but is love instead

Welcome to the Ohara Clinic!

“I’m Mari, and I’ll be taking care of you today! It looks like the nurses have finished taking your vitals, and all that’s left is to administer your treatment. Please wait in this room while I get things prepared. I’ll be back shortly, so relax and enjoy yourself~”

“Okay, I’m back! Time to get start- what? Of course I’m a real doctor! You’re talking to someone who became the chairwoman of a high school by the age of 17! Don’t underestimate me because I’m young!”

“………”

“Oh, you mean my outfit? I need to wear this in order to get full effectiveness out of my treatment methods. Don’t you want to be healed? You came all the way here, so it would be a waste to back out now!”

“………”

Excellent! Don’t worry, I have the perfect cure for your illness. Just sit back and relax, because…”

“YOUR STEWSHINE WILL BE READY SHORTLY~ ♥”

you wake before they do,
eyes blinking in the
grayscale of the dawn

sheet over your shoulder,
hand curled against your chest,
you let your sleepy eyes find
what the light can’t:

the bright eyes behind closed
eyelids, and the
lax mouth that shapes around
‘i love you’

you breathe shallowly
because this moment is always
like finding a fawn in the woods

you resist the urge to reach out
and instead you watch,
waiting,
breathing,
loving.

and when they blink their own
sleepy eyes
yours are the first thing they see
and 'i love you’ is the
first shape their mouth forms
—  adjustments to civilian life: snapshots of bucky barnes

gueparddefeu  asked:

Hello! I love your blog, your work is amazing! x33 Can I request GOM+Izuki+Mitobe+Himuro reacting when they learnt their s/o have tics, and their s/o were afraid of reactions because they had a lot of teasings when they were young, and how their boyfriends reassure them, please? Sorry if there are a lot of characters and I hope my English is good for understanding my request. QAQ Thank youuuu~ x333

Your English is perfectly fine and no worries for the number! (*^^*) -T-chan


Kuroko at first wouldn’t realize. Only when his partner would began feeling nervous, he would pay more attention. Soon he would realize and see what is bothering them and instead of pointing it out, having a feeling they feel uncomfortable talking about it, he would tell them how much he loves them instead. He would give a hint on their tics, letting them know he doesn’t mind.

Kise wouldn’t even realize that his partner has a tic. He would only pay attention if his partner spoke of it first, blurting it out by accident or if he overhears anyone. If he overhears/hears from someone else, he would be angry because it is no one’s business than his partner’s. He would confront them and tell them to not pay much attention to others about what they say and reassure them that they are perfect just the way they are.

Midorima would find out about their tics after spending more and more time with his partner. While he wouldn’t pay much attention to it, he surely would see that they feel uncomfortable every time they find themselves doing something unconsciously. Then he would assure them that it is only normal to have tics as everyone has one.

Aomine wouldn’t mind if his partner has tics or not. He finds out about their tic pretty quickly into their relationship and all while he wouldn’t say a word about it, he would still find it a bit cute. When he sees that they don’t like it, he wouldn’t exactly call out on it, but would just pull them on his lap and ask what is bugging them. If they told him, he would assure them that he doesn’t mind when they made weird faces because who doesn’t?

Murasakibara wouldn’t even realize. Like surely his partner makes weird faces, bites their lips or repeating words, but everyone does that. If they confront him, he would just say to stop worrying about something stupid, which could make them upset. Seeing his mistake he would quickly reach out for them and explain that he really doesn’t mind if they have tics or not.

Akashi would know about the tics even before they would be in relationship. But even then he wouldn’t pay much attention to it or point it out, because while he knew, he also found out that they are uncomfortable every time they catch themselves doing it. If they ever pointed it out, he would only smile and say that their tics were also the reason he fell for them, which isn’t entirely a lie.

Izuki would think that tics his partner has are actually cute. Surely he wouldn’t pay much attention to them, but comment or even make a joke about it. If he sees his partner hates them, he would apologize for making jokes and would assure them he meant in a good way. He would be careful from then on, but still be the same Izuki he is.

Mitobe, despite being silent, he would show concern whenever his partner feels down because of their tics, which would eventually lead them to tell him. Even though he wouldn’t say anything, he would show more. He would pull them in an embrace and smile softly, kissing their cheeks, eyes, nose and forehead.

Himuro would be sweet about it. Surely he would notice but would never pay much attention to it. But every now and then he would say something sweet and really caring, assuring his partner that they are beautiful no matter what. He would hate seeing them be embarrassed of something they can’t help with and would do anything to stop them from belittling themselves.

Let’s talk about how 2x14 ended...

We all know there’s a lot of things wrong with the episode but I’m not going to go there, this is not going to be an anti-Karamel post or anything. This is about Alex and Kara, and how that episode ended with the sisters on their own homes, with their love interests, instead of together, mourning the loss of their father, again.

I was upset for like two hours after the episode, thinking about that, trying to understand how the writers could break the heart of the show in two, and I’ve reached a conclusion.

Alex’s has the hero’s arc this season. She’s discovering new things about herself, she’s been hurt in a lot of ways, but now she has finally found love and, on top of everything, she gets her father back. Of course she wasn’t going to question it. She’s been blinded by happiness, and then the Universe smacks her down with brutal force.

Now, we know how hard Alex takes her own mistakes, how much she punishes herself. Imagine how she feels after backlashing at Kara for doubting Jeremiah’s intentions and then having those suspicions being right. Imagine how she’s feeling, alone in her apartment, not being able to face Kara because she let Jeremiah go, because after all, she chouldn’t shoot her own father, even if it was her job. She feels responsible for what happened, like it was her fault that Jeremiah played them. She is ashamed. Of course she’s going to be alone, drinking herself into oblivion.

And meanwhile, Kara is all alone wondering why her sister is not there with her like she’s always been.

It breaks my heart.

And bringing back Alex’s hero’s arc, 2x14 put her on a path that’s going to take her to a very dark place. That preview for 2x15? That’s her going all rogue trying to fix her mistakes. Because those people disappearing? She’s going to blame herself for that too. And for the explosion at the bar. She’s going to feel responsible for every bad thing that Cadmus does from now on until she takes down the entire organisation on her own.  

The only thing that eases my pain for her is knowing that Maggie is there. That she’s not going to let Alex lose herself, that she will guide her out of the darkness. 

And then Kara will be there, waiting in the light, ready to take her hand, and they will be stronger than ever.