Day 17 - Return to Sender
Moony Moon (cover of the Residents version)
Sometimes I fail to see the difference between being in love with a girl and just thinking she’s really cute.
One good thing about letting my love for a specific person control my life and work for 5 years is that now I’m wise enough not to repeat the same mistake again. Nobody owes me anything and I shouldn’t waste my energy on people that aren’t for me. I went through the 5 stages of grief so many times for one person and now I’d rather work on my music than bother with that anymore.
It’s not her fault. I know I make it seem like she ruined my life or something, but far from it. I thank her. My experiences with her taught me very much, whether she knows it or not. I’m very happy to still be friends with her and it’s better to keep it that way.
To be honest with you, this whole thing felt more like wandering around aimlessly than actual teen-movie unrequited love.
Sorry for rambling. This song is a cover of The Residents’ cover of Elvis Presley’s rendition of “Return to Sender.” That bubbly BOPPY ol’ synth sound is the Autogun synth in FL Studio. Real weird one, full of boppity-woopity sounds that either sound too good or like total shit.
This drawing isn’t that special - I just wanted to draw a cute ghastly girl.