this one bc Jackson is so !!cute!! and I love writing like this omg it’s so fun and I don’t have to be as serious with it.

I have maybe two more requests after this one, but I don’t know when I’ll get around to writing them because I still have a project or two, a book report, and a singing thing for extra credit in english AH

again thank u to whoever sent me this au suggestion its cU te bc jackSIN

Originally posted by weebits

  • he first saw you at hollys coffee
  • you were sitting alone at one of the window tables and he thought you looked lonely and sad
  • so he came to you like
  • HEY swETIE u look kinda lonely (he does an internal haha) mind if i sit with u???
  • you were like?? okay sure buddy whatever
  • immediately, and i mean immediately did you two become friends
  • BEST FRIENDS AT THAT (jackson is just such a sweet man how can you not love him)
  • you two were so noisy in the coffee shop when you first met that you two got kicked out
  • its not your fault jackson made you laugh so hard?? so hard that u nearly hit your face on the tabL E
  • okay fast forward one year
  • jackson is completely wrapped around your finger (he has been ever since he first met you but he doesnt need u to know that)
  • he won’t ever leave your side because he feels lonely when he’s not stuck to your side
  • he teases you about your height OFTEN how rude
  • he ruffles your hair and makes smooching sounds so that you don’t get huffy with him though
  • and when you do get huffy and upset with him, he holds you as tight as he can and tells you that your height is perfectly fine, you are perfect the way you are and he tells you with so so much sincerity
  • this is still when you’re friends mind you
  • you both hang out a lot outside because you like the fresh air and jackson likes to give you warm clothes even if you’re already wearing three layers
  • you accept his jacket anyways because they always felt more comfier than your own
  • and when you two did chill inside
  • you usually had your legs thrown across his lap
  • scrolling through your social media feed as jackson watched something on the tv
  • sometimes he would drum his fingers against your knee
  • or randomly hug you and snuggle you because he loves u and ur his lil bun you deserve all the cuddles in the world
  • he realizes he has feelings for you when you two are hanging out at your home
  • you had no make up on and you were wearing shorts and a slightly bigger than your size tshirt
  • you were snug against his side as you two watched a romcom, his arm casually slung behind you on the couch
  • there was one part in the movie that seemed to be really funny to you and he witnessed the way you laughed so hard that it was completely silent
  • your eyes were crinkled up and your hand was barely covering your mouth (which was wide open)
  • when the scene got even funnier that same hand that was covering your mouth slapped his chest and he looked at you with wide eyes and thought ?? what the fuck they’re so cute i love them
  • fast forward to like .. three days later
  • jackson confesses to you, holds your hands tightly even though hes sweating like CRaz y and keeps his gaze on yours as his mouth forms each and every word with such eloquence that your breath catches in your throat
  • of course you accept his confession because wtf you like him too
  • so now you two are dating
  • and jackson has gone from aw ill squeeze u and pinch your cheek affectionate to iM GOING TO SMOTHER YOU WITH MY HUGS affectionate
  • he is almost always seen stuck to your side by your friends and his friends
  • if jackson was a glue he’d either be gorilla glue or loctite super glue.
  • he just won’t leave u alone when you two are together
  • it can be a bit too much sometimes if youre feeling cranky, but really, jackson is super sweet and his hugs are the best
  • he gives u so many kisses !! 2 many to count but u love it so who cares!!
  • when he kisses you he frames your face in his hands or he tilts your chin in his direction so he can lightly kiss your lips
  • jackson absolutely loves giving you kisses on the top of your head and he loves holding your hand or your wrist
  • theres always some part of him touching you
  • once you two got together you both stayed in more, but still went outside, just not as much as you two used to
  • the only reason why you didn’t go out that much anymore is because you two would be too busy staring or giggling at the other
  • and a lot of people sometimes gave you annoyed looks because you too were really affectionate in public
  • like one day it was very cold, it was even cold inside the coffee shop you two met in and you both were waiting in a very long line
  • you didn’t wear enough thick layers and jackson scolded you bc “you naughty girl, you’re going to catch a cold if you don’t start wearing warmer clothes ): “
  • and with his hands shoved in his pockets, he opens his trench coat to invite you into his very very warm embrace
  • u know
  • COUGHS this one (creds 2 the owner thank u for this picture)
  • he hooks his chin on the top of your head with a grin and you can’t help but blush once he wraps his arms around your waist with his coat closing in around the both of you
  • v cute
  • he lOVES IT when u rest your head in his lap becaus e youre so pretty and he loves you and he wants to run his fingers through your hair all the time just to see you flutter your eyes closed and fall asleep with his fingers tangled in the strands
  • jackson is so fond of you and he thinks you are a wonderful person, inside and out, he never lets you forget that because he wants to be sure that you absolutely know and understand that you are his sweetheart and he thinks you’re suPER #1 on the planet
  • he tugs at your hand a lot when he wants you to see something he found cool
  • you also pull at the hem of his shirt when you want his attention and he FINDS IT SO ADORABLE YOU’RE SO CUTE
  • he lives for your compliments
  • ur laugh gives him life
  • your kisses healed a boo boo he got on his finger once (he swears it was because of the kisses not the ointment)
  • he gets shy when u touch his chest or bury your face in the crook of his neck aw bean
  • he screams each time he sees you
  • “JAGIYA”
  • all in all jackson is a super sweet man who will treat u right and give u the love you deserve
My Dearest

Fandom: Marvel

Summary: Based on „Imagine Loki’s reaction when you go to visit him in his cell for the first time. He’s expecting you to be happy to see your husband again but instead you start yelling and swearing at him. That’s when Loki remembers why he married you – you always speak your mind.” by @imaginemarveluniverse

[Masterlist]


If the storm could take the form of any imaginable thing, you would be its first choice.

You only needed one icy glance at the guards to be let inside the prison that was located in the cold depths of the palace. They must have been warned though, that you might want to make a visit to one of their newest inmates, that just happened to be your husband. Who had promised, even swore on his life that he would not try anything until you came back from your trip. And the same one who should have been sitting on his ass, politely killing some time. Time, not people.

The frigid claws of fury closed around you. You felt your magic flowing through your veins and it probably showed a little, but at the time, you couldn’t find it in you to care.

“Where is he?” you growled to the closest guard, who was standing at the corner of a long corridor full of cells. You didn’t even have to say who you were looking for, as everyone in the kingdom knew about the most recent events.

The man visibly paled, forcing himself to stay still and not take a step back from your fierce figure as if you could scald him with a single breath.

“This way, on the left side,” he said, not looking you straight in the eyes.

“Thank you, darling.”

Loki frowned, a crease forming between his eyebrows, when he heard an unexpected noise from the other prisoners. The guards kept an eye on them most of the time, not letting anyone start any riots.

He stood up from his small cot, not capable of holding back his curiosity, and moved to the edge of his cell, buzzing from the energy keeping him inside. Loki’s mouth formed a wide smile the moment he recognized your silhouette. It’s been months since the last time you met due to your trip, and he almost forgot how stunning you could become with loose locks of hair flowing behind you and a confident look adorning your features, just as if you owned every marble stone you were stepping at. You were a princess even before he married you.

Loki opened his mouth.

“Shut it before you even start or I may lose the tiny bit of self-control I still have left!” you snapped, taking him off guard.

If one could set people on fire with a mere  glare, you would definitely master this ability. Two guards stopped a few feet from you, not sure if they should interfere or not.

You didn’t care.

“I come back home after a very long, very lonely trip, expecting at least a warm welcome, maybe  a feast or a fancy dinner, and what do I get instead? The whole palace is talking only about my dear love, who came up with a brilliant idea of treason, mass murder, and starting a regular war on the Earth. Did I forget about anything? Oh, right. You didn’t even bother to tell me anything!” you shouted out the last sentence, shutting up the whole corridor. Every prisoner was looking at your fragile little figurine in a wonderful dress that didn’t hide your true self anymore.

Loki smirked. He missed you.

“Darling, I don’t think it would be a good idea to write out plans like that in a simple letter…”

“But you think it’s okay to not even inform me of your plans, so I have to hear everything from your own mother, your brother, and all of my servants?!” your voice echoed through the stone walls.

“This is not a good place for a conversation like this…”

“Really? What a surprise – I actually thought that being a prisoner meant no leaving your cell. I’m so stupid, aren’t I? I made the same mistake as last time, when I thought being together meant no secrets!”

Loki took a deep breath, raising his hands in a calming gesture, even though he would calm down a real storm easier than you. Feeling all eyes on the two of you didn’t help either.

“I made some mistakes, I’ll admit,  and I am truly sorry for what happened…”

“You are only sorry because you didn’t succeed,” you shook your head.

“I am not…”

“Don’t you even start with those sad eyes, I’m over it!”

Loki wanted to say something, but stopped. You were mad at him and you had every right to be. But  at the same time, you still loved him – Loki could see it in the way you looked at him, in the way you clenched your fists and in the way your lips trembled. And you were his, with your anger, your fierceness and your honesty. You would never lie to him and that’s why you felt so betrayed by his behavior.

“I’m sorry,” he said in a different tone.

You threw him a furious look.

“We are not done yet.”

“I know. Thank you for that.”

The Truth About Moon in Libra

A Libra moon often has several friends/acquaintances they don’t actually like or care about.

Libra moons don’t care for loving people so long as they are loved. Loving people is a potential source of pain. Being loved, on the other hand, has a long list of advantages and carries no risks. 

Ironically, Libras love this type of imbalance in their relationships: they dislike loving and love being loved.

Libra is co-ruled by Venus and Saturn. People tend to forget the second one: Saturn. 

That planet is such a bitch to deal with, especially when it’s got anything to do with your moon. It somehow makes life boring and excessively difficult. 

Example: Libras have a well-earned reputation for being one of the most patient signs of the zodiac. This is probably because their parents constantly took them to mind-numbingly boring adult parties for hours and hours, or made them wait an hour every day for a ride after school, or did other things that involve a lot of unnecessary waiting. For a kid, this is the tenth fucking circle of hell. (The backstory for Libra’s patience will be its own post. I’m leaving this irrelevant paragraph in here for now.)

See? Boring and difficult. It sucks. 

Our first relationship is with our parents. The Libra moon likely discovered that loving their parents came with the pain of being disappointed. The parents may have ridiculous expectations and asked more of the child than most people do of grown-ass adults. The child’s attempts to please their parents, motivated by love, were often in vain. 

The child also discovered that being loved, on the other hand, came with rewards. Their parents may have expressed love through gifts and greater lenience. The Libra child is often favored over their sibling. 

Libra moons value peace because they are a product of disharmonious environments. They value love because they were deprived of it from an early age, first by their parents, and then by friends and relationships that followed the same template. Libras are no strangers to being taken advantage of. 

And one day, they snap.

The more mature (not evolved, mature) Libra moon discovers that rejection and disappointment doesn’t hurt when you really don’t care about the other person. They may actively surround themselves with people who like them, for whom they can never reciprocate those feelings. This imbalance is caused by the Libra expressing Saturn’s qualities to the detriment of Venus.

The young Libra loved too much, too often, and gave that love to the wrong people. They had crush after crush, relationship after relationship, best friend after best friend, because they expressed Venusian qualities while neglecting the logic, reserve, and lessons of Saturn. 

The imbalanced Libra moon may oscillate wildly between these two states. For a while, they may “love” no one, grow bored and lonely, “love” recklessly, get hurt, withdraw, get bored, try again, and on and on in a horrible cycle with no end. 

The transcendent Libra moon embodies the same traits as a person with Venus trine Saturn in the natal chart. You balance the seemingly irreconcilable nature of both Venus and Saturn. You master discernment and set realistic expectations for yourself, as well as others. You know who’s a true friend and who’s just there. You know who to call when you have a problem, and how to help those that call you. 

You still have access to that famous Libra charm and can be popular if you make the effort. You will attract a wide circle of acquaintances, but cherish a few close, true relationships. You will be comfortable giving and receiving love in equal amounts, so that your cup always stays comfortably full, never empty (which sucks) or overflowing (which is messy). 

This is the Libra moon’s greatest power: to feel love and act logically. While the unrealized Libra either chases love to fill an inner void, or avoids it from fear of losing itself, the actualized Libra moon uses love to enhance their human experience, yet retains their independence of thought. 

shadzter  asked:

Anyone u want in tigh highs cause its cute af... How abt all ur characters? Nothing but tigh highs.

Have a Sonic bc he came first to my mind and I haven’t drew him “naked” in a long time

I wish I could do this with my OCs but 1. Tumblr doesn’t like OCs 2. I have too many but CHALLENGE ACCEPTED I’m probably gonna draw the other official chars in tigh highs too bc hhhng but it’s been done already

bunny hunt.

Originally posted by btsgot7-jiyong

summary: when jungkook goes extra to make you smile.
pairing: jungkook x reader
word count: 1.7k
content: fluff, best friend!jungkook
a/n: when too much sugar in your veins hype your head and makes you write crazy stuff. this one goes out to my precious bean @seoulscapes ♥ happy easter, y’all!


Are you sure?” his firm tone was a known way to push you to speak the truth but you were way too tired to fight your way to prove him wrong so you simply hummed in response. “Keep the door unlocked just in case.

“In case of me wanting to be robbed?” you joked, not being able to control the coughs that came along with that.

In case I need to send someone to check on you but, on a second thought, you better lock it up, brat. If anything, I’ll send the police.” Jungkook declared and you couldn’t help but to sigh, releasing a smile at his absurd, authoritarian display of affection.

“As if someone would drop a party on a saturday night to check on my lazy ass.” the lame attempt to get rid of his concerned remarks seemed to have some success once you heard him taking a deep breath. “Aren’t you supposed to go on court any time by now?”

I still have a couple minutes left.”

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Catch Me (Day 3)

Summary: In which a bet leads Bucky to have to catch you every day for a week, no matter what.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 1,967

Intro / Day 1 / Day 2 / Day 4 / Day 5 / Day 6 / Day 7

@avengerstories thank you for not getting sick of me asking you to edit things for me

Originally posted by amjeth

The bright sun streams through a small crack in the curtains early in the morning, unceremoniously waking you up. You roll over in bed in an attempt to hide from the rude awakening but it is no use. Once you have been woken up, there’s no going back to sleep.

You open your eyes and find yourself face-to-face with your laptop, which kept you up until well past four in the morning. At the time, binge watching your favorite show on Netflix had felt like a wonderful idea. Now, due to the exhaustion that clings desperately to your bones, you realize that staying up so late probably wasn’t such a great plan after all.

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anonymous asked:

As someone who dislikes how karolsen got sidelined for Mon-el, i was wondering if you could explain why you ship karamel? I don't hate the ship and I'm not anti-mon el, i just want to understand other people's perspectives. If not, totally understand!

Thank you for being so polite! I know it’s not something that should really be celebrated but goodness knows it’s a rarity on tumblr these days…I will try and explain to the best of my ability.

Firstly, when karolsen came to its abrupt end I felt pretty weird watching it too- I did ship it very hard at one point, particularly before what I will call The Lucy Debacle. Perhaps in contrast to most karamel shippers, I was at first pretty indifferent to Mon-El, but I kept an open mind to the character and ship development and was very much won over. This was down to six main things that I can think off off the top of my head:

1. The chemistry. Melissa and Chris’ romantic and comedic chemistry is insane. Watching Kara and Mon-El’s scenes always feels so natural to me, so once the romance started to be implied, I started to feel it naturally. I was truly mesmerised by it after the heart eyes and blanket sharing scene at the end of Supergirl Lives.

2. The banter. Not only is it hilarious to watch (see the deo argument scene from last night), but I also love the way they challenge each other. Mon-El’s flaws have been well discussed in this fandom and Kara calls him out on them. At the same time, Kara is flawed too and Mon-El is the only one (aside from maybe Alex to a lesser extent) who keeps her in check. It’s good to watch and they keep each other grounded.

3. Mon-El is changing for Kara! He’s becoming a better person. He’s recognising that his old behaviours on Daxam are not actually appropriate and is changing his ways into someone Kara deserves. As Melissa herself said in an interview, he has developed into a kind and selfless person. And it’s been lovely to watch. I’ve seen him get so much shit for his ‘life was easier on daxam when I objectified women’ line but i think they’re missing the entire point of that statement: that he doesn’t do that anymore and, whilst it’s hard because it’s how he’s been brought up, he’s changing his ways anyway because Kara has helped him see that it’s the right thing to do. Cry. 

4. They are the only people they have in their lives who a) have been through losing their entire world/culture/family etc. No matter what the future holds for the ship, that is a bond that no other potential partner will come close to.

5. They’re just really fucking adorable? I love fluff. Love it. There’s no simpler way of saying it. Kara and Mon-El’s heart eyes for each other alone have me pretty weak (thanks to the aforementioned chemistry). I could elaborate further but I’ll just start gushing. 

6. The unnecessary hate. I’ll be honest, karamel originally started to grow on me because of all the unnecessary and hypocritical hate I saw it get. A lot of fandom behaviour disgusts me, so when I saw things like people sending hate to Chris Wood because of the character he played, or throwing around buzzwords trivialising serious subjects aiming to discredit karamel just because they preferred s*percorp, or single Kara, I became more determined to open myself up to ship. That may be petty but it’s true. So it’s really down to the antis that I started paying attention to the chemistry and the character development. Thanks antis!

Hope this explains it for you! 

Occamy Incident (Newt x Reader)

**Gif not mine**

Request:   Hi! I read your first imagine and I just had to send in a request! Can you do a newt imagine where the reader gets hurt but one of the beasts (by accident of course) and newt misunderstood what happened. Like something along the lines of he thinks it was your fault or something like that? Thanks and I love your blog!  - Anon

I hope you like it, Anon!

           You were helping Newt feed all of his creatures and beasts their dinner, it was getting hard for him to feed every single one of them and then get a decent amount of sleep at night.  You swear that man would be so busy with making sure all of his creatures were fed that he would nearly forget to feed himself.  You had just finished feeding the Mooncalves and Graphorns.

           “Y/N, could you please go feed the Occamies while I take care of Frank?” he asked, handing you a bucket filled with what looked like a magical seed mixture.

           “Yes!” You took the bucket from him and made your way over to the Occamy nest.  The Occamys’ squawking got louder as you approached them when they noticed the bucket in your hand.  “Alright, alright calm down,” you said to them.  “Look, I know I’m not your mummy but I’m here to feed you.”  You reached into the bucket and tossed some of the seed into their nest, which they launched for immediately and started gobbling it down.  

           When the bucket was empty and you were about to go back to Newt, you noticed one of the new baby Occamy’s wings didn’t look quite right.  It was bent at an awkward angle, and it couldn’t move around straight.  So, you were going to take the bucket and the Occamy to Newt.  You bent down and gently picked up the Occamy in both hands.  You cradled it in one arm as you reached over to grab the bucket. As you did so, you accidentally brushed the Occamy’s feathers.  It squawked loudly and nipped at your arm.

           “Ouch!” you exclaimed in surprise.  You examined the bite, and it was nothing major.  It was bleeding just a little and it clotted quickly.  The bite was probably a quarter of an inch long.  You shrugged it off, and as you were about to turn around and go back to Newt, you realized he had just walked right behind you.

           “Oh!  Hi, Newt, I finished feeding the Occamies and it looks li–.”  He cut you off.

           “Y/N!  That bite on your arm!  What happened???” he started freaking out and grabbed your arm, making you drop the bucket out of surprise.  (Thankfully, you did not drop the Occamy).  He started examining your arm crazily.  “What did you do?” he asked, sounding angry.

           “I was ju–!” he cut you off again.

           “You just what Y/N?  I clearly see now that you cannot handle my creatures safely nor properly!” he started yelling, which was completely unlike Newt.

           “No!  It wasn’t like that at all, Newt!  Please let me explain–!”

           “Explain what, Y/N?  Now give me the Occamy and I’ll take care of it,” he reached out to take the Occamy, but the Occamy hissed at Newt.  Almost like it was protecting you…

           “Fantastic,” Newt said sarcastically.  “Now you’ve made him think you’re his mummy.”

           “Newt, stop talking for one goddamn second,” you said as tears threatened to spill from your eyes; but you didn’t let them fall. “I picked up this Occamy because one of its wing looks broken.  I was going to grab the bucket with the feed in it and as I did, my arm accidentally brushed the Occamy’s feathers.  Which, on instinct, caused it to bite me.  I’m sorry if you think I screwed up.  H-here, just take the Occamy and I’ll… I’ll be on my way,” you spoke, your voice breaking.

           You set the Occamy on the ground. (Which took a little bit of coaxing since it didn’t look like it wanted you to leave that easily). As you stood up to leave, Newt stopped you and suddenly pulled you into a tight hug.  

           “I’m so, so, so sorry, Y/N,” he said.  “I-I don’t know what came over me.  I should have listened to you in the first place,” he paused, a barely audible sob came from the back of his throat.  “Please forgive me, Y/N.  I don’t know how… I don’t know how I could live without you…”

           You rubbed soothing circles on his back.  “It’s okay, Newt.  But sometimes you have to control yourself a bit more.  I know it can be hard, believe me.  I can be one of the worst people when it comes to apologies and emotion.  And Newt, I would never leave you.  We need each other like the sun needs the moon.  I do accept your apology, Newton.  It was a mistake, and we all make them.  Big or small.”  You let him have a moment to process everything you just said.  A few moments later you pulled away from the hug and kissed both of his cheeks.  The Occamy on the ground made a little chirping noise when you did that, causing you to giggle. You bent down and picked up the Occamy with both hands, being careful not to pet its feathers.  “Now come on.  Let’s get this Occamy fixed up.”  Newt grinned and began to walk with you back to his workshop.


I’m sorry if my analogy ‘we need each other like the sun needs the moon’ sucked, it was the first thing that came into my mind.  *insert shrug here*

Please let me know what you thought of it and what I could do better next time!