but im not as bad anymore

anonymous asked:

Why are exclusionists simultaneously against and for using the SAM?? Like they'll be calling problematic one minute then using it to justify kicking cis aces out bc "they're asexual but heteroromantic!!1!" Like, binch, it's one of the other either it's good or it's bad don't be hypocritical

ive seen people literally say ‘we dont need the SAM anymore, just call yourself gay ace, etc.’

im pretty sure that is the SAM???

i started this sideblog because i wsnted to speak to fellow lgbt+ people on eye level, in a non insulting, constructive, respectful way.

there was one person who returned the favor. one.
im so sick of this. this isnt a discussion, a discourse anymore. you arent here to duscuss, because none of you even have the intention to listem and maybe, change their mind about some things.
this isnt intracommunity discourse. this is just mindlessly hating on something you dont even bother to learn anything about.

im so done with all of this. i feel bad for even trying and investing all that energy.

im on my phone so i can’t type properly and im relying on autocorrect to help me here but it’s mine and @ear anniversary today and I can honestly Honestly say he is the light of my damn life!!!!!! I love him with my whole whole whole whole heart and soul and being and mind and just GOSH everything!!!!! He honestly helps me so much when I have bad days that my bad days are like not even Bad Bad days anymore they’re just like Eh days?? And it’s all because he’s there and we support and love each other !!!! I hope i show that, I TRULY TRULY feel so so so so strongly for Jacob it’s unimaginable, unintelligible!!!! I love him so much and I don’t even wanna think about what my life would be like without him now gosh!!! He makes me so happy!!!! So happy!!!! And I feel so so good about helping him n all and hope that he knows how much he helps me !!!! I love YOU Jacob, through and through. So so much!!!!! Happy anniversary dear!!!!

anonymous asked:

have you experienced more dysphoria with the chest changes that comes with pregnancy? Im nb and want to carry my own children but i have a big problem with my chest and dunno if those changes affect dysphoria at all. I know its not the same for everyone but still asdfghjkllahdgjf

I mean, sort of? I can’t wear my binder anymore which is uncomfortable emotionally but I can still comfortably wear a sports bra which definitely helps. But then, I’m only 4 months along, so that could all change. So far it hasn’t been as bad as I expected.

  • me, a year ago: g/t is my deepest darkest secret.... i can only view terribly rendered giants in icognito mode.... i can never tell anyone, i will be seen as a Freak, no one must know that i am small
  • me, now: [kicks down door] GUESS WHO'S THREE INCHES TALL AND WANTS TO CLIMB A GIANT LIKE A TREE
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hi, anon! ive received a bunch of messages about PS being gone, but this is the one that struck me the most, and i felt like i couldnt let it be unanswered.


first of all, thank you for sticking with me long enough to get attached to my characters and miss them so much.
truth be told, i miss them too, but the memory of them is tainted by the months of harassment i got for making them.

for a bit of context, im bipolar, and back when i still was making this AU, i was in the middle of a particularly intense mania phase.
now, i naturally get disinterested of fandoms with time, but at the time i was really passionate about homestuck and my comics. all the unnecessary drama and harassment brutally interrupted this and jumpstarted my next depression phase, which was, ill be honest, really fucking awful.
i couldnt bring myself to be interested in homestuck anymore because all it reminded me of now were negative things.

for once, my departure from a fandom wasnt natural, but forced. now, im lucky enough to have had people around me who cared and who watched me closely in case i got too suicidal, which was much appreciated.

when i think about the au now, i try to remember how much fun it was making it. all the good stuff, and all the bad stuff too. sure, i regret making some of it, but the fun i had with my friends while doing it? it was great.

in the end, people like you are the reason i keep holding on, and im sad the fun had to be cut short for you as well. im still drawing and still animating, so i hope youll find a way to like my new stuff the same way you liked my old stuff.






P.S: anshu, alka, jody and jamie say hi.

im wondering why im so bad at adult tours at work…

then i realize i havent done an adult tour in 2.5 weeks and will not have another one for 2 months. okay, maybe just one between now and then.

i dont know how to change that because zoos really appeal more to children, not so much adults.

adult tour requests have declined in popularity within the recent years. theyre
not appealing anymore.

how can i encourage adults to learn about animals?

what would you enjoy to see/do at a zoo?

bright sessions characters as @wolfpupy tweets
  • joan: i'll tell you one thing, just because it is the least amount of thing i can tell
  • damien: things have only gotten worse since i started making everything worse
  • adam: i've hit my fair share of hay over the years and can safely say that being asleep is better than the alternative, being awake
  • caleb: i'm sure i'm going to ruffle some feathers with this but given the choice between good times and bad times i would like to have the good times
  • chloe: i think i speak for everyone when i say things
  • sam: i did the best with the resources i was given, which was nothing
  • mark: 'guitar solo' sounds lonely to me.. guess thats why im not a famous musician
  • frank: it's all fun and games until it's not that anymore
  • wadsworth: some people just want to watch the world burn, me i don't care either way
  • green: let's turn this sinking ship around and sink the other way

lil cock flapping his wings