Castiel anxiously fiddles with the clasp of the leather notebook between his hands. He uneasily bounces his knee up and down, his ankle occasionally hitting the bench. He knows that he is displaying typical human signs of anxiety; when he’s unable to use his weak grace to stop the emotion, he tries not to be disappointed.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Anna asks beside him, looking no less nervous than he feels.
“No.” Rubbing sweaty palms against the rough denim of his jeans, he admits, “But I have no other ideas.”
“You’re not going to—“ With a hesitant glance around the empty hallway, Anna hushes her voice to a whisper. “You’re not going to tell her about your feelings for Dean, are you?”
“You can’t possibly think I’m that stupid.”
She throws exasperated hands into the air. “I don’t know, Castiel, you’ve been stupider in the past!”
The door to their left opens, and a grey-suited angel pops his head out of the office. “Naomi’s ready to see you now.”
Castiel rises. Anna’s urgent grip on his wrist stops him. “I’ll be fine,” he says with a false smile down at her worried eyes.
“Just promise me that you won’t do what you normally do,” she says.
If we all collectively don’t watch tonight’s episode then Cal doesn’t die and we all (well I can) pretend that he’s off training to be a surgeon because Sam got him a training position in America. Okay? deal? everyone agree?
do i say i love you to you all too much? I just do tho. i know i don’t know hardly any of you personally but just seeing you all in my activity and the comments you write, just make me so happy! i’m always creeping ;) LOL but seriously i see you all. i really do! i feel like we’re all friends already even though we haven’t talked! idk i just always think about all of you and worry! i just feel like some of you are crying or going through horrible things and i hate not knowing who those people are. because i sincerely want to be there for each and every one of you but i know some are shy or just don’t like talking to people about their personal stuff. but honestly all the things you all tell me in messaging is safe with me and will never get out to anyone. i feel like i was put in this world to help people so that’s what i’m doing and i generally love doing it. i never ever write posts like these to look like a “good” person or something and people will like me. i generally love people. i generally love you all honestly. i’ve met so many wonderful people on here that deserve so much love and kindness and that’s all i want to show you all.
Here’s the reaaaaaaaally late meet the the artist for 100+ followers, and since I only got one suggestion for what else I should do, I’m gonna do a jimin all covered in hearts!!! Anyways, there I am!!!!