but ill never stop

hi so here we r again bc aquamarines a disaster imo. i hate her perfectly round flat face i hate her perfectly smooth flat hair i hate that she doesnt have a neck i hate that she doesnt have a midsection i hate that her gloves look photoshopped on i hate that her palette is exactly lapis’s palette i hate her design a lot

so i fixed it

Valentines Day with the RFA
  • Saeyoung: Valentine's Day, right around the corner. MC and I have been on zero dates. So I got her a Valentine's Day card, but I didn't wanna seem "too eager," so I got cards for everyone in the RFA to kind of dilute it a little bit.
  • Saeyoung: *accidentally mixes up the cards before handing them out*
  • Yoosung: [reading Saeyoung's card] You brighten my day with the sound of your voice, you bring so much laughter and love, you're everything to me, and I was so blessed when God sent you here to me.
  • MC: Geez louise.
  • Yoosung: I know, obsessed with me much?
  • MC: Well, everyone got one...
  • Yoosung: What did yours say?
  • MC: Friends are worth sharing a doghouse with.
part of me is mad that i wrote you into my stories. because i can no longer read them without falling in love, and breaking my heart at the same time. but part of me is so glad i did. because it reminds of how beautiful our love was, even if it destroyed me.
—  i still miss you

Your child’s mental illness did not “steal” your child from you. That’s still your fucking child, regardless if they can’t hug people, handle public places, or throw uncontrollable fits. THATS. STILL. YOUR. CHILD. Trust me on this, they probably hate the way they treat you, and want you to love them unconditionally, but to them you can’t because you hate them for who they are. For their illness that they can’t control.

If you’re a parent of a child with a mental illness, that’s still your child. They were never gone, never stolen. Stop making them think its their fault they’re this way.

  • me: i have diagnosed myself with several mental illnesses in the past, every single one i've researched for about a year before being diagnosed with the same exact mental illnesses i thought i had. i did extensive research before labeling myself with these illnesses, and even then i never stopped looking into them to double-check that i'm still experiencing the symptoms. self-diagnosing greatly helped me as it gave me a support system and a group of people i was able to relate to and talk to about my feelings. it helped me realize i wasn't alone and it really helped me cope with my problems until i was able to get professional help.
  • Neurotypicals: umm sweaty i think you just have a good 'ol case of psych student syndrome :) you really shouldn't just label yourself with these very Real and Bad problems just because you heard about it once uwu self-diagnosing is Evil it stole my wife and burned down my house you shouldn't do it Ever it'll only hurt you uwuwuwuwu

its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time

ponyboy: im tired

darry:tired?🛌im never tired❌👌🏼im always on that grind💪🏼💦💯😈 never stopping🏋🏼💯ill keep fighting🥊because if you arent🥇youre last😷