but it makes me really happy for some reason

exhibitc  asked:

I can totally see either of them doing it, but I really hope Dan does it because I can imagine Dan being super excited and nervous about it and making some huge speech But also if Phil proposed, he'd just be like "hey Dan, will you marry me?" out of the blue or something and give Dan a heart attack because /holy shit amazingphil prolosed to me/ But in all honesty, I don't really care who proposes, I just hope they get married and have a happy life together!

literally dan would be so extra and that’s the reason i see him doing it. he likes to TALK SO MUCH AND HE DOESNT SHUT UP so he would ramble about how much he loves phil and how he’d like him to marry him


cool things about people with bpd

i know bpd is hell but like hear me out

  • we strongly value our relationships
  • we know when something is genuinely Not Funny
  • we can read emotions well
  • being happy is like the best thing ever
  • we’re really good at helping others
  • we’re strong as heck, we’ve been through a lot
  • we see the world the way no one else does
  • we are super creative
  • loyalty is easy to us
  • we are really passionate
  • finding new hobbies is super fun
  • lots of us have a high pain tolerance
  • and for some reason,,, all of us are really good at making puns
Message from Rebs 💛

Hello everyone! I just wanted to reiterate that I am Okay. I didn’t really delete because of the pressure or hate or anything, it was just that I felt like I was making things worse by being around only to be negative when I feel like people followed me to find some positivity to start with. For that reason, I’m really sorry that me leaving has upset people, I didn’t really realize it would, I kind of felt like everyone would be relieved to not have to see that side of me anymore and could just remember the happy stuff I had done in the past.

All of that said I definitely do feel relieved to not have so many eyes on me right now. This is allowing me to feel a lot more removed from the situation, so I think my channel is safe from being deleted for now because I can kind of pretend if it’s not there. If I change my mind on that I will try to give people some notice. I already saw that @artfulkindoforder​ is working on archiving them which I really appreciate.

Thank you for the support you’ve given me over the last few years and everything you’ve done for me. Please know that I am okay and I really want you all to be happy and have a good time here, and I hope that in the future we all get to see the kind of positive, landmark representation we were looking forward to. I wish you all the best!


PS: please don’t pester Liddy about where I am or messages for me, xe very kindly agreed to post this for me but xe is not my delivery person <3

Terms/Phrases of Endearment in Korean

Ways to say ‘I Love You’:

사랑해 (close and informal)


자기야 사랑해  Darling I love you

사랑해요 (more formal and polite)


So, the only kind of example or reason that I can think of someone using this is if you have Korean parents or older relatives or are trying to make a teacher happy or something.

사랑합니다 (most formal way)

This one is super formal and really you would only hear this in a song or some super nice poem etc.

More ways to express that you like someone!:

난 네가 좋아  I like you

너밖에 없어  You’re the only one

Even more cute terms!:

나랑 결혼해줄래?  Do you want to marry me?
남자친구  Boyfriend
여자친구  Girlfriend
남친  Boyfriend (slangish)
여친  Girlfriend (slangish)
자기야  Darling/baby
보고싶어  I miss you
당신  darling (used beween older people/Can also mean “you.”)
뽀뽀  kiss
애인  lover

I have watched thousands of hours of LGBTQ+ themed television series, story lines and movies.. and also many that feature mental illnesses in some way. Literally thousands if not more, and the majority of those stories end badly, a gay character dies or they just aren’t good representation for many reasons and I have a really time hard grasping Skam, like, is this show fucking real???

Like, I cannot believe what I’m watching is real and true. The way they have portrayed a gay character and a gay/bi character with mental illness and them as a couple is literally making me, a gay and a mentally ill person, cry so much??? And this time they’re FINALLY happy tears and not sad tears and I can never thank Skam and its creators enough for creating this incredibly beautiful and meaningful show.

Hey-o everybody ❤️ 💙

I was looking at my past art recently, and for some reason it just really got me down. I feel like half of my art is really on the low-quality end, and it’s been making me really insecure about all of my art.

I sorta did a redraw of a cotton candy garnet piece I made a year ago… except more like, melancholy - to match my mood I guess. This is my way of showing myself that I’m not all bad, and I am improving. But idk, it’s still hard to be happy with any of my drawings anymore :/

all reblogs/likes/commentary is very much appreciated  💖

Sadness is my power.

I heal people’s wounds with it. I heal my own wounds with it. I teach people how to wield it but more sadly—people dismiss it for pessimism or nihilism, and I can’t really blame them for telling me that I should be more positive and that I should choose to be happy and that I should avoid thoughts that make me sad and think of positive thoughts instead.

The thing is—sadness cannot be buried alive with positive thoughts. Positive thoughts will only serve as fertilizer to the sadness that is planted deep beneath a person’s heart. And when sadness is neglected for a long period of time—it could grow into anger and irritation. And that’s the reason why some people experience burnout in life because we live in a society that romanticizes over exhaustion and over positive thinking that we forget that expressing our sadness to the people we love in life is the key to our total well-being which is much better than temporary happiness that is caused by sadness suppressing self-affirmations that are a common practice these days.

So rather than using over exhaustion to improve ourselves why don’t we give self-care and self-love a chance by being more truthful in what we truly feel. And then find the energy that we need in whatever we do in life from the comfort and sympathy of the people we love in times of sadness and happiness. And then we can reciprocate by spending quality time with the people we love whether they’re happy or sad. Because the human emotion is like a piano composed of white and black keys. And the black keys creates beautiful music too when combined with the white keys.

In conclusion, the key to successful well-being is being emotionally literate. And it all starts by accepting the emotions that we’re truly feeling. After all the truth will always set us free.

—  Juansen Dizon // The Healing Power of Sadness

Things I’ll never tire of:
• pads being called “feminine napkins”

• shaving commercials for women where their legs are completely hairless before the razor even touches them

• paper towel commercials where the father bursts through the door with his son, tracking mud everywhere and breaking something, and the mother smiles fondly and cleans by herself

• kids’ protein shake commercials where the six year old refuses to eat his dinner and the mother smiles fondly and?? replaces his dinner?? with a drink??

• shoe commercials where a bunch of women are screaming hysterically and thus making me associate that company with agonizing shrieks

• cake toppers where the bride is dragging the groom because nothing says love and devotion like hatred and regret. these people are going into marriage expecting and even enjoying the idea that they’re not happy.

• bumper stickers that insult the person behind you because for some reason you really want to file all that paperwork when some inevitable idiot rear ends you out of spite

• when teachers divide girls and boys during class discussion, generalizing their opinions by gender, so that they basically discourage anyone from entering the conversation with the goal of understanding each other. now you have spoken for people you never asked the opinion of, as well as made sure that guys feel it’s okay to dismiss the perspective of women and vice versa. education = ignorance after all

• diet Dr. Pepper for men


these are some of my favorite ships for so many reasons:

  • frazel - the way frank described hazel in the son of neptune and how much he cares for her and vice versa it’s making me cry re reading hoo right now
  • percabeth - the development honestly. been through hell and back. literally. deserve to be happy forever. waiting to hear about their engagement 
  • jasper - boy jason went from wishing he remembered piper to actually falling in love with her and creating one of the best interracial relationships (alongside #1 frazel) i have ever loved
  • solangelo - nico can finally be happy. opposites really do attract. i need not say more 
  • romione - bicker a lot but they love each other. since book 4 yall knew it was gonna happen
  • wolfstar - it’s canon i swear 
  • tenrose - this ship messed me up in so many ways. deserved a happy ending. didnt get one. still love it. “rose tyler-”

Crazy Ex-Girlfriend  {Sentence Starters}

  • “Oh, you’re crying.”
  • “You’re so distracted lately.”
  • “Just pretend I’m seducing you.”
  • “I love you, and I’m here to help.”
  • “Oh my god, you are so offensive.”
  • “Who’s the new guy? I don’t trust him.”
  • “I think they’re modern classics. Okay?”
  • “I decided to put happiness before success.”
  • “Every time we talk I’m really just thinking about myself.”
  • “For some reason, you’re now on the top of my ‘to-do’ list.”
  • “Sometimes my body wants things that my mind does not.”
  • “There you go. You happy now? You’ve got something on me.”
  • “I actually think it’s kind of nice. It almost makes you seem human.”
  • “See? There is love in your life. You just have to know where to find it.”
  • “I’ll say it first because I should. I was more wrong. I was the more wronger one.”
  • “I don’t mind being alone with my thoughts. I’m totally fine alone with my thoughts.”
  • “I really want to tell you that I’m sorry, and I really want to tell you that I am the worst.”
  • “Look, I know something’s been up with you lately, and I want to know what it is. Really.”
  • “I don’t like that about myself. When I see it on somebody else, I find it even more repulsive.”

The final technical challenge for the final episode of the final season of The Great British Bake Off was Mary’s Victoria sandwich. However they didn’t actually get given the recipe on the show, they just got given the ingredients and told to make one… so in the spirit of the challenge I did the same thing and didn’t follow her method either (although mostly just because I didn’t like how she does it).

I’m pretty happy with it! Texture and taste are great, and apart from the rough edges in places - it stuck a bit to the cake tin for some reason - the appearance is really good too. I love the buttercream mounds in the middle; if GBBO has taught me anything it’s not to shy away from using the piping bag, cos it’s worth it even though it’s a pain to clean afterwards.

The faults were I didn’t make my own jam and the not-very-good cake edge, so for this final week I will award myself 4 majestic Mary Berrys and 1 haughty Paul Hollywood.

Also Paul has always been the negative person in this for me but the show wouldn’t have been the same without him and I wouldn’t want to watch it if he wasn’t there. I think he would be happy to see I’ve done all the challenges, so I’m going to add a secret, rare smiling Paul:

I love BBRae because...

Hey, friends! So there’s quite a few posts from a certain shipper group that are basically complaining/bashing BBRae. So, to curb the negativity, I thought it would be fun to have you all send me reasons why you love BBRae! 

It can be anything from their chemistry, relationship on the show, how they make you feel, or even headcannons, or whatever! Anything about this ship that makes you happy, send it to me. Let’s flood our tag with some positivity. <3

I’ll go first; 

I love BBRae because it’s a relationship of two people who just really care about each other and always try to be the best they can be for the other. And it makes me happy. :)

To my everything

I never meant to depend on anyone.
I never meant to fall so hard for you,
because in the past i’ve had bad experiences,
everyone would just leave me
and i’m scared of getting hurt again.

But i guess we have to face our fears.
I never thought i’d risk the pain again,
but for some reason
it all seems totally worth it.
I’ve completely fallen for you.

I need you the way the earth
needs the sun to see another day.
I don’t know what i’d do without you,
you make me forget about all my problems,
you make everything seem better.

So please don’t leave me, i need you so much.
I wouldn’t be able to cope
losing my happiness, my everything.
You’re the reason i’m still here,
i’d be lost without you.

I’m sorry i’m such an emotional mess at times
and can be a hard person to help.
I’m sorry i do some really stupid things
and have my walls up and struggle to trust and open up.
But i’m trying my absolute hardest i promise.

Thank you for helping me realise i’m worth it,
that i’m beautiful despite all my flaws and imperfections,
that i matter and am cared about,
that i deserve to be happy and loved.
Thank you for helping me find my place in this world.

Thank you for being there when i’m at my worst,
and helping me stay positive.
Thank you for not leaving me when i push you away
because i’m scared and really just need you to stay.
Thank you for being my home, my safe place, my happy place.

I know you’re going through a rough time too,
but we can get through all this mess,
together, just hold my hand.
One day everything will be okay,
we’ll be able to look back and say we made it.

You are strong, you are worth it, you are cared about, you are loved.
Your past doesn’t define all of you, it’s just a part of you.
I’m so damn proud of you, you’ve overcome so many challenges.
I don’t know what i’ve done to have you,
you deserve so much better than me.

Flaws and all,
through all your good and bad things,
you’re perfect to me.
There’s no way i can describe the feelings i have for you.
But just know, i love you so so much.

~ (M.C) 400 words and this still doesn’t explain all these feelings


Mystrade (or something)

(Hereafter follow merely ponderings of an utterly unromantic brain. Feel free to skip!)

I was looking up the very few scenes in which they are together AND those in which one of them is mentioned to the other. Did I miss any?

Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m not a Mystrade shipper and I bless all of you who are. I really think the idea is cute - mostly because I would ship Mycroft with anyone as long as he’s happy - and I wouldn’t mind Mystrade in any way. 

But for some reason the ship never worked for me. And looking up these scenes was my genuine attempt to make it work. Yet here I am.

The idea of Mycroft having a love interest, besides from his brotherly love towards Sherlock and Eurus, somehow does not settle with my brain. For one reason it would seem rather OOC for him in my opinion. But much more importantly when it comes to Mystrade they just have sooo few screen time together. 

I mean up there are 5 packs of scenes. 

  1. The Hounds of Baskerville (we just learn, that Lestrade was sent by Mycroft and the way in which Lestrade explains this does not seem to me, like it had been an agreement between friends)
  2. His Last Vow (discussing where Sherlock could hide and Mycroft dismissing Lestrade in a rather unfriendly manner)
  3. and
  4. The Abominable Bride (and these are Mind Palace scenes of Sherlock’s imagination. They’re not real!)
  5. The Six Thatchers (they’re just in the same room together because they were asked to get there - I guess Mycroft by Sherlock and Lestrade by John)

And these two are from The Final Problem, when Sherlock asks Lestrade to take care of Mycroft. Lestrade’s answer might mean nothing else but that he - in doing his job - is gonna meet Mycroft after he was freed from Eurus’ cell and make sure that he’s gonna get home savely.

In those few scenes, we don’t even see them talk to each other!

You’re all crazy. Lovely but crazy!

I don’t even know why, but (or maybe because)

  • even though I am not a Mystrade shipper and 
  • am as romantic as an anvil 

the realization that this is really not only not settling with my brain but also counteracting any logic or interpretation that I am capable of makes me rather sad now :( 

Now I really wish that Mycroft would find himself a Lestradegoldfish…

Ok here’s what’s probably a super unpopular opinion:

I would like for Zarya to be canonically straight. Yep, straight, not even bi. Big buff girl, who just like men. 

Mostly because it really annoys me that people just see her as “the buff lesbian” like a stereotype you know? As if just because she is strong means she’s instantly a lesbian. It would really make me happy to see that shattered.